A song out of my upcoming EP "Thoughts & Feelings"
I took a different approach with this song and explored a new sound and genre.
Lyrics
Lets start it then
Song 4 and Im switching it up again
Taking an old tune and serving it
Here place your order and take a sit
Recepie Im chaning it now with some subtly
Making this flow sound so buttery
So smooth in my tounge and it tastes like the one that will break through the mud
Harmonies came to me
Music telpathy
Symphonies, melodies, waiting to burst out of my buble
And I promise I wont make it subtle
Cause fuck it right now I wanna be normal
But I know that's not eternal
Music out of my heart and I star on this part
Maybe i just need to fake it
Cause I want a great hit
But how will I make it sound so great
Cause I dont realy like the way its turning out yet
I would still like to try again to
Fake it remake it to a real hit
Dancing to the new beat
It still feels incomplete
Without a reapeat
To make the sound concreate and
To make you feel the heat
So I swell you of your feet
By rhyming
Sometimes I feel like theres somthing fucked up inside me
I know thats normal and that everybody feels like i do
But that doesnt matter because when I stutter
I fall into the rabbit hole
And the deeper I fall the more alone that I become
And this glass doesnt shatter a mirror of sower
Snowballing my thoughts down road
And I feel like I might lose control
Because I did 2 days ago
We were together in bed
Cudling, hugging, kissing, oo we
Shit was rad
And it felt like a scene from a movie
The end of a fairytale
Happily every after
The sail was done
Or at leats that's how I imagined it was to her
But you know me
I like to be alone in my own world
And I want you with me by my side but sometimes I take it slow
And I felt like I was suffacting
Too much touch now hyperventing
Suffering from sucsuess because the way you looked at me
Was a look i didnt know of
Obsesive but full of love
Like nothing else matters besides us lovers desires
The fire has started and Ive been crying for hours
And Im sure that you did to
Im sorry that we went through this shit
I dont know why that look has bothered me so much
I dont know why Im so afraid of to much touch
Im sorry but its just a part of me that I cant turn off
I know its a big turn off for you please just follow
Maybe its because I find it hard to love myself
And then you come by with your perfect smile and make me feel so safe
And then you love me so much that it makes you look crazy
Im sorry thats not on you thats on me Im falling
And I fucked up and I sit here waiting for my thoughts to shut up
Waiting for the messages to show up
The message that will make me or break me
The message that will define us
What is normal when the power is held by those that make us sour
Planing with their midas touch and making this world go on fire
Celebrating levatating
Private planes and silver lingnings
Waiting for the day that they could rape the earth
And make some profit
We still vote for the same old leaders
White old man that makes us trigger
Maybe I'll make you consider
To try and stop the fever
Why is it normal people fire people on the filed
Because 2 old dudes refused to peace
Because the good old news said that we were weak
Because the poeple chose their death over faith in the ones who differ
Because there are people who profit when the people ether
Fuck this old order
Change is eternal
Pain in the future
Desire to be normal