Thank you so much for watching my animatic! It means a lot to me! Thank you thank you! Some things to address the common questions: 1) Yes the audio is pitched down a bit. I thought I would get a copyright strike if I used the original audio. Someone told me i wont so I'll use the original audio in the next animatic 2) this really is my first animatic. Which is why I'm incredibly proud to finish it. It took me two weeks, since I've been doing it late at night after I've done schoolwork and projects 3) I've noticed that some of you guys were asking if i had a DA account or tumblr. I have a DA account but I don't post there. I haven't posted anything there in a long long while lmao. I DO have a tumblr. Find me at beeyoungkah.tumblr.com or @beeyoungkah on instagram if you wanna see more of my drawings or see little updates on the animatics im working on. My DA is beeyoungkah.deviantart.com but I doubt you'll find anything worthwhile there lol It's cool if you don't though. I'm just gonna leave this here for people who are interested. Thank you so much for watching my animatic and for leaving likes and comments! You guys are so nice! Thank you!!! ❤️

"All my hope is pinned on Zoe..." let that sink in... She thinks its true. And she hates herself for hating him, but she CANT HELP IT😫😭 This gets me.

Bruh I remember singing “I will sing aquarium” XD

I will always and forever adore how Zoe is the one who says "Why should I play the grieving girl and lie saying that I miss you and my world has gone dark without your light." while Larry says that " *my world has gone dark without your light* " It will forever break my heart that above all that was wrong with Connor, Larry still loved his son.

everyone says that this animatic is amazing because it shows that Zoe shouldn’t miss Connor because he was terrible to her, and she doesn’t miss him because she shouldn’t. But listen to the way she says “Don’t say it wasn’t true, that you were not the monster… that I knew…” and then it sounds like she’s crying. and she ends with “and my world has gone dark…” and doesn’t finish like she usually does. The purpose of this song is to show that despite everything her brother did, despite the pain and fear he caused her, she still misses him. This whole song is her finding reasons not to hurt, not to grieve, to not feel because why should she miss him? He was terrible to her. But she realised that she misses him because that was her brother. Maybe he ripped the heads off her Barbies, but he still played general and soldier with her while their parents fought. He still picked her a flower and said ‘it’s missing a petal, just like you’re missing a few screws upstairs’, yet the flower was beautiful. He was her first friend. And she loved him and she hates herself for it. That’s the beauty of this song. It shows Zoe’s true persona. A broken, grieving girl who lost her big brother. The first stages of grief, of course, are denial and anger.

woah...this animatic captures the emotion and zoe she got abused by Connor and how the family doesnt even feel no emotion after his death??? wow I really like this animatic

"first animatic" *Grabs pitchfork and torch* Kill the witch!

I love that she doesn’t change what she remembers of her brother. She refuses to act like he was a perfect human being that treated her like a princess. He was obviously a jerk. She shouldn’t have to miss him if she truly doesn’t.

I thought that Connor and Zoe were close as kids tho? Like, from what was said in the dialogue, plus how Zoe says "you've given me my brother *back* " it seems more like at some point Connor started struggling a lot with his mental illnesses and stuff and everything went downhill and no one in the family really knew how to deal with it. So yes, Connor abused his sister with his outbursts and stuff, but their parents never fully committed to helping Connor get the treatment he needed, especially Larry, who used to say that Connor was just 'pretending for attention' and stuff, and during the time that we got to see Zoe interact with Connor at the start of the musical, she seemed to be teasing him a lot and stuff, which, I guess is fair, but it still makes me think about how their parents' careless attitude towards Connor might have rubbed off on her as well in some way, and, well, I'm just saying that it wasn't all Connor's fault. It was the whole family who was messed up, some more and some less, but they all could have handled it all better nonetheless. Edit: oh, also, the removed songs from the musical described how Connor used to be happy as a kid, and how he liked to tell jokes a lot and stuff, so yey, more evidence that Connor isn't an entirely bad person I guess :'>

For anyone hating on ANY of the Murphys: The whole point, in my perspective, of the family dynamic of the Murphys was to show that when someone you know, love, or are related to commits suicide, there is no one right way to feel. Honestly every emotion is valid Sadness that they were feeling this way and they are gone and the whole grieving process is crushing you Anger for the fact that they “threw it all away” and you know, abandoned you Relief that now they might be in a better place Guilt for not doing better, or guilt over feeling any of the above emotions Or denial of one of the above emotions. I’m just saying, that they’re all doing the best they can, it’s not easy, it’s messy, and no matter how you or me or anyone else would’ve dealt, this is how *they* dealt, and that’s one of my fav things about this story.

Wait if this is the first animatic.... Imagine the improvement!

"First" animatic. Lies. Witchcraft. Fake news. This is too good to be a first animatic. It captures so much emotion.

I think what's really sad about this part of the story is that Connor's mother is really the only one grieving. The thing about family tragedies is that... It's a family tragedy! When a family member dies, the entirely family is usually affected, so at least that way, you're not alone; at least you have someone with you who understands the loss you're experiencing. But this wasn't the case with Cynthia. She's the only one feeling loss and it was causing more fights between her and the rest of the family. Perhaps if it weren't for Evan, the Murphy's probably would've broken apart to even more pieces

[ZOE] Why should I play this game of pretend? Remembering through a secondhand sorrow? Such a great son and wonderful friend Oh, don't the tears just pour I could curl up and hide in my room There in my bed, still sobbing tomorrow I could give in to all of the gloom But tell me, tell me what for Why should I have a heavy heart? Why should I start to break in pieces? Why should I go and fall apart for you? Why should I play the grieving girl and lie Saying that I miss you And that my world has gone dark without your light? I will sing no requiem tonight [LARRY, spoken] I'm going to bed.​ [CYNTHIA, spoken] Come sit with me.​ [LARRY] Cynthia.​ [CYNTHIA] You can't stand to be in this room for five minutes? [LARRY] I'm exhausted.​ [CYNTHIA] You know, Larry, at some point you're going to have to start dealing- [LARRY] Not tonight. Please.​ [CYNTHIA] Just read this.​ [LARRY] I'll keep the light on for you [LARRY, sung] I gave you the world, you threw it away Leaving these broken pieces behind you Everything wasted, nothing to say So I can sing no requiem [CYNTHIA] I hear your voice, I feel you near Within these words, I finally find you And now that I know that you are still here I will sing no requiem tonight [ZOE & LARRY] Why should I have a heavy heart? [ZOE] Why should I say I'll keep you with me? Why should I go and fall apart for you? Why should I play the grieving girl and lie Saying that I miss you And that my world has gone dark without your light? (I can see your light) I will sing no requiem Tonight 'Cause when the villains fall, the kingdoms never weep No one lights a candle to remember No, no one mourns at all When they lay them down to sleep So, don't tell me that I didn't have it right Don't tell me that it wasn't black and white After all you put me through Don't say it wasn't true That you were not the monster That I knew 'Cause I cannot play the grieving girl and lie Saying that I miss you And that my world has gone dark [LARRY] I will sing no requiem [CYNTHIA] I will sing no requiem [ZOE] I will sing no requiem tonight [LARRY & CYNTHIA] Oh... oh

THIS DESCRIBES HOW ALL THE CHARACTERS FEEL PERFECTLY I AM ACTUALLY IN LOVE I WOULD MARRY THIS ANIMATIC IF I COULD MY GOD

who are the 11 people that disliked i jUST WANNA TALK

All my hope is pinned on Zoe. That scene gets me every single time I watch this animation. She’s feeling the guilt of hating Connor, and she reads the note fully believing that Connor loved her deep down (He could’ve, but Zoe doesn’t think he did at all, and this note made her think again), and she also is realizing she’ll never be able to forgive him for what he did.

#1 I love this animatic so much. The effort you put into it and the emotion in the scenes is just... inincredible #2 I love the details of Connor's abusive behavior. Lots of people love to portray him as this different guy who never did anything wrong, when in reality he was a mentally ill kid and a terrible person. This really shows how Zoe doesn't feel right mourning for someone who abused her. #3 I love the detail you did with the parents, with you showing how emotional Cynthia was when she was reading the letters and how cold yet conflicted Larry was holding the baseball glove. It's an amazing portrayal really of how Larry and Cynthia tried to get to their son, but they didn't try hard enough. #4 I hope to see more animatics from you. This was amazing. Kudos for your first one.

You drew my emotions so perfectly.. I have a brother exactly like Conner was. Only worse. And he is still alive, and he's hurting my family again. Ever since I found this song I can't help but cry. Zoe and I feel the same in the exact same context. I know my brother isn't dead but he destroyed our family. I'm 17, almost an adult now. And he's torn our family apart. I cant help but feel if he did die.. i wouldn't sing a requiem for him then either. He's hurt so many people. The last straw was going to a family reunion recently and finding out he abused my cousin as well when she was a little girl. And the scene when Zoe says Conner was banging on her door screaming how he would kill her for no reason. That happened to me. It happened to both me and my mother. We called the police. And dad wouldn't do anything. Now we all have trust issues. And this animatic, it's us. Thank you for drawing this, I always want to draw what I see and feel but I cant. Thank you for helping me. I showed this to my dad last night and he said "somebody feels the same way you do." Thank you.

I've never seen Dear Evan Hansen, but the music within it is gorgeous. I think your animatic clearly portrays how Connor abused Zoe when they were growing and how she doesn't understand how he could be a good friend to anyone. And how even his parents don't feel anything after his death. Which is what you want from an animatic, to be able to tell what they are going through with the beauty of the music and the glorious-ness of the drawings. It also shows how his mother wants to be closer to him, but could never manage to do it. That she loves him, but can't show it due to the lack of relationship between them. Absolutely jaw-dropping. Well done.

This must have taken forever to draw and animate.. amazing job! Definitely worth it, we can see all the sentiment and effort in this, plus your drawing style is excellent

This is PHENOMENAL! The art is so beautiful and the symbolism and emotions are done perfectly. I am in awe of how amazingly you interspersed scenes of Zoe terrified as a child being tormented by Connor. The little details like Mr. Murphy holding the baseball glove were also super poignant. This animatic is simply fantastic, and I am going to rewatch it until I've committed every frame to memory

Holy moly this is amazing they must be so popular! *looks at subscribers* thiS IS NOT RIGHT!1!!!11! Edit: Wow 1.5k! Last time I checked, there was 8.

WHAT! HOW ARE YOU NOT FAMOUS YET? 😭😭😭

The fact that it was Zoe being told to not pick on Connor breaks my heart. That's what goes on in so many households. So I feel Zoe's pain. It happens in my own life. I'm the one that gets told to be nice, when really sometimes I'm not in the wrong. I also get told not to make such a big deal over small things and crying about them. And I assume that's also what goes on with Zoe. But I would be so heartbroken if I ever lost my little brother. I love him to death. Beautiful animation! I love the way you did the visions! And the part where they came to realize he was gone, oh, it hurts. Thank you!!

It's amasing! You captured perfectly the emotions of the characters . Your drawing style is beautiful and i really like how you drew zoey! Also, *cries*

IT'S 3 AM HOW DARE YOU MAKE ME CRY-- No but seriously this is beautiful for your first animatic, especially the little details. The memory of Connor throwing that baseball at Zoe, his ghost hugging his mother ( or maybe she imagines he'd do it? ) or how Zoe felt about how everyone told her to stop being mean to her brother and how it made her feel. Your Animatic captures the tone and emotion of this song very well and I am so glad you made it. Thank you for this piece of art!

I relate to Zoe a lot. I have an twin brother who has been abusive my whole life with parents who were distant. I would get blamed for his behavior. I don't know how I would react to his death but it would probably resemble Zoe's reaction.

This animatic and song helped me get through my cousin and best friends suicide. It still hurts and I’m still in shock. He killed himself 2 days before my graduation. I didnt want to cry at my grad but I did. I miss him terribly.

As someone who actually hasn't seen the musical but is obsessed with the soundtrack, the animatics grant a much clearer insight into the raw emotions of the characters. This one especially because you're given a visual as to what the family went through with Connor. This was really well done. Awesome job!

Even though Connor was a shit brother, I still feel bad, he clearly took a wrong turn in his life and he lashed out. When he needed help the most he couldn't get it. His mother didn't seem to care but now cares because she gets a piece of him, even though it was a lie. His dad is silent about it but seems to hate what Connor did in his life. Zoe knows the most about it but she still believed Evan. She believed he cared but he was still a horrible monster. Honestly this song tugs at my heartstrings, it shows how people react to death His mother is denial that he was bad His father is disappointed in Connor And Zoe was probably confused as to why he was such a horrible person and yet his letters showed he seemed to care

HOLY CRAP YOU NEED MORE SUBSCRIBERS THIS IS AMAZINGLY DRAWN!!!

I love the fact that his face is blurred out in the end, that got me man

Holy cow, this is great! I've actually never seen the full musical but I really enjoy this song and I've watched just about all the animatics for it. The point being, this is the best animatic I've seen for this song, period. For all the other animatics I've had to look in the comments to get an explanation of the story but this one tells the story and everything you need to know through the visuals. It's such a breath of fresh air, and something that I believe is really hard to get just right. I actually learned more about these characters' backstories in this animatic than all the others and the youtube comments combined. Bravo! Not to mention the art is spectacular. Thank you for this beautiful contribution to the Dear Evan Hansen animatics.

why does this one not have more views? dang it ok I have a brother still alive but has done/kinda still does do drugs and this song from the sister's point of view is so me. all of her memories in this I can totally relate to in every way it is actually a little scary. especially the " I'll kill you" part. Thank you for making this.

this is so gorgeous!! sometimes with animatics you get a beautifully drawn thumbnail and more basic drawings but yours was somehow even better than the thumbnail! your style is enviable - the perfect blend of cartoon and realistic. please please please keep it up!

**deep bi sigh** WORDS FAIL WORDS FAIL THERES NOTHING I CAN SAY- EXCEPT SOMETIMES YOU THINK OF EVERYTHING YOU WANTED AND SOMETIMES YOU THINK OF EVERYTHING YOU WISH YOU HAD AND ITS RIGHT HERE, RIGHT HERE, RIIGHT HEERE IN FRONT OF ME

HI GUYS MY FRIEND BIANCA MADE THIS IM SO PROUD PLS SUPPORT HER

1st: I found this animatic. 2nd: I was like; “WOAH, this is so GOOD!” **likes instantly** 3rd: I was thinking in my head; this has got to be like your 1,000,000th animatic, UGH I bet I’m so late. 4th: Checks your channel *subscribes* 5th: Checks videos... 6th: HOLY SH- THIS IS THE FIRST AND ONLY HOLY MOLY. This was amazing! Looking forward to more (:

MY DUDE THIS IS FUHKING AMAZING HOLY SHIT I CANT BELIEVE IM ACTUALLY FRIENDS WITH YOU *HYPE HYPE HYPE*

This made me cry. This was amazing. I don't have words.

the first time you listen to requiem you feel so upset but then you watch an animatic and you just start crying.....my fanfiction (I write on paper then transfer to computer/phone) is soaked with tears now

My gosh?? Like this is the most amazing animatic I've seen so far! Like the expressions, proportions, everything looks so perfect! I'm glad that I saw this. You have a new sub! Here before 1 thousand :)

So good. So incredibly good. Powerful, passionate, and excellent! okay i'll stop gushing now

I fell in love with this song after feeling guilty I wasn’t sad about my abusive fathers death when everyone else was and this video is just so strong thank you

2:42 Cause when the villains fall, the kingdoms never weep, No one lights a candle to remember No, no one mourns at all When they lay them down to sleep Simpler version: No one Mornes the Wicked

My favorite part of this song is Zoe's line "After all you put me through, don't say it wasn't true! That you were not the monster that I knew" It's a heartbreaking catharsis to hear her basically telling Connor's ghost that he doesn't get to act like he was a tortured soul after he's dead and make her feel bad for not missing him when all he did in life was make her miserable. She's rejecting the idea that him being troubled and mentally ill excuses what he did to her and her pain that he caused. It's very powerful and I think it's really incredible to see it in Zoe's character

Actually if you think, this song is fundamentaly like "Me inside of me" in Heathers. Just think about it. It's how everyone started s worshiping Heather after her dead and became "angel", because "she took her life". Everyone completly forgets all the harm she caused. Here Zoe is trying as hard as she can to see Connor in other light, but she just can, after all he's done.

This art style is gorgeous. This is amazing in the imagery. I cannot believe that this is your first animatic. It's perfect!

No One Mourns the Wicked, after all.

Me before clicking the video: This looks great. Let's watch. Me after: WHAT SORCERY HAS THIS HUMAN LEARNED TO CREATED SUCH AMAZING ART!?

I adore this because I think you beautifully capture the nuances of different people dealing with intense grief. We have Cynthia’s denial and Zoe/Larry’s similar but opposing forms of anger. You can so easily see Zoe holding on to anger and trying to keep the pain of loss at bay by focusing on all the ways she suffered with how Connor treated her, and then the beautiful way in which that anger starts to crumble as she wonders if she’d been wrong about him all along and desperately doesn’t want that’s to be the case. Then there’s Larry who also tries to be angry at Connor for throwing away the life he was given as a deflection to not see HIMSELF as a failure for having missed any warning signs. It’s just so amazing and I feel you captured the grieving process so beautifully in this animatic... phenomenal job, it’s rare to see one perfectly capture the spirit of the lyrics and overall message of the musical ❤️

Ok I'm freaking out about this being your first animatic, this is soooooooooo well made!!!! I love your drawing style, who did you sell your soul to for these skills?? If I had to say something it'd maybe put more expression in their faces (they lost someone close and don't know if they should be mourning after all) but it's such a small detail compared to everything else! How it cuts to the father after following Zoe, the parallel between her and father, how the mother is reading the letter and keeping Connor near her, how we see Zoe's memories with her brother and the picture in the end with Connor's face hidden.... UGH it's so good!

I just love how you captured the three different attempts of them to cope with their grief so perfect! There is Zoe whos world is falling apart because her brother who was always picking on her and being mean while never being punished for it has this (potantially) other sweet side which she can't belive really existed in the first place. There is the mother who findes peace in those fake mails because she finally sees the son she always liked to pretend she had. And there is the father who can't really belive it and tries to cope with his death through Evan (at least later) I love your work!❤️❤️❤️ (Sorry for the wrong gramma i'm from austria and it's late here... )

Ive become obsessed with this song, but solely because of this beautiful animation... Is that bad? It just never gets old

Firstly, YOUR ART IS ABSOLUTELY INCREDIBLE!! The expressions, the body proportions, the detail, the background, the shading- all perfect! Secondly, I love the way you really showcased Connor and Zoe's relationship; it added even more emotion to this! And the additions of the letters/emails were very well used! All in all, this was absolutely stunning! I look forward to more content from you :)

That final portrait of the Murphys is just great, since you can see Connor's face obscured by sunlight

"All my hope is pinned on Zoe." Reading those words and thinking they were her brothers, right before it all. That's heartbreaking. Zoe being told those words were from Conner, and how she's been hurt by Evan's lies. Is what's truly heartbreaking.

I'm crying! I've watched this like 50 times on repeat and can't get over how beautiful and emotional, not to mention well-drawn it is. First animatic ever? You're a natural. Simply amazing! ♥️

This song always hits me in the feels. And this is just beautiful, I'd watch the whole show animated as amazingly as this.

Can we appreciate the dads vocals at 2:18

i cried when zoe was reading the letter and it said "all my hope is pinned on zoe"

That last shot where the light glare is obscuring Connor’s face in the picture frame? *chef’s kiss*

This is amazing. Your art style is phenomenal in its detail and realism and the way you presented how Zoe felt about the fact that Connor's attitude towards her juxtaposed his supposed suicide note and how he was always prioritized over her, and added in that film reel of how their relationship changed through the years was an incredible touch. My only comment is about how it seemed rather static in some parts. I feel like you could've shown more emotion in some of the character's faces, and perhaps used more/different frames at a time, or even just subtly tweak a few frames to show some change in the character's actions. But those are just my two cents, and I greatly enjoyed this animatic overall, good job :)

Holy crap! This animatic is beautiful. The art is so detailed, and it shows their emotions so well. And it's your first one! I'm very impressed

This speaks to me as a person who has toxic and abusive grandparents. My grandma died last year. Everyone was talking about her as if she was a good person. Now, when ever they talk about her to me and my sister they would try to make us guilty for not seeing her (we sadly live in the same house on different floors). They would say that she just "loved us so much" and "wanted to see us more". Even if it was love, taht doesn't justify what she has done to us. She. Caused. Me. Trauma. Because. Of. Her. I. Almost. Died. Once. And I may over react about the trauma, but I am pretty sure I am not. And no - I really am not blowing up that thing with the death. For serious. Thank God for my carring mom. Not just she raised us the best way possible, but didn't lie to us about our grandparents and once we started to get little bit older, even expoesing them.

I've been watching this amimatic for ages and for some unknown reason, I haven't commented till now. I really love this amimatic and I'm pretty sure it's my favourite. You so clearly protray emotions and as someone who's currently going through whay Zoey went through, I can confirm it is 100% realistic. Both my brothers have threatened me countless times and so many other countless things and this animatic really did bring me to tears. You really did just bring so much more into the song by showing the abuse of the past. Not only did you do that, but you also managed to clearly show how the parents feel about the situation, a downfall most animatics have. Thank you for creating this, and I can't wait to see how you improve. ❤

I feel like this is the most accurate depiction of Zoe's feelings I've ever seen. The fandom demonizes her, when it's clear she's been hurting for years and years. I cried actual tears at the end during the photo sequence. This is beautiful.

Oh my goodness I love this video! I can't believe it was your first animatic, it's so good! I really like your art as well as the way you showed Zoe's memories of her brother.

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this is literally the most emotional ive ever gotten over and animatic. something about the part where they showed connor's funeral just got to me, and i also never thought about the fact that Zoe believed what was in the note?? idk I'm an emotione mess rn

I always come back for this animatic, the scene is so well put together and the expressions are so good, it always makes me emotional!! thank you for this!

This is absolutely amazing! The way you portray the emotions with their expressions is just amazing! I absolutely LOVE your style! I can't wait to see the other things you will post on here! Keep up the amazing work!❤️❤️❤️

You have an amazing art style!! This was a very well made animatic! Great job! For some reason I keep finding myself coming back to this video tho lol

Gosh.. This is seriously so good and moving! The details are amazing and the storytelling just heartbreaking💔 But it's so well done with such a great artstyle

I'm watching this on loop and loving it, even more, each time. Your art is so amazing and is such an inspiration and the way you convey the emotions, it's just beautiful. ♥

This is the best animation I've seen. You are amazing! Keep it up.

Wow. Great job. Adds depth to the song.

Wow. Just wow. You're amazing! You need to do more! This is absolutely beautiful, I could feel the emotions pouring out. So realistic, too! And all done digitally. Amazing.

Absolutely amazing... I don't know how many times I rewatched this. The art is just so beautiful and you portrayed the characters' emotions so well!

This is truly beautiful, it almost made my sob all over again, and... WHAT DO YOU MEAN I CANT LIKE A VIDEO MORE THAN ONCE

Best DEH song Best DEH animatic

The author's style is so beautiful. Really refreshing after anime eyes and bubble heads of the majority of animatics.

Bless this, you drew everything so beautifully. This is one of my favorites in the soundtrack and you made the animatic beautifully and just bl ess.

im so excited to hear the movie cast sing this (i.e amy adams)

See this animatic perfectly portrays mourning for someone you don't believe you should mourning for. I'm going threw a situation where people want me to mourn for this person but the stuff he put me threw and then they say that he loved me more than anything . Why should I mourn for that person . Anyways this shows that everyone mourns differently

This is such an amazing piece of art! The style is beautiful and the all the aspects of this look great a part but are so spectacular when you put them together! I'm so glad I've seen this! This is just wonderful

I love how you included a lot of details! Not only to the characters' appearances, but to the background and how the scenes are drawn so it clearly depicts what is happening while the song is being played. I hope you make more works like this.

2:51 I've got goosebumps °.°

You know have 30 subscribers and I hope you get a lot more, you have true talent

The picture you put in the end was amazing. The fact that you can't see Connor's face just makes you cry. It makes you understand he actually died. It's like taking the picture and just get him out of it. I liked the fact that you put Connor there... huging the mother ans so. I wouldnt have loved this song without the animation

Never have I found a requiem animation better than this and this is my favorite song by them so I'm glad to have your talent working on this song. Keep it up

Zoe in this song explains exactly how I feel about my father wow edit: You know, people focus so much on "it's okay if you can't hate your abusers" or "it's fine if you still love/miss your abusers, you're healing", but what when this is not the case? I love Connor's character and I can relate to him, but I'm so glad for this song. I'm so glad to hear someone saying they don't feel bad for their abuser's death, I'm glad to see someone feeling even relieved by it, especially it being a female character. I am no angel, I am no cinnamon roll soft baby who will forgive, cry and miss my father or the bullies at school. I don't care if they have issues and I wouldn't care if they fell ill, got hit by a truck or even killed themselves, or even if they were abused too. It's not my job to fix them, they hurt me. And it's so hard for me to say this because it's not beautiful and noble like to love and forgive the ones who hurt you. No, it's bad, cruel and it's icky, those are _bad_ thoughts. But then what? Should I just not talk about it then? What about all the other people who feel bad and evil for having those icky thoughts? The ones who fantasized about their abusers' deaths and even thought about doing the job themselves? I want them to feel valid too. I think we deserve it. If I was there, i would tell Zoe to not beat herself up over it. That overthinking if the abuse was bad enough or if the abuser was actually a good or bad person doesn't lead no one anywhere, because in the end nobody is completely evil. But that doesn't matter, because the important is ' you don't have to be around a person that makes you feel like shit' , you don't need to justify yourself. It was a really important lesson I learned.

Not gonna lie, I actually started tearing up.

This was so so soooo beautiful! I love how realistic your art style is, it's so detailed and it shows so much feeling. Truly a masterpiece

I love how in the painting at the end, you can see everyone’s face clearly, but the light reflecting off the glass hides connor’s face. Truly a work of art

Every time I hear this song I cry because it reminds me of my older brother and I we were close when we were 5 but when I was 10 he started saying things like “I’ll kill you” so I made him watch this and his response was that’s girls a b**** she doesn’t care her brothers dead

This looks like a professional art style YoInKs

What a beautiful art you made hope you continue making more of this wonderful tear jerking animatics TvT

I've been looking for a good Requiem animatic for awhile. You supplied the PERFECT one, it's all so high quality and amazing! Congrats, you've earned yourself one of many well deserved subs