i’m so sorry you lost your job to the bookstore closing… that’s truly so unfortunate. job hunting is so difficult, most employers just never bother to get back to you (in my experience). i would love to see more of your work as an artist! ☺️ best of luck with your future endeavours!
@racheliannucci47202 күн бұрын
You are so talented. Your painting was amazing! So sorry you have to deal with so much. 😢
@NicoleMae2 күн бұрын
@@racheliannucci4720 Thanks you ❤️
@saburwolf27923 күн бұрын
Very Nice Video, i admire the artwork. Sorry that you lost your job, I went through the same thing for the past 9 months. Luckily, there was hop though. I just need to hear back from them. Wish Me Luck, and my congrats to you on becoming a full time artist🥂🥂💜💜💜💜💜💜💙💙💙💙♥♥♥♥♥♥💯💯💯💯
@NicoleMae3 күн бұрын
@@saburwolf2792 Good luck!! You got this 🌟
@saburwolf27923 күн бұрын
@@NicoleMae TYVM, Appreciate your support. You are a good person🥰🥰💜💜♥♥
@Botopian94 күн бұрын
The bookstore will always have a special place in my heart, especially because that’s how I met you 😊
@NicoleMae4 күн бұрын
@@Botopian9 ❤️❤️❤️ THANK YOU FOR YOUR FRIENDSHIP ❤️❤️❤️
@karahscreations4 күн бұрын
This is so inspiring!! I wish you the best of luck with your art and job hunting✨
@NicoleMae4 күн бұрын
@@karahscreations Thank you!! I appreciate it 😊
@UnfilteredMay4 күн бұрын
omg my heart dropped at the first part of the title then i kept reading and was like wait YAY
@NicoleMae4 күн бұрын
@@UnfilteredMay hahahahahha thank you
@Sssssssssssssandy4 күн бұрын
I’m here for a delulu vlog enby. So demure so mindful
@NicoleMae4 күн бұрын
@@Sssssssssssssandy bahahahah thank u so much
@NicoleMae4 күн бұрын
Have a wonderful day y’all 🌵
@DominikaDonchinka4 күн бұрын
Also struggling with job… not happy there anymore… but I have no back up plan yeti
@NicoleMae4 күн бұрын
@@DominikaDonchinka Something good will happen!! I’m sure of it!
@athanasia2224 күн бұрын
I recently quit my job and for the first time in forever I have nothing in store for fall, I have no idea what awaits
@NicoleMae4 күн бұрын
I wish you luck! I hope leaving that job has been good for your mental health <3
@suitebabygurl19795 күн бұрын
So glad to see your pretty kitty relaxing and adjusted 🩷
@NicoleMae5 күн бұрын
@@suitebabygurl1979 ❤️❤️❤️
@racheliannucci47207 күн бұрын
Hey, if it works for you, that's all that matters!
@NicoleMae7 күн бұрын
@@racheliannucci4720 💗💗💗
@michaellockhart66329 күн бұрын
Security is temporary as is life. I feel my security is when I wake up and see myself in the mirror and try not to be judgemental but I'm happy and secure that I get to have another day. Ultimately I'm my own best friend and just being friendly with people more times than not feels like a bunch of friends everywhere and just about anywhere but always it's a temporary thing as nothing is truly permanent but getting to live another day which does last for a lifetime.
@tajashania10 күн бұрын
Awake while they operated on your spine??? You’re an absolute rockstar, and I hope your surgery recovery is as smooth as possible ❤ glad to see you made the most out of the rest of your week though
@NicoleMae10 күн бұрын
@@tajashania Thank you ❤️ things have definitely been getting better
@saburwolf279210 күн бұрын
Very good video, absolutely tender👌👌💜💜🤍🤍🌹🌹💯💯. Sorry that your suffering from chronic pains, but try not let it get to you so much, be strong💪💪💪💪🥰🥰💜💜💙💙🖤🖤❣❣
@NicoleMae10 күн бұрын
@@saburwolf2792 thank you 😊❤️
@saburwolf279210 күн бұрын
@@NicoleMae You're very welcome🥰🥰
@mgurl4ever11 күн бұрын
The wood chopping in flip flops stressing me OUT lmao
@NicoleMae10 күн бұрын
@@mgurl4ever LMAO
@silkthyme11 күн бұрын
I also developed a chronic illness recently and it literally gave me depression and anxiety. I'm not normally an anxious person. When it was really bad, I cried every day. It prevented me from seeing my friends. I just wanted to die.
@NicoleMae11 күн бұрын
I definitely understand that. I felt the same at the beginning. It’s getting more manageable as time goes on though ❤
@thisdaemoninpurple11 күн бұрын
I'm sorry you had to go through more surgery and healing pains, it does sound harrowing for sure and I empathize as someone with relatives who have chronic conditions. I hope that, as autisticbucky said, your healing process is as smooth as can be. But also, lovely vlog---really captures that late summer feeling of afterglow and the possibilities inherent in the slow transition to fall. Congrats to your married friends as well!
@NicoleMae11 күн бұрын
Thank you ❤ I’m still happy with the way summer has been nonetheless
@teagerbeza11 күн бұрын
This is such a tender video. Thank you for being vulnerable with us ❤ I love you and your content!!!
@NicoleMae11 күн бұрын
@@teagerbeza awww ❤️ I love you so much 💗
@Sssssssssssssandy11 күн бұрын
I’m really sorry you’re going through all these issues. That’s so much for someone to handle by themself. Cheering for you
@NicoleMae11 күн бұрын
Thank you. It’ll be okay 🌟
@autisticbucky11 күн бұрын
your paintings are so beautiful! i’m so sorry you had to have surgery again… i hope your healing is as smooth as possible.
@NicoleMae11 күн бұрын
Thank youuuu 🌟 I really appreciate that
@NicoleMae11 күн бұрын
Weekly videos begin today 📸
@NatashaLeecole15 күн бұрын
You did great, beautiful poems🖤✨
@NicoleMae14 күн бұрын
@@NatashaLeecole Thank you so much!
@cjthetallpoet17 күн бұрын
I just randomly stumbled upon your video about an hour ago and I can definitely say I’m not complaining one bit 😂. I can relate to the writer’s block angle too since I also don’t get it as much now but I guess my imposter syndrome can make it difficult for not trying to rush the creative process. I wish I would go back to insta to promote my three books but I always felt miserable when I had it so I just deleted it and have been spreading the word about my books at my college or in discord servers. Honestly, I been having more luck with submitting pieces of writing to literary magazines/journals/anthologies and it’s still a strange feeling to see my work in physical collections of writing, chillsubs has helped me out with finding so many types of publications for my pieces of writing, so I would recommend you check that out if you haven’t already. One thing I have finally accepted is that ITS OK TO DO OTHER TYPES OF ART MEDIA besides poetry, I plan to write a script for a kid show idea, make attempts at writing a manga among other small projects but I am grateful I been somewhat successful with having pieces of poetry getting published. Video was nice, I’ll check out your books very soon, Cheers 🎉!
@NicoleMae16 күн бұрын
Thanks for this comment! I wish you luck in all your creative endeavours.
@DominikaDonchinka19 күн бұрын
Looove this❤
@NicoleMae19 күн бұрын
@@DominikaDonchinka Thank you! ☺️
@harpsdesire420019 күн бұрын
Lol I would bet good money your DMS are filled with men who want to talk to you. Women's loneliness is usually self-inflicted.
@tajashania20 күн бұрын
Beautiful poems, well done for doing something a little out of your comfort zone ❤❤
@NicoleMae20 күн бұрын
@@tajashania Thank you ❤️❤️❤️❤️
@rakuwaru361923 күн бұрын
stop normalizing caring if other people care what your pronouns are. no one gives a shit. xoxo.
@ohwellwhateverrenton24 күн бұрын
This is cool as fuck
@NicoleMae24 күн бұрын
@@ohwellwhateverrenton Thank you!! 🌟
@ohwellwhateverrenton24 күн бұрын
That was beautiful, thanks for sharing! My favorites are the grief ones, the first love one & the second chronic pain one. (I wasn't 100% on the titles and didn't want to get them wrong hahahha.) Do you have any advice for writers?
@NicoleMae24 күн бұрын
@@ohwellwhateverrenton Thank you 😊 I appreciate that! My advice would be to participate in your local writing community while working on your own stuff. Go to book launches and poetry readings. Get to know the other writers around you. They’ll be able to give you feedback and help you along the way as you develop your stories.
@saburwolf279224 күн бұрын
Very Amazing Video🖤🖤🖤🖤💙💙💙💙💜💜💜💜
@NicoleMae24 күн бұрын
@@saburwolf2792 Thank you 🖤🖤🖤
@saburwolf279223 күн бұрын
@@NicoleMae You're very welcome🖤🖤💜💜♥♥
@Botopian924 күн бұрын
🥰👏
@NicoleMae24 күн бұрын
@@Botopian9 ❤️❤️❤️
@RitamBuchwald24 күн бұрын
That's got to be brutal, getting close to the other foster kids and then they just vanish one day.
@NicoleMae24 күн бұрын
The nerves were really getting to me during the first three poems hahaha
@dannyadviceАй бұрын
It was nice listening to u i just came across on your channel just subscribed u r soo amazinggg!!!! So what im about to say it might sounds so weird but i cant tell it to anybody... since today i started feeling more comfortable with she/ they but it came out of the blue i mean what is that and i've heard some ppl say its bc of the devil and im super sad and baffled rn:(
@NicoleMae27 күн бұрын
@@dannyadvice I don’t think that’s because of the devil at all. As someone who grew up religious, I’ve witnesses a lot of instances where people have used religious language to veil their homophobia. Gender exploration-whether it’s something you’ve thought about for a long time or something that’s come up out of the blue-is just humanness. We’re thinking about the meaning of gender and what it means to our personhood. It’s no different than when we think about cutting our hair. Gender exploration doesn’t have to be a global concern or really, a big deal at all. It’s just another way we think about ourselves. It’s gonna be okay :)
@dannyadvice25 күн бұрын
@NicoleMae ohhh thank u really so so soo much I needed to hear this 💗 btw are u still religious (sry for asking)
@dannyadvice25 күн бұрын
@NicoleMae and you r soo right I mean so many ppl exaggerate when it comes that question
@NicoleMae25 күн бұрын
@@dannyadvice I am still spiritual, but my spirituality is my own-I don’t follow Christian teachings. My beliefs are more similar to Taoism now. There is a big community of gender-queer people who are religious/spiritual. It’s possible to be both :)
@dannyadvice25 күн бұрын
@NicoleMae OMG RECENTLY A WOMAN SAID TO ME SHE PERCEIVES ME AS TAOIST based on what I'm saying and how I'm acting whattt However can u explain to me what taoism exactly means bc I wanna hear an explanation yk not from Google or stuff. And yeah there are so many communities like this and I think that they r the most genuine and loving ppl more that the Cristian ones bc the Cristian ones aren't u agree that they only judge soo bad
@kyguineАй бұрын
So excited for you to be starting this!!!
@NicoleMaeАй бұрын
@@kyguine Thank you! 🌟🌟🌟
@thisdaemoninpurpleАй бұрын
Excited for this new business venture of yours and what it stands for---major congrats! I love the idea of making wedding memories more accessible and unlearning the classist and heteronormative subtexts of marriage! My parents had a non-traditional wedding (their cake was a mix of European and Caribbean styles of baking, for instance). Also, dang I really felt the bit about how queer folks are effected by the discriminatory economy. I look forward to seeing glimpses of your videography work on Instagram!
@NicoleMaeАй бұрын
@@thisdaemoninpurple Ahhh thank you so much! I’m excited and hearing this sort of feedback really amplifies that 😊
@regardingdewАй бұрын
First off I just gotta say, your zines are stunning. Congratulations on your new business, and thank you for taking us into the process with you-I love the depth of research and intention behind it, and how dynamic it already is!
@NicoleMaeАй бұрын
Thank you so much!
@mercsterАй бұрын
Sorry, just spit up in my mouth a little.
@tajashaniaАй бұрын
Congratulations on starting your business!! I’m so excited for you 🤩
@NicoleMaeАй бұрын
@@tajashania Thanks so much!
@vinzauxАй бұрын
thank you so much for making this video, it's really what i needed. i'm happy that there's people like you in the world.
@NicoleMaeАй бұрын
@@vinzaux ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
@saburwolf2792Ай бұрын
How you doing Nicole, that's great news. It's always good to try something new💜💜💚💚💙💙❤❤👌👌🥰🥰💯💯
@NicoleMaeАй бұрын
@@saburwolf2792 ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
@saburwolf2792Ай бұрын
@@NicoleMae 🥰🥰🥰🥰♥♥♥♥
@maluuАй бұрын
This is so great Nicole! Wishing you the best of luck on this new journey 💌
@NicoleMaeАй бұрын
@@maluu Thanks so much ❤️
@teagerbezaАй бұрын
This is so needed and what a gift it is for you to be offering this for our community! ❤
@NicoleMaeАй бұрын
@@teagerbeza I love you! 🤟
@sondraford3644Ай бұрын
What a great idea, good luck with your new venture. 🏳️🌈 💜
@NicoleMaeАй бұрын
@@sondraford3644 Thank you! 🌟
@NicoleMaeАй бұрын
🌀 instagram.com/nicolemae_videography
@UnfilteredMayАй бұрын
such a lovely vlog and such beautiful music choices i love
@NicoleMaeАй бұрын
@@UnfilteredMay Thank you! 🌟✨
@tajashaniaАй бұрын
this vlog was so lovely, the perfect way to spend my Sunday <3
@NicoleMaeАй бұрын
@@tajashania hehehee thank you 🌟
@rootedm00nАй бұрын
got recommended this vid on my home page! 😸 Happy birthday!!!