this movie and this song = uncontrollable cryinggg

People still ask why do I sleep a lot all I say is “to escape this world without having to end it”

It’s funny how ppl say kids are addicted to their phones but in reality we’re the only ones helping each other out when the world isn’t.

I feel so alone. I want to be alone physically but mentally I want people here. It's either ur here or ur not and u cant be inbetween

To the person who read this, It’s been hard for you, I know, and it makes me sad that you don’t see yourself in the way I see you. Sometimes they are things in life that cause us to loose ourselves, and the way you have is so unimaginable painful. I miss your smile, the way your eyes light up the whole room just by the sound of your laughter. I miss the way you accepted the way you look in the mirror without cursing yourself out about how ugly you look. I miss the way you didn’t think of yourself as a failure because everyone makes mistakes, we all have flaws and we all aren’t perfect. It’s painful to see that no one around you seems to see the pain trough your eyes, but, stranger, I do, I see how heavy your heart is and how comforting the sadness for you might be, how afraid your heart is of happiness because it disappears in the end, right? You don’t know how much impact you have in this world and it’s sad to see that your demons fight against you and want to take over you. Because you do make change, it’s something so simple and little that brightens up someone’s whole world, it can be a small smile from your lips, the way you look at things you’re passionate about, the way you make yourself eat even though it’s been hard for you lately, the way you zoom out and go in your own world, you brighten up my world by reading this, it means a lot to me that you’re here, existing, but I don’t want you to just exist, you deserve to feel alive. You deserve to get up in the morning and feel good about yourself. You deserve to feel something- to feel every damn second alive in this lifetime. It’s heartbreaking that you think you’re not capable of being loved, because you are, I love you trough all my words and I hope you let it happen in your heart. Love is scary, I know, maybe you heart had been broken once and since then you wanted to be rather numb than feel ever again, it hurts me how you punish yourself, does it not deserve love? Because YOU DO deserve love, please forgive yourself, it’s not your fault that the demons want to take over your beautiful heart. You’re not a bad person for distancing yourself from others, but you deserve someone to talk to, you deserve someone to listen. I am listening, you can tell me what’s wrong. It’s everything, isn’t it? There’s something pulling your heartstrings on the ground and no one seems to understand how misunderstood you feel, it’s heartbreaking to know that I am behind the screen and can’t give you a hug, that’s why I will give you a big warm virtual hug and send you lots of love :). You matter. You are worthy. You are loved. You deserve good things. You deserve someone to listen. You deserve to eat and drink. You deserve to feel good and alive. You deserve to smile. You deserve a hug. You deserve to be all the things you want to be, because you deserve to have and feel good things happening to you and have a fulfilled life. I know I might not know you personally but I care about you so much, I write this because I want you to stay here with me, I want you to hold on a little longer because you matter so much to me, because I will not let you give up on yourself. I want you to see that you should not give up on yourself because you DESERVE GOOD THINGS. I want you to look back on the time when you were a kid, you didn’t give up when you tried to swim for the first time, you didn’t give up when you tired to walk for the first time and fell, you never gave up on yourself, you always kept on pushing forwards, so why can’t you now? I know it’s tiring, your mentally tired, but dont your younger self deserve good things? look back at your eyes that used to be full of hope, look back on those dreams. Don’t let yourself fall, you deserve better. We will both fight, I will fight for you. I won’t let those demons get to you. You can hold on to me, I won’t let you down :). Whenever you feel lonely, then look at the sky, I always look at it and think about you. Yes, you, because it makes me happy that there’s someone looking right back, maybe we can’t see each other but I can feel your presence here with me and that’s enough for me, because I am glad your heart is beating and you’re still fighting. You’re so much stronger thank you think, you didn’t leave your spot on this earth even if you wanted to, you belong here, even though it doesn’t feel like it, when you don’t feel like belonging than build your own home here, put all your love in it and dreams. Think of you as a star when you feel alone, you shine because your heart is good, no matter what mistake you made, no matter about the past you had, you’re one of the stars that shine bright in the universe because you’re heart is beautiful, that’s why the demons in your mind wants to have it. As one of the stars you see others stars, maybe they have felt the same way as you do at some point in there life, but they lighten up the universe with each other’s presence. You’re a star for me, maybe you don’t see it yourself but I can see it, you’re beautiful from inside and out, your body is beautiful the way it is. You make me happy by reading this, you make me feel something by your presence and when you can make me feel that way than you also make other people feel that way about you too. I hope you stay for yourself and don’t let your story get written by others but by yourself, it’s your story not theirs. As you can see, I say a lot of “I hope” because I have hope for you even if you don’t have it for yourself, I see hope in you even though you might want to give up. That’s why I hope you won’t see the world in darkness and will see it colorful again, I hope I will give you a glimpse of hope and make the world you see a bit colorful for today. My favorite color is yellow, and I hope the next time you see the color yellow you will think about my words. If someone left you than don’t blame yourself, don’t think you weren’t enough, don’t lower yourself for someone who couldn’t see the awesomeness in you. If you lost someone I am so sorry for your loss, they want you happy, I hope you don’t feel guilty or regret because you were there, you spend enough time with them, they want you to be happy. They are in a good and safe place now. If someone broke your heart than I am so sorry that they couldn’t see the way you look so beautiful because of the heart you have. Anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). If you aren’t accepted at home or in general than I am so sorry that you have to deal with someone/ something you shouldn’t be ashamed of, I accept you and support you, I accept you as a human being no matter what race, religion, nationality, skin color, or sexuality you have. You’re safe here with me :). You’re not useless, you’re not a burden to anyone. You’re not a problem, you’re human and your feelings are valid. You’re not being dramatic. Please don’t starve yourself, you deserve food and to drink, I know it’s hard. It hurts to see that you’re in so much pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I am sorry no one is noticing, I wish /hope I could take your pain away for today or even for a moment while you’re reading this. If no one told you, I am so proud of you, you’re reading this and it’s enough for me to be proud of you because you’re here and that’s all that matters to me. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water everyday in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed. And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re so strong for breathing despite the pain, I know you will make it :) I believe in you. All I want for you is to stay here, I really mean all my words, even if there is a lot of unsaid things I want to tell u and my text is getting longer and longer,I want you here. I hope one day your smile will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world. You can let go for today, I got you, you can cry your heart out as much as you want, but don’t let it tear you down and let your emotions control you by giving up. Crying is not weakness. If you still feel alone I dedicate you a song as your friend. “Dusk till Dawn- Zayn feat. Sia (I prefer the slow version)” I hope you can think of me and will remind yourself of my words, I will for sure think of you. In case no one told you and you’re unsure yourself, you’re a good person and I am so happy you’re here. I hope this is enough to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. Enough with beating yourself up for today, okay? Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one. If you read all of it, until tomorrow my friend :) have a good day and great years. I love you so much and am so proud of you, I hope you will remember my words- becho, the stranger that cares more about you than anything :)

*I think you dropped this: 👑*

i listen to this every night on repeat while i sleep

I miss old times, I miss my old house , I miss my friends , I miss my old school , I miss my pets, I miss ...being able to be myself , happy, careless, free...

people wonder why i look so lonely, they wonder why i walk alone through school, they question my style, they say i’m pretty so why don’t i have any friends, well, that’s because i don’t depend on other people to make me happy, i have myself, and lately i’ve been losing myself and it’s starting to get harder and harder to love myself.

“Depression is like Cancer. It eats away at its victim until there is nothing left.” - Anomynous

Lyrics: Pick it up, pick it all up. And start again. You’ve got a second chance, You could go home. Escape it all. It’s just irrelevant. It’s just medicine. It’s just medicine. You could still be, What you want to, What you said you were, When I met you. You’ve got a warm heart, You’ve got a beautiful brain But it’s disintegrating, From all the medicine From all the medicine From all the medicine Medicine. You could still be, What you want to be, What you said you were, When you met me You could still be, What you want to What you said you were, When I met you When you met me When I met you

this song just makes me want to escape from reality. it makes me want to go dance in the rain. it makes me realize that im just existing, im not living. there's a difference between living and existing and im just existing. i just want to have fun with my friends.

This sounds so good slowed :)

Everytime i come back to this song it makes me realize how close I am to giving up.

"I'm fine, just need time alone" but please don't leave me, just stay with me and hold me at your arms in silence. Let the silence be louder than us

Yes I need this right know! I’m not feeling ok and this is amazing.....

losing someone is the worst type of pain. please don’t make someone you love have to feel that just because you want your pain to go away.

"Their is nothing wrong with my life theirs just something wrong with me."-abi m.

I miss being young. I miss not having to worry about anything at all. I miss it all being simple, when everyone was friends and we could go about our days without being judged. I hate there has to be stereotypes and that there is standards for everything. Why does everything have to be the same? Why cant it be different? Why are people judged on how they are and look? Why cant we just be who we want to be man? Life isnt fair, it's hard.

I hate not being anyone's favorite person, knowing that I'm always the second choice and the one time I'm finally someone's first choice I push them away. I'm trying so hard to get him back, he never fully left but he's just not putting in any effort anymore, and to be honest, I don't care if he won't meet me halfway. I swear I'll keep fighting to get to the other side and if it gets too hard then at least I'll know I gave up trying to fix what I have broken. I just want someone to love me as much as I love them, and at the same time. It hurts when you realize your too late to be someone's person.

El tener que esperar la madrugada para desahogarme en una puta sesión de comentarios de KZfaq me da ansiedad. Nadie me entiende, ni yo misma. Me siento mal por estar mal porque crecí escuchando “tu tienes de todo, no tienes motivos para estar triste”. Siempre disminuyen mis sentimientos, siempre me compararán con otras personas, eso duele, mucho

Everyone in this comment section needs a big old hug. 😭❤️

Find it funny how parents always say we’re just a bunch off kids who won’t come off our phones, no mum and dads it’s to escape the real world 💔💔

Boatos que eu entrei aqui varias veses chorando

Essa musica acaba cmg 😢😪

the song and the movie are so perfect 2gether

Tem brasileiro aqui 🙋🏻‍♀️❤️🥺 amo essa música

this song hits different after you close to overdosing 3 times over the span of 3 days...everyday the pills would get closer and closer to my mouth...and yea, life’s tough, but i’m happy i’m still here right now, writing this comment.

I was always confused when people told me they cannot cry anymore and just sit there numb. After years of constant crying, I can finally say I know exactly how they feel. Or, how they don't feel...anything.

dear stranger, stop being sad you have no reason to has someone said that to you well its ok if you have no reason to be sad you have different things going on in your life your you and even if i dont know you IM PROUD OF YOU keep on fighting I LOVE YOU

I used to listen to this song a lot when I was depressed. Now I only listen once in a while when my mood is down, my life is pretty neat right now and I'm grateful I'm over that bad journey.

Eu sempre irei volta aqui pra escuta essa música

*me lying in bed staring at the stars while listening to the calming music* TMobile Ad: I WANT IT ALL-

Idk why i crying because the Movie or the sound 🥺😭

I realized today that no one celebrated my birthday with me. I mean, I know covid is a thing and my family got me presents and my birthday is six days after Christmas and it's been almost three whole months without me noticing but I finally did. None of my friends really did much more than send me 'happy birthday' texts and spam their snap stories with pics of me. No one even gave me a hug.

Esta canción me hace sacar las lágrimas:( me encanta, y también me gusta la peli, también me hizo llorar, y bueno, ahora ando muy mal:( y me hace un favor esta canción😫

vc pode ser o que vc quiser, eu tenho tanto tanto orgulho por tudo q vc tem aguentado, vc tem um coração tão lindo, estou tão orgulhosa de vc, eu sei que as vezes as coisas podem ficar complicadas, mas vc está fazendo o bastante e até demais, vc é um homem incrivel, vc é um alma abençoada e as coisas vão ficar bem, eu rezo por isso. t.

Algum brasileiro escultando essa musica com lagrimas caindo no rosto?

This song makes me so happy and so damn sad at the same freaking time...

Esta canción me trae recuerdos muy hermosos, que quedarán mercados en mi mente y alma por el resto de mi vida. El amor entre dos personas que alguna vez se amaron quedara brillando en alguna estrella, donde jamás dejara de brillar. Te dedico este tema a ti, mi ruchiano donde sea que estes. Te amo y amare por el resto de mi vida

This is always my crying song wtf IT SOUNDS SO GOOD THOOO

Still breaks my heart everytime I go back to this one

imagine listening to this by a quiet lake surrounded by mountains

Man I try so hard and no one excepts that I can’t even make ppl happy nm and I work so hard and try to make ppl late and have a good time ever day I put a fake smile on my face so ppl will not se the rill me

oooow finally daughter!

i don’t think i’ve ever heard a song so powerful. just wow.

i love your account sm

EI VC VC MESMO ISSO VC ENT... NÃO CHORE EU TÔ AQUI E DEUS TBM :) VC É FORTE VC VAI CONSEGUIR :) BOM... EU NÃO CONSIGO MAIS MAIS VC SIM! LEMBRE QUE TEM GENTE QUE TE AMA INCLUSIVE DEUS ELE TÁ TORCENDO PRA VC CONQUISTA TODOS OS SEUS SONHOS BOM... :) NÃO LIGUE PARA OQ AS PESSOAS FALA VC É INCRÍVEL :) I LOVE YOU TE AMO...

why did you do this to me 😩 *adds to playlist*

3:16 :/

I know this song is about having physical medical issues, but every time I hear it, I just break down because I feel like my anti-depressants are the only thing really keeping me here. It just builds a wall to block the pain, not actually help it.

”We’re all just suicidal kids telling other suicidal kids to stop being suicidal.” These aren’t my words but just spread it.

i used to cry on this song years ago. here we go again lol

Aquí un comentario en español, está canción es muy bella y me haces sentir triste y solo ):

I love that in this comment section we’re free to share our feelings ... the only sad thing is .. we only feel free to do it online 😔

I just feel dead....emotionally.....physicaly..mentally....just dead....no longer breathing......be suffocated

All I did was fail today.

I would've been gone for 3 months and 20 days if the attempt worked, it's so hard to resist. But I kept a promise to my mom that I would try my hardest to stay alive for her.

Minhas lágrimas vibram na mesma linha sonora

i just wanna someone loved me….):

Honestly if I die it would be so much better;) no more pain...

Guys i always listen to this masterpiece every single night and trust me its an amazing roller coaster ride of emotions. This song is a medicine for us. I know that bcz of the pandemic and regular lives we r super stressed and tired physically and mentally. To all those who lost their loved ones and really need support. Who need guidance,love, motivation this song is a gem. I know its been tough but remember you r loved, you r a warrior and will fight all the odds no matter what the circumstances. God is always there for u just have complete faith in him. If u ever feel like giving up remember your family and the purpose of starting your journey. Also listening to this after a long tiring day in bed with everyone asleep, eyes closed especially after 3:00 and body left loose is an escape from reality experience ♥️💕

If i could give everyone a hug in these comments i'd hold on tight and never let go.

Você começa a perceber que nada mais te faz algum sentido, quando começa a ouvir essa música sem nenhum mero sentimento.

omg i love this💗🥺

This is the best slowed🥺❤️

i need her to not give up. she means the world to me.

0:00-5:05 my favourite bit

não sou eu que estou chorando,é você.

from the many times i’ve listened to this song i always feel in my core its so good

Você percebe o seu nível de frieza emociona quando essa música não te afeta mais ...

The song reminds me of the only friend I had since childhood, everything happened so fast and I didn't notice the signs that Amber gave, looking back I see that there was a request for help by the exchanges of looks, in the way she looked for nothing and said that she didn't have options like I did, but to me it all seemed normal because she was kind of philosophical and always joked about it. That afternoon as we were returning from the library she asked for a hug and invited me to travel around aimlessly, then she smiled saying it was a joke, I remember I didn't react but I disguised it when I saw that she was wearing a long-sleeved shirt only with bare hands and once she said she hated it. The next day she didn't go to college and at night they found the body. I think she just wanted to run away, to have a safe haven. Amber, I'm sorry I didn't hug you tighter that day, I really thought I'd see you again

I'm building my own home here. My comfort zone, my safe zone. I'm glad that I scrolled down the comment section. So glad that I found this song. So glad that I'm exist. So glad that I'm not given up. Thank you. I love blue. So every time I looked up to the sky, I always remember me, the one who's not giving up, the one that always there through everything. I'm here. I'll be here 2023. I'll be here 2024. I'll be here 2025. I'll be here 2026. I'll be here 2027.

The hardest part about being alive is having to lie to people telling them your okay when your really not

You could still be what you want to be 🥺🎧🙌

they're always saying that there always here but where are they

i sleep a lot to just escape this world without having to end it

Essa musica me deixaa arrepiada 😢😢😢😢

My mum passed away july last year, and this song always makes me think of her, i have no idea why

I love this :(🖤

Al escuchar esta música recuerdo de la persona que más ame, un amor imposible:(

STELLA AND WILL 😭😭✋

esse filme me destruiu em todas as maneiras

people be crying to drivers license when this exists? smh :/

I love it 💖

I need someone like Stella… please

i feel empty, i feel that anybody could help me.

TAMBÉM VAI TER GENTE QUE VAI FALA "VOCÊ É MUITO MAGRA" MANO SÉRIO NÃO LIGA PRA ESSAS PESSOAS OK? :) EU QUERO VER VOCÊ FELIZ COM O SORRISO NA BOCA :)

A música e as partes do filme rolando no fundo acaba com qualquer um 😢💔

Burnt a hole in my mind.

brazilian coment, sorry... será que é assim? crescemos pra virarmos seres humanos tristes? eu me lembro que quando pequena, eu queria crescer, e ser alguém. e a única coisa que eu queria agora é desaparecer.

A música com q mais chorei esse ano foi essa ;(

I think the hardest part about dating is losing them. The memories and the trust you had for them. The times they made you feel happy when you were sad, Calling you by their nicknames that they made, The calls and texts, the meetings and dates. Even though you saw this coming it still hits you like a rock. Its the moment you realize that all of the good times are just in the past. When you realize that person you want to start a family with is taking another rode without you. When you realize that no one would ever make you happy like they did. When you realize you wont ever see them smile you wont hear there laugh and you wont hold them ever again. Its like you wake up from a dream. Talking to them wont be the same anymore and you will see them fall in love with someone else. There's nothing you can do but take a big breath and accept it. It's done. there's no going back. I'm sorry but we cant turn back time. You just have to accept it and move on. It's over.

ʏᴏᴜ ᴄᴏᴜʟᴅ sᴛɪʟʟ ʙᴇ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ᴡᴀɴᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ʏᴏᴜ sᴀɪᴅ ʏᴏᴜ ᴡᴇʀᴇ ᴡʜᴇɴ ɪ ᴍᴇᴛ ʏᴏᴜ.

When you have been in a mental hospital and had to take antidepressants for suicide attempts and suicidal thoughts this song really hits different

i cant do this anymore, i’m empty and i will be forgotten. i have cried so much that nothing is coming out anymore, my pain is growing greater and greater by the day. People say it will get better, but when i just can’t wait

i miss me. when I was really happy. because people took it from me I feel so lonely

i'm still here. my god i'm still here.

I miss old free fire 😭😭

that feeling when you are crying and start to sob because it gets too strong and the children escape you, but you have to hold on because you are afraid that someone will hear you. And you go on in your day like you're not breaking apart piece by piece. You laugh, you smile. But once you are alone, you become someone completely different, and let the feeling of darkness and sadness and just be completely useless come back. Because this is the real you, but no one has published the record yet. And this is how you like things to happen. You would rather pretend than worry about other people worrying about you. But you just want to scream and cry and let it all out