As I Was Moving Ahead Occasionally I Saw Brief Glimpses of Beauty

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i'm cyborg but that's ok

i'm cyborg but that's ok

6 жыл бұрын

movie: Reminiscences of a Journey to Lithuania (Jonas Mekas, 1972)
song: debussy - clair de lune
contact: channelcyborgyt@gmail.com
spotify: goo.gl/qtEtPq

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@imcyborgbutthatsok
@imcyborgbutthatsok 5 жыл бұрын
RIPJonas Mekas I love you forever
@outtakesoflifeofasadman6564
@outtakesoflifeofasadman6564 5 жыл бұрын
:(
@ContinuousFocus
@ContinuousFocus 5 жыл бұрын
@jberger94
@jberger94 5 жыл бұрын
He was a true legend
@diogoconceicao7429
@diogoconceicao7429 5 жыл бұрын
wait you're that same guy that uploads music videos i just realized that, impeccable taste in all art mediums I can see.
@abhaymishra30
@abhaymishra30 5 жыл бұрын
@@diogoconceicao7429 But not a guy, a girl
@SerinaChilli
@SerinaChilli 5 жыл бұрын
This is what I imagine dying to be like. All your life's memories playing before you until the film runs out and you breathe your last breath. This is one of the most beautiful things I've seen and I am truly touched
@isaacerickson2383
@isaacerickson2383 4 жыл бұрын
this touched me today, thanks for sharing it
@gum3335
@gum3335 4 жыл бұрын
exactly what i felt
@lyn3792
@lyn3792 4 жыл бұрын
Is that the full movie?
@xazimir4266
@xazimir4266 3 жыл бұрын
I was touched to the point of crying today. This brought every emotion out of me -
@Football101s
@Football101s Жыл бұрын
@@lyn3792 No, the full movie is nearly 5 hours long
@komiago2149
@komiago2149 6 жыл бұрын
every human being deserves to carry this kind of memories inside of them. i wish i had had a camera
@uknownothing5128
@uknownothing5128 5 жыл бұрын
it's in your phone
@everythingintheuniverse8962
@everythingintheuniverse8962 4 жыл бұрын
Why do you want a camera. Just live
@komiago2149
@komiago2149 4 жыл бұрын
i said i wish i Had had it with me in the past to record moments now precious to me, which i'm scared of forgetting
@Airborne_Art
@Airborne_Art 4 жыл бұрын
r.s. gobi just be happy it happened 🙂😕bless you
@pragatisingh2884
@pragatisingh2884 4 жыл бұрын
@@komiago2149 if they're precious. You won't forget
@xxxfairycorpsexxx7592
@xxxfairycorpsexxx7592 6 жыл бұрын
My mom always played this on the piano then I was little. This makes me painfully nostalgic in such a beautiful way. I miss how happy and bright things used to be. Thank you so much for uploading this, thank you so very much.
@sntjana9348
@sntjana9348 6 жыл бұрын
it was close to dying- a life you've never lived, coming and going in flashes of brilliant light. Places I've never been to, but oddly familiar and leaving me aching. i hope when i die i'd have left behind a life as beautiful as this
@harsangeetsidhu9190
@harsangeetsidhu9190 5 жыл бұрын
You Put my feeling in words ❤️
@AngMarco
@AngMarco 3 жыл бұрын
Every life is this beautiful. It’s the personal marvel that you experience and then leave behind in the soil, to grow for others. ❤️
@plotoyadnaya_rossiyanka
@plotoyadnaya_rossiyanka Жыл бұрын
This film was in my history of experimental cinema university course, so I had to watch it to pass my exams. I didn’t like it much back then and thought it was another boring ass piece of modern art, but now, when I became an involuntary immigrant myself (just like Mekas was), it hits absolutely different. The feeling of nostalgia and sorrow in this film is so strong and genuine that it almost makes me want to cry. RIP Jonas Mekas, he was the true genius.
@xylan9543
@xylan9543 Жыл бұрын
your university and lecturer is dope asf for recommending this movie lol
@dr11eea36
@dr11eea36 2 ай бұрын
where can i find this film
@Katsuhi50
@Katsuhi50 6 жыл бұрын
there is so much nostalgia in the way this song is played.
@Vmvmvmvmvn
@Vmvmvmvmvn 5 жыл бұрын
My favorite documentary of all time. Its impossible to not fall in love with it.
@shivani2080
@shivani2080 3 жыл бұрын
Hey, can you help me with where did you watch it? Please
@bryceherman9231
@bryceherman9231 3 жыл бұрын
@@shivani2080 hope its not too late! its available to rent on mubi for a few dollars
@lamontkhoza2856
@lamontkhoza2856 2 жыл бұрын
@@shivani2080Mubi and The Criterion Channel
@hdhf991
@hdhf991 Жыл бұрын
@@bryceherman9231 i downloaded the app. I can't watch the movie, only the trailer
@sbduman
@sbduman 6 жыл бұрын
I missed my grandmother after watching this, think I'm gonna visit her this weekend...
@ZZ-ue8ic
@ZZ-ue8ic 3 жыл бұрын
Yes please, I miss mine so much. I wish I could see her again.. too bad she’s gone.. so soon.. please give your grandma hugs and just appreciate the small moments with her because you never know when she will be gone. Try your best to only have good memories. Thank you
@AntiAuthority55
@AntiAuthority55 6 жыл бұрын
This song is so depressing and moving. It made me think of the last woman I dated that ended badly. The lost memories. The hope that things would blossom into something beautiful, but instead slowly faded away and died. Now nothing but an empty space of lost time and pain remains.
@user-hl1ct3yh1r
@user-hl1ct3yh1r 2 жыл бұрын
Felt
@1ofmonster
@1ofmonster 6 жыл бұрын
very beautiful, my eyes are filled with tears !!
@thebunnyandthemoon7767
@thebunnyandthemoon7767 6 жыл бұрын
in love with you profile picture and name !!
@dearimena7466
@dearimena7466 6 жыл бұрын
"I never let you down world, but you did lousy things to me"
@user-xy9dr6zj8t
@user-xy9dr6zj8t Ай бұрын
I will never forget them my friends
@laurencronenberg1427
@laurencronenberg1427 6 жыл бұрын
This video is so beautiful... there is something melancholic about it...
@clarcc
@clarcc 5 жыл бұрын
I'm crying. This is art.
@luvabean
@luvabean 5 жыл бұрын
stoic and resolute in my simple computer chair.... i hang my heart and head sobbing, at the beauty ...of timeless simplicity. my sweet friend i can't call a name to... thank you, precious. you are adored for the dance you spurn my soul to
@kinoochoaedeel
@kinoochoaedeel 6 жыл бұрын
I love everything you upload, I hope your channel will last for many years
@MayaMars
@MayaMars 6 жыл бұрын
Wow. this is truly beautiful, it made me so nostalgic and reminds me of my old loved ones back at home in Serbia. Oh I have tears in my eyes :'))
@karinspisakova6553
@karinspisakova6553 3 жыл бұрын
The amount of inner peace this video brings me is indescribable
@yourangel872
@yourangel872 6 жыл бұрын
There are brief glimpses of clear sky, like falling out of a tree, so I have some idea where I’m going, but there is still too much clarity and straight order of things, I am getting always the same number somehow.
@imcyborgbutthatsok
@imcyborgbutthatsok 6 жыл бұрын
The pain is stronger than ever. I’ve seen bit of lost paradises and I know I’ll be hopelessly trying to return even if it hurts. The deeper I swing into the regions of nothingness the further I’m thrown back into myself, each time more and more frightening depths below me, until my very being becomes dizzy. There are brief glimpses of clear sky, like falling out of a tree, so I have some idea where I’m going, but there is still too much clarity and straight order of things, I am getting always the same number somehow. So I vomit out broken bits of words and sintaxes of the countries I’ve passed through, broken limbs, slaughtered houses, geographies. My heart is poisoned, my brain left in shreds of horror and sadness. I’ve never let you down, world, but you did lousy things to me. This feeling of going nowhere, of being stuck, the feeling of Dante’s first strophe, as if afraid of the next step, next stage. As long as I don’t sum up myself, stay on the surface, I don’t have to move forwards, I don’t have to make painful and terrible decisions, choices, where to go and how. Because deeper there are terrible decisions to make, terrible steps to take. It’s at forty that we die, those who did not die at twenty. It is at forty that we betray ourselves, our bodies, our souls, by either staying on the surface or by going further but through the easiest decisions, retarding, throwing our souls back by thousands of incarnations. But I have come close to the end now, it’s the question will I make it or will I not. My life has become too painful and I keep asking myself, what am I doing to get out of where I am. What am I doing with my life.It took me long to realize that it’s love that distinguishes man from stones, trees, rain, and that we can lose our love and that love grows through loving, yes, I’ve been so completely lost, so truly lost. There were times I wanted to change the world, I wanted to take a gun and shoot my way through the Western Civilization. Now I want to leave others alone, they have their terrible fates to go. Now I want to shoot my own way through myself, into the thick night of myself. Thus I change my course, going inwards, thus I am jumping into my own darkness. There must be something, somehow, I feel, very soon, something that should give me some sign to move one or another direction. I must be very open and watchful now, completely open. I know it’s coming. I am walking like a somnambulist waiting for a secret signal, ready to go one or another way, listening into this huge white silence for the weakest signal or call. And I sit here alone and far from you and it’s night and I’m reflecting on everything all around me and I am thinking of you. I saw it in your eyes, in your love, you too are swinging towards the depths of your own being in longer and longer circles. I saw happiness and pain in your eyes and reflection of the Paradises lost and regained and lost again, that terrible loneliness and happiness, yes, and I reflect upon this and I think about you, like two lonely space pilots in outer cold space, as I sit here this late night alone and I think about all this.
@yourangel872
@yourangel872 6 жыл бұрын
And about you and for a brief moment i dont know for how long we meet. Somwhere between the words dream and space between the words perhaps and i am happy.As i look into the cold endless space passing by without sound without speed i mottled blue endless distance between us but i know you are there i can feel your heartbeat my love
@andriarobbins
@andriarobbins 6 жыл бұрын
i'm cyborg but that's ok Your magic has once again taken my breath away, I’m crying...your brilliance moves me✨❤️ I imagine the other lonely space pilot has been experiencing similar feelings, perhaps in disbelief that such a magic could exist, let alone have anything to do with them. I do so hope the two lonely space pilots find a way to be together...xo ✨👨🏻‍🚀💛👩🏻‍🚀✨
@kieranl5249
@kieranl5249 5 жыл бұрын
Alice InWonderlandia it’s from the movie dumbass
@aytansafarli7701
@aytansafarli7701 5 жыл бұрын
What movie is this from?
@bobrzadywersjaznadwieprza
@bobrzadywersjaznadwieprza Жыл бұрын
„Because we don't know when we will die, we get to think of life as an inexhaustible well. Yet everything happens only a certain number of times, and a very small number really. How many more times will you remember a certain afternoon of your childhood, an afternoon that is so deeply a part of your being that you can't even conceive of your life without it? Perhaps four, five times more, perhaps not even that. How many more times will you watch the full moon rise? Perhaps twenty. And yet it all seems limitless.” - Paul Bowles …and now my heart bleeds with longing, sadness and loneliness… …but it's OK to be sad sometimes… Thank You for this gem, Cyborg. ♥
@CekiOgulcan
@CekiOgulcan 6 жыл бұрын
This video is just perfect, the granny gives its life! How beautiful is she?! ❤️
@MsStardallas
@MsStardallas 6 жыл бұрын
Im not the only one who cried
@dadamager3000
@dadamager3000 4 жыл бұрын
I am pouring my eyes out
@luke8079
@luke8079 6 жыл бұрын
time seems to stop doesnt it.
@shehabshazlawy
@shehabshazlawy 6 жыл бұрын
Gotta love Jonas mekas!!! One of my all time favorites
@dilonvan3860
@dilonvan3860 3 жыл бұрын
This summer i went to the Mediterranean coast. I went to a very small town where everyone was living in little houses and close to the port and a church, it was like lockdowns and the pandemic never happened there, it was like traveling to the past. I remember going on an old bike, running down the mountain to go to the beach. There was a way filled with orange trees and lavenders on the other side, as i was going down, i stooped, looked back and the mountain was far away with clouds on the top. That was maybe my most beautiful memory of my life so far. Sadly, my phone drowned on the beach and i loose all the pics i took there. But still, I will have them in my dreams and thoughts forever.
@deathchips926
@deathchips926 7 ай бұрын
Very well described; I could very easily see your experience in my mind. The fact you lost your phone makes it all the more romantic. I am not a luddite, but there is no question these phones diminish the beauty of a good memory.
@JayeKai
@JayeKai 3 ай бұрын
I’m in tears and awe. Thank you for showing me what life is
@doha8510
@doha8510 6 жыл бұрын
this is so beautiful
@MyYoGangsta
@MyYoGangsta 6 жыл бұрын
I'm Lithuanian, and i have never seen this movie! Thank you for posting, this really touched me. It's beautiful. ❤
@KugelKami
@KugelKami 6 жыл бұрын
Best editing I've seen from you. A good mix with the movie and music.
@popculturereporter8179
@popculturereporter8179 6 жыл бұрын
Only KZfaq channel I watch right away when I get a notification. Thanks, keep doing what you do.
@klaatubaradanikto1490
@klaatubaradanikto1490 6 жыл бұрын
this song will never die. it is the narration for all things alive.
@JeSuisYeya
@JeSuisYeya 6 жыл бұрын
hearing clair de lune always has this pull on my heart and brings tears to my eyes for inexplicable reasons, and watching this, i have a reason
@yuckysmucky
@yuckysmucky 6 жыл бұрын
i felt only peaceful watching this, very pretty
@joemccauley4563
@joemccauley4563 6 жыл бұрын
this is so spiritually restorative
@jalexseva4190
@jalexseva4190 3 жыл бұрын
Yes.
@idontknowwhattodoinlife6712
@idontknowwhattodoinlife6712 2 жыл бұрын
I'm so happy i found this channel 😭😭😭 i love you whoever is managing this channel.
@pumkxns7707
@pumkxns7707 3 жыл бұрын
The choice of track was immaculate thank you.
@amelie6838
@amelie6838 5 жыл бұрын
Cyborg, i love your channel so much You have made me feel what life is and fall in love with it so deeply that im six feet under and i cant come up again.Your music and movies have reignited the dreamer within. I still dont know what or who i am, but i dont want to know or seek for it anymore. Thank you Love,a.
@kamilbeborodo5482
@kamilbeborodo5482 6 жыл бұрын
As I was watching some youtube videos I saw glimpse of magic. This video is truly magical. Thank you
@rolkaaaaa
@rolkaaaaa 5 жыл бұрын
rest in peace :(
@slippybeats377
@slippybeats377 2 жыл бұрын
TWIM IS DETHRONED
@vojsielk
@vojsielk 6 жыл бұрын
Lithuania my love. It is so touching.
@legmatheus
@legmatheus 6 жыл бұрын
Mekas ❤
@janiceward2169
@janiceward2169 5 жыл бұрын
Beautiful simplicity..adore.❤
@ivanmarincine
@ivanmarincine 3 жыл бұрын
Thank you
@xylan9543
@xylan9543 Жыл бұрын
Appreciate everything from the most insignificant to the most significant. All of this is just one big experience of everything and nothing.
@evancollins2893
@evancollins2893 6 жыл бұрын
You are truly and wonderfully inspiring
@georgelamprakis7809
@georgelamprakis7809 6 жыл бұрын
this is beautiful work, id love to see more :)
@69mrsteveo
@69mrsteveo 6 жыл бұрын
Thank you for your channel. It's gives me hope..
@majakacerauskaite2478
@majakacerauskaite2478 5 жыл бұрын
This is so close to my heart
@AmiraYousfi
@AmiraYousfi 6 жыл бұрын
Dear I am cyborg but that's ok, i'd like to tell you that yes it is ok, everything will be ok your perception of moments is beyond what most of us can put into words. Your videos tell us stories about all these unknown personas, yet you deliver it in a way we actually know and relate to these personas. Time is so irrelevant in your portrayal of things, and no matter how these things can be so mundane, you somehow remind us that beauty and appreciation is always relevant.
@seance-press
@seance-press 5 жыл бұрын
so long Jonas I have never been able, really, to figure out where my life begins and where it ends. I have never, never been able to figure it all out, what's all about. What it all means. So when I began, now, to put all these rolls of film together, to string them together, the first idea was to keep them chronologic. But then I gave up, and I just began splicing them together by chance, the way that I found them on the shelf, because I really did not know where any piece of my life really belongs. So let it be. Let it go. Just by pure chance. Disorder. There is some kind of order in it, order of its own, which I do not really understand, same as I never understood life around me. The real life, as they say, or the real people. I never understood them. I still do not understand them, and I do not really want to understand them.
@claramae_
@claramae_ 2 жыл бұрын
So much love for this
@euridicevargas3432
@euridicevargas3432 5 жыл бұрын
Like a famous phrase say: There is so much beauty in the world
@HermanOtto-wr2nn
@HermanOtto-wr2nn 4 ай бұрын
Pan Jonas Mekas wspaniały artysta filmowy to jest prawdziwa sztuka bez zabawy w jakąś stabilizację obrazu wymogi oszołomów nie znających się na sztuce filmowej pozdrawiam z Polski
@indigoslife1202
@indigoslife1202 4 жыл бұрын
Thank you for this beutiful video
@thegardenmuse2398
@thegardenmuse2398 Жыл бұрын
Got this song stuck in my head from Moonstruck- Highly recommended classic!
@superlune960
@superlune960 6 жыл бұрын
Grand art. Beautiful and sad, my heart stopped...
@tamekasbelaberg0356
@tamekasbelaberg0356 4 жыл бұрын
@user-ws2zq8rq2o
@user-ws2zq8rq2o 5 жыл бұрын
I am always amazed by your taste in movies 💝
@cili777
@cili777 5 жыл бұрын
very captivating
@pascoalucrativa4489
@pascoalucrativa4489 6 жыл бұрын
Clair de lune aaaaa ❤
@freetolisten
@freetolisten 5 жыл бұрын
wow, this is beautiful
@Wasp9513
@Wasp9513 6 жыл бұрын
Do some polish gems, like A woman Alone of Angiezka Holland, or Illumination by Zanussi. Maybe Ashes and Diamonds. Excellent video.
@lizbetcitta1
@lizbetcitta1 6 жыл бұрын
Increible el sentimiento de profunda nostalgia que provoca este archivo es magnifico.
@rizkyindahsari1956
@rizkyindahsari1956 6 жыл бұрын
Im in love with this :') Always hypnotize by claire de lune
@lucamidorikawa8629
@lucamidorikawa8629 6 жыл бұрын
a beautiful experience
@daisiesfromsaturn7901
@daisiesfromsaturn7901 6 жыл бұрын
Become so beautiful this video with this music!
@PostPandemicMadonna
@PostPandemicMadonna 6 жыл бұрын
Beautiful❤
@spacecopper4397
@spacecopper4397 6 жыл бұрын
Awesome channel!!
@mubiedits
@mubiedits Жыл бұрын
This is so intensely beautiful
@inlovewithacyborg6477
@inlovewithacyborg6477 Ай бұрын
I came back from 2014 to rewatch this
@camyladuarte4964
@camyladuarte4964 6 жыл бұрын
Bateu uma saudade do meu pai, senti até a energia dele ouvindo essa música e vendo clipe. Ele tá tão longe... Mas senti! 💛
@mariane.o
@mariane.o 6 жыл бұрын
Obrigada!!
@lelemonster03
@lelemonster03 Жыл бұрын
Óbvio q esse canal tinha q ser fã desse querido. Tbm o amo.
@goesaway2325
@goesaway2325 6 жыл бұрын
Beautiful. Very Tarkovsky. pd. amazing channel, editing, taste, etc. :)
@goesaway2325
@goesaway2325 6 жыл бұрын
Claudio Rubegni yes i know. meant that the photography it reminded me of tarkovsky
@enricopjl
@enricopjl 2 жыл бұрын
Jonas Mekas Saved My Life
@platoquemado
@platoquemado 4 жыл бұрын
Bella musica como siempre un trabajo perfecto de unir musica con video 💕
@filipe5201
@filipe5201 6 жыл бұрын
esse vídeo só não é mais triste que a minha vida
@miope2941
@miope2941 8 ай бұрын
Nostalgia for a lost world
@joytucker6736
@joytucker6736 6 жыл бұрын
Подумала, что это Россия, а оказалось - Литва из старого фильма. Сейчас у нас тоже можно найти такие деревушки, возможно, с такими же старухами. На момент снятия фильма они были молодыми, а сейчас - совсем сморщились и стали один в один как свои давно ушедшие предки. Как беспощадно быстро мы стареем...
@ukrainietis57
@ukrainietis57 5 жыл бұрын
Šitie tai visur su savo Mordoru lenda, pasirodė jai mat... Jei ne jie, tai ir Mekui nereikėtų bėgti iš savo Tėvynės.
@ukrainietis57
@ukrainietis57 5 жыл бұрын
@RAINY Ką, tiesa nepatinka?
@alycewangari
@alycewangari 5 жыл бұрын
it is so beautiful
@margo8469
@margo8469 6 жыл бұрын
Lithuanian names on the wall, oh my heart!
@JewerlyAutomata
@JewerlyAutomata 6 жыл бұрын
NOO! I'm not crying
@ardianedi9827
@ardianedi9827 6 жыл бұрын
Max Miller are you sure? 😂
@sagapulastation1711
@sagapulastation1711 6 жыл бұрын
But i am
@yourmother4328
@yourmother4328 6 жыл бұрын
This is art
@rubyrodgers6056
@rubyrodgers6056 5 жыл бұрын
Cyborg you are amazing 🌙
@olavictor4824
@olavictor4824 6 жыл бұрын
Omg this is the outro Lana del rey used in freak, I've been looking for it thx💕
@seymakeles9605
@seymakeles9605 6 жыл бұрын
You're everytime makes me emotional baby
@szczesciejestkoloruczarneg749
@szczesciejestkoloruczarneg749 6 жыл бұрын
beautiful taste ♥
@iustintaga
@iustintaga 6 жыл бұрын
I love it keep it up
@nemosimplitticus50
@nemosimplitticus50 6 жыл бұрын
Very cool
@adrianz5872
@adrianz5872 5 жыл бұрын
so so so so so so beautiful. Goodnight Jonas.xxxx
@tgochitashvili
@tgochitashvili 6 жыл бұрын
thank you
@onefishtwofish2771
@onefishtwofish2771 2 жыл бұрын
When I had a body the world was so empty My eyes just lit up from the hundred suns and one bright moon When I had a body and the music was lonely A heart ached for someone I seeked forever When I had a body and the days were long I walked miles in the same home and dreamt of lost ones Woke up and opened the window Watched the kitten stretch and roll Those days I never felt my body and waited for my love to arrive I have a body today and I see through the glass veil Here and afterlife A heart that will never die again
@danielfreire9457
@danielfreire9457 6 жыл бұрын
Simplesmente poético.
@venusohmygod
@venusohmygod 2 жыл бұрын
left me sobbing
@teguhfebriyanto8695
@teguhfebriyanto8695 6 жыл бұрын
This is so beautifuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuul
@missbandita3065
@missbandita3065 6 жыл бұрын
that video ❤❤❤
@parsashirkhani4776
@parsashirkhani4776 6 жыл бұрын
love it
@Singhamar313
@Singhamar313 5 жыл бұрын
rest in peace...........jonas mekas......I thought he’d never die. And he never will.
@kristinabreznalorkova615
@kristinabreznalorkova615 6 жыл бұрын
I'd love to see Pasla kone na betone on this channel :)
@Avispa-369
@Avispa-369 3 жыл бұрын
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Alex hid in the closet #shorts
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Beautiful gymnastics 😍☺️
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Clown takes blame for missing candy 🍬🤣 #shorts
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