April Simpkins publishes daughter Cheslie Kryst's posthumous book, "By the Time You Read This"

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CBS Mornings

CBS Mornings

Ай бұрын

Former Miss USA and Extra correspondent Cheslie Kryst shared her excitement about writing her first book, finishing the manuscript shortly before she died by suicide in 2022, at age 30. Her family says she battled severe depression for years. Now, her mother, April Simpkins, is honoring her daughter's wish by publishing her book. It's called "By the Time You Read This: The Space Between Cheslie's Smile and Mental Illness." April Simpkins joins us first on "CBS Mornings." For more information on Cheslie Kryst go to cheslieckrystfoundation.org
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@MollyQueiro
@MollyQueiro 29 күн бұрын
My daughter at 27 just committed suicide. She was a brilliant beautiful creative genius. We are in shock. We are honoring her memory. We don’t see their emotional pain but it’s real!😢
@aj3974
@aj3974 29 күн бұрын
I'm so sorry for your loss.
@ntandosekay
@ntandosekay 29 күн бұрын
So sorry for your loss 😢 May she rest in peace 🌹
@sa832oak2
@sa832oak2 29 күн бұрын
Mt thoughts and prayers are with you ❤
@islandgirl8914
@islandgirl8914 29 күн бұрын
🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽🎚️❤️❤️
@randomvues2130
@randomvues2130 29 күн бұрын
I am sorry for your loss. Sending love.
@vienicestyles
@vienicestyles Ай бұрын
Perfectionism is the enemy of happiness. 👩🏽. This breaks my heart ❤️‍🩹
@vee2841
@vee2841 29 күн бұрын
So true and it doesn’t even exist, it’s not attainable. So sad.💔
@NebraskaFalls-ee7qp
@NebraskaFalls-ee7qp 27 күн бұрын
She wasn't fighting perfection. We live a disgusting world built on stolen land
@user-mb8zl4hq4p
@user-mb8zl4hq4p 26 күн бұрын
It’s a serious problem perfectionism isn’t good enough when we can’t get outta our own ways, she was a beautiful woman, soul, personality wise seems the world was her oyster
@NebraskaFalls-ee7qp
@NebraskaFalls-ee7qp 26 күн бұрын
@@user-mb8zl4hq4p She was a black woman in White amerikka ; please stop generalizing
@soniaadams1828
@soniaadams1828 Ай бұрын
I would like to extend my condolences to Mrs. April Simpkins and her family. I hope that Cheslie's book will be informative and encouraging to readers. Rest in power Cheslie.
@h3artands0uLL
@h3artands0uLL Ай бұрын
❤ same
@blackcherry6877
@blackcherry6877 24 күн бұрын
April looks so beautiful and the fact she is wearing Cheslie's clothes😢💔
@Luv2be
@Luv2be Ай бұрын
People check in on your strong, “happy” friends. They need you. 💚
@SouthFloridaWoman
@SouthFloridaWoman 29 күн бұрын
"By the time u read this" is a heck of a title. I'm sorry for your loss❤
@lb1798
@lb1798 7 күн бұрын
That title breaks my heart💔😪
@donnadunaway5670
@donnadunaway5670 Ай бұрын
Brave mother. What a horrific loss of such an amazing daughter.
@aquillabennett8223
@aquillabennett8223 29 күн бұрын
God she was so beautiful on the inside and out.RIP
@Joie2U
@Joie2U 28 күн бұрын
​@@aquillabennett8223 She truly was, even in spite of haters who bullied her after she won Miss USA. RIP 💔
@jlv3x
@jlv3x Ай бұрын
I wish everyone that suffers from severe depression could realize that tomorrow is always an opportunity to see and feel things differently. What seems so catastrophic to you today may possibly have zero importance to you tomorrow. It's always darkest before the dawn, I pray for self healing for us all!!! 🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽
@DarkChildXXVII
@DarkChildXXVII Ай бұрын
I couldn't help but cry while watching this. I have struggled with life-long severe depression myself, and hearing what Cheslie went through made me feel as though we are kindred spirits so to speak. Cheslie seemed like such a wonderful role model, and I am devastated that such a kind, beautiful spirit is gone. However, I am grateful that her mother has been able to publish Cheslie's book.
@bellaendale7174
@bellaendale7174 Ай бұрын
So sorry to hear of your struggles. Sending e hugs and love, light, and strength your way. ❤ 🙏
@llKatiriall
@llKatiriall 29 күн бұрын
Don’t loose hope, you matter
@citygirlingraham
@citygirlingraham 29 күн бұрын
Sadly, major depression is so exhausting and I know my son suffers the same way, but he doesn’t fake it. He lives it EVERY DAY. I understand this completely…
@rememberableoccassions9079
@rememberableoccassions9079 29 күн бұрын
I had a co worker who committed suicide in 2013. It was sad because she had so much to live for. She was engaged and about to have her 1st grandchild. When it happened it was like why…… or who knew….. I wish she would have gotten the help. She was like a ray of sunshine and made others smile. Sending prayers to her family.
@AnyasXennDen
@AnyasXennDen 29 күн бұрын
I watched the episode of Red Table Talk when Cheslie’s parents shared her story. I was in the midst of severe depression and hopelessness. I don’t share with others when I’m in that state because it is too much bare it and share it. After their episode I sought help. Cheslie’s story made me realize I wanted to fight. I don’t want to leave a note like hers. It made me realize at least I wasn’t at that point so there was still some hope and I could try. I’m better now. Not 100, but not where I was. I think about her story often. I can’t wait to read her book. I hope Cheslie is shining and thriving in peace and love ✨✨
@ladyvkay
@ladyvkay 29 күн бұрын
Thank you for sharing your story 💜 You WILL make it! Inspired by you
@kaybrown2201
@kaybrown2201 29 күн бұрын
I wish you love and strength. You belong here, you are needed in this world. I too have my moments but I will continue to fight. We will fight and emerge victorius.
@msrhonda
@msrhonda 29 күн бұрын
I’m so glad you decided to fight and still here with us💞 May God continue to strengthen you because you have purpose 💞
@krisxxxxw
@krisxxxxw Ай бұрын
Rest in peace Cheslie ❤
@steveconn
@steveconn Ай бұрын
That's what parents should do, carry on for children in the case they can't go on any longer. RIP Chelsie Sympkins
@tjmichael8773
@tjmichael8773 Ай бұрын
heartbreaking...I went through such a difficult teens and early 20s but then thought it was all behind me until I hit my 40s and had a midlife crisis that lasted a 7 years. Luckily, I came out of it, survived it as I approach 50
@iammeallday
@iammeallday Ай бұрын
The people that harassed and bullied thus woman need to held accountable
@catcat9582
@catcat9582 29 күн бұрын
Agree
@mayenessien9370
@mayenessien9370 26 күн бұрын
Very true. And they will. Every life is precious to Jehovah. He sees everything and there will be an accounting. Job 31:14.
@MrTwonetwone
@MrTwonetwone 25 күн бұрын
Naw, teach your kids to stand up to bullies
@prettimama0420
@prettimama0420 22 күн бұрын
who bullied her I didn't hear about that. I think she was just sad
@kammyr4082
@kammyr4082 22 күн бұрын
​@@MrTwonetwonestanding up to these bullies as a blk woman means being fired from your job or being expelled from school. It's not easy to speak up when you're never heard.
@titiwashable
@titiwashable Ай бұрын
This is still so heartbreaking. Cheslie's death impacted me so much b/c she seemed to have it all. I mean, Gayle King was one of her mentors!! Yet, it is a reminder that mental illness is so heavy. It takes a lot of intention to heal or work through its challenges. I truly pray she's found the rest and peace she sought and needed.
@angelblue52
@angelblue52 27 күн бұрын
She copied that blonde Russian model who fell/jumped (reason unknown) a building in NY. Like I understand depression but making it the public’s problem like that is.. a choice. I mean what if she fell on someone or the sight of seeing someone jump is traumatizing. And then sending the mom a lengthy text? It’s just.. awful
@jessicamarie8299
@jessicamarie8299 13 күн бұрын
@@angelblue52 I don’t think so. There are many people that jump off buildings in NYC. It’s like a common thing really really sad.
@FitzyS
@FitzyS 18 күн бұрын
I randomly think about this girl.. never knew her or anything but it was eye opening that you NEVER know what people are going through.
@lb1798
@lb1798 7 күн бұрын
Me too....She truly was a person that seemed to "have everything". Her hair was so full amazing and gorgeous....sometimes I can see her face and wonder.....why did her mind torture her so much😢💔😪
@jinjin0135
@jinjin0135 Ай бұрын
God I hope she is at peace. I dont see how anybody missing her could find peace.😢
@Nothingsfakehere
@Nothingsfakehere 29 күн бұрын
Unfortunately! I don’t think she’s at peace now because she’s committed a deadly sin of taking a life? HER OWN! But you don’t have to take my word? Read it for yourself!…KJV: EXODUS 20:13
@hlyt627
@hlyt627 28 күн бұрын
@@Nothingsfakehere yk you can just say your condolences without typing this…
@Nothingsfakehere
@Nothingsfakehere 28 күн бұрын
@@hlyt627 Excuse me?
@hlyt627
@hlyt627 28 күн бұрын
@@Nothingsfakehere you didn’t need to say all of that just say RIP. What if her friends and family see your comments, it’s insensitive.
@mustafaa965
@mustafaa965 Ай бұрын
Cheslie was in pain. Condolences to her mother and the rest of her family. I have not bought a book in a long time, but probably buy this one...
@crystalsherman8896
@crystalsherman8896 Ай бұрын
Still so sad. I to have struggled with depression and suicidal thoughts. It's my faith and fear of God and going to he'll that kept me from killing myself.
@andrewmartinez2726
@andrewmartinez2726 Ай бұрын
That name
@mwandikay
@mwandikay Ай бұрын
Same
@ayeeshahm9078
@ayeeshahm9078 Ай бұрын
Sending you love and prayers for the light to shine in your dark areas,and heal your pain. I pray that you're surrounded by support and goodness 🙏🏻
@kaylasweet5431
@kaylasweet5431 Ай бұрын
Sending prayers to you that God may heal you from the top of your crown to the bottom of your feet in Jesus name Amen
@07ikkin
@07ikkin Ай бұрын
Yes, and just the little bit of hope that things COULD get better
@shansmith7100
@shansmith7100 22 күн бұрын
Coming from a person who’s suffered from clinical depression from teens to mid 40’s, sometimes there is NO ONE or NOTHING that can pull you out of this. People say talk but some are too far gone. There is not one day that goes by that I don’t think about taking my life. I hold on for my one and only child. But unless you have had that mind that goes off into wonderland whenever it wants you’ll never know. People let go for peace.I am NOT condoning suicide. I am expressing the mental pain of being ok one minute then feeling your mind slip in another minute and there’s no activity or person or thing that can steer you out that frustrating black hole. Or those days of feeling outside your body! Boy it’s a battle that no one deserves.
@charleslewis6815
@charleslewis6815 Ай бұрын
Heartbreaking.. she was a bright light…
@twinmommygenise
@twinmommygenise 29 күн бұрын
This breaks my heart to watch. God rest her soul. Her mom is incredibly strong. Extending prayers and strength to her family.
@mellowmayelo
@mellowmayelo Ай бұрын
Sometimes, people inheret mental problems that have plauged the family for generations. It will always come in varying degrees but there will always be at least one person to be afflicted. It's very important to try and identify these problems at a young age to work on them before they take such a hold on someone
@DeeDiamond2981
@DeeDiamond2981 Ай бұрын
My family is this. Unfortunately it gets covered up..
@mellowmayelo
@mellowmayelo Ай бұрын
@@DeeDiamond2981 yeah families prioritize appearances or are just brainwashed. It makes their kids develop problems themselves
@DeeDiamond2981
@DeeDiamond2981 Ай бұрын
@@mellowmayelo yea. For sure
@livealittle3216
@livealittle3216 25 күн бұрын
Well said.
@JESUSWONTHEWAR
@JESUSWONTHEWAR 29 күн бұрын
I never knew Cheslie, but I was so sad to learn of her death. 😢
@whitmichelletv
@whitmichelletv 29 күн бұрын
What a wonderful, strong, considerate, and loving mother. I’m so happy her mother showed her love and does not fault herself.
@terrywalker2437
@terrywalker2437 28 күн бұрын
Emotional pain is the worst pain. You can take a pill to ease physical pain. But with emotional pain comes a hopelessness that is never ending.
@ajordan1847
@ajordan1847 Ай бұрын
I was just thinking about her, too. ❤
@khismet
@khismet Ай бұрын
I recently glimpse a picture of her during a tribute to Mandisa. RIP Mandisa & Cheslie😢🕊
@jeg0623
@jeg0623 Ай бұрын
@@khismetomg Mandisa don’t get me started 😢
@ajordan1847
@ajordan1847 Ай бұрын
@@khismet I can't stop thinking of them both. 💔 🙏🏾
@YogaBlissDance
@YogaBlissDance 29 күн бұрын
So sad she took her life...so much to give to the world. What a gorgeous family, damnnn.
@blackcherry6877
@blackcherry6877 24 күн бұрын
Cheslie was so beautiful inside and out. I wish she knew how much we need people like her here on earth. We have to not believe the untruthful thoughts that the enemy puts in our minds. I'll never forget her❤🙏🏽
@patmartin4473
@patmartin4473 Ай бұрын
Its were nice to see this interview because we as people miss her too gale and Nathan handed this well talking to her mother she will always be beautiful inside and out love you Chelsea where ever you are God bless you
@smoochesnfeathers9493
@smoochesnfeathers9493 23 күн бұрын
She was so gorgeous!! And such a light, you never know what people are going through.
@ceelli2534
@ceelli2534 Ай бұрын
Just heartbreaking.
@GoldenGraham25
@GoldenGraham25 24 күн бұрын
I hate suicide. It’s taken so many beautiful souls.
@user-kt2jj6se3m
@user-kt2jj6se3m 6 күн бұрын
Such a beautiful girl I Love You and your beautiful family. Your legacy continues with us . We Love You Cheslie kryst.
@BerachahJudah
@BerachahJudah Ай бұрын
Really sad. I wonder if she was pressured to be perfect when she was younger. That part when her mom said she focused on that small part she didn’t get right. That’s someone who suffered from perfectionism, unfortunately. We have to reinforce to our children that failure is a part of life. That we cannot do everything with a 100% result. Everything that we struggle with goes right back to our childhood and I can bet that’s the genesis of her struggles in this regard. I can attest that, that all my adult struggles stem from childhood trauma or experiences. I will add however that depression is a whole e beast that sometimes has no answers as to why. Life is just a strange journey and unfortunately it gets too overwhelming for some people.
@marcushicks9463
@marcushicks9463 Ай бұрын
May she Rest In Peace I was just thinking about her the other day I remember when it happened and it is just so sad she was really beautiful I wish her family the best and hope they can move forward gracefully Definitely will grab the book asap RWG cheslie K 🙏🏿
@cjfulbright
@cjfulbright 29 күн бұрын
Praying for her Mom and others who are suffering loss 😢.
@Angelinesekle
@Angelinesekle 22 күн бұрын
I think of her often ❤❤ this was a wake up call to me for high functioning depression awareness in my friends and myself
@andreachung396
@andreachung396 Ай бұрын
Damn wish i could have hugged her before she jumped. Breaks my heart she felt like she had nothing to contribute in this life any longer :'(
@cocoaorange1
@cocoaorange1 29 күн бұрын
Considering she had a loving family, or at least it appears they were close, all families have ups and downs. Two masters degress, in business and law, a pageant winner, and successful TV personality. Yes people and world are mean and cruel at times, but most of us cope. It is sad and tragic her demons got the best of her. I think she had a loving fiancee as well, unless they broke up. I hope to read her book once it comes to libraries. All the best to her mom and family.
@Joie2U
@Joie2U 28 күн бұрын
​@@cocoaorange1Cheslie and her ex broke up before her passing.
@Joie2U
@Joie2U 11 күн бұрын
@@StellaGibson-cm1hz I know it may seem hard to believe, but from what I recall, she did not have a BF or SO when she passed. But if you doubt me, try watching all of her vids starting from her time as Miss USA all the way up to her final vid, and see what you think. There were allegations of cheating which led to their breakup, but I don't know how factual that is.🤷🏽‍♀️
@Joie2U
@Joie2U 9 күн бұрын
​​​@@StellaGibson-cm1hzI recall seeing a couple of photos of her online with an alleged exbf taken around the time of her reign as Miss USA (I don't know if their breakup preceded the end of her reign or if it came after). As for her being a lesbian, I consider that to be unfounded gossip, which sadly she's no longer here to confirm or deny. With that said, in light of the recent news about the two beauty queens and an executive who've stepped down within the Miss USA organization, I can't help but wonder if Cheslie dealt with any of the alleged same toxicity within the organization during her reign. It was well known how many haters dragged her after she won Miss USA and completed her reign, but no doubt all that negativity and vitriol had a terrible impact on her mental health. I wish she had found the peace she craved during her life and found a way to rise above the ugly side of life.
@Joie2U
@Joie2U 8 күн бұрын
​​@@StellaGibson-cm1hzYou're welcome. Allegedly, Cheslie faced pressure from her mom to return to her law career after her reign as Miss USA ended, but she couldn't take the micro-aggression and discrimination she faced from others within the profession. Law is her stepfather's profession, pageantry was her mom's. Don't know what her father does for a living, but it seems like Cheslie gave up in trying to find her true calling, purpose, and passion in life. I don't think she really was all that fulfilled in working for _Extra,_ as Hollywood's obsession with youth and negativity on ageism only made her loathe being in her 30's (not to mention the haters who made an issue over her being the oldest Miss USA to win the crown). With that said, it's too bad that she couldn't have been mentored by some of the older women in her life whom she admired. They could've told her that with her being in her 30's, she was just getting started and had a lot of living left to do. Her mom's statement of "treating each day as though it were their last" sounds like she accepted that Cheslie would one day succeed in taking her own life.😞
@BusinessBox13
@BusinessBox13 28 күн бұрын
What isn’t being said is the crushing weight of perfectionism - those of us who suffer from depression, anxiety, and more know that most daily things gets us worked up (anxiety) and bring us down (depression). I’ve had my stomach in knots & diarrhea a few times a week from just getting ready for work. Hitting snooze at least 10x every morning until the thought of being late or a forgotten task jolts me out of bed thanks to anxiety. I cried everyday I had to go to work bc of a toxic environment and genuinely hating my job (even tho I’m high ranking, high earning, accomplished, and revered). My stomach is twisting as I write this. Rest on, Cheslie. You don’t have to suffer in your own mind, anymore.
@bamarealist
@bamarealist 28 күн бұрын
I wish you love, peace, & happiness. Please don’t be ashamed or afraid to ask for the help you may need to push through the tough times.🙏😇
@BusinessBox13
@BusinessBox13 20 күн бұрын
@@bamarealistthank you. I’ve been getting “the” help for 6yrs. Therapy & meds. Asking for help doesn’t “fix” it & there’s only so much help others can give. No one can live life for us and we can’t outsource 100% of things, bc depression permeates the way one sees & experiences the world.
@bamarealist
@bamarealist 19 күн бұрын
@@BusinessBox13 I understand.🌼💛
@user-nj1rn3qq2p
@user-nj1rn3qq2p Ай бұрын
Depression hate racism sadness is real people get the help y’all need
@pegeggeggleston4315
@pegeggeggleston4315 Ай бұрын
Thank you for sharing her story. You did her proud. God Bless. Love PegEgg
@lmc2375
@lmc2375 26 күн бұрын
Self love, knowing your worth is crucial - it's one's own inner strength. RIP to her. 🙏💫❤
@adrienne7642
@adrienne7642 29 күн бұрын
Strong, graceful and beautiful mother. I see where she got it from. Prayers of comfort to her family. She will not be forgotten
@RaehMoon7
@RaehMoon7 28 күн бұрын
Deeply relatable. Such a beautiful soul and I feel so connected to her, in a kindred spirit sense, as I’ve been “there”. And the conversation about duality is true with those of us who LIVE with depression while praying through it. Each day is a blessing and it’s hard to share unless we feel completely comfortable sharing our true feelings with someone who has a special capacity to make us feel safe and heard rather than judged or placated amid an episode. My heart goes out to her mom and everyone who loved and supported her when she needed it most.
@Peacepeacelovelove
@Peacepeacelovelove 23 күн бұрын
Ladies embrace your darkside/shadow side, this will help you navigate the hard times. When you face your shadow, you face the entirety of your being, nothing is hidden, and everything is revealed. From that point forward, you can look at yourself, fully, and love and honor, every single aspect of who you are🙏🏾
@littlefinger5199
@littlefinger5199 Ай бұрын
Sending so much love to her mom and family ❤❤❤❤❤
@Roma-SRyan
@Roma-SRyan Ай бұрын
Cheslie said in the days b4 she murdered herself, she felt like she was mourning. she was mourning, her old self, she was releasing all the old pain, if only she understood that all those tears was her finally releasing the emotional baggage she was holding onto.
@tiffyjade690
@tiffyjade690 29 күн бұрын
Wow! Mom April is gorgeous!
@ajohonly3721
@ajohonly3721 Ай бұрын
So beautiful so young gone too soon . 😢
@Nothingsfakehere
@Nothingsfakehere 29 күн бұрын
She was so Beautiful! When I first heard that she’d passed on; I accepted that. But when I’d heard the horrific details “I said NO WAY!” There ain’t No Way! On God’s Green Earth That She Committed Suicide? And The Way That She Did it!…I STILL TILL THIS DAY DO NOT BELIEVE THAT SHE DID THIS TO HERSELF!?!? LOVE ALWAYS! CHESLIE 🙏🏽❤️💐🤗
@citygirlingraham
@citygirlingraham 29 күн бұрын
So what then? You don’t think a beautiful successful woman (who suffers from depression) could die by suicide? So what she was murdered? Is that your thought? This only adds to the stigma, conspiracy theories regarding suicide…
@herjade3593
@herjade3593 29 күн бұрын
Her mother sacrificed her pay close attention to the interview and body language of everyone especially the guy
@herjade3593
@herjade3593 29 күн бұрын
​@@citygirlingraham .
@Nothingsfakehere
@Nothingsfakehere 29 күн бұрын
@@citygirlingraham Yes! I suffered depression and I too! Am beautiful! But what I’m saying is the way she died by jumping to her death from a 60-story tall bldg from the 29th Flr. Heck! No…Ain’t No Way!!!! Then 2 other beautiful models around the same year jumped to their deaths off bldg’s too! Allegedly!
@Nothingsfakehere
@Nothingsfakehere 29 күн бұрын
@@herjade3593 Yes! Just like Regina King sacrificed her handsome son who looked just like her. 😪🙏🏽💔
@KaycetheAce2
@KaycetheAce2 23 күн бұрын
Today is her birthday & this video was in my suggestions. 🤍 Happy Birthday Cheslie Kryst! 🕊️
@valeriemartinez3505
@valeriemartinez3505 23 күн бұрын
A mothers love is beautiful ❤❤❤❤🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻 I pray stigma with suicide and mental illness stops 🙏🏻
@bamarealist
@bamarealist 20 күн бұрын
I can tell Cheslie was a beautiful person, inside & out. I wish nothing but the best for her parents, her stepdad, her siblings, & loved ones and friends.💛 The videos I’ve seen surrounding Cheslie and her family and friends show true love & genuine happiness. I know that that same love & peace shall remain in their hearts.🙏✨💛😇🌸
@swatidoesthings
@swatidoesthings Ай бұрын
What a strong woman.
@hayleytaylor589
@hayleytaylor589 29 күн бұрын
I am buying her book on Friday.
@michaeld.williamsiii9026
@michaeld.williamsiii9026 Ай бұрын
Such a deeply sad, tragic loss, I’ll never forget the news.😢💔😢 It triggered my own suicidality due to so much grief, losses, & deep pain.😔😢😔 Due to the devastating loss of my adopted mom, the mom I never had.💔 On top of so many other losses and pain in my life as a former foster child/teen ultimate adoptee. The world/society may see the smile, but you never, ever know what someone is enduring, going through, or bearing.💔Nevertheless, indeed my sincerest condolences, along with deepest sympathies to Cheslie’s mom, dad, family/loved ones overall.😢🙏🏾🕊️
@deneenogbeide5087
@deneenogbeide5087 24 күн бұрын
Thanks for sharing her story.
@777videos7777
@777videos7777 23 күн бұрын
I’ve been anticipating this book.
@delilahmode9536
@delilahmode9536 29 күн бұрын
Yes i thought I was the only one seeing something wrong with the mother
@Queen76543
@Queen76543 21 күн бұрын
She was a beautiful lady❤❤❤❤
@kammyr4082
@kammyr4082 22 күн бұрын
Such a beautiful mom!❤❤
@leedebarros7434
@leedebarros7434 Ай бұрын
Rest well❤
@bluepeter128
@bluepeter128 28 күн бұрын
Wow!! That's mom, she's lovely!!
@annamc8228
@annamc8228 28 күн бұрын
Wow, the whole dynamic is hard to wrap your mind around. May the mom be comforted in the quiet moments. That has to be a challenge
@sanaiahmonet
@sanaiahmonet 7 күн бұрын
I just find it so crazy how you could look so happy and be battling so many demons inside. 😢 mental illness sucksss
@sophia8405
@sophia8405 Ай бұрын
i miss her 😢
@FlowerPow-tz1cn
@FlowerPow-tz1cn 28 күн бұрын
Oh my goodness. I’m buying the book.
@justfabbermuda2202
@justfabbermuda2202 27 күн бұрын
As a mom of 2 grown kids, this would destroy me but listening to April say she doesn’t have guilt, I cried 😢because I know this isn’t easy. I pray she has peace knowing she was the best mom ever
@barbietheegod9452
@barbietheegod9452 29 күн бұрын
Lord comfort this mother🙏
@nickymills2494
@nickymills2494 29 күн бұрын
I hate to play devils advocate but that Beauty pageant culture seems to be a breeding ground for all things negative where one is endlessly chasing perfection and nothing is ever good enough … I pray for eternal peace over her mom and that her soul rests in peace !🙏
@andreawilliams1509
@andreawilliams1509 10 күн бұрын
Ironic comment from me but I'm beginning to think most of the social sites have that same thing. The algorithms are to hook you in and the never ending need to top up someone else through commentary is not healthy for most. Not sure of solutions but we as a society have been sold dirty laundry and most of us who wear it metaphorically speaking are suffering for it.
@TheBlvdjewel
@TheBlvdjewel 28 күн бұрын
I love you Gayle. Please let Nate and Tony speak more ;)
@jedarglobal3245
@jedarglobal3245 12 күн бұрын
This is really sad and must be difficult for April to live with. That book title is quite telling though.
@tboss3276
@tboss3276 Ай бұрын
Jesus loves you!❤❤❤ Don't give up.
@helenannleeshung9028
@helenannleeshung9028 Ай бұрын
What a Gargantuan Loss !💔
@cartomancycarmen
@cartomancycarmen Ай бұрын
Beautiful Cheslie ❣️
@MotorCityRealness313
@MotorCityRealness313 29 күн бұрын
It’s sad you can achieve your dreams do great things in life you can have so much support and love from thousands millions of fans and still be mentally defeated sometimes that’s not enough healing and trusting god is important what you feel inside you have to heal
@--ag
@--ag 29 күн бұрын
I know that depression and pain
@AtheneHolder
@AtheneHolder 24 күн бұрын
as others have been saying, check on your strong friends they may need you. but also let's acknowledge the mother's beauty, clearly that young lady was blessed in that department, title or not
@rae2972
@rae2972 17 күн бұрын
Cheslie Corinne Kryst. Her name was very pretty. I believe Jamie fox’s daughter is also named “Corinne”. I’ve always liked that name. Rip poor girl
@lb1798
@lb1798 7 күн бұрын
Hearing Gayle pause/sigh caught in my throat😢
@user-mb8zl4hq4p
@user-mb8zl4hq4p 26 күн бұрын
, if there are red flags then should have gotten her some help outside of her normal routines , a mental health professional, mental health aide, counseling. She was clearly not getting enough support and attention, it’s unfortunate and unacceptable that we don’t see red flags or ignore them, rip, condolences to the beautiful daughter ,
@feelbetter2427
@feelbetter2427 Ай бұрын
Fly high Chelsie. We know you’re at rest with the Creator 🕊️ 🙏🏾
@Joie2U
@Joie2U 28 күн бұрын
Eccl. 9:5, 6, 10.
@runoz2839
@runoz2839 29 күн бұрын
ppl think cuz your beautiful, cute, pretty , etc that~ life is easy... and everything is o. k NOT!!! its even harder.
@l3l3Cakes
@l3l3Cakes 23 күн бұрын
Yes people hold seemingly perfect people to a standard that’s humanly impossible.
@runoz2839
@runoz2839 23 күн бұрын
@@l3l3Cakes that they think are perfect cuz of l👀ks... no one is perfect
@runoz2839
@runoz2839 21 күн бұрын
@@l3l3Cakes perfect ??? to think about it (perfect) is a strange word...
@angelblue52
@angelblue52 27 күн бұрын
Anyone else feel like the mom is a narcissist? She just gives off those vibes. Like seems completely unbothered of the fact that her daughter is gone. And is instead making it about herself. Super weird/sus energy. She just rubs me the wrong way.
@Caotic3
@Caotic3 26 күн бұрын
What a disgusting and cruel comment. She is a mother grieving the loss of her child and is showing STRENGTH by publishing her book and continuing her legacy. Shame on you for this comment.
@angelblue52
@angelblue52 23 күн бұрын
@@Caotic3 Stay delulu cause something isn't right here
@cascade00
@cascade00 Ай бұрын
We do talk. But we can't make any type of so called "wild claim" to anybody who chooses to be in a so called position to help without being criminalized or retraumatized. Which causes lack of purpose. If these thoughts, if homelessness, is criminalized, while squatting is not, and people who choose homelessness so as to choose human decency, we are punished. Then punished further in homeless shelters, you tell me, where is the purpose? Since Cheslie we lost Dr. Bailey, and Mandisa, and many more. Too soon.
@Dallas3212
@Dallas3212 Ай бұрын
but it has not been confirmed how we lost Mandisa. What are you thinking?
@cascade00
@cascade00 Ай бұрын
​@@Dallas3212then you can think about how we lost John Barnett of Boeing
@Dallas3212
@Dallas3212 Ай бұрын
@@cascade00 what?
@Queen76543
@Queen76543 21 күн бұрын
Mom ❤❤❤❤is beautiful as well
@lisabaxter323
@lisabaxter323 Ай бұрын
🙏🏾♥️
@gabbymiles5655
@gabbymiles5655 Ай бұрын
🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾
@Sarappreciates
@Sarappreciates 21 күн бұрын
I'm so sorry for her family, but I have nothing but respect for Cheslie. Suicide is a deeply personal decision that should never be taken lightly. I admire that she was able to comfort her family with her final words. Having dealt with depression for my entire life, I often don't know if I can keep mustering "one more day," but the longer I do, the more I realize that "I have no purpose" isn't up to me; it's up to everyone else around me who sees the purpose more clearly than I can for myself. We don't completely own ourselves. That, and medication has really helped me. Thank goodness for modern medicine.
@SG-mf5nd
@SG-mf5nd 28 күн бұрын
That she had to wear a mask says it all. She had a realness she could not share, and she pandered to the game of those around her. Who wants to live in a world where you cannot be fully yourself. It's wise to reject that. She didn't want to pay the price for rejecting it openly... the image mattered to her. She felt she could Not share it, or she would lose her place, her standing... I don't know about that. I am minimally interested in the standards of others, because I find those standards often deficient... because they are False. But to sync with those standards is indeed to have clout.
@ememmichaeludo2044
@ememmichaeludo2044 21 күн бұрын
She looks exactly like her mum. Her mum is strong. So sad for this young lady. 😔😔😔
@audreymo63
@audreymo63 21 күн бұрын
Wish she was still with you😢
@user-db8kq8te5z
@user-db8kq8te5z 29 күн бұрын
❤😢
@tedrinaboone6800
@tedrinaboone6800 29 күн бұрын
🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾
@Danny-fs1hk
@Danny-fs1hk Ай бұрын
Very powerful!
@mallorygraf8574
@mallorygraf8574 Ай бұрын
😔🙏💔
@user-sn2oq4qt7b
@user-sn2oq4qt7b Ай бұрын
I always think of her as a pageant fan i always see her
@cascade00
@cascade00 29 күн бұрын
I can tell you there's only two responses, people silently take notice of your care for them, and later will remember you silently So all the people I met along the way and truly wished the best for, and cared about their wellbeing, they feel your sincerity. or people dark mirror you. Dark mirroring can only create more fearless humans. What this means is did you ever get the sense that you were supposed to laugh over your plight? And you were supposed to take your plight of inhumane treatment by society and humans, 100% lightly and laugh about suffering. So as we are made to be more and more fearless, we don't fear death. I can tell you that I still feel the underlying joi de vivre for life and excitement for living life.
@KayciazWorld
@KayciazWorld 21 күн бұрын
May Cheslie rest in the arms of Jesus. What a strong and amazing mother ti do this. May God bring peace and blessings upon this family 🙏✝️
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