Airplane Travel to Canada in WD! In a WAVE & How I'm Coping @ 13.5 Months OFF

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4 жыл бұрын

Hi y'all I'm just back from a trip to Canada and in a wave. This is my story.
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@breakingfreeforwver9515 4 жыл бұрын

Keeping positive thought for you, enjoy your videos.

@sunshineplacko8886 4 жыл бұрын

Kudos on that flight! You’re a warrior indeed.

@positivebenzowithdrawal5578 4 жыл бұрын

Sunshine placko thanks worth it to see my dad.

@pm7225 4 жыл бұрын

Thanks for your videos healing is happening daily hang in their . I am 17 months off still having waves but better!

@positivebenzowithdrawal5578 4 жыл бұрын

P M that’s great to hear. I am way better than I was and this is the most wavey I’ve been in a long time. It’s bound to pass soon. 💖

@pm7225 4 жыл бұрын

I have good days then break though anxiety which last all day I am doing breathing exercises everyday whether I need to or not. Cbt recommendation is breathing every day 478 twice a day once in the morning and evening 4 minutes 4 4 four times a day. Keep up the good work stay positive!

@sangeetalambh6389 2 жыл бұрын

@@pm7225 how r u now

@id-yf3ht 4 жыл бұрын

I’m so sorry. I have that health anxiety too. I had soy sauce with salmon and didn’t even think of it until it was too late and I was thrown into a wave. Cocoon yourself and do whatever you need to do. Praying for you 💜 You’re a rockstar for getting on that second flight and making it home! 💪

@whatistrue0293 4 жыл бұрын

It is so wonderful to see you off a benzo for 13.5 months. You are such a inspiration for me to keep moving forward.

@jeffgalaska8269 4 жыл бұрын

Almost 21 months off. Things are getting a lil easier. Going to the store is still pretty tuff but the mental is definitely changing. Lots of nerve pain still but i feel like i turned a small corner. Good luck too you. Speed HEALING.

@positivebenzowithdrawal5578 4 жыл бұрын

Jeff Galaska yay for turning corners!!!

@mrfizzlebutt 4 жыл бұрын

I have a lot of pain with taking clonazepam for about 20 years now. I'm on the third week of tapering to Valium from 1 mg of clonazepam. Did you find that you had a lot of pain in your muscles and or nerve burning throughout this process?

@positivebenzowithdrawal5578 4 жыл бұрын

Yes to the burning. Not so much pain in muscles, however, I know this is a symptom for many people.

@mrfizzlebutt 4 жыл бұрын

@@positivebenzowithdrawal5578 thanks so much for the information. You're the best.

@Joesizzle442344 4 жыл бұрын

0:54 look at that smile!!! Beautiful woman!!!!

@pm7225 4 жыл бұрын

Thanks for your honesty about bwd

@thomasrehder9608 4 жыл бұрын

You look pretty healthy for being in withdrawl

@positivebenzowithdrawal5578 4 жыл бұрын

Thanks. I do look healthy and normal. Often people in withdrawal do. I am in post-acute withdrawal and my symptoms wax and wane. I don't do videos when I am crying and disheveled, I just don't feel that's necessary. There are a lot of videos where people post on the worst days.

@my2loves58 4 жыл бұрын

Love your enthusiasm!!!!! Do you have any head symptoms? Glad you were able to see your father, and you coped through all those challenges!!!!

@positivebenzowithdrawal5578 4 жыл бұрын

Thanks, yes it was all worth it to see my dad. Yes, I have had some head pressure and some phantom noises.

@my2loves58 4 жыл бұрын

PositiveBenzoWithdrawal Your hair looks great!!!!! Have you always knitted or is this something you learned recently? I couldn’t get on a plane if you paid me, Lol. Before all this benzo stuff I loved to fly.

@positivebenzowithdrawal5578 4 жыл бұрын

@@my2loves58 I learned during withdrawal it has saved me. Thanks!

@snafu22 4 жыл бұрын

2 yrs 4 days off (but who is counting!) Progress? ......zero! So over it. I know you’re in a wave but you appear like you’re handling it pretty well. Hope it’s gone by the time you get to see this!

@Usicky12 4 жыл бұрын

If I took 1mg Ativan for 2 months do you think I will have horrible withdrawal, should I taper?

@positivebenzowithdrawal5578 4 жыл бұрын

Yes, I'd do some kind of taper for sure. Not at all sure what that would look like because we are all so completely different. Some people need longer, slower tapers and some don't, however, I wouldn't just stop taking it. Do some kind of taper.

@Usicky12 4 жыл бұрын

PositiveBenzoWithdrawal thank you so much I wish you the best in your recovery!

@thomasrehder9608 4 жыл бұрын

Yes you will suffer for two to 5 years

@Usicky12 4 жыл бұрын

Thomas Rehder lol that was so informational. I haven’t taken them in months and feel perfectly fine so thanks for ur shit comment

@mpadua8076 4 жыл бұрын

@@Usicky12 how did you taper? I'm also on xanax about 8 weeks almost 2 months. I want to feel and sound like you and not listen to these ppl who say they we will suffer 2 to 5 years. We weren't in it that long.

@pm7225 4 жыл бұрын

How are doing?

@kevinpittman8170 4 жыл бұрын

I'm seven months out but had to cold turkey in a big wave now.

@positivebenzowithdrawal5578 4 жыл бұрын

Kevin sorry to hear that!! Take a lot of cold showers if you can.

@pm7225 4 жыл бұрын

Kevin what’s your wave like?

@kevinpittman8170 4 жыл бұрын

Depression, anxiety, stomach problems, dp/dr, panic attacks.

@micasorkin1540 4 жыл бұрын

Thank you so much for sharing your experience. Wow! Epic. I hope this wave eases soon for you, and your story of getting through is really inspiring. I just took two involved trips and really enjoyed them. No way I could have done them a year ago so healing is happening!!! I’m wiped out now, but it will pass. ☮️❤️

@positivebenzowithdrawal5578 4 жыл бұрын

Mica Sorkin that’s awesome!! So glad you got to enjoy your trips. Yay! Maybe you won’t have a super hard withdrawal after all. Much love to you!

@suemorris6246 4 жыл бұрын

How are you doing now? Im still not off. Ugh

@positivebenzowithdrawal5578 4 жыл бұрын

sue morris hi Sue. Are you holding your dose? I’m in a wave today. A few days after this video I had a window that lasted a few weeks. This wave has been maybe two weeks now and getting worse which means to me I’m peaking and will be over the worst of it soon and then down the other side. That’s how my waves go.

@suemorris6246 4 жыл бұрын

@@positivebenzowithdrawal5578 oh im sorry. Ugh. At least you are on the other side. I wish I was. Starting to taper my last .25. Can't believe how hard it is. How a tiny speck of a pill can disrupt life so much. I like your videos