Only that landscape reminds me to dreams I had . Thank so much for this bro.

i'm trying to grow on this platform, i hope ambient community will help me

🎵🎶🎵🎶🎵🎛️🎚️🤔🤙🏻🌑☄️...

dont know what this is but im glad i clicked on it!

It's okay if you get emotional while reading theese comments it happens. Just don't lose yourself and calm down now at least. Have a great life ❤

This is exactly how I feel. I can't go anywhere. I can't do anything. I'm stuck in a dead end job I'll never be able to leave. I feel trapped 24/7.

Hontestly fuck you adding midrolls

<4

🤌🏻👌🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻👌🏻... Thanks...

the person i miss is 62 are you sure abt this?

idk why i'm the only why to comment, but, i had to tell that i loved this, thanks

I definitely don't anymore

This is melancholic is hell and I'm here for it.

Healing the distractions are so beautiful though...

😔

I wish I was someone's person they missed at 3am... lol sigh

3:29:09

💪🏻💪🏻💪🏻...

Perfection😢💚

Reflection is truly key. Rest if you wish, sleep if you must, but don't forget to *awaken*. For that is the most important component over your terrestrial journeys, mortals. 🐲✨🐲✨🐲✨ "Before I start, I must see my end. Destination known, my mind's journey now begins. Upon my chariot, heart and soul's fate revealed. In time, all points converge, hope's strength resteeled. But to earn final peace at the universe's endless refrain, we must see all in nothingness... before we start again." 🐲✨🐲✨🐲✨ --Diamond Dragons (book I)

Why would you want things to be the same when things are going to be so much better?

Why would you want things to be the same when things are going to be so much better?

Bro is in another lv

1 + 1 = 1+1

Reflection is both key and lock. Unfortunately, it's one of those skills that almost no human can master. Time is required, and very, *very* little is ever spent upon embracing it. 🐲✨🐲✨🐲✨ "Before I start, I must see my end. Destination known, my mind's journey now begins. Upon my chariot, heart and soul's fate revealed. In time, all points converge, hope's strength resteeled. But to earn final peace at the universe's endless refrain, we must see all in nothingness... before we start again." 🐲✨🐲✨🐲✨ --Diamond Dragons (book I)

17:50 talking to myself, by who ?

1 + 1 = 11

😞

sorta a rant, ig. it just feels comfortable ranting here. i've been extremely burnt out because of school recently and it's feels like im drowning, i feel as though nothing will get better and that it's all hopeless. on another hand, i feel like im not real and that reality is fake and that everyone is fake, everything is fake, ect. i keep having waves of depression and anxiety yet at the same time all i can feel is emptiness, like theres a hole where my heart is. i don't know how to describe it. but it hurts. it fucking hurts. if there's a way i can stop this pain and actually live properly then i would, because im tired. im tired of the pain. im tired of forcing myself to get out of bed in the morning. im tired of faking im okay, im just fucking tired of it all. i want to die, i want to kill myself, i want to commit suicide, i just want this all to end. i want it all to stop and have some peace. but i can't even get that. it's just im a ghost just going through everyday like i barely exist. i hate it. nothing seems to be helping anymore, as i wake up in the middle of the night feeling like im going to puke or about to burst into tears for no reason. i want my old self back. i just want everything that's happened in my life to not happen. i want to rewind time and go back to when it all started. i already know im useless. i know im pointless, a waste of space. well, thats what i think, anyway... i just feel lost, exhausted, tired, and just want to sleep the day away, because frankly? i don't think i can continue anymore.

How peaceful.

1 + 1 = 11

We all are heading to the same destination.... its how you get there.....

Im here.

Vent post so please just scroll on by and have a nice day. My life is so uncomfortable right now. Professionally, socially, personally, its all just like nails on a chalk board. I have a job after 8 months of unemployment, but i hate it deeply and have done for the past 3 months ive been in it, but im probably going to lose my job as the probation period is nearly up and my boss has been trying to force me out. I hate all the lies amd deciet in the corporate world but i seem to have a talemt for it as everyone is praising me for how i handled it, to the point of people offering to put me forward for other jobs. I hate to lie and rarely do so, even if it causes problems, but i feel the way i do when i lie about this whole situation. It makes my skin crawl. I have applied for other jobs off my own back but they rarely get back to me. Im in the eye of a hurricane, unable to keep track of anything, everything being wrong but still i remain at the bottom. Its also approaching the 1 year anniversary of me moving back from Japan and leaving a better life behind. I was warned id get culture shock going there but i integrated really well. Its coming back thats caused the issues. Even now i feel like i am forever in a foreign land, never at home. In moments of sadness or panic whilst in my house, i immediately find my brain going "I want to go home" but, i am. To feel like a foreigner in your home country is a strange and unpleasant thing. And speaking of things going on longer than they should. Its been a year and a half since i broke up with my girlfriend of 6 years because i couldnt try to get back to Japan if i was with her. We were very deeply in love and we worked well together. A break up hurts so much more when you both still love eachother dearly and have no negatives to focus on. But i havent been able to move on. She doesnt really have anyone else. I am here only consistent friend. We have done all we can to help move on but... i am still struggling. She is the only person who will text me every day and i can tell she still has feelings too but, we cannot be together. It would just lead to more hurt. I want her to move on so desperately but i am sickened by the thought. I encourage her to move on whilst knowing it would be a dagger to my heart. But she doesnt want to move on either. That last section was longer as i have no one i can share that with. Everything about my life is so uncomfy. To the extent where all my family simply pity me. Im fighting this with all my might but i doubt ill be unscathed. If you made it to the end of this. Thank you for reading, but there is something else you should be doing right now.

we are of that existence in which cannot be persuaded by the non lasting involvement of them. we are that of whats left of a once thriving civilization. we are that is left of who's home and that of. we are of sentience and might alongside the reign of power which has befallen this kingdom the domain we are has stretched the length beyond what a human can comprehend. the domain, our domain, we are domain in which the kingdom lies in, beneath builders we thrived once, no more life has been seen beyond this concrete hell. we are made of the materials crafted from them, them are the thriving civilization, them are that of what is no longer left, and that is buried.

Never.

Ah. I have to remind myself, there is always a better tomorrow. You just gotta believe it.❤

Is it my fault that the world is Yoda green?

I put a video just like this one on before i go to sleep and it really calms me down but i can never figure out why.

This is so peacefu-ALLOW ME TO INTRODUCE MYSELF

I'll never know, will I? I still love you. I probably always will.

1 + 1 = 11

24:44 Song name please?🍃

Black end White

vision Arya

An abandoned carnival is fitting. All fun and games until they decide you're no longer worth their time.

Why are these so green and why are they so comforting?

U planning on making a ds server? (Btw, theres a stream that was supposed to start 1h ago, check if its a bug)