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I love you!

AM I THE ONLY ONE WHO GETS HAPPY WHEN SHE POSTS

"Why am I crying" has become like my motto

Awwwwwww anja i wanna give you the biggest hug 🫂 when u cut your finger the second time and started getting so sad I felt that so hard 😭😭

We love you, Anja. Our minds can be horrible to us regardless of who WE are. You're gonna be okay.

its not a pity party Anja, its being real. Not everyone likes these kind of videos but being yourself attracts the real audience that you want to surround yourself with at the end of the day. These are the people who will stick around and you will love yourself more hopefully for being real when doing something you love.

anja: was in germany when it was basically winter and went swimming me, a german: barely leaves the house until may or june

You are literally the coolest, realest, most natural, most humorous girl on youtube. Girl you're so real.

I don't know if this helps you, but you are not alone in your feelings. They give us our humanity. You are not alone with your fears and worries❤ Edit: Wow so many people I could reach. I can hardly believe that so many hearts tune in my thoughts. Thank you so much❤

Taking a moment to slow down and just take in the moments in life is so powerful, especially as someone who suffers from intrusive thoughts, just taking a moment to be is so healing.

I wish KZfaq wasn't such a one-sided relationship so you could feel the outpour of mutual emotional connection, insecurities, vulnerable convos, care, and love towards you from everyone watching your videos!! It's extremely difficult to be as open as you have been especially to people who you can't even see express their human struggles back to you. You are truly a sweet sweet soul Anja.

Bruh why does anja have exactly the same emotions and struggles that I do.. like why is this better therapy than actual therapy

I feel this video. I am so down at the moment... feeling lonely and not loved/ loveable. I know most of it only is in my head but not able to change it.

I remember when I felt awful, depressed and wanted to cry myself out, but everyone just kept telling me that everything is okay. I tried searching for videos of people crying, but I couldn’t find it and I felt alone. It felt so realistic to see you crying. I’m not alone and you’re not alone.

A letter for anja From : 14 year old girl that genuinely finds solace in ur internet presence . To: Anja my dear anja u don’t know me , well ur so much older than me and I really just genuinely LIKE HOW DO I EXPRESS HOW GENUINELY look up to u. I won’t mention ur physical beauty because u are more than that . Ur funky personality the way u just tumble clumsily through life but still with so much grace and rawness(is that a word ?? Haha) please I beg u to stop making vids if it’s something that makes u sad but just remmeber one thing thta ur “imperfect” vids make me jump in excitement , give my stressful school days a happy ending and ur likes on my comments on insta are the highlight of my internet presence ! U have comforted so many unnamed souls and so many find themselves in u . u make me wanna make art u make me wanna be the best version of myself! u don’t have a young sister but would u mind if I called u my big sis cause u truly are nothing less than that for me . love k

It doesn’t seem like Anya is very happy in New York. I hope she’s okay

Heyyy Im from Germany and I just wanted to say that I feel like you really belong in Germany! You seem so happy in this country and so passionate!

I love this video. This is the 2021 mood. We're all getting back to normal but it's been so long none of us know how to "normal" anymore and rediscovery is an emotional rollercoaster.

Anja right now you have 829,000 followers. Thats over 800,000 people who want to watch you be you and do what you enjoy. 800,000 people who get excited when they get notifications about you. Don't listen to the voice cause the sound of loving fans are louder

Girl, take all the time you need, no need to force yourself to film if you don’t feel like it and it is not a pity party if you openly share how you feel😘sending you love and hoping you feel better🥰

ughh i just wanna hug her 🥺 she deserves all the happiness in the world

I really don’t know if this is what you need to hear right now, but if a situation it’s not good for you you are always allowed to change it. if a place is not right for you you’re allowed to move. If a career doesn’t seem right anymore you’re allowed to change. Do what’s best for you. We love you!

Anja I feel like New York overwhelmes you! you’re so happy when you are in Germany. I don’t know you but I know how it feels when everything is just too much. Constant noises around you can stress you out! Maybe a bit more nature and silence would make you feel better. This „fast“ lifestyle does not suit everyone and that’s okay ❤️

I just want to say, Anja, I love watching your videos because you're such a sweet and pure soul. Watching the way you work and create is very freeing in the way that stands out in a KZfaq that seems overly-manufactured, you know? Like, watching those minutes as you stare off into space, I love that! I do that! Or when you sit and mull over the words you're trying to use and you talking to yourself in the edits! I feel like the Anja on KZfaq is very close to the Anja in real life and it is an absolute joy to watch you. Came for the art, stayed for you and your free spirit. And I want to let you know that you're not alone in how you're feeling, though I'm sure you know that. To be fair we are living in a time that is saturated with negative news more often than positive and it's easy to feel like we're drowning and no way out. But the fact that you actively try to find ways to combat that, to help yourself, is AMAZING. And crying, even if it's for literally no reason at all, is not weakness. It's human. You are a wonderful, beautiful human being Miss Anja, and I can't wait to see more from you whatever that may be.

Normally, I’m more kind of a silent follower, but I just need to say something right now. I don’t now you personally, but I do know that you are a really wonderful human being and I just want you to know, that you are not alone in this. Yes, I do not know how you feel exactly, but I really do now how it can feel, just in my own a bit different way if that makes sense. And it helps so much to see that I‘m not alone in this, even if I wish you wouldn’t feel that way because you deserve sooo much better. But you will get there, to the place where it is better, the place where breathing is a bit easier. Take your time and even if you fall.. it’s okay, just keep in mind that you have to get up again and you will be even stronger! Love and hugs 🧡 Edit: Please forgive my not so perfect English. It’s not my mother language but I try my best😇

okay, unrelated, but I love your pajamas haha (or just two piece matching set? idk if they are pajamas...anyway love them)

I think New York would make everyone depressed. Nature is very healing

you don't sound stupid!! we love you!

i’m literally feeling exactly the same today, felt so good to realize it’s humane and other ppl feel shitty too sometimes. love u. thanks for being so open

i genuinely love when you post thank you

To anyone who relates to Anja right now. Having a critical voice like that constantly then beating yourself up for sharing, that is NOT a pity party. Beating yourself up is what’s bad! give yourself the patience and kindness that is needed to feel better

Love how real and raw this was. It’s a relatable human experience and you aren’t alone

I originally watched anja for her art videos but now I watch them cause I love how goofy she is, like stumbling over words and having big brain farts when trying to talk! She’s one of the only you tubers that I really feel that I can connect to. I’ve gotten back into art A LOT since I began watching her. I’m actually happy that she let everyone in on a day that wasn’t a good day. It’s not a pity party, it’s real life and I feel like most youtubers don’t want you to see them upset and only show off an unrealistic life but in reality everyone gets upset and depressed. You’re not alone anja!! We all care about you and want to see you succeed and do what you love doing!!

love the honesty! so needed on the internet

I’m so proud of you doing physical self care and getting through the feelings

I’m sorry you feel like that Anja. Thanks for being honest about your emotions just know that we love you and your videos. Keep it up love you

Her on midst of crying this entire video was me yesterday so this video makes me feel a lot better 🥲

I absolutely adore the swimming scenes - I’ve only watched 1 minute AND have to go for a hike now BUT YOU BET I’ll be watching the rest of this tonight , THANKyou for every single video you’ve put up

i love you anja! sending you the biggest hug! ❤

Genuinely so glad to see you back. Thank you for being so open and organic:)

We love u anja. Please take your time. I have been having so many breakdowns and panic attacks. Seeing a therapist has been so helpful to me.

I've been struggling a lot recently as well, with loneliness and intrusive thoughts. To you and anyone in the comments section who are also struggling, I'm sorry. Thank you for everyone's who shared, we aren't alone and we can see it here :) take care of yourselves! Do the fun things, don't let the bad brain bugs talk you out of it

Anya i love how open you are! your videos are always so fun to watch, and you always keep it real. thank you!

love you, thank you for being so authentic. 🖤

So proud of you! We will never judge you and we always love you. You are so a great person never forget that

I have watched your videos for over a year now and I can honestly say they bring me joy every time! I love how real and raw you are in the good things and hard things. As someone who has struggled with mental health and multiple forms of internal bullies I just wanna say thank you for sharing your experience and opening up, it's such a messy process to learn how to overcome those voices but it is possible! You are an amazing human who deserves love and joy and peace, and I truly believe you will find those things

you inspire me so much, we love you anja

I love that Isabelle inspires you- watching you two makes me happy. So thank you. So much.

I’ve been struggling with the voice in my head a lot recently, so it’s reassuring and comforting to know I’m not alone in this painful cycle self-criticism. You are amazing and a beautiful soul ❤️

Thank you for being so transparent with us Anja. I constantly feel exactly what you described and seeing you experience it makes me feel less alone and reassured!! I hope you find peace soon

i get so excited everytime you post a video🥺 i love every single one of them

thank you for being so real and genuine! we love you!

You are my favorite KZfaqr! Authentic, honest, and you're message of self-care is so needed! Also, impressed that you didn't resort to using your visit to Germany as content. You deserve to not feel like you have to exploit your life to get views! Lots of love! ❤️

I miss your videos so much, they give me so much joy. Can't wait for hopefully more videos.

we love you anja ❤️ sending lots of love!

I love how raw this is. Thank you.

I started watching u recently bc of how honest you are and I’m really appreciative of it. It truly makes my day to see a video of yours because you show the real mess that life can be and how u can be down or figuring things out and still make a beautiful good time out of it, idk just watching such a gorgeous soul like you r working on themselves like on self love and acceptance is just so encouraging and refreshing from the perfectionism we always see online that can suffocate us sometimes bc reality is much more messy. So yeah, idk if that made any sense but I just wanted to say thank u for sharing ur reality in such a raw but beautiful way and that I really admire u for the beautiful and messy and creative and hard working person that u are and I wish u all the happiness in this world !!

we love and watch you because of YOU! your personality, your energy, your unique mind and soul... don't worry that you couldn''t be enough, because you are ! thank you for opening up! I think many can 100% relate and feel seen. hope you do too

anja!!! i just found your channel a week or two ago and i’ve been watching your videos like everyday since. you are so entertaining and inspiring and you never fail to make me laugh (i was literally cackling on my lunch break at work today). i really relate to what you said about having that bully voice inside that tells you everything sucks. the last couple weeks have been very difficult for me emotionally as well. i hope that you continue to be honest and take care of yourself. sending love!!! 💖💖💖💖

We love you anja 🥺💗

You're such an inspiration, Anja. Thank you! 😊

Love this video Anja. You letting yourself experience your emotions freely is not and will never be a pity-party on here, do it as much as you need. It only shows you're human, and that is incredibly refreshing to see on this platform.

Anja we love you!!!! And it is so good to see you so honest and we all go more or less through the same struggles. But we keep going queens!

Anja I get so excited every time you upload a video. I love you!

This video is incredible. I think you voiced what a lot of us feel when it comes to our mental health and insecurities- not all of us may film videos, but we all have things that we love to do, and we all probably let that voice in our heads stop us from doing the things that we love. Thank you for being so real with us, even though it might be difficult- you motivated me to do real self-care and you encouraged me to keep doing the things I enjoy!

You are not alone with your feelings . And it's actually really helpful that you post your real emotions. Because everything on social media is always so perfect and it really makes me feel lonely sometimes, like I am the only one who struggles mentally. Thanks for being so natural and honest. Love you ❤️

thank you so much for being so real anja

ANJA I love you and your videos!!!! Thank you for always being real and completely yourself ITS SO REFRESHING

Absolutely praying for you, those voices are from the enemy. You’re beautiful and we love your videos 💜

Anja, I’ve always struggled with mental health and recently it’s been much worse and I’ve been trying very hard to bring myself back to a better place and out of the darkness. Please know that so many people are on this journey with both you and I, and we WILL overcome this! We are all confused beings wondering what we are even doing on this strange planet.

omg i just want to hug you and wipe your tears away you’re so pure Anja, we love you💓💓

anja just know we’re all here for you x💕

honestly Anja makes me want to start a KZfaq channel because this is the kind of content I would make. seeing real emotions and people being honest about their mental health like her is just so inspiring and helpful to me. I've been having such a hard time lately and the voices can be really mean sometimes. knowing I'm not the only one who feels that way and that there are others who can be overwhelmed by everything some days is really comforting. I hope things get better for me, Anja, and everyone else who feels like that sometimes 💕

It takes a lot of strength to identify your feelings and honour them - I think being tearful is a big indicator that growth is going on under the surface!! And screw that inner critic, the raw you is worthy and valid, and I feel super grateful to see the world through your lens. Beaming you all the good feels ❤️

I appreciate this video so much, keep being genuine and being you 💙

Love you Anja!! I feel that way too, especially lately! But you’re not alone!!

I can truly feel this video , but ANJA i belive you are the strongest and most loveable person that i know , you make great arts . I want you to know that we all LOVE YOU , you have a pure soul and a sweet personality ❤

Im so proud of you!! I know exactly how you feel so thank you for your important words that would help me a lot !! 😌❤️

we all love you anja and i for one will love your videos forever

we love you! take as much time off as you need i would literally watch you do anyhting

I really appreciate that you talk about your problems and I hope you know you are never alone. I think we all understand if you are overwhelmed and just want to have a pause from you tube or social media in general. Maybe a few weeks of could help you focussing on your mental health more because it is SO FREAKING IMORTANT❤

I love you! You never have to share, so don’t feel pressured to. I just have to tell you how normal I feel when you do. I struggle in a lot of the same ways and process similarly, too. I’m 38 and am just now figuring out I’m different than a lot, but the same as just as many. Thank you so much for including us in your life.

Anja I will literally support your channel no matter what you do ❤ Giving you a big hug ☀️☀️☀️

honestly its comforting to see people be vulnerable and real on here

Anja, you're a boss. You are hard-working, passionate, creative, intelligent, hilarious, pretty and extremely courageous. Social media always shows the bright side of life, so your honesty is refreshing and reaffirming. Everybody struggles, some more some less, but that's okay. So always remember- you're a boss, a queen and an inspiration

As a 33 year old gal ... you are brave and your honesty is inspiring 💛💛

Thank you for sharing this side of your life! It's so relatable and comforting to not feel alone in feeling shitty sometimes.

Sending you so much love, Anja! Your feelings are always valid! Hoping you find some inner peace! ✨💕

hey anja, you don't have to force yourself to do things if you don't have the energy to. please take your time to rest and feel free to do whatever makes you happy. you can't rush the creative process ^__^ take care always and stay safe

Heyy, I just wanted to say how much you helped me when I wasnt feeling great. You are such a beautiful person and I related to this video so so much! Its perfectly valid to feel like that :) Take all the time you need. Thank you for being amazing ♡

I just want to say that I’m really glad you made this video. I related to it very much and it’s nice to see a creator who is actually honest about what really goes on and shows that life isn’t always perfect and that it’s normal and ok to struggle. I love you Anja you are my absolute favorite youtuber and i’m sorry that you’re going through this. I really hope you feel better and i hope you know that you are not alone.

Sending you soooo much love Anja!! Thank you for being real and honest! You’re so strong!! Keep growing 🌻

i hope you are feeling a little better, always remember you are enough and your thoughts don't always reflect your reality! ♥ and also: in times like this, being sad is completely normal!

ANJAAAAA!!! i think u are amazing and u never fail to put a smile on my face, have a great day x

We love u Anja, keep being you and always remember you aren’t the only person that’s going through what you are feeling 💖

So happy to see you Anja ! Love you ever ♥️

I can actually crucially relate to having this ugly critical voice in my head, it kinda appeared out of nowhere one day and I feel like this kinda made me feel like "oh sometimes it is true that everything it says is nonsense" which helped me so much! 💗 I hope ur doing well Anja 🕴❤

You definitely dont sound stupid! We will love you and your videos no matter what content you post, and we will love you even if you dont post! You should follow your heart and sometimes its hard even to do things we enjoy, we all will support you! Thank you for sharing this, i love your content and videos they really help me. Thank you Anja!!!!!! Sending love xxx

You are someone that I respect and genuinely love on YT. I love how honest you are and I can relate to you so much. You got this girl!! Keep being authentic. ❤️