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PLEASE WATCH IN FULL. I kinda rambled and I apologize for that. I had a lot to say and little time to make this. I hope it all makes sense. I love y’all so much. Thank you. I just have alot going on right now and I’m not ok. I am trying to see if someone in the world can maybe help or relate to me. I have no one and I’m in the middle of hot springs Arkansas with no one here. I hate it but that’s besides the point. I feel like I’m losing my mind and I just wanna be ok. I love you guys and I hope this all makes sense. Because I don’t know if it does. I’m scared and I just wanna survive. Depression and anxiety are riddling me right now. As I’m sure many of y’all are suffering from it too with all that’s going on in the world. I just wanted to bring some light and laughter to this crazy world. I’m terrified that I can’t bring that to myself though and that it’s to late or something. I’m so sorry. I know you all sign up to laugh at me but I just can’t help it anymore. I’m not ok. But I want to be. I swear I want to be ok.