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Adam Duff LUCIDPIXUL

Adam Duff LUCIDPIXUL

3 жыл бұрын

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@AhmedAldoori
@AhmedAldoori 3 жыл бұрын
I absolutely must sit down for a coffee with you some day.
@AdamDuffArt
@AdamDuffArt 3 жыл бұрын
Say the word, consider it done - I love our conversations:)
@hyuganokaiten
@hyuganokaiten 3 жыл бұрын
@@AdamDuffArt Please! do another podcast together! Thank You Adam, Thanks Ahmed, i really enjoy your videos while i work, maybe is my age (42) but i really identify with your stuff.
@irismuddyhehe
@irismuddyhehe 3 жыл бұрын
:o two awesum doods
@dudleybarker2273
@dudleybarker2273 3 жыл бұрын
@@hyuganokaiten podcasts... what podcasts...
@lennybunny93
@lennybunny93 3 жыл бұрын
Ok raise your hand if you cried a little when Art Daddy Duff cried... *raise hand*
@Chimaeramentis
@Chimaeramentis 3 жыл бұрын
Last year when sifting through all my bottled-up emotional garbage I found Adam. Started bawling like a child when the emotional purity hit me like a wave. Still does *raises hand*
@BarryRijkse
@BarryRijkse 3 жыл бұрын
again...
@Lo-ui3xk
@Lo-ui3xk 3 жыл бұрын
Yo, I'm raising my both hands cuz I cried twice
@ori-arts
@ori-arts 3 жыл бұрын
*raises hand*
@karloatl
@karloatl 3 жыл бұрын
God damn, yes I did.
@chucklesdeclown8819
@chucklesdeclown8819 3 жыл бұрын
"I am a very disney guy" *makes artworks that are extremely dark*
@WadstAAr
@WadstAAr Жыл бұрын
Duality lol
@krishansanjula7302
@krishansanjula7302 Жыл бұрын
So?
@adlas1814
@adlas1814 Жыл бұрын
@@krishansanjula7302 so it looks fucking lit
@MiruyaChan
@MiruyaChan 3 жыл бұрын
Adam - I want to grow up to be like you. You are the kind of a teacher who would've drawn out the good in me. You still do, through these videos. I want to be someone who draws out the good in others. Thank you.
@AdamDuffArt
@AdamDuffArt 3 жыл бұрын
You just have drawn the good out of me with these words :) Thank you
@MiruyaChan
@MiruyaChan 3 жыл бұрын
@@AdamDuffArt And just like that, the day looks brighter and my heart feels lighter. I love you; happy painting.
@Abdaado
@Abdaado 3 жыл бұрын
@@AdamDuffArt Sick answer, you're really good at this! :D
@marymacaroons249
@marymacaroons249 Жыл бұрын
@@AdamDuffArt thanks for inspiring me and others it's really beautiful of you
@johnbrockiii
@johnbrockiii 3 жыл бұрын
Adam Duff video checklist: Sad orchestral/piano music ✅ Horrifying creatures ✅ Soothing tone of voice ✅ Might make you cry ✅
@whbi-senpai1085
@whbi-senpai1085 3 жыл бұрын
+ Great dad advises from the heart
@markovuger5849
@markovuger5849 3 жыл бұрын
this is true hahah especially the crying part
@cronoz-sensei4259
@cronoz-sensei4259 3 жыл бұрын
*will make you most likely cry
@cloudsofsunset7323
@cloudsofsunset7323 3 жыл бұрын
will make you cry*
@drawingonthemoon
@drawingonthemoon 3 жыл бұрын
Yup
@peterjacksonanton4814
@peterjacksonanton4814 3 жыл бұрын
Man, I hated school- nothing takes away your love of reading like being forced to read books you don't wanna read
@Unkomfy
@Unkomfy 3 жыл бұрын
I completely agree. Even if there were reward programs for reading those books, it just make a pointless chore turn into a paying job, which still isn't what reading ought to be. I'm only now getting back into reading after making myself read little bits of books I chose for myself every day. I miss some days, even weeks, but I don't scold myself for it, I just remember not to give up entirely and to just read next time I remember to, and those moments I allow myself to sink into a book feels like a bit of that lost passion retrieved.
@lightlawliet3526
@lightlawliet3526 3 жыл бұрын
or reading and learning only for exam.
@MarqMervin
@MarqMervin 3 жыл бұрын
Absolutely! I loved to read when I was younger, but having to read so many books for classes, exams, etc turned me away from reading for a while. During grad school, I needed a break from animating and wandered into a Barnes & Noble. When I started finding books about art, mythology, etc, the fire was rekindled. To wrap up my ramble - I agree wholeheartedly. If I didn't find books that actually interested me, I'd probably despise reading.
@TheGoldenFrost
@TheGoldenFrost 3 жыл бұрын
Same here... I read like 30 books when I was in middle school and I enjoyed it so much. Same for comics and manga. But I haven't read a single book or comic book since highschool (it's been like 12 years now)
@halicusnguyen8864
@halicusnguyen8864 3 жыл бұрын
I can attest to this. If you want to like a subject, perhaps try to do it on your own. The beauty of using your mind to make connections that you can own and maybe even hold dearly is not worth discarding in pursuit of a "concrete system" like schooling.
@loutresauvage5002
@loutresauvage5002 3 жыл бұрын
Sadly, educational system are pretty same everywhere ( i'm from France ). We dont learn you how to live, how to be a human, how to grow your talents. We learn you how to be an encyclopedia. That can easily be stored in a shelf, next to thousands of other similar ones
@mysticpyro9181
@mysticpyro9181 3 жыл бұрын
Nobody can teach you how to live or be human. Because it’s just up to the person, what they think is right. If your teacher tried to teach you how to live that would be a problem
@Si2Si2Si3
@Si2Si2Si3 3 жыл бұрын
@@mysticpyro9181 what adam is doing is teaching us how to live, how to deal with our insecurities and doubts. How to be human means to teach how to relate to others, care, help, collaborate, work, what really means to be in a society. It is a weird concept considering that no school does it, so i think it is hard to many ppl to imagine how a school could really teach what matters, but i dont think it is impossible, i just think it has a lack of interest to make a more caring educational system
@TheLily97232
@TheLily97232 2 жыл бұрын
On apprend à être de bons citoyens malléables pour les puissants et surtout à être des travailleurs pour le système. Sauf pour ceux qui ont l'argent pour aller au-delà
@reeflions
@reeflions 3 жыл бұрын
So one Patrice made such a big impact on adam ( and probably tons of other people) and now adam is making an impact on thousands of people, Jeeez kindness is such a weird thing.
@EmoNightDragon
@EmoNightDragon 3 жыл бұрын
One good deed sparks another
@Dicenete
@Dicenete 3 жыл бұрын
Not gonna lie, I started to cry while listening this story. The part where you met your teacher again.
@BedtimeZzzz
@BedtimeZzzz 3 жыл бұрын
Same.
@ValentineLaz
@ValentineLaz 3 жыл бұрын
Same T_T
@Zeltek
@Zeltek 3 жыл бұрын
Same Here
@sorinastefan5631
@sorinastefan5631 3 жыл бұрын
I'm 21. I feel like my mother never believed in the art path that i wanted to take, she is a very conservative thinking woman and only cared for me to not fail school and have enough food to eat. She talks down on me a lot, even now. At the age of 18 after finishing highschool i spent one year and a half running away from getting a job because i didnt get my graduate diploma because i had to pass 3 subjects: romanian , biology and math. Therefore i couldnt go to college. I was horrible at math and had no faith that i could learn (i had the hardest type of math to take since i was a math-programming major) but my best friend believed in me. After 1 year and a half at the age of 20 i began studying and asked my mom for money to pay a math tutor. She constantly asked me if shes wasting money by giving them to me and asked me if i really believe that i can pass math. It was a shitty experience, and on top of that she would rub the fact that i wasted almost two years of my life by not having a job when i was too scared to face the reality in truth back then. When i had to retake the tests in order to get my diploma i had failed math but i got the diploma last year in the second session , in fall. Now i'm working for my artschool portfolio, my mother is still unhappy with me but i'm glad i got over that hard step of my life- i'm never going to face math ever again, lol. Thankfully i dont have to! I know i havent written a lot about my best friend but she was the only one that scolded me and told me that i can and gave me courage to ask for money for a tutor. She was very implicated in this- when i couldnt believe in myself she did and i will never forget that. Sometimes we all need a little push and i believe that it's beautiful that you had a person like that in your life , Adam. Thank you for sharing!
@mudassirraza3625
@mudassirraza3625 3 жыл бұрын
Good luck on your art school portfolio.
@Hynotama
@Hynotama 3 жыл бұрын
Considera-te norocoasa. Nici macar profesorii de desen nu au crezut in mine. Profesoara din clasele 1-8 s-a ocupat exclusiv de colegul de banca pentru ca era mai talentat. Daca ma sustinea si ma indruma putin, poate faceam macar liceul de arta. Acum e prea tarziu pentru asta. Am 31 de ani, stau cu parintii, nu gasesc nimic de munca si nu gasesc nici un fel de solutie sa ma scolesc in arta. Ah si cel pe care il consideram cel mai bun prieten m-a abandonat cand a aflat de orientarea mea sexuala. Good times.
@reeflions
@reeflions 3 жыл бұрын
The more we struggle the better the results we get. Now you only have even bigger reason to become a great artist and blow everyone's mind (;
@JohnSmith-us9fv
@JohnSmith-us9fv 3 жыл бұрын
😓
@allan1448
@allan1448 3 жыл бұрын
Wow I believe you it was hard and I know how it feels like to have a parent, that wants the best for you, but dont understand what is best for you. Sometimes we need this kind hand that pushes us the edge. Thx for sharing aswell Sorina
@Elvira_Axen
@Elvira_Axen 3 жыл бұрын
Good god I hated school. I was academically lucky and never struggled too hard with studies, but the monotony and pressure of measuring oneself on a scale of how "hireable" and "not hireable" one is, was a genuinely traumatic experience and gave me terrible self worth. I didn't heal from it until years later when I took some drawing classes at my local art gallery, and the teacher who was a professional portrait artist told me I had potential and that I should go for it. I owe that man my whole career 🌷
@aey8737
@aey8737 3 жыл бұрын
Love hearing stories like this ♥️
@BigDomski
@BigDomski 3 жыл бұрын
It's fucking insane how much school influences you as an adult... I had a handful of great teachers that made me survive school. One day (after finishing uni) I went to a parent's evening with my little brother (in place of my parents, as a guardian) and I saw one of those teachers. I was fucking trembling because I knew what he was gonna ask. I told him the truth, how I finished a degree in a subject I had no interest in, and now I'm unemployed & living with my parents, not knowing what to do. What he said almost brought me to tears. He said "you were always so focused, you'll find something". It made me both sad and angry at myself, because that was no longer me. I'm 24 today, and have no fucking clue what I want to do. There isn't anything that I truly want (what does that even mean anyway?). It's like I forgot how to enjoy life because of school. It went from taking school too seriously as a kid, to not giving a shit but STILL making the wrong choice to go into higher ed, to waste 3 years of my life. I haven't even partied/socialised during college/uni and didn't study either, because getting a "pass" mark was easy. Mostly just played video games and basketball. Then art came along, and yes I love doing it, but again I can't tell if I do, because it's not something I want to do as a job.
@raymondchankawai0108
@raymondchankawai0108 3 жыл бұрын
19 this year, wasting my time in uni, not studying at all but no socializing as well due to covid (and laziness). Always thought I'd love drawing and only had no time to draw when I was in high school. Turns out now that I have quite a lot of time I still can't sit down and draw... Just wasting my time on video games. It sucks when you feel like you'd enjoy something but in reality you don't really, idk what I truly want as well.
@steve00alt70
@steve00alt70 3 жыл бұрын
I would say keep doing the art mybe eventually you will find other areas in art that you like. I'm 31 and in the same boat wasted uni of 2 years back at age 24 it was terrible. But I've always came back to art it had never left me even tho I'm mediocre at it. I think we all waste time at something inevitable.
@BigDomski
@BigDomski 3 жыл бұрын
@@steve00alt70 Oh yeah I have no intention of stopping, it's just that I enjoy doing it for my own sake and I'm scared that I'll need to drop it one day when I get "a real job"
@BigDomski
@BigDomski 3 жыл бұрын
@@raymondchankawai0108 I think the key for us is to be good to ourselves and stop self criticising so much. I used to take everything too seriously so this whole idea was alien to me. The fact that you find yourself unable to "just draw" with all the spare time probably has nothing to do with your lack of passion/interest, and everything to do with mental health side of things. At least that's how it was always for me. I was expecting it from myself to draw everyday no matter how I felt, and that just isn't healthy. So please... Take care of yourself man and I wish you the best. I know what it's like being alone and hopeless in a building full of students having the time of their life. I know it's hard af and I'm talking to myself here too, but try and focus on things you genuinely enjoy doing. It's one of the only things that keep me going nowadays, even without friends.
@lumenx7499
@lumenx7499 3 жыл бұрын
@INCOGNITO, my best advice to give is to draw everyday, maybe for only a minute or for 20, and push through the boredom. Talking from experience, passion is never enough to meet your expectations, especially when starting out. You’ll find it boring and wish you could just stop but it’ll give you a schedule and help build a habit. Passion and habit are nothing without discipline. You’re doing great by trying, just keep going!
@emok2284
@emok2284 3 жыл бұрын
thank you for sharing Adam, im 17( asian) and i hate the school system here so much, i have to hide my true feelings and act nice infront of the teachers because i dont want to be targeted by them so i could just pass highschool bcause my grades were already terrible.From my experience,I think almost everyone forgot the true meaning of education, of schools; all people want now is a god damn diploma, they dont even care about the education, everyone only cared about having high grades and getting a university degree, its like they never even cared about the learning part. when i told my classmates i was gonna be an artist they told me art wasnt a real job and i should just be a normal person to go to university and get a degree to find a job. I think people forgot how vast education is, and not just the subjects in schools, thats why people judge us as a bad , lazy, irresponsible, dumb person for being bad at school, because everyone has their own strengths! :D. The only joy i find in going to school right now is to hangout and talk with my friends, and finding out an amazing and successful artist like you shared your story and said that being judged by your school and by your parents and friends just for my school grades doesnt define yourself really touched me. Love you, man. Ps you have an amazing mom btw :)
@AdamDuffArt
@AdamDuffArt 3 жыл бұрын
That feeling is entirely mutual
@Riley_MDS
@Riley_MDS 3 жыл бұрын
as an Indonesia, people STILL want to get the Diploma because they believe that having those can guarantee you a job without Skill... How can you work without Skill is one thing... You can't do your stuff without any Knowledge whatsoever, you'll be going blind at first and you'll be blinded until you either start growing those skill overtime or you give up
@EmoNightDragon
@EmoNightDragon 3 жыл бұрын
Hey Em Ok, so I ended up writing quite a long comment, I hope it's helpful to you. Take the advice or encouragement you want from it. I'm an artist myself (22) and I sort of understand where you're coming from, even though I'm from a different environement/culture (Northern Europe). My long-term boyfriend is Asian from Hong Kong and he has told me about his experiences being an artist in a (very much) traditional asian family and country. We've had long talks about this, plus I have friends in Japan, China, Indonesia, Australia and India that have opened up about their experiences as well and what has worked for them. So that is what the rest of my comment is coming from (feel free to ask me any questions if there is any or if my writing is unclear): If art is what you want to do then you'll find a way! A degree (or two hahaa) can be a good idea anyway, but make sure it is something that is beneficial for you. Going overseas to study can be an awesome experience in itself if you have the opportunity. Furthermore in college/uni, even if parents or someone makes you take a degree that is not the one you want, research and find out if you can take electives that are art-related and stuff. Enjoy the social life and culture exchange and speak to like-minded people! Find ways to connect with art communities like volunteering, galleries, museums, events, even school clubs/societies. There are lots of ways you can make art on the side of a study or other work too, find the means to make your own success, and take good care of yourself so that you can withstand the opinions of those who think "art ain't a real job". Prove them wrong, you've got this! And definitely your grades do not define you, as long as you don't need them to get into a specific school then focus on passing and learning life skills and spend time being social and making art (if that is what you want). Even a couple of years later people don't really care about grades, and in an art degree or career the art you make, the passion you have and the emotions you evoke/capture are what counts. Though remember if you end up doing things you don't want to, that the knowledge and skills you earn from that is not wasted. It can be helpful or give inspiration to what you do want to do. For example I work freelance and there is a business side to it so if I had studied commerce then that part would be easier for me to manage. Another example is learning about nature and science, that can help you understand the structure of the animals and plants you are drawing or how elements are put together if you want to make them in 3D. Be openminded and determined and it will get you far. Again, take care of yourself too (like exercise, enough fruit, sleep, positive social interactions and so on). If you are in a toxic or unsupportive environment and especially if you have an artistic soul then it can be tough to stay motivated if you're not mindful of it. I really hope my words are encouraging to you, and even if I've never met you I believe in you, you got this. Again let me know if you have any questions or anything is unclear
@CryptidMom
@CryptidMom 3 жыл бұрын
I feel like, if Patrice ever could hear you tell this story, he would absolutely be moved to tears and his year would be made.
@finalfrostfall670
@finalfrostfall670 3 жыл бұрын
when I got to 18 minutes I was diving into the comments to see if Patrice was here. would be lovely if he did end up ever finding this, I think it would make his day.
@tanne2966
@tanne2966 3 жыл бұрын
This really hits home, I never fitted in school nor did I ever had good grades, the mix of ptsd, anxiety and adhd really didn't help. I had the chance to go to a small private boarding school for girls in Canada, QC and that proably saved my ass. Each year I failed my maths class and had to go to summer school but the teachers at school were angels, they really gave their best and I'll always thank them for that. I never realised how smaller scalled classes gave more opportunities and time for the teachers to help the students. I don't think I would have passed high school if I didn't had good teachers !
@AdamDuffArt
@AdamDuffArt 3 жыл бұрын
It can sometimes take only 1 amazing teacher to transform you forever - I think I should make a video about that very topic :) I think that’s needed after this bit of a rant
@ArceTheArtist
@ArceTheArtist 3 жыл бұрын
Adam, you made me cry. Because you are being human to us than ever before, that makes me wanna keep going and make more art and stories! Thank you ~
@ciubohm2280
@ciubohm2280 3 жыл бұрын
It is nice and sad at the same time. Everything bad you experience in life, if you can use it to help at least one other person, it was all worth it
@thesongbirdky
@thesongbirdky 3 жыл бұрын
okay wow this made me cry. i’m disabled and struggling a ton in school and this gave me hope that i won’t be stuck here forever. i’ve basically dropped out twice due to mental illness and i’m finally going back at 18 to get it done and over with so i can go to university and study what i actually want to and work on my art. i’m gonna try to stop letting my work as a student define how i perceive my worth as a person. cuz i can do some really awesome stuff when i’m not burdened by all these academic things. thank you for this video. seriously thank you.
@newie-chan.1352
@newie-chan.1352 3 жыл бұрын
Having someone believe in you when you yourself can't is so incredible important and uplifting. I have dyscalculia and it made very insecure and anxious. Teachers wouldn't help so I would just sit there not knowing what to do. We tried getting therapy but this didn't really help and I just gave up. When I entered job school (I'm from germany it's called a Berufskolleg, basically high-school that has diffrent apprenticeships. I hope I make sense XD) anyway I joined the course for design. When I started I went to another math tutoring and met the best math teacher. Up until now I hated math and never wanted to try because I wouldn't understand anything anyway. He loved math and he loved teaching it. He would go off and talk how the whole world consists of math and explaining why it's important. Got reminded of him when you talked about Patrice(hope I wrote the name right) Thanks to him I got more comfy with math.
@AdamDuffArt
@AdamDuffArt 3 жыл бұрын
I love great teachers - I’m fact, I’m planning a video on it, they can completely transform your life
@cindyc
@cindyc 3 жыл бұрын
🤗😭❤amazing what one incredible person can infuse into us. Sharing a thought... I've had to learn to let things percolate. It takes time for our ideas, thoughts, and feelings to steep. A teabag does not immediately create tea when the water is added. It takes time for the truths of the tea to impregnate the water, and to impart the taste of the tea, infusing the water with the truth we intuitively feel.
@AdamDuffArt
@AdamDuffArt 3 жыл бұрын
I’m going to remember what you said Cindy - how beautifully expressed
@mobatea
@mobatea 3 жыл бұрын
I had a VERY hard time in school, it was boring, I had medical issues that made it harder, no friends, bullies, etc. I hated it.. I dropped out my senior year and thought I'd never want to go to school again. Now I'm 22, getting my GED, and I want to go to school to be a medical/mental advocate for those in psych hospitals and homes(while still doing art). I'm actually eager now and can't wait to reach my goals.
@SW12234
@SW12234 3 жыл бұрын
I'm turning 17, but while I'm listening to your video, I'm sitting here in an emotional mess. A little bit of tears falling down... I feel the same about school. My school in particular is terrible. There's a handful of students who will go out of their way to insult, harass and bully you, and that type of behavior has contributed to my depression. I've been trying to claw my way out of this depression for months, but your video hit home on the red dot... Thank you Adam. I needed to hear this...
@KuroiPK
@KuroiPK 3 жыл бұрын
It’s really strange how easy it is that you think about yourself as a failure and isolated ever thought so many people go through the same. Still it’s so much easier to just let your fears run amok and lose sight of yourself. Human psychic is really a tricky thing to deal with. Thanks for your openness, your willingness to be vulnerable is quite inspiring!
@thatmightbemiki
@thatmightbemiki 2 жыл бұрын
thank you adam, in a world where children are diminished and conditioned to hate the things we love about ourselves, you make the underdogs feel seen AND heard and valued
@aurondoxon3805
@aurondoxon3805 3 жыл бұрын
Someday in the distant future, a world-renowned artist is gonna cite you, Adam, as one of their inspirations. I do believe that will happen one day.
@abipach6677
@abipach6677 3 жыл бұрын
Thank you for this. Being at a very academic school that doesn't really give room for art has been killing my drive to make art. I really needed to hear this.
@carabidus
@carabidus 3 жыл бұрын
Adam, this resonated with me on a level I cannot even articulate. My early education was an absolute disaster, too. I attended a horrid public middle school back in the early 1980s where prison rules applied. I was mugged, beat up, pickpocketed, and had guns pulled on me twice. I attended "homeroom" each day to avoid truancy, but I skipped every class except health and art. I found myself in the school's computer lab when I was cutting class. Mind you, this was back when gargantuan, noisy, and hot mainframes had about as much computing power as one of today's typical recharger blocks! No one asked me to leave, even though every adult in the lab knew I was cutting class after class. The computer lab was my safe haven. No one mugged or assaulted me there. This went on for two very long years, and needless to say, I completely flunked middle school. I guess my parents got the memo a bit late, and they decided to take me out of there. I was sent off to a private high school and was wholly unprepared for the academic rigors of a "normal" high school, let alone a private one. I somehow managed to pull a C average, even though I don't recall doing a stitch of homework. Long story short, I was a VERY late bloomer and fell in love with teaching biology after attending community college. Many years later (I am 51), I will defend my dissertation in animal behavior in just a few short months. It's been a long road, but I'm here to say that virtually anything is attainable when you have a true passion for something, whatever it may be. Now I consider myself a lifelong educator, scientist and, now I'm learning how to paint digitally! So I guess you can add "lifelong learner" to that list! Bless you and yours, Adam. You are a gem, brother.
@Urza26
@Urza26 3 жыл бұрын
Congrats!
@abbyrudh1399
@abbyrudh1399 2 жыл бұрын
that is really inspiring respect for that thinking ♥️
@alwayslou679
@alwayslou679 Жыл бұрын
I...I had no idea how much I needed this. I'm an Indian 16 yo teen, and I belong to an emotionally abusive family full of people who're all successful in fields of science whereas I'm the complete opposite. I want to be a writer and artist. I can't tell them because they'll bully me into leaving all of it, and they've already forced me into taking up the science stream in highschool. I struggle with science more than anything and after multiple tries to suppress my artistic desires and do well in academics, I'm finally giving in fully. For me. I _need_ art to live. But my needs don't keep me from feeling worthless and scared because I don't fit into their worldview and . Hearing you, a professional artist whose HS days were pretty much like mine, gave me so much validity. It's exhausting to be scared all the time, alone with my feelings. Friends say they understand, maybe they do, but I've got no one to guide me. The assurance that someone made it and I might be okay after all is comforting. Thank you for sharing your experience. I have more than just hope to hold onto now. Lots of love.❤❤❤
@migueldumaraos4325
@migueldumaraos4325 2 жыл бұрын
I'm just happy that my parents are just supportive to all of my decisions. I've always been a dyslexic kid when I was young and got homeschooled eversince 2nd grade. thriving in the game art industry was a pay off for them to all the things they've done for me
@steamingpileofgarbage1582
@steamingpileofgarbage1582 3 жыл бұрын
This is indeed all i've ever wanted to hear
@ShadowzWolf6092
@ShadowzWolf6092 3 жыл бұрын
... Honestly. That feeling that you invoke whenever I listen to your video is something I cannot describe. I listen to all your videos and this is the 1st I have ever written. I am 30... my parents were never really supportive of me doing art. I did sciences in both high school and when I went to college. I haven't actually gotten my diploma. I fell into depression in my 1st year and I kind of fell by the way side. My parents actively tried to sabotage me doing art to a degree as in my country there is a saying "if you aren't a doctor, a lawyer or an Indian chief. You are nothing." I have been struggling to try and get back into art. And looking around i feel so out of place. But it's the mental side that drags me down. I went through therapy again ended in the past week and with it all, I try to use my daughter as a way of motivating myself but it doesn't work all the time. I don't know. I feel as if I am rambling about these things without getting to a point. I just truly feel as if I am a waste... but I don't want to continue feeling that way. And listening to you open up... I feel the wells of emotion and have cried so much it felt as if a load came off when I did. Thank you so much. Thank you for everything. I have been meaning to say it for some time now. But I just couldn't do it. Thank you. I was in very dark places and you helped.
@chibiakamaru
@chibiakamaru 3 жыл бұрын
i have been struggling with this for the past year and a half, and you just made me cry to the idea that it's ok to mess things up. you sir, just touched my soul and for that, i thank you from the bottom of my heart.
@akioeda8222
@akioeda8222 3 жыл бұрын
On this channel, after all the advertisements, all the noise and poppy colors you can witness some calm and sincere truth. I'm not an artist, but subscribing to LUCIDPIXUL was one of the best decisions I've made on internet. Thank you Adam.
@sheiveon
@sheiveon 3 жыл бұрын
I absolutely love listening Duff while doing boring (but necessary) art studies.
@gutomonn
@gutomonn 3 жыл бұрын
Thank you Adam and Patrice ❤️
@marvelous_jack5228
@marvelous_jack5228 3 жыл бұрын
A beautiful story and Patrice sounds like a wonderful human being that about everybody should have in their life!
@chintex_
@chintex_ 3 жыл бұрын
This video, among all the other great videos you have made, hits so very close to home. I appreciate your content, more then I can properly express.
@sandalphonico
@sandalphonico 3 жыл бұрын
Lol, I went through 5 schools too. Now I'm seriously searching info about my own Patrice to thank her
@Gill_consumes
@Gill_consumes 3 жыл бұрын
At school I was always told by teatchers that my drawings and scribbles was a waste of time, friends told me the drawings I did was always the same, bland and uninteresting. I got scared of being who I was, I shut myself and my art in, I would still draw and animate, but I did not dare call myself an artist. It wasn't before finding you Adam, that I was able to see myself as who I actually am, to accept and be happy with that, to wear it with pride. I've had one other teatcher do this to me and I love him with all my heart. He was the first teatcher to truly talk *to* me, not down, not up. But looking me in the eyes and being there as almost a friend. He helped me a lot, adviced me to take a break from school. I honestly think the man might have saved my life in doing so, I was not going down a good path. But It was through him that I was able to more find myself, and through you that I was able to truly accept who I am. I thank you for that, and I really, *really* look forwards to spending time with you and learning from you. It brings me a lot of joy to think about. You're doing a fantastic job Adam, keep it up. Equally, I love you with all my heart, and happy painting ;}
@Urza26
@Urza26 3 жыл бұрын
I wouldn't worry too much about the "bland" part. It's inevitable that your art will develop character and personality over time as long as you continue to have interest in it.
@bwokki
@bwokki 3 жыл бұрын
you literally made me cry. thank you, you're a great teacher
@christosgeorgiafentis4825
@christosgeorgiafentis4825 3 жыл бұрын
The best way to find a positive environment is to make one. Fortunately for me, I never had many negative experiences at school. I pride myself in bringing joy to other peoples lives. Doesn't matter if I had a bad day or not, I just do my best to bring the best out of everyone. What comes around goes around. Something I learned really quickly as a kid.
@NerdsIsPown
@NerdsIsPown 3 жыл бұрын
Thanks Adam, I'm so happy that you feel comfortable enough to share this story and all of its emotion with us. After a hard semester of online college, this message is truly welcomed - my soul feels just a little more complete today.
@amvobsessor
@amvobsessor 3 жыл бұрын
35:40 hit me hard. I've felt like that for the last 8 years. I just don't know how to get out of this headspace anymore. It's like any and all motivation to do anything at all is just gone. These videos really help me. Honestly they do. I wish I had a teacher like you growing up.
@biscuitstrudel1817
@biscuitstrudel1817 2 жыл бұрын
The moment you said "Adam? is that you?" I got chills and a bright smile on my face. Such a powerful story, thank you for sharing it.
@dagger9555
@dagger9555 10 ай бұрын
How much love you have for Patrice makes me love him too. I can hear it in your voice and I live to be like Patrice and you. That human connection and love means so much to us as a humans and it’s all I ever crave. Deep human connection and emotion.
@BaloosSketchbook
@BaloosSketchbook 3 жыл бұрын
I deeply, deeply wish I had a teacher like Adam back in school as this reliable anchor of hope... Thank you for every single one of your words said today, yesterday, last week or last year! Thank you!
@arthurmorganclips6706
@arthurmorganclips6706 3 жыл бұрын
"you are not guilty of doing anything other than being a human being" man did that hit, I wanted to cry. Thank you I really needed this.
@gilumattb.s6477
@gilumattb.s6477 3 жыл бұрын
I don't know if i ever will be such a good artist like you, but I hope one day being able to be as much as a genuine, kind spirit as you are now Adam. Thank you so much for this.
@GardenArcade
@GardenArcade 3 жыл бұрын
I really relate to the school feeling clinical feeling. Even when I was going to the supposed better school nothing really hooked me. Every class felt like it was another opportunity to nap or dream about other things. I never really aspired to be anything and because of that my folks never tried to get me to aspire to do something. It wasn't until I started seeing something and feeling something with creating that I started to feel something different. Like something akin to a purpose to keep living? Teachers, parents, alot of people never understood me cause of how weird people took neurodivergent kids. I had a lot of adhd, depression, anxiety, just a lot I was dealing with that I didn't even realize was pain I was exp riencing on a day to day basis. Thankfully I started the journey to mend and understand my pain and having art as a therapy tool has been life saving.
@arnonym141
@arnonym141 3 жыл бұрын
Man, I'm not very emotional but I'm crying right now. You can't just do this to me. I didn't even get a chance to prepare. Thanks for giving me back some hope. The last two years were really rough for me, since I graduated high school and dropped from the face of the earth, with no real plan on what I can and want to do with my life. Now I know what I want to do with the rest of it, thanks.
@StevenZapataArt
@StevenZapataArt 3 жыл бұрын
Great talk, Adam. The rebuke of the institutions part near the end was a good listen.
@Life.Art.Knowledge2001
@Life.Art.Knowledge2001 3 жыл бұрын
I apreciate that you take your time to speak with us more often and trust us to tell stories about you, much love
@novice9027
@novice9027 3 жыл бұрын
Hey, I just wanted to let you know that you've helped me so much recently and I really appreciate your content. I'm a very young artist and was going through a huge change in my school life and listening to you helped me so much. Whenever I'm drawing or doubtful I always come here and listen to one of your videos and it just helps me think that everything is not so big as it seems. You give me courage and hope. I am so thankful to you and I'm sure everyone else here is too. I hope you have a great day and once again thank you.
@Envy28213
@Envy28213 3 жыл бұрын
Perfect upload timing! Thank you for your arttalks ❤️ you inspire me alot!
@RokonSan
@RokonSan 3 жыл бұрын
You never fail to get my spark burning like a wildfire. Every time I start one of your videos and the music starts, I'm unraveled. Your words touch places I didn't know existed and most importantly, you always remind me to be kind, not just to other people, but to myself as well. Thank you, seriously.
@raybjr
@raybjr 3 жыл бұрын
Deep, having a mentor like you would be a gift. Thanks for your Insight!
@ricocosta1983
@ricocosta1983 3 жыл бұрын
Thank you for another art talk, I really appreciate your intentions, thanks for being such a awesome teacher!
@lauma4439
@lauma4439 3 жыл бұрын
At the beginning I couldn't believe this talk is actually gonna be about this very very important topic. I believe so many of us have a similar life story or view on education as Adam does. I'm so thankful to hear this! I started art at 21 (now I'm 27), there were no artists around me, I didn't even know such thing as fantasy art exists, everyone around me were mostly discouraging me to do it. But now I'm here, doing art for living and slowly and steadily growing and going forwards. I think these life experiences make us stronger, and most of all they make us find our own path and stay on it no matter what people say. Much love to all the art people out there! You are all wonderful and inspirational! ♥
@raitatsukiko
@raitatsukiko 3 жыл бұрын
thank you sm for this. just hearing this gives a real spark of hope for me
@itsalwaysme123
@itsalwaysme123 3 жыл бұрын
Literal treat every time i see you upload. Haven't even watched yet, but thanks for brightening my morning.
@Veistkid
@Veistkid 3 жыл бұрын
Thank you for showing your humanity and thank you for being vulnerable with us. This story is so heartfelt and made me cry along with.
@aawad513
@aawad513 3 жыл бұрын
ever since I have discovered your channel you have been a great inspiration and in a way a teacher to me, you have made me realize a lot of thing about my self and my art and what I wanted to do going forward, I truly thank you from the depth of my heart, people like you and Patrice are what the world needs the most. thank you for existing
@Morgan-tn9yw
@Morgan-tn9yw 3 жыл бұрын
You're such a beautiful soul. I almost clicked away when I didn't really relate to any of you childhood experiences, but you tell your story with such passion and manage to share lessons from your life that apply to everyone regardless of how different their experiences are from yours that I got totally sucked in and watched through to the end. By the end of the video I didn't feel so different from you anymore and you'd managed to make me cry along with you. You mentioned at the beginning that you felt this sat at the edge of what might be considered valuable to others, but I assure you as a teacher myself that there is no question in my mind that there are millions of students who need to hear exactly this. I wish you all the best. I hope I can be as good a teacher as you and Patrice
@PinkWytchBytch
@PinkWytchBytch 3 жыл бұрын
This made me nearly cry because of how similar my educational experience was. My set of elementary, middle and original high school was a small town system of schools. There were certain teachers who had a bad tendency to join in with the other students who’d harass me, and this began in elementary so the behavior, students and even some of the teachers, they followed me from then all the way until I failed 9th grade. By that time I was focusing on trying to find a way to leave my home and find a better safer place to live, there were several teachers and principles who were trying to have me out on medications without my mother’s permission, they were trying to tell me this and that about why I was “the worst student they’d ever had the disgrace of teaching” and it was because I felt so de-humanized by how the adults would allow this to happen. This eventually lead to a very horrible set of boys continuously following me and harassing me and doing the worst kind of things just to make my life hell. I was kicked out of that school because of a fake bomb threat that I never even made, they fabricated that because they didn’t want me at that school. I was then sent to what basically was a detention-education center with maximum 100 kids and it was a dangerous place to go. I ended up getting arrested for stabbing a sexist pig with a pencil. After that they shipped me off to what they told me was another school but was in actuality a rehab facility because they ASSUMED I was on drugs. I have never in my life done hard drugs. Pot, yes. Drugs, no. So I was never allowed to leave and eventually in order to get out I had to give up my opportunity to achieve a diploma. My art became so great because I had nothing else, no one else and not a damn thing in the world could even make other people understand what I was feeling unless I literally drew it out for them. It really does break my heart to hear how horrible your experience was, maybe this story will help you understand why this video hit a lot too close to home for me
@cecec7102
@cecec7102 3 жыл бұрын
this talk was very touching, thank you for sharing this precious memory with us. It resonated deeply with my own journey in education, from being bullied by teachers who blamed my math learning disability on my " lazyness", feeling inadequate and stupid because I couldn't get my brain to understand math like I was " supposed " to and having my real strengths pushed to the side and ignored because it didn"t matter to them, I had a very tough time in my early high school years, and this fragile self-worth affected me deeply years after, pursuing art at college. I always knew the kind of education I needed, I was and still am very self-critical when it comes to my artistic development, it took me dropping out of art school and having that one instructor in an online course tell me " I believe in your work, I know you can do it" to be able to see myself in a new light. I will never forget this moment because right there and then I knew that all these hardships throughout my schooling,, were not for nothing and eventually lead me to where I am right now, and I'm genuinely enjoying it. Thank you again for being so candid, we need more people like you.
@stratovolcano7813
@stratovolcano7813 3 жыл бұрын
It’s like I can’t finish a single adam video without crying 😭. I really relate to this and I still feel like I missed out on so much and I need to catch up as soon as possible, but I think things will happen over time as well. It’s just hard to live in the present and forgive myself when I have things I desperately want to accomplish. Also, it’s interesting that in your other video you mentioned you’re passionate about jewellery, and showed a lot of clocks and colours jewellery that sort of remind me of this piece here. The skull imagery, the silver and dark shadows, and obviously the jewel itself that’s so important to the piece’s story. It’s just so fascinating how much your art suits you and your other tastes.
@elversusfilm
@elversusfilm 3 жыл бұрын
I really appreciate the music bits at your end. It only underlines your talk and doesnt rush into the next video. Thank you for the great insights!
@tammigauthier3860
@tammigauthier3860 3 жыл бұрын
I have needed those words my whole life! Thank Adam for sharing. I can’t stop the stream of tears running down my face. So poignant in these times and so needed. Thank you again!
@TheClayliterature
@TheClayliterature 3 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much, I really needed to hear this. Bless your kindred spirit!
@Mel-uh8kp
@Mel-uh8kp 3 жыл бұрын
Oh wow, I really needed to hear this. I had to go through highschool and my first semester of computer science at uni with undiagnosed ADHD and struggled so much. Now after dropping out I'm working as a tutor on the side while finishing my art school portfolio and seeing all these kids go through the exact same issues as me like feeling worthless, stupid, unwanted and overwhelmed is really eye opening, especially since a lot of the "difficult" students end up in my classes. Since no teacher has ever believed in me, I didn't know they could influence their students as much as your teacher has influenced you. This really motivates me to work harder on my art but also be that source of light for my students. Thank you!
@Greystorm1619
@Greystorm1619 3 жыл бұрын
Bruh you're such a wholesome and wonderful dude, I really enjoy hearing you talk openly about your experiences as an artist and a human struggling through life. The work that you do in teaching and trying to humanize the educational system is just really inspirational. I hope to have a purpose like that someday!
@piff8061
@piff8061 3 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much for this transparency. This has shaken me to my core and has touched me beyond what my words can describe wow. Seriously thank you.. this made me feel a lot of something I can't describe this story was beyond beautiful. A whole movie can be written about your life!!! And a damn good movie at that!
@jordee8979
@jordee8979 3 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much for sharing! Every video you put out means so much to me. Every time I listen to your videos they give me the motivation and strength to snap me out of my apathy/art haitus. You make me remember that my dreams are possible and to never give in to the daily struggles of life! I don't have the words to thank you enough for all that you've given me. Hopfully one day I can inspire others just like you do!
@kitchakat5259
@kitchakat5259 3 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much for sharing your stories Mr. Adam this one really touched my heart 😢💕💜, having dyslexia the school system was always pretty difficult, this art talk really gives me hope, and reminds me I'm doing the best I can, thank you again for the wonderful videos always inspiring 💕
@annasemizhonova4614
@annasemizhonova4614 3 жыл бұрын
Hi Adam, thank you so much for always including your reference images in your videos. It is incredibly validating to see that it is completely okay to look around not just for physical features of objects you are drawing, but even for ideas. That even professional artists don't just ~know~ how to draw anything and everything.
@nkaoticz7069
@nkaoticz7069 3 жыл бұрын
Just...thank you. I really needed to hear this. I have no words due to the massive amount of emotions that I'm feeling right now. Again, thank you.
@rodline9027
@rodline9027 3 жыл бұрын
Your college experience was very close to mine. Thank you for sharing this deeply personal journey with us
@monomakes
@monomakes 3 жыл бұрын
My word! Very interesting and inspirational. Thank you for putting such positivity out there!
@MegaBerdman
@MegaBerdman 3 жыл бұрын
Wonderful and thank you for sharing a moment from your life. I was practicing some animation while listening and what you've said in this video (and many other inspiring videos you post to share) has helped me today and has touched my heart. Thank you Adam.
@chaoswolf7976
@chaoswolf7976 3 жыл бұрын
Thanks Adam. Just what i needed today :) Your videos allways hit the right spot somehow :)
@hefsiular
@hefsiular 3 жыл бұрын
Thanks for sharing Adam, and thanks for your inspiration!
@everadamas
@everadamas 3 жыл бұрын
Patrice reminds me so much of a teacher who I look up to very much at the moment, made me ball my eyes out when you said you saw him again, thank you
@yanreing2014
@yanreing2014 3 жыл бұрын
This talk just makes me love my art dad even more. Can't believe I get to listen about this, it's all too precious....
@demnachung
@demnachung 3 жыл бұрын
The purest of All my love to you! This was incredibly touching.
@epicminecraft4143
@epicminecraft4143 3 жыл бұрын
Thank you, Adam. For giving us this wonderful video that we desperately needed but never asked for :)
@RicardoC10
@RicardoC10 3 жыл бұрын
I did not know I needed to hear this until I heard it but very grateful that I did. Thanks a million.
@nursebee-vomit5058
@nursebee-vomit5058 2 жыл бұрын
Thank you for these videos. This is absolutely what I needed to hear.
@jamief.g
@jamief.g 3 жыл бұрын
This really hit close to home for me Adam. From the second I went to high school I hated it and failed in every way possible, I shut down both socially and academically dropping out to become home educated about two years later. It destroyed me and who I was, and for years I was the school failure that was made light of whenever I could actually make it in to school. School and the social systems and pressures for young people hurt me and took me so far away from being comfortable with who I am.. and I was told by everyone around me that because I'm failing at school I am a failure and I took that on into the next few years with a game addiction as an escape. That then led on to a few other issues swinging back and forth trying to find myself for all of my teenage years coming out of it only in the last year. A really long crisis that has only been pieced together really recently. It started by being sparked by school and how I felt like it beat the passions and love for the world around me out of me. More people need to know that early education experiences aren't everything and they certainly don't define who you are. I really relate to a lot of what you say here and I hope you know that although they're the minority there are far more people who have gone through this sort of experience than so many think. Thank you for sharing your experiences. Your videos have been the chorus to the pandemic after finding you this time last year
@olivers3425
@olivers3425 3 жыл бұрын
Thank you for this wonderful talk!
@sandwich336
@sandwich336 3 жыл бұрын
I'm glad I found your channel man, you're a huge inspiration and just like you I wanna inspire others too!
@Songbrushcollective
@Songbrushcollective 3 жыл бұрын
I cannot tell you how much I needed to hear this, Adam. Your work never ceases to be a timely moment of encouragement when it is most needed. You are truly an inspiration.
@jonaswurm4181
@jonaswurm4181 3 жыл бұрын
This was your best video so far. It reached me at the exact time I needed it. Thank you.
@premamay
@premamay 3 жыл бұрын
thank you SO much for sharing ! you really touched my heart
@alexandraelenacristea
@alexandraelenacristea Жыл бұрын
I'm so glad I've come across your channel. Your story really resonnates with me and the encouragements are more than welcome. I have had the chance to be a teaching assistant for the architecture drawing courses during university and I've gotten so much joy from doing it. Just like you I love constantly learning new things and I love to share them with others. I've been drawing ever since I can remember. Drawing and creative thinking is what made me study architecture in the first place and I thought I would finnaly find that place where I would fit in, but it wasn't even close to what I had imagine it to be. Unfortunately, architecture as a school and as a field, as it is taught and practiced today is not something I 100% can stand for and practice. It's missing a soul, it has been greatly dehumanized. And even though I've studied architecture for 5.5 years, I feel like a complete newb and I'm ashamed. I still feel like I don't fit in. Your story inspires me to try to create my own spot. Thank you.
@weartide5174
@weartide5174 3 жыл бұрын
Everytime I happen by one of your videos its like I've found my way back to an area of peace. Such amazing life advice, thank you💙
@3dbuda367
@3dbuda367 3 жыл бұрын
thank you! your words are music for the soul
@knightofthetime
@knightofthetime 3 жыл бұрын
whenever i draw i have one of your videos in the background and it really helps me focus. thank you for your work man, you are a legend
@Pentanon1
@Pentanon1 3 жыл бұрын
I‘m so thankful for your videos! Thank you very much Adam! ❤️
@Rosie_Shy
@Rosie_Shy 3 жыл бұрын
Your videos always make me teary eyed, you have such a way with words and i wish nothing more than to have had you as a teacher when i was younger. You inspire me more than anyone else has. I desire the words to explain just how much your presence on this website means to both me and a great many others. My hats off to you and have a wonderful year.
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