No it's never too late. Good for you.

🙏 Wishing you all the best 💜

I love you

When you felt weak is when you showed strength. May you continue on the path God intended for you. God bless.

Now working with several middle aged men helping them understand it’s never to late to change. Just have to start where your at, don’t look back and anything is possible. Brand new life awaits, the past can’t be changed, but it also can lose its power over you. Just be honest, add some transparency, let God do the work, just accept your worth it

Right, I witnessed a little and she probably doesn't even know what that is. Wow I hope she's going to be okay I hope no one hurts her and I hope she can get off the streets someone like her doesn't need to be on the streets

Arrested development.

but when Michael Jackson said that he felt that way everyone called him crazy and he had 0 childhood...

@@AndrewBowman95 Are you seriously trying to compare this woman to Michael Jackson? Quit being so willfully stupid.

@@AndrewBowman95 because no one understands or tired to during those times, times are different and when you actually witness it, it makes you realize that it's a real thing.

Seriously, the people in this comment section are so out of touch, even talking about how her dog should be taken away - probably one of the only things she has to brighten her day

I am sorry for the loss of your mother. I hope you find peace in your heart, it must be very difficult to see your mom in her and yet you can empathize.

Yes, love for all animals! Including the human animal.

@@brittaolson6550 Humans can make their own choices..the puppy is an innocent victim that has no agency in what is going on around it. That's why people care more about the innocent creature than the person choosing to make bad choices.

She can barely take care of herself, I feel sorry for the puppy , god knows what will happen to it .

The PUPPY?! She has TEN CHILDREN who have no parents, no stability.. they are the ones who deserve your sympathy ffs. 🤔

@@Heyheyrayeraye Trust me, they have my sympathy. For what it's worth. My point was that a *huge* number of comments mentioned the puppy... And 99% of them pay for animal cruelty on a daily basis

so sick of shit talkers like you living in some dream world - "there are so many out here who will love and accept you" who the fuck are you talking about? who will love that lady unconditionally lmao? you ??? fuck off with that bullshit

says there are 2 replies but I see none..anyone have an idea why?

@@parkerrowe4687 I've been experiencing that for days now, I thought I was the only one experiencing it,lol!😄

I also have been noticing that as well.

Your words are amazing thank u

Absolutely 💕🥹

@@keybay7133 💜

We all have pain 10 children this female her brain is gone my mother beat me meth puts holes in ur brain thats not reparable she has mentality of a 13 yr old or maybe 9 i think i was smarter at 9 im 44 she said my mom did this to me she takes no blame on her self i hope her dog is ok shes weak and belongs in prison she sells her body for money great mom the puppy ran away bcause shes a comlplete idiot

Idiot i can have a couple glasses of red wine go to sleep become a adult shes dumb idiot. Looking for sympathy my father left navy a wall arrested prison we. Were homeless and i never did some crazy drug i dont like mariguana. Who would do meth its batery acid i have 10 beautiful children that she never raised she is nothing but a drug adict prostitute

Quit defending her if you saw her in person you wouldn’t do shit to help

but the expression on that pup..he's going to need an emotional support animal before long

They usually don’t start crying within the first minute 😕😭

@@MrRusty145 stop please.

@@lisagipson1847 🐶🦴🦴

Congratulations!! Good for you. The battle is real, one minute at a time. You've got this.

Congratulations. I’m proud of you.

Glad you got off coke. Please know that alcohol is a depressant, that buzz you may feel is a lie. My younger brother died from years of alcohol abuse. It runs your body. My cousin lost her son to alcohol and a family friend lost her younger brother to alcohol. Do you like to surf, hike, run, dance, build stuff, paint, garden? Do anything else but drink, it's a killer.

I'm very saddened to see her with that sweet innocent pup. It deserves a loving home & vet care. Not the filthy mean streets of Skid Row. 😥

@No Mercy for Scammers 2 animal abuse isn’t exclusive to one race, neither is caring for them.

@No Mercy for Scammers 2 why because she's a caring person? Weird thought process but okay

@No Mercy for Scammers 2 And you're definitely a racist.

@No Mercy for Scammers 2 lmao

@@jacobus57 the person's comment is literally saying that they hope the puppy is okay. Are you insane?

I literally am heartbroken at her story … 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 the sincerity in her voice was so sad :(

The system ??? You mean her PARENTS??

But did that person rape her daughter? That puts a slightly different spin on it.

I find it hard to believe this all this

​@@robloxmilkycow7756 As do I. everyone is commenting about how she supposedly had ten children but then talks about how her disabled daughter was raped so bad can't have children... she immediately starts saying "well I can't have grandchildren now!" but wait what about the other supposed 9 kids? there isn't. she probably only has that one. maybe 1 or 2 more. but certainly not 10. Meth brings you into psychosis and makes you say some out there stuff. it's really sad.

I didn't understand the whole story but I took it that she was attacked or felt attacked and it may have been seen as self defense if she was outside, which she said they were, but she was convicted. She said she has no memory, maybe she was attacked and got triggered to defend herself. Maybe she was inside robbing someone. Who knows if it actually happened or if it was some other conviction, but it seems like she did not see it as murdering the other person.

Doggos loved, you can tell, I am thinking that also though. First impression, she seems like a good person in a fucked up position 💡❤☔

The sweet little dog is certainly not a prop.

@@kabirpour swol😆❤

Prop? She loves him.

WOW WHY WOULD YOU THINK LIKE THAT IT'S WHAT'S WRONG WITH SOCIETY U GUYS ARE QUICK TO JUMP INTO ASSUMPTIONS UR NOT THE SOLUTION YOU ARE PART OF THE PROBLEM....U START WITH YOUR NONSENSE CREDITING THE GAL ONLY TO SLANDER IT WITH THE DOG HOPEFULLY NOT BEING A PROP. ..pathetic

@Jaybird did you even watch the video? You're heartless.

Poor dog :( feel bad for the kids too

10 kids 😭😭😭😭, those poor kids!!

Irresponsible doesn't even come into it, one abandoned child is bad but 10!!!! Damn straight you don't want to be like mom. This is heartbreaking for her kids, l hope they don't end up running in the streets like their mother.

Dont forget about the person she murdered. Out of her mind on drugs. Choices.

10. it could be 2.

This is absolutely true. When my kids were removed the only thing that kept me sober is my caseworker telling me things to do and keep doing and they would be back in my custody...3 mths I tried my way it didn't work it never does so I did what they (the state) said and after 9 long excruciatingly lonely months my babies were back with me but I didn't believe it would happen. My best friend is going through a similar situation but some of her kids are adopted out and now they're reaching out to her after years, Our kids will Always come back around Always❤️

@@deidrahall1428 praying this is true been in recovery for 4 years and I’m 38 I have 5 kids but only have 2 of the 5 the other 3 I haven’t had contact with since I list them 14 years ago!!! Praying one day they will understand or at least let me just tell them I love them and I never stopped!!! And give them a hug!

@@cherryblossomvanillabean1751 Please keep the faith and stay in recovery bc when they come searching for you and answers you'll need to be able to be sober and honest for them ❤️y best friend is dealing with this right now with her 15 yr old son ...yes they have tough questions and may not fully understand but Healing is also taking place for both of them so just be ready

@@cherryblossomvanillabean1751 I'm praying for you ma'am ❤️❤️❤️

I’ve been sober for 20 years and went to school to become a substance abuse counselor and I works with youth. I always tell them the drugs are secondary, it’s what is n your head and heart where the healing ❤️‍🩹 starts. We have to let go of the guilt, shame, regret and work on putting ourselves first and love ourselves for how strong we are. Not everyone makes it out of this. Sending love and healing to you Shorty and sweet snuggles for your pup and the rest of you in recovery ❤️‍🩹✨💕🐕

I'm sorry for the the shit you've gone through. I hope you're doing better now. I agree with you about not doing drugs. However, I don't believe teenagers watch this channel. Something tells me the audience in here are people in their 30s, 40s and 50s. Many of them probably have children and grandchildren. I pray that people will take these stories to heart for real and that they will talk to the children about bullying, abuse, rasisme, sexuality, drugs and so on. If we just would care more about other people, the world would be a much better place than it is now. There's so much hate, judgement and negativity. We need to show love and acceptance. If there were no bullying, no hate, no stigma, no feelings of being an outsider, there would be very few school shootings, murders, and suicides. People who fee loved, included, and are happy, don't hurt themselves or others.

So easier said then done!

@@leneo1731 Thank you for so beautifully writing this out. 💖

Amen!

MrArchos, are you speaking from experience??

I thought the same thing, sadly most don’t realize this 😢

The poor pup.

I've seen homeless people make sure there dogs get food before themselves

Kids or animals!

I think the dog is fine, emotionally. He looks very content. All he needs is someone to take care of him, love him, and keep him. Sorry if I misgendered the dog…they’re always “he,” to me.

So you care more about the dog than this beautiful broken woman???? The dog is fine. This woman needs the real help

@@lf1496 the dog has no choice, she does!

Very sad to see her with this pup. The pup deserves Vet Care and a loving home. Not the streets of Skid Row. Wish I hadn't seen this one. I'll have that pup on my mind all night. 😥

@@brendablais6138 Me as well. Mark, please take the puppy?

Yes the puppy needs rescuing ASAP.

She can't take care of herself, abandoned her kids, she doesn't need a puppy...inpatient is her only hope of having a life

It's too bad these drugs don't render these people that do them sterile

As her kids were.

That dog might just save her life. And for all we know she might have saved its. The streets are cold and lonely. The warmth of another body, human or animal makes more difference in strength both emotionally and physically that most of us can imagine. Concrete is icy even through a mat should one be lucky enough to have that. She knows when it is time to let go. She found that husky, and she saved it. She will always do right by that puppy.

The dog is fine. The human is suffering.

Shorty needs to be taken to a proper home.

I agree. That puppy needs to be taken to a shelter and a proper home found.

You have expressed more empathy for a dog than a human being. Thats something you should work on

@@hickville12345 because she has an option to go and get help, the puppy does not and will most likely be abandoned or given to another addict for drugs

Yeah me too... Doesn't add up but I know she's full of love

very insightful. thanks for your contribution.

She's a great actor

Yeah, people come on now and immediately start crying telling about their miserable childhoods.

Exactly!! She schizophrenic so has a hard time knowing the difference between reality and fiction.

Saddens me too. That pup deserves a loving home. Not the dirty mean streets of Skid Row. So sad & upsetting. 😥

Sunday morning comming down

True .. and I hope I can stop the SWU addiction soon.

@@pjrichards3974 But why? There are a lot worse things! But I guess you’re right. Anything in excess is not helpful.

@@brittaolson6550 LOL, I can't quit .. I've tried to quit but I'm up at 4:30 AM ready to watch before my day starts.

@Jedimaster420 Everyone said it would take therapy at least 3 times a week for years for me, too. I was as “bad” as her on drugs. All it took was a good Intensive Outpatient Program (half day, 3-4x/wk for a few months) and to go back to school and have something meaningful to do and learn. People who have been through a lot have things to process, but we also (typically) develop more resilience, at the same time. Meth and other drugs cause emotional turbulence. When I left the drugs alone and got my Bipolar Disorder treated, I behaved like a whole different person. My emotions became a lot more even. Hardly anyone can use drugs and not seem moody, after awhile. That’s why treatment centers don’t give a mental health diagnosis, or prognosis, in early recovery…because drugs alone can make you a basket case.

@@brittaolson6550 Britta, I'm so happy for you. With your experience and insight, you'd make a good peer support person. Thank you for sharing.

@@miapdx503 Thank you! I’m going to school to help others with addictions. I hope I get through the program. I would love to share what was given to me. I was going for something else and they closed the program (what a scam), but if I can finish this, it will be even better.

Or her own children.

They really are, aren't they?? I Love the series! ❤💯

And the biggest and worst of all drugs that’s legal is ALCOHOL… it’s broken more families, and drunk drivers!! It’s disgusting

Totally agree. Heart breaks for that puppy. Streets are no place for this pup. 😥

We’re all looking for love and acceptance. These people live a very lonely and horrible life and im not saying that a puppy should be living in a tent with her but they take any bit of happiness they can get and animals definitely offer unconditional love. So if something like a puppy with help her then so be it let’s just hope she takes care of it.

Agree.

It's a dog.... People eat them in parts of the world

so say she.

Your absolutely right!

Take her words with a grain of salt. Crystal meth really messes with the mind, people become delusional. And what are the chances a woman gives birth to 10 girls, and no boys? Slim to none…..

Who are you to judge on her? Circumstances obviously made her live awful. It`s a shame a country like the USA goes to war over and over again but its incapable to solve interior problems which at the end lead to these kind of destinies.

Loco homicida, she needs to be rendered incapable of having children and then helped. The last thing the system needs is more children in it.

Me too. I've got a sick feeling in my stomach over this. Damn I wish I hadn't seen this. That poor innocent baby pup deserves a loving home. Not the madness of Skid Row. 😥

@@brendablais6138 Yeah, I’ve seen a couple other interviews with animals involved and I didn’t feel so...disturbed or worried, but this one-feel sick to my stomach as well. I wish I could be more empathetic towards her, but harming an animal and continually having children u can’t care for... I really can’t justify under these circumstances. If something happens to this puppy, she’ll probably just get another🙁

@@kimberlymmaxwell True. Very sad about the little pup. 😥

Hitting a lil puppy? When did she say she hit the puppy?

Nah, and pedos, child abusers, animal abusers, murderers, etc definitely don't deserve love. Should probably think before you speak next time.

@@mongogojjo5944 If those people had love they wouldn't of done any of that.

@@LivingForTMH not true

She had *TEN* children. I bet they could have used some love in their life too. She's a lost cause and I bet her children and family have many terrible tales about 'Shorty'.

amen

Thanks 4 your awesome words

Agreed!! I actually couldn't finish watching this video because it hurt so much to look at that puppy, knowing what kind of life it's been forced to live...

Well said.

It sickens me. The children are disposed of just like garbage.

And of course they''re all being raised by the same psycho mother that screwed her up. But the puppy has a good environment.

Exactly. I read these comments and people saying “ oh I feel bad for her, don’t worry you’ll be ok, oh she’s smart , oh this interview hit me hard”. Etc. BULLSHIT !! How the fuck can you have TEN kids ?!?! Wait - TEN !!!!! How disgusting. She’s deplorable.

@@michaelcavallacci2945 the people in the comments feeling sorry for the PUPPY?! Like wtf, she brought 10 kids she didn't want into the world. I'll save my sympathy for THEM.

@@Heyheyrayeraye you’re right. It’s astounding. I like doggies as much as the next person but the lack of perspective is crazy. Ten kids ?!? I mean how is that even possible? ( I know how it’s done lol , but the logistics?). I’m married 18 years. I have a marble and stone contracting business. My wife is a tenured NYC school teacher. Thankfully were fortunate and make a comfortable living- and we have 3 kids and worry day and night about providing for them. Future. Education. Safety. Friends. Etc. How the fuck can you have ten kids when you can’t afford a slice of pizza ?? I don’t get it Renee.

Totally agree. Feel so sorry for that baby pup. 😥

100% agree that dog needs to be in a loving home able to get all his vaccines, food and love and somewhere indoors this summer will be cruel.

Agree 😔

Dog does not look sick! Puppies are chill at that age!

I am sure she did not purchase the dog. Prob found on the street. Wouldn't be surprised if the dog is sick

100% correct! Most of the people in the comment section arent addicts like we are . Im three years clean and have never felt better. She murdered someone out of her mind on pcp . Praying for her , but shes definitely playing the innocent little girl whos problems are everyone else's fault but her own.

Some people think by feeling bad for everyone and erasing fault for everyone makes them a good person so they do so for what it gives them. Addicts know that it works for them, which we see in the comments, but sadly while it makes the person saying "You poor thing. Nothing's your fault", it actually helps harm the addict and when people do it all the time, it helps kill the addict. Personal responsibility and ownership is our power, addicts and non-addicts alike. Stripping their power, how is anyone suppose to have the strength to fight the biggest battle of their life, which only they can do. Those crying "Poor baby" sign off, feeling special, and these people are left further in an addict lifestyle and weaker than they were before due to it, which is sad and selfish.

Amen! This woman needs the Lord!

@@krissykriss328 it's sad, her whole life will be a waste...

@@betsybabf748 *not gonna lie* *they had us in the first half* lmfao 🥴😭😭💀

Yes, I'm street mom to a young woman. She's had a horrible life. She says that having someone in her life who cares makes all the difference. When I was a homeless kid, I had a godfather. Because of him I'm still alive.

Deer Heart...I bet you killed a few animals in your life. Lol. Mark, this may be a new low for you, and you're the lowest.

I agree 100% !! And when she's smoking meth that poor puppy is inhaling it too! Passive smoking. Half an hour interview and the puppy hardly moved... Too calm for a puppy. A vet should check the poor thing.

How did I miss the part about her hitting the dog?

@@jojobee42 it looks so manipulative the way she's holding him too. A "normal" person would've kept it on their lap I think. Maybe I'm projecting.

I was totally wondering about that poor pup

At what moment did she say she hit the puppy?

I agree, especially if she uses meth.

Same!

Most people eat animals, keeping one for emotional support isn't a big deal at all. Having more compassion for a dog over a human though, something is wrong with you.

@@xxilysunxx dogs are way better than people

@@kc-nl8zc are you 12?

Or maybe it shows you’re an OG. It’s a matter of perspective. My dad’s gang folded a while ago and he lived by a code they don’t anymore. Respect ✊🏽

Screw White Fence and all those idiotic gangs that bring only death and despair out there in that cesspool LA. This woman brings TEN fuckn kids into this world with no means to care for them?!?! Good riddance.

Are you serious? Where's the love for the 10 children she carried and abandoned? People are freaking nuts. Where's the love for the person she killed? SMH.

@@micheledaly5823 Nobody is discounting those facts, but the person we’re talking About made all those mistakes due to her upbringing the things she did are a result of her trauma it’s not OK but she is not OK that’s what you have to realize! And unless you’ve ever been an addict yourself you’ll never understand SMH!

@@nancymunoz2467 girl please both my parents died young and I was a teenage mom and I still work and take care of my children.so you got the wrong one. Quit preaching and making excuses for her behavior because it's wrong and all I see is 10 kids without a mother when I look at her I could care less about her trauma.At some point you gotta take responsibility for your actions instead of making excuses. It's the difference between being a child and an adult

Or get this women some help and shelter

Until she can’t feed it or trades it for meth😂😂😂

@@torchtitan7108 that's so beyond cruel. Have you been an addict?! Wtf dude 😒

@@stevenousleyII it’s a fact, stop being a bitch

@@stevenousleyII He has no clue WTF he’s talking about! I have been an addict to METH AND had my puppy with me and NO I DIDN’T TRADE HIM FOR METH! After 8 years clean my Toby is still alive and thriving! He was my comfort during one of the darkest times of my life! DOGS are truly heaven sent!

Me too. The pup deserves a loving home and vet care.

I hope Shorty stays safe.

​@@brendablais6138so does Shorty

Really? Animals need proper care, especially 4week puppy.

i guarantee she doesn't want to but definitely knows that. im willing to bet that she likes the thought of being "the mother full of sorrow and guilt of the loss of her children" And likes to seem humbled and concerned in the eyes of others. Because then she won't be judged as harshly as she knows she should be. She chose to give them up. And to stay away even until now. She obviously loves something about it, so much that she doesn't want to give it up for them. I know I seem kind of mean. But I'm an addict as well and I know how addicts think unfortunately. And I've met a lot of women like her. They say they love their kids, and they show pictures of their kids from like literally 5 to 10 years ago (they never have recent ones}. And they just love the attention from it all, because it paints them as a victim in a way as well. A victim of a terrible upbringing, abuse, addicted parents, etc. And it's always the reason they do what they do and are so hurt that they can't have their kids with them at whatever trap house they're crashing at nightly. But when it comes down to it, they forget about their kids like literally 5 minutes after the conversation and never bring them up again. Instead, they sit there and continue using their drug of choice, like it never happened at all. The fake sobbing and sadness are also gone the moment they've gotten what they wanted from the conversation or the person. Honestly, they're willing to say anything to get anything out of anyone. Even exploiting the children, they no longer have custody of for monetary gain or sympathy and use whoever falls for it any way they can. Btw, many of these women usually end up pregnant again and again. And are reminded of the kids they abandoned every time they glance down, I'm guessing. They always plan to "keep this one" and "do better". But most I've met were ready to pop and hadn't even been to a doctor even once during their pregnancy. And definitely continued using their whole pregnancy for a fact! It's all BS in a lot of cases. I mean how does one react to that and how are others to believe that they really want to change ever? Hell, that any of us want to change? It just gives non-addicts more ammo to use against us in a war that shouldn't have ever been waged to begin with. I have yet to see either party do better unfortunately, maybe one day. Til then, people still suck.

@@holagataeang point taken and unfortunately the norm....

Agree 100%

That’s what’s up , good luck to you and I am humbled that. Yes .. people can grow up in the worst way and be the best people .. many people, close to me in my family have had very rough childhood experiences… but who knows what triggers the difference ? The lack of priority I guess .. my father being one of these people , has been the absolute best dad I can safely say that I have had such a great dad compared to anyone I know even my own cousins .. he chose to give us a great life instead of drowning his sorrows but many people hurt those that love them By only being defined by their traumatic pasts .. they keep the cycle going instead of ending it and I’m a product of someone who chose to break the cycle and I am beyond grateful for my family , and how I was raised.

Schizophrenics dont have to work on disability. Maybe they need a payee to handle their money tho for housing & budget.

Why can’t people have compassion over an innocent animal that does NOT have a choice in the matter? Animals need a voice as well… 🤦🏻‍♀️

Amen