at first I thought the KZfaq notification was a text. got me scared
@syrosmusic7 жыл бұрын
LOL
@simplytiana47587 жыл бұрын
Willy Bumbum same I was like wtf😂
@Nenzo_7 жыл бұрын
Willy Bumbum same 😂😂
@inkyio7 жыл бұрын
love how everyone else is saying same when they know thats a lie 👌
@elenorhibbett15207 жыл бұрын
sAME
@syrosmusic7 жыл бұрын
first mix... you guys want more?
@sabeys7 жыл бұрын
Syros Hell Yeah!!💙
@maddyk10987 жыл бұрын
Syros yes please
@bedivere74747 жыл бұрын
nah.
@ish37447 жыл бұрын
Absolutely! Love what you do!!!
@robeslol7 жыл бұрын
Oh fuck yeah
@bruhmomento74257 жыл бұрын
by the way, I feel bad. I never told you how swell this sounds
@omarramirez9527 жыл бұрын
Stella Stenla Nikko Nikko niiii
@dmcpartlin177 жыл бұрын
Omar Ramirez nikko nikko no. haha jk
@kayaeki7 жыл бұрын
Nico Nico I don't get the reference ;-;
@dmcpartlin177 жыл бұрын
Amateur Mango Nico nico kk
@eden-ci9fo7 жыл бұрын
Zero Accords legend has it, he did suck him off
@imhighaf7737 жыл бұрын
Don't feel bad to ask me how's my love life going, but feel terrible knowing you did.
@katyphillips81737 жыл бұрын
I'm high AF beat the S y s t e m
@josefrausto92227 жыл бұрын
High as fuck and this hurt my heart
@PYROLORD67 жыл бұрын
I'm high AF Im drunk as f and this is dope
@Berschkaka7 жыл бұрын
I'm high AF wat
@DecafShaman.7 жыл бұрын
I'm high AF what love life? OOOHHH!! get fucking roasted toasted and 3 different kinds of chard. XD jk m8 love you.
@LastSnailStanding7 жыл бұрын
The artist for the picture is Illya Kuvshinov.
@flowerzmay7 жыл бұрын
Mr. Ambiguous 👌👌👌 an angel
@LukiexPookie7 жыл бұрын
thank you!
@oxinak77747 жыл бұрын
Mr. Ambiguous lol thanks I think it has the link the description too I'm not too sure
@momozonoluvr35277 жыл бұрын
Anna-Marie Lange ilya is a dude i think
@katvondutch40437 жыл бұрын
Mr. Ambiguous omg yas! I follow her on insta.Such talented artist!
@rezzy70597 жыл бұрын
I just found this in my recommended, and I got to say, I LOVE IT.It also reminds me of another artist called "In love with a ghost",with the long titles and everything.
@oxinak77747 жыл бұрын
TheAustistic27 lol your pfp is from one of their videos I remember the Pokémon on the Starbucks looking cup
@sarvuwu7 жыл бұрын
yesh its exactly like that artist i wonder if this person has ever heard them
@madison8187 жыл бұрын
TheAustistic27 haha - I actually thought this was one of their videos and they changed the channel name ;;
@Veryfaery7 жыл бұрын
TheAustistic27 yess when i read the title i thought it was them
@anniepark20507 жыл бұрын
TheAustistic27 also reminds me of an artist called lophee? Thought it was the same guy for a second....
@Renegade5o7 жыл бұрын
When KZfaq recommends something posted 7 minutes ago... And it's awesome.
@zerglingist7 жыл бұрын
When youtube tells you that this video was posted less than a minute ago... And you're not even subscribed. And the video is a month old.
@sunmooncr7 жыл бұрын
Renegade5o same happen now
@diadarko7 жыл бұрын
i'm in love with someone that loves me back, and it feels great.
@robertjameson5307 жыл бұрын
women cant feel emotions, such as love. sorry to be the one to break it to you
@ZehVancho7 жыл бұрын
Simply Ebic lol you're so bitter 😂
@robertjameson5307 жыл бұрын
im not being bitter im a gender realist
@ZehVancho7 жыл бұрын
Simply Ebic Men and women can both feel emotions such as love. you're being unrealistic when you said women can't feel that emotion. Maybe the ones that you have met in the past didn't look like they were able to love but I'm pretty sure every women feels emotions such as love (unless they have a mental illness that is preventing them from loving other people.) I'm a woman, all of my siblings are women, my mom is a woman, and i have lots of female friends. And all of us can feel emotions.
@samaraaacz6 жыл бұрын
Simply Ebic Woah somebody broke your heart. You okay buddy?
@choux83727 жыл бұрын
my love life is pretty shit. I'm still recovering from an abusive partner who'd threatened to kill himself if I left him, but he never stopped cheating on me either. I'm slowly getting better, and i want to love again.
@michelle24447 жыл бұрын
you will!
@dreadddeddd7 жыл бұрын
Choux Wish you well!
@oxinak77747 жыл бұрын
Choux that sucks you seems like such a nice person! I hope that you recover soon and feel better trust me it'll get better I'm kinda going through the same thing although it's with my parents and my gender.
@choux83727 жыл бұрын
xXBAKA BOYXx thank you :,) with help from my friends, I have been feeling a lot better. but the trauma still weighs heavy on my mind sometimes. and I have many friends struggling with the same issue, I hope one day your parents will be able to accept your identity! in the meantime, remember that a lot of people support you! (っ´ω`)ノ
@choux83727 жыл бұрын
Wolf Grey I should have gone through with the breakup, but I was too nice back then. he was also my first boyfriend, so that certainly didn't help matters either haha I'm sorry to hear your ex was equally terrible! honestly, your story is pretty much like mine, except my ex didn't bother hiding the fact that he was messing around with his friends. in fact, he actually manipulated me into thinking that because he was honest about it, it must have been okay and that if I didn't accept it, I was being unreasonable. as much as I don't want to ever experience that heartbreak again, I think it's worth trusting people again. there might be lots of shitty people out there, but that just makes the good ones stand out even more, yknow?
@aaliyahjane Жыл бұрын
5 years later this is still my favorite lofi
@joy.limon_ Жыл бұрын
Same! 💕
@thisonesformusic4 ай бұрын
same !!@@joy.limon_
@imthemannn7 жыл бұрын
There are people who care about you and they always will, life is a gift don't waste it
@FanDutch7 жыл бұрын
In 500 years, probably less, no one will know who you or any of your friends are. And what happens on earth stays on earth.
@cosmo6867 жыл бұрын
LMAO
@j09k067 жыл бұрын
true
@cd290637 жыл бұрын
yeah, you're the man.
@triss.25407 жыл бұрын
hard to believe especially when I care so much for someone
@chromatika677 жыл бұрын
there is love everywhere, even in desperate times and struggles. love will find you. i hope to those who arent having such a good time right now know that there is light at the end of the tunnel and that there is hope for you. ::) i hope you all feel better
@978987 жыл бұрын
thanks
@luca58187 жыл бұрын
moegi Your words are so pleasant
@Yaorii7 жыл бұрын
much needed, thanks. same to you.
@chromatika677 жыл бұрын
Maleah Donaldson ah no problem ! I'm glad :)
@chromatika677 жыл бұрын
Luca 金 thank you :) faith will come to you as well :))
@jam90647 жыл бұрын
when you realized the kid who said "by the way, I feel bad. I never asked you how your love life is going" was the voice of ferb from phineas and ferb
@pollypocket97497 жыл бұрын
jamie Nice profile pic
@jam90647 жыл бұрын
lmao
@reisbob77867 жыл бұрын
You mean Thomas Brodie sangers or something?
@chan-kaori-18677 жыл бұрын
Kretzschmeister it's from the movie "love actually"
@jubarupeanut44107 жыл бұрын
Oh gawd, the mental images of ferb in a black jacket on stage with a mic singing this and dancing all smooth. Plz kill me
@audreybabadookie32687 жыл бұрын
Well my love life sucks. I know this boy. He's perfect. He's beautiful, inside and out. But my anxiety/sadness is taking over. I'm slowly drifting away. And it hurts to see someone I love slowly drift away as if nothing ever happened. I love him. I want him to know, but I'm not one to show emotions. He always makes me feel warm and fuzzy and good and relaxed and content with life. But that's creepy to say aloud. So for now I will just keep my thoughts locked away. But it is a dream to dream of him, and then wake up next to him.
@janessa55187 жыл бұрын
i hope you can tell him how you feel about him very soon :) anyone can accomplish anything
@normalname15017 жыл бұрын
wanna talk about it?
@DaFakerable7 жыл бұрын
Audrey W If you want that situation to finish just ask him out
@lilian77137 жыл бұрын
Just wanna share: nobody's perfect. If you're expecting them to be, then be careful, you're putting them on a pedestal, and the distance can ruin a good relationship.
@iuconnecttokyo7 жыл бұрын
You think he's perfect because you dont know him well enough.
@vanessareynolds54287 жыл бұрын
I don't know what this is, but its amazing. It makes me feel this overwhelming sense of content melancholy. It has this sort of...place-less-ness about it. Kinda alleviates that boxed-in, snow globe-like feeling that you get after awhile. Like a drug almost. Thank you so much for this.
@Acrylami7 жыл бұрын
vanessa reynolds Content melancholy... perfect way to put it
@amauranight-79786 жыл бұрын
My new forever mood- content melancholy
@sashabarazandeh73026 жыл бұрын
idk it feels melancholy and reminiscent but not happy or enjoyable. it's like a fake calm.
@TheGirlWhoStoleAStar7 жыл бұрын
If anyone's curious about the quote its from "Love Actually".
@mackers64317 жыл бұрын
I recently messaged an ex of mine; I sent him a long message stating that I am sorry that I ended the relationship the way I did. I felt like I played him. I felt like the way I handled things were cruel, but the problem was I didn't realize I was hurting him. I was too young and immature. He was my first boyfriend and I was excited at the idea that I was wanted. I waited almost a full month for him to text me back. He looked at the message right away. It took him a month. I was excited when he finally messaged me back. I wasn't looking for a relationship, I simply wanted to catch up. He will always have a special place in my heart, and I will always be partial to him. I talked to him about my current relationship. It was only brief. I asked him about his love life and I think he took it the wrong way. I was curious. He isn't with a very nice girl and I feel sort of broken. I want the best for him, and I don't want him to get hurt. I know it isn't my place to meddle, so I feel stuck, as if I am watching a show and cannot do anything about the outcome. I leave to go visit my current boyfriend in five days (he lives in Germany, and I in America) and I want to keep in touch with my ex but I feel like that isn't a good idea. I am torn with what to do. We have grown up so different. Our relationship was when I was an 8th grader, and I am about to be a senior. He just graduated. He is dating an 8th grader who is soon to be a freshman. I hate to see him do something stupid like that, you know? I don't know...
@buckeye55026 жыл бұрын
Maddy Mack it's okay to stay in contact with him. Just treat him kindly, ask him about his day occasionally, say you're sorry if you feel you did something wrong in the past to him. Hopefully, he will realize what kind of girl he's currently dating and break away to be happy. Hold him close but not too close. Arms length friend. Healing and catching up and learning to trust someone again takes time. Please be patient with him and just be there when he needs you as a friend. Things will be better.
@SLAPMYGORILLA7 жыл бұрын
I've learned that this music can be interpreted for a sad or a happy mood. I haven't been having the best past few months and a couple of nights ago this really fitted my sad mood. but today I started getting a bit more social again and started to chat to a chick again that I've liked for a while now and this also seems to fit my cheery mood. this'll probs get lost in comments but oh well, fuck it. I really like Jenny.
@mainyan19537 жыл бұрын
Zachary Lyon That is good for you :)
@debo20777 жыл бұрын
Got any luck my dude?
@Forit263 жыл бұрын
How u doing fam
@goofycawfee7 жыл бұрын
that was our mistake, we both trusted enough to lend each other our brain, and as we unraveled our thoughts, promises were lost, left with unanswered questions, not even the secrets of the universe can compare, we were the answer, but we decided to both let go, unanswered
@goofycawfee7 жыл бұрын
By me
@reisbob77867 жыл бұрын
Blurryhs this is beautiful I want more of this from you
@ninacharina58736 жыл бұрын
@samaraaacz6 жыл бұрын
Rachel love it
@Princess-ft5qe5 жыл бұрын
Rachel Rabanales r u hitting on me
@milkybath43717 жыл бұрын
KZfaq actually recommend me something good. Wow.
@lunariaflora7 жыл бұрын
ikr, not a clickbait buzzfeed video for once.
@samaraaacz6 жыл бұрын
Milky Bath mood
@bax1803 жыл бұрын
i remember finding this in 2017, lifes sad asf because its so quick but these were definitely good times
@chrisml56047 жыл бұрын
5 years of my life spent with someone who never truly loved me romantically. He's my best friend still but it sucks he couldn't tell me sooner. I feel like everything happened how it did for a reason but I can't help but feel like I spent so much time and energy hoping for a future he knew would never happen.
@Thatawesomeguy1964 жыл бұрын
Mine was about to be 2 years. Same situation. I felt that and my heart sunk. We all deserve better
@DnVFMVs3 жыл бұрын
Right person at the wrong time. Nobody to blame but our lame fate
@goofycawfee7 жыл бұрын
If you're reading this, I hope you find the love you deserve one day if you didn't already because you deserve more than the universe can ever offer :)
@motlagomangmakoe44567 жыл бұрын
Rachel 💞💕thank you💕💞
@zz505134 жыл бұрын
this is late but thank you for this i really needed it. if you haven't found that love yet then i hope you find it too because you definitely deserve it as well
@goofycawfee4 жыл бұрын
Suzanne Z awww you’re so welcome! I’m so happy that my words resonate with you and I hope that they gave you a bit of faith for what is to come :) 💗✨
@thebootlegboy7 жыл бұрын
fire mix!
@cupofdirtfordinner2 жыл бұрын
a checkmarked comment with only 23 likes and 0 replies (1 now) from 4 YEARS AGO??
@August140 Жыл бұрын
Only 46 likes, damn
@August140 Жыл бұрын
Btw bootleg boy, love your mixes
@Kuro_the_space_invator11 ай бұрын
Love your mixes
@brickemdown9 ай бұрын
its 2023, funny Im still coming back here for that " by the way I feel bad" and the beats
@michelle24447 жыл бұрын
when you are now in love with a good friend and don't know what to do.. even though he lives far away. makes it even more difficult..
@emilovesyouxp7 жыл бұрын
Miatrice just tell him yo. If he doesn't reciprocate then at least you won't have to see him all the time. My boytoy just left me for his girl best friend of four years. He'd had those feelings all this time. We dated for two months. It was my first experience. We both felt like it had the potential to grow, but he was hung up on her so he could never give me what I deserved. You have to try. Get your feelings out there in the open. Then you can move on. I wish he'd told me about his feelings for this girl way before. I could have been his friend sooner.
@normalname15017 жыл бұрын
Miatrice if you like him so much,he is probably understanding... if he is not interested,like I said above he will probably understand and just be friends with him :^) just... do it,try,don't regret,Im not telling you no bullshit... except he can't understand that and is the type of guy to lose contact after a confession (not saying you shouldn't,I mean I don't know shit about who he is)
@yesnow99107 жыл бұрын
I'm so hungover at a friends house and this is beautiful and doesn't make me sick so thank you
@buckeye55026 жыл бұрын
Yes Now I hope you feel better now!
@attackonamethyst92337 жыл бұрын
I only clicked cause of Ilya's art but ayy this is very serene
@Jordan-db2og7 жыл бұрын
why these comments full of damn poets
@wtfliyah.__59657 жыл бұрын
le lo roses are red, Violets are blue. Spaghetti.
@jamesmartin48277 жыл бұрын
wanna talk about it
@AquariusEdge7 жыл бұрын
roses are red mom's spaghetti 400 lb florida man self-circumsized with a machete
@katherineong44266 жыл бұрын
i thought that said dumb poets, but i still agree
@samaraaacz6 жыл бұрын
le lo Because this community is awesome. We share our feelings.
@coolcookiecrumbsinc.36787 жыл бұрын
i love love actually
@64jackyman7 жыл бұрын
Like the movie? because that movie was ass
@stericlyrics3 жыл бұрын
back in my 2017 feels and i love it so much
@hellokatelyn45427 жыл бұрын
welp, my love life is swell thanks for asking. to all of you reluctant about love, be patient and be kind to yourself.
@DasAuditore7 жыл бұрын
About my love life, there's a girl who I'd like to know more about and spend more time with. We went out this one time and i can tell we both enjoyed ourselves. Now , I can't seem to stop thinking about her. I cant decide if I should ask her out again because I will be leaving soon to another country for a few years for my studies. I don't want to break her heart or strain our friendship with a long distance relationship, more so without a strong foundation built (I'm not sure if "foundation" is the best word) So yeah. Either I tell her how I feel and go on taking my chances with her OR I let my feelings fade. Hey, thanks for reading. Please enjoy the music :)
@kellylizzz6 жыл бұрын
Steve Chang what happened
@noelanoelanoelanoelanoela4 жыл бұрын
I hope you guys are doing well Even thought it's 2 years latee
@sobaye93297 жыл бұрын
my girlfriend (who i met in middle school and had been dating for six years) passed away in a car accident two years ago, haven't felt any semblance of any type (including family or friendship) love since then ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
@basielu6 жыл бұрын
...I am so sorry.
@35caliber.6 жыл бұрын
i’m so sorry for your loss. i hope you’re doing okay.
@noor-wb5kc5 жыл бұрын
She would have wanted you to grow and love, im incredibly sorry for your loss but I don’t believe she would have wanted to chain you down, it’s up to you to come to terms with that. I understand what you’re going through. I really fucking do. Love is never temporary and neither is a person, so get yourself out there, in respect for yourself and your ex girlfriend.
@paularuthers60745 жыл бұрын
I see your post is a year old but I really hope you found someone or something letting you cure and grow as a person to something bigger and better
@ursismin24634 жыл бұрын
visualizing an entire future with this person. seeing the faces of your children and hearing their cute laughs. head dizzy as you close your eyes and see your spouse playing with your children. being able to feel the warmth of a house filled with the happiness of your small little family. then opening your eyes and realizing it’s all in your head. they would never feel the same way towards you and you know this because you have exposed yourself. you let the vulnerable side of you escape. now you regret it but you have no idea how to stop. day after day, the mind that was once so reluctant to love a soul, suddenly is overwhelmed by the presence of this person. the one that gives your butterflies every time you think about them. the two of you haven’t even met yet, that’s crazy.
@johannameyer407 жыл бұрын
My love life is good right now. One month ago my boyfriend and me broke up (partly because the love life was shit) and now I met a guy who is now my friend with benefits. It's good to not be in a relationship but still having fun. Relationships can be cool but right now it's not the right thing for me. Update: I now have two friends with benefits (ok it's more like small talk and benefits) but i like it. I just hate how my best friend (a guy) calls me "b*tch" now but hooks up in every party with different people.
@Acrylami7 жыл бұрын
Das ist mein Name Good for you buddy. I'm glad to hear it
@yunghesynd22707 жыл бұрын
He (your best friend) might just love you aswell and get jealous about those guys. Ever thought about it? Maybe he senses that you won't give him a chance and tries to hook up with girls to ignore the fact that you're not in reach for him. Boys do cry aswell.
@Elliott_6667 жыл бұрын
My love life ? Probably best part of my life, currently dating a beautiful person for now more than 2 years and before we were friends for 5 years. Next year going to China for School Exchange so I'm gonna miss them deeply for 5 months. I left their home 5 hours ago and I miss them already heh how are we gonna do that haha Btw thank you for your remix, I love listening to that kind of music while studying !
@rawanhadi64087 жыл бұрын
Ailin how's chine going so far?
@hoppersauce87506 жыл бұрын
Or could just be trying to keep their signifcant other's gender anonymous, ya never know :/
@Echocookie89486 жыл бұрын
I hate to be like this, but how did the 5 months away work out?
@samaraaacz6 жыл бұрын
Ailin I’m glad you’re happy. I hope you stay happy.
@jubyrachaphaelfate76967 жыл бұрын
I LOVE THE TALKING IN THE BEGINNING OmG
@Shane-xm9sn7 жыл бұрын
i love it when im listening to this chill music then a rlly loud trivago ad comes on
@user-oz4oj3rb7l6 ай бұрын
I love this... listening to this since 2017.
@jsmxke70583 ай бұрын
Love you.
@user-oz4oj3rb7l3 ай бұрын
@@jsmxke7058 aww ty 💕
@chloem.8727 жыл бұрын
maybe i'm not capable of love
@buckeye55026 жыл бұрын
chloe mcentire I think you are. You are lovely friend
@samaraaacz6 жыл бұрын
chloe mcentire You are. Even if you dont feel like you are.
@imicee61976 жыл бұрын
I told myself I was incapable of love. Then it hit me hard one time. I can say it was a very magical feeling. It lasted a while then we had to break it off. It shattered me, leaving me broken. I'd like to stay incapable of loving after that :')
@billyjovitagonzales93174 жыл бұрын
Hopefully one day I will get to meet my soulmate and we can water the garden from their balcony.
@kylehiro997 жыл бұрын
Apologies for being late to the party. I have something to share. I am in love with a perfect person. Obviously, no one is really perfect but... To me, she is the very definition of it. Everything she does has this elegance to it, and it's easy to be drawn in. As great as she sounds, being in love with her is the most bittersweet thing I can think of. To love someone who most likely does not return my feelings, it really leaves an ache in my heart. Everything is so complicated, yet still so simple. I don't even know if she can tell that I have feelings for her, that I would give up so much just to be with her. Perhaps she is pitying me. Perhaps I'm pitying myself. I don't know why I continue to go down this path, a road with no real end. Where is my mind going? I should stop now, as I have rambled enough. Thank you for taking time out of your day to read this, even if it's hard to follow. You all have a wonderful day now.
@buckeye55026 жыл бұрын
Kyle Fawcett I think you're a beautiful lovely person who is worthy of anyone's love. I'm sure she loves you! Things will work out friend♡
@kylehiro996 жыл бұрын
soft and useless You know, for someone with "useless" in their name, that is the opposite of what you are. Thank you
@buckeye55026 жыл бұрын
Kyle Fawcett Pfff thank you...
@zaxi_e19744 жыл бұрын
ay I know I'm a bit late to the party but how are things?
@farhanasanjida4438 Жыл бұрын
hope it's going well till now...
@annapoitra40113 жыл бұрын
I used to listen to this in elementary school. I miss those days.
@peepeerhi7 жыл бұрын
I'd like to be that one relatable person and say that my love life is shit, but it's actually going really well. I started dating my best friend a few months ago
@rimejaghnaneelidrissi9367 жыл бұрын
awww happy for you, buddy
@amirahazizi40807 жыл бұрын
welp got a girl but she wasn't sure abt it, but somehow manage to love another, now empty without a thought as she left me for some other, as she walks out, another came in, bright beautiful smile, only a fool fall for it, and i did, another walk out , and now im lone sitting, falling deep into the subconscious gutter.
@angeldangerous73467 жыл бұрын
u people seem like a nice group to coexist with
@Myghostgirlfriend_3 жыл бұрын
ikr, these comments make me feel safe
@aziza67587 жыл бұрын
i love how pure this is. listening to this, not having a care in the world.
@docsimmo85935 жыл бұрын
These tracks don’t even make me feel sad, just chill
@dreond337 жыл бұрын
This is great, lovely music to listen to while writing. Not homework, I mean I'm sure that's fine too, but writing for the sake clearing your thoughts or something. Anyway, thank you :)
@regularskeleton17526 жыл бұрын
you're*
@noelanoelanoelanoelanoela4 жыл бұрын
@@regularskeleton1752 "...writing for the sake of clearing you are thoughts.." so does that sound right to you
@emperorlelouch56962 жыл бұрын
4 years later and I'm still bumping this🔥🔥🔥
@roadtripwarrior7 жыл бұрын
i like that this music feels like a distant dream. Like childhood memories of Saturday mornings and lucky charms. Mom's loving smile.
@baudopl17 жыл бұрын
My love life is fucking bad right now. I lost my father and got crazy about this, said alot of shit for the girl i love and dumped her, i tryied to go back and she said dont want to see me never again in her life, im going out with some other girls but i can't focus it isnt the same, i just want my love back. I changed for a best version of mylself, now i understand what was wrong. BTW thanks fot the sets dude, you rocks.
@justincruz39472 жыл бұрын
4 years ago, I was in highschool when this dropped. Now I'm in the military. Things got better but I'm still working on what I want.
@edsonkagami2179 ай бұрын
I never get bored of this lofi.
@Rzepisk07 жыл бұрын
That punch in fight with Genos which didn't even hit was one of the best scenes in whole anime
@kenz22375 жыл бұрын
everyone’s talking about their love life in the comments, so let me tell you about mine. I used to be in love with this girl. she was my first love. we dated in middle school and very early high school. I was convinced we would never end despite how toxic our relationship could be. I just loved her too much to ever even consider losing her as an option. she and I were very serious for our age. she had a bright blue pixie cut and big glasses which she only wore half of the time. she was fairly pale and had a lot of freckles. she laughed too loud, she spoke with no remorse, she was bold and so adventurous. she got me out of my comfort zone. we were mad. madly in love, but also mad at the world...together. we went through our rebellious phase together. it was an exhilarating time of my life. whenever I pass the old abandoned building we hung out at and graffitied I feel so nostalgic. so many places in town hold memories with her bc all we did was go out and cause trouble together. but of course, a crazy love ended with a feast breakup. she was very controlling and threatened to kill herself a lot. I was too blinded by love to let her go. I refused to. eventually she decided she couldn’t keep hurting me bc the pain became more prevalent than the love and the happiness. after we broke up a boy I confided in tried to use me. he took me to the woods and we drank alcohol together and I was upset. I was ranting and I needed comfort. we cuddled, but that’s all I wanted from it. he tried groping me and I started bawling my eyes out and we never spoke or hung out again after that. a few days later I find out that he made out with my ex in public. I tried asking her friend about it and her friend told my ex I was asking, she messaged me being very rude and hostile. I was only going to warn her...he went to my ex after I rejected him. he was petty. she was going to get used. but after she decided to curse me out before even listening to me I blocked her and we never spoke again...until this year, much much later in my high school days. she reached out to me to apologize for our past and thanked me for everything I had ever done for her. she said if it wasn’t for me she wasn’t sure what would’ve happened to her. I forgave her then. for it all. at least I helped her out, you know? she didn’t deserve to fall down the wrong path and she definitely would’ve if i hadn’t helped. it was nice knowing I wasn’t useless, that my efforts mattered. they may not have mattered to her then, but they did in the future. everything you do matters. your impact on ppl matters. what you say, what you do. I thought it didn’t bc she never acknowledged my efforts, but when she did I was glad. I wasn’t so hurt and angry and resentful anymore. I was the one who ultimately got screwed over, but I did get taught a few lessons and had a good first experience. love doesn’t have to last to be love. love can be painful, love can be fleeting. love comes in various forms. I learned yet another form of love recently. one of my childhood best friends and I connected romantically. it’s been beautiful and passionate. and so much more mature. he’s always been there for me, he’s seen me evolve as a person for years and years. he’s seen every undesirable side of me and still loves me to his fullest extent. he would go to the ends of earth for me and I would do the same for him no questions asked. this love is teaching me what real commitment feels like. we exchanged our promise rings recently and we have plans to get apartment together after we graduate. we have plans for the far far future. this boy has loved me since the seventh grade and I don’t doubt that he’ll love me well into my old age as well. he’s my perfect fit and I thank god or whatever is out there for blessing me with him. he’s not just my boyfriend, he’s my best friend. I want to tell him everything before anyone else whether it’s the best news ever or the worst news in the world. he’s my stability, he’s my rock. and whether I realized it or not, he always has been 💛
@paularuthers60745 жыл бұрын
@awsomemrc7 жыл бұрын
well, I was feeling quite down and just laying on a floor, but the world sends me this... and I smile. ❤️the world, ahaha ha don't let em ruin it for ya
@yousuk2muchh7 жыл бұрын
the first three beats got me in my feelings
@user-ql1fw8qy5z Жыл бұрын
i used to listen to these all the time to read. i finally found this channel again, and it’s going to get me back into reading 💗
@BlaxicanBeautyTV3337 жыл бұрын
My love life is fucked :) let me tell you why it sucks broke up with a dude who thinks I have no clue that he's playing mind games But I'm playing back ;) I ought to be ashamed. I know I won't find somebody til I learn to love myself... But it would be better if I had somebody who could help...
@robdevery82077 жыл бұрын
we're here for you. (if that wasn't figurative)
@unownnnn7 жыл бұрын
Nice poem. That's how I feel too
@BlaxicanBeautyTV3337 жыл бұрын
hi thanks 😖❤
@Hotdogfanatic7 жыл бұрын
I honestly felt the same, the thing that happened to me was I began to little by little love myself, but I was still weak. Then I met this boy who honestly helped me so much more. Its not good hat I needed him but Idk people are different we need different things
@BlaxicanBeautyTV3337 жыл бұрын
exactly... when I was in love i did tend to feel better about myself, but before that I felt good about myself before a boy, just slowly i think heartbreak made me feel bad about myself tbh xD ... Im talking to this guy now who makes me feel better and it does help somewhat. It's positive affirmations.
@brandonmcgovern21217 жыл бұрын
Make more of this or anything you feel fits, this is a masterpiece.
@ashtray81676 жыл бұрын
sometimes i find music that represents how i feel that doesnt involve words and i have to say this is one of those songs
@bellaw76047 жыл бұрын
This channel is so underrated
@ester29597 жыл бұрын
okay but why did youtube just suggest me this? and why is this song perfectly describing my situation rn?
@defusedplanet7 жыл бұрын
love is a lie people are pain life is suffering
@simplytiana47587 жыл бұрын
m@ff why are we still here ..... just to suffer?
@UnkownMaster3007 жыл бұрын
I agree but one day there will be people who will change that for us
@rarefiction46907 жыл бұрын
YES
@defusedplanet7 жыл бұрын
mostly
@ghost-fs7th7 жыл бұрын
m@ff sigh
@trentackles86495 жыл бұрын
This video is what got me into lofi almost 2 years ago, and will forever be my favorite mix and channel
@daisykelly65907 жыл бұрын
ive never listened to anything like this. im hooked. chill vibezz.
@DiogoSilva-tx5kz7 жыл бұрын
My love life is pretty good, I've never dated someone
@user-go8je8ii2c7 жыл бұрын
Divereh Good don't! Unless you know it's the one cause it hurts so bad...
@DiogoSilva-tx5kz7 жыл бұрын
I have a girl who's hitting on me but I don't want no serious relationship, I'm good by myself
@LightRor7 жыл бұрын
All I have to say is, thanks KZfaq for recommending this video to me
@Isabella-cm8wr7 жыл бұрын
What about a "I never asked how your love life is going, so please stop talking"? Very much needed
@barrydylan56537 жыл бұрын
the feels, i love them.
@thetrigger80867 жыл бұрын
I just want a girl who can be my friend, Not somebody who is obligated to love me because I love them too and not get in fights when I feel their love isn't enough, Somebody who isn't afraid to lock themselves in a room with me knowing that i'm not interested in love, just a friend.
@otamatune91536 жыл бұрын
A friend with whom to play video games, laugh together, talk about things that both enjoy, one to open your heart when you want ... A good friend, huh? I want one too ...
@seaangelofthedeep7 жыл бұрын
my love life is a mess. Living in a homophobic country...with homophobic classmatess...trying to charm the girl of my dreams
@Acrylami7 жыл бұрын
PaintCauldron Stay strong, you'll get through it. Good luck and be safe!
@jamesmartin48277 жыл бұрын
that's rough man, hang in there! Things have a way of working themselves out eventually
@buckeye55026 жыл бұрын
I believe in you! Please don't give up♡
@samaraaacz6 жыл бұрын
PaintCauldron Love and light to you :)
@voldybooky5 жыл бұрын
Holy shit, sAmE!!!
@animamikonyan5144 жыл бұрын
This piece of art was uploaded a few days after my first breakup. It was the first lofi set I'de ever heard, and is still my favorite.
@wastedz68767 жыл бұрын
THE CLOTHES IN THE PIC ARE SO PRETTY
@atotalfiasco42137 жыл бұрын
Abandonment issues from a messy divorce between my parents and my dad killing himself have ruined any chance of a love life for me. Even though I've never been in a toxic relationship, I'm scared that someday I may trap myself in one. Or that a similar situation that my parents went through will happen to me and I never want that shit in my life ever again. And even then, I just don't feel any kind of spark towards anyone, even if they are the kind of person I'd be head over heels for. It sucks because I WANT a meaningful relationship. I want it so badly. But I can't.
@buckeye55026 жыл бұрын
The Anime Obsessor you will find someone someday okay? Feelings take time and can be towards the most unlikely people but it does happen. You are worthy and deserving of love. It's okay to have abandonment issues. That's nothing to be ashamed of. You are wonderful (:
@wolfiesun94047 жыл бұрын
Since everyone is sharing...My love life feels very complicated, especially for someone my age..A lot of my friends are worried about me thinking I'm getting sucked into having Stockholm syndrome..Reason being the person I love makes my life a little complicated.. I love them but I've cried so many times over the things they've said to me and made me go through..They make me feel like I can't leave the house or spend time with my friends or go out and do things I enjoy, and when i do, they're not interested in hearing about how it went or the pictures I took.. it makes me feel uninteresting and sad.. because they're the first person I want to tell.. but they're the last person who wants to hear. I think they have a personality disorder and depend on me greatly because of it. They're not aware of this, and I'm not really sure what to do.. we're currently "not dating" but we still say I love you.. I still feel so anchored to them, it kind of hurts when I can't kiss them because of this "not dating" situation. I want to say these things to him but I'm not courageous enough.I'm scared of making him upset or hurting him because i care about him.. but I just keep telling myself that I need to be able to live my life freely and breathe.. The reason I haven't broken up with them is because I feel like they're growing to teach themselves to be independent while still being happy in life. I feel like I'm helping that. I feel like through time things will be okay, but at the same time i keep getting scared that things will never change.They're kind to me.. but I still feel so.. empty handed? I feel like I'm giving it my all while they give it their.. as much as they feel like it? I feel like they have more control over my life than in my own relationship and I don't really know what to do.. I just know one of these days ill get the courage and the moment to tell them how I feel in all of this.. I don't want to leave them.. but I'm scared of our future..I just hope its a good one..
@johannameyer407 жыл бұрын
Wolfie sun Oh, this doesn't sound good. I don't know your exact situation but from my experience I can say that ending a relationship in which you feel sad is the right thing to do. You don't owe them anything if they make you feel so bad. I hope you make a decision that you are happy with and have a good future.
@wolfiesun94047 жыл бұрын
THanks... I hope everything works out too uwu
@buckeye55026 жыл бұрын
I feel like this with everyone. I don't like to let go of people either. Recently I had to let go of someone I truly wanted and wished and hoped I could fix and make happy again... but I couldn't. If you really really love them, encourage them to get help. If they refuse and become angry, then please distance yourself from them. I know this seems terrible to say but they need to be away from you in order to really gain independence. I'm proud of you for being so kind. But please, take care of yourself too okay friend? ♡♡♡
@user-is7fk7tb4w7 жыл бұрын
this song make me super happy and calm. omg
@dannyfoufou3 жыл бұрын
Cant believe it’s been 3 years since I first heard this mix , it’s been one of my top favourites ever since
@keitwr7 жыл бұрын
mine is pretty fucked up broke with my girl once again, she thinks I did everythin I did to control her, to hurt her, fuck it. it ain't true... i wanna talk to her, tell her everythin i feel but i know it ain't the time and waiting is killing me internally. this feeling of losing someone you love because of a missunderstanding... when both parts don't pay the rescue of the relationship it ends up sunk... damn... i love her and im sure she loves me, but why do we hurt ourselves so much?
@Catdogu7 жыл бұрын
:c
@keitwr7 жыл бұрын
yo don't put sad faces i feel even worse xD
@Catdogu7 жыл бұрын
ah srry ;w;
@esteaei31687 жыл бұрын
Don't give up bro
@keitwr7 жыл бұрын
yo thanks for the love. means a lot in this hard time
@fachrymaulana94087 жыл бұрын
kuvdhinov_ilya arts :3
@inklinggirl77545 жыл бұрын
I'm one of those "cliche people" who never had a love life but are dreaming of having one : i often dream about how great it would feel to have somebody who actually cares about me and thinks of me, somebody who loves me whatever i do even if it's embarasing for most people, somebody to whisper me sweet words under the stars, somebody to play my favorite video game with until the sun comes up, somebody to wipe my tears and tell me it's okay when i'm feeling down, but mostly somebody who i could say i love you and would say it back. I keep telling myself that someday this person will finally come into my life and make this dream come true but i've reached my 16th year two days ago and i just keep asking myself : is it because i'm not pretty enough ? is it because i'm too shy ? Is it because i'm not perfect ? *What is wrong with me ?* And honestly it's 3:39 am, my eyes are all puffy from the crying i don't even know if someone will read this comment in the comment section of a 2 years old video whatever i just need somebody to please tell me that i'm alright that i will find that love. I just need a *i love you*. Anyway you said you feel bad what's the matter ?
@BlackBat8087 жыл бұрын
The sample from Like Crazy near the end! Love that poem & movie
@astrinvenus55017 жыл бұрын
Love life? Darling, I can't find a pulse...
@zyrethz54097 жыл бұрын
My love life is good, fell in love with a girl 4 years ago, loved her to death, she left me. We got back together a year ago. i find myself not giving her attention she deserves or enough love, not prioritizing her in my daily schedule. Ignoring her a lot and feeling like an asshole for doing that. She left me four years ago despite being addicted to her and now that I don't shower her with love she stays with me. Weird world. It's not just her, in all honesty I stopped feeling romantically in love with anyone ever since she left me 4 years ago. I am with her now in a healthy relationship, but I can't say I love her as I once did or fell in love with anyone ever since that day she left me. I can't fall in love anymore. True love is a once in a life time thing. True love when you feel you would die without the other. When that other abandons you your heart breaks and you can no longer love again. Or so was my case.
@buckeye55026 жыл бұрын
Zyreth Z that's okay. Feelings come and go. If she makes you happy, stay with her. Hold her close. Sometimes feelings don't appear as a strange twinge in your heart. Your body can be aware of it but not your mind and that's perfectly okay. If you want her to stay around then let her. But always remember you have a right to be happy. And if being by yourself is what makes you happy, then do it if you truly feel like you need it. It'll be alright. I promise.
@zyrethz54096 жыл бұрын
Thank you, very much.
@buckeye55026 жыл бұрын
Zyreth Z you're welcome. I hope I helped some.
@zyrethz54096 жыл бұрын
You did :)
@chandlersaintvaletta31716 жыл бұрын
i've known my best friend for three years, and we dated for a long time. i felt that he knew me the best and made me happy the moment i saw him. i couldn't love anyone else the way i loved him. now he's dating someone he's known for almost a month and pretending all of this never even happened. how's your love life going?
@MrTacosBD7 жыл бұрын
With recommendations like this KZfaq should just make a rarity system. I just found a legendary.
@eliza11477 жыл бұрын
Wow. The happiness and mellowness of this comment section really reflects that of the song, with the exception of a few poisonous personalities.
@breadhurts7 жыл бұрын
by the way, i feel bad. more people need to appreciate you.
@lilacKurage7 жыл бұрын
I don't know if the title of this song has an "in love with a ghost" vibes, or vice versa, but I like this titles so much.
@peanuthead52806 жыл бұрын
These comments are so uplifting for my sucky love life, and this music makes being a loner bareable because I'm distracted by this great mix
@birgittawoods86707 жыл бұрын
could I use this for background music on videos, of course I would give credit to all of the amazing artists
@flowerzmay7 жыл бұрын
Birgitta Woods +
@miahrose84187 жыл бұрын
google.com in case you guys want to browse and listen on mobile
@cae11147 жыл бұрын
MiahRose blessed be ye
@frostie71052 жыл бұрын
I'm usually an happy extroverted person. Lately I've been put down by some thing, although I don't know what it is. I just come onto old lofi mixes and let my feelings out sometimes, I do it on the old ones cause not many people look at the same comment section over and over again, well, thanks for reading. Lovely.
@Tetrok_the_Teal2 жыл бұрын
lol hi. Lofi tends to be a safe space. I used to be more of an extrovert when I was young then I had some trauma from a few different sources and I kinda lost my way for a long while, but I’m getting back to talking more and opening up. I started with the comment section of old posts too. Just know you are welcome and appreciated here. Good luck stranger
@wtfliyah.__59657 жыл бұрын
"Everyone's depressed. Most people just hide it well." "I don't believe a second of that smile of yours."
@torii54377 жыл бұрын
"I don't know how to fix myself. But do I even want to?" "How could you care? You couldn't even understand" "Why do you think you can define me?"
@MrIUniQue7 жыл бұрын
How is your love life going? Me: I'm SINgLe AF
@themindbenderr7 жыл бұрын
Let me talk about my love life. ... ... ... I DON'T HAVE ONE.
@krystel66137 жыл бұрын
this mix made me so happy, this is a genuine thank you, it's been a tough couple days
@OriginalParadigms7 жыл бұрын
The worst feeling is when you like a person sincerely and they also like you but after an argument they ignore you until they finally respond to say they never loved you and to give up...