Crack Addict-Melissa

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Soft White Underbelly

Soft White Underbelly

5 жыл бұрын

Soft White Underbelly interview and portrait of Melissa, a crack addict on Skid Row in Los Angeles.
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@drew5059
@drew5059 4 жыл бұрын
I was addicted to crack for just over a year and it completely destroyed my life, I had always snorted cocaine occasionally, but after I smoked crack for the first time I was done, my entire life fell apart and I was left with nothing. I sold everything I owned, I was left with absolutely nothing, it was very depressing once I sobered up December 2018, I had to start all over. Today I am just over a year sober and it feels amazing, this is the first time in my life I quit everything, I even quit smoking cigarettes after being a smoker for 8 years.
@laurasierra8759
@laurasierra8759 4 жыл бұрын
Drew AYYYYYYYEEEEE PROUD OF YOU FOR SOBERING UP
@drew5059
@drew5059 4 жыл бұрын
Laura Sierra Thank you!
@capariessag8515
@capariessag8515 4 жыл бұрын
You are so strong drew im so happy for you . My mom didn’t make it out of her addiction . You are so so strong ❤️
@carolynsears1710
@carolynsears1710 4 жыл бұрын
Congratulations to you! Stay strong! Many people have done it. You can too! God Bless you! In my 🙏
@drew5059
@drew5059 4 жыл бұрын
DIamond Ray Thank you so much, and I’m sorry to hear about your mom, addiction is a crazy thing, man, most people don’t ever make it out.
@jnieswartz4878
@jnieswartz4878 4 жыл бұрын
U can tell she was a really pretty women.
@kristindekalands9840
@kristindekalands9840 4 жыл бұрын
Heartbreaking.
@stacey7954
@stacey7954 4 жыл бұрын
Beautiful
@shawnpringle8191
@shawnpringle8191 4 жыл бұрын
Yep, with a very animated personality!
@kristindekalands9840
@kristindekalands9840 4 жыл бұрын
To be honest. She reminds me of myself. I got out I got clean. When I see her I see what I would have become
@PrettyColorsDoe
@PrettyColorsDoe 4 жыл бұрын
My first thought
@Rocanala
@Rocanala 4 жыл бұрын
What’s even scarier is the number of people hurting, killing these women. It’s never broadcasted and the killers aren’t caught.
@ongogablogean4920
@ongogablogean4920 4 жыл бұрын
Tenisha there’s 4 prostitutes who were killed out near here in Atlantic City. Killed in the motels and laid out by the train tracks with their heads and feet facing east. Serial killer. This was years ago. Never caught. Probably went to another state to do the same
@elle2313
@elle2313 4 жыл бұрын
Exactly!! These men are deranged and view women as subhumans
@politexchangeofbullets8494
@politexchangeofbullets8494 3 жыл бұрын
The killers aren't caught because noone cares about these women. Most are estranged from family...
@politexchangeofbullets8494
@politexchangeofbullets8494 3 жыл бұрын
@@elizabethirvin9954 who's fault?
@youwish2783
@youwish2783 3 жыл бұрын
@@elizabethirvin9954 your condoning MURDER? What the actual fuck is wrong with you? Seek help
@lauren-cs5od
@lauren-cs5od 4 жыл бұрын
This girl talks so much sense and even though she’s got problems with drugs, she doesn’t half have some bloody sense, as well as street smarts. Wow, I’m damn shocked, I really hope she gets clean, this girl has a good soul, regardless of the drugs.
@mappy-5934
@mappy-5934 4 жыл бұрын
So you think people who do drugs are less than you and are incapable of wisdom? reality check
@lauren-cs5od
@lauren-cs5od 4 жыл бұрын
@Mappy-5, darling my mother is an addict, as well as my father and they’re both absolutely fucking evil. So yes, some drug addicts are that far gone they have no wisdom or good left in them. My mother and her bf broke her babies leg at a week old because they were mad that they couldn’t get their fix. Her boyfriend was allowed to beat her children with her knowing, so she could still get her drugs, and she didn’t give a fuck. I don’t really think you’ve ever had to deal with an addict parent or family member. Reality checkkkkk. Drugs don’t only eat away at your body, but your family, your sanity and your soul too. And once you’re too far gone, it’s rare that you can ever come back. I didn’t once say they are less than me, so please don’t put words in my mouth, you clearly don’t know jack shit🤷🏼‍♀️ 36 plus years of constant drug use and 2 bottles of vodka a day, will eventually kill every single last part of you.
@honestyhervey2690
@honestyhervey2690 4 жыл бұрын
lauren you shouldn’t have to explain yourself and your story, sorry about your family
@lauren-cs5od
@lauren-cs5od 4 жыл бұрын
@Honesty Hervey, sometimes you need to explain yourself and I’m fine doing that especially when I know I can back up my argument🤷🏼‍♀️ I appreciate that so much💗 but don’t be sorry, I just like to raise awareness by telling my own story, trauma and experiences, if it can sway one person away from ever trying drugs, that’s an achievement in itself. X
@kiwicov
@kiwicov 4 жыл бұрын
She really does!
@Becki545
@Becki545 4 жыл бұрын
Ain't that the truth. What struck me about her is how aware she is of the fact that she "went the wrong way" and that family members are careful not to follow suit. I hope sober folks can help her, and so many others, out.
@TrueCrimeTalkWithTaves
@TrueCrimeTalkWithTaves 4 жыл бұрын
Look how pretty she is with these damn drugs and just how much more vibrant she’ll look sober
@rebeccalavoy6655
@rebeccalavoy6655 4 жыл бұрын
Your comment is thoughtful and kind.
@Lisa1111
@Lisa1111 4 жыл бұрын
Word
@lalaaddas6363
@lalaaddas6363 4 жыл бұрын
It's too bad her mind is gone...
@M1985-
@M1985- 4 жыл бұрын
And her teeth.
@hollytalbot5341
@hollytalbot5341 4 жыл бұрын
She can get fake teeth 🙄! I’m 28. And have dentures due to previous drug use and neglect from childhood ( I wasn’t taught to Brush my teeth ) , I take full care of myself now! And intake out my teeth and scare my 10 Year old , you can bet she brushes Regularly ! ( teeth aren’t important , character is )
@gdhuvfgjufschnjn5370
@gdhuvfgjufschnjn5370 4 жыл бұрын
Her interview was way too short. You can tell shes got a lot of stories to tell. This guy definitely missed out.
@hubabaloop
@hubabaloop 4 жыл бұрын
Brian Maisonet she was interrupting him and he prolly didn’t like that lol I wish it was longer too
@pudddingpie
@pudddingpie 4 жыл бұрын
She ain’t with it just in and out no messing
@Easton.berlin
@Easton.berlin 4 жыл бұрын
I think crack addicts are one of the harder groups of people to interview because they’re so over the place. Not that their stories don’t matter because they do, but the interrupting and rambling has to be difficult.
@stacyk6984
@stacyk6984 4 жыл бұрын
I feel like she just needed to be heard. Yeah, she interrupted him many times, but that's probably because this is the first time she's ever had a voice. She just wants is to be heard.
@almadeluz501
@almadeluz501 4 жыл бұрын
stacy k, very true, I agree. She needs to just be allowed to talk freely. The interview must keep the questions quick, short, and sweet.
@joshuasalazar6210
@joshuasalazar6210 4 жыл бұрын
So sad to hear her say “I can quit whenever I want” like ma’am you’ve been doing crack since 95.. being bored isn’t a good enough excuse for being on drugs.
@numbernine3436
@numbernine3436 3 жыл бұрын
@bearraaaaTV i think it was the "I'm bored so I smoke crack" part.
@mariebernier3076
@mariebernier3076 3 жыл бұрын
@bearraaaaTV Yaaaaaassssss. TF! Shut your dumb arrogant mouths.
@katl1489
@katl1489 2 жыл бұрын
I know what she means. I'm a strong willed person so even when I was a heroin addict, I quit cold turkey several times which is very difficult to do. It wasn't the quitting I had an issue with it was the going back to it. Dealing with life sober, trauma, etc. Anyway I'm over 10 years clean today and I hope this lady finds a good reason to stay off it too.
@crustpunk4742
@crustpunk4742 4 жыл бұрын
I love how she tells her story, she's so engaging. But she's been through a lot, I just hope she stays safe
@jadedmonk7001
@jadedmonk7001 2 жыл бұрын
She passed away🙏
@_HTown731
@_HTown731 6 ай бұрын
How
@ciaraendicott9088
@ciaraendicott9088 4 жыл бұрын
How scary... that’s a nightmare of a life to live. She talks like these tragedies are so normal. My heart hurts for her. I wonder if being high is better than feeling the pain and and tragedy she’s been through.
@lauralyne9054
@lauralyne9054 4 жыл бұрын
They are normal, to her
@annie_xo
@annie_xo 4 жыл бұрын
Of course it is. I think that’s the reason a lot of people end up in addiction. And it becomes a downward spiral when the addiction itself causes more pain and trauma.
@jyfiorello
@jyfiorello 4 жыл бұрын
It's much better but there's a high price to pay
@ciaraendicott9088
@ciaraendicott9088 4 жыл бұрын
Agreed
@malachiolson5460
@malachiolson5460 4 жыл бұрын
Ciara Endicott it is better high than regular life ( at least for me )
@65c
@65c 4 жыл бұрын
This woman has so much damn potential... sad how it be sometimes
@jedidiah5131
@jedidiah5131 3 жыл бұрын
She has no potential...
@georgiabulldog7671
@georgiabulldog7671 2 жыл бұрын
Potential for what?
@kingofallmediums2123
@kingofallmediums2123 Жыл бұрын
Yeah, she could have been a Rhodes Scholar 👩‍🏫 🤣
@NAT-turners-Revenge
@NAT-turners-Revenge 8 ай бұрын
Shes dead now
@jojobee42
@jojobee42 4 жыл бұрын
She was 16 when she had her daughter... and her daughter was 17 when she had her child... See, the history repeats itself.
@therealrandi
@therealrandi 4 жыл бұрын
Jojo Bee generational curses
@amberd.8027
@amberd.8027 4 жыл бұрын
Often times it does but not always, my mother had me at 15, I am 25 with no children as of yet . Her experience and the way she raised me taught me to make better decisions.
@jojobee42
@jojobee42 4 жыл бұрын
@@amberd.8027 True, sometimes the kids do the opposite too!
@StephStephs
@StephStephs 4 жыл бұрын
Definitely. This has happened in my family as well through generations, but luckily my sis and I have broken the curse!
@mackenziedesire7515
@mackenziedesire7515 4 жыл бұрын
true, but based on how she said the people whose kids were on the same streets as they are/were was so sad, it sounds like her daughter hasn't wound up on the same path as her. there are a lot of women who had kids as teenagers and still managed to go to college/get degrees/good jobs etc., so hopefully her daughter is one of those women and the cycle stops there.
@cclibre3832
@cclibre3832 5 жыл бұрын
Her soul is beautiful, even with all of her troubles!
@teamnfemagnolia8687
@teamnfemagnolia8687 4 жыл бұрын
@@jamielane2923 😂😂😂
@cclibre3832
@cclibre3832 4 жыл бұрын
Must have been a fat finger reply.....but I’m drug free and you ?
@Talpop222
@Talpop222 4 жыл бұрын
Raised right, just hung around the wrong people
@user-pd3el7yt7s
@user-pd3el7yt7s 4 жыл бұрын
She’s right! TRUST YOUR INSTINCTS
@ebrooks24711
@ebrooks24711 4 жыл бұрын
All three of my brothers struggled/struggle with drugs. I watched my oldest brother use drugs when I was 13 and I told him I will never touch drugs. That was a blessing in disguise. I am now 48 and have never touched an illegal drug. I feel so sad for this lady.
@appleappleupontop
@appleappleupontop 4 жыл бұрын
She has so many scary stories. This is why we need to do better to protect sex workers. They're so vulnerable and their safety concerns are never taken seriously.
@malvinasingh6998
@malvinasingh6998 4 жыл бұрын
@EC C I think she means that the police need to take the crimes committed against sex workers more seriously multiple women were murdered and no one cared and hes probably still out there.
@odeefromdawic
@odeefromdawic 4 жыл бұрын
No, we need to stop letting people reach a point of self diminishment that they think using their body is the solution
@sashashvarts2421
@sashashvarts2421 4 жыл бұрын
NismoJames it will always happen that’s why we need to regulate it make it safe and treat them like people?
@odeefromdawic
@odeefromdawic 4 жыл бұрын
Sasha Shvarts if you want to “treat them like people” you would donate to programs that give them REAL JOBS and a REAL HOPE instead of trying to enable self destructive behavior
@ThatCasualZach
@ThatCasualZach 2 жыл бұрын
@@nothingworksworks3511 yes. Prohibition always lead to black markets. People always say marijuana is a gateway drug and that is absolutely false. Marijuana is on a gateway market. You enter a market that sells things you wont see anywhere else.
@stonertimesmagazine9881
@stonertimesmagazine9881 4 жыл бұрын
She reminds me of this homeless drug addict by my house.. she's such a nice person I try to give her food whenever i see her and I love her honestly this reminds me of her so much. I pay for her everyday 💔
@ParanoiaRiot21
@ParanoiaRiot21 4 жыл бұрын
That very nice of you giving her food hoping she doing okay
@jeziscricket4448
@jeziscricket4448 4 жыл бұрын
*Pray without ceasing!
@NAT-turners-Revenge
@NAT-turners-Revenge 8 ай бұрын
Unfortunately, the woman in this story is now dead
@disgustednatalie7029
@disgustednatalie7029 4 жыл бұрын
I’m honestly fascinated with these videos, seeing these people really aren’t that different from us, Just fell onto the wrong path
@themollymelon
@themollymelon 4 жыл бұрын
G Pow Not really. Anyone can be an addict. My father was a successful business man, and then he got addicted to alcohol.
@Thegooob95
@Thegooob95 4 жыл бұрын
G Pow no they aren’t, the deeper you look into people with lives like this, the more profoundly similar you are to them, not different. Claiming to be drastically different is a defense mechanism against the fear of realizing how thin the line is that separates one life to another.
@Thegooob95
@Thegooob95 4 жыл бұрын
G Pow your ignorant, and speaking without putting yourself in a position that assumes life can take you over. You’re speaking from a totalitarian and authoritarian perspective and will one day be harshly judged because of it. They are humans, you have that in common and that is more than enough if you know anything about what humans are like.
@Thegooob95
@Thegooob95 4 жыл бұрын
G Pow by the way you lost
@Thegooob95
@Thegooob95 4 жыл бұрын
G Pow ur a moron
@jazmynbrown6820
@jazmynbrown6820 4 жыл бұрын
Wow, she's had a lot of close calls. God is trying to tell her something.
@naturezone6655
@naturezone6655 4 жыл бұрын
Maybe the Most High has a master plan for her life.I think this one will shake the drugs and make it.Most will not.peace and love
@jazmynbrown6820
@jazmynbrown6820 4 жыл бұрын
@@naturezone6655 Amen!
@gwennnnnnnnnnnn
@gwennnnnnnnnnnn 4 жыл бұрын
@@naturezone6655 she will have died on the streets by now. she is not blessed.
@Leandatastic
@Leandatastic 4 жыл бұрын
Jazmyn Brown I agree❤️
@sherryhall6946
@sherryhall6946 4 жыл бұрын
Yes.
@melomelimel
@melomelimel 4 жыл бұрын
Yo the guy she's talking about needs to bet caught asap
@Valentina-yo9ec
@Valentina-yo9ec 4 жыл бұрын
so can we talk about the man cutting women open in LA? idk about you but thats too crazy and detailed to not look into....
@Valentina-yo9ec
@Valentina-yo9ec 4 жыл бұрын
shes in a dark place. she sees dark things.
@PyramidsPeeringEye
@PyramidsPeeringEye 4 жыл бұрын
I thought the same thing... How many people like him are roaming around L.A.? That is some sick, twisted shit. Scary.
@brookewood4181
@brookewood4181 4 жыл бұрын
I tried looking it up but couldn’t find anything
@Valentina-yo9ec
@Valentina-yo9ec 4 жыл бұрын
Brooke Wood omg you did? that’s crazy. I just found this channel and been looking at so many different interviews... I’m shook
@CarissaConti
@CarissaConti 4 жыл бұрын
​@@brookewood4181 Have a feeling it's happening all the time, but it's not being reported in the mainstream news. Years ago back in mid '95 when I was 20 I had a brief conversation with a very nice, mentally aware homeless man in L.A. who warned me to be careful, because they recently found the body of a girl chopped up in a dumpster over on 4th Street. I believed him, and still do, and I doubt that story wound up in the news either. Probably a few reasons why: 1) It's happening to prostitutes/street girls/drug addicts, i.e., the marginalized members of society, and 2) it's happening so often to such an extent that they don't want to report on it.
@Alecto44811
@Alecto44811 4 жыл бұрын
This lady is very interesting, she tells her stories well, articulate.
@sarahdeleon4691
@sarahdeleon4691 3 жыл бұрын
I genuinely love your work! Im studying to be a psychologist, and i can't get enough of this
@stevebarr9604
@stevebarr9604 2 жыл бұрын
Man I have to commend you for what you do and bring all this to other people's attention! Not many people brave enough to do what you do! You seem to be a awesome person! Thanks for the hard work!
@courtneyehalchak
@courtneyehalchak 4 жыл бұрын
"Its just something to do...." absolutely heartbreaking. You can tell she is a sharp woman with a lot of knowledge of human instinct and behavior. She can be so successful if she got the help she is so desperately owed.
@Tanisha-Lynn
@Tanisha-Lynn 4 жыл бұрын
its sad when they know who is killing these woman but because they work the streets they dont listen smh
@sarahlinkletter6309
@sarahlinkletter6309 4 жыл бұрын
Tanis Stewart that’s what I was thinking too. These women are valuable and worthy of protection and safety no matter what. As long as they’re alive, they deserve that. Period.
@stephensellick7964
@stephensellick7964 3 жыл бұрын
I have only just found and subscribed to your channel. The interviews are amazing, how they bare all with the interviewer, I’m an addict and so so much is true to my life, and you think you’re the only one going through it. ❤️🙏 and respect to you all out there.
@tishreni5183
@tishreni5183 4 жыл бұрын
They need to find that Metro worker asap.I wish she wasnt so high and could think clear enough to file a report.
@dialecticalmonist3405
@dialecticalmonist3405 4 жыл бұрын
The cops would use it as toilet paper.
@louisahamaker7526
@louisahamaker7526 3 жыл бұрын
Ummm most of the time they can't file reports, bc of who they are (prostitutes/addict's, or are wanted by the police).
@psycho4agY
@psycho4agY 2 жыл бұрын
I loved crack, coke and crank. I went on my last crack binge for 2 months, just a few months before I got clean for good. I have almost 26 years clean. The first time I smoked crack I was 15. I passed out and went into convulsions. I came to and hit it again. I was hooked. I walked out of my job because a guy said he had crack, etc. It’s a miracle I lived long enough to get clean and stay clean this time.
@4_seeds
@4_seeds 10 ай бұрын
You give me hope brother ❤
@yolandam611
@yolandam611 4 жыл бұрын
These stories never cease to amaze me
@emilypellicano4040
@emilypellicano4040 4 жыл бұрын
Nothing hurts my heart more than knowing I can’t help these people :(
@jakestevens3788
@jakestevens3788 4 жыл бұрын
you can do anything if you put your mind to it....go help someone
@anisaskcirmoht57
@anisaskcirmoht57 4 жыл бұрын
sure 🙄
@emilypellicano4040
@emilypellicano4040 4 жыл бұрын
ani samoth you’re my first troll (‘:
@AQtee
@AQtee 4 жыл бұрын
It's true she has to want to help herself but we can't help but have compassion and care.
@anditsreyna020
@anditsreyna020 4 жыл бұрын
Her concept of trusting vibes & auras resonates w. me. I’ve never been able to really recognize people with bad intentions. But I’ve always been around people who can. & they all say the same thing whether they’re sober or high they all have that common concept about observations/identifying the vibes of people will ill intentions.
@Bimbologyexpert
@Bimbologyexpert 4 жыл бұрын
Keep your vessel clean, and the messages will be clear. Glad you’re in tune✨
@shawna-rayeking7885
@shawna-rayeking7885 2 жыл бұрын
I love this woman's spark. Her intelligence and potential shine through so clearly. It's a shame what she is going through.
@joeysantos3978
@joeysantos3978 2 жыл бұрын
I was an addict for 3 years n almost gave up thinking I could not live without it I can’t imagine 25 years it seems almost impossible she’s a beautiful woman even with all the abuse I hope one day she can see the light
@thefootboy20
@thefootboy20 2 жыл бұрын
Well done Drew! I'm so happy for you and the people in your life that care about you. Keep improving and growing. Even when life is rough, life is good!
@noellej3944
@noellej3944 4 жыл бұрын
She’s right about them looking at her and knowing she ain’t going for it. Then her mentioning it being a spiritual world. What she’s mentioning is spiritual warfare. It’s those looks/grins from strangers that make us uneasy. It’s the sinister looks put in movies that are derivative of real life expressions. You can feel it in your gut when a bad person is looking at you. And if you’re superstitious then you know it’s actually just your spirit (who’s to say if good of bad) coming face to face with a spirit with some evil.
@ctsmith580
@ctsmith580 4 жыл бұрын
Maybe, but my mother was sycophantic and this woman sounds just like her. One fantastic story after another but none ever come to logical conclusion. You never get a chance to ask about things that don't make sense because she just moves on to the next story. There were five grown kids in my family who all came together to figure out what was happening with my mother. The five of us had her in the family room trying to figure it out so we could help her. It was just like this woman, wild crazy stories that involve someone who is out to get her. Like a man who cuts people in two and he's still out there. Maybe it's true, but I think she needs a hospital and a doctor to figure it out.
@garanglualm
@garanglualm 4 жыл бұрын
Court Dapuff yes!!! If I don’t feel right about someone, I stay away! My spirit feels it
@marylester45
@marylester45 4 жыл бұрын
exactly
@francescashay2836
@francescashay2836 3 жыл бұрын
She is such a beautiful human being. Its incredibly unfortunate that she turns to drugs for physiological release. I pray for her, and a possible recovery. The ordeals she has been involved in is absolutely horrid. The fact that she's alive still is a miracle. Bless her soul.
@Gaby74237
@Gaby74237 4 жыл бұрын
It appears to me that the guy filming is showing this girl a lot of respect and dignity👍🏻
@suuxkid
@suuxkid 4 жыл бұрын
She’s so beautiful... I pray she sobers up and cleans up her act... she’s got a beautiful soul, looks and all.
@thatblondechick
@thatblondechick 4 жыл бұрын
This lady is stunning. I could only imagine how beautiful she is when she is clean. No person is ever worthless and everyone deserves a second chance!!
@Liquethemodel
@Liquethemodel 4 жыл бұрын
He said ”Oh God” I said ”that's who you need to be calling on”
@RefuseTheFallingRain
@RefuseTheFallingRain 4 жыл бұрын
😂
@ongogablogean4920
@ongogablogean4920 4 жыл бұрын
See she’s smart. And She doesn’t use excuses. She said crack isn’t physically addicting. Which it isn’t. You just get super cranky when it’s done. But opiates yes. Your body physically gets severely ill without opiates.
@ahippy8972
@ahippy8972 4 жыл бұрын
Regina Phalange doesn’t it just, opiates are agony to get off. Clean 4 year but still on methadone that’s even worse to get off
@TheAmyann35
@TheAmyann35 4 жыл бұрын
Crack is physically addictive..
@ongogablogean4920
@ongogablogean4920 4 жыл бұрын
AT OCDesignzz but not in the sense that opiates are. I don’t think it’s physical. I think it’s just you want that euphoric feeling again and get so beyond agitated when it’s run out. Once some time passes or you sleep to get over that mood, that urge isn’t there. I have some experience in it. That agitation is still mental. Your brain craves it not yours nerves or bones like with opiate. Even one woman in one of these videos said the same thing. She’s done them both plus other things. That’s just my say 🤷🏻‍♀️
@ongogablogean4920
@ongogablogean4920 4 жыл бұрын
AT OCDesignzz I mean.. I won’t say I know for sure. I guess if someone is doing anything for so long they will go through detox. Even if it’s something that isn’t drugs but perhaps a certain chemical in foods they’d made an add iron of.
@toddedwards6383
@toddedwards6383 4 жыл бұрын
They say it's not physically addictive, but it is, not as bad as some other drugs but it definitely is physically addictive. Severe stomach cramps, legs ache, that's physicall.
@sherryhall6946
@sherryhall6946 4 жыл бұрын
I hope nothing happens to her. This one worries me. Just her experiences that she’s talking about alone puts me on edge. I know she thinks she can read them and I’m sure she can but one might fool her and I sure hope not.
@unaninanine3743
@unaninanine3743 4 жыл бұрын
You mean those her fantastical stories...
@sherryhall6946
@sherryhall6946 4 жыл бұрын
Una Nina Nine yes. Man but what if they are true? Those girls get murdered left and right.
@unaninanine3743
@unaninanine3743 4 жыл бұрын
@@sherryhall6946 Like around 7:42 and 9:25? 😂😜😂
@sherryhall6946
@sherryhall6946 4 жыл бұрын
Una Nina Nine the whole story.
@sherryhall6946
@sherryhall6946 4 жыл бұрын
Dangerous
@ashleystevens619
@ashleystevens619 4 жыл бұрын
My mom is on crack currently...raised myself all my life...was searching for something else and came across this...I worry about my mother everyday.
@jodylesso7709
@jodylesso7709 4 жыл бұрын
So sorry babe , stay strong. Choose your friend s wisely. Hello from Colorado
@samleopold3590
@samleopold3590 4 жыл бұрын
You'll be ok so will she best of luck
@theglowingbrownie5124
@theglowingbrownie5124 4 жыл бұрын
Her story proves to me that you don't have to have a messed up childhood/family to be moved to do these things. These were decisions she made and it seems like this is a choice she's ok with. if she had a makeover, she would look like a model. She's got a very nice look/eyes, she's got something.
@johnnyk.2911
@johnnyk.2911 4 жыл бұрын
I like her, I could talk with her all day, she's a trip.
@dublinsfaircity
@dublinsfaircity 3 жыл бұрын
You'd be listening. She'd be talking.
@JunkBondTrader
@JunkBondTrader 3 жыл бұрын
@@dublinsfaircity weird assumption
@disclosed1
@disclosed1 3 жыл бұрын
@@dublinsfaircity You said what we're all thinking. LOL
@zoe9632
@zoe9632 4 жыл бұрын
She has a tonne of street smarts... thank goodness.
@jedidiah5131
@jedidiah5131 3 жыл бұрын
LMAO....
@Cod3Thr33
@Cod3Thr33 4 жыл бұрын
Those eyes! She has the look of someone who was physically beautiful before drugs destroyed her.
@JunkBondTrader
@JunkBondTrader 3 жыл бұрын
man, she's a stunner. Don't lie to yourself haha. She's hot, no?
@palmac.4451
@palmac.4451 4 ай бұрын
Melissa is/was a stunner...she reminds me of Priscilla Presle..her eyes and the way she lifts her head and looks at the viewer from the side. love her hair and the way she describes the victims of the horrible people on SR
@goddess4249
@goddess4249 4 жыл бұрын
I’m glad she has good instincts but I’m also sad for her she chose this life but I feel for her, I could have ended up in her shoes it hits close to home. Bless u beautiful soul!!
@kemelgill4313
@kemelgill4313 2 жыл бұрын
You can always tell when someone is telling the truth because the story flows and you never have to pause to think what happened. You experienced it and the flow comes naturally.
@liangabriel6214
@liangabriel6214 4 жыл бұрын
What’s crazy is, she doesn’t look her age, I’m sure she was such a beautiful woman before the drugs. Praying for her
@aliciapalmer3937
@aliciapalmer3937 4 жыл бұрын
She looks old af...
@TheAmyann35
@TheAmyann35 4 жыл бұрын
Drugs change your appearance! So sad!
@aisharedux781
@aisharedux781 2 жыл бұрын
“It’s just something to do” For 26 years. I suppose at this point it would be excruciating to face the reality of what this lifestyle has resulted in. All the best to this woman 🕯🙏🏾
@jdavid118
@jdavid118 2 жыл бұрын
Truth
@douglasr.c.5622
@douglasr.c.5622 4 жыл бұрын
I would appreciate more questions about the drugs: How much do they cost ? How much do you spend daily on drugs ? How often do you use ? THANKS....
@SoftWhiteUnderbelly
@SoftWhiteUnderbelly 4 жыл бұрын
Douglas, Thanks for the suggestion. I’ll make sure to ask in the few interviews I do.
@douglasr.c.5622
@douglasr.c.5622 4 жыл бұрын
@@SoftWhiteUnderbelly THANKS.... Enjoy your work !
@triple_gem_shining
@triple_gem_shining 4 жыл бұрын
agreed these are good questions.
@Leandatastic
@Leandatastic 4 жыл бұрын
Soft White Underbelly it’s funny how everyone has a theory on how you should do you work 😊
@markbrown6066
@markbrown6066 4 жыл бұрын
What difference does it make on how much she spends on crack!? It doesn't change anything, it's just all too sad!
@OOoKarmaoOO
@OOoKarmaoOO 4 жыл бұрын
They really should make a podcast channel for these people they got a lot of stories to tell
@catnapreader838
@catnapreader838 4 жыл бұрын
Your very beautiful and I really hope you get the help you need. You deserve a better life. I’ve been in your shoes before and I’ve been clean for 6 years now. It was very hard to get to where I’m at but I deserve more and so do you. Stay strong!
@livingintheforest3963
@livingintheforest3963 2 жыл бұрын
I am also so grateful that she’s telling us all the truth about the possible serial killers out there and the horrible sadism that occurs with this type of prostitution it’s important for people to really know this as well. There’s a lot of guys who go down there looking for victims this is the saddest and most unfortunate thing.
@bongekamnguni5865
@bongekamnguni5865 4 жыл бұрын
She's gorgeous,that hair!I hope she heals.
@Witchofthewoods.
@Witchofthewoods. 3 жыл бұрын
Melissa is actually a very beautiful woman and I wish the best for her.
@abigrace2411
@abigrace2411 3 жыл бұрын
Honestly this woman seems really intelligent and strong. Like imagine how determined and the endurance it would take to survive in her life. I just wish we could do more for people who are homeless or struggling w addiction
@joans6047
@joans6047 4 жыл бұрын
She is a likeable person ~ I hope she gets clean and gets a better life for herself. She's definitely a survivor ~ I would love to talk to her and hear more of her stories.
@westcoastorbust2462
@westcoastorbust2462 4 жыл бұрын
Such beautiful hair
@jeanniesaenz8057
@jeanniesaenz8057 4 жыл бұрын
West Coast Or Bust I couldn’t see beyond the craziness
@kaitlynmaurer9364
@kaitlynmaurer9364 4 жыл бұрын
She looks so pretty her hair and eyes are stunning
@sweetheart4682
@sweetheart4682 4 жыл бұрын
It’s crazy that a lot of prostitution know a lot of dirty cops.
@michaelclayton3114
@michaelclayton3114 4 жыл бұрын
Cops are more dangerous than some of us men . A lot of us treat these people well and speak to them like a human being - both men and women on streets .When they walk up and say stuff to me , I listen to them always - not just walk away .
@kellikelley7451
@kellikelley7451 4 жыл бұрын
That's so sad n crazy
@carynmartin6053
@carynmartin6053 4 жыл бұрын
Very true. I was a dancer in the Boston combat zone in the late 80's and the joints were full of dirty cops taking payoffs, and even running girls themselves
@naomideleon8363
@naomideleon8363 4 жыл бұрын
She's beautiful... this breaks my heart 😭💔
@connorbasile
@connorbasile 4 жыл бұрын
She was in that "Skid Row" doc produced by Pras, and you can really see how the drugs have taken their toll in the 12 year since then. So sad.
@Pink_143_6
@Pink_143_6 4 жыл бұрын
Connor James good catch! Great documentary 👍🏼
@pudddingpie
@pudddingpie 4 жыл бұрын
Wow all of these horrific stories in just over 10 mins imagine what she would have told him if the interview was longer! I really liked her! I can see her in the future living a happy life with her crystals 🙏🏾
@rootcause-i1v
@rootcause-i1v 4 жыл бұрын
What you are doing here is just great. Thank you and Melissa my friend please stay strong.
@RM-kx6qv
@RM-kx6qv 4 жыл бұрын
I like her. She’s someone I would have friended back in my hay day. She’s a smart woman. I truly hope she gets out.
@addistacer8907
@addistacer8907 4 жыл бұрын
My dad said he’d quit at 50 too... now he’s 52 and not a damn thing has changed. It’s sad she thinks her journey is so separate from his. I’ll be surprised if she is true to her intentions.. addicts rarely are
@brianmorrison9066
@brianmorrison9066 4 жыл бұрын
That's how it works. I'll quit; -when I'm 50 -when the money is gone - when I get busted, exc Basically, any time, even tomorrow, just not right now.
@misty8265
@misty8265 2 жыл бұрын
Crazy how there’s clearly at least one active serial killer still on the loose and the cops don’t seem to care at all. Disappointing but not surprising. My heart goes out to her.
@truenorth7949
@truenorth7949 4 жыл бұрын
beautiful soul, she looks stunning in the black and white photo even with her addiction, she radiates, praying for her recovery
@philhall1701
@philhall1701 4 жыл бұрын
Such an attractive lady even after some very tough times, bags of personality as well. Striking really. God bless her, hope she finds whatever she is looking for.
@otiladesper3923
@otiladesper3923 4 жыл бұрын
She must have been so beautiful sober.. She still is pretty.. Considering all the years of drugs.. Her eyes and hair and features ..
@GothCandyBaby
@GothCandyBaby 4 жыл бұрын
Could you please put English caption on these video? I think for non-native English speakers like me it's pretty difficult to understand because they often speak "strange", thank you very much I like your content
@nubianmoiselle3797
@nubianmoiselle3797 4 жыл бұрын
Look at her hair....gorgeous and her eyes....she so flirty as well 😄😄. I like her
@ajbselective
@ajbselective 4 жыл бұрын
Nubianmoiselle yassss girl. That hair is everything 🔥
@nubianmoiselle3797
@nubianmoiselle3797 4 жыл бұрын
@@ajbselective yes!!
@jtika1978
@jtika1978 4 жыл бұрын
She was gorgeous at one time, I’m sure. She could be redeemed... pray she is!
@zahavahmalka718
@zahavahmalka718 4 жыл бұрын
right, i was like look at that hair!
@JG-mt3rp
@JG-mt3rp 4 жыл бұрын
Wow, her stories are fascinating and terrifying. I can't fathom her life, Melissa is a strong lady. Girl if you ever read this - good luck to you, I hope it all works out for you.
@chasingsunsets87
@chasingsunsets87 4 жыл бұрын
I know that feeling she speaking of! Glad she has it!
@Leandatastic
@Leandatastic 4 жыл бұрын
Melissa you are beautiful 😊 please keep yourself safe ❤️
@ivana_playsjumpropeinyouryard
@ivana_playsjumpropeinyouryard 4 жыл бұрын
I feel so bad, she's so beautiful and seems to be more aware/smart. So much potential. I want to help her
@dennyherlambang8829
@dennyherlambang8829 4 жыл бұрын
She is beautiful and a strong one..., She is passionate of her life, God bless Her!
@manhattanmama4192
@manhattanmama4192 4 жыл бұрын
I really like this woman! Seems like she could be one of the girls if only she was off that damn crack. Hope she straightens herself out.
@jensowers88
@jensowers88 4 жыл бұрын
She’s beautiful. So sad 😭
@KindlybyQ
@KindlybyQ 4 жыл бұрын
I watched one episode just one and now I am fully addicted!
@suras8984
@suras8984 4 жыл бұрын
BRING HER BACK for a longer interview!!!!!
@MRY891
@MRY891 4 жыл бұрын
She got stories for days..
@mznum1lova
@mznum1lova 4 жыл бұрын
She was in the Pras documentary Skid Row. She looks healthier now than back then.
@Pink_143_6
@Pink_143_6 4 жыл бұрын
RBecca H. Not to me. She had more weight on her back then but regardless, nothings changed in her life in those 12 years since. Nobody is healthy on crack
@mznum1lova
@mznum1lova 4 жыл бұрын
@@Pink_143_6 yeah, well you know, that's just, like, you're opinion man. 😎
@TJ_Eats
@TJ_Eats 4 жыл бұрын
i can this woman is just passing through this phase. she willl survive, live and thrive...
@tork950
@tork950 4 жыл бұрын
one of my favorite interviews so far although I love them all
@valaniabraham8246
@valaniabraham8246 4 жыл бұрын
This chick got alot of swagg, just imagine how she'd be clean n sober as a girl boss. Wishing you well chica
@dontleaveamessage
@dontleaveamessage 4 жыл бұрын
I think its fascinating how drugs change the face and similar characteristics are seen throughout these videos... Heroin has a look but crack and meth are two very different yet similar
@deniseduarte177
@deniseduarte177 4 жыл бұрын
thank you for being yourself and speaking true
@jesse24153
@jesse24153 4 жыл бұрын
Its hard to "like" these types of videos.. But I can see the need for them. It makes us more aware of the suffering all around us and can certainly, fairly quickly fill up your prayer diary. 😪
@jennyjimenez5820
@jennyjimenez5820 4 жыл бұрын
You must have some magical lighting because the live videos look nothing like the black and white photos.
@enuphsayd9746
@enuphsayd9746 4 жыл бұрын
Right. The black and white makes her look quite haggard and aged to 70 years.
@jennah3962
@jennah3962 4 жыл бұрын
If she wasn’t on them drugs she could be a good model! Her hair is gorgeous and her eyes look soo blue! Lots of prayers for her
@jackstraw1919
@jackstraw1919 2 жыл бұрын
Thank you for your service lady!
@ladychokmah8540
@ladychokmah8540 4 жыл бұрын
Can never judge; she is full of wisdom. I also thinks she has spiritual gifts because I have them. I pray that she uses them to manifest a safe, more peaceful reality. She can if she chooses to.
@vicklemiss
@vicklemiss 4 жыл бұрын
How is it I can spend three hours with my hair curler and still look a mess, this girl runs her hands through her hair and it looks a dream.
@eeej6199
@eeej6199 4 жыл бұрын
I love how they always point to people worse off than them like "yea ive been out here 24 years but some people have been here 40 years and do heroine and i can quit whenever i want."
@imalwaysright88
@imalwaysright88 2 жыл бұрын
She’s so beautiful and likable. I hope she finds her worth 💕💕💕
@Steyreon
@Steyreon 4 жыл бұрын
I love the photograph of her, she is a beautiful soul!
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