Instagram: instagram.com/irtezalive/

I was in class 4rth at that time ..I still remember when I heard about this attack , I was unable to sleep at night .I couldn't go to the school fearlessly ..You are such a brave man ! May Allah bless you .Thankyou for so many likes !

I had goosebumps the entire time the video was playing. I can’t even imagine what you must’ve gone through. 💔

I also served in APS as a computer teacher and i felt it as my second home. The love, association, commitment and learning i got from here is commendable. Your such a brave survivor. Experiencing such brutal massacre isn’t easy, it kills us before our death. May Allah succeed you in your life and give you peace. Ameen.

Heartbreaking 💔 I was in class class 5th that time , yaha India me newspaper ke front page me cover hua tha yeh scene . Me 2-3 din tak yehi soch yaha tha 🥺. 🙏🏻🙏🏻🇮🇳🇵🇰

I remember this attack When I was in 6 class but I was not in that school but there was a girl in my class she was also my friend and was from peshawar. Her two brothers used to study there and they both got killed, when she heard the news she did not came to school for week and when after week she came, she could not stand, there was a visible sadness on her face, her eyes were sunk in tears, she did not talk to anyone, she used to suddenly cry during class timings. May Allah give Sabr to those who have lost their loved ones, and give the people who were killed in the attack the highest rank in Jannah Ameen

I lost my cousin during Aps attack 😔he was like my brother... Hats off to all of you who survived and faced all this trauma May Allah bless you Ameen

how painful it is to lose the ones you have studied with.. your friends, your teachers, the atmosphere of your school ruined to terror... it brings back horrific memories to us, imagine the worst times of your lives, forever haunting you..

i Remember i was in 7 class and mein school nhi gai thi.. us din chutti ki thi.. mn cartons dekh ri thi or channels scroll krty krty news channel aa giya.. mn news nhi dekhti thi.. pr aik headline ki wja se rukgai.. or dekhny lagi.. mn baghty howy apni ami k pas gai thi or roty howy btaya k school mn aisy howa.. mujy dar tha k mery school mn kia ho rha hoga..itni smjh nhi thi k unko kch nhi pata abi or bht roi.. meri ami ne mujy roty dekha wo b rony lagyn.. us din mere ghar mn soog tha... Aj bi wo din yad krti ankhyn bheeg jati hn.. Hats off to you. Stay strong.

Hats off to you man Tears were rolling down my cheek after listening that heart wrenching scenario 💔 I myself cant forget that day when i listened about that incident it was so disturbing though i didn't face that situation You're so courageous!!!! May Allah Succeed you in your life!

I remember we were in school when the attack happened and one of the school teacher came in and told our sir to come out of the class and before leaving they told us not to open the door unless it's our sir When he returned, he told us about the attack and said the we need to pray for all those who r still in that school and the next day almost the whole school was crying. Hats off to u brother....U r very strong stay blessed☺

I’ve been studying at Aps my whole life . I remember I was in 3rd grade when this happened, next day half of the class only showed and there was silence no one was talking to each other. I remember my class teacher came that day we discussed what happened and she started crying. (I was at the time in APS sadder Karachi)

Can't able to control my tears even after 7 Years ..... May Allah pak gives you strength , protect our country and grant all those martyrs in highest rank in jannat ❤️ Aameen sumaAmeen ✨

6 years later I was in 4th standard .. I still remember after this attack humaarey school mn bhi dhamki ayi thi .. I study in DHACSS PH 4 now I'm in 10th.. when teachers told this to us we told them k ma'am hum zaroor school ayengy jesy wo APS k bachey nhi darey hum b NHi darengy .. and I swear after this we were proud of you all ... More power to you man ❤️ and may all the shuhada rest in peace in jannah 🥺❤️

"Great Nations never forget their heros." Every word of your video can tell the pain, grief and tears and that fear but it make us strong and united. As a Nation and your sister, thank you for your sacrificing. Stay healthy and powerful

I was just 15 years old at that time. We use to watch PTV at that time i remember my sister came from uni and told us what just happened i oppened laptop search each and every thing but none of TV channel was giving anything that looks horrible just 7-8 clips were circulating.. next day newspapers were bombarded with this news .. those pictures i still can't forget.. i cried for straight 8 months thinking about those children, their mothers their futures still i remember some names like mubeen and his class mates.. Whenever i remember that horrible incident my heart sinks, i cry and i pray for them that's all we can do.. The anxiety i faced i can't imagine the trauma of survivors 🙌🙌🙌 much more to write... Allah bless you all..♥️

It was truly a black day not only for Pakistan, but for the whole of humanity. May Allah have mercy on us and grant the martyrs the highest rank in paradise.

It is so gut wrenching and the wounds are still fresh EVERY TIME I hear these stories as I’ve been an APS student since childhood.

Heart breakin scenario 💔💔💔No words.....May Allah give them highest place on jannat✨🙏

It takes alot of courage to talk about something so deep ! Hats off ! Im so sorry you had to go through all this. May allah (swt) grant each & every martyr the highest rank in jannah . Ameen

The grief of this loss will never end. I didn’t know these martyrs yet i felt like i lost people precious to me. Whenever i read their individual stories of them trying protect their friends, whenever i see interviews of their family member or friends, i feel devastated. They were gems that were taken away too soon, too cruelly. Can’t even begin to imagine the pain of people like you who knew them, who were there when this happened and their family or loved ones. May Allah give sabr o jameel to everyone. May Allah protect our nation. Ameen.

This is so heart-wrenching. I literally had tears watching this video. This is so brave of you that you are here telling your story. I’m currently studying in college and honestly to any student this would be a worst nightmare. I can’t even imagine what you had gone through. It must’ve been traumatic seeing your friends and teachers and hundreds of students lying dead there knowing that in no time you can also be in the same place as their’s. I can’t even imagine that pain. You are so brave and we’re proud of you

I'm a teacher at APS Karachi...we all are in with you😊

I was in 4th class at that time. Barely 9 years old. When I heard about that I couldn't believe. My mother was weeping and she was afraid to send us to school. You are such a brave man. You witnessed the situation many afraid to even think about. May Allah bless you my brother and all the martrys. Ameen!

"I am written in the lives of all you people, just learn to have patience and hope and you will pass me." -fate May Allah give Jannah to all the friends and teachers you have lost

I'm in tears literally you're a real man.

I remember I was in 7th grade (APS quetta) and this incident happened during our final exams... as a kid when I watched the news I didnt get much but then i couldn't control my tears as i watched a clip showing a 7th grade class room full of destruction, blood and books lying on table...the same books I had...the right byte...the science book...but the difference was that those books had blood on them..and that was the most disturbing of all for me...next day was the last paper and I remember I was thinking that maybe that will be the last day of my life...I didn't say anything but I was internally so much afraid of going to school....infact I tried finishing my paper as soon as possible so that I can go out if something happens....there was some sort of silence all around the school Hats off to all those who are living with those unforgettable moments in their heads like u.... who themsleves had seen their loved ones dying Aur salam un shuhda aur nanhi janon pe jo is duniya se rukhsat hue.. 7 saal guzar gaye but still it seems like kal ka waqiya ho

the guy you mentioned who left the exam early is actually our relative's son aimal khan we still mourn him, it was a miracle that you survived and may you have a great life afterwards

Cant imagine the pain you have gone through May Allah bless the highest rank to all those shaheeds in attack

I'm also a student of army public school and I'm proud of it May Allah give peace to their parents . May there soul always rest in peace

I still remember that day was like a doomsday scene. I was just 9 years old... There was no peace for a moment. But still we can't understand what was your condition at that time but I will say that you are very brave I can't stop my tears.۔۔ may Allah grant all of them in highest rank in jannah... Stay blessed... May Allah give more patience to you and all the people who faced this terrible moments and the family of those beloved student.. Allah SWT is with you.... Stay blessed🥺🥺❤️

I was crying throughout the video... No words literally no words 😭 Allah aenda esa waqea duniya ma kbhi na kry.. ALLAH ap ko or sary bachon k walidain or teachers k ghr walon ko himmat dy. Thousands of prayers ♥️🥺

I have also studied in APS all my life. This gave me goosebumps 😭. I am so sorry to hear that you had to go through this trauma.

U are a brave boy,its bot easy to tell the world what you felt but inshAllah you will succeed, may Allah help you always ameen.

Maula Ali (as) said: The day of justice for the oppressor will be more severe than the day of oppression on the oppressed. Nahj al-Balagha

This video saddens me so much. I appreciate you courage irteza . Stay strong always.

I can't even imagine how much you have been through you are so strong 💜

You are so brave to share your story. No one will ever know exactly what you went through but we do share your pain. You sharing your story will help a lot of people who have gone through this or similar terrorist attacks. prayers for you, your family and the families of those who are no longer with us.

Oh Allah ! I was literally weaping throughout the video ! I can't even describe how sad I am ! Those were the bravest kids ! So sad ! You are such a brave person ! Obviously we can't even imagine the situation you and all those students who witnessed this incident , must be going through ! May Allah bless you and may you success in your life ! May Allah bless all martyrs with highest ranks in jannah

I remember it was one night when I was in 3rd grade and I was going to sleep as I had to go school the next day. My family was listening to the headlines when we came to know what had happened. This was that incident which became the reason for fear for our parent, us, and the school authorities which became conscious. Hats off to all the survivors and martyrs

I cried through the whole video, this was so heart wrenching, i wasn't much old when this happened and didn't realize the lost was unbearable, I'm so sorry for your loss, your friends and teachers are martyred and انشاء اللہ they'll enter jannah with no difficulty Ameen. May Allah SWT protect us all and help the grievers Ameen

I can't believe how hard it must've been to take the decision on making the video . I'm glad that those people who survived can live further but I feel so bad for those who passed away . Allah unkay maa baap ko hidayat dain . AMEEN

I am Indian but it's heartbreaking to hear this 😭😭. May Allah protect every innocent.

Allah ho Akbar! Indeed it was the most fatal and devastating incident! I'm an Apscian myself, I was in class 6th. It's truely an unforgettable attack! May Allah give Sabr to you and the families of the shuhada ( Ameen Sumameen ya rabul alamin)

Oh my God.. I'm in tears.. literally..😢 We can't forget this incident even after 100 years later.. Man u are so brave.. 🌸

May Allah protect you forever and bless you with a long, happy, healthy and successful life ahead🤲

Wakhhhhh jiyaaaar....I hope u get so much happiness and success in life Ameen... Your frndz and teachers will be in better place In Shaa Allah ❤❤ Now you have to work hard and make them proud of you...👍

Tears sprinkled down my cheeks while you were narrating the story.

So sad. I am literally crying. Hats off to you. Be brave always. Stay blessed🌸🌸

Brave You, our whole school cried next day in assembly.... Ek Indian

I can feel the pain in ir voive,ye dard aj b hamaray dil me hai.m from n army background,was born in Peshawar, never studied there BUT jb ye hua mje laga mera school tha mere bachay thay sab.aj b wo din mje nai bhoolta kaise tv se ankhain nai hatrai thi,ansi nai rukrahe thay.Allah ap sab k liye zindagi asan kre khushal kre ,or is waqiye k khof se azad kre ameen.or jo bachay chale gae Allah unk ghar walo ko sakoon bakshe or is dunya me jo waqt wo guzarae hai wo unko lamba na lag,apni olad se wo jb milain to is dunia k ye talkh yaad une kabi yad na aye ameen

No body can forget this day ufff I was in pain that day and till now u are a brave person I must say u also can't forget this day u saw everything u were there god help everyone and u stay strong always Allah himmat de sb ko YOU ARE HEROES Allah ap ko bht sari khushiya de ameen

I am also an APS student. Now I am studying in grade 12 at APS.At that time I was in 5th grade. I am a student in an APS in nowshera. That day was really a horrible day and till today whenever a loud sound comes even if it is a chair or table falling or anything which is considered normal voice producing source , we all get frightened along with our teachers. But yes we will never forget that day and prove that APSACIANS are the shining star whether alive or martyred. We are proud to be APSACIANS and yes We all SHALL RISE AND SHINE INSHA ALLAH.

It’s so painful to watch but stay strong you’re a really strong man i can’t even imagine that stay blessed

Its soo heart breaking. May all ur friends and teacher be in the best part of jannah.. and may Allah always keep u in his blessing and protection

Thank you for sharing this story. We all need to hear and remember this. May Allah bless all the martyrs the highest standard in jannah. Ameen

Altough i studied in class 4th at that time in aps saddar , i still remember i couldn't sleep for next one week and cried like hell , more power to you❤️

We will never forget this horrible day 😥😥

This is the most heart breaking video I’ve ever seen🥺Allah sabko sabar aur ajar day ameen

I have no words... May Allah grand highest level of jinnat to all Martyrs of APS... Stay strong man.

Stay strong boy, it was indeed a horrific day for all of us. It'd be great if you add subtitles in English, let the world know your story.

more power to you brother we cant even imagine the pain you have gone through HATS OF TO YOU and may that all beautiful souls rest in peace

I’m speechless🥺 , more power to you irteza💜

Even the thought of all this breaks my heart and you had to go through all of it. Takes courage to recall and speak about such traumatic memories. May God be with you in all the journeys of your life also may he grants the best place to those departed.

Can’t imagine the pain you’ve been through, more power to you! MashAllah you are so brave :)

You've sacrificed a lot, seeing the people you love dead, dead like this is indeed an painful experience. I don't have words to condole you!

U made me cry boy..yahan UK me beth k b hum ap k sath royee hain..jo bachay shaheed huwe Allah un k parents ko sabar jameel ki taufeeq ata farmayee..apko bohot kamyaab keray .ameen

My little bro, this is beyond imagination. May Allah Give sabr to you and everyone. Ameen.

It's so heart breaking!💔 More power to you brother!💔

Salute on u!! such a legend We're proud of ppl like u ♥ May Allah give us that hope nd courage which you have .

A few days ago, I was asking my friend how it would feel when someone's friend dies. She replied to me, ask those people who have lost their friends. Your story made me cry

Itsss soooo much painful even we're explain or even we're can't imagine the feeling like hm log us din tvs k smne bethy thy aur kisi m himt nahi thi na kisi k pass koi ik alfaz kehne ko..like dead body k numbers waqt k sath zyda hoty ...dekh jab hm whn tv k smne s hil bhi nhi skty thy jinhne n face kiya un k ehsaas to smjh s bhr hai .....moree power to you ... ALLAH paak tamam shaheedo k darjat buland frmyee ..aameen sum ameeen 🤲

Ankho ma ansoo agy sirf sun ka 😭💔 Jin logo pa ya sab bhiti Allah unka darjat buland kra unka parents ko sabr dy Ameeen

gave me literal chills cant even imagine what you have gone through

Heartbreaking. Can’t imagine how innocent children feel during such ordeal. May Allah protect all children from such trauma ameen

Ufff un chotay masoom bacho ka dar kaisa hoga.....un kay masoom dil pe kya guzri hogi😢😢😢😢😢😢

I was in 6th grade at that time and i was completely traumatised and couldn’t go to school I was in fear every single time that what if we get attack by them too. Hats off to your bravery ❤️🙌🏻

Speechless 😥May Allah have mercy on all of us.May Allah give patience to all families.May Allah forgive our sins.ameen. This world is soooo brutal !

I love you so much brooo. Wo din kabhi nahi bol sakta 😢 Allah pak shaheed bachoo ko janat me Ala muqam dyy aur un ke parents ko sabr dyy. Ameen

I am also an apsacian and we were discussing about that after the day it was happened and we all were crying💔Keep your head up king🖤May Allah grant everyone jannah🖤

you are a courageous human being.. it is ok to breakdown and then collect yourself my dear! salute to your incredible courage!

It's totally a heart melting story . I was in 6 class when This horrifying accident was happen and now I have passed my FS.C pre medical .I was ready to go to school and then someone told us that APS Peshawar is going through this accident . And I got afraid after this news . Ma Dua krti hon k Allah sb k maa baap ko sbr dy Ameen

Its so heart wrenching more power to you man May Allah bless us and protect us

بیٹا میں نے آپ کی سٹوری سنی۔یہ بہت بڑا سانحہ تھا۔اللہ ان والدین کو صبر عطا فرمائے آمین۔

Every tear tells a story , No one cry without any reason. still remember that day .... :(

I was a child when this incident occur. At that time i was very happy to know about holiday from school. But I don’t know the reason for it. Just after the couple of days i saw a video of APS students and teachers got attacked by terrorist. I was shocked and scared after watching it. At that time i came to know that every holiday is not for remembering the good days, some of them are the worst and painful part of lifetime . THEY all are SHAHEED and they never died. The are alive for us, for their family and friends.

Only tears in my eyes.I am also a mother and a mother feeling is same for every child.I can understand that pain .They all shehzaday of jannut.

this is soo heart breaking and i still get goosebumps and tears while talking about this incident i was in 6th class at that time it was sooo hard to go to school that fear was so heavy and hurtful..May Allah bless all shauhda and you all who ever survived..APS indeed had brave soldiers😭💔

It requires great courage to recall all the harsh memories and share them. U r really courages to talk about it. May Allah make it easy for you Ameen

I had goosebumps while watching the entire video 💓may Allah bless you and your family Ameen 🌹

It was something we can't forget and forgive.. Goosebumps.. May Allah help you and US..

Indeed it was the saddest and most unbelievable and painful event. Allah sab janay walo ko ajar e azeem ata karay..I remember my younger brother was also in APS college in pindi and every day I would worry for him since that massacre happened.

I am having goosebumps while listening this you are so brave ❤️

More power to you 🌸 stay strong

Iam feeling so sorry for the loss.. your loss, our loss! They'll be living in jannah like prince ♥️

I was in class 7 at that time,I still remember when i heard about this horrible attack .i was litteraly unable to sleep at night even I could'nt go to school bcz of this trauma and fear ,still i remeber that days of sorrow, May Allah bless you

I was in class 5 and was studying in APS JR PESHAWAR.... I STILL GET GOOSEBUMPS WHEN I MEMORIZE THAT DAY... THOSE SOUNDS OF HELICOPTERS AND SCREAMS 😟😭

I was in 2 class we played a special tribute to you guys Can not forget those horrible memories till today

Seriously heartbreaking to hear...i have no words to say but seriously those children.. your friends are in peace in jannah. As they are shaheed. اور شہید کو مردا مت کہو وہ زندا ہے، مگر تم نہیں جانتے۔ قران

More power to you buddy! God bless you ❤️