It's amazing how anybody who doesn't relate to this person would think she's nuts.. But she's talking about things that I've felt my entire life, but never knew how to put it into words. And never considered the possibility that there were other's like me.

I escaped into this video and had a really good time !...it's all true, every word, imagine a party where only 12th house people were invited

I was told I am not in my body. I have kids now and have been forced to be very grounded. I have sun in 12th and I'm a Capricorn. I am still 12th house in my service to others and interest in the arts, magic, spirituality and paranormal. I get used by people, and have had to really assert myself and have boundaries. Great video. Thank you.

I've always had the tendency to cry when I'm experiencing heavy emotions. Sometimes I can start crying for no reason at all, like I'll just be driving down the road and be suddenly overwhelmed with sadness and have to let it out. I'm a man so it's really weird for other people to witness and embarrassing for me when it happens in public. I also sometimes feel like my life isn't real, especially in groups! I often wonder if my life is a dream and my real self is lying unconscious in another universe and I'm just telling myself this story until I wake up. Now I understand why my experience is this way; I have sun, mercury, and jupiter in the 12th house. Also have moon square uranus and neptune, so that seems to shroud my emotions in misunderstanding. I feel like I'll never be able to figure myself out, but that's ok. Thanks for this video!

"Be in the world, but not of it."

you literally saved my life... thank you, dear Carmen... love you

I like being alone but it can also be a very lonely existence. It's a catch 22. If we're around people we feel bad and if we're alone we still feel bad.

Thank you!!! These vids have touched me to the core. I have a Virgo 12th house stellium including Sun and I have felt like the outsider all my life. When you mentioned being outside of the body I wanted to cry because I've experienced that so many times. I've been actively researching my chart so I can embody my body, serve others and not get swept away while doing it all. Thank you!!!

I just found you and what you say it’s so insightful and wise. I wish you come back and put more videos. I’m Sun on the eighth in Aquarius. You have help me a lot. My husband is Sun on the 12. Thank you 🙏 ❤️

Hi Carmen! This is a great testimony of a 12th House person. I feel so identified with your words. The worse part of feeling everything is that you feel when people you love and admire, have bad feelings for you and or cheat you and or have bad feelings for you? You know about that for sure. No matter how much these people deny what you feel and call you paranoid, with time they confirm what you once felt about them and you feel being with them, but they hide with a smile. I belong to your 12th house group and am thankful for being a part of it because it helps me realize there are more like me and that we're good people, not perfect, but better than many people pretend to be. You're a strong woman and to help for people like you and I is the best you have. Thank you 💟

Wow 👏

I'm never in my body.... for me it's serve AND suffer. I have yet to live my life for me... but I have still lost everything. I happen to also have pluto conjunct my virgo sun in 12th, and marsSR in 8th. I'm at a loss as to what or how to serve in a way that prevents more suffering. I gave up my job to take care of my son, and in that process I got a divorce, went into forclosure, now bankruptcy. I never did drugs or alcohol to escape... for me maybe the old sage view of the 12th applies......

I can relate to everything you said and I have a taurus moon in the 12th house. I can relate to the work thing too that i cant work a 9 to 5 because i'll just wither away... i think it's boring. I rather do what I would like to do so I get paid to take care of animals. My clients love me and the pets do too and I get to stay in their large homes and care for them. It's like an escape when I'm with them. I sometime bring my guitar and laptop, play music, practice guitar and make my own songs... I know they love my energy. It's crazy how strong that 12th house energy is in me and i'm a cancer sun with gemini rising. I have a feeling that having a gemini rising makes me even more secretive, because I have another part of me that people don't know about but it's based on me escaping into another world where things are a certain way... I research a lot and always want to be doing creative things, I'm always on my laptop, I think that's the gemini in me too even though that 12th house influence can also have the same type of effect... I'm not talkative at all, I only speak about things that interest me. I've been recently diagnosed with autism spectrum disorder, I wonder if this 12th house energy can cause people to seem autistic, I think that it can... lack of social skills(that awkwardness), hyper sensitivity to the environment, it relates, special interests, escapism into those interests...

Wow this so true defitly when you say we learn from a young age. Like me as a kid i was always isolated i just loved nature and animals. And i dont go to clubs not unless its someone with me i really trust and addiction is true i drink like everyday. And i hate we feel everything its a good and bad thing sometimes i dont no if its my feelings or other feelings at times definitely when i can walk in a room and feel negativity spot on and its a cause and effect with it. And i also am a pluto rising person makes it more powerful. 😆 my btothers tried to teach me how to walk at a young age i walk tippy toes. Thanks for making this video this so true💖 good luck to all my 12th house suns out there.

Your knowledge is amazing. 🙏🙏

I literally felt like you were telling people about me LOL everything you said is 100% me. Wow! My Sun is in the 12th house Aquarius as is my South node( conjunct my sun) my fortune & my mars 12h Aquarius and I am a Pisces rising with mercury at 2° Pisces in the 12th house

Oneness things , I practically feel it . At an spritual process , anyone I contact with , I behave like them , emotionally , thinking of different people , different emotions . I were more like loosing my self . I have sun and moon at 12th and 8th house . Both are receptive . But I got myself back 😁.

Dear Carmen I cried at the part when u said you used to be above your body since I was like that when I was about 20 years old too. I have never drank alcohol or used drugs or smoked my whole life but I used food to escape therefore being overweight. Trying very hard to make use of all the tools such as WW and gym to get rid of my belly fat. You were so spot on in this video. I felt weird too and still cannot be around large groups, feel others pain . Since I watched these videos I have tried to be aware of it since it’s just so exhausting to feel others pain. What’s the point right . I will just eat more junk food due to that. I have moon in 12 house Aquarius , sun in Scorpio 9 house, Jupiter in own 10 house which is a blessing,

Thank you so much for your gifts and work.

3:50 OMG. I’m speechless. Thank you for these videos❣️

When you came to the point of starting to ground yourself, did you want to do that? Because as you said, being in this body with so much energy (in the 12th house for me personally), I don't want to feel anything more intensely than I already do. And I know the 12th house motto is the house of your undoing or can be the house of service to others and helping others. But how can I help others when it literally drains everything out of me? Simultaneously, I find myself wanting to expand on my intuition. But it feels like the only way of doing that is to stop trying to escape these feelings. But how do you not let them overwhelm you and just suck you in like a black hole?

Yes I have trouble with the root chakra and lower chakras with these 12th house placements too.

12th House sun, mercury and saturn here. Amazing video ❤️

I stay in my house weeks on in ..in my PJ's...My Husband comes in everyday making the statement we're going out...But I just Don't wanna go.....

I enjoy your videos so much, and you have some of the best explanations for the 12th House. I hope you do more of them. I have four planets (all personal/inner) in the 12th House (my Sun and Venus in Gemini, Mercury and Mars in Cancer). And ironically, those planets that aren't in the 12th House are mostly in houses that start at the 12th Degree, except my Jupiter which is in the 6th House and my Saturn in Gemini in the 11th. I have several placements at the 12th degree, my Mercury, Saturn, Vertex, MC, IC, and Lilith. I also stalk your blog online about the 12th House LOL. P.S. When I was younger, I used to feel as if there was a bubble around me as if I was immersed in water.

Another amazing video on the 12th house that has described me very well. You’ve really helped me to understand why I’ve felt like I’m dissociated and living in a dream for the past 10 years. I don’t know when it started or when it’ll end but it’s always there. Thank you! ❤️

4wks later I'm still in this video, but that's ok, it's really comfortable, I'll just sticky beak through your bookcase

My experience with a lot of people is I physically get sick fever hmmmm..

I think a lot of people call this addiction house. But everyone has an addiction. 😅. Also I was always pushed away from drinking or drugs. Never cared for it. But yes to isolation or escapism.

I'm a cancer sun cancer rising Gemini north node 12th house I definitely feel others energies it sucks makes you not want to go out

Thank you I dont feel alone

I thought I was the only one that loved staying in my PJ’s. I do not like crowds also.

I've heard a lot of Pisces people say they already feel good or intoxicated naturally. But I have 12th house placements. I'm an Aries on the Pisces cusp and have the influence of Pisces but not the ability to escape, unfortunately because it's gotten me in trouble.

Please can you do chiron in twelfth house leo & also north node sag/south gemini. thank you.

When I get stressed I like to be isolated from everyone.

I wonder how long we feel this way?

Your videos are soothing and informative. Now I understand why I was a shy Leo for so long. My question is, how do I honor my sun in the 12th house with having a south node in pisces. Sounds contradictory....( I'm a Leo rising). Thank you

Before I watched videos on astrology I realised I was miss diagnoses with mental health, I was diagnosed with borderline personally disorder, if you know what what this is you will see how doctors could get confused. I was just pisces lol 😆 Iv been having out of body life experiences since I was a baby. I see everything and see things others just can't see. I find people that are in pain and in troubles time.. id like to share something with you all..3 months ago i was on Facebook and I noticed this woman's profile, i got speaking to her because I could see and feel something wasnt right. I didnt wasnt no time. I was trying to get her to open up and within 2 messages she wrote me 5000 word detailed description of what has happened.. she was being abused mentally and psychically, she was being cheated on and was pregnant and had an abortion 1 week before we spoke. She didn't want speak to her friends and family about whats happened because of shame and disappointing her parents. I was the only person who she had told. I spoke to her everyday and met up for walks and a coffee. 3 months on and she is loving life, I encouraged her to speak up to her parents, she transformed herself and is glowing and happy and has found new love.. im literally watering up as we speak lol I got the most beautiful message from her, she says I don't think you realise how much I appreciate you. You're amazing, your a complete stranger and I felt I could speak to you about anything. Im really happy we have met, thank you for making my days better and helping me realise what others have been trying to tell me. You will always have a friend in me Christian. At that point there i felt so emotional, i didn't want anything in return, I just wanted her pain to fo away and.firnher to smile and be happy again.. it cost nothing to be friend and be there for someone in need. Iv saved marriages, peoples lives from trying to commit suicide, iv seen things way before they happen and stopped people falling over or getting run over ect ect, something happens daily, its brilliant, I so scare people tho, they freak out when I can read them, I can read people that well. I saw a woman was that broken I had to speak to her. I knew the reason was because she was rapped and abssuedz i just seen it. I helped her to realise her worth and start working on her living herself and being happy. That woman is now my best friend of 18 years. She believes im her guardian angle. Sent to protect her lol at the same time tho its not very nice being able to see the pain and suffering of others, theirs just no hiding from us. Take care everyone.. ❤👌🏼🤪

we have a few things in comum.

IM 12th house

Someone could be sitting g there telling a story and it as if I'm in that story and I can see all of it I was addicted to pills for 11 years Gemini north node 12th house my boyfriend has sun in the 12th and he was addicted to achcol but he don't drink anymore

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