If anyone is here, you’re a real one and I love you

I doubt anyone will see this but during my final year of high school we lost a kid in my grade to cancer, it was a small class so it was heavily felt. The day after she died you didn't have to come in, I did and my friend and i just sat there listening to music and not talking. I told myself I wouldn't cry, that I'd be strong through it but I put this on and offered him an earbud and I bawled. I cried that she never got to graduate, never got to turn 19, I cried for so many things. Thank you Kayla 💛

This would have been amazing if they put it as the last track in the trilogy

It’s baffling how lightly people seem to take this song. This is the heaviest, most bittersweet track I’ve ever heard, even beyond BH. It never fails to at least choke me up, because it simply yet beautifully depicts such a depressing subject we all experience as we live through life: loss. It depicts the minds of so many Brockhampton members as they remember those loved ones they’ve lost, and then it ends with Kevin, who seems to not have experienced such loss during the time of this track’s creation, and as he looks at all his heartbroken friends, he sets his mind on his husband and hopes to God he won’t leave him too. Next to SWEET, this is my favorite track from them, and it’s one of their best. There’s no argument, no doubt. BH forever

Jobas verse might just be my favourite verse brockhampton have ever produced.

""forever was just a phase" "i hope you're okay" it sucks to see someone move on. even when you have. it hurts because you start to feel like you never made them happy. i wish i could go back and become friends with you again. you were an awesome person, and you would have been a great friend if we didn't get attached. i wish i never said "i love you". anyways, i hope you're doing well. you never liked brockhampton like i did, so i'd be surprised if you saw this. im sorry i couldn't make you happy.

how can a song so happy sounding make me so sad

And tonight, brockhampton is gone and i come back to this song with a different perspective. In this ol' sky, they were mine.

kevin: This ol' sky, if I die I hope I'm no random guy Somewhere out there they will say He is mine, he is mine This ol' sky, if I die I hope I'm no random guy Somewhere out there they will say He is mine, he is mine merlyn: I'm just a boy yeah, I'm just a boy yeah I try way too hard, I'm just a boy yeah I'm just a boy yeah, I'm just a boy yeah I try way too hard, I'm just a boy yeah joba: It doesn't rain in L.A And I'm afraid to see your face Flash back to the flash floods And the slow paced Texas days We never change, no no Forever was just a phase Didn't mean to leave you lonely I just had to do what's best for me, selfishly I'll admit that 'm in a fetal hold, I'm a weak man I'm a weak man I hit the ground running Trippin' on my feet As the distance between us Became more than I can see I hope you're okay I hope you're okay I went to the beach yesterday And cried cause I miss you The waves don't crash the same And the sun still burns me joba: I'll miss you for all my life I'll love you for all my life I'll miss you for all my life I'll love you for all my life (Another day away, another state away) I'll miss you for all my life (Another day away, another state away) I'll love you for all my life (Another day away) I'll miss you for all my life I'll love you for all my life kevin: This ol' sky, if I die I hope I'm no random guy Somewhere out there they will say He is mine, he is mine This ol' sky, if I die I hope I'm no random guy Somewhere out there they will say He is mine, he is mine This ol' sky, if I die I hope I'm no random guy Somewhere out there they will say He is mine, he is mine This ol' sky, if I die I hope I'm no random guy Somewhere out there they will say He is mine, he is mine ameer: I can't stand it here no more I've been banging at your door I'm so lost in Hollywood All that shit I put you through I'm so sorry, I'm so sorry, yeah I'm so sorry But you won't wait for someday We had dreams, married Sunday But I left Texas, now you hate me In this town where I can't breathe Yes, I love you, but I can't stay And you ask why, but I can't say dom: Still ain't find all the answers I don't want to be standard Surgeries, I've been tampered Watched her fight and beat cancer Wasn't ready to let me go Wasn't ready for life without Fear one day that I'll make that call I have to face all my darkest doubts I can scream when I think of what happens for a reason Find my ways to fly with everyone, I lost when I'm dreaming I don't wanna wake up when I get a chance to catch that feeling Letting go, every second that I live until I stop breathing kevin: This ol' sky, if I die I hope I'm no random guy Somewhere out there they will say He is mine, he is mine This ol' sky, if I die I hope I'm no random guy Somewhere out there they will say He is mine, he is mine This ol' sky, if I die I hope I'm no random guy Somewhere out there they will say He is mine, he is mine This ol' sky, if I die I hope I'm no random guy Somewhere out there they will say He is mine, he is mine merlyn: I'm just a boy yeah, I'm just a boy yeah I try way too hard, I'm just a boy yeah I'm just a boy yeah, I'm just a boy yeah I try way too hard, I'm just a boy yeah I'm just a boy yeah, I'm just a boy yeah I try way too hard, I'm just a boy yeah I'm just a boy yeah, I'm just a boy yeah I try way too hard, I'm just a boy yeah kevin: Texas sky, if I die, I hope that I'm no random guy It's so mm-mm-mm-mm-mm Texas sky, if I die, I hope that I'm no random guy kevin: You made me do things I don't ever wanna do You made me say things I don't ever wanna say You ain't act ways that are natural I'd rather end up disaster Imagine me and you outside When the wind can't hurt my pride Imagine me and you in a car crash Imagine me and you shared a last laugh Imagine me and you hold hands Fake ass romantics Like all the niggas we stanned Think that's a classic, damn You let me share your couch with you I thank you for that You let me share your house with you I thank you for that You let me wipe my mouth with you I thank you for that You let me write my songs about you And I hate you for that And I can't get it

Joba's verse makes my whole heart ache man

i hope you’re okay i went to the beach yesterday and cried cause i miss you the waves don’t crash the same and i’ll miss you for A L L M Y L I F E

[Chorus: Kevin Abstract] This ol' sky, if I die I hope I'm no random guy Somewhere out there they will say He is mine, he is mine This ol' sky, if I die I hope I'm no random guy Somewhere out there they will say He is mine, he is mine [Post-Chorus: Merlyn Wood] I'm just a boy yeah, I'm just a boy yeah I try way too hard, I'm just a boy yeah I'm just a boy yeah, I'm just a boy yeah I try way too hard, I'm just a boy yeah [Verse 1: Joba] It doesn't rain in L.A And I'm afraid to see your face Flashback to the flash floods And the slow-paced Texas days We never change, no no Forever was just a phase I didn't mean to leave you lonely I just had to do what's best for me, selfishly I'll admit that I'm in a fetal hold, I'm a weak man I'm a weak man I hit the ground running Trippin' on my feet As the distance between us Became more than I can see I hope you're okay Yeah, I hope you're okay I went to the beach yesterday And cried 'cause I missed you The waves don't crash the same And the sun still burns me [Bridge 1: Joba] I'll miss you for all my life I'll love you for all my life I'll miss you for all my life I'll love you for all my life (Another day away, another state away) I'll miss you for all my life (Another day away, another state away) I'll love you for all my life (Another day away) I'll miss you for all my life I'll love you for all my life [Chorus: Kevin Abstract] This ol' sky, if I die I hope I'm no random guy Somewhere out there they will say He is mine, he is mine This ol' sky, if I die I hope I'm no random guy Somewhere out there they will say He is mine, he is mine This ol' sky, if I die I hope I'm no random guy Somewhere out there they will say He is mine, he is mine This ol' sky, if I die I hope I'm no random guy Somewhere out there they will say He is mine, he is mine [Verse 2: Ameer Vann] I can't stand it here no more I've been banging at your door I'm so lost in Hollywood All that shit I put you through I'm so sorry, I'm so sorry, yeah I'm so sorry But you won't wait for someday We had dreams, married Sunday But I left Texas, now you hate me In this town where I can't breathe Yes, I love you, but I can't stay And you ask why, but I can't say [Verse 3: Dom McLennon] Still ain't find all the answers I don't want to be standard Surgeries, I've been tampered Watched her fight and beat cancer Wasn't ready to let me go I wasn't ready for life without Fear one day that I'll make that call I have to face all my darkest doubts I can scream when I think of what happens for a reason Find my ways to fly with everyone, I lost when I'm dreaming I don't wanna wake up when I get a chance to catch that feeling Letting go, every second that I live until I stop breathing [Chorus: Kevin Abstract] This ol' sky, if I die I hope I'm no random guy Somewhere out there they will say He is mine, he is mine This ol' sky, if I die I hope I'm no random guy Somewhere out there they will say He is mine, he is mine This ol' sky, if I die I hope I'm no random guy Somewhere out there they will say He is mine, he is mine This ol' sky, if I die I hope I'm no random guy Somewhere out there they will say He is mine, he is mine [Post-Chorus: Merlyn Wood] I'm just a boy, yeah, I'm just a boy, yeah I try way too hard, I'm just a boy, yeah I'm just a boy, yeah, I'm just a boy, yeah I try way too hard, I'm just a boy, yeah I'm just a boy, yeah, I'm just a boy, yeah I try way too hard, I'm just a boy, yeah I'm just a boy, yeah, I'm just a boy, yeah I try way too hard, I'm just a boy, yeah [Bridge 2: Kevin Abstract] Texas sky, if I die, I hope that I'm no random guy It's so mm-mm-mm-mm-mm Texas sky, if I die, I hope that I'm no random guy [Verse 4: Kevin Abstract] You made me do things I don't ever wanna do You made me say things I don't ever wanna say You ain't act ways that are natural I'd rather end up in disaster Imagine me and you outside When the wind can't hurt my pride Imagine me and you in a car crash Imagine me and you shared a last laugh Imagine me and you hold hands Fake ass romantics Like all the niggas we stanned Think that's a classic, damn You let me share your couch with you I thank you for that You let me share your house with you I thank you for that You let me wipe my mouth with you I thank you for that You let me write my songs about you And I hate you for that And I can't get it

This will forever be the realest thing they've ever made

was going to comment on the music video, but the real ones will be here. BH meant everything to me these past few years, I owe a lot of artistic and personal growth to them. I’m saddened it’s over, there will be never be another phenomenon like the saturation trilogy - or like this boyband. It’s hard to let go, but I can’t wait to see what they do next. texas sky, til I die.

I really wish Matt's verse was on the Demo

So much harder to listen to now.

joba's voice is perfection I die every time

this song seriously reminds me of one of my best friends who committed suicide two years ago, they loved brockhampton with all their heart and were the most open minded person about music i've ever met. i miss you caden, not a week goes by where i don't think about you, i hope you're resting in peace.

everyone is talking about joba’s, dom’s and ameer’s verses but kevin’s is so massively powerful and deserves the appreciation it deserves

It's weird how much upsetting this version is compaired to the video version

Miss these guys so much. Thankful to be alive when they made music

This is so sad now.

this might be one of the most beautifuk songs ive evr heard im in legit tears

3 of my friends and I were smoking one night and driving around. For 9 minutes straight, none of us said one word.. for 9 minutes straight just staring ahead listening to this song. Such a simple memory but one I’ll never forget.

cried for an hour straight to this at 4 am

Discovered BROCKHAMPTON during my last relationship. I showed her them as soon as I found them and this song along with the Saturation Trilogy was pretty much our soundtrack on road-trips. I found her texting her ex several times and eventually had to end the relationship but I can’t forget the drives to this song on repeat. Bittersweet memories I’ll probably always have. As dark as this song is, it takes me back to those good days a few years ago.

The contrast of the upbeat nature of this song to what the lyrics are saying is powerful. Sometimes you have to make the hard decisions, whether that's letting go or moving on. Meaningful people are not easy to come by, and when a person that was meaningful to you is no longer present in your life for whatever reason, it's difficult. Be happy that the positive times happened and know that there are more positive times in store in the future. :)

Found out my mascara is not waterproof when listening to this for thw first time....Joba really got my heart hurting

this shouldve been the ending of TEAM

RIP Brockhampton

It hit me so hard that the last BH show ended with LAMB slideshow

Why does Dom always have incredible verses

this makes me realize how much I will miss these boys. They changed my life. I am grateful to them.

This song is so bittersweet. Makes me miss someone, but also makes me appreciate what I still got

Thank you Brockhampton for amazing Saturation era. 2018-2019 was the year that I never know I'm gonna miss it so badly. Senior year, slow-paced high school's days, the first time yet so memorable love life, and dreaming as youth thay think we never get older. Then jobs, adulthood came crashing down and make it frustating. Then I come back to this song and I feel relief. I realize I will never get the Saturation era days again, but I will cherish it by living forward at the best I could do. So once again, thank you Saturation Era. I'm gonna miss you.

if anyone sees this ,I luv y'all ,ur not alone

my heart is aching

I always come back here, it's like they made this song to make me feel better, it's like they're saying "I've been through this shit too and it's okay. You'll be okay" I always feel embraced. Thank you, BH.

Jobas part made me cry. 😥 I didn’t realize how powerful his verse really was

"imagine me and you share the last laugh" broke me bro... life is too short

“Texas sky, when I die” OK BROCKHAMPTON WINS ONCE AGAIN

Shattered this isn’t on Spotify and shit

I remember listening to this song constantly after my aunty took her own life. " I'll miss you for all my life. I'll love you for all my life." I miss you so much, Aunty Missy. You're forever alive in my heart...

One of the songs that really got me into brockhampton, and this version is even fucking better. Dying

If you’re reading this and feeling like shit, or sad it gets better eventually bro trust (:

6:58 was kevins best Kanye impression lol

joba's verse hits way too hard, this is definitely one of my favorite songs in their entire discography

"Somebody out there loves me. Someday I'll find out who it is."

this is genuinely the most emotional i've ever gotten to a song

i'm crying

When joba said “It doesn’t rain in LA”🥺

This song carries a moment I will remember for the rest of my life

Love u guys forever

This one hitting real different today. Will always be a special song and they will be a special band

discovered brockhampton in 2017, naturally makes you think of times being different

I remember hearing this when I was 16 and feeling very emotional thinking about my life and how I wanted more out of life. Now I'm almost 19 and brockhampton kinda broke up and the song brings the tears in the same way. Maybe it's time to grow up

Ameers verse on this is beautiful

It would’ve been crazy if TEAM transitioned to this full thing instead of the rapping, and then transitioned into heat

Thank you for everything Brockhampton

in my top 10 BH tracks for sure

To my old friend who showed me this song, I hope one day you come across this comment and know that I’m always thinking of u. We had good times, I miss you bro. I too, hope you’re okay.

This will be on repeat for the next two days, rip BH

When I remember them a few years later, I'll come here to listen to this song

Tears, every time. Something so sad yet so promising and beautiful about this song. Rips my heart out every fucking time. Thank you BH.

Even though we're never getting this on streaming, this is still one of my fav bh songs. Thank you guys for following me through my highschool years.

ameer has one of my favorite verses in this song

this song hits even harder now cause they’re breaking up 😪

once again i am back. the end of an era. their music feels nostalgic to me now. helped me through some times & i met one of my best friends through it. songs like this give me hope & i find myself reflecting on sunrises i saw after i spent the night watching technical difficulties streams, long boarding to these songs near my grandma’s house before she sold it, streaming them at 7:00 am on cold winter mornings at the bus stop, etc. bittersweet moment for sure but music is forever & i’ll definitely come back to relive those memories through streaming the discography of some group of men who formed through a forum & made it big from just a small place in corpus christi.

why am i crying in the club rn

I literally am sobbing lmao thanks for helping me simp about an ex cheating on me

This one just needs to be their last song on Coachella, it would be a perfect goodbye.

3:40 💔 i’m so sorry

i'm leaving texas at the end of august, i'll be going off to college in a whole new state. i've been listening to this version of LAMB over and over. it's just hitting me that i'll be leaving my home state and city after living here for my "all my life" :( it seems like my family is falling apart and i have a little sister, she's still so young to go through this stuff. joba's lyric "i didn't mean to leave you lonely/i just had to do what's best for me, selfishly/i'll admit that." i'm leaving her alone to deal with the turmoil. i have a chance to leave this behind, even for four years. i'm leaving because i wanted to, i've always wanted to leave texas. it just hurts that this reality is coming so fast. i didn't think it would hurt this much. "texas sky" i will miss you once i leave. i will miss everything but it's my time to leave you, even if it does seem selfish right now. it's so fucking hard but i'm not alone and brockhampton showed me that i can still have love for texas even if i am choosing to leave.

Jobas verse wrecks me every time and I've never been able to relate to it more at this point in my life.

listen to i'm sorry by ameer for more on the story he tells in his verse

best song by bh, change my mind

was only familiar with the version on their channel, wasn’t ready to hear these lyrics and now i’m weeping. joba really pulled my heart strings

Joba sounds like he's from some sort of shoegaze band.

Joba's verse almost made me cry, it's too damn powerful.

I admire how they added everyone's verse in one at 5:35. I feel like it represent unison and brotherhood in Brockhampton.

i want a 10 minute music video to this

she said it’s me or lamb (demo 10 - extended) , i do be feeling lonely sometimes 😪

Still mad they didn’t play this live at their last show ever

crying to this song rn because im stressed about uni finals and brockhampton is done

jobas part always hits me so fucking hard i think i have whiplash

This is hitting really hard right now.

Here again after it ended. Hurts more I think.

This hurts now that it’s really over

this is perfect man

Im back yet again, god damnit i love this song so much.

im so proud to say that this song has helped me so much, despite its not new or current in bh discography. this song will always be special to me.

I can't wait to see my boys on Monday! Love you, Brockhampton!

Listen to this everyday

This might be the best songs I’ve ever heard.

Thank you :)

holy shit

i don’t know if you’ll see this, because you never liked brockhampton like i do. i just want you to know i’m still so sorry. i know i don’t deserve remorse, but i never wanted to hurt you. i thought we would be life long friends and you clicked with me so fast and made me feel so comfortable, but i went and threw that in the trash didn’t i? i’m still trying to find answers and i don’t know if i’m ready for life without you. i wanna scream. the last words i said to you were “i love you.” right after we had broke into our school’s pool and jumped inside at 9pm. i really do cherish all the things we did and think about moving to new york with you and running stupid errands with you. how sweet it was and could’ve been. i’m sorry.

JOBA’s verse gives me a taking back Sunday vibe

Thanks for the reupload

This piece breaks my heart omg