Faith is the gaze of the soul upon saving God. A.W. Tozer "Oh, soul are you weary and troubled, no light in the darkness, you see; there's light for a look at the Savior and life so abundant and free...Turn your eyes upon Jesus, look full in your wonderful face"; Dear one, ask Jesus give you grace and faith for this journey that you've never walked before. Ask Him to bring to your memory those times God was faithful to you in your past; remember how He walked through the 'valley of the shadow of death' with you before; Our Father will walk with you and/or even carry you through your husbands dying days and into your future life without this man you love. God will never leave you nor forsake you. Be still. Wait; take courage; watch; trust. Honey, something that's worked for me is, DO THE NEXT THING. Instead of looking too far ahead, instead of letting your imagination take you into dark places, just do the next thing. Make the bed, prepare a meal, take a bath, wash the clothes, wash the dishes. You will get through this, not just somehow but triumphantly, because God is with you, your husband and your family. If you have a church family, ask for help. They are the hands and feet of Jesus here on earth. Now cry out to God, our Helper. He will hear. You just do the next thing.