Christmas Memories

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7 ай бұрын

I went to the cemetery to visit Haley with Weston and my Dad this morning because Christmas was Haley’s favorite day of the year. My dad gave Weston and I some time alone with Haley and captured some pretty impactful footage. Haley always made Christmas so special for everyone. As I sat there, all the great Christmas moments and memories came flooding back. It just wasn’t the same today without her. It’s like I realized she is actually gone all over again today. I never truly understood how above and beyond she went every year for everyone to have the best Christmas possible. This song was Haley’s favorite and before she passed she asked me to make a Christmas video with this song. #christmas #grief #sadness #memories #love

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@r.w.856 6 ай бұрын

Really there are no words…I’m so thankful you’re not intimidated to share the rawness of walking through this valley. Thank you so very much for giving us Haley, and letting us live through your story. She’s so proud. 🥹

@sherireuther3047 6 ай бұрын

Amen sister, you said it well. Thank you. God bless this family 🙋‍♀️🙏

@TangerineTulip 6 ай бұрын

Beautiful ❤

@solaserabantheng9100 6 ай бұрын

And in all circumstances give thanks for this is God's will for you in Christ Jesus. (1 Thessalonians 5: 18) Your family has taught us this over and over. May God El Shaddai remember you and your son in ways you can never dream, ask or imagine. Happy holidays.

@billie4579 6 ай бұрын

I truly believe you said what we all are thinking. Well done.

@tammyrenee64 6 ай бұрын

God bless you both, Haley is still with you, she lives on in your hearts🙏🫶😔

@debraarning8593 6 ай бұрын

I feel like I'm witnessing the most loved woman ever born.

@kristiakin1497 6 ай бұрын

Truly one of the hardest parts is carrying on for your child(ren) when it feels like your world is standing still. You’re doing a great job Taylor…I’m sure Christmas was a hard one 🙏🫶

@discountanniehathaway8511 6 ай бұрын

I think about Haley so often.. the way she handled something so painful truly changed my life. It’s obvious she’d be so proud how you’re carrying on for Weston. Respect and wishing your family well.

@christianarajaratnam7650 6 ай бұрын

Omg Taylor! My heart breaks for you and your son. The love you have for your wife is truly amazing and to be loved like that is a blessing. Haley was so lucky to have you and Weston. The amount of affection that child has is remarkable. You and Haley made an amazing little boy. ❤

@woewoe1964 6 ай бұрын

Mine too..thats too much!

@shirleyanna5941 6 ай бұрын

Your son has the sweetest heart. Merry Christmas

@jasontiver3302 2 ай бұрын

I lost my wife 15 years ago. We were married 15 years. Always walk in faith. It's what gets you through the hard times.

@samuelifeanyi5213 Ай бұрын

So sorry for you be strong ❤❤😢

@MaryMiskowic-st2sg 6 ай бұрын

Weston had such empathy for Haley; Weston would bring a tissue and a hug if he saw his mom crying. Now, Weston is demonstrating that same level of empathy towards his dad. Such a tender hearted child. Prayers for their strength and comfort as they experience many ‘first’ events without their beloved Haley.

@feliciak4605 6 ай бұрын

I love that Weston knows empathy already. ❤ Hugging you while you are crying is beautiful. Haley would be proud that you aren't hiding the hard emotions from Weston. Instead you are modeling how to have the hard emotions. Praying for you and Weston. Blessings to you and yours.

@DionneGudgin-bf4ny 6 ай бұрын

The boy has seen nothing but crying in his life...hope they let him heal..n not force him to greave everyday ..

@sarapierce4086 6 ай бұрын

@@DionneGudgin-bf4ny please dont leave hurtful comments like these. Have you followed their story? Weston has had an amazing, love filled life. That little boy was loved SO much by his mommy, & his daddy. Yes, im sure he saw his mommy cry while she was sick, but thats okay. And his daddy is allowed to cry infront of him. It shows weston that his daddy misses his mommy, and I'm sure it wven helps weston realize that its normal and okay to cry because he misses his mommy to. No one is forcing weston to grive or go to her grave. They both were/are amazing parents, and would never do anything to hurt that little boy.

@BlessedChild7 2 ай бұрын

@@DionneGudgin-bf4ny that comment was wrong and unnecessary

@mariadolorsarroyoduran618 2 ай бұрын

❤❤❤

@rebeccalasiter5429 2 ай бұрын

@@DionneGudgin-bf4nylet me tell you something, from my own life experience. I lost my mother when I was 10 years old. It was when my life fell apart. No one wanted me to see them cry, no one talked to me about losing my mother, they told my younger brother to be strong and don't cry. The last time, I saw my mother was before the ambulance came for her, not at her funeral, because my aunt's thought it would be better for me not to see my mother in her coffin. They thought, they were protecting me. They took away my right to grief and say goodbye. It wasn't until I was an adult with children of my own, did I begin to grief. Missing my mother so much. This little boy, loved his mother very much, it's not wrong for him to see his dad, family and friends cry, express their feelings. It's not wrong for him to cry and be able to express the loss he feels. By not doing so, is prolonging the grieving process. They don't force him to go to the cemetery, he goes to be near his mother. So before you jump to your conclusions, think about what you text, evaluate your own words and show some compassion.

@wesleypalmer911 6 ай бұрын

The first holidays without them is and always will be the hardest. They do get a little better over time. It's awesome what you are doing for your son. You are an incredible dad. Prayers for you and your family this holiday season. Keep the Faith! 🙏

@dawnhayes1231 6 ай бұрын

Thank you Jesus that because of what we celebrate today, this world is not our end.

@jgjg3848 6 ай бұрын

She's so proud of how you've both moved through this difficult time with grace, honor and strength. God Bless you.

@tlur8813 6 ай бұрын

Taylor, you are a great daddy and a great example to Weston. May God bless you and your entire family with a calmness which transcends all understanding!

@sherlenea2772 6 ай бұрын

This is called a sacrificial praise. When its really hard and you dont necessarily feel like praising God but you do it anyway. Its honorable and God will bless you. Merry Christmas. May the Angels bring you,your son and family comfort on this holiday. God bless ✨️

@ashleybrown3672 6 ай бұрын

Amen, amen, and amen!!!🙏🏾

@JennyyTaco 6 ай бұрын

One day at a time. Thank you for showing a side of vulnerability, I know it must be unbearable. Grieving, especially around the holidays, is extremely difficult. But there is no doubt in my mind that Haley couldn’t be anymore prouder of you both. Sending prayers and hugs. Merry Christmas. 🎄💖

@lenaa.2321 6 ай бұрын

Es ist so herzzerbrechend...😢 Sie schaut vom Himmel zu und wacht über euch. Viel Liebe und Mitgefühl aus Deutschland❣️

@katjabauss4630 5 ай бұрын

Könnt weinen......ihr beiden macht das hervorragend. Pack mal bei uns auf dem Friedhof ein Geschenk aus ..... um Gottes Willen......ihr zeigt uns das ein Grab nicht nur Trauer und Stille sein muss......Chapeau....

@BoxerDog4life 6 ай бұрын

Merry Christmas! Praying and sending love to you, Taylor and Weston 🦅🎄🕊️🙏💕

@LuisZamoraSerrano-kk6mr 6 ай бұрын

Realmente les deseo lo mejor en esta Navidad a usted, a Weston y familia. Que el Altísimo les dé conformidad.

@smiley9872 6 ай бұрын

Weston is surrounded by the love of his Dad and the love of his Mam for ever and ever, Amen.

@LanAndMila 6 ай бұрын

A lot of first’s without her will be the toughest experiences. This baby was her everything and it hurts me (a stranger) that he lost that -so young. It really isn’t fair--what a love to have lost !

@debrajane9610 6 ай бұрын

Memories are always in our hearts ❤ Thank you Taylor & Weston

@robingoff322 6 ай бұрын

Taylor and Weston, I know how hard today was for both of you…..Taylor, I’m happy to see you and Weston coming to the cemetery ….I cried along with both of you. I love how Weston came around to your side Taylor and gives you a hug…such an amazing little man already! I’m so proud of the way you both support each other….Hayley touched so many people, and now Taylor and Weston, it is you both touching so many more people. People who haven’t experienced such a loss will never understand how grief can be…l!y husband died in 2017, my mom followed in 2019…. Hugs to you both and prayers for peace and strength.

@whatever8243 6 ай бұрын

I miss seeing her with you both. Praying peace for you and Weston.

@sarahcrain8083 6 ай бұрын

Merry Christmas! God bless you and your precious son.

@donnakytle6595 6 ай бұрын

Yes just Praise the Lord you will see her again one day.Keeping Memories alive .God give them strength to endure cover them with Love,Grace,and Mercy.May God bring you Hope ,Happiness,and Peace.

@carolhart6304 6 ай бұрын

Oh God bless your soul and Weston’s I’m sure today was very hard 😢so sorry, your both in my thoughts and prayers ❤❤❤❤

@cherylarnold4207 6 ай бұрын

Sending virtual hugs your way!🥰 Merry Christmas!!🎄🎁

@addie_thompson1287 6 ай бұрын

There are no words that can explain how hard grief is. Haley was an amazing person, but god game her a reason and so many people know about her and her wonderful story. Grief is hard i get it but she is looking down on you saying you got this, keep going. Taylor, you are such a kind person and you are doing so awesome with Weston. These memories will live on forever. Merry Christmas to you, i hope you have blessed, happy, and peaceful 2024. I pray for you and Weston both every day that you can get through this grief. God is working in so many different ways. Prayers to you and Weston.

@minimalist1234 6 ай бұрын

I'm so sorry she's not physically here with you two to celebrate. Her legacy has impacted the world. We all love you and your boy. I hope that your pain can someday not feel so heavy. Sending you so much love. ❤

@Becky_Jo_ 6 ай бұрын

Merry Christmas to you both. Weston has the sweetest heart. When he grabbed the nameplate and kissed his mommy I lost it. Praying for you both. 🎅🏼🎄♥️🙏🏻

@cheryladucatte9756 6 ай бұрын

Sending hugs to you and Weston. We all miss her so much 😢✝️🙏💜 Merry Christmas to you both. She's smiling down on you both. 🎄🩷🎄🩷🎄

@SharonWard-dx1sv 6 ай бұрын

Amen. ☁️🎺👼🙏✨🌹

@jal81087 6 ай бұрын

She definitely is smiling down on both of them. They have a very special beautiful guardian angel watching over them❤

@cherylferguson3874 6 ай бұрын

Merry Christmas, watching you and Weston there are no words i can say but I say prayers every night and I say Haley is on the third floor looking down with her 😇😇 wings open smiling & embracing the love you have shared with so many of us and for that I want to thank you and Weston. Sweet dreams 😘😴❤. Your Florida family

@mindaelliott9576 6 ай бұрын

Watching that sweet baby pick up her picture from the grave and kiss it so affectionately dropped me to my knees. Praying for you all.

@simonefersing7386 2 ай бұрын

Harley Watches over her Family.❤❤❤❤She is a wonderful Angel 👍👍👍👍👌👌👌💖

@PennySue 6 ай бұрын

It's just so beautiful the way you honor Haley. ❤😢❤

@terrinew9474 6 ай бұрын

Taylor you are doing an awesome job with Weston! Y'all are in my prayers.

@debfaulkner9142 6 ай бұрын

So many beautiful memories you are making with Weston, Taylor. You are one amazing loving daddy.

@shereegilmore836 6 ай бұрын

Weston has mommy's heart...such, a special little man. Sending lots of love

@elannathompson8252 6 ай бұрын

Merry Christmas to you both.She is with God in Heaven on His sons birthday. How awesome is that!✝️😁

@tanisha7789 6 ай бұрын

I lost my mother to breast cancer when I was 13 and now I’m 42 and it still feel like yesterday I pray that u and Weston will find the joy in the memories of your dear wife u will be in my prayers

@margaretmatthews4872 6 ай бұрын

Prayers 🙏

@malovina 6 ай бұрын

One day at a time, at times, an hour at a time. Things can be heavy, your kiddo is the best memory and heart that is left of Haley. One day it will get easier to remember with a smile. One day.

@rlrl1188 6 ай бұрын

Christmas with Mom is hard without her. God bless you and your son 🎁🎄☃️⛄ she's with you both in your heart forever. 🙏🙏

@hennytien1487 5 ай бұрын

Only God and time to heal you and your son. God bless you and your son. Keep strong!!! ❤❤❤❤

@evelynbeadling591 6 ай бұрын

Taylor Haley will always be with you she lives within your soul and your heart forever ♥️ 🙏

@lmc2375 6 ай бұрын

So much sorrow and loss for many in 2023. Wishing for more happiness of all in 2024. Keep looking up. 🙏❤💫💥🌱🌎

@francesrivard9045 6 ай бұрын

God bless you Taylor and Weston.

@WildSmile70 6 ай бұрын

I love this.. it’s raw, its heartfelt and full of love. Taylor you’re honoring your angel with such grace ❤ - Merry Christmas to you and Westin.

@ElephantsRock19 6 ай бұрын

Always remember, y'all do not walk alone...🕊️🙏❤️🕯️

@revelgirl1742 6 ай бұрын

My heart hurts, lump in my throat, burning tears running from my eyes. 🙏❤️🕊️

@brendagirard3263 6 ай бұрын

Merry Christmas Taylor it's never easy I know I lost my father right before Christmas I was 19, it's okay to cry out to God let the Lord know how you feel he already knows. Stay strong in his Everlasting Arms Taylor . Jesus loves you and he will never let you go.😢

@soonasharma87 2 ай бұрын

The moment when weston pull out flash card of Haley and kissed his mom picture its broke my heart. But taylor Hayley would proud of u

@debc7341 5 ай бұрын

Weston is perhaps the most charming astute 😢young child I’ve ever seen. You and your wife, the best parents. You will be blessed by God in the future, I’m praying for you. She lives on…

@fetufougalu4734 6 ай бұрын

Beautiful memories of her last Christmas with you But Time will heal the pain Everytime you look at Weston he will give you strength to go on Thank you for the up dates

@karenkysilka4556 6 ай бұрын

It’s beyond the heart break ……it’s how do you pick yourself up to go on but your doing it for Weston

@teresa2789 6 ай бұрын

You have beautiful memories and that can never be taken away. Prayers of strength for your heart. Weston giving you hugs is precious. They say, how much a parent loves their child is endless...you can see just how much Weston loves you. ❤

@You_dontknowher 6 ай бұрын

Your such a great dad to take care of him you are a brave power full dad

@debihuck993 6 ай бұрын

God is with you every second of everyday. Hold on to him tightly.

@cynthiaolivo5134 6 ай бұрын

Want a beautiful way to share your love with your son. She is smiling down on you both. And so very proud that you're together, loving her still. Knowing that she is in the presence of our Lord. ⚘️🙏

@ceciliajuarez5179 6 ай бұрын

Merry Christmas to you guys even Haley.❤❤❤ May she rest in peace. R.I.P Haley 🕊🕊💖💖💖

@nildamarra9044 6 ай бұрын

Yes your wife was so beautiful I know you going to keep her for ever in your heart ❤️ and memories but at least she leave a beautiful son, she’s a beautiful angel God be with you and her blessing always 🙏💕

@gigimarr8228 6 ай бұрын

My heart just breaks… there r no words

@debbiemurrell3632 6 ай бұрын

Haley would be so proud of how you are doing. She is definitely missed. God bless you and your son.❤❤

@jaimevazquez5857 2 ай бұрын

You will see her again in heaven, god is with you every step .

@Soph12332 6 ай бұрын

Aww cute hope you had a awesome Christmas everyone ❤

@patriciapolitakis7818 6 ай бұрын

Talyor God Bless u an Weston I know Haily watching over you both, just the way u share these memories she’s still with you an guiding you both ur a great dad an you have a amazing son keeping you both in my Prayers 🙏🏻💞

@tasnimakhtarr3757 3 ай бұрын

How beautiful and amazing family you had.Haley will always live in your heart and soul.

@TnMoose92 6 ай бұрын

May the Lord continue to provide the comfort for you and Weston in this journey that only He can give. Bless your broken heart. 😢🙏

@shannontucker849 6 ай бұрын

I lost my husband in 2016 to cancer. Our son was 25. We leaned on each other to get through some of the worst days. I'm so glad that you have Weston. He will be the reason you keep going, when you feel like you can't. Bless you both.

@suziee6387 6 ай бұрын

No words, these videos always bring me to tears- what a beautiful way to honor her memory. ❤️

@andreamoses1693 6 ай бұрын

I wish I could take away the pain. I lost my mom 15 years ago to the same cancer. Stay strong and know she's always with you. When I'm having a bad day I will stop by the cemetery and sit by her headstone and just talk or cry.

@TheBonellFamily 6 ай бұрын

Beautiful memories Sending prayers and hugs this Christmas time

@apslife1989 6 ай бұрын

You hang in there, buddy. Beautiful son you two created and we are all rooting for you! God bless…

@michelemarie7777 6 ай бұрын

My heart breaks wide open 💔Taylor to watch the two of you miss Haley and what a beautiful video.🙏

@patokeefe5306 6 ай бұрын

As i watched your life i just never saw Haley passing away.... she is so proud of you and Westley... your a great dad...God bless both of you ❤

@kendrasilver4702 6 ай бұрын

Haley was gifted in finding such an amazing husband and father. I continue to pray for God's comfort during this time in your life I'm getting a stem cell transplant in the next month. My husband has never left my side since my diagnosis. I want to handle this next year with beauty and grace Haley did.❤

@Cynthia-xx9de 6 ай бұрын

You have my deepest sympathy for your beautiful wife and mother but know that she is a angel watching over you from heaven❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

@Horrormoviesgirl 6 ай бұрын

Love your little guy taking such good care of his daddy. Praying 🙏 ❤

@SLL5150 6 ай бұрын

💔😭😩🙏❤️‍🩹 Taylor my heart breaks for you, Weston, and both families. I pray our Lord will heal your broken hearts as you wait for the reunion that awaits you one day. God bless both of you! Thank you for sharing beautiful Haley and your vulnerability at this difficult time. Please know she loves all of you very much ❤️

@LesleyAshe 22 сағат бұрын

Rest in heavenly peace Hayley ❤❤❤❤❤

@Squish0353 Ай бұрын

You made every.single.minute count with your precious wife. Bless you.

@maryannlee1491 6 ай бұрын

So Sorry..There are no words❤..We Love You and Weston and Sweet Sweet Hayley❤

@carmenrand6590 Ай бұрын

Two weeks ago I did my son Angels celebration of life. I think it gave me comfort so I can move on.

@glom1732 6 ай бұрын

Watching this is so difficult not to tear up as you cry. I pray Gods’ healing grace to come upon you to heal you and Weston. God bless and keep you.

@annenorris1442 6 ай бұрын

😢😢😢... Taylor you're showing your beautiful boy that it's ok for a man to cry, a gift he will one day need.... First Holidays, first birthdays, the first of everything are heartbreaking but somehow you get thru them.... Keep loving him, keep showing him how wonderful his Mama was and how much she loved you both.... Heartfelt prayers sent to you 🙏

@ecd42red 6 ай бұрын

I pray for you and Weston often. Someday grief can be overwhelming. ❤

@raider7829 6 ай бұрын

Sending you tons of ❤ from Canada! Your doing it. Your going to work your way through. Lord Jesus bless All who loves Haley. ❤❤❤❤❤

@jessicajohnston2291 5 ай бұрын

I'm so sorry for your lost I hope the Lord will heal your heart and may God bless you and your family 🙏

@ramonawandrowitz7716 Ай бұрын

Oh mein Gott Tyler - was für ein starker Mensch du bist . Möge Gott Dich und Deinem Sohn schützen 🙏 mein Herz bricht für euch beide 😪 Alles alles Liebe für Euch beiden 👏💖🍀💖

@user-wb1en4fb8w 6 ай бұрын

She lives on forever in your hearts with such a deep love ❤

@kaydee6555 Ай бұрын

Praise the Lord. My heart goes out to you and your family. God bless.

@bethfordham3085 6 ай бұрын

The first anything without your beautiful Haley is so hard, but you are doing so well with Weston even though your heart is forever broken and you feel like you can't go on. Lean on God. Haley is watching down on you and she is so proud! Love and hugs

@terezaestevaoestevao126 6 ай бұрын

Merry Christmas! May God bless you and keep giving you strength to carry on ❤

@leeanncox4250 6 ай бұрын

🥺😔 praying for you and weston today as I know the first Christmas without her was difficult, but try your best to remember all the magical memories you both made happen for your son. Everytime you look at his sweet face know Hailey is still very much there with you both, sending you both all the love from Indiana ❤😊

@rabiabashir5689 5 ай бұрын

No words may god strengthen you and this little boy..❤may god protect him and you heal you..

@georgehardin8452 6 ай бұрын

I pray everyday for you and westons loss.thank you for sharing your journey.i know it's very difficult. God bless you and your family. Haley is a angel watching over you and weston.

@user-jr3ho4ep3m 6 ай бұрын

God Bless you and your son. You’re an amazing father. My daughter is 26 and she’s had open heart surgery three times, before she was 2 years old. She just had her third child 5 days ago. Het cardiologist told her as a teenager that she could have children, but possibly only 1. She had a rare heart condition and no one that he’s ever taken care of with that disease had ever had more than 2 babies. Well my daughter was the first patient he’s had in 20 years of practicing, that has had her 3 rd child. I’m so proud of her. Keep on making memories with your son.