Thing with Jessica is because she grooms and gets help from her mother she convinces herself she's not the same level as the others but she is.
@erickiyoshiphillips2323 Жыл бұрын
Exactly lol I used to say hey atleast I'm not shooting up but it don't matter it's all the same. To try to justify you getting high means your in the midst of addiction
@erickiyoshiphillips2323 Жыл бұрын
Exactly lol I used to say hey atleast I'm not shooting up but it don't matter it's all the same. To try to justify you getting high means your in the midst of addiction
@KristineMarieTxSPI Жыл бұрын
It's like she's putting all her effort on outward appearances and zero on the inward. This is not judgment, it's reality.
@Waxycats5 ай бұрын
All while she’s abandoning her own child. As if that’s better. I have so much sympathy for addiction issues, but there are some that I just cannot handle and this is definitely one of them. She genuinely doesn’t care about anything other than herself. I know a lot of times people want to say it’s just the drug talking, but they seem to forget that sometimes people are just bad whether they’re on drugs or not.
@lynrosario67563 жыл бұрын
You mean to tell me she's being picky about what clothes people buy her. No Walmart leggings. That's bold. She needs to be Thankful that anybody does anything for her at all.
@kimmigirl29683 жыл бұрын
Absolutely 💯
@kellyann61303 жыл бұрын
Right this outta the mouth of a girl who's wearing bronzer with shimmer lol ok jess
@moniquegarcia10113 жыл бұрын
@@kellyann6130 right n wearing a palette that is sold in walmarts
@rowstone30193 жыл бұрын
She stopped growing emotionally when she got addicted. You could be talking to a teenager.
@jmebaby853 жыл бұрын
Y'all ... she was high off her ass in this video. Is anyone really surprised by anything she said? She's being real.... many of the girls out there open these boxes of clothes and scoff over them. (Remember Bre with the box of clothes?) Addicts are incredibly selfish people at the end of the day... they're still human beings and have a problem, which affects SO many different aspects of their personality, including their ability to be genuinely grateful towards others and take others' feelings into consideration. Therefore the lack of honest appreciation towards donations/clothes and them turning around and selling the stuff is NOT surprising.
@CaseyJulique32503 жыл бұрын
These donations should become necessary items only. Bc if you can make $240 every 12 hours for dope… you can get your make up bag. Then to insult whoever sent legging from Walmart out of kindness and their own money?! Lord, give me strength!
@punkr0ckfvck3r862 жыл бұрын
That's not the way addiction works. You could have 10 grand in the morning and by that night be flat broke. If you don't want to give them things or want to donate only necessary items, then you can make that choice but why be angry that other people are giving them these things? It's not hurting or taking from you when an addict recieves a nice donation /gift other than bare necessities, regardless of how much money they spent that day on drugs...somebody donated because they wanted to do it as a kind gesture and it didn't matter to them how much they spent that day so why let it bother you?
@CaseyJulique32502 жыл бұрын
@@punkr0ckfvck3r86 you have no idea if it matters to them how much they spent. You also have no idea if the comments said were hurtful to the person that donated. As far as I’m concerned you’re just talking and don’t have an idea about much. Agree to disagree, that’s fine but in no circumstances will you ever check me about MY opinion. I said what I said and I’m entitled to feel exactly what I’ve expressed. What she said was selfish and ungrateful and I don’t have to like it! Addicted or not. Addicts wish to be treated as any other human… well this is what I would say about anyone saying these things. You won’t come down on the person making ungrateful or hurtful comments but you’ll TRY to check me for feeling a ways about it? Ummm get real. I never said ppl should stop giving whatever they want to give. That’s on them. I spoke my opinion and it is what it is. I retract nothing. Good day.
@tiffanyreilly92112 жыл бұрын
@@punkr0ckfvck3r86 I totally agree with you.
@punkr0ckfvck3r862 жыл бұрын
@@CaseyJulique3250 what do you mean I have no idea if it matters to them how much they spent? Uhm I mean I guess you're right, I don't actually know for sure but the donations come from people that watch this channel so even if they've only seen two or three videos then they know that a daily drug habit costs well over 6 figures a year for most of these people. But what I meant by that anyway when I said it didn't matter to them was that when the person bought them the gift, I don't THINK that that person likely cared if the person receiving it spend $5 that day already or $5000.. they just wanted to be kind and give them a nice gift regardless of their circumstances...I ASSUME. I guess it could be true that the people who make the donations only want the person to have it if they spent $20 or less that day on drugs , and If they spent more than that they can't have the gift. But to me that seems less likely to be the case and more likely that like I said, they don't care and just wanted to do something nice for them regardless of how much money the spent on drugs that day because as we all know, if an addict has $200 and spends $190 on drugs and $10 on food then they still don't have clothes or hygiene products or anything else they need or want. Yeah sure, they made that choice, and we all know this and so do the people that donate things to them, but they still give anyway because of something called compassion. These people are very sick and suffering and there's only so much we can do and alot of people want to help so if that's all we CAN do to is make donations to see a smile on their faces, then some people are happy to do that. Now when it comes to them being hurt by the person not appreciating the things they got for them, well most of the addicts that we see on here opening up their packages are extremely grateful for what's being given to them and it seems like it makes them very happy. Yeah sure here and there one of them doesn't seem as happy or excited as the others do, like Bri for example. But we have to remember that Bri is extremely sick and not in her right state of mind and I'm sure the kind people that buy them these gifts understand when they do it that they are purchasing the items for people that are in an extremely dark place and may have severe mental health issues so it's probably not surprising if they don't see the same reaction that they would see from you or I if we got a gift. And also, like a lot of people said with Bri, I also get the impression that she is not used to receiving things without the person giving them expecting something in return, and she seems to feel a bit scared and uncomfortable to be getting gifts on camera but while she was getting her gifts, I saw Bri smile and I don't think I've seen her smile at all before in any of her videos, and it was extremely sweet of that person to pick out the book bags and shirts and stuff for Bri and I do think that deep down Bri appreciates it and it made her happy. Jessica on the other hand, Shes just a bitch, and extremely delusional but you can see that going back to her first video so whoever bought her stuff I'm sure already knew how she was but chose to do it anyway. But to make a rule that people can only donate "necessities," when soo many folks want to help these people but they are obviously not ready to be clean and alot of viewers on here are in other states or countries so if people desperately want to help or make an impact on these lost souls somehow and literally the only way they are able to do that is by sending them donations and/or gifts then why would we tell them that their thoughtful gifts and donations of other things besides just hygiene products and water, underwear, etc are not allowed? And plus there's already plenty of people that hand out those things down there, but what these people don't see on a daily basis is a complete stranger going shopping for them and picking them out a nice gift and writing them a thoughtful note. And alot of them live a very dark miserable life so something like this will seriously brighten some of their days, and show them that somebody does care about them and trust me, that can go along way.
@CaseyJulique32502 жыл бұрын
@@punkr0ckfvck3r86 the bottom like is she’s rude and ungrateful. She may be suffering with her addiction but let’s not overlook what the ppl donating may be suffering with. We are all humans going through something. And no one should get a pass for being rude and ungrateful when it’s free to them and at the expense of others. If she was really in need she wouldn’t be picky about pants or tights. She’d take what was available especially since she could still spend her money on her drugs. There are ppl out there without shoes and she asks for makeup and specific brands of items. I don’t care what way you try to spin it… it’s not right and her behavior here sucks! We’re not talking about Bre here so let’s stick to the topic at hand in THIS video. The person donating doesn’t deserve that. So if you can have sympathy for her then you can have it for the ppl giving what they can afford to give. She can easily say no thank you or say nothing. Not be a snob and turn her nose up to things she doesn’t want. She’s simply not in that position and even if she was it’s not cool. Her attitude is bad and what she said was mean and it’s weird you want to defend that. I never said ppl should stop giving so I’m not even sure what your point is.
@romega9512 жыл бұрын
The nice things people did for her when she was pregnant ;she didn't thank the people but,acted more like being pregnant was a way to get things from people easier. Junkie's have appreciation for what comes their way and helps them. Jessica has a lot to learn and until she learns it she'll still be who she is and doing what she does!
@kimstone67642 жыл бұрын
She doesn’t seem to understand that people don’t want to see this crap in their neighborhood, I feel sorry for her daughter, if that didn’t make her hit rock bottom, nothing will
@belleooo Жыл бұрын
She's high has a kite on this interview.
@carlajones43653 жыл бұрын
Getting clean can happen Jessica, I have been clean for almost 9 years after using for over 30 years. You just have to want it. Living a life without dope is still hard but damn well worth it. Please learn from my mistakes, there has been A LOT of them, I'm so thankful I got out alive and hope and pray you can too Jessica. Stay strong.
@jacqueline37823 жыл бұрын
Thank you, Carla. This women isn't ready.
@dianefletcher20762 жыл бұрын
congratulations on your sobriety, hopefully someday Jessica will be ready to take that step as well. 💜
@EllEss3312 жыл бұрын
Wow! Congratulations. What a huge accomplishment! We all are so much stronger than we give ourselves credit for, when we put our minds to it. Thanks for sharing & the very best to you always!
@samanthawoltjer58793 жыл бұрын
She rubs mr the wrong way. I can tell half of her issue with drama with others and with her family is her attitude. She runs her mouth too much. 2nd of all, when m asked her about the misconception of addicts what I heard was all excuses for the addicts. All of the addicts have a choice to shoot up in front of a store or to go into private and shoot up then dispose of your needles in the garbage can if they don't have a needle drop. How hard is it? Gas stations have needle disposal in their bathrooms. Making excuses of why addicts choose to expose their addiction. I bet if they did build a safe needle building like she had said, nothing would change. Needles will still cover the ground and all addicts would be shooting up all around the building. We don't need to accommodate the addicts. The addicts need to take responsibility for their actions. This just rubs me the wrong way. The other half the issue is the public catering to the addicts. To me, its enabling. If they had no one out there feeding them for free everyday, maybe they would think more about cleaning up their act. But no, people supply them with food, clothing etc. I don't agree. I'm sorry.
@creampuff99343 жыл бұрын
I agree
@sueridge46003 жыл бұрын
Oh how dare she rub YOU the wrong way. Let them all starve! Is that your solution? 🙄 There's a difference between enabling & giving people some sort of dignity & compassion. Everyone deserves a roof over their heads & food in their bellies. I truly hope you never have a loved one suffering the way that the homeless & addicted suffer. But then again, you may educate yourself & learn. It's a disease.😔
@johncrowe51643 жыл бұрын
She Rubs Me the Wrong Way Because She Can't Even Pretend to Want to Help Herself to See her Daughter. She's Got Nothing But Excuses.
@SuzanneDeniseB2 жыл бұрын
@@sueridge4600 ❤❤❤
@scooterbees57 Жыл бұрын
She says a baby going under anaesthesia is scary. What about doing 3 bundles of fentalyn and coke a day while you're pregnant? This girl is dizzy AF!
@charlieward97553 жыл бұрын
when you asked what makes her happy 1st getting high 2nd her daughter now thats sad. She never mention rehab once, when you think Jessica is homeless sleeping among garbage and rats,getting raped and still not ready for help then thats a disease.
@catchtwenty223 жыл бұрын
She didn’t lie for the camera. Can we giver her credit for that? Believe it or not she still feels shame. It’s just burrowed deep if not those people out there would be vultures on her, you can’t be vulnerable by being sorry for yourself.
@charlieward97553 жыл бұрын
@@catchtwenty22 no she didn't lie what I was trying to say was how hard it is to stop I wasn't being nasty
@creampuff99343 жыл бұрын
Yeah
@catchtwenty223 жыл бұрын
@@charlieward9755 oh ya I can see that reading it again.
@rowstone30193 жыл бұрын
The drugs stunt maturity. You could be talking to a 14 year old.
@twistoffate47912 жыл бұрын
She says "Everyone out here lies. EVERYONE. I can't trust ANYONE." Then later Mal asks what the misperception is about addicts. "That we're all liars. It's just not true." And that, ladies & gentlemen, boys & girls, is the mind of an addict.
@karenkazbah62462 жыл бұрын
HahahHa and also tells Mal she steals stuff 🤦♀️
@debbiepotter4592 Жыл бұрын
So true. Ifs the difference between druggies and drunks. I was a drinker when I was on the streets
@jeepgirl95922 жыл бұрын
I don't understand when addicts complain about being robbed or people stealing from them when they rob and steal from people themselves so it's ok for them to do it, but not ok for anyone else
@krickettallread38703 жыл бұрын
Wow! How much she has changed due to the drugs. Thank you Mal for the update.
@eeeb21403 жыл бұрын
The visible physical deterioration of this girl is sad. Working in homelessness and addiction (UK) the problems and issues associated with substance misuse appear to be the same across both countries as are the prejudices the addicts experience. AML puts a human face to addiction and hopefully young people watch these videos and take something away that'll make them rethink their decisions. Harm reduction is only one part of a much bigger problem and I hope this girl goes on to better things
@sharonbyrd86253 жыл бұрын
Well said, but addiction is a strong bitch
@SuzanneDeniseB2 жыл бұрын
@@sharonbyrd8625 you aren't wrong.
@gerardlafontaine2322 Жыл бұрын
-"My daughter is doing great, reaching all her milestones and saying Mommy." -"How often do you see your daughter?" -"Never, not at all."
@jinisteffani8035 Жыл бұрын
well she did say she's not allowed to see her ordered by the state...maybe it's best she doesn't for a while...at least her mom take care of her baby....then fills her in on stuff..
@ErikS-3 жыл бұрын
It keeps amazing me that people are living on the streets whilst at the same time spending way over 200,000 US$ a year on drugs.
@Essays4College3 жыл бұрын
Imagine if they just hustled to save that money legitimately!
@luckylala12243 жыл бұрын
@@Essays4College and maybe even invested with it, or bought a few Chick-fil-A's with it.... lol. They legit could be millionaires if only....🤦lol.
@Essays4College3 жыл бұрын
@@luckylala1224 It just goes to show the rest of us that it's just a matter of hustle. These people, as sick as they are, have enormous amount of drive (even if just for the drugs).
@luckylala12243 жыл бұрын
@@Essays4College 100%!!! If they'd put that same energy into investing they could be millionaires in no time. They dont go "home", they are always working except when they are slumped over, but geeze everybody needs sleep. Funny, not funny. What a catch 22....
@majaibrane3 жыл бұрын
Same here buddy. And im speaking from experience, it still amazes me. Imagine spending 200$ to 400 a day on yourself...
@danamariekendreth54393 жыл бұрын
Jess, People want to send you clothes & you are worried about the fabric! Even if its not the type or brand you would buy, be grateful because at this time you CAN'T so people are going out of their way to buy things with their own money to help you!!
@kathlenaXox Жыл бұрын
She aged 20 years from her first video, 3 years ago.
@fancyclancy172 жыл бұрын
IMO. It's hard to feel empathy for this particular person because she shows little to no remorse for her child, showed more interest in how her pregancy got her more sympathy and people would give more. Also that calling other woman names like she's better than is ugly asf. I love all your work Mal and have been following for some time. Keep up the good work and bless your kind heart.
@nicoleharris42642 жыл бұрын
Congratulations to EVERYONE out there fighting this fight !!! I was on Xanax and Percocet for 7 long years. But this June will be FOUR YEARS SOBER!!!! 🎉. I got tired. So tired. And one day I went cold turkey and boy it was rough for a good year. But I made it out and I’m getting healthier every single day. My family has forgiven me and my life just keeps getting brighter !! I hope this message reaches someone out there that needs that extra push to get through the day !!! People on KZfaq helped me through the worst nights of my life. I don’t know those people. But I’ll be forever Grateful ❤️
@janetwalker587 Жыл бұрын
I hear ya! Been off Zanax for 7 months. Horrendous withdrawal!
@nicolettaalimonta7087 Жыл бұрын
Sono molto felice per te ❤️
@LCO_0416 Жыл бұрын
Mal, your voice is so soothing and you are so respectful.
@jacquelinefitzpatrick24053 жыл бұрын
Best interview in a long min! Jessica is raw and honest. Jessica, I pray you find the courage to get clean soon. You have so much to life ahead of you and deserve better than this. ❤️
@annabellebeckwith92833 жыл бұрын
"People can change," and so can you, Jessica. You are smart, pretty, and been through hell. Think of all the addicts you can help once you get clean. You could work with recovering pregnant addicts, explaining what you went through, the mistakes and, finally, the rewards of seeing your child and getting clean; you can do it, I know it.
@katesull79053 жыл бұрын
This follow up was sad 😔 prayers to Jessica.
@cassiecross85203 жыл бұрын
Come on honey, snap out of this shit! This is so sad. She has the potential she's just not ready. Hang in there Jess! 🙏❤️💪
@mshinasherman79142 жыл бұрын
Nope once the final drug drops this will be all women around the world in 2 years! Yep the epidemic of drug bitch!
@bonnieschell30953 жыл бұрын
oh she is lieing out her mouth
@katiana893 жыл бұрын
Omg she looks worse than before… she’s lost so much weight that makes me sad. I hope and pray she finds it in her to get clean for her and her daughter.
@gs92553 жыл бұрын
She dont give a f about nobody but herself & she worried about catching something smh But she shooting up & sleeping outside
@susanb89513 жыл бұрын
She is a selfish person!
@gs92553 жыл бұрын
@@susanb8951 very I agree 100%
@moniquegarcia10113 жыл бұрын
Right n has the audacity to turn down walmart clothes
@barbaranoel2597 Жыл бұрын
And tricking she probably doesn’t use protection I bet the hiv rate is astronomical there between prostitution and dirty needles there yikes
@crystalgayle39933 жыл бұрын
Doesn’t wanna do makeup for girls cuz she’s afraid to catch something dirty from them - Proceeds to jump into any car willing to pay her. Ironic.
@CaseyJulique32503 жыл бұрын
Read my mind…
@susanb89513 жыл бұрын
Agreed!
@rowstone30193 жыл бұрын
She has the mind of a teenager. She needs long term treatment
@joolzg19362 жыл бұрын
And sleep on the filthy sidewalks!
@karenkazbah62462 жыл бұрын
Mmm exactly !! They love the drugs and drama !
@Lorena-vq7jy3 жыл бұрын
Great interview Mal 🙏🏻🙏🏼You are a blessing 🙏🏻
@BelindaMua3 жыл бұрын
She would have a better chance at getting clean if she left there and went with her mom.
@BelindaMua3 жыл бұрын
@@bobbi7052 I meant go to rehab so she could go with her mom. And if this isn’t Rick bottom being homeless in a place like this losing her child and all the other aspects of Kensington idk what else she has to lose but her life
@rpm20853 жыл бұрын
Come on Jessica. You have too change the way you think. I had a guy tell me one time. Rich I don"t care how many sponsors you have, how many meetings you make, how many times you work the steps. If you don"t change the way you think , you will never do it. I now have 18 months clean. And you can do that to. People respect you more when you know you have a problem. I didn't here you say one time to Mal ' I have a problem can you help me'' It gets lame being. Tired, lonely,angry and hungry every day.. Come on Jess!! You have to want it. Stop talking about how good it is. When it"s not.
@LilyGentile3 жыл бұрын
I’ve been thinking about Jessica. WOW She has lost SO much weight….. she does not look healthy at all. I hate seeing the tracks on her neck. I hope she gets clean for her and her daughter. They both deserve a better life. Thank you Mal for another fantastic video.
@pitsmittengurrl52492 жыл бұрын
This lady disgusts me. I've seen all her videos and some of the things she says are so out of pocket. She fixed her mouth to say it was easier being a drug addict out their pregnant because people had sympathy for her. What a great person. And you wonder why her kid came out fucked up from her drug habit.
@solarfields51002 жыл бұрын
She’s dead now … so I guess if you want to keep judging
@ap91413 жыл бұрын
Hmmmm did your daughter have choice to be an addict? You ask for everything that comes your way Jessica
@motohunter23902 жыл бұрын
Man shes looking older and skinnier every video and voice getting deeper
@naitkiblo Жыл бұрын
She’s only 26/27, i met her when she was 14.
@denabeebe1888 Жыл бұрын
I can’t with this girl! Ppl were more generous when she was pregnant…. Wow! She’s got a long way to go before she gets her shit together! She’s way to self centered!
@lorischroeder1003 жыл бұрын
WE OUT THERE…another great video MAL. Jessica….oh so much to say, but not sure where to start. I think you said it though, you love getting high. I’m afraid I’m going to see you in the gone but not forgotten video. Keep the faith my friend. Jessica changed so mush since her last video, the streets eating her up.
@marioacuna84243 жыл бұрын
Hey brother dile que si quiere venirce para mexico a dejar las drogas yo pago todo para que se venga para mexico preguntale nex time y yo la ayudo dejar las drogas.
@twobtaller Жыл бұрын
Jessica needs a reality check. Turning her nose up at the gifts that were donated to her (in a previous video ) just pissed me off. Somebody shopped and spent their hard-earned money on that donation. Is she the queen of the park? ( asking for a friend
@maryperez56053 жыл бұрын
She’s lost so much weight since the last interview 🙏🏼🙏🏼 for u girl ur daughter needs u!
@craigriedel66163 жыл бұрын
Bless you I am an addict too I suffer chronic pain And am prescribed opiates to deal with it However my new doctor wants me off opiates and has been reducing my dose Its hell now to pain it incredibly bad now. I feel for the street addict God bless you Mal for you work documenting the struggle These peaple are humans and God loves them all and so do I
@kerriecupps70073 жыл бұрын
Go to methadone.
@SuzanneDeniseB2 жыл бұрын
Im so sorry you are going through this ❤
@loracorkhill28243 жыл бұрын
Your channels doing great stay doing you . Love ya and the work you do. Been here since day one. Stay strong be safe
@Leandatastic3 жыл бұрын
Hi Mal - sending love and light - you are my hero xxxx
@moniquegarcia10113 жыл бұрын
She seems like she is just loving the fact that she collected all this money while she was pregnant but yet all that money was spent sucked into her veins n the cocaine ate a hole in her poor babys lip and she has no conscious or gives af. I cant with her Lord help me cause I know u dont like ugly.
@MistakenMystery3 жыл бұрын
I was a heroin addict for over 15 years and some of the most awesome kind hearted smartest people I knew where drug addicts. Yah they might steal and do fucked up things. But they were understanding and empathetic behind all that shit. The world is a harsh place, I feel like people with the most intense feelings get sucked into drugs and it's really hard to escape.
@linzieloo13 жыл бұрын
Super sensitive personality I believe is very common with drug addictions.
@rachelarmela3 жыл бұрын
while my children were a blessing to me and kept me clean for now 25 years ,, no drug should be stronger ,then the love and blessing , of having a child. 🐺🐾
@chanellmclaughlin18833 жыл бұрын
Absolute worst. Being able to have children is not a right but a privilege. Don’t get me wrong, addiction is a disease and this girl is too wrapped up and seems like she has not done anything to help herself or her situation.
@kimmigirl29683 жыл бұрын
Absolutely 💯
@jessicaholden72163 жыл бұрын
She looks awful
@arqmark3 жыл бұрын
Amazing work bro! Thanks for documenting and letting us understand a bit this terrible world of addiction. Behind every addict there´s a person with a story that nobody should judge.
@Bmillyinthebuilding2 жыл бұрын
Ive seen Jessica's first video, before the addiction completely took over her body. Her hair was fuller. Her skin was gorgeous. And she sounded like she could see a better future for herself. I hate to say it but her mother is her enabler and until she is forced to take care of herself, she has no incentive to get better.
@karenkazbah62462 жыл бұрын
Q - what makes you happy ? A - taking drugs !! = never going to leave .. loves complaining .
@BuddhatheRockstar2 жыл бұрын
Mal your patience is astonishing. There is a point where you just have to say, ENOUGH it's time to grow up. It's time to be honest with yourself and she unfortunately isn't going to do that.
@58kimber3 жыл бұрын
This is so sad Mel 😥 I didn’t know that was the same Jessica who was pregnant. Those streets are literally eating her up..... Everyone please pray for Jessica bc this is a new Jessica. I’m so so sad right now 🙏🏾
@jacqueline37823 жыл бұрын
Yeah, it's wild. She looks so different. I could only tell because of her tattoos.
@twistoffate47912 жыл бұрын
That's what's so sad about the channels that feature these street interviews. We literally watch these people die.
@shannonbradley46993 жыл бұрын
Praying for you, Jessica
@pinkjellybean12023 жыл бұрын
🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼
@joannahaber76983 жыл бұрын
Thanks again for ur caring channel!!! 👍
@maggiemae75393 жыл бұрын
Rehabs should Not cost so much! The cheapest is 30,000$ a month. Most expensive is 400,000$. a month
@dawnehelene593 жыл бұрын
Baloney. For indigent addicts, rehab is absolutely free.
@barbaranoel2597 Жыл бұрын
She bragged about spending over $400 day on dope coke ain’t cheap either! They don’t pay anything for it I’m sure tax money does
@_kimiadventures3 жыл бұрын
✨💖✨💖✨💖✨💖✨💖✨💖✨ Sending love to all of my AML family. Stay safe. Sending this love from the shores of Australia 🇦🇺
@Leandatastic3 жыл бұрын
Sydney here too - hope your coping with lockdown if your in Sydney !!
@_kimiadventures3 жыл бұрын
@@Leandatastic yeah it’s not easy I am blessed to live in a beautiful LGA I feel for the single people elderly & kids but we are all doing it tough. It’s frustrating when I see videos of Los Vegas and they have stadiums full of people at events yet here in NSW we can’t leave our pretty much.
@pinkjellybean12023 жыл бұрын
BLESSINGS UPON BLESSINGS TO YOU 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼
@ZoeF.O3 жыл бұрын
@@Leandatastic How are you doing these days in Sydney? I have a lot of relatives there, and from I have heard, your government is nuts. Such a strong measurement (lockdown and all) and WHY? I don't quite get it, the whole Australia 🇦🇺 has like 30 positive people and 1 dead person in his 80s. What's going on there?!
@greenie753 жыл бұрын
@@ZoeF.O The population of Australia is relatively small, so the country has the luxury of attempting to preserve human life. The government really does care about the value of human life. It's not about excessive control for the sake of it - it's about avoiding 100s and 1000s of deaths. We're actually not doing as well as other countries with a similar population size.
@pamfeist54623 жыл бұрын
I don't even know how you can be so nice to her narcissistic ass ! Come on,you don't help someone by blowing smoke ! She needs to get real with herself.
@kimmigirl29683 жыл бұрын
So basically Mal this looks like the last interview. Her words: she wants to be left the fuck alone....✌️ To you Jessica
@deborahmontgomery28123 жыл бұрын
Thank you Jessica for sharing time with us by talking with Mal. I believe you. Care and prayers to you.
@marshnate13 жыл бұрын
I really hope you can get it together for your daughters sake. I know its hard but u only have so much time before shes adopted out. Start doing it for her until u have the want to do it for yourself. Sending 🙏 your way! Keep your head up and focus.
@glowingsme79433 жыл бұрын
The daughter is with her Mom
@mcgilda223 жыл бұрын
Get clean for the opportunity to live with and raise your daughter. Praying🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻
@vonderloo31843 жыл бұрын
Hope she doesnt get pregnant again. She likes the attention.
@ronyae36523 жыл бұрын
Her baby is with her momma
@marshnate13 жыл бұрын
@@merncat3384 yes I heard that as I listened on doesn't mean shes keeping her but I sure hope so.
@patriciamcguffie73873 жыл бұрын
She has EVERY OPPORTUNITY to be with her daughter and family. She admits that she does absolutely nothing all day. She is a waste of space. She dont even deserve to be called a mother. I do not have this attitude towards all addicts. I know some people may be upset that I am saying this. I know I am being very harsh.... sometimes the addict needs to hear the harsh stuff. They need someone to keep it 100 and tell it to em like it is no bullshit. It worked for me when I was in the struggle. That lovey dovey pitty nonsense didnt help me. It was the people who kept it real and told me straight up that I was being a peice of shit that I actually listened to. So Jessica.... you really out of pocket right now you need to get your shit together. It ain't about you, it's about your little girl. Smdh
@martinaslayton15893 жыл бұрын
Well… there goes another baby lost to the system
@nicholewood74903 жыл бұрын
Wow Jess! You can get sober girl. I have almost 20 years sober, I was just like you. Addicted to heroin for 10 years and cocaine the last four years with heroin. Lived on the streets for four years had 2 open-heart surgeries, Due to needles, girl you can do it. God has something better for you, you are very special and so is your daughter. Get out of the area and get into a recovery house and get a sponsor and do it one minute at a time. Be grateful and every minute of every day praise the Lord. Also continue to reach out and help people and you will put days together sober
@Garfieldisswag3 жыл бұрын
Jess is a very honest person and I really appreciate that. She is very sick and broken but remains very honest at the same time.
@gurumayne86843 жыл бұрын
Shes the ultimate REAL!!! you wanna hear a true account of the streets Listen to this woman right here
@imkevehreschild92913 жыл бұрын
I think it's so important to give the addicts a safe place to shut off their drugs! We have this places here in Berlin and it works very good for the addicts and also for the neighborhood. It saves lifes. And we have a lot of rules for doctors to prescribe opioids. That also save lifes. Hard for me to hear that so much people start the addiction with a prescription from totaly irresponsible doctors. My respect for all the people who shared the story of their addiction! Love and prayers from Berlin, Germany
@Nennahh2 жыл бұрын
In my country we have the same kind of places you mentioned (Denmark) and strict laws about doctors prescriping hard drugs. It's crazy to witness how rough the american society is.
@twistoffate47912 жыл бұрын
I am delighted to see comments from other countries. Thank you for sharing your knowledge and ideas and for letting we subscribers know where you're from. Happy journeys to you!!!
@hildakane96002 жыл бұрын
@@Nennahh unfortunately here in Ireland, we don't have consumption rooms. It has been very controversia. The Doctors are now restricted to prescribing opiates in certain cases. Much love and respect to you all from Ireland 🇮🇪 🙏 ❤ 🌻
@manuelfg29023 жыл бұрын
Amazing MAL, never judges anyone....and very comprehensive Thats really empathy
@cc36873 жыл бұрын
I pray diligently for Jess to stop using and be the beautiful mother she can be 🙏🏼
@tammyramos63 жыл бұрын
So sad to see her decline so sad
@fds37863 жыл бұрын
Your daughter is amazing You are amazing! I'm praying that soon you & your daughter can be amazing together! 🙏 God bless you Mal ❤🙏
@ms.whitefolks12232 жыл бұрын
Cleft palate is from malnutrition during pregnancy. This woman could of at least went on methadone for the duration of her pregnancy. Sad no effort on her part.
@carolgeorgeson96323 жыл бұрын
Your child is going into surgery and you can't even go to a few meetings..thats pathetic
@dawnbowdich89923 жыл бұрын
One excuse after another to get clean. She has no intention of getting clean!!!.
@kimmigirl29683 жыл бұрын
Absolutely 💯
@dawnehelene593 жыл бұрын
Thank GOD that grizzled, oozing addict doesn't have custody of her child. ("yah know what I mean?")
@joeyslifeofroblox13003 жыл бұрын
So unnecessary and immature
@meghanfraser17283 жыл бұрын
@@davechristian7543 I see, only the addicts are allowed to be "honest"? People get angry when it comes to kids, especially when her daughter is already having surgery because Mommy used all pregnancy with that same shit attitude. Why don't you get real and stop policing other people's views. Not saying it's right or wrong, what was said, but whom are you even defending?
@dawnehelene593 жыл бұрын
@@davechristian7543 I'm "heir" for the same reason you are, which may or may not include listening to a woman who's more interested in putting on her bloody make-up than getting clean for her child.
@dawnehelene593 жыл бұрын
@@joeyslifeofroblox1300 EXTREMELY "necessary" and completely "mature." This woman is an addict. This woman became pregnant. This woman USED during the most CRITICAL phase of her pregnancy....the first trimester. (of course, she also 'claims' to have 'not used' upon discovering her condition....what a hero) Her child is an innocent VICTIM of this woman's miserable choices. Today, a cleft palate. Tomorrow, learning disabilities. Yet there she sits, slathering make-up over oozing sores while whining in a gravel voiced baritone about wanting to "be left the fuck alone." Definitely "mother of the year" material.
@dawnehelene593 жыл бұрын
@@davechristian7543 Take a step back and take a good hard look at your 'MO.' Spoon feeding addicts globs of softball marshmallows does not a "Soft White Underbelly" make.
@Lucydrew19832 жыл бұрын
Sad to see her decline . Shes really out of it . Losing the softness she once displayed . Hope the best for her x
@BelindaMua3 жыл бұрын
I honestly feel like she’s not going to give up this life. She maybe be tired and all but I think she won’t take that offer her mom offered her. If she really wanted to stop and be with her daughter she would have already tried going into treatment. But she could surprise everyone. I pray she does cause all children deserve to have a relationship with there parents. Prayers.🙏🏼
@boundsgarneff51573 жыл бұрын
Not my favorite! But she is honest about the fact that she likes drugs. God bless you!
@susanb89513 жыл бұрын
When she said she likes to encourage drama, it seems she has a nasty personality regardless of the drugs. Nevertheless, I hope that she does recover from this life. I agree that she is honest about her addiction.
@boundsgarneff51573 жыл бұрын
@@susanb8951 I agree with you! Not her best attitude. Extra negative. Drugs, bad experiences, loneliness, etc can definitely change anybody's personality. 😔
@twistoffate47912 жыл бұрын
Jessica & Bre would either get along famously or be duking it out in under 15 minutes.
@specialp53622 жыл бұрын
Man. She is brutally honest. I dont think I've ever met anyone so honest.
@alexaann92323 жыл бұрын
Her doing her makeup for the video and still doing it at when the video ended was such a mood lol 😂 Praying for you Jess. She's not ready, but she can admit that , I can respect the honesty. But one day I hope she comes to the Lord
@morganbarfield1083 жыл бұрын
When I was in my addiction, I would just do my makeup for HOURS like this, and I thought it looked so damn good… and then I would see pictures… oh lord. She’s going to do good things in the future for her and her daughter! Blessings
@blueocean7193 жыл бұрын
We love you and support you Mal❤️ Australian 🦘
@Leandatastic3 жыл бұрын
Sydney here !!
@olives24262 жыл бұрын
she’s looking so worse for wear than her vid when she was pregnant.
@dee06y3 жыл бұрын
Jess was cooperating today. Hope she gets help soon. I can tell she is a great person deep down.
@catchtwenty223 жыл бұрын
🙌🏻 In her own time. It’s coming.
@kimpossible76573 жыл бұрын
I’ve known her since her early teen years, she really is a great person but those drugs have eaten her up. I hope she gets out and gets clean. This is heartbreaking
@blackmonday7383 жыл бұрын
She seems worse, That baby girl needs her more than anything, but............ Prayers for baby's surgery.🦄🐺🐫
@gurumayne86843 жыл бұрын
"Shit money" "or a rob a bank" When u can still have your comedic side during addiction its a beautiful thing
@stary._.butterfly33683 жыл бұрын
Really?shoudnt She také care if her Child?Guess make up Is more important
@gurumayne86843 жыл бұрын
@@stary._.butterfly3368 honestly shr should. I see it time n time again when a parent(midst of addiction) not even their CHILD can give them the strength to put the drugs down. It seems unimaginable. But happens allllllThe time sadly. Its a thing most of us just won't UNDERSTAND i guess
@daydreamerz3 жыл бұрын
Damn, homegirl is shooting up in her neck. That's a bad situation.
@Willygurl323 жыл бұрын
Dangerously &tbh gross! Shes playing with death. I kno sum1 that was shooting in her juggler vein, she got a infection that settled in her spine/back causing her to become paralyzed. She almost lost her life! She is doing great living a sober life 6yrs; n.counting .I'm very proud if her she came a long ways, fought a painful tough recovery.
@joolzg19362 жыл бұрын
@@Willygurl32 It's JUGULAR vein...not JUGGLER. She probably has no peripheral veins left to use now.
@Willygurl322 жыл бұрын
@@joolzg1936 lol well u got the point! Not everyone has to have perfect grammer on hurr......oh wait I mean here🤦♀️🖕🏽
@joolzg19362 жыл бұрын
@@Willygurl32...actually it has nothing to do with grammar....it's spelling.
@anaboddah5303 жыл бұрын
Sorry, still don't like this girl. But she is in my prayers too. 🇪🇦♥️
@SuzanneDeniseB2 жыл бұрын
Yea, mostly i think its an act. The drugs are talking. ❤
@joolzg19362 жыл бұрын
I don't like her at all either. I get evil vibes from her.
@viivimarianna41282 жыл бұрын
Same. Evil vibes..
@georgiabulldog76712 жыл бұрын
She probably be unlikeable no matter what. There are plenty of sober jerks and plenty of humble thankful addicts.
@goffredoify3 жыл бұрын
She needs help, and what make things worse, been out there, means collecting trauma after trauma, and this will makes things more difficult the day she'll dacide to quit, when she'll have to deal with those traumas. IT sure takes a nasty piece of work to rape a working girl. How lowee can you go as a man?
@ericafink952 жыл бұрын
She's really going down hill. I think about her. I really wish she'd want to get help and get clean. But she admitted she's not ready to get clean. Awful. She's got a baby girl. I don't think she'll ever change 😔
@wendyburleigh93892 жыл бұрын
Jessica has declined a lot in just one year. I pray she can beat her demons (addiction).
@jamieboss64753 жыл бұрын
That makes me sad if she doesn’t doesn’t pull herself together and her mom moves to West Virginia with her baby girl she will probably never see her again or at least for quite a while. 😢
@manuelfg29023 жыл бұрын
Totally agree
@kimstone67642 жыл бұрын
I’m sure that’s why they are moving, to protect her daughter from seeing the shit show
@manuelfg29022 жыл бұрын
@@kimstone6764 exactly
@catchtwenty223 жыл бұрын
Jess has so many moments in this video I LOVE HER 😂😂😂😂🤣🙌🏻❤️ I felt that when she said she’s exhausted 🥵 Kensington got a lot worse in one year. 6 assaults, 3 robberies…. God had a plan for her. Imagine what she would look like in her own bmw even it’s a 2005 with no air conditioner doing her makeup on her way to work at a real job…. It’s possible. Girl take it easy on yourself I’m proud of you. You’re surviving it.
@catchtwenty223 жыл бұрын
Jessica this is just for you. If we ever had a chance to meet when I was in my dark place we would have been two peas in a pod. Seriously we would have run it in Kensington. 😂🙌🏻. I also have a daughter who came unexpectedly in the middle of addiction. For whatever reason my situation changed and my time to clean up and take charge just came easy because I was ready and it was my time. Your time will come. Don’t stress yourself on when just keep your head up until your day comes babe. I’m proud of you because you have your dignity despite it all. ❤️ love you for everything you’ve shared with us. If there is one thing about you that is genuine is how funny and smart you really are, you have a sick sense of sarcasm. Goodie box coming!
@CaseyJulique32503 жыл бұрын
Her attitude is slightly annoying… when kids walk by addicts rip the needle out and takes the pipe out of their mouth but at that point the kid has more than likely witnessed the drug use. It’s not okay! And most of the time they’re too damn high slouched over or zoned out on drugs to realize who’s passing by. And why are the kids parents “pieces of shit” Bc they want to protect their kids from seeing this traumatic shit?! They have every right to protect their children from. Being exposed to your mess and they’re a better parent for it! Everyone isn’t numb to this and it isn’t a normal way of life. I only wish someone had protected young you a bit more so you have have a fighting chance. Anyway, I digress. Your daughter is your world right? I’m sure you wouldn’t shoot up in front her. You should understand why any parent would be pissed. That sight is as traumatic as watching the shooting. All of it is messed up AF
@lisaayres14423 жыл бұрын
she is literally choosing this over her kid, she just said she knows what to do.
@day-day84883 жыл бұрын
she'll never get up out of it, We all just heard her say that she loves all of the drama. And that's the problem with most of these interviewee's, even though they claim they hate what is going on in their lives they speak passionately about staying in the streets even though they have family support and resources available to them. A lot of this "oh I feel so sorry for them" goes right out the window when one recognizes the selfishness and vile behavior inhernt in many of these people's character. A lot of people are in kensington not so much because of drugs as much as for their own inept attitude, Anytime you been raped six times in 8 months and your still on the street bragging about loving drama then maybe that's where you need to be.
@jmebaby853 жыл бұрын
I feel this! I've heard plenty of addicted people in these interviews say that they're comfortable and many other addicts don't want to leave the spot where they know they can easily get their fix. They also like living life by "their own rules" can't take care of their kids on their own, have no intention of getting help.... it's sad. Once someone starts doing the heavier shit out there, it's pretty much game over for many. That's the reality of it. You see homeless veterans slumped over in their wheelchairs, elderly women out there, people got their fucking kids out there with them. This is life for them and they feel it... they get fed and clothed, they are absolutely being enabled. Some feel accustomed to this lifestyle. It's a vibe for them.... the drugs got their hold, but you're so right. It's sad that this is real life and allowed. They clean up these encampments just to have them create a new one somewhere else, close to their fix. It's sad af that this shit happens to people and they adapt, they glorify it... I don't foresee this problem ever being fixed.
@tennesseegirl55393 жыл бұрын
Yes, I totally feel that too. It's so sad, but just like when they did the clean up, there were SO many caring people out there offering HELP of all kinds and most of them are still OUT THERE 😪
@carolgeorgeson96323 жыл бұрын
Well said
@georgiabulldog76712 жыл бұрын
Honestly if an addict actually does not want it doesn’t bother me. Move on to the next. There are plenty they want to quit but can’t so focus on them. Can’t save everybody.
@wendyt83413 жыл бұрын
Know you're cared about Jess. If you could see the good vibes coming to you...they outweigh the haters. Do it for yourself Jess, you're a lovely person.
@tanyabeasley6792 жыл бұрын
God please touch Jessica's heart. Help her to want to get clean. In Jesus name I pray.
@alysiaalbright88973 жыл бұрын
She used to be my favorite. But I gotta say this interview changed my mind about her. Trying to understand her logic on building a place for addicts to do drugs. Not that it's a bad idea, just the argument she presented.
@creampuff99343 жыл бұрын
Agreed
@prostockjohn19673 жыл бұрын
I really appreciate the questions you ask, some are designed to build rapport, some to get them to think about happier times etc. Have you ever thought about asking them more of a small steps type question, something like "What's one small thing you can start doing to make your life better?"
@Oamiano3 жыл бұрын
Liking the new intro! Mal your videos help me so much. I quit opioids and never wanna go back because of these vids. Unfortunately drinking is my last demon that I plan to tackle.. Strength beyond strength…
@jasminekoda53583 жыл бұрын
I mean stop expecting sympathy . You even had access to help from This You tube channel . You took advantage of the moment you had your baby because you knew you could get ten times more high. Been there done that. Overdosed when my son was three months old. My mum found me passed out next to my screaming baby. That’s when I made the choice to get proper therapy and to choose my son every day over drugs. And when I do slip up I try harder. But I have rules I don’t touch needles any more and stay away from my best friend because he is a meth dealer.