@@Necrophon thank you both so very much for the prayers. I can not find the words to express what it means to me that yall take time out of your day and pray for me and my family. Thank you so very much!!

Thank you so much. Yal mean so much to me and I am humbled yall take time to pray for me and my family. Love you all so much.

@@JillurRLimon Glad it helped you!!! Thank you for passing on encouragement!!!

@@barbarafischer4619 Thank you so much for that. It means more than I can express. The prayers are definitely felt and I know God is moving in Nicks case.

Thank you so much. I’m in tearing reading these comment. You guys are so good.

Thank you sweet friend!!! Truly means so much!!! Sorry it took 8 days to reply, somehow your comment didnt show up on my active comments. I didn’t see it until I check KZfaq studio.

@@BookshelfNinny Thank you friend!!! Yalls prayers mean so much

You guys are such a blessing. Thank yall so much for you love and prayers!!!

@@strongereveryday8905 We bless each other. That's one of the advantages of our faith. Hugs and more hugs.

@@lynnc.8110 Hold strong on the fact that God is in control. Only God knows the outcome yet His will be done. We want so much to fix what is broken, take the sickness away and if that is Gods will He will yet can we love Him through the storm? I’ve ask myself that question in a different way…No matter the outcome of Nicks condition, I choose to RUN to God, seek Him harder, pray more. The unknown is scary yet God has already seen the other side of things. I can’t tell you not to be afraid or concerned, I would be a hypocrite bc I have certainly had a range of emotions/thoughts BUT God. I’ve seen the way my life went when I was “in control”. Romans 8:38-39 And I am convinced that nothing can ever separate us from God’s love. Neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither our fears for today nor our worries about tomorrow-not even the powers of hell can separate us from God’s love. 1 Peter 5:7 "Casting all your anxieties on him, because he cares for you." Psalms 34:18 “The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit.”

@@strongereveryday8905 Thank you so much!! ❤️

Dang sis my heart breaks for you. Been there many, many times but I had my husbands support. I wish I could say it will get better quickly but it may take a while, it may happen fast. What I do know is God sees you. He knows your pain, tears. You are His child. Run fast for Him. I fell asleep last night listening to past sermons from my church. Woke up this am and automatically started thinking negative. I have fought that all day but I keep replacing it will good thoughts and yes, it’s exhausting. I’m just not going to let the devil win. You are strong, your kids need you, your husband needs you, people need you. Fight sis. You are strong.

Your family loves you and so does God. Sometimes the mist of depression doesn't allow us to see love. But love is there. Keep fighting, keep praying, reach for mental health specialists. Love for you!

@@allier.9193 Just checking in on you. Hope today is a better day. Keeping fighting sis.

@@strongereveryday8905 you are an angel. I feel so special that you reached out and remembered me 😭 today is my sons second birthday. I’m feeling better than that day but still fighting. I hope you are ok too and your husband

@@allier.9193 Happy birthday to your son!!!!! Glad today is better.

Thank you for your prayers. You are 100% correct. Something big must be coming for him to come this hard at so many people.

It can. I talk about doing whatever is correct for you, cleaning the house, gardening, etc or like what most people would consider physical exercise like walking, running, hiking, biking, etc. We are each different and have to learn what works best for each of us. I venture to say that is a little different for a lot of people but the same for some. My husband right now can barely walk but he knows when to do little bouts like walking to the fridge, resting, or pushing it a bit and walking to the mailbox. We have to know our bodies.

@strongereveryday8905 OK sorry just trying to help as if I'd lived with Myalgic encephalomyelitis for years. But again I'm sorry if I spoke out of term. My apologies

I am watching his mental health like a hawk. I know the devil is messing with him some and being someone who has fought mental illness for 29 years, I watch and listen and observe him 24/7. Nick is very strong in his relationship with God and has been able to push out the junk the devil will occasionally run there his head. And he has seen the devil attack me and so he has a base knowledge of looking out for things. When he was healthy, he is a go go go, do, do, do, help, help, help. He loves being active and helping people. Thank you for keeping me on the look out for him tho.

@strongereveryday8905 I think you're misunderstanding me. I was talking about his mental health. I wasn't talking about the illness Myalgic encephalomyelitis. Just a thought as I recognised similarities to what happened to me. But no worries if I'm speaking out of term. Just thought was worth mentioning x

@@Lorna.Bowman Oh ok. No worries. We actually just got a firm dx yesterday and while it is the same dx it sounds similar.

@strongereveryday8905 I don't know what a dx is. I don't know if it's because I'm not from your country or I'm just being dense, lol!

@@Lorna.Bowman Diagnosis…. I use dx for short lol