This video sounded really relatable and reminds me of my come up from when the madness just begun up until present day now seeing how far I have come. I’m just glad I actually accepted Lord Christ into my life, because life before I was in the presence of Heavenly hosts; was chaotic madness. But I must say I am really blessed.. and you are as well. I can see the truth you shared in this video in your eyes as well as the pain you have suffered. But we won’t all suffer forever, stay mentally well, psychically well and overall blessed love and thank you for sharing this video!

what an amazing story. have you also experienced chronic shortness of breath?

I love your perspective, especially the analysis of who or what they are plus understanding their purpose in our own role. I can relate to so much of your thinking and hearing the way you've dealt is like finally seeing some sunshine where all the other modalities of healing only offered darkness in my experience, so thank you for being so beautifully eloquent. You are amazing. P. S. I know this was two years ago but just feel the need to really say thank you.❤

A will have a direct question for you. Just curious do you believe in God and have you read the Bible?.

My brother and I went through that back in 1994. My brother and I saw this big tall shadowy demon approaching me. They went past my shoulder. My brother and I don't talk about it much. But I believe you I've seen it as clear as day. Those of you in here who have not experienced this. You have no clue. Or entities out of this world that cannot be explained. And I guess in some weird way I was blessed to see it. Not that I needed it to. Have my faith in Christ. But it almost solidifies what is out there?. Everyone else is just clueless

"It felt like I was remembering a dream" this is exactly what I've been experiencing the last 3 years. I've been so deep in my internal world it's become what's REAL the waking life of work, chores, etc pass like a dream and all I'm left with is the reality of myself. I am deep diving trying to figure out if this is a normal part of the spiritual awakening journey I've been on for 3 years or if I'm severely mentally ill 😭 I feel so alone, yet connected to everything at the same time.

I made my self function normal whit chems and now when it is too late this other world is opening. If I would want to break or make someone suffer I would do it exatly how it is done here. If this was some test I quess I failed it then and Im sure the punishment is so hard that i will lose my mind. People will make endless excuses for this deception based "school". False hope is one of the cards this realm plays very well.

Thank you fir sharing. I've had bipolar and having too many pills makes us a bit diiferent. Be easy on yourself. Take care of your soul. ❤😇

You poor soul. I'm so sorry you went through this It is spiritual discernment. Not everyone has it. You hear from God, see in the spiritual realm, and can hear conversations and motives of the heart. Not everyone has this. It is the Prophetic calling in The Bible. You see, hear and feel... when God allows you at the moment. You don't control. If you stand firm to God, the darkness can't touch you. Please study, The Blood of Jesus. Being A Child Of God. YOU ARE OK AS YOU ARE. You just were never taught the truth about your giftings, why you have them, and what they are for. You are normal already. You have gifts they don't. Only those who have the gifts understand. You're ok.

Respect❤

You are amazing and so strong! You should definitely start making more utube videos! Much love x

This was so so helpful! Thank you so much for sharing this.

Hi, thank you for sharing your story. I can only imagine how hard it mustve been for you. I felt anxiety in your voice, which gave me anxiety. I hope you can share more about the positive messages that you've recieved. What made things easier for you? What helped you get through the dark times? What specific mental exercises you've done to overcome the dark experiences? Do you think it is your own fear that is being presented to you as dark entities? What is the best way to approach these dark moments?

You're an amazingly compassionate person. Sometimes too much empathy can be harmful. Take care of yourself.

Thanks for sharing, I’m lost for words I have had some spiritual experiences that make life very tough for me to navigate through I was shown countless times that this is world is not what we think it is, and I don’t expect everything to be handed to me, but I can’t tolerate liars and money hungry people that desire only for others to make their life better at others’ expense. I wish I could show everyone what I know, but I must be around others that think money and the opportunity to satisfy as many desires as they can as often as they can… is the only purpose in life. I could never have someone work for me either. I only feel comfortable in small groups and at least close to fair situations. It’s lead to barely making enough to survive, but I guess that’s ok, and I’m grateful for my experiences and even on rough days I’m grateful to be alive. I also have excepted (for the most part) that I quite possibly will never have a partner to go through life with. Who knows, maybe I will, but I can’t have a women in my life that I have to lie to and act like I care about all these things that are meaningless to me after my experiences. Finding out the world is not what most think it is… has been amazing in a sense, but also increases my suffering immensely I guess it will all be ok and I’d rather know what I’ve been shown I really like how you share your story in 2 ways. Well done and I kinda have to do the same when explaining some of my life to people I can believe how many people get put on meds for ‘bipolar’ or ‘depression’ or ‘Adhd’. I had an angel of a mother for telling the school teachers NO when they had the audacity to recommend these drugs to me. I was not getting in trouble and had all A’s. Like what the fuck would they want from a student 🤦‍♂️. Later in life I had what’s sometimes called a manic episode and 12 years later I can get through life just fine without meds. Sure I don’t like liars or toxic work environments, but that CERTAINLY can’t or shouldn’t be attempted to be fixed by a pill lol. I’m glad you overpowered your nervousness. Hats off to you 🥹. You have strength that Godzilla would be jealous of for going through what you have ✌️🤟🏻

How are you doing now ?

Please talk slower.

I hope you are ok and everything is working out for you

I think you are doing a great job & communicating through anxiety can definitely be painful (can definitely cause pressure speech). Thank you for sharing & how to cope ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ Shame is a big one. Let’s normalize mental health issues.

Thanks for sharing I wish you all the best and a lot of strength!

Thanks for the video! In a similar vein as this video, there is a challenge called Nanowrimo (National Novel Writing Month) that happens in November and select other times of the year. You are supposed to write 50,000 words/ 200 pages in a month. When I first heard about it, I thought I could never do it. When I first tried it (my own modified version, since I was too scared to sign up for it), it was kind of a disaster. Well, it’s now my 10th year I’ve been participating in Nanowrimo, and I just hit 1 million words. 🎉

You are the only person who actually shows pressured speech. Thank you for sharing.

Love your redirecting the mindset to shift to the little things. Love and Blessings to you.

Good points. Wish I had learn this when I was younger. But since I’m not gone yet, I can use this going forward. Thank you for sharing

I really like the three suggestions. In particular, I like the idea of showing up. I think it can be interpreted as not just keeping your commitments, but maybe just spending time with yourself, letting yourself just be. No pressure, just moments where you can relax, be yourself and feel good, without having to do anything. Like with kids, you can show up by going to their soccer games, but you can also show up by just sitting on the couch and watching tv together.

I love the aspect of being gentle with yourself. Go for it and follow through has been part of my lasting recovery. Thank you for the information Jamie.

You are more likely than not absorbing energies of the planet, other people, etc. There are protections you can learn to block others energies from absorbing into your body. It is extremely common for healers like you. We are friends on Facebook. Message me if this is something you want to learn about. Love and blessings to you.

Very deep sharing. Thank you and continue what you're doing. Deeply touched.👍

I think it’s a really good idea of looking at the costs and the pitfalls of following your dream. I’ve been guilty of tunnel vision, and while I made it a point not to sacrifice my mental health for my dream, I was willing to sacrifice a lot that I didn’t need to. On a technical note, I can hear your friend, Jaime, but I’m still having trouble hearing you. I think the microphone is too far away and it’s not picking up your voice. I can kind of hear a faint high-pitched sound in the background which might be the microphone, picking up air.

I love that it is as simple a deciding what we want to be. I agree with the importance of making decisions. You have a precious gift. I am grateful to have found you. Being a teacher is a fabulous skill that you are developing. Happy to be joining in our journey of learning with you.

I find it impossible to imagine god as "the universe" or "higher power". We have been given special and wonderful gifts of life, compassion, the desire for justice, mercy, and especially the capacity for love. We have been given gifts of talents and passions. God is a very personal God who cares for us. Our desire for purpose is really a desire for worth. We want our lives to be worth living. When we were children, our lives had worth simply by being loved by our parents. The love of our Creator is what we long for because there we have unearned worth. Our purpose is to seek our Creator and allow Him to reveal Himself to us; to come to know Him and love Him and to find our joy in Him. No other purpose seems worthy.

That was very touching. Thank you.

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I like the quote from the book and I think that this is an important topic. You had a lot of insight. But it was very hard to hear you.

Thank you for this! Very useful.

I really liked this video. I like the way that you distinguished between judgement as discernment and judgement as condemnation. It’s interesting that when you go about condemning people, you actually weaken discernment, because you don’t get the benefit of learning from their point of view.

It feels like your in fast forward while they are in rewind...

Felt inspired by your story. You're super brave. Your story is inspiring me to share mine as well.

Awesome channel!! About to check out some more of your videos. Go and take a look at Promosm. Loads of KZfaq channels use the site to promote their videos.

Another great video and a great message that felt really pertinent to me. I have been struggling under the weight of my own expectations and this is a good way to take pressure off.

I’m glad you’re doing this videos again. I remember you hiding from my videos. Look how far you’ve come.

P.s. I just subscribed, so I'll be seeing you again, I'm sure. Interesting channel. I'm sorry, I think I mistakenly thumbs down your reply the other day.

But, do you ever start talking and find it absolutely impossible to stop?

Thank you I am same as you I have schizo-affective and I didn’t talk in my childhood either

Great video! Sometimes it is easy to focus on things we can't control that we do forget our own power over certain circumstances. Your video(s) helped me reflect on how even the smallest steps can have significant effect on our daily lives. I find it had been helpful to break down tasks. For example, if I am having anxiety over a meeting, I fight really hard not to fall on the rabbit hole of "what if *insert catastrophic and often unrealistic thought here*". I instead focus on just showing up first. I've heard people say it is important to channel fear and nervousness into action rather than being paralyzed by it. I am still finding ways to do that, so I appreciate your content. Mental/ emotional/spiritual health are such important aspects of wellness and we as a society have neglected them for so long. Thanks for being fighting the stigma by having these conversations. Keep up the good work :)

Your perspective is so eye opening

The seed metaphor also works because you’re sensing growth in spring, the traditional time that flowers blossom. 😀 I liked the message, and I wanted to let you know that the link worked.

Thanks for sharing

Good start Jaime