Being myself ruined my life
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Күн бұрынI embarked on an epic journey to “be myself” no matter what - this is the result. Full transparency, it’s been super scary and there’s been times that I felt I was going mad, but I’m so glad I did it.
CHAPTERS
00:00 Intro
00:17 HD as a way of being yourself
00:29 Where my life started
01:43 Words to define who I am
02:06 Discomfort of truly seeing myself
02:45 The decision to lean ALL in on being myself
03:01 How I embodied true self
04:34 Being yourself = life of purpose
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@AmandaHorvath 10 ай бұрын
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@JonHandEntertainment 9 ай бұрын
Ahhhh this video played out far different than I thought it would. Loved hearing this story. Bravo on your success, Amanda! I remember coming across your channel years ago when I was starting out - so cool to see your evolution.
@jmlouie 10 ай бұрын
Thanks for sharing your courageous journey. It's so weird that being ourselves is so hard. Your message is very encouraging!
@AmandaHorvath 10 ай бұрын
You can say that again! But once again, soooo worth the struggle 🙌💕✨😍
@ocaminhodoingles 10 ай бұрын
high-quality video, good luck in the journey! That's the journey we're all into
@AmandaHorvath 10 ай бұрын
Glad to hear you're on this path too 🙌
@andcleo 10 ай бұрын
Awesome! This is exactly what has been happening to me over the last several months, probably longer. I am a 5/2 Projector. It sure is uncomfortable, but my mission is to keep going because I know what I am walking away from.
@AmandaHorvath 10 ай бұрын
YES -- keep going! Deconditioning is super intense for projectors. Right there with you! But every day, I'm beginning to feel more and more aligned and it's all worth it.
@HolisticMoney 10 ай бұрын
Such a good video!! Editing is on point and love the message. Great way to learn about human design and your path for how to use it to live in alignment
@AmandaHorvath 10 ай бұрын
Thanks! I'm totally in love with my new editor : ) Allows me to focus more on getting creative in front of the camera cause I know he has my back on the editing side. His additions made this above and beyond!
@themermaidlight 9 ай бұрын
I would love to connect with your video editor who is it?@@AmandaHorvath
@vikimanifestor 10 ай бұрын
Amanda I love your videos! Thanks a lot! My life also ruined. My friends, relatives, my exhusband turned against me. But only now I feel myself free and happy.
@AmandaHorvath 10 ай бұрын
Interesting! I'd love to hear more about your story. This is something that many people aren't discussing in the HD world. It's a WILD journey. In the midst of it, I had major questions of whether it's worth it. Huge dark night of the soul moment. I'm coming out the other side now (and I'm sure there will be more too) and am so glad I stayed the course!
@job1148 10 ай бұрын
Hi Amanda, I love this content. The ruining of your life part resonates with my deconditioning and exploring my sun in gate 41. As 41 is the I ching decrease. The stripping away of the old, decreasing back to the minimum, making way for greater things to enter. 😊
@AmandaHorvath 10 ай бұрын
I love that description so much. "The limitation of resources which maximizes the development of potential". Such a juicy gate. I have it too but it's not my sun!
@sidramazhar9641 8 ай бұрын
You summed it up so beautifully, never heard of gate 41 described this way. I'm gonna re-study now with this new lens. I found it contradictory/confusing that my gate 41 "limitation" sits there in my Jupiter ... Duh
@AmandaHorvath 5 ай бұрын
Just now seeing this! That description is pulled directly from the I-Ching -- the book of changes and/or the Rave I-Ching which is the adapted version that Ra created. You're right limitation + Jupiter is an interesting mix! @@sidramazhar9641
@Ella_body 9 ай бұрын
I love your videos Amanda! You inspire me in my KZfaq journey ! ❤
@AmandaHorvath 9 ай бұрын
I'm so glad! Don't hesitate to reach out if you ever need help 🤗 www.calendly.com/amandahorvath/coaching
@KobiSDDF 7 ай бұрын
You are speaking truth! I am a projector with g center and threat closed centers. I have realized that my energy is not unending, and I need to be super careful with 7 open centers to be confident in my unique journey. I'm already taking my first Christmas break off since 2014 and it feels unnerving yet exciting to open this next phase of authentic living!
@AmandaHorvath 5 ай бұрын
I'm just now seeing this comment (and obviously, we've been hanging over the past month). I'm so glad that you took your first break! It will be a HUGE journey if you keep leaning into the "do I know when enough is enough?" message. Nothing short of LIFE CHANGING!
@SaintZeusss 7 ай бұрын
editing and transition is crazy ! 🔥🔥 so let me ask you this , should i follow my passion in film and photography and go to community college for that or, go to school and get a business degree?
@OmariHarebin 10 ай бұрын
great video
@meaganmua 10 ай бұрын
My favorite part is baby Amanda!! You and Mav are basically twins!
@AmandaHorvath 10 ай бұрын
Right!? It's crazy how much we look alike. Also -- the mullet in the first shot is absolutely hilarious. I showed my mom and she was shocked that they did that.
@brookesnow 10 ай бұрын
I love this! Being myself also ruined my life. In the best way ever (eventually... hha ha ha!). Starting out on that path was super scary and also... it's been 100% worth it.
@AmandaHorvath 10 ай бұрын
Do share! How did it ruin your life? Such a wild journey ✨
@brookesnow 10 ай бұрын
@@AmandaHorvath I'm a projector. I love sharing my insights on spirituality.I went from building my entire career on my high demand religion to going through a faith expansion where I began to stop judging my inner mystic and finally allow myself to be my mystical self publicly. I've had many unfollows, canceled subscriptions, upset emails from my audience who doesn't like my true self and would be more comfortable if I'd just go back to the version they liked. It has been scary, hard, and absolutely wonderful. Now I'm able to see that being myself has revealed who my true friends are, and has helped to filter and sift my audience so those that remain are really aligned with who I am. (And slowly but surely new people are coming because they're attracted to the real me. Quite an adventure indeed!
@SaintZeusss 7 ай бұрын
maybe i can make a team and one day own a studio who knows , but your content is great
@erikahh 10 ай бұрын
What video editing software are you using? I love the playfullness!
@AmandaHorvath 10 ай бұрын
It's the editor that's good - not just the software! But premiere pro + after effects 😜
@MakerOfSpace 10 ай бұрын
I feel this... I have also discovered HD around the same time you did. It is true that it tends to really destabilize your life if you allow it to. Is that your chart that you use in your video? I noticed that you are the second person I found on HD youtube that has personality sun 28 and earth 27, which matches my own design Sun/Earth... Not really sure what to make of that.
@AmandaHorvath 10 ай бұрын
Ehhh, that's awesome! Who else online has it? It means that we're risk takers and simply won't settle for a mediocre life (as much as sometimes I wish I could! LOL). We absolutely NEED purpose and meaning in our life, it's everything. The 27 is a nice balance to gate 28 as it brings in a tribal energy to care for others. 28 is very individual -- focused on OUR purpose and meaning. 27 broadens our experience of life to include genuinely caring for others. This is obviously a super quick break down. Would love to dive deeper into your chart if you wanted in a reading : ) calendly.com/amandahorvath/hd
@MakerOfSpace 10 ай бұрын
@@AmandaHorvath I just realised that I had mentioned that on one of your other videos... So I guess you are the only 28 HD influencer on YT at the moment.
@AmandaHorvath 10 ай бұрын
@MakerOfSpace LOL love it! Well there you go. What's your profile? That determines your incarnation cross. It's the fraction looking number. Also, you're prob born around Oct 29. That's the time of year when people have 28 in their sun sign. Scorpios 😎
@MakerOfSpace 10 ай бұрын
@@AmandaHorvath I am a 6/2 I am on the Left Angle Cross of Distraction... I was actually born in January, 28 is my design Sun, with 60 as my personality sun...
@beinghumanz9 10 ай бұрын
THIS IS ME RIGHT NOW TOO
@AmandaHorvath 10 ай бұрын
Way to choose the hard path to alignment 💪 what's the transformation you're on?
@beinghumanz9 10 ай бұрын
@@AmandaHorvath Currently working as a full time teacher, sucked in the old draining system of continuous stress, but accepting that I cannot change everything at once (I don't know what to do, where to go to support myself) so I am taking it just one step at a time..
@beinghumanz9 10 ай бұрын
loved your video!!
@BigB-wt3xs 10 ай бұрын
Awesome b-roll with the diving onto the Human Design poster. How did you do it?
@AmandaHorvath 10 ай бұрын
My editor is awesome! He's been editing for 20 years or something and is a total After Effects pro. So grateful!
@DavidLindgren89 10 ай бұрын
Love this editing style!! 🤩 If you are outsourcing the editing, I need that persons contact details 😊
@RuedRiisCom 10 ай бұрын
Haha, double that! I'm traveling through a forest of mediocre freelance editors. Nothing like this.
@AmandaHorvath 10 ай бұрын
@davidlindgren89 @@RuedRiisCom I finally bite the bullet and splurged on a quality editor. I let go of outsourcing to the Philippines and found someone in Argentina (same time zone). We now meet weekly and he's been AMAZING and so key to allowing me to take things to the next level with my videos! I'm keeping my editor close, but I can link you to the agency that helped me find him if you want! Shoot me an email amanda@amandahorvath.com
@MikeDancy 10 ай бұрын
I is's perfect.
@NateColman 10 ай бұрын
This feels more like a theory than anything
@CryptoDream4Us 10 ай бұрын
💯
@DavidLindgren89 10 ай бұрын
Love this editing style!! 🤩 If you are outsourcing the editing, I need that persons contact details 😊
@AmandaHorvath 10 ай бұрын
That's exactly what it is! It's a theory that is designed to be an experiment. You learn something and then experiment with it to see if it resonates and what comes out of it. It's WILDLY accurate from my experience. Such an amazing journey. I'm continually surprised at my desire to continue diving deeper into it.
@naturalflowalchemy 9 ай бұрын
… 💯 - I’ve been experimenting for for 3 + years and also deep dived to learn everything. It’s an experiment - highly unique to each person - the map is the guide … and it’s amazingly accurate. It’s not all easy - it’s not a quick fix! It can be triggering & requires work. But the other side is a true resonance from the heart - that we are delivering on our soul’s mission. It’s a return to deep awareness & a tool that provides like a shield from the trauma of the world around you. Only 4% of people can accept this system - and it is for those privileged enough to be in the right circumstances to accept the knowledge and live by our convictions. Powerful stuff. Thank you Amanda! Keep going honey!!! 🩵
@sidramazhar9641 8 ай бұрын
@@AmandaHorvaththe pull to keep diving deeper is real.
@alliegoeckner-fergusson46 9 ай бұрын
Do you teach via classes?
@AmandaHorvath 9 ай бұрын
Human Design classes? It's coming soon. I'm going to focus on transformational teaching with practical application rather than straight teaching HD. You'll learn in the application process - if that makes sense. Would love to hear your feedback on that! Shoot me an email and we can chat it out : amanda@amandahorvath.com And if you want straight HD classes, my HD teacher is amaaaazing. I can introduce you.
@alliegoeckner-fergusson46 9 ай бұрын
@@AmandaHorvath where do I chat?? I went to your site but can't find it. And yes please I will accept that invitation 😄 for a mentor!! Kind of hoping it would be you but I will take it nonetheless
@alliegoeckner-fergusson46 9 ай бұрын
Nevermind...I just noticed it's an email as well....just kidding 😂 but everything is still a yes
@rachelgooden9981 10 ай бұрын
You are sweet
@aravsingh24 8 ай бұрын
what a clickbaity title and silly video... silly sarcasm and condescension towards meditation and psychedelics... really silly, and callous bs... she knows how to make a video, ill give her that. being oneself isn't rocket science, but it does take work to bring home projections. psychedelics and meditation are age old tools to cut through the noise in the mind and come into a greater clarity about yourself and how you relate to others, period - they're age old and extremely effective.. yes, there will be pain, dont expect growth without it..
@AmandaHorvath 8 ай бұрын
You might not have made it to the end of the video -- that's legit the point of the video LOL. Transformation can't happen without discomfort. Totally agree!
@aravsingh24 8 ай бұрын
@@AmandaHorvath being "yourself" doesn't ruin your life... it changes your perspective as you bring home projections and come into greater integrity within yourself. if anything, being more authentic improves all aspects of your life...and yes, if transformation has ensued there is a period of taking shape where things feel raw and uncomfortable, signs of growth 🙂
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