how are people gettin spice still ?? It got banned in 2013 U can’t even find it anymore
@patrickgatto121513 күн бұрын
Wtf this is the saddest shit ive ever seen
@Lynette-sv3ti15 күн бұрын
My bro, theres something special about you. You need to get clean enough for your daughter. You know what happens on the street, you know the risks associated with mothers who have daughters in the drug game. No doubt, your daughter has te same kind of light you do. Dont be too hard on urself, rome wasnt built in a day. its all about growth my bro & trust ur intuition...
@chebrubin17 күн бұрын
Crack smoking will cause audio ear issues and paranioa in the short term and longer is psychosis.
@robertrudick249219 күн бұрын
Get sober guy. Leave the drugs alone. Dangerous to ur health. Its all poison.
@pete7wiggy21 күн бұрын
Lost a good friend to spice addiction, that stuff is vicious. Glad to be 6 years sober
@americanmirror21 күн бұрын
Congratulations on your sobriety!
@ropo77223 күн бұрын
PEOPLE JUST LIKE GETTING HIGH THAT NOTHING ELSE MATTERS. SAD BUT TRUE. THEY LL RATIONALIZE ANYTHING SO ASO G AS THEY CAN KEEP GETTING HIGH. THATS ADDICTION.
@americanmirror23 күн бұрын
It’s amazing what a person can convince themselves of during active addiction
@MystikAngel24 күн бұрын
Praying for you Josh. I'm a recovering drug addict and alcoholic. 16 years sober. I heard heroin and fent are alot harder to get away from because it's more of a physical thing. I hope and pray you find your way. Please know you're not alone! PLEASE think about going to rehab Josh... We can't get clean by ourselves. You seem like such an amazing guy. My family gave up on me too but when I started being serious about getting clean they started coming around again. Much luv n respect and ty for sharing with us. Be safe out there. Your daughter needs you 🙏 But most of all... YOU need you 🙏
@victoriaanderson86326 күн бұрын
Good looking guy... it's a shame he can't get clean.
@MystikAngel24 күн бұрын
Everyone can get clean. Have a little faith for Josh 🙏
@nocturnal631127 күн бұрын
What does she mean her family executed her. Like don’t talk to her anymore? Spice is one of the most common drugs but I feel like her spice is 4mmc or a weed type meth type feeling ,just based of her random delusions.
@americanmirror25 күн бұрын
That's what I figured she meant. She might have more mental health issues going on. That being said, K2 is an uncontrolled substance, so it's somewhat impossible to know the chemical mixture in any given bag.
@jeanwonnacott271827 күн бұрын
Looks like he stays away from the XYLAZINE. Straight fetty, is clean. Just sick every 2 hours...
@markneedham843723 күн бұрын
JFC dopesick every two hours
@hollylowery256827 күн бұрын
Promo-SM 🤩
@joannaazar739628 күн бұрын
What town is this in ??
@americanmirror28 күн бұрын
This is in Syracuse, New York
@joannaazar739628 күн бұрын
Drugs definitely took over! I understand addiction and it’s terrible waking up sick! Always Love From- Newark Jersey ❤
@tammyervin905929 күн бұрын
Keep your head up Josh! You are such a sweet, good looking man! You can do this! 🎉
@jeremysuggs834529 күн бұрын
Bro😐
@emmagineart29 күн бұрын
I love him. His energy is awesome, and his brain ticks a lot like mine. Does he have a website for his work, or a contact?
@americanmirror23 күн бұрын
You can follow some of his video work here! www.youtube.com/@TravisOwens/videos
@user-uu2lu3wr4xАй бұрын
i just want to give him a big hug , its heartbreaking hearing his life story , bless him , i hope one day he gets his life together and get the life he deserves so much , praying for him 😢 🙏 ❤️
@user-uu2lu3wr4xАй бұрын
josh what a lovely guy you are , you deserve so much more than this life , I'm so sorry your stuck in this life , I pray next time your ready to get sober you go get that life you deserve , pleae take care don't let thise streets take you away , praying for you ❤️ 🙏
@user-uu2lu3wr4xАй бұрын
you have a beautiful soul , take care of it 💜
@sheareports909229 күн бұрын
@@user-uu2lu3wr4x so true, I'm with this guy, praying for you to get the good life you deserve.
@bikingthedanubeАй бұрын
Good luck on your recovery journey Josh! Many people out here rooting for you.
@laurasamagaio7927Ай бұрын
And what state is this in?
@MulaMan71829 күн бұрын
New York
@laurasamagaio7927Ай бұрын
What city is this in?
@americanmirrorАй бұрын
This is in Syracuse, New York
@atlantaga55Ай бұрын
I don’t understand any of this drug use I come from a VERY crappy family horrible human beings BUT doing drugs was not a option for me ME because I knew I had no decent family I was the only the I can depend to survive all the SH*t and I did survive was not easy but I’m still here
@americanmirrorАй бұрын
Thanks for your reply. Drug use is a rampant issue in our society, that's why I've been exploring the topic on this channel. Sometimes the choice comes from rock bottom desperation and other times it comes from chasing fun like Josh talks about here. Sounds like you made sound choices.
@user-uu2lu3wr4xАй бұрын
you have a beautiful soal josh , take care of it
@user-lu6kw5bb6z28 күн бұрын
Yeah it's a slippery slope. I avoided most things but allowed myself to smoke weed. And weed of today is real strong and though some say not addictive for many years I thought about it all the time and struggled to work and function. Fortunately I avoided the heavier drugs and stimulants others around me tempted me with.....one day tempting next day bemoaning being slaves to it. Not what you want as friends .....misery loves company. I hope this pained gent Josh has the strength to get it together.....it sounds a bit like he is saying it to be accepted rather than with the conviction we would love him to have.....I wish him strength and good mentors and friends.
@robertrudick249219 күн бұрын
Stay sober. Get educated.Very proud of you.
@stefanjohnson2071Ай бұрын
You’re not too far gone man!! Believe in yourself. You have a good head on your shoulders man. You got this!
@americanmirrorАй бұрын
Josh has a great head on his shoulders! I hope he moves forward towards sobriety.
@user-qt6lb3si3k29 күн бұрын
Come on Josh you have everything going for you. Your good looking smart man 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏
@annettefelton7157Ай бұрын
Need a bib YUCK 😝
@__Just__Adam__Ай бұрын
Addict in recovery from Rome NY thanks for what you do !
@JBLYTHE462 ай бұрын
A handsome, sexy man! He talks intelligent with some mental health and a good job he could turn himself around.
@faiaja2 ай бұрын
One of the saddest things I have seen. Heart wrenching. God have mercy.
@NoahLaneville-dy7om2 ай бұрын
Good video sad asf tho… that shit really messes u up huh
@rowycock2 ай бұрын
Goddamn bro... I've got a lot of compassion for people like this but still... Damn. It makes me sad. Greetz vom Germany
@kessizimmi20022 ай бұрын
Schade wenn er nicht abhängig wäre, dann wäre er ein gutaussehender Mann,mir tut's unendlich leid, vielleicht schafft er da rauszukommen.😢
@adams16252 ай бұрын
When a man says "okay" or "hanging in there" they usally aren't alright I know that feeling
@orphngv2 ай бұрын
He’s saved lots of $ on dentists
@sharongrant40242 ай бұрын
😢😢😢😢😢❤❤❤❤😮😮
@user-pk9gm2ql7m2 ай бұрын
We all have a choice he chose wrong
@IIDynamoDuckII2 ай бұрын
Couldn't give the mf a fkn tissue before you started using him for your video?
@1styonkou6952 ай бұрын
This sh.... breaks me
@keithhoner36872 ай бұрын
I feel so sorry for him god bless him
@haraldharam93342 ай бұрын
❤️🔥❤️🔥❤️🔥
@2100Entertainment-ut9xi2 ай бұрын
They should show this to kids in school. Shit's heartbreaking. Yet the rock stars and rappers keep promoting alcohol, coke, molly, & lean to the world
@liamgrant64942 ай бұрын
I'm not even disgusted but him drooling bro, i feel so bad for bro deadass for me tearing up.
@monicar88752 ай бұрын
Lord Black Jesus...protect your poor lost souls...I pray..for this dude...very, very impacting message!. Have mercy
@Ch1ckeNug012 ай бұрын
Why not jus Jesus? He was Jewish not black
@officialmonkeyman1072 ай бұрын
Shit hurts my heart man
@damonmeier36522 ай бұрын
Shits heart breaking pray for that man he needs it lord bless him
@jamesrick63712 ай бұрын
Say it don’t spray it my mann😂
@damonmeier36522 ай бұрын
Nice dude😒
@Luckismyfather2 ай бұрын
Ronald Regan effect…
@Skate4ypg2 ай бұрын
That's so fucking horrible. I wish this could be shown to every single person in the world.