Let me in that house, son. My viewers have been asking me to tackle your house for ages (and I'll do it for free - I've been watching you since you were making WoW gold guides).

I like how asmongold talks about why he doesn't do drugs but simultaneously lives like a drug addict

I thought it was cool to see you guys chill at your house , and just be friends hanging out.. refreshing change from the norm

Observing this guy's lifestyle is both comforting and anxiety inducing at the same time

Just imagine a “cleaning stream” where they go through all the trash in his house and Asmon explains the story behind every piece of garbage and why it’s been there for years. I think that would be super interesting and make for great content.

I grew up in a hoard. my dad kept everything. every room was filled to the brim. each drawer was packed with random stuff. he owned a baking company and worked so much, he never had time to clean it. the garage looked like a sardine can with a path to walk through. I got tired looking at it and was like ill clean it, thinking how hard could this be. it took 6 months and 2, 16 foot flatbed dumpsters. the problem was its not all garbage, it was boxes of paperwork, stubs, tax information. from over 20 years ago. toys, vhs tapes. photos, computers. clothing, equipment. so much. he kept nearly all of my stuff from childhood. Pokémon. video games. phones. magazines, etc. a pipe burst in the basement and flooded one side lifting a lot of the stuff and mixing it together. cleaning that room was really hard. id sit on the floor in ppe digging in a huge pile of stuff ruined by water, picking it all apart trying to save it, peeling photos from one another. this room was like a time capsule. it had a pool table and sound system. wed have party's there in early 2000. the vhs player was left on with rush hour in. like one day we walked out and never came back. unopened beer. vinyl, receipts from blockbuster. it was emotionally taxing to clean it all. the memories lost. the room looked like Chernobyl from the pipe bursting. mice had eaten there way though the tv and made nest inside it. sorting that pile took weeks. like climbing a mountain of trash until the summit. bagging and loading the dumpster. shredding a forest of paperwork. donating, sorting and finally cleaning the house out. watching that flatbed drive away. I will never forget it.

Aww this made me tear up. I’m a mom to one son and I hope he talks about me and his father the same way Asmon talks about his parents and upbringing. We are all just trying our best to live in this crazy world.

thank you for letting us in your private space. I am sure that many appreciate your openness and braveness

Always appreciate your honesty about living like an animal.

Just don't die from the mould, I want Asmon content for many years to come.

He’s literally using the same excuses and justifications that the people from that show Hoarders use. He has a mental illness and is completely denying it

Over lockdown I was fortunate to have probably in all a year in total to ponder the meaning of my life, I was lucky the company I worked for furloughed me and I was able to survive financially while having an unexpected amount of time to think. It helped me see through the fact that we are convinced we have to be miserable and work to survive, that we should live in a certain 'acceptable' way IE how society tells us. What I noticed was that the people who just do shit like that to feel like they fit in, aren't happy. It's hard to be yourself, especially if you come from a working class background where your class's mantra Is 'no one enjoys work, do it to get money and have a brief window to do what u like aka the weekend. For me that was drinking to excess to escape the misery of what I was going through Monday to Friday. Its a cycle and finding your own path , something that suits u is best, if it means working less, having less money but more freedom to read, study , play games etc, then do it. Don't be another prisoner and certainly don't adhere to rules that alienate your true self. Oh and don't hurt anyone.

I lived like this for a time. And it truly didn’t bother me. But where asmon and I differ is I was ashmed and wouldn’t let people come to my house cause I knew what they would think of it. But living in it literally didn’t bother me. So I understand what he’s saying. I tell everyone. The best part of being an adult is doing whatever you want. Sometimes this takes the form of doing nothing to clean. I get it. It all changed for me when I met a girl who is now my wife. I never let her see my house that way. I cleaned it before she came over for the first time. FYI it was about 6 months after we met. And to be honest I still hate cleaning and only do it because of her and now our son. Stay strong asmon. If you ever find something worth cleaning for you will and it’s not that bad. If you don’t. Then just be careful about mold and things that can be in the air that you can’t see.

Whenever I feel bad about my house being a little messy, I just watch the tour of Asmongolds house.

@Asmon. I hear you. I'm in the same or similar boat as in the mentality behind it, its only me living in it, i enjoy my status quo- Things could be worse, they can always be better. I dont often have social visits or require to much creature comforts except my entertainment through the computer etc, Like yourself i live allot inside my frame of thought. So i think my perspective might be functional, although its my perspective. You might be comfortable in it, as i live similarly in a less tidy state cause conditions and physical limitations with not as effective always support network. I think you should clean up your home, sort out the mess, clear paths, sort it into a room. For Certain objects If you have not used it in 6+ months you probably never going to use it, unless its decorative or a memorabilia or chargers/ wires, electronics etc. Do some renovation and repainting, check for molds more importantly cause health, I think you will feel surprised how relieved or satisfied you would be afterwards even though you stated hey i am ok with this. Iv said to myself the same things or similar things, but iv realized even though i dont need it, my mind and eyes feels lighter whenever i am in a less messy environment as a burden or veil has been lifted, that i essentially did not realize i had cause i am accustomed to my way of life. Have your friends, maid or some professionals to help you sort it all out if its difficult for you because of whichever reasons you have for yourself. It will make your home more welcoming to others when you have visits, designated creature comfort zones that you permit yourself to be messy, then sort other areas out. Bottom line though, be yourself always, we do not cater to others without a purpose or reason, especially about our own "caves" It is our domicile, our fortress of solitude! Mi Casa Zu casa, Be friendly, make sure others are comfortable in Any case, Wont hurt to give it a try and see how it turns out? Perhaps you be happy with the results, if not wont take long to get it less tidy again. Haha Then again, could be a interesting couple of videos, to see your process with it and it can inspire others like myself with similar thoughts and views that hey although we are ok with it, things can always be happier, better, or improved upon. You have the means and i think the network that many others lack so my answer to most things is why not and how much is it going to hurt, what ifs, best case/worst case scenario.

Ive cut alot of stuff with the swords out back growing up, i played magic and still have all my cards and recognized most of the cards shown in the video. asmongold seems like 90% of the people i grew up with. hes down to earth.

the most non-intrusive solution would be to hire an assistant to deal with all the things he doesn't want to have to deal with, like hiring the maid service for him and keeping that fridge stocked with dr peppers

There is a huge difference between living as you want (props to you about that), and not doing basic maintenance around the house to make sure nothing break beyond repair. Be it your health or your house. If at some point your roof fall, or you get a disease that will be a HUGE decrease in your quality of life. And you will have to do much greater change.

Not cleaning isn't the problem, it's the symptom. You not caring that you live in filth doesn't make the problem not exist. You're one pet dog away from having the cops at your house.

The most humbling experience of all the time watching your stuff. I want you to do that cleaning/organizing steam so many have suggested! It obviously doesn't have to be pristine. We just want the best for ya.

Here is a tip for all the horders out there. A lot of it is attached to memories. You can take pictures and journal about the things and then it's easier to throw them away. You can always revisit the photos and they don't take up as much space.

Asmongold lives like a Fallout 4 NPC

It would be a really fun stream or series of streams to see you clean up the house with a professional cleaner and get everything sorted and organized

Dude that video of your house was awesome. It really reminds me of some friends and a girl friend that I had when growing up.

This video inspired me to clean out my room. Thanks Asmon

I love my wife and children but the happiest I ever was before them, I rented a room in a unfinished basement. Had a bed, desk, and 2 big storage totes for my clothes. I worked part time for Beef Jerky Outlet and made literally only enough to pay my living expenses. The room was cold and dark but I had my PC and big blanket and that was all I needed. Even though I’m not living that life anymore I fully understand it.

I think your house walk through went great! Reminded me of one of my neighbors growing up. We used to play Magic together. Good times...

Every time Asmon talks about his life that way, I feel like I have to take life easy, so much stress looking for money or things that I forget that I don’t need a lot of things, just to be alive and be grateful is enough. Thanks men 🙏🏼

i have no idea why i kinda got teary eyed Asmon describing he had a happy childhood. The man is inspiring

"If I wanted to, I can clean this house." 🧢 No way. He doesn't have the capability to make it actually clean. When you live with a super clean person, you realize that

He could so much content from his house cleaning, organizing, and decorating. And telling all the stories. It would make him millions.

Asmond is inspiring! I don't want to be or live like him, but watching him, I want to be content and comfortable in the same way with myself and the way I choose to live. Like Asmond said, if he wants to clean his house, he will. Do your thing brother, keep being you!

He doesn't realise that when you're ill, your own decisions are not always in the best interest of yourself. And you don't think changing your life helps you because you never experienced what that changed life feels like in the first place. It is definitely not healthy to live in a house like this (physically and mentally) and it indicates deeper mental problems. I hope that someday he will realise that he needs professional help.

I never heard someone make this long and good on an excuse for not cleaning his room😂😂

This guy is so genuine. He's like your best bud whose house you're welcome to but would never crash at unless you're really in a jam.

I really appreciate the subtleness when the editor just censored, with a brief silence and not anything flashy, the verb asmongold used when he was serious. I'm really grateful that the team is always producing the finest quality content to the world. Have a good day y'all.

Asmon’s home is a clear reflection of his fear of any further loss in his life, and the grieving he’s continuing to do with the loss he’s already occurred. His home is his defensive mechanism to keep people from getting too close to him. Having Emmy and Tech over was huge, I hope this is a small step forward for himself. Everyone is deserving.

This is a very good way to illustrate that even people who you may perceive as a smart person, 'a logical thinker' have their own delusions, and people live in their own ignorance willingly or non. You can trick yourself into believing anything you desire. I really think something asmon often says PERFECTLY applies to himself here, you cannot reason a person out of a thought they did not reason themselves into. Him accepting to live like this is not some intellectual logical conclusion its a delusion that hes accepted. And honestly its entertaining to see in a wow that's wild kind of way, exactly why people watch those hoarder tv shows, but it really doesn't effect anyone but himself so, so be it. There are more important things in the world and someone living their own delusion that doesnt effect anyone else is fine by me. We all do it some way in life, some way or another

For what it’s worth man glad you stick to your roots. Whatever happen between you and Izzy, she really did love you to life with you in there. Shows how down to earth you are :) give going man we love you and appreciate your content

Damn, I so agree with that, 82F (27-28C) is also the sweet spot for me. I don't own an A/C and can't stand them, they give me headaches. I can't stand the cold but I don't mind walking in the sun when it's hot, as long as it doesn't go above 95F (35C) I can tolerate it.

You could see the change of how happy he was compared to now. The man had lost a lot but continues to live how he wants to. I can relate. I hope he does take better care of himself because I genuinely think he is a good dude with valuable insight into our society and the things that govern them. Ya he is very opinionated, but that is what I respect about him. He isn’t afraid to speak his mind and live how he wants to live. He has more courage than others care to admit, and has no need to hide behind a mask. He has my respect.

Honest question not trying to be mean, but how can he actually say he never has bad days? That's straight up a lie and denial. He's talked on the podcast about how he gets no sleep, had to go take care of his father all day after doing a long stream, barely eats and felt like death. Doesn't sound like a good day to me

I was not expecting to finish this video feeling very inspired. Always enjoy hearing what you have to say, Asmongold.

I can't do high temps. 82 degrees is way too hot. The colder the better. I would rather be freezing. You can always throw more layers on

You are like the person i live with. I do most of the cleaning, he moves through life living in his head, not acknowledging the mess. He is also really smart and has adhd. If he lived by himself the mess would get out of control, but he's so focused on other things it doesn't bother him, unlike me who needs to have a relatively clean space to feel at ease. Since doing the cleaning he has thanked me, and he has begun to realize it is a problem, as it effects his relationships. I think that even if he doesn't notice it it makes everyday life easier. Me and other friends are trying to get him to keep his room clean. Asmon you are a millionaire, even if it doesn't bother you and you are indifferent to the mess, why not hire a few people to clean the house and at least try living from a clean slate to see how you like it? At least you are happy, the worst is people who live like that because they are too depressed and avoidant to do anything about it.

A Stream of Asmongold cleaning his house would be incredibly content. But respect for keeping it real and having the balls for doing the video!

Its kinda funny, I live like Zack on a lesser scale. After not speaking to my father for almost a decade I went out 2 weeks ago and found him. And to my surprise he lives almost exactly like me and we share some of the same interests. Listening to him try to describe a certain youtuber and me knowing exactly who it is was just crazy. Anyway, after talking about the shit we've been through over the years we both shared the sentiment that we have to look out for each other and that we have to take care of ourselves (living not in "filth"). Its started slow (we've both cleaned up some and shared pictures) but I'm hopeful for the future. Listening to Zack talk about how he lives in a "non-physical" way rings close to home. After thinking about it I am doing that. Dreading going to work, having a small social battery, not cleaning, not being physically active, spending all my free time looking at a screen (sometimes of dubious ethics), thinking about things that have nothing to do with the world around me or fanaticizing about what could be. Thinking about mortality, that's a rough one but very relatable. The armchair phycologist in me would say that he's tuning into his mom. Forgetting the physical world and living in the tiny bubble that is home. I will not say he's too far gone, what I will say is that at the moment it seems he doesn't have people that he wants or needs to change for (I've seen another commenter share the same sentiment). I get it. Edit: Your not alone.

I agree. About being disconnected, holding on to your past, living non physically. But being clean is important. You can have those items, but mould, and old vomit stains.. is just not that. You can still believe, and have all those things.. but just not have mould and vomit stains.

I think that a stream of Asmongold cleaning his house would be incredibly content and who knows maybe he can find a space in the house he can turn into a little IRL section for a podcast or whatever he wants.

when i watched the house tour video, at the end of the video i said to myself. "this guy doesn't live in a house, he lives in his head" and now he confirms the same thing

I wonder if he realizes that you can lose your house due to the condition that he's living in. And the fact that "I've cleaned it" and his room still has like 15 empty chipotle bins and you have to climb over stuff is really concerning

1. We get you a hotel for 3 days 2. We send a team to assess any potential health risks: level of mold, pests and damage. 3. You get a total itemized list of each thing, interior/ exterior, that would be of high interest. Then at least you have a full assessment and understand your options to have as much or little done as you’d want at that point.

I know people that live like this think it makes them happier, and you can live how you want to live, but there's genuine scientific studies suggesting that living in a clean environment positively affects mood and keeping a healthy weight. Zack is definitely underweight, and as he ages it's likely to cause health issues like malnutrition and higher risk of physical injury. It's easy to live your life at the status quo, but you won't realize the negative effects of your environment until you change them.

I do really wonder if Asmon's opinion will hold for the next few decades, no, years, when the inevitable downsides to living like this will creep up.

theres something to be said about being able to "do the things you enjoy" more efficiently. But I guess I can't argue if you don't want to do those things that will help improve the other aspects.

i love the house tour, all staying memories on all same spot, stories 2 tell for years and u can always feel home :)

Tectone reviewed the steak & eggs video and he mentioned he saw where Asmon's mom would game and it made me tear up how thoughtful he was about how he see's why Asmon won't cleanup or anything. The reason is the memories are still there.

Please make an OTK event house cleaning stream for a charity goal.

Thank you genuinely zackrawr I got to relive some of my childhood again by watching this, people don't understand what it's like to just be content with what you have and enjoy life. Recently lost a dear friend and was basically the only father figure I had and we lived alot like this... getting to just remember the safe and homey feeling from back then is making me bawl my eyes out :')

Thanks for being vulnerable and being real. I really appreciated this. Your house isn't for me, but it's for you and that's cool with me :) Keep living your best life, dude.

You can be a good person and still live in a hoarder house. The reality is it is unsafe to live in a house with that much stuff. Mold is a daily degradation to health and what also isn't addressed is if his house catches on fire it's going to be a total loss very quickly. He's not a bad person (in my opinion) but it isn't helpful to condone unsafe and unsanitary living conditions.

I've never bothered cleaning my room either, but when I did, I discovered something new, that I actually enjoyed a lot more how it gets when it's clean. some of the issues like dust flying around or bits of dirt on the floor started to bother me, now I can't stand it and makes me go clean things up again. once a week or every two weeks is fine, nothing tiresome too, takes only about 20 to 30 minutes, I don't even wash the floor, I just use the broom and done.

It's not just about personal preferences or freedoms; it's about the living conditions. No one, particularly someone with the means to enjoy a comfortable life, should be living in such conditions. If you choose to lead a simpler life, take a day to clean up your home and make it a habitable place. It's not about living extravagantly but addressing issues like clutter, mold, and unsanitary conditions. We understand that you have your own way of living, but as a content creator, your image and lifestyle also matter.

i hope he is alright, my house was a mess when i struggled with my mental health, just couldn't be bothered to clean.

Zach says he's happy because he ia healthy, but these house issues aren't just cosmetic, they pose a serious risk to his health. Having rats and mold in your house can cause major health issues.

this hit home. good for you asmon. I wish we were neighbors growing up

next time OTK does one of those fundraisers where at certain amounts a giveaway happens or something else like shaving someone's head happens, the top fundraising goal if met should be a week long stream of some people in OTK cleaning out asmon's house. asmon can still decide whether or not he wants certain things to be thrown away, but i think getting rid of the actual trash and cleaning the floors and walls would be good for him and then with it clean and essentially a fresh start maybe he can start changing his lifestyle and certain habits that will be healthier and cleaner for him. because right now as it is he probably won't change because of how much mess there is, must feel like he is at the point of no return. a fresh start should change that

I do feel a lot of people are projecting their own wants and needs onto you, but on the other hand, I also think sometimes we get so used to something over time (a messy house in this context) that we tend to forget how we'd feel if it were organized and clean and therefor we unsconsiously convince ourselves that ''we don't care'' and that we are fine with how things currently are, simply because we don't know any better anymore and a messy house has become the norm. However, there are people who genuinely are unbothered by clutter and don't feel different when things are tidy, which is not easy to grasp for most people. Regardless, I do applaud you for being this transparent instead of sheepishly putting up an inauthentic picture of your house for the sake of avoiding judgement and receiving validation, like most people would do.

I feel like I am the complete opposite of asmon in this sense. Messes make me anxious, nervous, stressed, and I cant think of anything other than how small the room starts to feel once its "messy." It's made me develop some levels of ocd and when I would go to friends houses, I'd immediately want to clean even tho, to them, it wasn't messy. It was them just living. I always felt bad and intrusive for wanting to clean my friends homes, because its not my space and not my things but I would become so overwhelmed mentally because maybe their bed wasnt made, or maybe they had dishes in the sink..I'd lose my mind and wouldnt be able to relax. Thankfully my friends never minded me cleaning up their spaces, cuz they knew it was me just..trying to get comfortable. I feel like asmon must had quite a world in his mind that probably keeps him so happy that the environment around him starts to not matter anymore.

5:48 been drifting around this thought an awful lot of time lately... glad u find meaning on ur life brother

Asmon I follow you, even though I don't see a lot of your videos, I sincerely love you. You're a great person with a big heart, and you are authentic.. That is the most important thing, and for the rest you can do what the f*** you want and you will still be one of the best.. just continue to be good and to desire good for others. May peace and love be with you forever

Emiru brave af eating that steak after looking at the house.

I thick the most real reason Asmongold keeps that house the way it is, is because? It's his childhood home. His mother's home. She's gone now and if it changes too much, Maybe for him she won't be there anymore. He likes his time bubble. It's safe to him. Keeps him here. 😢

Thank You Asmongold for sharing your home with us,I myself respect you more then before,you are one of us,and the money did not change you,you are who you are still,You are one of us and always will be .

It wouldn't take a lot to sort that house out. Seems to be more psychological than monetary. I hope it gets sorted, more for health than anything else

He will only have to do one big clean and then he will be able to maintain it no problem. My house is a little cluttered too but not this much. But eh it’s his life and I love his content

"I try not to exist in the physical world" Honestly that's pretty sad.

My parents are hoarders and our house is full of junk but not as bad as that, my dad is also a drug addict. So regardless of asmond saying he’s happy with his lifestyle there’s definitely some sort of mental illness because living like that is just far from normal, and really I feel bad that he’s just accepted it as it is, he’s like delusional with his belief that this is okay, the man needs help. But kudos to asmond for sharing this part of his life with us it’s definitely not something that’s easy to put out in the world but he did it, and hopefully he takes the help from his friends, and everyone who cares about him to take the first step into a better life style

i am with you brother the world is crazy, I've always felt like i don't belong so i happily don't leave the house to much and i am happy being me and doing me things. you live how you want to but i get you. were totally on the same level.

Diogenes syndrome. Keeping his house clean but keeping the things that made him happy back in the day is ok, but this level of abandonment is not normal, is not ok. I had something similar after my parents died. Hope he gets the help he needs.

I took about 18 months off of work a while ago and that was the happiest I had been since graduating college. I was disappointed that I didn't do more of the hard stuff I enjoy doing - it showed that I am pretty lazy - but being able to get up, do things I enjoy, take naps, etc. without the anxiety of knowing another work week was coming Monday was a great feeling. Eventually I went back to work because I didn't find a way to financially sustain that lifestyle but I think I would have stayed unemployed if I had the money. But I could never live like Asmongold. The anxiety I get from a messy house is just off the charts. I sometimes let house cleaning go for a few months but feel like a complete POS when that happens. I always wish I had cleaned earlier when I finally do clean. If Asmon has always lived like this, perhaps it would be interesting to keep the house fully clean for a month or two and see how he feels. Often you don't know what works best for you until you try all your options.

I think the house tour was uplifting in a way... I have known of you for years and thought you were a slighty crazy person, but the vids I have seen in my feed lately have shown that you are actually an effing brilliant and insightfull person.

Dude you are smart enough to shift around/deflect arguments/criticisms but there is some severe underlying anxiety and unhealthy coping mechanisms going on. Anxiety relating to change. Sometimes we fall victim to unhealthy dynamics because it is what we become accustomed to. Asmond, if you read this, I know you have it hard-wired that anyone who suggests you should change things doesn’t “get it” or is doing it to try and control you but I genuinely hope that you consider creating a healthier living environment for yourself. It is possible to feel better when things are properly maintained and cared for. Changing/getting rid of some things doesn’t mean you are getting rid of your identity. The people in your circle genuinely care about you and want the best for you. Wishing you all the best.

I mean, knowing what we know about Asmon, it's pretty clear to me on the psychological side of things that his mom is part of the reason he doesnt want/feel the need to change anything about his lifestyle. She allowed him to do whatever he wanted to enjoy himself for many years, so once the house (saddly) became his chore to take care of, he kept doing the one thing that made him feel good, probably to avoid looking at what was facing him the whole time, which is the void left after his mom saddly passed away. It's a form of self preservation, to stay in the same state that he was in when his mom was still living under the same roof. That's why he does not want to get rid of anything, that's why he does not clean, that's why he keeps the hundreds of tokens from past years and decades. He has not moved on yet, that's his burden to overcome.

Honestly props to Tectone for seeing the positives in it. It's a house full of memories. It's not a crack house, it's a crack home, and that's fucken okay. That analogy Asmon used during this video fucken hit home, and I get it.

World needs more wise people like Asmon. Thank You for being here and sharing Your energy

Best damn life outlook you can have. Referencing comments at 6min mark. Good for you Asmo.

Hey asmon, i saw the whole video and i just wanna say you're so kind i saw u pass everyone the drinks and make sure everyone was taken care of thats a real friend

5:30 his perspective on the world and life is something I really enjoy about his content. In my experience it’s like most people live clueless in their ability to choose to do good or to do bad. People live under the presumption that they “have to” and not realise they can always “choose to”.

listen its one thing to just not really care too much about how clean or organized your house is, ITS ANOTHER THING WHEN YOU HAVE TO THROW OUT PILLOWS AND OTHER THINGS BECAUSE THEY HAVE MOLD ON THEM. And you dont even throw them away you just toss them outside your room. I like asmongold and he always has a sound or fair opinion but bro this is just depressing. Living like this just feels like you are rotting away in your old memories of the past. If thats what he wants fine but maybe do a little justice to that old house and give it a little care.

You got to give it to the man, been on KZfaq all this time and hasn't changed a bit for anyone or any amount of money, and has the balls to post a video like this to let us all know that he really doesn't give a sh!t what anyone thi KS about his lifestyle. I respect this tremendously you be you brother and don't ever change I love your channel watching you reminds me of an old friend of mine, keep it coming man. Would love to game with you

a person has only one enemy and if you learn to be the sole master of yourself you have none; on this occasion thank you for sharing your thoughts and fun which touches my mind and adds numerous laughs and smiles to my life

You look so happy under all that blankets - and I can totally feel that. I do it the same way - it is like covering youself into a little safecave - with all the stuff you love and you got from people that loved you and gave them with love. Yes, you are indeed rich - full of special and happy moments.

Hello Asmond! I just watched the house tour with Steak and Eggs Podcast video. I’m a fan from Sweden who loves your videos, I think you’re amazing and very entertaining to watch. As I have 2 small kids myself and feel a ”father-role” at home, I would love to come to your house and clean/sort things for you. However, as I live in Sweden and support my familiy, I don’t have money to come to U.S to help you (where I have never been), but if you could fund me to come and visit you and only pay for the trip and cleaning products (and if you want some ”sorting shelfes”) I would love that. I can also bring you a free wallpaper of your choise (digital printed), to get motivation from my boss to leave work for a few weeks to clean your home. I’d be sleeping at your house for the days I spend there and I can also cook some Swedish meetballs for you (among othet things). As ”the father” to come to your house I would not be judging at all, I know a lot about your life since I watch your streams, but would love to just help you clean. I think you would feel very well after I’m done, but it will be a challange for you. In terms of ”can I throw this thing away, that you used 20 years ago”? I will never force you to do it, but let’s but everything ”like that” in ”the garage”. I’d just like to help you and see your reaction to what my mom shown me, a clean house. Oh, and a ”fun” fact about my mom, she cleaned her house from the age of 8, since her mom didn’t have time to, and her siblings was too lacy/”young” to do it. My mom has been ironing my clothes (even underwear) since I was a 2. Would love to help you feel what I’ve felt my whole life

"What are all those spots on your wall?" "It is what it is"🤣

Now I don't feel so bad about my pillows turning yellow

Thanks for the speech around 5 minutes or so, it def. changed something in me, I haven't felt this feeling of 'true content' since I was a child with no worries. You talking about your life made me remember the smell of jasmine in my mother's garden, the day we had 7 cats cuz our cat gave birth in a corner of our garden 😍 the simple things in life... and the funny thing, I was alright, happy, alive and content...

I try to be as open as I can to understanding but justifiable perspectives of genuinely different kinds of people but there is always a time where you go low enough and it’s just something no longer healthy for you. I think this dude knows where he is and what’s going on and he’s just in between checkpoints per se trying to actualize who is now without losing any of it before doing some of the things that people are kind of egging him on to eventually do… I hope he gets there and doesn’t get stuck in the phase where he’s comfortable probably because a known streamer

This house is like a gaming archeologists dream.

Asmon all we ask is that you address the black mold problem. When mold gets out of control they release a lot of toxic spores that you inhale while indoors. I don't care if you clean anything, just address the mold so you don't get a lung infection. One step at a time Asmon. We want you to stay healthy to keep talking to us. God bless, hang in there brother.