“Trust is a Trap that took my soul” I Love that line so much, I can’t explain it but it explained my trust issues perfectly

15 seconds in already decided ill play this on loop for the next three weeks

"Love is a lie, hope is a hole, hatred is home, It's a part of me I can't let go" This hit me to my core. I use IFS therapy for my abandonment and CPTSD. This is the only song in existence that describes it so accurately. Thank you Jake!

Dang this hits hard. I’m crying because this exactly how I’ve felt for so many years. Thank you Citizen Soldier for giving those of us who feel our voices unheard an amazing platform where we no longer feel so alone.

I'm always pumped for a new citizen soldier song. they're always full of purpose and help me through my demons

As someone who's struggling a lot with abandonment issues and always feels like I'm not enough, this really hit the spot. Songs like that really make me feel like I'm not the only one feeling this way, you help me feel less alone. Keep up the amazing work, you guys are really awesome ❤️

Hey depression, wake up! There's another CC song. The way your songs reach people is amazing. Another banger to be on loop for a week or so. ❤

"Love is a lie Hope is a hole Trust is the trap that took my soul Family is fake Hatred is home Getting abandoned is all I've know" Even with my intense anxiety, the first time I heard these lines I thought "Oh, that's awful!" Until I realized "Oh wait, it's what I constantly tell myself, anyway". Always telling myself not to be hopeful, and to stop searching for those things that might bring me happiness because they'll all just go away. So many friends faded away. So many sweet things turned into sour things by one sentence. Hating myself is all I've known, anyway, and joyful things can't stay because of that. It's kinda sad, having such awful things actually be my life. Don't worry, I see the good, I do, but I think it makes me feel better seeing the good things as nothing big

Once again citizen solider has made me cry with their powerful words. I never knew your music would be the thing to save my life. ❤

If this isn't played at my funeral, I won't come

For everyone who needs to hear this. Your not the only one that's feeling this way! And i am proud of you for fighting the memories! ❤

This song has punched through my heart and straight to my soul! The raw emotion behind each lyric is so powerful, this is a song to help the hurt and fight the battle at the same time.

I have lost track of how many times I've listened to this song since the day it debuted, and this last weekend I finally felt strong enough to tell my wife this is how I feel. Not due to her, but from how I was raised and how my dad treated me, and still does to this day. I finally feel strong enough to tell him how I feel, and will no longer tolerate the way I've been treated. Thank you Citizens Solider for making this song.

I have been fighting BPD for two years now. Your songs always hit differently, especially the first verse: "Pull you in, push you away It's how I say: “I'm a little unstable” Emotionless like a machine Can't feel a thing with short circuits in my cables" It really touches my soul!

As always, the lyrics hit hard and not in a bad way. Putting words to feelings that were previously unable to be explained, letting people know that they're not the only ones who are in that dark place, and that they're no longer suffering in silence Keep on rocking, Citizen Soldier

I love this song! It just preaches how when you've been abonanded and betrayed by everyone you've ever loved or trusted. You just fill with hatered. At others for betraying you and yourself for having failed, making them leave. The back and forth between blaming yourself and others ending in you, knowing that "love is a lie, hope is a hole," and "hatred is home."

The drummer really went in on this song, absolutely loved it!

This is definitely one of my favorites. I love the lines “Getting abandoned is all I’ve known. I have tried I have tried to be perfect but I believe I believe I deserve it.” My self-deprecating thoughts get to me every once and a while and that is exactly how I feel.

"Love is a lie, hope is a hole Trust is the trap that took my soul Family is fake, hatred is home Getting abandoned is all I've known"

This song hit me big time. Has all the feelings I can never explain. Thanks Citizen Soldier. Your music has gotten me through some really tough times and still does.❤

I loved this tarck, I was surprised all the way! The work on the instrumentation is phenomenal, I'm so happy to have discovered this music 🫶 And the message as often touches me personally even if I'm much better since the first time I listened to your music! Thanks again Matthew, Kyle, Jake, Wonita, Kooper and everyone who works with you🪄

Got to listen to it on Apple Music. Many of your songs have left me speechless, this one included. God almighty, you guys knocked it out of the park with this one!! I loved the pauses between ‘worth’ and ‘less’, and I especially loved that bridge!! Those first notes in the bridge reminded me so much of the bridge in Red’s Breathe Into Me and I was instantly hit with intense nostalgia! I absolutely loved it!! Amazing work, all of you! Can’t wait for more!!! ❤️🖤❤️🤘

"Memories of times I was not enough to make the ones I need most just wanna stay" I've been saying that forever. I don't want someone to stay because I made them. I want them to stay because they want to stay with me

I love that you make soft, uplifting songs, and then there's ones like this that acknowledge the intense emotions that trauma and/or mental illness makes you go through. Intrusive thoughts, emotional Dysregulation, etc. Most of us can relate to at least one part of this song, so thank you for helping us feel heard. ;

This song is about me. I'm glad you wrote this song. Thank you very much Citizen Soldier. I thank you that you understand me writing all these songs.❤

Waited all night for this song to come out! I love it so much the lyrics really speak to me! ❤️‍🩹🔥

First song that hits every fiber of frustration an despair felt when losing and trying and losing again holding to what little strength one has left just to take one breath just to keep going almost without hope, alone, forgotten and broken.

this song just explained me.. sadly. crying to this song now i hate how relatable this is to me.. especially the part where it says "i have tried to be perfect" words cant explain how much i relate..

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Learned a few weeks ago that a close friend suffers from Borderline Personality Disorder, which lines up with a lot of the stuff mentioned in this song. Just shared it with them and they really appreciated it.

I’m currently watching every citizen soldier video that they have. My life is currently crumbling down around me. I lost my insurance, my dads truck broke down, now my brother is in the ICU after a major car accident. I’m not sure what else can go wrong at this point. Listening to this band always makes me feel a little bit better to know that I’m not the only one struggling with tough stuff. Having no friends also does not help.

It's hard to escape the pull of hatred, when all you see is betrayal all around you. No matter how kind a soul begins.. this world will constantly try to corrupt it. I've come to believe.

You guys legit have never made a song that didn’t hit the nail on the head. Amazing

Was able to see them in concert one of the most down to earth. People I've ever had the privilege to speak with. He waited for the long line of people and spoke with everyone of them. And made you feel good enough.

You are not worthless, you just have not found your worth yet. Just keep living and you will find it.

This is easily every girl at the facility I work at. They all have so much trauma despite being so young. I hope they can grow to have your strength and can learn to rise above their trials as you have. Thank you as always for your powerful and poignant musical masterpieces

You guys will probably never see this comment. But I just want to say you guys are my comfort music. If I’m getting really down I come listen to your music and it helps me not feel so alone. Thank you ❤

If only more unaffected people could understand or empathize with the chaos inside our abused minds! I am so very sorry you experienced this @CitizenSoldier and everyone else whom this rings true for. Realizing you are not alone is both comforting AND disturbing. Much love and hugs to you all. 💙

I've felt this way for as long as I can remember. For all 21 years of my life I never knew how to say it quite right, but here it is, my feelings laid bare before me.

When my world is crashing down, then you guys come to pull me up. That's what I needed in the darkest night.

Got lucky finding this so soon, I absolutely adore your music! Been so excited for this song to come out!

LYRICS HERE Pull you in, push you away That's how I say I'm a little unstable Emotionless, like a machine Can't feel a thing with short circuits in my cables A brain built by every memory Of times I was not enough to make The ones I need most just wanna stay What's wrong with me? Love is a lie, hope is a hole Trust is the trap that took my soul Family is fake, hatred is home Getting abandoned is all I've known I have tried, I have tried to be perfect But I believe, I believe I deserve it I have tried, I have tried to unlearn it But I am wired, I am wired for worthless (worthless) Wired for worthless (worthless) Every act of kindness, every word of praise Makes the system malfunction Only hear the negative 'cause each mistake Is what feeds the combustion A brain built by every memory Of times I was vulnerable in vain That just proved I'm never worth the pain What's wrong with me? Love is a lie, hope is a hole Trust is the trap that took my soul Family is fake, hatred is home Getting abandoned is all I've known I have tried, I have tried to be perfect But I believe, I believe I deserve it I have tried, I have tried to unlearn it But I am wired, I am wired for worthless Less Love is a lie Hope is a hole Hatred is home It's a part of me that I can't let go I have tried, I have tried to be perfect But I believe, I believe I deserve it I have tried, I have tried to unlearn it But I am wired, I'm wired for worthless Less Wired for worthless (less)

My therapist is always so impressed by my ability to articulate my emotions on paper. I'd like to think it's because of you guys that I'm so in touch with myself now... more than i ever was 4 years ago when i found you all. As someone who struggles with self inflicted trauma and trauma dealt to myself by others, it truly is hard to unlearn the negative core beliefs that become a part of your being through such experiences. Much love to the band and everyone that's struggling in their own battles. Keep fighting, it's not a wasted effort... make the changes you need in your environment so you can begin working on finding yourself again and combat the negative with the positive, even if you don't believe in what you tell yourself. Undoing the negative core beliefs and radically accepting your past is the hardest parts of healing but you can do it! I believe in you ❤

R.I.P. Dad.. Master Army Sergeant George E. Henschel 😩 Born in 1921 and served from 1936 to 1965. 💖🙏💖

2 weeks passed and I'm still playing this non-stop. The fact that someone so amazing can put my emotions in words, is why I feel so much better. Also listening to songs from Citizen Soldier is like having a therapy, it's because they are those rare, understanding and amazing people you just want to cherish with your whole heart

Thanks for another one that speaks for us. Your lyrics speak when no words can.

"Love is a lie" is the line that spoke to me the most, having loved ones not truly care hit me hard... all i can ever say is, thank you for all your music

there's therapy, and then there's citizen soldier. I seriously am so grateful for the music ya'll produce, I feel so seen and heard

"Trust is the trap that took my soul" This line hit's deeper each time I hear it. (Great job as usual!)

Incredible, this song is spectacular, without a doubt they are an incredible band, their music crosses borders. greetings from Mexico

Always find myself listening to your music in a time of crisis. This is how I've felt for a long time. Makes me realize I am not alone. You're truly amazing for what you do.

How my last relationship made me feel when she called off the engagement after we were together for two years, moves on from me so easily, told me I was the reason why it wasn’t working out and made me feel like was nothing and chose another over me who ended up abandoning them like they did me but still stood up for them and I got so low one night I contemplated taking me life and got so close but thank god I didn’t and I saw everyone who is there and was there for me and loves me! On top of that my mother told my biological father that I was doing bad and he never called once tho he’s never really been there for me so that added onto to the pain even more tho I expected that from him lol but I have a father who raised me and that’s what matters to thank you citizen soldier this song made me cry and I love y’all for that it’s amazing song and many of us needed it !

ive waited for this song for such a long time and it was definitely worth it! thank you guys so much 🫀

I don’t know how you did it, but you managed to put into words how I feel as a person with BPD. I think this is one of your hardest-hitting songs for me. Thank you for spreading awareness and encouragement through your music. This song freaking slaps! ❤

Honestly resonate with this song way more than I feel like I should. Something happened to just make it feel stronger and it’s the way I grew up. That chorus is just perfection 💔 "Its a part of me that I can't let go..."

It finally dropped!! We've waited so long and it's been so worth it. You guys do such an important thing with your songs. Keep it up Citizen Soldier! You are doing amazing! ❤

If youll excuse me, ill be blasting this so damn loud my neighbors will feel the bass. Thank you for this. Ill be playing it on repeat for the next 2 months.

As someone with BPD, this really hit hard. Thank you for releasing this, it helped me to explain to people what it is like when I have a "flare". You guys are amazing, keep up the amazing work.

‘Love is Lie, Hope is a Hole’ speak volumes to me,love has done nothing but case me pain and suffering, then just when I become hopeful for someone they then prove why I despise love and never give hope a chance anymore.

I swear they get heavier with each release, and I'm not complaining, you guys never disappoint!

As much as I listen to a lot of music which I still do. This song sounds so good because not only that I saw shorts of it but I can't remember when. This is the best song by far for anyone. Good Job Citizen Soldier!❤

I feel sorry for Jakes vocal chords those screams sounded like they were painful to perform but well done that is an amazing song I loved the parts with the whisper as it made the screams more impactful another banger can't wait to see what's next👏👏

Love is a lie Hope is a hole Trust is a trap that took my soul Family is fake Hatred is home Getting abandoned is all I’ve known... This hit me so hard cause I feel that. Love this song. Awesome job!

Reminds me of 2000’s Shinedown, theory of a deadman, 3 days Grace, etc.. All my favorite music, I’ve never fallen in love with a band so quickly!! ESPECIALLY newer artists, you guys are awesome!

Thanks again for this amazing song Citizen Soldier as someone struggling with depression having dark thoughts is a normal occurrence for me but your songs give hope and a way to understand that I am not the only one feeling that way Thanks again an have a nice day greetings from Chile

This songs speaks to me like if it knew my struggles. Truly a masterpiece and a absolute banger at that! Thank you to the artist Citizen Soldier for creating this song. 🙏

Wow. I didn't plan on crying today from being told how my brain was wired... I think I needed this. A lot. Thank you for another great song, it's been a while since I was able to cry. So thank you again!

This is my favorite song yet! I come from a very broken home. Im 19 and wish to be normal. I am completely dependent on my Mom financially. I cant hold a job for more than a few months and this song describes my everyday life. I love your music. I listen to it every night to fall asleep

In all honesty, this song and "My Own Miracle" describe me to a tee. I did send both of them to a friend saying, "These songs are me to a tee." I love how real your songs are, so keep up the good work!!

It’s already on loop I’m In love with this song it explains a lot

The fact that so many people enjoy your music, and I am one of them, shows just how broken we are as a society.

I can't afford therapy. I,can however, follow you. You are the hardest working band out there. Thank you for putting a hand on my heart and helping me. Much ❤

Been waiting for months for this song to come out. Yet another song that states EXACTLY how I've felt since 14 years old. Thank you again Citizen Soldier for another great song. ❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥

I swear this Band don’t miss every song is always a banger ❤

It is the best song so far of the album for me

I officially will be playing this song for the next week on repeat! Also does anyone else hear the opening instrumental to disturbed - down with the sickness at 1:59 ?!

I’ve only got to the end of the first chorus and I already have goosebumps. This song is awesome!

After so long this masterpiece has released and “I have tried I have tried to be perfect” has to be one of the best verses alongside monster made of memories

I relate to every word of this song besides "love is a lie" because i found someone who finally doesnt mentally abuse me an actually loves me. But otherwise. Great song!

I want to thank you, becouse of you I was able to fight with depression and anxiety. This song reminds me my life and I am glad that you make songs for people with mental health problems like PTSD, depression or Anxiety thank you my friend

So I just heard this song 5 times in a row, not sure which line I feel the most. But now I'm sure it's: Family is fake Hatred is home getting abandoned is all I've known. Thank you for giving my feelings a voice, it's too easy to ignore them.

Heeeey, sou do Brazil, e é sempre muito satisfatório encontrar talentos como esses. Parabéns pelo trabalho!!!!!!

Every act of kindness, every word of praise Makes the system malfunction Only hear the negative cause each mistake Is what feeds the combustion. So very true.

This hits so hard. I've been in this place for years. and nobody understood the pain i went through. so meny of ur songs i can releate to. thank you for making theses amazing songs. it makes me feel like im not alone.

I knew it would be good and you guys never disappoint. And kudos to Jake, coz those harsh vocals are just glorious! I freaking love it

Best song this album!

Just because someone is "wired for worthless"doesnt have to be bad I think as someone who is rewiring themselves change it by replacing worthless with Priceless cause your beautiful soul is priceless

I've been through hell the last 3 months.. thinking about ending it all.. I've started self harming again after 13 yrs sober from it. This band and Titus Makin Jr (singer/actor) are/is the only thing getting me through right now. So thank you!!!!

This one Hits harder than others songs. ❤

OH MY GOD! This is definitely going on my playlist! You guys NEVER miss!!!

Going through hell almost everyday with my thoughts and demons, citizen soldier is my happiness and addiction every single song makes me feel less alone. Constantly blaring your songs through my speaker❤

Another touching song, not only in the beat with the lyrics and vocals

Love this so much! This one hits so much of what it feels like right now. Except the people I'm desperately afraid to disappoint have given me nothing but encouragement, but I still feel like this. Thank you guys for giving me the words to what I've been feeling.

trust is the trap that took my soul hits hard. and then "Every word of praise makes the system unstable. Thank you for making the songs it helps when I have none I can talk to. Don't stop the great work you are awesome.

Перевод [1куплет] Притянуть тебя, оттолкнуть тебя Мой способ сказать "я немного нестабилен" Безэмоционален, как машина Ничего не чувствую из из-за коротких замыканий в моих кабелях. [Бридж] Мозг, выстроен воспоминаниями О каждом разе когда меня было недостаточно для того Что бы самый дорогой мне человек захотел остаться Что со мной не так? Любовь - ложь Надежда - дыра Доверие - ловушка что забрала мою душу Семья - фальшь Ненависть - дом Быть покинутым - все что я знаю. Я пытался, я пытался быть идеальным, Но я верю, я верю что заслужил это. Я пытался, пытался отучиться от этого Но я запрограммирован на бесполезность. [2куплет] Каждый акт доброты, каждое слово похвалы Делает систему неисправной Слышу только негатив, ведь каждая ошибка Это то что питает моё выгорание Мозг выстроенный воспоминаниями Каждого случая когда напрасно был уязвимым Это лишь доказало что я не стою этой боли. Что со мной не так? [Припев] Любовь - ложь Надежда - дыра Доверие - ловушка что забрала мою душу Семья - фальшь Ненависть - дом Быть покинутым - все что я знаю. Я пытался, я пытался быть идеальным, Но я верю, я верю что заслужил это. Я пытался, пытался отучиться от этого Но я запрограммирован на бесполезность. (Сначала он I am wired for worth что можно перевести как "настроен чего то стоить" но следом добавляется less что превращает worth - быть значимым/чего то стоить в worthless - бесполезный/никчемный)

DAMN 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥 🎶Every act of kindness, every word of praise Makes the system malfunction Only hear the negative 'cause each mistake Is what feeds the combustion A brain built by every memory Of times I was vulnerable in vain That just proved I'm never worth the pain What's wrong with me?🎶 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥 I've also tried to be perfect But it just isn't worth it

bro that "I've tried to be perfect" nailed something in me, I got goosebumps I sweard

Listening to them is actually getting all the anger and depression out from what happened when I was 17.....

You guys are so insanely good! I can't thank you enough for the messages in your songs and for your music overall!

Woow This is What I'm Talking about for a Loooooooooooong Time 👊🏼💥⚡⚔️💖 ... I'm Gonna Wait Now For " Good Enough For God " Or "Alone With My Self " I Wish It Could be The Next ❤❤✌🏼