hey, great to see you again, hoping we hear from you soon, take care and hope all is going well

Humans creating heaven for themselves. Great

Nobody cry

I love finding people who feel the same way about this show as I do! I came in late to the show while it was on, I came in part way through season 3, after having watched and rewatched seasons 1 and 2 so many times lol But this show means so much to me and it's my comfort show for sure!

Congrats. Love ur Wynonna Earp videos. I hope ur doing well. ❤

This is so cool!!! You had great interview questions!!

so happy for you, dude! I loved watching your reactions growing up and wish you all the best with whatever you decide to show us moving forward ♡♡♡

You confusion stemmed from the fact that you jumped into this show in the middle (more toward the _end_ of the watchable ones, but that's maybe just me). Yes, it was an anthology show, but their are tie-in concepts throughout that would have quelled that confusion. That said, the series is very dark, disturbing and may not have been for you, especially if you started at the beginning. It was excellent though, for the first four series, if you can stomach it all. I enjoyed the reaction, though. I dunno, there's also something that bugs me about people recommending this episode to gay women to watch blind. Like "d00d, if you know they're not in for a £ on the whole series, then don't bother trying to avoid spoilers, and give them a little background along with the recc!" Almost borders on fetishistic. Like "Hey, I see that you're gay, and I know a gay episode of a show you probably wouldn't like, but you should just watch it and be confused for the first 3/4 of it! Yay!!" I dunno, man. Seen it elsewhere. Weird.

This is absolutely not what Black Mirror is like. Its generally, the opposite of this.

Im a total hetero man (and then some) , but still an ally of LGBTQIA+. Your reaction was SOOOOO moving! I cried like a fucking child!

Had a group we would meet on Thursdays to talk about Buffy (previous night episode). We knew it was a musical due to promos, but wow blew us away.

hey nicolai i am prond of you ! I think you are very brave! and i wil call you nick if oke by you just l let me know

Felicidades 🎉🎊🍾🎈 good for you I hope you keep doing reactions video

I saw this comment on a reaction to this episode somewhere else and was so impressed I had to screenshot it. The person who posted it is named terrynation7401 so shout out to you! “I love how the songs played in this episode give clues to it not being the real world, and a type of afterlife: Heaven is a Place on Earth Fake Girlfriend In a Coma Don't You (Forget About Me) Heart and Soul Living in a Box Can't Get You Out of My Head”

I got my first T shot this year too and have been around since your first video/carmilla stuff (and met you at fanexpo in Toronto!). What a joy to transition alongside you! Would love to bear witness to anything you’d like to share about your journey.

Best wishes from a straight white guy in Canada, who has really enjoyed your honest videos and who is inspired by your courage to follow your heart.

Stay strong

Totally just here to see someone appreciate the totality of the concept when they smack you with it at the end there. Yours was the closest I've seen to mine. Good on ya. It shoulda hit you in the feels hard enough to flip you straight and back again.💫🐥 😵

Hey dude im also a trans man i think i was around 12-13 when i started watching your videos and i came out as trans around the same time im 20 now. Everyone has their own journey and path and im glad you found yours 👍

I'm proud of you, know that right? I'm so so so happy that you're my friend and I'll always be there for you.

Congrats!! I came out at 33 as trans/non binary because of watching Laf/Katelyn on Carmilla. I had always known but then I finally had the courage and self acceptance to be who I am. It's been a long journey. Starting testosterone was the best thing I have ever done for myself. It's been 5 years since I started T and it's been awesome. If you have any questions feel free to ask.

I want to go inside this house but I have a bad experience with spirits I'm a Gemini my sign is air I bet I'll hallucinate if I'm in this house though I have bad experience with negative energy it clings on to my body

Many congratulations!! This is such a big step and we are all very proud of you! ❤️ I’m so ruined by internet tho! I instantly thought about the video of the Norwegian kids where one of the boys says his name is Thea and then he goes “nei jeg heter Nikolaaai” when you told us your name 😂

Hey Nick! I've been following you since the Carmilla days, so glad to see you again and so excited to watch your new journey. Don't worry to much about the age thing, everyone has their own time, enjoy the moment. And know you always have someone cheering for you. Congratulations!

Heyo, welcome back, Nick! 😎 You‘re awesome, thanks for letting us in on this personal journey 🤘🏳️‍⚧️ Keep it up and all the best for aligning your mind and body, you got this! 😌

Welcome back Nikolai! 🎉 I don't know how long you are gonna stay on the tube but I'm so happy to see you again! Thanks for sharing this, if you feel like to, I'd love for you to tell us about your past and future journey ❤ (and maybe more reactions too? :) ) We love you, you are a wonderful person, and we'll always have your back.

Welcome back! It was a lovely surprise seeing you pop up in my subscriptions. I’m still figuring gender stuff out and I’m turning 30 so we’re all in this late train together ❤

I've missed you since your Carmilla videos. It's great to see you again! Sending love. ❤️

I'm so proud of you! Long time follower here, since the Carmilla days! It's so great to see you back and I'm excited to follow on this journey with you. We're all here to support you and I'm so glad you've opened up to us. ❤

I'm happy for you. I want to tell you the same thing I told a relative when they came out to me: Do you and be happy doing it.

So proud of you and excited to see you grow 💕

Happy Pride! Nicolai! Thankyou for sharing your journey with us.

honestlynic (nick?) sounds pretty cool for a handle

Congratulations!! Wishing you luck and peace on your journey. I’ll be 9 years on T in December, and it’s wild to look back on the journey. Never too late to start living your authentic life 🎉🎉

Welcome back and congratz on everything.

You are very brave! Congrats ❤

Welcome back. Thank you for sharing. I'm not going anywhere and i can't wait to see your new content. 😊

Congratulations, Nicolai! (did I spell that right??) Your reactions to Camilla were some of my favorites, so I'm happy to see your face again ❤. I'm so happy for you, and I'm looking forward to any and all future videos. Happy pride!

I was more concerned that the pandemic got you, so I'm glad you're still alive! I was expecting Nathaniel, but perhaps that's too British? Congrats on figuring yourself out. From what I've heard and read, it be like that sometimes. Regarding reactions, I'd suggest the Netflix remake of She-Ra. Stevenson, the developer, fought tooth and nail to make it as gay as it got, faked extra seasons to get around the company's bullshit three seasons residuals rule, and transitioned after the show was finished. I recognised them from the time they were a guest actor on Critical Role... oh! The Legend of Vox Machina on Prime, react to that too. Two seasons done, probably two more to go, and the second campagin (set 20 years later in the same world) has been confirmed. *internet hugs*

It's nice to see you again, after all these years. I'm glad you are being authentic to yourself. I was hoping you'd go with Nat as a name (but maybe that isn't a man's name in Norway?) just so it would be easier to remember, but I will do my very best with Nick. All the best to you.

Dude congratulations! I’ve been on T for 8 months now

Dude! Welcome! I started my nonbinary journey a few years back, and now I'm starting to wonder if genderfluid might feel more correct? Anyway, I'm 30 and still figuring things out, and a bunch of my friends started T in their 30s, so you're in good company. ^_^

Proud of you. Im trans and about to turn 30 this year, and for circumstances I cant start hrt yet, so I feel you on the feeling of "starting late" thing. I think everyone does things in their own timeline. Its all about enjoying your own journey through life.

I’m proud of you. I know it’s a hard journey but it’s worth it to live authentically. Congrats!

Congrats on your very brave step. (: It's never too late to transition. If you want to share your journey with us, I'd be very happy to follow along to witness you becoming who you are. I remember so many exciting firsts for me when I started my journey and can't wait for you to experience them. It was a very pleasant surprise to see your face again after so many years. ❤

1. Welcome back! 2. Thank you for sharing with us. 3. I'm looking forward to seeing your journey. 4. It's never too late. 5. We've got your back.

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It’s one of those rare “lightning in a bottle” moments in tv show form. As a straight (tho, mostly asexual) girl, there sadly isn’t a lot of gay media that’s relatable or accessible for me, cause the themes are generally very specific to things I’ve never experienced (I blame a lack of inclusion in entertainment, which is slowly getting better). This was completely relatable tho. And heartwarming beyond measure. I think that’s why homophobic people misunderstand gay culture… it’s so removed from what they recognize they can’t wrap their heads around the fact the feelings are the same. Like when I tell people my favorite kind of love is between little girls and old men. They get creeped out and instantly label it pedophilia; but I’m talking about the love of my life, my grandpa. That love was deeper and more pure than any romance (little miss sunshine is a great example of this). Anywho, long rant, I’m just so happy more people are discovering this episode!

Xander's donut joke is a reference to a Tom Cruise role where he plays a alpha male pickup artist where he crudely talks about male and female genitalia, Xander representing in this episode with a cruller and a donut