I DO NOT OWN THE PICTURE OR SONG (Only the Pic + Sound Edit) - - - - - thanks for watching - - requests open
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@user-vb5nw2pr6c5 жыл бұрын
This is officially the saddest song I’ve ever heard...
@weeping80704 жыл бұрын
ම້ੁ͡ ૈ ˌ̫̮ ම້ੁ͡ ૈ✧ try “where’s my love” alternate version by SYML then listen to it slowed down. SO SAD
@user-vb5nw2pr6c4 жыл бұрын
w e e p i n g, oh my god.. that song got me bawling WITHOUT the slowing down
@randomdrawingz18934 жыл бұрын
@Addyson Canary oml zeah also good is "Are You With Me//Slowed down"
@A.s.h.134 жыл бұрын
ම້ੁ͡ ૈ ˌ̫̮ ම້ੁ͡ ૈ✧ cAnT be sad if you can relate to it so much...
@insanity_personified1234 жыл бұрын
You haven't listened to enough music so
@diormoonlight69874 жыл бұрын
"Were just lovers that went wrong" We all felt that
@notmors3 жыл бұрын
SJNDCCHJF
@mojojojo33693 жыл бұрын
or the love itself went wrong?
@filipinojiafei11303 жыл бұрын
when was that said? but I did feel that lol
@lukethompson58252 жыл бұрын
My heart!!!
@diormoonlight69872 жыл бұрын
@@filipinojiafei1130 in the song
@homicidalfruitcake4 жыл бұрын
I love this song because my dad died due to lung cancer this past May. He was a heavy smoker and my parents were divorced but they still loved each other deeply, and he loved me and my siblings so very much. I remember being around 9 and playing this song and he liked it quite a bit, and it’s always stuck with me, and now that he’s gone this song really means a lot to me. The lyrics hit a bit close to home too, coincidentally. I still love him and always will, at least he got to see me turn 14. edit: hi everybody, this comment got more attention than i expected haha. i’m 15 now, and it’s officially been one year since he passed. i’m doing well, i always have to skip this song cause it hurts a little bit too much still, but thank you all for the kind comments and wishes! it means a lot
@weeping80704 жыл бұрын
Fresh Avocado he’d be so so proud of you and i don’t know if you believe in god or anything of the sort but, he’s watching over you. he’s there, protecting you. thank you for sharing your very personal take on this song, it’s very heartwarming. rest in peace
@samtoutant30254 жыл бұрын
i’m so sorry.
@avaperez-mesa48804 жыл бұрын
I’m so sorry this happened to you god bless you
@80steenangel4 жыл бұрын
@@weeping8070 facts.
@atiyuh92604 жыл бұрын
😟😟😟 im so sorry
@carmina13415 жыл бұрын
*Lyrics* Shadows settle on the place, that you left Our minds are troubled by the emptiness Destroy the middle, it's a waste of time From the perfect start to the finish line And if you're still breathing, you're the lucky ones 'Cause most of us are heaving through corrupted lungs Setting fire to our insides for fun Collecting names of the lovers that went wrong The lovers that went wrong We are the reckless We are the wild youth Chasing visions of our futures One day we'll reveal the truth That one will die before he gets there And if you're still bleeding, you're the lucky ones 'Cause most of our feelings, they are dead and they are gone We're setting fire to our insides for fun Collecting pictures from the flood that wrecked our home It was a flood that wrecked this And you caused it. (×3) Well I've lost it all, I'm just a silouhette A lifeless face that you'll soon forget My eyes are damp from the words you left Ringing in my head, when you broke my chest Ringing in my head, when you broke my chest And if you're in love, then you are the lucky one 'Cause most of us are bitter over someone Setting fire to our insides for fun To distract our hearts from ever missing them But I'm forever missing him... And you caused it. (×3)
@fallonm.m.93143 жыл бұрын
Thank you lyric guy
@YouNoSeeMeOkay10 ай бұрын
@@fallonm.m.9314That's a girl
@thelandbeforetime59574 жыл бұрын
this just reminds me of how difficult life with depression and anxiety is. one day, hour, minute, or second you could be completely fine and enjoying yourself and then all of a sudden it’s like this dark energy swallows you whole, and you feel like you’re trapped inside a tiny box, or like your lungs are collapsing. it’s like the world around you disappears and all it is, is just you and all you’re triggers that are in that moment, and you try so hard to breathe through it put your lungs end up closing up and you keep gasping for air as tears run down your eyes and your head is spinning and you’re trying to scream but nothing comes out because you’re mouth is dry and you’re throat is closed, so you just keep trying to breathe and you just keep crying cause it feels like you’re dying and your heart is in a million pieces…
@maddypalumbo52934 жыл бұрын
I didn’t think anybody really felt like that too
@alessiamannino40424 жыл бұрын
I thought I was the only one... you just put it into words perfectly and I just wanna say thank you
@duda-ub5qq4 жыл бұрын
omg exactly what i feel
@zirkuskatzegarfield6273 жыл бұрын
Accurate and y'all need therapy mates
@unknownvariable19253 жыл бұрын
I was having such a difficult day and this comment made me feel better. Thank you.
@zer0spac3444 жыл бұрын
Dear 12 year old me sobbing to this song because your life took a turn- It got better, you met the person you love, aren't you happy you didn't leave? Shes amazing and sweet! (Your bisexual duhh) Thank you for all the replys! It means so much to me that people are seeing this as hope for a brighter future. I know it's tough but everything is going to be okay, maybe not now but someday, so fight with me
@elisabethrae29694 жыл бұрын
proud!!
@Anna-cg4tw4 жыл бұрын
im so proud!
@flyingcoconut13674 жыл бұрын
Happy things got better!! ❤️❤️
@lexilb4 жыл бұрын
I’m at a pretty young age now, I hope my life takes a turn for the better too 🥺 proud of you 👏💛
@demzcaly18124 жыл бұрын
❤️
@nataliabobe85045 жыл бұрын
Life is Strange ❤
@finlay5384 жыл бұрын
I actually knew this song before but was sooo pleasantly surprised by it being in there🖤🖤🖤🖤
@idekanymore74944 жыл бұрын
Xx Milo xX same
@jani2394 жыл бұрын
Love the song and that game played
@Archonsx4 жыл бұрын
Makes me wanna play the games again
@cwhits9073 жыл бұрын
Life sucks ❤️
@becho68713 жыл бұрын
To the person who read this, It’s been hard for you, I know, and it makes me sad that you don’t see yourself in the way I see you. Sometimes they are things in life that cause us to loose ourselves, and the way you have is so unimaginable painful. I miss your smile, the way your eyes light up the whole room just by the sound of your laughter. I miss the way you accepted the way you look in the mirror without cursing yourself out about how ugly you look. I miss the way you didn’t think of yourself as a failure because everyone makes mistakes, we all have flaws and we all aren’t perfect. It’s painful to see that no one around you seems to see the pain trough your eyes, but, stranger, I do, I see how heavy your heart is and how comforting the sadness for you might be, how afraid your heart is of happiness because it disappears in the end, right? You don’t know how much impact you have in this world and it’s sad to see that your demons fight against you and want to take over you. Because you do make change, it’s something so simple and little that brightens up someone’s whole world, it can be a small smile from your lips, the way you look at things you’re passionate about, the way you make yourself eat even though it’s been hard for you lately, the way you zoom out and go in your own world, you brighten up my world by reading this, it means a lot to me that you’re here, existing, but I don’t want you to just exist, you deserve to feel alive. You deserve to get up in the morning and feel good about yourself. You deserve to feel something- to feel every damn second alive in this lifetime. It’s heartbreaking that you think you’re not capable of being loved, because you are, I love you trough all my words and I hope you let it happen in your heart. Love is scary, I know, maybe you heart had been broken once and since then you wanted to be rather numb than feel ever again, it hurts me how you punish yourself, does it not deserve love? Because YOU DO deserve love, please forgive yourself, it’s not your fault that the demons want to take over your beautiful heart. You’re not a bad person for distancing yourself from others, but you deserve someone to talk to, you deserve someone to listen. I am listening, you can tell me what’s wrong. It’s everything, isn’t it? There’s something pulling your heartstrings on the ground and no one seems to understand how misunderstood you feel, it’s heartbreaking to know that I am behind the screen and can’t give you a hug, that’s why I will give you a big warm virtual hug and send you lots of love :). You matter. You are worthy. You are loved. You deserve good things. You deserve someone to listen. You deserve to eat and drink. You deserve to feel good and alive. You deserve to smile. You deserve a hug. You deserve to be all the things you want to be, because you deserve to have and feel good things happening to you and have a fulfilled life. I know I might not know you personally but I care about you so much, I write this because I want you to stay here with me, I want you to hold on a little longer because you matter so much to me, because I will not let you give up on yourself. I want you to see that you should not give up on yourself because you DESERVE GOOD THINGS. I want you to look back on the time when you were a kid, you didn’t give up when you tried to swim for the first time, you didn’t give up when you tired to walk for the first time and fell, you never gave up on yourself, you always kept on pushing forwards, so why can’t you now? I know it’s tiring, your mentally tired, but dont your younger self deserve good things? look back at your eyes that used to be full of hope, look back on those dreams. Don’t let yourself fall, you deserve better. We will both fight, I will fight for you. I won’t let those demons get to you. You can hold on to me, I won’t let you down :). Whenever you feel lonely, then look at the sky, I always look at it and think about you. Yes, you, because it makes me happy that there’s someone looking right back, maybe we can’t see each other but I can feel your presence here with me and that’s enough for me, because I am glad your heart is beating and you’re still fighting. You’re so much stronger thank you think, you didn’t leave your spot on this earth even if you wanted to, you belong here, even though it doesn’t feel like it, when you don’t feel like belonging than build your own home here, put all your love in it and dreams. Think of you as a star when you feel alone, you shine because your heart is good, no matter what mistake you made, no matter about the past you had, you’re one of the stars that shine bright in the universe because you’re heart is beautiful, that’s why the demons in your mind wants to have it. As one of the stars you see others stars, maybe they have felt the same way as you do at some point in there life, but they lighten up the universe with each other’s presence. You’re a star for me, maybe you don’t see it yourself but I can see it, you’re beautiful from inside and out, your body is beautiful the way it is. You make me happy by reading this, you make me feel something by your presence and when you can make me feel that way than you also make other people feel that way about you too. I hope you stay for yourself and don’t let your story get written by others but by yourself, it’s your story not theirs. As you can see, I say a lot of “I hope” because I have hope for you even if you don’t have it for yourself, I see hope in you even though you might want to give up. That’s why I hope you won’t see the world in darkness and will see it colorful again, I hope I will give you a glimpse of hope and make the world you see a bit colorful for today. My favorite color is yellow, and I hope the next time you see the color yellow you will think about my words. If someone left you than don’t blame yourself, don’t think you weren’t enough, don’t lower yourself for someone who couldn’t see the awesomeness in you. If you lost someone I am so sorry for your loss, they want you happy, I hope you don’t feel guilty or regret because you were there, you spend enough time with them, they want you to be happy. They are in a good and safe place now. If someone broke your heart than I am so sorry that they couldn’t see the way you look so beautiful because of the heart you have. Anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). If you aren’t accepted at home or in general than I am so sorry that you have to deal with someone/ something you shouldn’t be ashamed of, I accept you and support you, I accept you as a human being no matter what race, religion, nationality, skin color, or sexuality you have. You’re safe here with me :). You’re not useless, you’re not a burden to anyone. You’re not a problem, you’re human and your feelings are valid. You’re not being dramatic. Please don’t starve yourself, you deserve food and to drink, I know it’s hard. It hurts to see that you’re in so much pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I am sorry no one is noticing, I wish /hope I could take your pain away for today or even for a moment while you’re reading this. If no one told you, I am so proud of you, you’re reading this and it’s enough for me to be proud of you because you’re here and that’s all that matters to me. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water everyday in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed. And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re so strong for breathing despite the pain, I know you will make it :) I believe in you. All I want for you is to stay here, I really mean all my words, even if there is a lot of unsaid things I want to tell u and my text is getting longer and longer,I want you here. I hope one day your smile will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world. You can let go for today, I got you, you can cry your heart out as much as you want, but don’t let it tear you down and let your emotions control you by giving up. Crying is not weakness. If you still feel alone I dedicate you a song as your friend. “Dusk till Dawn- Zayn feat. Sia (I prefer the slow version)” I hope you can think of me and will remind yourself of my words, I will for sure think of you. In case no one told you and you’re unsure yourself, you’re a good person and I am so happy you’re here. I hope this is enough to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. Enough with beating yourself up for today, okay? Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one. If you read all of it, until tomorrow my friend :) have a good day and great years. I love you so much and am so proud of you, I hope you will remember my words- becho, the stranger that cares more about you than anything :)
@infin1te_3 жыл бұрын
thank you.
@nevaehjayleen58883 жыл бұрын
the way i sobbed to this paragraph, thank you. please be okay yourself, the helper is always breaking as well. i love you, and thank you
@xrayxo3 жыл бұрын
I cried a lot while reading this but thank you,I’m having a hard time atm so this kinda cheered me up :) I hope you’re doing well.
@haileys.14193 жыл бұрын
I LOVE YOU
@iz99923 жыл бұрын
I can’t try, I wish I could, I have so many things to cry about I can’t even cry. So I have no way of letting my emotions go, I don’t blame my best friend for dropping me, I know I’m a lot, but I wasn’t even at my worse then, in December, but now I am, I think I am. I’m not sure. I don’t feel anything because I am feeling everything at once that it’s nothing, it’s so bad to a point where I don’t even recognize myself because I can’t feel anything, I tried to eat, I couldn’t, I tried to drink, barely. I’m so fucking tired but I can’t sleep, I’m so emotionally drained that my therapist thinks it’s time to see a doctor, I’m not done, but if I didn’t wake up tomorrow I wouldn’t be mad. But I will never k!ll myself, I couldn’t do that. But I feel nothing, it sucks. I’m not even upset about my best friend anymore. I don’t know why I feel this way but I do.
@avapappas36504 жыл бұрын
Does anyone else just want to cry to this but they can’t? This song makes me feel weird but I can’t bring myself to cry or sob anything and I don’t know why because I want to cry over this
@linderforstna22093 жыл бұрын
omg same
@jayda333.3 жыл бұрын
It’s because you wasted all of your tears on something that was probably useless...and when you do cry you get excited...but the your mind stars to make you think of all the bad things and it hurts you so much you stop crying....
@potato-wu5ei3 жыл бұрын
"I found you"
@danylaranoriega67503 жыл бұрын
Cuz must of us feelings they are dead and they are gone.
@nataliesparks86263 жыл бұрын
I just feel... Melancholy. Empty.
@janabasri36854 жыл бұрын
2020 anyone?no just me?
@_NazzleDazzle4 жыл бұрын
with you 🙋🏾♀️
@believable_iz49864 жыл бұрын
Hold up 2080? Do we have a time traveler? and I’m here in 2020 too 😌✨
@believable_iz49864 жыл бұрын
• Wisker • nah I know 😂
@mia_farl0w3 жыл бұрын
right here bAbYyYy
@gracemitchell64873 жыл бұрын
yep broken crying in my bed at 6am
@Anita-pu7fk4 жыл бұрын
Hey 12 year old me, do you remember that big hole in your heart? It's gone. It's just a scar, just a memory, far away from you. Who did you find you ask? No one yet, you did it by yourself. You're strong, I always knew that. So, for the future me, who might be reading this in a year or two or even three, if she did it, you can too. Don't worry about not finding the one for you, because YOU don't need that kind of stuff, you have it inside you already. You have self-love. I love you. 💞
@milagrosracedo29774 жыл бұрын
Oh baby, it gives me hope seeing that you made through this.♡ :'')
@Anita-pu7fk4 жыл бұрын
@@milagrosracedo2977 aa, you're so sweet, thank you! 🥺
@kazuhoe86434 жыл бұрын
waah yayaya im so proud of you uwu keep going ily! hopefully your scars are gonna completely heal and disappear
@amelia51734 жыл бұрын
and now I love you too💛
@jaydalol93953 жыл бұрын
i am that 12 year old :(
@emmapower87704 жыл бұрын
“A lifeless face that you’ll soon forget.” ouch.
@brookecheffey14794 жыл бұрын
I’m am a smoker and am suicidal and this song makes me think to try sort life out
@merie52744 жыл бұрын
You got this. Just breathe. You can get through this!
@user-ro9hg8yd8x4 жыл бұрын
i hope you have someone to talk to, whether that be a loved one, a professional, or even a stranger. in a world with hope, there is something deep down that makes your life have worth, and hope, and love. dont buy into the smalltalk people say if nothing will change, you just gotta put a little effort to see the brighter side. i wish the best for you
@noratabeaofficial98164 жыл бұрын
you got this
@flyingcoconut13674 жыл бұрын
I believe in you! I’m a stranger so this probably won’t mean anything.. like at all 😂🤚🏼 but you’ll get through this and come out a BILLION times stronger, and you’ll be so fucking proud of yourself for everything you survived! Everyday there will be something new for you to smile about.. you’ll be so confident that those sad memories will just fade away! :)
@emilyx38654 жыл бұрын
You’ve got this. ❤️ I hope that life gets better for you. 🙏🏻
@silicy44504 жыл бұрын
Its like When i hear this song I just hear Peace Love And sadness At the same time It is just... So beautiful I cannot explain
@leiawytte5 жыл бұрын
hey you. yes, you. i love you. keep going. we are here for you, always. ❤️
@multifandomeditsrepost2755 жыл бұрын
Thanks 😊
@lvrloona39924 жыл бұрын
i love you more for this ❤️
@leiawytte4 жыл бұрын
i love you too! :) ❤️
@MuusiMuusi4 жыл бұрын
Thank you ❤️
@imaginestalking41234 жыл бұрын
awwweeee ty
@tamiskinner67234 жыл бұрын
Reminds me of Richie and Eddie and I wanna cry
@queenavacado67624 жыл бұрын
Tami Skinner ikkkk 😞 R+E
@wilburgray26064 жыл бұрын
Queen Avacado uGh nO
@selenouche4 жыл бұрын
Eddie + richie = forver love 💜
@missragabones4 жыл бұрын
Tami Skinner DONT REMIND ME BSKDKDNDBDK
@fyodorbeloved144 жыл бұрын
Oh god same
@jhxlz30834 жыл бұрын
lyrics: Shadows settle on the place, that you left Our minds are troubled by the emptiness Destroy the middle, it's a waste of time From the perfect start to the finish line And if you're still breathing, you're the lucky ones 'Cause most of us are heaving through corrupted lungs Setting fire to our insides for fun Collecting names of the lovers that went wrong The lovers that went wrong We are the reckless We are the wild youth Chasing visions of our futures One day we'll reveal the truth That one will die before he gets there And if you're still bleeding, you're the lucky ones 'Cause most of our feelings, they are dead and they are gone We're setting fire to our insides for fun Collecting pictures from the flood that wrecked our home It was a flood that wrecked this And you caused it And you caused it And you caused it Well I've lost it all, I'm just a silouhette A lifeless face that you'll soon forget My eyes are damp from the words you left Ringing in my head, when you broke my chest Ringing in my head, when you broke my chest And if you're in love, then you are the lucky one 'Cause most of us are bitter over someone Setting fire to our insides for fun To distract our hearts from ever missing them But I'm forever missing him And you caused it And you caused it And you caused it
@diddilydarndang5 жыл бұрын
May have cried to this, you'll never know
@peytont1094 жыл бұрын
I feel that. Crying sucks
@noirangel11195 жыл бұрын
Life is strange vibes🌫️
@fyodorbeloved144 жыл бұрын
YES
@yoshigough87634 жыл бұрын
YESSS!
@eridekudo95114 жыл бұрын
yeahhh
@justnat17123 жыл бұрын
Yeahhh:(
@noirangel11193 жыл бұрын
Shit, i want to change the past and play the game for the first time again, so i could feel the tingly feeling really strong again :’)
@lunamolotov4 жыл бұрын
Dear 80 year-old me: Please, never leave your inner child behind. Even if it hurts. Just don't.
@ethanmarch42692 жыл бұрын
I have a tattoo on me for exactly that.
@brooklynplaquet35783 жыл бұрын
“to distract our hearts from ever missing them, but i’m forever missing... him.” i felt that
@iiukaz3 жыл бұрын
Dear 13 year old me, You're tired. I know this, you know this, everyone knows this. You need to vent, or ask for help. You can't keep everything bottled up all the time, and we both know there's a lot from the past 4 years bottled up. You try fooling yourself with the idea that it's because of middle school sadness, or the people you hanged our with. Stop lying to yourself, and do something. Don't get too deep into your thoughts all the time. You can't do this by yourself. Stop lying to your friends, family, and mostly yourself. You can't cry. You don't know why, and search for other things to feel relief. Surround yourself with people who care, and people you trust. Please, I know you have doubts, but you need this. From, future me (hopefully)
@annalis8633 жыл бұрын
Hey, are you ok now?
@iiukaz3 жыл бұрын
@@annalis863 i'm doing a lot better than i was when i wrote this
@iiukaz3 жыл бұрын
14 year old me approves of this message
@candlejenner55583 жыл бұрын
Im 18 now and looking back to when I was 13 I used to listen to this song and cry. I was super depressed and in a really similar place that you are. I could've definitely used some words of encouragement like this from my older self because i promise you it really does get better. you'll grow and learn and find so much love for the world and everything will really be okay. Just takes time. Be patient and loving with yourself !
@randelcampos62604 жыл бұрын
"and if your still breathing, your the lucky ones. Cause most of us are heaving through corrupted lungs.."
@esme24694 жыл бұрын
How do some people deserve to be happy and others don’t, that didn’t even do anything wrong. How are famous people so special. I don’t understand like why can’t we all be treated the same. ( just my opinion )
@lonelyperson79853 жыл бұрын
This is the law of life :")
@FrillyRyuu4 жыл бұрын
To anyone who's sad like me right now listening to this, Just know that wherever you are...You're safe enough to take the time to read this and listen to this song. Whatever your situation is will get better and I love you
@sofiasacramento53303 жыл бұрын
I actually needed this, thank you. I love you too.
@justageode4 жыл бұрын
‘They are dead, and they are gone’ Favorite part (That flat note is perfect)
@Sky-dh4ih4 жыл бұрын
Does anybody just feel lonely and like they will never get loved :(
@angelcat14063 жыл бұрын
me 🤚😔
@sadpenguin86163 жыл бұрын
God loves you, and is always with you, come to Jesus❤️
@mpqan5 жыл бұрын
0:46 is the part I was looking for♥️ I love this thank you!
@itoku50783 жыл бұрын
1:10
@wtf34614 жыл бұрын
And here i am again. Rethinking my hole life and regretting everything. Crying to myself since no one around me cares. Breaking every second a little bit more without anyone noticing. I just don't see a reason to get going. I have no reason. And will never have one.
@user-jl9fp1kg4t4 жыл бұрын
Hey, you still here? I hope so. I know it's hard. But, you have people that care for you, maybe in the shadows, but they're there. There is still a reason to keep living. You might not find it yet, but you will know eventually. The horrible things that happened are gone. They're just a memory. Learn from those memories if you can, and keep going. You don't know me and I don't know you, but I know, that we will do something beautiful one day. For us, or for others. I don't know if I explained myself, I don't know English that well. But I hope at least I cheered you up, and if you ever need someone to talk to, I'm here :) Love ya, stranger! Keep living and loving❤️
@infin1te_3 жыл бұрын
hey, how are you doing now? i really hope things have gotten better. i know you have lots of regrets, but as time goes by, you have the opportunity to make better choices and do better things--things you won't regret. and that in itself is a reason to live, to make life better for yourself and those around. i love you, wherever you are.
@ashlynnwood89543 жыл бұрын
after losing my brother my life became so hard, i woke up everyday barely able to breath. i felt like an elephant was constantly sitting on my chest and no matter what i did i just could catch my breath. it’s been 4 years now and i still feel this way. i still can’t breath without pain.
@savannahturner73613 жыл бұрын
Would appreciate it if someone liked this comment after quite some time passes!❤️ Dear 13 year old me, how’s dad? is he still ignoring you when you tell him you love him? does he still pretend to want you and love you to get you to come to his house just for him to lock himself in his room with girls coming in and out every other hour? does he still force you to eat healthy regardless that you’re under weight? does he still bring girls in and out of your life just for you to come to his house one day and never see them again, resulting in increasingly severe abandonment issues? does mom still not believe you that he’s a sociopath even though he’s been diagnosed already? does your brother still come sleep with you at night because he’s afraid of sleeping in the room next to dad? does his mom (me and him don’t have the same mother, my dad sleeps around a lot. mind you, my brother is barely 6) still compare him to dad and end up ranting to me, crying because he’s trying so hard to not become the monster he is? do you still crave affection from men because you never got any growing up? does mom still call you a psychopath because the gene runs in dads side of the family? have you gotten therapy for the fact that dad left for 7 years and came back just so he wouldn’t go to jail? did he ever show up to court to fight for his rights for you, or was he out doing drugs instead? does mom still drink herself to sleep? does she still think your schizophrenia is just “hormones”? does she still call you unlovable, ruthless, and unstable? does Daisy, your bestfriend, still call you dramatic for cutting lines? does she still ignore your texts for days and when she finally responds, it’s a single word (i.e “ok”, “lol”, or “yea”) does she still invite her friends over in front of you without asking you as well? does jay, your step dad, still leave at 8 am and come home at 7 to yell at mom and get high upstairs on the balcony? does he still favor your step sister, his daughter, who you don’t share the same dad with, over you? does Chop, your dog, still lay in your lap while you cry blasting your music at night? does he still sleep heavy no matter where you go together because he’s used to the loud noises? do people still tell you you’re fortunate because of the money your parents make without knowing what goes on at home? have people noticed your ED? have people noticed your scars? have people noticed your slipping grades? do you still day drink or have your parents caught on again? does mom still threaten to beat you? did you go to therapy yet or have you cancelled it, yet again, because you genuinely believe you don’t deserve to get better? do you still take liquid meds instead of pills because you’re afraid you’re going to get addicted to them like mom and dad did? and most importantly, how many days clean are you, if at all? sober even? Come back in a few months, future self. i’m sure it’s all gotten even worse.
@hamo32252 жыл бұрын
its been an year, how're you??
@s0api32 жыл бұрын
I hope you're doing better
@duskraven81942 жыл бұрын
I am so sorry to hear that! Ik it’s a year later, but if you ever want to talk then I’m right here! I hope you’re okay
@underfirebutok4 жыл бұрын
Listening to this makes me think of a villain that could've been redeemed, but was killed instead, and waits for nothing in an empty darkness.
@sophiabezooted50744 жыл бұрын
omg same lol
@hekate49533 жыл бұрын
Good idea for a book ngl
@emilymary44383 жыл бұрын
Draco malfoy :/
@hekate49533 жыл бұрын
HOLY SHIT WHEN DID THIS SONG BLEW UP I WASNT READY 🥺🥺🥺
@caramellatte18283 жыл бұрын
m a r i c i n guess KZfaq finally decided to recommend people some good music
@eviewingfield21903 жыл бұрын
I loved this slowed version and I'm glad I found it it's amazing
@gorephobia13 жыл бұрын
🥺
@hekate49533 жыл бұрын
WAAAA😭😭😭
@SleepyyCrow3 жыл бұрын
HGSBJSN I WAS JUST LOOKING FOR DAYCORES AND FOUND THIS I LOVE IT EBDSNJ
@sadkidexpress60135 жыл бұрын
This makes me feel numb 😭 I love it thank you ❤
@hekate49535 жыл бұрын
No problem 🖤
@hollyk47413 жыл бұрын
yeh :/
@kirin_chan3 жыл бұрын
This song makes me want to go out in the middle of nowhere, and just scream. As loud as I can, letting go of my stress.
@elxhqiwsum86173 жыл бұрын
Please take me with u
@Ghastlyqueer3 жыл бұрын
Same, im so lost
@infin1te_3 жыл бұрын
we should all do this together.
@nino8212 жыл бұрын
@@Ghastlyqueer me too.. hows it going?
@Ghastlyqueer2 жыл бұрын
@@nino821 I'm good now :) I got help after a really bad attempt and am alot happier now, I hope you are okay though
@marlee23704 жыл бұрын
"and if your still breathing, your the lucky ones." AHHHH HIT SO HARD
@cloudy._kyle43214 жыл бұрын
i keEP CRYING-
@noirangel11194 жыл бұрын
Am I the only one who’s still crying about Max, Chloe and Rachel? Just me Okay
@Villager_U3 жыл бұрын
and Kate..
@mint79663 жыл бұрын
Me,im still simping for chloe
@alice-ow6jh3 жыл бұрын
you have no idea, on how much this song makes me cry.
@lynx86434 жыл бұрын
I'm listening to this while on my padio couch, while it's raining, and I'm surrounded by fireflys as the sun goes down. I feel like the main character....
@Yes-iy3zy4 жыл бұрын
Lucky you
@D4_sh3 жыл бұрын
you are hun
@croutonwheeler27343 жыл бұрын
you are always the main character! learning to romanticize your life is the most important. ❤️
@lynx86433 жыл бұрын
@@croutonwheeler2734 that is the sweetest thing anyone has ever said to me🥺💕💘
@neptune_solar3 жыл бұрын
Dear 12 year old me, It’s hard. Life is hard I tell you. But you’re still here, you’re a year clean now and I’m very proud of you. Obviously your attempt didn’t work but that’s good. You met really great people, you’re still with your sucky family but you have great friends. You’re not in a relationship but there is this one girl who’s an absolute sweetheart and we just got off the phone with eachother. We’re making it and that’s amazing. Like takes some harsh turns in order to keep going on the road but, we’re on a good ride right now. It’s great. I love you, and your friends love you. Be safe, and remember. Don’t stop just because it’s hard, change the way you’re doing it and it won’t be easy but you’ll get through and it’ll feel so much better.
@hekate49532 жыл бұрын
4 million views, 3 years later. i am deeply grateful for everyone who watched this shitty video i made in the middle in the night. thank you. so so much.
@fairy72642 жыл бұрын
we thank u, I listen to this like every few days :) much love
@snowstormmm.2 жыл бұрын
Of course, it's a beautiful video, thank you, I hope you have an amazing day
@Kqnnx-3 жыл бұрын
2021 anyone??? Still sad aye?🙃
@elisyasar12343 жыл бұрын
nothing changed huh? we're all still here i guess
@checkers53735 жыл бұрын
This is beautiful love! 💕
@fluffyheroo28035 жыл бұрын
2019?
@Niko-bg6fq4 жыл бұрын
FluffyHerooヅ 2020 😂
@glenda.13304 жыл бұрын
nope
@emilyx38654 жыл бұрын
I’m here in 2020, haha.
@libertyneedham67874 жыл бұрын
Emily J same
@emmamg15003 жыл бұрын
2021
@c1aria463 жыл бұрын
this song give off that special vibe I can't describe it
@mzrae4 жыл бұрын
bro ngl, i watch this like every month and it always gets me thinking about this 1 person.. ;(
@peepisspooo20024 жыл бұрын
This song reminds me of all the black victims of police brutality that have been murdered. Rest in Power George Loyd and many others ❤️❤️❤️🖤🤎
@kmhl20044 жыл бұрын
Floyd*
@arkthefennecfox23664 жыл бұрын
He didnt need to die like that, but you do realize he was convicted *Nine* separate times for theft, aswell as holding a loaded gun to a pregnant *Black womans stomach* right?
@laurascheller38714 жыл бұрын
Nice thoughts 💭
@madsb90144 жыл бұрын
@@arkthefennecfox2366 the officers who killed him didn't know that. They only knew about a counterfeit bill. They killed him over a single counterfeit bill, not for his past crimes. So his past crimes are not relevant to his murder.
@ratherande4 жыл бұрын
Mads B yeah but we shouldn’t be acting like he was this all good person who needs to be praised
@Anna-cg4tw4 жыл бұрын
10 - 12 yr old me listened to this song and sobbed. she was in a horrible mindset and never thought she would truly be happy. she had some pretty bad thoughts and even some horrible plans. luckily she was too scared to go through with them and is now living an incredible, fun and utterly happy life. everything is right and i couldn't imagine never being able to get to this point in my life. listening to this again has brought back those memories. i cant believe the pain i used to feel. its honestly shocking, im so glad i made it. i am a lucky one.
@maddypalumbo52934 жыл бұрын
This song reminds me of when I cry at night and feel helpless. When my lungs close in and I’m gasping for air but I can’t make a noise. When all I want is someone to wrap their arms around me and say that it’s fine but it’s really not. When I know that I have to be there for my friends but it’s so hard when they won’t listen to me. When I know that they don’t care about me and I have to just take care of myself but I can’t and I put on that fake smile and say that everything’s fine but it feels like someone is grabbing my chest and stabbing it repeatedly but I can’t do anything about it because if I talk about it then I’m being dramatic so I’m just stuck, pretending that I’m fine when I cry myself to sleep every night and “wonder why” my face is blotchy and my eyes are puffy in the morning. I hate it. I can’t do this. But I have to. I hate this.
@mancaznidarsic35103 жыл бұрын
Dear stranger, We might never see eachother, but who am i to say? Anyways... i know that life can be truly hard, and the pressure is ginormus, lets not even talk about all the negativity we drown in. But you just have to know that, the world is big, the universe is big. And well we are strong human beings, and you can get through it. Do you really want to end it all? Right now? When you have more than you think to live? You can reach your goals always, you just have to try and believe in yourself. Cry, if it helps. Smile, if its true. Hope, if you want. Love, if you need. But most of all believe.
@nattysxxy4 жыл бұрын
1:16 close your eyes and think about the happy moments of your life ❤️
@toadman84864 жыл бұрын
You know, my dog was put down today. Lived to be 14 years old... I remembered him trying to grab the biggest rock from the rivers he could! It hurts but he's better. He was old.
@tianavincic4 жыл бұрын
Thanks for making me cry 🙂💕
@ashlyn17843 жыл бұрын
i have listened to this like 200 times now :D
@winka02235 жыл бұрын
"Battle" music😶❤❤❤
@strawberrymilk80813 жыл бұрын
To anyone reading this (including myself), I know times may be bad but please don’t give up...your are wanted, loved, and beautiful. Things will get better. Keep going, I know you can do it, you’re very strong! I love you, remember to take care of yourself, okay.💕
@seventrials4 жыл бұрын
Oh my god i remember this song... I listed to this song all the time when it came out... this just randomly appeared on my recommended..🥺
@NDGumballOc3 жыл бұрын
Dear 15 years old me I know middle school was a terrible time , you were unfitted, rejected and hated by the others. During groups work you were always alone or with people that hates you for who you are. Know you want to kill yourself because High school is coming and you are too afraid about living the same shit than before but no .. it will not be the case. You are going to meet the most loveable person on earth , they will care about you , makes you laugh and help you fitting. High school will be the most beautiful time for you with the best fiends you are ever meet in your whole life. Please don’t die , or you will waste your beautiful futur with those people !
@hyoken5 жыл бұрын
I came here because of the BNHA edits in Instagram... 😔✋ Also... I love this- good job... gave me vibes 🙂
@hekate49535 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much =w=
@mya_cooky78124 жыл бұрын
same😕😢
@ahahahamike80814 жыл бұрын
BNHA
@Ari-lo1re3 жыл бұрын
What kind of depressing Bnha edit did you se- was it Bakugo or-
@hyoken3 жыл бұрын
@@Ari-lo1re yES- i believe it was bakugou and deku that was in it
@nooreemurtuza20905 жыл бұрын
Thank you for this, it evokes a feeling of nostalgia i never knew was present within me❤️
@sharpilu96653 жыл бұрын
i saw some people writing to their old selves, and i'm still here so i thought i'd write something for if future me even finds this video again. read if you want too. hey, future me. i hope you're doing well, i hope you're not cutting and i hope you're eating enough without feeling guilty. maybe by now you're being called by a name you like, maybe you've come up with something better then Charlye? i bet your hair is super soft and brushed out, i can't wait to feel it. are you and Rain still together? i hope so, she's amazing. has your family gotten better? i wouldn't be surprised if not but that's okay! you'll be out of here one day or maybe it's so far into the future, you already are. i hope you have more friends and i hope you've only grown closer to the ones you already have. maybe you have a big friend group and all your friends know each other! that sounds nice. either way, that's all i really wanted to say. well, except one more thing. you've made it this far, why give up now?
@stevenshannah20014 жыл бұрын
R + E
@megpeterson86364 жыл бұрын
Hannah Elizabeth 😭
@icarus29264 жыл бұрын
How dare you qwq
@mayaluvv46283 жыл бұрын
dont do that to me man-
@tommyhilfiger59915 жыл бұрын
4:18😫
@lvrloona39924 жыл бұрын
Nike Adidas favorite part 🥺 given me vibes
@angelbillington64913 жыл бұрын
If your reading this I hope you have a great day and remember the world loves you and needs you 🤎
@inkedinr3d4 жыл бұрын
this song makes me feel like im 14 again and crying myself to sleep
@summerlavigne96854 жыл бұрын
I am 14 crying myself to sleep while listening to this song
@suinicide50504 жыл бұрын
Reddie bring me here.
@queenavacado67624 жыл бұрын
Draco Malfoy uwu 💁🏻♀️ R+E
@nuggetinevitable49714 жыл бұрын
it sounds more peaceful to me
@lovinqqmoonxo82794 жыл бұрын
2020? 😂❤️❤️
@scuppiz4 жыл бұрын
yeah, im crying. we all are. lets face it, we don't wanna tho.
@claireeckhardt44723 жыл бұрын
Hello everyone! You'll probably never interact with me again, so I'd like to leave you all with one simple message: healing is worth it. I know it's SO hard sometimes. Some days you feel like you can't even get out of bed, let alone pursue something you used to be so passionate about. I know the feeling. This year, it felt like I was swimming upstream, fighting a never-ending barrage of setbacks, each one more crushing than the last. I worked so hard every day only to be knocked down again by depressive episodes, injuries, a tumor, covid... it never seemed to end. But amidst the chaos, I experienced so many new and rewarding things in my life. Falling in love, finding new creative ways to interact with others, learning new things, finding myself, pursuing my passion, and picking myself back up when I could have stayed down... those were the things that made healing worth it for me. All of this is to say that while it may seem so easy to give up on healing, you need to take care of yourself. Healing isn't easy. Take it one day at a time. Remind yourself where you came from, and never lose sight of your goals. You deserve to experience all the beautiful things that this life has to offer. You do. So please don't give up, ok? It will be so worth it to see yourself on the other side of what you're going through. So to whoever is reading this, I wish you so much happiness in this life and beyond. I love you.
@marison24793 жыл бұрын
i love you for this
@roses35843 жыл бұрын
Hello, 11 year old me!! I have some questions: -do your parents know? -if they do, are you safe, are you being sent away to a camp? -Are you still alive? Or was it too much in the end? -What are your relationships with Ayden and Avery?How are they doing? -did you make any good memories? -did you open up to your therapist? -How are you doing? -Do you still cry daily? -Is your Roblox avatar still lemon themed :D? -Is your room the same? What has changed if not? -Are you still allowed your iPad at night? -do you have a favorite stuffed animal? -Do you love yourself?
@roses35843 жыл бұрын
Hello, 10 year old me. No. Yes. Good. Yes. Not much. Good. No. No. No. Only on Friday and Saturday. Yes. I don’t know.
@fushuas5 жыл бұрын
Beautiful! Can you make Sociopath by Stélouse slowed down? Thank you!
@hekate49535 жыл бұрын
When I have time, I will! 🖤
@aerin91163 жыл бұрын
Hey 12 year old me. She didn’t stay and watch you grow She didn’t get better But you did You grew, and prospered even through the pain Mom loves you. So does dad. They just didn’t love themselves enough to stay. I’m sorry your crying, That doesn’t change little one. you will be okay, I promise. you grew up faster than everyone else you are gonna be okay
@Mal-sg4lh4 жыл бұрын
Ive known this song since 2010 i was 7.
@solentsquared67194 жыл бұрын
the song was released in 2013 but go off????
@sophiabezooted50744 жыл бұрын
this song was released in 2013 but ok
@nightyy55764 жыл бұрын
This song just makes me smile while I’m crying, watching my friend being happy. While I’m hiding feelings for her :’)
@darrelljohnson80373 жыл бұрын
I suffer with depression ,anxiety and dpdr...it’s like I’m pushed away from the world and I’m alone. I don’t know how to keep moving , I don’t know how to keep going , and this song just makes my heart sink and my tears stay locked up.
@haileewise80303 жыл бұрын
I need an hour long version of this 😭
@user-br2hf4pp4k4 жыл бұрын
4:17 😍😍😍😍😭😭😭
@sid-tp1ne5 жыл бұрын
lol hi this is kind of irrelevant but i’m having my boyfriend over at my house this week and i was wondering if anyone had any ideas of things we could do together? i’m scared ill bore him lmao
@lea27674 жыл бұрын
how did it go?
@realBogdi4 жыл бұрын
@@lea2767 I wonder if they're still together
@commie67554 жыл бұрын
Bogdi same
@sid-tp1ne4 жыл бұрын
Lacey Adams OH MY GOD i totally forgot that i posted this. we broke up literally a month later. i’m not even kidding, two weeks ago he asked me if i wanted to get back together with him WHILE HE WAS IN A RELATIONSHIP?? so i sent a screenshot of that bitch to his girlfriend. i’m also gay now, lmao
@graciej93074 жыл бұрын
Closeted Skeleton well that was a rollercoaster
@Melissaabreuum10 ай бұрын
🥺♥️ I don't even have anything to say about this song, the lyrics touch my soul 🥺💘💘
@Andre-ws2qf3 жыл бұрын
Who is seeing this wonderful music in quarantine?
@hatingscar5 жыл бұрын
This reminds me of a dog I loved but was a lover that want wrong 💔
@jacestillinski56063 жыл бұрын
Shadows settle on the place, that you left Our minds are troubled by the emptiness Destroy the middle, it's a waste of time From the perfect start to the finish line And if you're still breathing, you're the lucky ones 'Cause most of us are heaving through corrupted lungs Setting fire to our insides for fun Collecting names of the lovers that went wrong The lovers that went wrong We are the reckless We are the wild youth Chasing visions of our futures One day we'll reveal the truth That one will die before he gets there And if you're still bleeding, you're the lucky ones 'Cause most of our feelings, they are dead and they are gone We're setting fire to our insides for fun Collecting pictures from the flood that wrecked our home It was a flood that wrecked this And you caused it And you caused it And you caused it Well I've lost it all, I'm just a silouhette A lifeless face that you'll soon forget My eyes are damp from the words you left Ringing in my head, when you broke my chest Ringing in my head, when you broke my chest And if you're in love, then you are the lucky one 'Cause most of us are bitter over someone Setting fire to our insides for fun To distract our hearts from ever missing them But I'm forever missing him And you caused it And you caused it And you caused it
@xaena32943 жыл бұрын
hey me, i just wanted to say im proud of you. you made it, its been hard but you made it. the pain may have been unbearable at some points but you made it. you did it. youre alive and breathing. you may have struggled but you made it. im sorry you dealt with that all alone, but i promise you that it wasn't your fault. youre no longer alone. no longer helpless, no longer hurt, no longer crying. youve wasted enough tears, and you moved on. im so happy now. we did it, we really did.
@scarredangel33863 жыл бұрын
This song always hits close to home, especially now... Dear 12 year old me, your life was rocky and it will continue to be but always remembers your brother is there with you. Your mother loves you, despite what you'll always feel. You'll find someone that makes your heart soar, but it will go against your family's beliefs. You will become whom you truly are, despite being born in the false body. You will succeed, and those scars you'll have will always be beautiful to the one you hold closest. Your are beautiful, you are kind, you are needed. Never forget that
@SoLaaa424 жыл бұрын
This makes the song even more sad...I love it
@emeliashearer58583 жыл бұрын
When your parents wonder why you never leave your room but the answer is them
@smartpuff73894 жыл бұрын
This is the auditory manifestation of despair and it is beautiful
@clab54074 жыл бұрын
Daughter already makes me bawl my eyes out regardless of my mood, this just upped it to a whole new level
@alicelaplant3124 жыл бұрын
Dear 8 year old me, You made it. You lost alot of people on the way though, Your no longer friends with eryn, The hole in your heart was filled by an amazing person, You made it through so many attempts.. And older your if your reading this, Dont give up, You made it through hell, you can make it to the day you meet them.
@putirenomaharani55234 жыл бұрын
Normal version : Daughter - Youth Slowed version : Son - Youth 😂 Im sorry #jk ✌
@audreydunn95953 жыл бұрын
BAHAHA I LOVE THIS COMMENT
@totallynotsatan9763 жыл бұрын
It still sounds very much like a girl
@JaneDoe-xt7bp3 жыл бұрын
HAHAHA yess
@cadence22274 жыл бұрын
Ugh this song just brings back so many memories of my child hood, it just hits a place in my heart that makes me sad but also filled with joy. I love this song and it will always be my favorite!🥺💕
@cyclo8593 жыл бұрын
My mom just died. I will miss you, mom
@fleur0vic3 жыл бұрын
I’m so sorry🥺 she’ll be looking over you I promise and will be so proud of u. I’m always here to talk if u need!💗
@doodle.drawz.dreamz4 жыл бұрын
damn i love this game but this hits something different
@cadence22274 жыл бұрын
This song brings back so many memories. It hits a place in my heart that makes me sad but also fills me with joy. I don’t know how to explain it but this will forever be my favorite song, I love it with everything in me. I just felt like I should share that, since everyone else is sharing what the song means to them. I hope everyone who’s reading this has a wonderful day.💕
@jaspatate55053 жыл бұрын
This is officially the song who describes my life with most of the details
@dontcallmedaddyk53003 жыл бұрын
"if your still breathing" that hit me hard, I just lost the love of my life.....I miss him(he's my profile pic thingie)
@brookespointlessvidsforyou17004 жыл бұрын
Anyone cry so much that you can't breathe and have a headache
@jessicap.54593 жыл бұрын
the way that I relate to basically every lyric. Especially “We’re the lovers that went wrong”
@DawnDoMinecraft Жыл бұрын
this song became a comfort song of mine, life has been bad for me already and my parents are not helping, I am only 15 and I feel like everything has gone bad to the point where I think existing isn't even worth it anymore
@mlekozcynamonemlove Жыл бұрын
It is worth it belive me You just have to stay strong Love ya
@loreenabriola25304 жыл бұрын
bruh im literally crying it makes me think of my ex and just why