my boyfriend has autism and he has already tried to take his life but the rope has to let go and now he has only one goal to share his story and give hope to people like him that despite their autism they can go far in life and this song explain exactly what he’s been trought

These guys can never miss. The fact they don't stray away from what makes these songs so special is so amazing. We truly are blessed to have them.

This is my new favorite song. Shout out to all those like me who stood alone in their darkest times.

It's so hard to explain how deeply the lines from this song touch me... how it touches the deepest scars on my heart... At school, I was regularly bullied every day until the 9th grade. It was very difficult for me to socialize, but despite this, I tried my best to be a good person, tried to find friends, love... In general, ordinary human happiness. All thanks to the instructions of my grandpa - the only family member who somehow cared about me. But at some point in my life, something seemed to break. First my grandfather passed away, and then I was betrayed by two people whom I considered close friends. In a row... I was left all alone, I was covered with thorns. Everything that I had to go through at school (and not only) began to seem so meaningless to me... I didn't have any friends anymore, and other members of my family always didn't care about me because I was a loser and a complete disappointment to them. I had incredible trust issues, I didn't let anyone into my life all this time, I was afraid of getting even more pain. Everything was so bad that at times I could walk home from work and just cry on the way for no apparent reason, while no one sees. All that occupied my thoughts in the most difficult moments was "how I want it all to end," but I didn't have the courage to finish it all myself... And ofcourse, nobody showed up. I was completely alone, fighting for my mind and life for several years. And when I was at my darkest, I came across the songs of Citizen Soldier. The songs Would Anyone Care and Wanted made me cry, but at the same time gave me more strength to cling to hope. But this song.... It describes so well all the thoughts that tormented me all that period. I hated myself, but I had to love me. I was desperate, but I had to have hope. It was only recently that I let a person into my life again. A person who really loves me, who cares about me. Just recently I was able to look in the mirror for the first time without feeling disgusted. Just recently I stopped crying convulsively in my bed at night. But all the time until I met her, I was fighting in absolute solitude. All my life. I was my own savior, my own miracle. The only person I had by my side. This is an experience that I never want anyone to go through. Thank you Citizen Soldier, thank you Jake, really... I cried again when I recalled this experience during the song. But I remember very well how your songs helped me feel that I was not alone, that a happy outcome was waiting for me in the end. That my life is worth fighting for. I was fighting for my life. I'm still alive. And right now I finally see the light. Thank you

This song hit different than any other. While suicide and other awful things have been around in my life. I've never put thought to them. But the concept of walking my path alone has been extremely prevalent. Thank you for making this song. Continue the work you guys

As someone who suffers from ptsd, anxiety, and depression… this song is nothing but facts. Good job as always. Keep up the awesome work.

"I don't know how to love cause I try to trust but then I remember " I'm in tears because this has been my life struggle. Thank you for this song.

The lines "fake smiles are holding me together" and "I've been through things that you can't see, a kind of suffering the eyes don't notice" is how it feels to have Epilepsy. 💜🎗 It's also how it feels to have other things like depression. But honestly, I've never felt the first line or been depressed, but that's just me. 🤷🏻‍♀️

"Fake smiles are holding me together". Everytime I leave my apartment. Don't let them see, don't let them know. Great song. You're really creating art ❤

I have no words Update: I found some I never thought someone would be able to hit that specific spot, "a heart closed and it left a temper" The moment when your grief and pain turns into unreasonable anger and annoyance, such a painful moment because you can come across so offstandish from your pain You're just so hurt and scared that seeing others around, the slightest thing, hurts, you're so defensive, and you know nothing but to fight and defend yourself

Long ago, there was a boy. This boy was a special child, able to wear magical masks that changed who he was. One day, when changing a mask, his face came with it, and became a mask in itself. As he looked over his own face, he wondered how this may have come to be, and considered the possibilities that came with it. As he continued on, he learned many tricks and techniques of rapidly changing his masks... but one day.. the mask of his own face went missing. He began to wear one of the masks to hide the revealed flesh and bone. As time went on, he kept looking, but to no avail... and people began to see that something was wrong. After a while, he tried just going without any mask at all, only to be met with horror and shock, people seeing the disfigurement and treating him as dangerous. Then came one, someone approached one day, as the boy sat in despair. She looked at him, and sat beside him. Gently, she lifted the mask off his face and smiled. With no terror or horror, the boy was confused, lost even. And she handed him his own face, which had been lost to him for so long

Thank God for you all, Citizen Soldier! This is another song that I relate to and that reminds me that I am not alone. I have been struggling with mental health struggles and abuse for the majority of my life, and I was introduced to your band about a year ago. I never found any "therapeutic techniques" that work as much as listening to your music. Thank you!

I wish this song was out sooner, I’ve been in a very dark place once again. Everything keeps getting worse and as a teenager with PTSD and depression, it is really hard for me. Especially because I deal with other disorders too. A very great song, It’s going into my important song playlist❤😊

"I should feel strong But I just feel sad So just let me grieve - what I never had" Much love! ❤️ Counting down the days until I see you in concert!👀🤞🏻❤️🎶

I'm a DV survivor. I suffer from PTSD DEPRESSION ANZIETY. This hit home the second I heard it... my family never helped me I had to save myself once I did I had nowhere to go but to my family's house and all they did was trigger my ptsd and I was so on edge I responded with anger... this song is 💯 me

One thing I love about this song is, you can feel the pain, the exhaustion, the frustration every second I hear this song, and the scream at 2:03, really something to be taken note on. It sounds really personal from that scream itself. Really a masterpiece

*I've walked a path that would kill most* I have said this many times in my life! Thank you guys for this. I didn't know I would be crying about a song today, but these lyrics really hit home. Please keep them coming, these new songs are so powerful! 🖤🖤

“They must have been deaf, I was screaming so loud.”

Очередной отличный трек, спасибо!!!

I've been battling mental illness for 18 years and ended up adding post concussion syndrome to that concoction 3 1/2 years ago. I haven’t had that many people in my corner throughout this battle, so I had (and still do) to fight for myself. It's been 18 years, and here I am, a walking miracle of my own design. 💜 Thank you for yet another powerful and relatable track, CS. Much love.

Been neglected most of my life this song is very relatable....

"Are you okey? You need to chat? The questions i was never askt " It hits hard. Becuse thats what i feel. You guys are so talented i wich i culd do songs like this one day!

Unfortunately this song resounds way hard for me. However I'm on the road to recovery which will be a very long one but I've NEVER heard music that has hit every aspect I've been going thru. Also music that has helped me heal as much as Citizen Soldier! I have to thank you guys for it because I express everything thru music when regular talking just doesn't cut it. Thank you and may everything in your lives and careers continue to shine as bright as the sun.

[Verse 1] Fake smiles are holding me together For worse or for better Cause I've never had anyone To stay long enough to see the weather The pain and the pressure I carry like a loaded gun [Pre-Chorus] I've been through things that you can't see A kind of suffering the eyes don't notice I'd rather hide when I'm hurting Than be a burden 'cause all I've known is [Chorus] Nobody showed up Nobody slowed down They must have been deaf I was screaming so loud Nobody had faith I'd ever be found Born into a hole Six feet in the ground I had to love me when nobody cared And be the family that never was there Had to have hope when I didn't feel spiritual Had to be my own, my own miracle [Verse 2] Worked twice as hard through the diseases To make up for the weakness And vices not visible No friends to pick up all the pieces No sympathy or sweetness No wonedr I'm cynical [Pre-Chorus] I've walked a path that would kill most Where a heart closed and it left a temper I don't know how to love, cause I try to trust, but then I remember [Chorus] Nobody showed up Nobody slowed down They must have been deaf I was screaming so loud Nobody had faith I'd ever be found Born into a hole Six feet in the ground I had to love me when nobody cared And be the family that never was there Had to have hope when I didn't feel spiritual Had to be my own, my own miracle [Bridge] "Are you okay? You need to chat?" The questions I was never asked I should feel strong, but I just feel sad So just let me grieve what I never had [Chorus] Nobody showed up Nobody slowed down They must have been deaf I was screaming so loud Nobody had faith I'd ever be found Born into a hole Six feet in the ground I had to love me when nobody cared And be the family that never was there Had to have hope when I didn't feel spiritual Had to be my own, my own miracle

This one cuts me open 💔 "I should feel strong but I just feel sad" Thanks for putting my station to music I'll be blasting this one all day 🎧❤️‍🩹

"And be the family that never was there" Hits so hard, struck every cord in my body. Love it so much 🥴

love the empowerment. it's often hardest to love ourselves, especially when it feels like no one else around us does, like no one cares enough to help. But sometimes we CAN be the miracle we need.

This song describes me perfectly. Nobody there hits me the hardest, but I'm keeping my head up and choosing to believe that will change one day

Thanks for the new song citizen soldier much love

For me it was my mother who kept me from going to far every single time I've been in that much of a darkness, suicidal ideation is not a fun thing to have on a daily basis but when i didn't have her to help me, I had to be "my own miracle". Amazing song again guys. love it.

1 year ago, I left the mental hospital. My life has been turned around in such an amazing way. I am my own miracle. Thank you, everyone in Citizen Soldier. This song is my anthem.

As an auDHD person who's now physically disabled due to the damage it did to have to be my own miracle through the trauma, & as a member of a D.I.D. system, this....this song hits really hard. This hits us really hard. 🥺💜 ~Nico

This song is just what I needed. I'm suffering from PTSD from a situation with my ex fiance and how he was abusive.. I recently got out.. This is truly how I can put my words into.. Well, words. Thank you, so much. Truly, your music has saved me on so many occasions. Please, keep doing what your doing.❤ Remember to hydrate and rest too!!

NOW THIS IS WHAT I WAITED FOR! l love this so much this song I relate to so much i'm always having to put on a fake smile to hide my pain from others and lately my anxiety been through the roof because i'm always mostly alone so my thoughts get worse thank you guys for making all of us music we can relate to you guys will always be the number one band! ❤️

The song simply makes Tseli feel better about the period I went through in the last year and the difficulty of getting out of it, the part: I don't know how to love cause I try to trust but then How does the self-abuse her and leave you in place) A great song that connects to many of your songs, thank you

This was me in 2018-2019... And I became my own miracle with one word from a stranger who has since become the greatest person in my life.

I've been through things that you can't see a kind of suffering the eyes don't notice I've walked a path that would kill most Those two lines struck me like a baseball bat to the head. Love you guys 💔

thank you... for showing me that someone understands... for showing me that I'm not alone... and for giving me the strength to be my own miracle...

This was a great song and as someone who suffers from deep depression I constantly felt like no one was there for me so thank you for making this song and for making me feel like I am not alone

Some of us are born with a network of love. Some of us need to find those people, but I promise you’ll find them. There’s someone out there that loves you. And there will be many more that care. You just need to search and that’s the hardest part. You are a stone, skipped across a still pond, and every day you’re here sends ripples that move others toward the light, whether you can see it or not. If you feel like you’re drowning, keep holding your breath. I promise you’ll get a chance to breathe. I know I did.

The way these guys can sing about what people go through when a topic thats as hard to talk about like this one, and these guys express those feelings through songs perfectly, amazing work as always Jake and the crew, absolutely love it 💙

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I was blessed with the chance of meeting you in Chicago where I told you "I'm sure you get this all the time, but your music saved my life." And this song is just another perfect example of that. Songs that put words to the thoughts and feelings I've had for most of my life, that I didn't know how to express. Now you're coming to my home of Green Bay at the end of next month and I've got a group of friends wanting to come to the concert with me to see the band that saved my life and show their support of me as well. I'm gonna do my best to get right in the front row singing along as loud as I can ❤❤

Это просто прекрасно. Вокал, лирика, все на высоте)

Thank you so much for this song! It is nice to finally have words to describe so much that I can’t find the words to say. It is also healing to feel validated on my long journey to healing ahead. I just hope my therapist enjoys this song as much as I have!

Those lyrics hits hard. Such an amazing song❤💫

Growing up, I was constantly bullied in elementary. Someone and his posse kept telling the teacher I would do things like punching or pushing other students no joke, every single day. All things I would never do. What made it worse was the teacher always believed them and never me. It got bad enough to the point where for years, I just sat by and let them do it without retaliation because my childlike mind thought it was pointless to fight back or defend myself in any way. I endured that for years until I got to junior high. I remember that while everyone else was talking and hanging out during lunch, I was off in the background isolating myself and just reading a book. And every time someone tried to talk to me, I pushed them away, not wanting to go through what I endured again. I tried to fix myself during high school. And while I did make a couple friends, I still mostly isolated myself. And once I graduated, I had a seemingly permanently blackened and shriveled up heart. And I was ungodly depressed at the time. I remember I had moments where I went into my kitchen to cook something. And there were two times where when I grabbed a knife, I just suddenly freeze up and not move a muscle while staring at the knife I had tightly gripped in my hand while ungodly thoughts whirled around in my head. I luckily never did anything to myself as I was able to snap out of it before I was able to do anything to myself. I kept living like that for years until I finally met someone. A lucky woman who saw that beneath my blackened and shriveled up heart that made me lash out and do things I regret, was a man that was caring and could be loving. So she chose to stick by me and help me repair my heart and mental state. And now, flash forward almost a decade later to now. She and I are happily together and those bad days are over for me. Yes I'm still haunted by them, but she's always there to ease my mind and help me. And I couldn't be happier to be with her. She's my everything. My only light in all my darkness. And I couldn't imagine a life without her. If I hadn't met her, I probably wouldn't be here typing this comment right now.

Увидел в шортсах, теперь уже встречаемся в моем в плейлисте) Спасибо за отличные треки!

This would've been my anthem before September 2022. 100000/10

Always able to put what i am going through into words thank you for your hardwork

I've been on the streets, through war causing PTSD and injuries, had a drug addiction, habe immune deficiency, had girlfriend and friends who used and abused me and was raised by a very distant family who hated each other this song hits, but life can get better. I've found my soulmate and realize life can he beautiful. Stay strong and remember you are worthwhile not worthless. Much love all. Be safe and remember you do matter.

Even when nobody else shows up. I do. Remember that. Lord Jesus says in the Bible in many places That He will never leave us nor forsake us and He. recklessly pursue us. He reminds us that without Him we can do nothing. While the music painfully depicts how many of us here feels and is hurt by betrayal of people who we look for help and comfort it forgets His grace .

I waited so long for this song and it was so worth it. Thank you for releasing a song I relate to so much.

I cannot describe the chills I got. Wow.

I really haven’t had a dark time in my life because I have God in my life he really does work miracles God bless America

Tuto písničku a text miluju.I když si tím procházím Být Vlastním Zázrakem defakto celý život tak vím, že nejsem sám.Je nás víc co si tím prochází.

I try to trust but then remember" I can't describe how the line touch me. But what I can definitely say is that I think the song is super great! I've already added it to my playlist. I hope that the song gives everyone as much power and strength (can't really put it into words) as it gives me. Thank you Citizen Soldier for all your songs!🖤

This song hits hard for me. I had no one for years and I had to struggle on my own. I somehow managed to hold on long enough to find my loving husband. I love all your songs!

This song open up a child hood pain, that now I can journal about and get it out.

Nobody showed up, nobody slowed down... its amazing how in a world full of people one can feel so alone

This song literally hits so hard. Especially when it's so related to my situations. Your songs actually speaks the feelings that I don't say out loud. The part "are you ok? You need to chat? The questions I was never asked" just revealed my feelings of how I feel whenever I need someone to talk to but they're not there for me. The feeling of loneliness and that I can't rely on anyone but myself 💔 Great song. I love it 💙💙💙💙💙💙

Just as I predicted, this song is fantastic and one that I will be listening to a lot on repeat. Thank you Citizen Soldier.

"are you ok, do you need to chat" really hit me like bullet in chest😢

I really needed this song my life has been crumbling down beneath my feet and this song just made me lose my harmful thoughts thank you... you gave me a reason to keep living.

(1 куплет) Поддельные улыбки позволяют мне держаться К худшему или к лудшему, потому что у меня никогда никого не было Кто остался бы достаточно на долго что бы увидеть погоду Боль и тяготы которые я несу как заряженное оружие Я прошел через то, что ты не сможешь увидеть Те страдания что не заметить глазами Я лучше спрячусь когда мне больно, чем буду обузой Ведь я точно знаю... (Припев) Никто не пришел, никто не остановился Должно быть они глухие ведь я так громко кричал Никто не верил, что я когда нибудь найдусь Родился в дыре шесть футов в земле (6 футов под землей - глубина на которую закапывают гроб) Мне пришлось любить себя когда всем было плевать Быть для себя семьей которая никогда не была рядом Пришлось сохранять надежду когда не чувствовал себя одухотворенным Пришлось быть своим собственным, своим собственным чудом. (2 куплет) Работал вдвое усерднее преодолевая болезни Что бы компенсировать свои слабости и пороки что не видны Нет друзей что соберут все осколки, нет симпатии или нежности Не удивительно что я циничен Я прошел путь, который убил бы большинство Где сердце закрылось, и оно оставило характер Я не знаю, как любить, потому что Я пытаюсь доверять, но потом вспоминаю... (Припев) Никто не пришел, никто не остановился Должно быть они глухие ведь я так громко кричал Никто не верил, что я когда нибудь найдусь Родился в дыре шесть футов в земле Мне пришлось любить себя когда всем было плевать Быть для себя семьей которая никогда не была рядом Пришлось сохранять надежду когда не чувствовал себя одухотворенным Пришлось быть своим собственным, своим собственным чудом. Ты в порядке? Тебе нужно поболтать? Вопросы, которые мне никогда не задавали Я должен чувствовать себя сильным, но мне просто грустно Так что позволь мне оплакать то, чего у меня никогда не было. (и еще раз припев)

Your songs always come out in perfect timing. I'm healing, and your music is to thank because ot helped me keep going in the darkest days. Keep up the good work and all blessings go your way, you are very talented and are a beacon of light for so many people with your music❤

I adore your music. This song especially hits home for me. I've always been my own miracle as it was the only way to survive my extended family who are so toxic that they are like festering wounds on my body. I've cut them out of my life, but the scars they've left are still there.

Another song that hits directly- genuinely impossible for these guys to produce anything less than amazing.

This describes me so much right now. Recently I have admitted myself into a ward after having really bad thoughts and almost going along with them. As a long time fan since the very first song, your music means a lot. Thank you for simply existing to provide such gems ❤

You know, I don’t think I could be in the good place I am now without this band. Feeling heard and understood through music made a whole lot of difference. And when I get down again, there’s a song here I can listen to. I feel this song. Trying to be strong and optimistic feels forced tbh. I’ll continue to persevere, but I want to thank you guys for writing this music because I’m sure there are others who need it. You guys are super heroes with music as your power.

this song hits so darn hard having had to deal with depression and emotional negligence all by myself.

Another amazing song from my most favorite band! Thank you Citizen Soldier for being my comfort blanket and for always being there when I needed you the most. ❤❤❤

Yess amazing song this song hits deep 🥺🔥🎸🎧

Boze ten text je skvelej uplne jsem se v nem nasel. Falešné úsměvy mě drží pohromadě V horším i v lepším, protože jsem nikdy nikoho neměl Zůstat dost dlouho, abych viděl počasí Bolest a tlak, který nesu jako nabitá zbraň [ prošel věcmi, které nevidíš Druh utrpení, kterého si oči nevšímají Radši se skryj, když mě bolí, než abych byl přítěží, protože vše, co vím, je Nikdo se neukázal, nikdo nezpomalil Museli být hluchý, křičel jsem tak hlasitě Nikdo nevěřil, že mě někdy najdou Narodil jsem se do díry šest stop v zemi Musel jsem mě milovat, když se o to nikdo nestaral A být rodinou, která tam nikdy nebyla Musel jsem mít naději, když jsem se necítil duchovně Musel jsem být sám sebou, svým vlastním zázrakem Pracoval jsem dvakrát tak tvrdě přes nemoci Abych vynahradil slabost a neřesti nejsou vidět Žádní přátelé, aby posbírali všechny kousky Ne sympatie nebo sladkost, není divu, že jsem cynický Šel jsem cestou, která by zabila nejvíc Kde se srdce zavřelo a opustilo to náladu Nevím, jak milovat, protože se snažím věřit, ale pak si pamatuji Nikdo se neukázal, nikdo zpomalili Museli být hluší, křičel jsem tak hlasitě Nikdo nevěřil, že mě někdy najdou Narodil jsem se v díře šest stop v zemi Musel jsem mě milovat, když se o to nikdo nestaral A být rodinou, která tam nikdy nebyla Musel jsem naděje, když jsem se necítil duchovní Musel být můj vlastní, můj vlastní zázrak „Jsi v pořádku?“ „Potřebuješ si popovídat?“ Otázky, které jsem nikdy nedostal, bych se měl cítit silný, ale cítím se smutný Tak mě nech truchlit nad tím, co jsem nikdy neměl Ah-ah-ah-ah Nikdo se neukázal, nikdo nezpomalil Museli být hluší, křičel jsem tak nahlas Nikdo nevěřil, že mě někdy najdou Narozen do díry šest stop v zemi Musel jsem mě milovat, když se o to nikdo nestaral A být tou rodinou, která tam nikdy nebyla Musel jsem mít naději, když jsem se necítil duchovně Musel být můj vlastní, můj vlastní zázrak

"Are you okay?" -No "Need to chat?" -Yes... "The things I was never asked" really spoke to me. Anyone I see I always ask how they are, give encouragement. You never know who around you in struggling. Mental health sometimes is so hidden people don't notice. Be kind to everyone you meet. #FightTheGoodFight #MentalHealthMatters

I’ve been waiting for this song to come out since December honestly I want to say this is my favorite citizen soldier song. My comment can’t cover how much I needed this song you wouldn’t believe how excited I got seeing this. No one has stayed when I witnessed loss and grief you have to tell them your fine so they just move on so quickly I seriously thank you guys for putting this one. I actually teared up after playing the full song I love you guys

Que que isso!!! simplismente insano 🔥🔥🔥⛓️

"They must of been def I was screaming so loud" This line reminds me a great deal of when I was younger and always only ever saw exhaustion and pain in my eyes. I felt I needed to hide, but really I just wanted someone, anyone to see it too. To see the pain and suffering I hid behind my eyes that was screaming to be seen. I'm better now at least, but the suffering I see in my eyes is still there. At least the color doesn't look quite so dull and lifeless anymore.

Your songs represent the love and support I never got from my parents. Thank you for this song. Maybe one day I will stop feeling like a burden to the people in my life because of what my parents did to me

I have never related to a song more. Its gonna be on repeat for a while.

Let's gooo, love ya stuff. Been listening since 2019!

"Had to love me when nobody cared" is the most relatable lyrics...

Your music is a medicine that helps us lonely people feel heard. 🖤

This is fantastic as always ❤ I'm determined you couldn't make a bad song even if you tried!

Im grateful for your music as it's not only helped me, but it's helped and saved millions of people probably without them realizing it. That's something amazing and beautiful in itself. ❤

I wish this song was out sooner, like 6-8 years ago... I'm currently going through times where I'm just not happy, my relationship with my family is terrible just because they weren't there when I needed them most. These songs have really been helping me recover slowly. Thank you Citizen Soldier.

This has been the greatest Birthday week I had... just turned 28 on Monday and wasn't expecting anything, but I was congratulated by so many people that I even got surprised hahahaha 😂 and this song accurately defines the last 6 birthdays and proofa that Citizen Soldier will always be a part of my history and many people more!!! Thanks for another awesome song guys ❤ You rock and hope you continue your awesome tours... Hope to see you in Mexico eventually cause you deserve to comfort the world with your art

Wow, I know you guys not very long, but your sound and massages are amazing, I’m a big fan of your heavy songs and I think this is your best so far, keep going 💪🏼💪🏼🔥

This is a nice form to start my day! 😊

Thank you for the supportive song. I'm very happy to listen to your songs. These songs give me hope. I feel like someone will understand me soon. I have hope if I listen to your songs. Thank yooooooooouuuuu

This song speaks VOLUMES! After losing an uncle, best friend of 25 years, and grandfather to suicide in an 8 year span, there were more times than not I was fending for myself and had to rely on myself to get through it.

This! This is how I felt exactly for many years! I lost so many people in different ways, both from what caused my trauma and from losing friends who couldn't handle my 'cold' self, that it got to the point I couldn't even speak to my therapist about how I feel. I have literally hardened my heart that all I feel is frustration and some bits of excitement or happiness. When I was still going through the source of one of my traumas many years ago, I wanted to be heard but any attempt I did fell on my abuser's ears (my aunt was my abuser) and only wanted me to wear/have things all so I could be popular (jokes on her, since day 1 I wasn't friends with any popular kids and kept my hoodie on over the shirts she wanted me to wear since it was always cold in classroom). Any relatives who only listen to her wouldn't listen to me like some brainwashed victim of my mother. Over the years when I finally moved back to my mom, after each traumatic event that happened, I slowly became the way that I am today

The first song I've heard from this band. Had me tearing up. 36 this year, and been struggling with mental health since my pre teen years, particularly after my brothers suicide. My parents drank every single night without fail, my dad would get angry after a drink. I was bullied at school for being a metalhead, would come home and get bullied by my dad. My mum just got drunk and oblivious. I was self harming and nobody even noticed. Nobody knew. 20 years later and I never forgot the loneliness I felt growing up. I still have to fight through the same mental health BS every day, and I still struggle to talk and open up to people when things become overwhelming, but I have amazing friends in my life and I'm learning to open up. If you ever think someone is struggling, don't turn away, reach out, because you will never know how much that kindness will mean to them. 🖤

I swear this song hits so hard, I relate to the lyrics so much it makes me feel seen and understood. Thank you. You're an amazing artist

There are already so many comments, so I don’t think anyone will see this, but I want to say thank you for making the music that you make. All of your songs put into words a lot of things I’ve never been able to say, but this one hits a little closer to home than usual. My home life is so much better than so many people get and I know this, so I don’t know if my feelings are valid or not, but this song voices all of them much better than I ever could. It makes me feel seen and understood. I’ve listened to this song multiple times per day since it’s coming out (as well as many others before this) and it gives me hope that some people know what I’m going through and that I can make it to the other side too. So thank you for making this song, and I hope you keep making this music for as long as you possibly can.

I am big Fan of your Songs. Another Best masterpiece

I feel this so much but in a kinda different way. I family that did care, that did show up, that tried in every way to understand me but I pushed them away because I felt I didn’t deserve it, I didn’t ‘hurt’ enough for them to waste their time. This song reminds me so much of how lucky I am to have people that care. There is always someone out there that cares, that will care, it just takes time to find them/ recognize it. We are all here for each other.

My comment was deleted.....but I wanted you guys to know that your words mean everything to me. You've made my life so much better....I've always been alone and ever since I was 8 I knew that no one would come looking for me....With the music you guys make I feel I can finally cry the tears I never let myself cry when I was younger...your words comfort me in ways no one else has even noticed....thank you

É uma música melhor do que a outra! Não perdem a mão nunca... Minha banda favorita ❤️

I love it❤❤