Repressed anger, repressed emotion. I’m going through the same thing. It’s repressed emotion and being detached from the body and self validation. Parents who tell you not to feel things result in kids who can’t connect. Your confidence depends on how much your parents validated you and were curious about you. How much did they connect with you? It can be healed. I have faith.
@hirmalde3332 ай бұрын
Sorry about the late response and sorry to hear you're going through the same thing. As far as my parents go, they were truly great and still are. However, when I was being bullied at school they both took the 'noble'? approach and told me to tell the teacher and don't let it get me down etc. This was not helpful at all in reality and I guess invalidated how I felt and how much it was affecting me so you're probably right. Are you taking active steps to overcome your own issues? Thanks for the comment.
@davidbastable39203 ай бұрын
Wow!!
@davidbastable39203 ай бұрын
You rock man
@davidbastable39203 ай бұрын
Great guitar playing! I love the sound of that guitar
@davidbastable39203 ай бұрын
Awesome
@loukes1163 ай бұрын
hope ur better bro
@fredrichstrasse3 ай бұрын
les carénages du RF font partie de son charme.
@lawtonsfinest86226 ай бұрын
Listen I've seen enough of this I'd had to pause it. Now I'm not from Londontown or England as a matter of fact the only thang from England about me is my heritage 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂🏴🇬🇧💂🏿♂️. Now muah yours truly I've been through the ringer I can tell u iz a deep spiritual guy no bullshit. U iz like me it reminds me my younger self. I needed spiritual connection, guidance, help not no hoe shit. U'll be fine just believe God & he'll do it 💯. I went years & years & wish I would to have a friend. First of u have 2 get rid of want. Want iz what u see & all that glitters isn't gold so u have 2 completely get rid of want 🙅🏿♂️. Next u have 2 spend ur alone time 2 work in yo self even if it means u need a phycologist or psychiatrist or both. Then after that once urself iz better u'll attract better trust me about it 💯. Now if it seems a male wanna be ur friend u put them on a trail basis where u test them out with different conversations that comes 2 u anout ur problems to see how they react. If they don't text or at least look at ur text & don't 4 a long time & if u see there blowing u off fuck em. Now if they unkownly 2 u be busy & text back & say sorry I've been busy, working, family matters etc & see how u doin everytime if they be busy that's a keeper. Somebody who don't read or text then go on texting about what they need, problems, money, this or that ect or what about jobs ñ shit & don't respond or react to ur text u'd sent them fuck em off. That's the basics now plus I've been on got help & just off my meds 4 the first time ñ 10 ½ years a month ago........💯
@user-zd1mk3rx6r6 ай бұрын
Get rid of the OEM exhaust then the bike will come a live !
@hirmalde3336 ай бұрын
Done already!
@tonieveritt70456 ай бұрын
I think you should drive a car
@jayflash20356 ай бұрын
Congrats. That’s a K1 as it has the fast idle switch. Non original fairings but I quite like the extra white
@hirmalde3336 ай бұрын
Ah fair enough! I did notice the fairings but agreed I like the white too.
@bearowaty19 ай бұрын
what happened with the oldone?
@hirmalde3339 ай бұрын
Sold it
@bearowaty19 ай бұрын
@@hirmalde333 but what was broken? just died on the road?
@TonyTheTiger1000 Жыл бұрын
Yeah man am 29 lonely and no friends wish I had someone as well 😢
@user-en3dj5id6c Жыл бұрын
???
@user-en3dj5id6c Жыл бұрын
...holle
@craigzander8678 Жыл бұрын
Didn’t sound too good ??
@MDNT_BLU Жыл бұрын
I’ve honestly just came across this I hope it’s better for you now brother ☝🏽
@hirmalde333 Жыл бұрын
Thanks, it's definitely better 👍🏻
@ronaldinyo1723 Жыл бұрын
I hope you’re doing well bro. Wishing you the best
@botchokoy0693 Жыл бұрын
Jesus loves you
@joshuagrove3766 Жыл бұрын
Hey man, I don't know entirely what you are feeling. I do know I relate to some of what you have to say. Just wanted to say, I'm proud of you for carrying on and doing something despite the lostness. It takes strength to carry on and not give up. That's something you seem to be good at. Facing the odds and making the most of a situation and life. You also seem to be discovering a lot of what you like and don't like on this journey. A lot of people live blindly to that and they unfortunately don't discover what they truly need. I'm thankful you are working through things now, rather than later. It's very smart of you. Carry on brother! God bless. :)
@jakesmith-bs4jd Жыл бұрын
I’m 22, from the UK also and can relate to you so much. No friends, no relationship, just starting my degree whilst working a dead end job. Gotta just keep going I guess.
@hirmalde333 Жыл бұрын
Only thing you can do is keep going otherwise you're doomed. Things have gotten somewhat better since I posted this so time does improve things
@jakesmith-bs4jd Жыл бұрын
@@hirmalde333 Thanks lol
@user-ovsan007 Жыл бұрын
Красавчики!! Дали вторую жизнь легенде!!💯💥💥👍👍👍🦾🦾🦾🦾
@Oleg-fe2vn2 ай бұрын
Ну,и собрали на старые вкладыши)))
@user-ovsan0072 ай бұрын
Финансы кончились! Ну и он же все равно на продажу!🤭😎😎
@kandykronikles-volume1257 Жыл бұрын
I’m willing to be your friend
@darshakmalde1 Жыл бұрын
Sweet👌🏼
@ramondenz8390 Жыл бұрын
hey buddy - how courageous of you to make this video. You are obviously a sensitive, open, honest and intelligent young man. There is nothing wrong with you. I can totally relate to what you share about yourself, but also about people in soceity who are extremely selfish. I have been alone almost my entire life, and also just made a video about it. But get as good a sno viewes, let alone comments. Is exactly what you say, peopel only care about themselves. You describe to feel different and feel an outsider. There is nothing wrong about that. You are just on another level, and it is hard to connect with people when youi are one of those - just like me. I know those feelings of emptyness, of not knowing what to do, of feeling disconnected. Is very hard to deal with this in todays world. Just know, Hir, that you are not alone! This is not your fault. Second half of the video was very hard to understand due to the music. That did not help, mate :-( I think thos f***ing cliches really suck. They never worked for me either. All just talk to make people be more patient and not bother others with their feelings. You are trying very hard to get some help, and that is brave and good. Just try to stay yourself and keep sharing your feelings. You are not alone bro - hang in there!! Ramon
@hirmalde333 Жыл бұрын
Thank you Ramon! Means a lot, and I'm sorry to hear you're in a similar position. Feedback on the music in the video noted haha. I'm hanging in there, just about. Take care
@ramondenz8390 Жыл бұрын
@@hirmalde333 you just keep talking and sharing bro - you are not alone in this experience, and together we can support eachothe rthrough this. Best wishes, Ramon
@tsoft856 Жыл бұрын
I also have a CBR 150R (K45A) with the same livery 😃
@notube3766 Жыл бұрын
I wish you the best
@mercurioempeixes Жыл бұрын
me too❤ it’s ok tho, i think in our age we should just try to figure it out who we are and what’s important for us and became a better person for us and others. this burden it’s not necessary, we’re all childrens here still trying to learn something
@elithewineguy2 жыл бұрын
I understand the situation with not having the vibe or connection with friends, all my “friends” don’t know I’m so lonely and lost I just wish I could have anyone there
@twoguns58263 ай бұрын
Legit same boat
@darshakmalde12 жыл бұрын
Nicely done video and narration. Awesome brute of a bike.
@SteppyTree2 жыл бұрын
Yo is it possible to get in contact with you??
@hirmalde3332 жыл бұрын
I'm not sure how to private message or anything on KZfaq but what's up?
@homo-sapein80912 жыл бұрын
What are your passions/interests? I feel your anxiety, but I think spending some time everyday developing/working on your interests might help you get out of the funk your in. Sharing this video is very brave because there's many people like you out there who need to know they're not alone in this. One of my passions is history, especially cyclical grand history, and in it I have found that societies go through seasons in which certain personalities thrive while other take a back seat, and when that season ends, the roles reverse. Today the extrovert (entertainer, performer, instant/impulsive gratifier, etc) is in the drivers seat and gets all the attention, while the introvert (thinker, self-reflective, delayed gratifier) is in the back seat and feels left out. But it won't always be this way, and with the way certain world events are getting crazier by the day due to too much impulsive behavior, it seems to me that the introvert season may be around the corner to check and balance the extroverted craziness going on.. Hang in there bro!
@hirmalde3332 жыл бұрын
Two main passions are displayed on the rest of my channel. I love rock climbing/bouldering too atm as well. I spend plenty of time working on my interests but maybe I should do even more. That's a very interesting subject and you may be right! Thanks for your kind comment mate 🙏🏻.
@Badr-eldin2 жыл бұрын
Also, I salute you for having the courage to post this video. I hope 5 years from now we're both in a better place.
@Badr-eldin2 жыл бұрын
I relate with your experience. I wrote a letter to myself and I hope it can help you and anybody who'll read it. Find what you love to do & repeat it everyday until you're fully self made. Bad habits will always be there, it's up to you not to indulge them frequently & to work sincerely in the never ending chase for excellence. It's not about the little progress you've made along the way or the ways ahead left to go. More than any time to come, what I do right now has the greatest impact on my life and I will live to see the outcome, months and years from now. The gap between the moment & the future is filled with endless possibilities. A man must sacrifice and work hard to truly live with freedom. You have a destiny to write. You have dreams waiting to become a reality. Think back to running distance track. The race was never between you and your peers, it was always you against yourself. When your peers went further ahead than you, a sense of urgency kicked in to work harder and faster than you ever have & in the end you mould into the best you alive. But when you lose all hope of winning, immediately a sense of relief settles in followed by the consent to be defeated and surrender. This is the alternative of doing nothing, it ruins all men who concede to it instead of deciding to work blood sweat tears towards excellence. The same with your Bradford building time and lacrosse. To win in life you must make yourself exceptional beyond compare. You must be supremely confident and certain that you will see change. The more you challenge yourself, the more you will enjoy the reward of being satisfied.
@hirmalde3332 жыл бұрын
Thanks a bunch, very insightful stuff. I'll be sure to keep it in mind moving forward 👍🏻.
@ekaa0012 жыл бұрын
Hey, thank you for making the effort and telling your story. I can see how difficult it was for you to say all these things and put yourself out there. I can say I have been there, and I know how truly horrible it can get. Please keep moving forward, keep trying to make connections. I know it sounds like a cliché but the right people are out there, probs feeling like you do. 4 months have passed, so I truly hope life has gotten easier for you. I leave in a different country, so i don't think i can help you that much, but you can always pm if you need anything. I wish you the best. Sincerely.
@hirmalde3332 жыл бұрын
Thanks for your kind comment!
@dorn8852 жыл бұрын
How was your upbringing?
@hirmalde3332 жыл бұрын
Good upbringing, nothing to complain about during childhood.
@dorn8852 жыл бұрын
@@hirmalde333 I am 36. Was always like you ... since kindergarten. You can PM me anytime.
@anthonyblack71002 жыл бұрын
Hey Im an aspiring artist from London. I came across your video by chance and really connected with it. Thanks for speaking your mind and doing this, I feel like a lot of us go through this, especially men and we don’t really have a way to talk about this stuff. I hope you’re blessed g
@hirmalde3332 жыл бұрын
Hey Anthony thanks for commenting, much appreciated. It's a little consolation that you connected with it somehow so I'm glad. Also I agree, us guys don't really know how to go about this sort of thing since it's instillled in us from a young age to just 'be a man' and not show weakness, etc which is completely wrong in my opinion. But...it is slowly coming around which is good. Take care mate ✌🏻.
@stephencooper74592 жыл бұрын
Thank you. 🤟🤟🤟🤟🤟Enjoyed that
@varunshah16712 жыл бұрын
What a pro
@varunshah16713 жыл бұрын
Radical
@Bk_MxLife3 жыл бұрын
Nice work pal
@hirmalde3333 жыл бұрын
Cheers mate, I've just watched your gsxr 750 ride review and new forest camping videos as it turns out! Great stuff 👍🏻 I'm thinking of doing the same soon just need to find a decent location.
@AnarchyAudioworx3 жыл бұрын
Awesome mate! 🤘 I just sent you a message on Vampr. Definitely up for a jam!
@hirmalde3333 жыл бұрын
Cheers! Forgot I even have vampr, will check it later 👍🏻.
@Ontheroad11003 жыл бұрын
Good work. Bet you feel good after all that. I'm just getting 2 rf600s ready for the road.
@hirmalde3333 жыл бұрын
Thanks and yep you get a good sense of achievement. Great bikes aren't they and somewhat rare.
@Ontheroad11003 жыл бұрын
@@hirmalde333 I've had an rf900 . That was nice. Bit more comfy but I would say the 600 is a bit more fun. I only paid a couple of hundred each. But one is really bad condition. Ive just took the forks off. Will pop a video on later
@mateusznowak64923 жыл бұрын
Is it worth?
@hirmalde3333 жыл бұрын
For me it was, it was mainly a learning curve. Took it out for a ride afterwards and it was running very well.
@hetanshah65483 жыл бұрын
I just wish I was in your place riding and enjoying the scenery, the fresh air....
@hetanshah65483 жыл бұрын
This is just too awesome!
@hetanshah65483 жыл бұрын
Nice work!
@MERTVRU3 жыл бұрын
well done
@darshakmalde13 жыл бұрын
Beautifully done, son. Great video, nice musak, superb compilation👌🏼💪🏼