>laughs in LSD.

Repression: I got your back

who are you again?

Duchi senpai... notice me...

I kind of get hugged by amnesia ♥️

It's like that heavy feeling in your chest...

There is one very efficient yet a dangerous prayer to deal with it. Theory: something which has caused pain to you wouldn't have caused you at all if you hadn't been attached to it. Being attached to something means worshipping (subconsciously) this something = making it your god. What you make god must be eternal and perfect, but nothing except of God is eternal and perfect - therefore you are doomed to be frustrated with anything you are attached to. Whatever you worship makes you dependent, a slave. God doesn't want you to be a slave, so after a while God will take your drug/false god away to liberate your soul from slavery! This can be experienced as trauma but only if you are NOT in touch who you are but rather you abide by social norms who you and others SHOULD be. Example. My father has put me down and never loved me and abusing me verbally my whole childhood (not quite my example, but a good one). This means that subconsciously I worshipped my relationship to my father - I made it my god. We are not born as tabula rasa - we can be born with this tendency. If you don't believe that babies are already born with certain tendencies you can watch videos by Gabor Mate, a "normal" psychtherapist who explain this without supernatural arguments. Had I got this relationship with my dad - this would make me a non-discerning people pleaser or an arrogant judgemental snob So God was liberating me from my attachement through the bad relationship... What to do: I look at my bad memories, my pain I detect my attachment/false god I pray this: God, I love you MORE than I (would) love a perfect relationship with my father. I thank you for liberating my soul from this attachment. I repeat it over and over until I feel nothing but Love. Was i overweighted and kids mobbed me at school? "God, I love you more than being attractive and being loved and appreciated by my peers..." My gf cheated on me? "God, I love you more than my gf..." Why is it dangerous? Because this prayer works!!! First thing that happens is: all the pain gets downloaded from subconscious to conscious mind. Then you need to transmute it into Love. If you don't - you can end up with unbearable, traumatic pain causing you additional pain. This method was developed by Sergei Lazarev. You can google his books, if you wish.

tuscuanilly barticus 🦋✨

Go out and make newer better memories

That sounds like an anxiety attack. Not saying it is but that’s how I feel when I think of bad past memories and usually it’s from anxiety attacks

I would really enjoy it, also have a nice day!

Nope.

I like it

Yes! I would enjoy to see it!

I do prefer both of them and would like to see both of them on your channel. I also prefer the animation style that is more easier to do, because your and animator, and animating takes lots of time.

Do you ever get off the Internet? Lol

@@iluvu7551 apparently not !

There is always a reason why something happens, whether we know what it is or not.

That's the kind of thing that really iritates me don't dwell on it now do you know it's temporary did it happen to you

@@Rosalina_Wolf Absolutely. One has to process feelings and leave them behind.

KZfaq's AI is too intelligent.

exactly

Psych2Go yes, yes indeed

Big brother is always watching

ME TOO!!!

That's so me

Do you like cats?

@@Psych2go Oh love cats! But its so accurate. The adorable little fluff balls are evil. 😆

@@eriklehnsherr5784 Ahahha I love the way you put it! Cats are the best! Even if they can be more than a bit tricky from time to time!

The cat is beating the shit out of my head... Welp I can't kill what i can't see Edit: ignore the cat and he gets a distance from you

Maybe it is because they have claws 😔

Haha

Yea so true

So true.

That's me rn

I swear my brain is more tone deaf than a five year old.

Impossible

hi

@@realcartoongirl hi

I’m living with the people who are the reason I’m fked up today. I’m living where most of my childhood trauma was made and life is just so fun. God I’m lovin’ it lmao I can’t wait to gtfo and move to be on my own because I can’t trust anyone

@@acesix5354 good luck

:( I hope it is

You poor thing... How about whenever you see them you make a face at them, like 'ugh gross' or something like that. Psychological warfare mwahaha😈 Kidding aside, the best you can do is pretend they're Internet trolls and move on.

I feel sorry for you. Hope you'll be able to get over this negative experience. Had a similar thing happen to me with a girl.

It hurts the most when you do everything for that person, and they still treat you like dirt in the end, i can 100% relate to this. Im sure those who saw this and many others out there wish you the best in this, (i feel better knowing that us kind hearts may be hurt, but we always shine again!) I honestly hope the best for you, and that one day you see that jerk(im sorry if you dont see him as one, but anyone to hurt a kind soul should be considered one) lost the best opportunity he ever had

How did you enjoy the movie?

@@Psych2go one of my faves 😏

Me too buddy, me too.

@@postalone4330 Any other favourites?

@@Psych2go Masaan. It's a bollywood movie. Totally worth a watch.

After years of escaping my thoughts with video games this is a thing I'm slowly learning but it's so hard and I'm constantly feeling like doing(feeling?) something wrong.

@@disbelief3911 Better late than never. There is no reason to do stuff, except out of genuine curiosity

O'SSÉIN - Master Your Mind With Me I am an ultimate perfectionist. I excessively try to maintain an a self image not only to others but also to myself. If something I do miss align even a tiny but I give myself the worst beating of my entire life. I beat myself up so much, by the end of it there’s nothing left in me. The process is so quick, I don’t even think about it consciously anymore, it just happens automatically for me now what do I do?

@@DiamondHunterMc I'll try to give some advice based off my experience. First thing that started working for me as a fellow preventionist and perfectionist is to start turning my brain off during ME time. You will need to take moments to recharge and allow yourself (your brain) to reset because it works on overdrive 24/7; If you're as much of a thinker as i am then this is especially true for you too. This might work for you also: meditating/prayer helps as well. Sometimes, you really do need to just stop and sit still. Practice this and learn how to shift your thoughts towards pouring love and positivity onto yourself. Learn to humble yourself more because you are not perfect and you never will be. That is okay! Focus on TODAY and not tomorrow, next week, the far future. It's good to have goals yes, but today's small steps are tomorrow's stairs. This process will feel foreign and unnatural to you (like detoxing and having withdrawal from less mental stimulus) as you're stuck in learned behavioral patterns. You might even have some anxiety from the unfamiliarity of it all but keep at it. It won't last forever. Discipline of the mind is one of the most important things to achieve your goals. Sorry for the long post. I can get pretty passionate on these subjects. XD Best of wishes. I still have trouble at times and make mistakes but the battle is worth it, not being ruled by your expectations or others! I believe in you! :)

Layla109 Oh my god its so refreshing to be able to relate to someone this much. Yes everything you’ve mentioned is true about me, i’m literally on overdrive rumination 24/7. I’m addicted to seeing my goals achieved, it was good at first but now my expectations/toleration is so high I’m literally incapable of reaching it and ultimately losing my motivation to do it, then beating myself up to a pulp, etc etc. I don’t remember in the last around 4-5 years I’ve felt truly comfortable in my own skin, joyful, self confident, or even just a sense peace. Its just so goddamn hard to simply not do anything, and the withdrawal/detox symptoms you talked about are so true, its literally like i’m fully addicted to a drug. The question is if I do do what you mentioned, meditation, etc will that help my self esteem, and my confidence? Will it allow me to experience peace and happiness?

The one time you formatted a KZfaq comment badly will haunt you forever.

I played mine over in my head until it seemed almost normal haha. Time and exposure have a funny way is accepting embarrassing things.

Imagine trying to let go of cringey memories when your memory is way too good... Like taking a dump on school grounds in kindergarten coz your mom nearby is too busy talking to a friend of hers. I still remember how embarrassed I was; I was just about to cry.😞

Well SHI

You can try I have flash backs and I yell god help me to forgive myself and not repeat the old ways

Hey,how are you doing…It’s been 2 years

Yeah your right it helps defeat bacterias

Okay, i am not trying to look tough but i cant cry, and its pisses me off

@@hasanbassari4405 youre not crying because youre weak, youre crying because youve been strong for too long

If he doesn’t offer a hand and fix what they’ve done, you should let go, stop hurting yourself!!

What are you currently doing to help you move forward? Can you share three strategies that have worked for you?

@@Psych2go Currently I do nothing to help me move forward, my random thoughts drive each other out until some later time. Well, I accepted what happened and let it be. It works great, however, occasionally (maybe once every several months) the memory/ies resurface. Other than that I don't really do anything, I just let my mind wander and do what it wants, if it starts thinking things I don't like I try to occupy it with something else.

Isaiah Albers pretty much what KZfaq serves for me on a weekly basis. I have shitty anxiety, and youtube helps take the worries away momentarily... I usually rack up around 22 hours a week on the youtube app, not counting the time I spend on my PC. Cause if I legit do nothing and think for a while, those memories, thoughts, etc come creeping back in, and I hate it. So youtube for life? I’d be onboard for that.

@@GhostStealth590 Doing the same thing repeatedly on a daily basis gets really boring for me. Also, my mind can sometimes have two thoughts at once, I can be reading, watching tv/movies, or something and at the same time think about something completely unrelated, or so it seems.

Everything just hurts less when you don’t care y’know? Ah the peace I was yearning for. I can’t wait to move out because of toxic parents

thank you, I was wondering if they could turn up the volume louder on that background noise while she's talking

You're welcome. Hope all is well!

I can't cry too. But I found something that's really effective and I do this quite often. Growling, at least it helps me to get my feelings in a way out that I feel way better whenever I do it. Hope this helps ^^" GL mate Btw. Sry 4 my bad english im German and yeah... I'm not the in english :'3

Thomas Siebert oh thank you so much!! I’ll try to do that ^^ and yeah don’t worry about the English, I didn’t notice and I’m also not an English speaker, I’m Spanish But yeah thanks a lot!

You can scream on/punch your pillow. To release the anger and negativity. Don't be scared of punching it, it's just a pillow. What's important is that you let your feelings out.

Hey it's Juris Prudence Thanks! I’ll try that!

What are your plans for the day?

Oof, good luck? Drink water and stay safe 👍🏻

Sorry to hear. That must have been a painful experience.

@@Psych2go domos(thanks), but its all in the past now, thanks again though

Did you also share it with others? Sometimes, healing comes from sharing your experiences.

Me too. Perfect timing

Hope all the best!

@@Psych2go ☺️

Happy Holidays and best wishes! You got this.

I didn’t think it was trauma till I seen their trauma video and all the questions and everything I did to emotionally burning out, codependency, etc. is all because of my fked up childhood. Now I’m broken waiting for the thing that will never come. I’ll be 20 next month so a year closer to death. Yay. I can’t wait to move out

Sure! You got this :)

This does not work for me. Ppl tend to repeat their behaviour if not discouraged. Makes me feel like, again, it is me paying the price for something I didnt even order. Nah. The offender must at least make the first step and ask for my forgiveness. Or, of course, I want others to come to ME too, and let me know I am forgiven for what ever I did that triggered them. Since the first one I dont control does not happen, the other one thst I do control wont happen. Why should it?

Sorry to hear that. Hopefully, you will be able to create positive memories down the road.

@@Psych2go thanks I will try to

Welcome to the adult world

@@alicecoppers8980 thanks,i hate it

I'm sorry. I was the same way. 5 years later and it's a constant battle.

F. I created the most cringe memories at 14. I'm facing the karma now, and it doesn't feel good.

Epic yeeeeeeah... I feel ya. 15-16 was my cringey peak. Writing gravity falls fanfic was not the best point of my life not gonna lie lmao. I look at my past self and just say “WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOOOOOOU!”