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@ItsMeShanalee7 жыл бұрын
Aw hun don't cry 😥 I totally get how frustrating this is for you, I too am living uncomfortably due to an unexplained cause and it is horrible 😩Make some time to pamper yourself and do activities that keeps your mind off of it
@lilyxx53107 жыл бұрын
My heart was breaking watching this, I feel so bad for you I can tell that whatever this is draining you so so much, you deserve answers I hope you get answers soon and make a speedy recovery of whatever it is you're suffering with x
@patriciasousaprice80437 жыл бұрын
I watched the video until the end. But rather a little matter. I would like to talk about my weight loss, I already lost 23 pounds and my belly too. I am following a very effective weight loss program. It's all in this site here *TOP2DIET . COM*
@perezsage63667 жыл бұрын
Patricia sousa price you are a piece of shit
@gabykerner4787 жыл бұрын
I'm so sorry you're experiencing this. My prayers are with you. my sister became ill during nursing school with very similar symptoms. They ended up diagnosing her with various autoimmune disorders. I know you have a lot coming at you but you really do sound how my sister did. prayers for you love!
@krissylef7 жыл бұрын
Please know how absolutely strong and brave you are to have shared this experience. And how unapologetic you are allowed to be. My heart completely goes out to you. You are so unbelievably strong and you can and will get to the other side of your diagnosis. What a long and horrible road it's taking but we are all here for you. I saw my mother struggle through her sickness this entire past year so watching talk about your suffering brought me to tears. Knowing such a beautiful spirit like yours is struggling so much makes me want to go over there and do all your chores and errands for you so you can rest! But whenever you have an impulse to do something for you, and you can, just do it! You are an amazing mom. I have loved watching your videos for a long time now and it makes me so sad to see you breaking down like this. Any time you need to vent we are all here to listen. You are not alone, girl. You will get to the bottom of this. Treatment is right around the corner. Sending all the love
@ChelseaMLarkin7 жыл бұрын
sending all my love. First couple of years of my MS diagnosis i spent so much time having tests and being at the hospital. This will pass. I hope you have support around you. just want to give you a hug. Stay strong xxxx
@SamLoves7 жыл бұрын
So sorry to hear what a hard time you're going through. Wishing you strength and quick answers even though everything is so frustrating now. Be well xxx
@Lovepeaceandstuff7 жыл бұрын
You are one of the strongest people I've ever seen, you've continued with videos while having this weight on your shoulders! So much love for you Rachel! Stay strong!
@violainemuhemedi69947 жыл бұрын
Aw man, I'm so sorry this is happening to you. I really hope you find out what's wrong and get the help you need, and stay strong! You're allowed to be frustrated and upset, don't ever think you have to be super duper good all the time. Things happen! But you're strong, and I believe that you'll get through this ! Thank you for being transparent and being open with us, I personally really appreciate you sharing your life with us. Feel better !
@lissythomas85447 жыл бұрын
You're so strong for filming this. I hope you get all the answers you need and when you do I pray you have the strength to overcome it. I think you're a beautiful person and I'm praying for you x
@ashleywhittemire94116 жыл бұрын
girl you are strong i give you so much props for what your still doing and i have been having alot of issues that i have been putting off and u just motivated me to go get my results that im so scared to know and you are amazing its good to cry sometimes i know thats probly not what you want to hear but anyone thatt has anything negative to say is just doing it to do it because there not happy with there lives so they mess with other peoples your a strong women you can do this
@JadeH99897 жыл бұрын
Sending you lots of love! This was such a hard watch & just highlights how life can get so hard, so quick. From the videos you've put up you come across as a strong, ace lady and I pray that you get a diagnosis soon! xxx
@clairebear19817 жыл бұрын
Rachel I'm sobbing for you. I'm so sorry you're going through this. I've been a follower of your channel for a couple of years but haven't been watching youtube a huge amount so I've missed loads. I hope you get your answers soon, whatever they may be xx
@hannahemerson32147 жыл бұрын
I'm so sorry to hear this. Broke my heart. Sending so much love, hugs and prayers. I hope you get better and some answers. 💕✨
@KeshTee-7 жыл бұрын
Sending you lots of love and positive vibes your way Hun ❤️❤️ such a hard video to watch, but what I learned from watching you is that you're so strong, keep fighting & keep pushing your gonna make it through these darker days 💕💕
@KyraMalita7 жыл бұрын
watching this breaks my heart. you are truly something special and i will be keeping you in my prayers, you are so brave and i cant even imagine how draining and annoying this must be for you! you have so many people who love you girl Xxx
@Horrormetalchick7 жыл бұрын
You're gorgeous. I'm so saddened to hear this, you're one of my fav youtubers. I hope you get better soon and feel more like yourself soon. Much love and healthy healing vibes.
@bunnyboiler66697 жыл бұрын
My cousin was ill for about 6 months not able to keep food down not knowing what was wrong , she lost a ridiculous amount of weight like yourself and she was a size 8 before, she barely fit into a 4 at her worst! But after about 6 months of this her sister paid for her to go private and she has been diagnosed with crohns! It just goes to show people to never compliment people how they look after quick drastic weight loss as it's usually a sign something is wrong (either mental or physical health issue). I wish you all the best and hope you get a quick diagnosis so you can start getting the treatment you need, positive vibes 💕💕
@alisonryan98995 жыл бұрын
Well said ❤ I was only diagnosed with crohns last year after losing a stone and I would be a size 6/8 before it so the weight loss isn't always good.
@staranicole44687 жыл бұрын
Sending tons of love and good energy your way. This was heart breaking to watch, but it seems you're carrying on so well and being strong. I will keep you in my prayers!
@ThatCzechKid7 жыл бұрын
I hope to goodness you find the answers you deserve. You're by far the most genuinely amazing person on here, and I hope and pray you're alright in the end.
@hidemysorrow7 жыл бұрын
This honestly breaks my heart, and I hope they figure something out for you very soon. Much love, hun! ❤
@Nbnbnb77777 жыл бұрын
I can't even begin to imagine the pain and frustration you must be feeling. I hate being ill and I hate hospitals too. The inconclusiveness of the results is a sign of hope in a way, I pray and hope it is not cancer but I beg of you please stay strong and know that God looks after you and you'll come out the other end of this stronger and healthier than before. You're so brave for putting this up and it's good that you got all this out, I hope this helped to let off some steam.
@gemiiiiiiiiox7 жыл бұрын
Praying for you. This breaks my heart. I hope you feel so much better real soon! God bless you ❤
@paulinamaravilla81187 жыл бұрын
My heart aches for you and I am sending prayers your way. You're an amazing strong woman, keep your head up. You'll get answers soon and you'll be on your road to healing... I'm so sorry :(
@GamingWithMus7 жыл бұрын
I'm so sorry. I think I've asked you what you did to lose weight in just about every video :( I had no idea. I'm so so sorry. you were beautiful then and now. praying for you.
@shamicaseeparsaud5737 жыл бұрын
Keeping you in my prayers! I hope you get answers soon. Wishing you and your family all the best ❤️
@rubystroud47187 жыл бұрын
I love you so much and you shouldn't have to worry about a KZfaq channel when your feeling like this, take time for yourself and loved ones, we love you and hope everything is okay and the problem is soon solved.stay strong we love and support you🖤💙 in my prayers tonight
@faye36937 жыл бұрын
I am so sorry :(. I hope the doctors find out what it is. You'll be in my prayers, keep your head up love
@oXJenniMarieXo6 жыл бұрын
This video really made me cry because I felt your frustration. Im so glad your feeling better now.
@elizabethgrant23387 жыл бұрын
Babe well done for putting this out there so we can give you some love & support. I hope you get to the bottom of this & feel better soon. Sending lots of love xxxxx
@MunchkinGooman7 жыл бұрын
I'm sorry to hear that you are not well. Sending prayers and positive vibes your way - hang in there hun, I hope you feel better soon. Take care.
@jennywykes57857 жыл бұрын
Sending you love. You're so brave. I hope you get the answers you need as soon as possible. 💗 xx
@Charleyy957 жыл бұрын
It's clearly a horrible and frustrating situation and easier said than done but say strong, the tests may be a pain but you will get an answer. Don't lose hope, there will be a light at the end of the tunnel. You have a gorgeous son, who you should be proud of, he looks so happy in all the pics, snaps he's in. You obviously do an amazing job :) He will help you get through this, he's the reason to stay strong and carry on. I hope you get some answers soon and then can be on the mend. We're all thinking of you!!!! 😘😘😘
@vickiw5767 жыл бұрын
I am so sorry you have to go through this crap! You are amazing, sweet, strong, and a great mom! Praying you get answers and a solution soon.
@TheShopaholicLADY7 жыл бұрын
Oh Rachel! My heart breaks for you. I'm so sorry you're going through this! :( I hope you get answers soon. ♥️
@laurenlollie57717 жыл бұрын
Omg Rachel!! Stay strong beautiful girl here for you xxxx
@s.f11887 жыл бұрын
Wish you all the best ❤️ I know what it's like being in and out of hospital for tests etc, hope everything goes well for you! Stay strong x x
@duicynip7 жыл бұрын
Did they test you for hyperthyroidism? My mom had those symptoms and that's what it was. Hopefully you will have answers soon. Love you and wish you the best!
@SEleftheriou8287 жыл бұрын
My heart pours out to you , sweetheart. No one should have to go through this, especially at such a young age. You are incredibly brave and strong. I've always felt there was something incredibly endearing and real about your personality since I first stumbled upon your channel. I hope making this video provides you some comfort. We're all here for you and wishing you the very best!
@ziggyhannah7 жыл бұрын
Your in my prayers girl, really hope you are better soon! X
@BootsieDior747 жыл бұрын
Oh Rachel......God Bless you sweetheart. I am devastated watching you so upset and hurting. Dear God why can't you get some answers!! I PRAY that you do ASAP. This literally broke my heart seeing just how broken you truly are. IT is NOT YOUR FAULT. You are not the only person who assumed that it was something else. I am SO glad that you are seeing a doctor now! You are SO beautiful and SO smart and the answers will come! I wish there was something I could do for you my love. Do NOT give up on yourself!! You are SO VERY SPECIAL. Especially to your sweet boy. Just take it one day at a time and never stop fighting. I am praying for you and send you endless LOVE and positive vibes beautiful.
@porschethompson93877 жыл бұрын
I wish I could give you a huge hug! keeping you and your son lifted. ❤❤❤
@make-upshake-up63457 жыл бұрын
My heart goes out to you. I hope you get some sort of answer so that treatment can be started to make you feel better and I hope you feel better soon. Sending love and prayers xx
@debseun73477 жыл бұрын
I'm so sorry this is happening to you, keeping you in my prayers. please don't give up. Keep pushing all will be well xxxxxxx
@EmilyMaydotcodotuk7 жыл бұрын
Rachel I'm so so sorry you are going through this. I can't imagine how hard it is. Just know that god only tests the strongest. I really hope you get your results soon and you and your little boy live a healthy long life xxx
@blackclouds9097 жыл бұрын
Just listening to you I feel so horrible for you. I can feel the frustration. I sincerely really hope it isn't cancer. At the same time I hope whatever it is shows itself and you finally get answers. Can't possibly live life like this. I am sorry you've got to keep going through this..especially with a child. I really wish for you that this gets solved and are able to have something done about it..and your life is back on track. keeping you in my thoughts.
@balancedbodypopt7 жыл бұрын
I'm so saddened hearing about this horrible time you are going through. Please let us know if there is a way we can help. Meanwhile I hope they give you a conclusive result soon because I know it's hell to be in limbo. Much love to you
@vipconciergelifestylemanag43747 жыл бұрын
I'm so sorry love, I know it's so frustrating just having to sit here and not know what's going on with your body. I'm praying for you. 😓
@michellel16657 жыл бұрын
I'm so sorry that you're going through all of this. I understand that it's hard especially not knowing what is wrong! Turn to god and put your trust in god.. God will take care of you and your son just remember that keep strong in your faith and stay as positive as possible (I say this yet I don't know how I would ever be able to deal with anything you are going through other than turning to god I don't know if I could remain positive but you seem very strong you always have)
@Hopelessformorning7 жыл бұрын
I hope you're okay 😭😭❤️ this is heart breaking xxxxx
@UniquelyTisa7 жыл бұрын
I'm so sorry to hear this. I truly hope it is not cancer, and that once they do find out what it is that they can treat it to make you feel better.
@rochelle55337 жыл бұрын
Proud of you for staying strong babe. You look so beautiful xx
@naomimorris47837 жыл бұрын
Love you rachyyy
@ebyhanson7 жыл бұрын
Hope you're ok, so proud that you are getting through this❣️x
@First._.Last.6 жыл бұрын
Do you have an update? I don't see one. It's your business, but I just didn't want to overlook it if it was posted somewhere. I looked on IG as well. Maybe not thoroughly.
@janika36897 жыл бұрын
oh my, I will pray for you. this made me cry. I hope you will be ok. keep your chin up!
@o0foxy0o0tyrant0o7 жыл бұрын
I hate seeing you like this! I hope all of this gets figured out soon.. my prayers are with you.. stay strong! ❤️
@courtneygallivan23567 жыл бұрын
I've been watching your videos for awhile now bc I thought you were so cute, your personality seems so sweet aside from the fact you're beautiful. This video was so hard to watch, I just wanted to reach in the screen and squeeze you! I'm so sorry you're going through this! You seem like such a sweet genuine person, I've just loved watching you and your videos, and have noticed your weight loss, and was afraid it was bc of your health... idk what else to say besides I'm so so sorry; I feel like you're like a friend of mine and I just want to cry for you..! Sending all positivity and healthy energy I possibly can your way love xoxoxox 🙏🏽💜😭 Poor love I can't even.. I'm crying for you I'm just so so sorry you sweet angel
@courtneygallivan23567 жыл бұрын
And also know everything you're feeling is completely valid! I am also a single mother and can't even be bothered with a cold.. I had an injury once that took forever to heal and I thought it never would, and that feeling of just hopelessness that there's nothing you can do, is just miserable. I hope you're taking some kind of medication and vitamins now love
@effymarmont20647 жыл бұрын
I can't even imagine what you're going through. I don't wanna sound cliche but I really do hope you find out what's going on and get better really soon❤
@katc19497 жыл бұрын
I had the EXACT same issue!!! I couldn't keep anything down, no appetite, feeling like absolute garbage! I was losing so much weight. It literally went on for over a year, no answers and one day it just stopped. I still have no answers, but I feel about 75% better. I really hope they find answers for you!
@katc19497 жыл бұрын
I ended up giving up on going to the doctors and hospitals. I just got so depressed that I didn't care, so I may have had answers but I couldn't do it. Don't be like me, because it may come back again and I still have no idea what it was/is.
@scrappinnwrappin7 жыл бұрын
So sorry you are going through this. I hope they figure out whats going on with you asap. Stay strong. XO
@bsmith95427 жыл бұрын
My heart goes out to you. Sending you lots of hugs. I hope you get answers soon. Prayers.
@kimberlywright15117 жыл бұрын
While watching all I want to do is hug you as tight as I can and pray for you. I can't hug you but I can pray for you. I'm so sorry that we have been so superficial and you are enduring such turmoil. I pray for your complete healing and peace of mind. You are such a beautiful soul and I do believe we all want to see you whole again.
@sindys89927 жыл бұрын
:( oh my god, I am so sorry to hear that.. you're such a strong, beautiful, young woman. I wish you and of course your son all the best and I hope you finally get your diagnoses..
@litlebuterfly7 жыл бұрын
sorry to hear that! I Hope You have the right diagnosis soon Just stay strong I really Hope u get well soon😍
@sashah67547 жыл бұрын
So sad watching this - sending prayers, good vibes and hugs. Hope all will be better soon 😘
@claudisc13447 жыл бұрын
I am so sorry sweet girl. Nobody should ever have to go through this.
@michelleharrisonnails7 жыл бұрын
This broke my heart! Seeing you like this is awful. Sending lots of love your way xxxx
@staceybelislemakeupartist86887 жыл бұрын
My heart breaks for you, stay strong 🖤🖤🖤
@cortney3147 жыл бұрын
I'll keep you in my prayers ! 🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽
@2284Nikki7 жыл бұрын
Oh sweetie. I'm so, so sorry. I'll be praying for you!!! keep your head up. you have a lot of people rooting for you!!!
@jessicaphoebecorby7 жыл бұрын
This was so hard to watch seeing you upset, I hope you get some answers soon! Xxx
@Denstoradalen7 жыл бұрын
My mum went through something similar, turned out she had thyroid cancer. They removed all the lumps and she got healthy!
@helenkimishis7 жыл бұрын
im not a doctor and i have nothing to do with this profession but my ainty had the same symptoms and they found out that she had diabetes. she lost so much weight without doing anything and she didnt know why. just stay strong darling and be positive pls!
@fontainemullins56207 жыл бұрын
My heart is breaking for you 😭 I hope you find answers soon! xxx
@jennifergonzalez6347 жыл бұрын
Omg, sweetheart. I teared up watching this, I'm going to pray for you. You're a strong woman and you're going to kick this thing's ass for your beautiful baby boy. He needs you so much.
@ArabellaCharm7 жыл бұрын
Are you on birth control? I had very similar issues, except I had hair loss and weight GAIN added to it. My lump was on my left side of my neck. They diagnosed me with "enlarged thyroid" and told me to workout. I was exhausted, vomiting, my vision got really bad, head aches, bruises up and down my legs, lumps in my breast, sensitivity in my gums, heart palpitations, did I mention exhaustion! After a year with no official diagnosis, I finally gave up on my doctors and had my Nexplanon implant removed at a local clinic. I AM 100% better! They refuse to tie my symptoms to the hormones that were in the implant, but the proof is in me feeling myself again.
@2HotAtlanta7 жыл бұрын
I'm so sorry! I'm praying for answers and a speedy recovery for you!
@VilmaryLopez7 жыл бұрын
Hugs Rachel! This sounds super frustrating and my heart goes to you hun. Sending tons of positive karma your way. Let's hope these doctors figure this out!!!
@Caretaker-fr6xr6 жыл бұрын
Prayers will be with you. Love you and God be with you and your son.
@EJStarTarot6 жыл бұрын
I feel so sad for you, I just watched your pregnancy video and now this. I am so sorry, sweetie.
@not_that_emmawatson7 жыл бұрын
Rachel, you was NEVER fat my love. Not in a million years!. As a mother, the thought of the C word when you have a young child/children to look after and the thoughts you have about leaving them is terrifying as I had it happen to me before. I wish you all the best in these tests and results and hope you get answers soon
@mariamk12317 жыл бұрын
Im so sorry rachel 😓😓 hopefully you get answers soon ❤️❤️❤️❤️
@phaystie7 жыл бұрын
This was so deep.. I pray God cures you from whatever it is. Stay strong even though it's easier said than done. Xx
@seilanemsei7 жыл бұрын
Lovely Rachel I'm so sorry you're going through this trial. You're a strong and smart woman and I'm sure that despite the pain and frustration you will face whatever life throws at you and you'll recover. I'll pray for your health.
@jannasalam7 жыл бұрын
Oh Rachel im so sorry to hear that. I really hope it's nothing sinister and you get better. Sending lots of love and prayers xxxx
@ekomz17 жыл бұрын
So sorry, praying for you x
@donnamantellato40947 жыл бұрын
Stay strong honey. We are all sending love and hugs. xx
@licklebee7 жыл бұрын
I'm so sorry for what you're going through ❤❤
@karenbaker19797 жыл бұрын
Rachel, this video made me cry. Like you, I suffer with health problems that are on going. I am in and out of hospital and never get any conclusive answers. I used to be the life and soul of the party, and now I am just constantly tired. It's horrible, but I respect you so much for your honesty in this video. As silly as it sounds, it made me feel like I wasn't the only one going through something like this (which is how it feels sometimes). I think you are doing an amazing job of getting through it and being strong for your son. And from what I see in the comments, you have so much support from your subscribers. Please keep your chin up. I have my fingers crossed you get some answers soon. Big love from South West London xx
@emmabrodie40437 жыл бұрын
I hope you can find out what this is so they can treat you and make you feel better. You're so strong xx
@WildAngL287 жыл бұрын
i love you, youre so strong and have been wonderful through this, we're here for you
@TheSofiapapadopoulos7 жыл бұрын
You are a strong & beautiful woman and you will get through this. There is a light at the end of the tunnel... xx
@KrysRB7 жыл бұрын
omggggg... hugzzzz..i never wondered about what u were doing ..to me once u an jesse are happy....hugz
@jeannegallagher44277 жыл бұрын
I am so sorry the doctors can't find out what is wrong. I had a biopsy done on my thyroid. I would think they would have checked your thyroid. I pray that you get answers so you can get better. Feeling crappy every day is so depressing. For the last 5 weeks I have shingles which I never thought I would get. The pain is terrible and have been in the house for 5 weeks. Every day that it doesn't go away I get more irritated and more miserable. But at least I know what is wrong with me and I will get better. You will be in my prayers.
@parker67397 жыл бұрын
Naw babe hope you get answers soon and start feeling better xx 💗💗💗
@lucifer13437 жыл бұрын
I'm so sorry, this is horrible. I really hope you get some answers soon. Sending you love
@jadeemclerran67607 жыл бұрын
my heart is breaking watching your video. I have crohns disease and completely feel your pain. my husband gets so mad at me because he will ask how I feel and I tell him in fine when, in fact, I feel like crap. you just get tired of admitting you feel bad. I'll find you on ig. if you need to talk, please hit me up. I've been sick for about 20 years.
@taza61987 жыл бұрын
2nd time I watched ur video. I wish I could hug u.i really do. I absolutely understand how ur feeling. I have a 7 year old and an 18 month old. I've been extremely fatigued and in aching pain past 3 +years. when uve worked out and ur sore and u get shooting pains.!! that kind of pain. my GP said 3 years ago it's not normal pain. its not iron or vit d deficiency. anyways long story short before my pregnancy I was not "normal " I was so scared to get pregnant and not able to continue with the pregnancy. and not look after my 4 5 year old at that time that was her age. Anyway I ended up having an emergency section and then infection and stayed in hospital for 11 days with my 2nd baby. who was also on iv antibiotics and was having blood tests every 12 hours for 10 days. I'd sleep about an hour just about each night. a few months later I was still sore. Couldn't see to my baby at night as it would take me a few minutes of severe pain to get up. and I would drag my feet one by one. so I stopped night feeds my husband to this day does night duty because I physically can't.i gave only done a month of night duty. maximum I'm the past 18 months.i want ti sleep with my baby. feel her breathing next to me. it soothes me but I can't.. I was diagnosed with fibromyalgia last January. I look "normal "but I have hours of tiredness sleepiness pain in all parts of my body in morning evenings night anytime any day. i don't know how fatigued I will feel. I don't go out much anymore unless I need to basically I don't do 80% of the things I used to and the worst of it is I look fine and nothing in my bloods. and there's no cure for fibromyalgia :"( most days feeding my baby is so stressful as I'm alone and husband works full time. he can't not work and like u say stay on benefits. I don't know how I'll cope for the next 2 years. my baby's so dependant on me. I sit and cry some days cos I feel so drained out lathargic. but I have my beautiful baby who wants her mama. :( lots of prayers for u and ur lil boy. thank u for sharing and letting urself cry. it's ok to cry were here for u. I pray it's not cancer. a close friend is in remission 2nd time. it's changed my life cancer. nothing scares me as much as that word. Lots of hugs. I'll be waiting for ur next video. all the best. u are not alone my darling
@hannahblood2187 жыл бұрын
Been watching your videos for ages now and never seen this side of you & it honestly breaks my heart to see, hope everything ends up alright ❤️
@itsfeliciajuliana6727 жыл бұрын
you are so brave, to put it all out there. I really hope you get your answers soon. people are so quick to attach when they don't get answers to their questions and forget people have real lives and real problems. my thoughts are with you hun xfjx