day in my life without a job

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Cynical Duchess

Cynical Duchess

Жыл бұрын

Day in the life of an unemployed 27 year old. Welcome back to the misfit diaries, where everyone's favorite anti vlogger learns how to apply for a job and get my life together like a normal person.
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MY JOURNEY:
500 subs: March 20, 2021
1,000 subs: August 6, 2021
5,000 subs: December 11, 2021
10,000 subs: December 28, 2021
50,000 subs: it'll happen soon
FAQ:
what's your name? Batsheva!
where did you go to college? I studied film at BU
what camera do you use? Sony ZVE10 and I use premiere pro to edit
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Пікірлер: 89
@CynicalDuchess
@CynicalDuchess Жыл бұрын
Have any of you guys been unemployed before? How did you get out of it? Or, if you're still unemployed, you have my permission to use this space as a venting place-- how you all coping? Would love to hear any job war stories you have so we can all feel better about ourselves!
@MichelleMozes
@MichelleMozes Жыл бұрын
I feel like I just watched a movie. The cinematography is unreal, I’m loving every camera angle choice. Congrats girl! Keep living your dream!!!
@CynicalDuchess
@CynicalDuchess Жыл бұрын
will do!!
@scrivspo
@scrivspo Жыл бұрын
FELT LIKE A MOVIEEEE. Your creativity and talent is unmatched, you’re gunna be huge one of these days
@CynicalDuchess
@CynicalDuchess Жыл бұрын
Amennn
@starsandsuch7778
@starsandsuch7778 Жыл бұрын
I thought this just might be a vlog of you in various coffee shops or showing how you eat on a budget - i was so pleasantly surprised to see you taking initiative and really putting yourself out there! That takes a lot, that’s really brave 😊
@CynicalDuchess
@CynicalDuchess Жыл бұрын
Really appreciate this comment! Nah, that behavior is for when I get disposable income LOL. My biggest priority is having the funds to continue growing this KZfaq channel, and that means doing things that I may not like to do, which is applying everywhere. Thank the lord, I finally got a job. took me months, but we got there
@Drewskii911
@Drewskii911 2 ай бұрын
I know the feeling. The hardest part is not giving up hope. The right job will come to you when you are ready
@CynicalDuchess
@CynicalDuchess 2 ай бұрын
amen
@zushagoldin
@zushagoldin Жыл бұрын
THANK YOU for including me in this! Amazing and entertaining! You’re so talented! Kudos for you for DMing the KZfaqrs!
@CynicalDuchess
@CynicalDuchess Жыл бұрын
And thank you Zusha!! You so inspiring
@ZachWeiss
@ZachWeiss Жыл бұрын
Incredible video Batsheva! So proud of you for following your dreams even when it’s difficult. You inspire me deeply, considering we come from (very) similar backgrounds. Keep up the good work 💪
@CynicalDuchess
@CynicalDuchess Жыл бұрын
we do come from extremely similar backgrounds lol, its always funny to me
@makermeagan3975
@makermeagan3975 Жыл бұрын
This was a fantastic video! The storytelling was so well done! Thank you for sharing.
@CynicalDuchess
@CynicalDuchess Жыл бұрын
Thank you for watching!!!
@Lily-ig1rt
@Lily-ig1rt 8 ай бұрын
I know this video is 3 months old, but I really needed this today. I'm not unemployed, but I am freelance and often deal with crippling anxiety about job security. I always feel like my skills are subpar and that it's only a matter of days until I'm jobless. And personally, the idea of working in an office or retail again makes me feel sick. I've never been able to handle working anything other than freelance for any extended period of time. This video reminded me, though, that you can always look up, even when pursuing a job outside of the norm is terrifying. You've got this! Lots of love from your freelancer friends!
@CynicalDuchess
@CynicalDuchess 8 ай бұрын
I've barely posted recently this feels like I uploaded it yesterday lol. we definitely got this. know that freelancing is scary-- anything without perceived security is-- but I truly believe we were created with various talents and passions for a reason, and with enough push, we'll make an impact with those passions. Don't stop, and if you need to take a side job just for your mental health perhaps do that, but you will get there no doubt.
@tajashania
@tajashania Жыл бұрын
Ahh the billboard!! Can’t remember if I already said congrats to you about that but congrats!! Also well done fir getting the job at the end I’m so proud of you ❤❤
@CynicalDuchess
@CynicalDuchess Жыл бұрын
Thank you Taj!!!! Slowly but surely we all get there (slowly 😑)
@ThisIsGeorgeMatthew
@ThisIsGeorgeMatthew Жыл бұрын
Loved this video! I enjoy your videos because I feel the same in that I continue to compare myself to others, I continue to feel like I’m not going anywhere in life except in a circle, and I just don’t know when my luck will change. This video is so inspirational and I hope you continue to chase your dreams and keep taking risks! I enjoy your content, gurl! It may sound cliche but “never stop believing” because if they can do it, we can do it to! Whatever “it” maybe! Thank you for sharing this video! Can’t wait to see the big things you do next!
@CynicalDuchess
@CynicalDuchess Жыл бұрын
Totally feel you. It definitely feels like going in a circle, or tapping against a very thin window where you see what you want on the other side, but you just keep getting separated from it. But we can’t stop banging on that window. It will open.
@batshevagphotography
@batshevagphotography Жыл бұрын
This was so well done and just wow. From start to finish, both opener and closing were simply perfection. What a story. Thank you for taking us on this journey with you!! 👏 This took incredible vulnerability in so many different ways. Best of luck with the new chapter! Can't wait to see what it brings!
@Lydia-kf6hh
@Lydia-kf6hh Жыл бұрын
Im so glad you're passionate about moving on! You're such a brave person, please remember that getting started is the hardest❤
@CynicalDuchess
@CynicalDuchess Жыл бұрын
Things always get easier
@EstherHyman
@EstherHyman 11 ай бұрын
You've got this girl! Love your content and your drive. It's awesome to see you pursuing what you love and putting yourself out there. You inspire me.
@alizashugarman6819
@alizashugarman6819 Жыл бұрын
Wow this is so relatable! I almost didnt go to college bc i saw others fail and beleived i would be the same. I didnt believe that i had it in me to pursue higher education and thought i wasnt "smart enough." Luckily i had people around me who recognized my worth more than i did at that time. I completed college and now i have a job that i love, making a real difference in kid's lives. I marvel at how much i would have lost out on if i had listened to all that negativity i was telling myself.... Keep on going for it Batsheva!
@CynicalDuchess
@CynicalDuchess Жыл бұрын
I realized last night that I was blocking myself from getting things I wanted (like marriage) because I told myself I didn’t deserve the things I wanted, that it was impossible. The minute I allowed Myself to dream, the world opened up. You? Not smart? Pffffft. We are capable of everything.
@fireflyc1
@fireflyc1 Жыл бұрын
So real and creative!! Keep going!❤️
@stylishthriftye
@stylishthriftye Жыл бұрын
Batsheva!! So happy for you!!!! All the best on your new adventure. Sending you lots of love and Light from NYC! :)
@CynicalDuchess
@CynicalDuchess Жыл бұрын
Thank you so much!!
@Life_42
@Life_42 Жыл бұрын
My unemployment time I would spend reading, learning, and exercising physically. Self-improvement nonstop when not employed.
@CynicalDuchess
@CynicalDuchess Жыл бұрын
Very good use of your time!
@muscular-lr6er
@muscular-lr6er Жыл бұрын
I have been unemployed since 2020. covid-19 has affected my mental health and would occasionally have seizures and I was attending college. I needed a huge break but I will find a job hopefully around the end 0f 2023.
@CynicalDuchess
@CynicalDuchess Жыл бұрын
There is so much time in life. Take your time. You have your entire life to be employed and working hard. Well all get there
@muscular-lr6er
@muscular-lr6er Жыл бұрын
@@CynicalDuchess Thank you 🥲
@jennifertommo6746
@jennifertommo6746 Жыл бұрын
Really love what you do!!!🤩🤩
@renaberman3355
@renaberman3355 Жыл бұрын
A billboard!!!!!! So cool!! I loved the first plant you showed. The second one is also so cute!! Great video :)
@CynicalDuchess
@CynicalDuchess Жыл бұрын
In my head I call it planty plant but it really needs a new name because that one is taken ;)
@jennifertommo6746
@jennifertommo6746 Жыл бұрын
Your shirttt!! love ittt!!
@CynicalDuchess
@CynicalDuchess Жыл бұрын
Thank you!!
@shoshanagoldman43
@shoshanagoldman43 Жыл бұрын
This video was super well-made! 😁 You are rlly rlly talented.
@CynicalDuchess
@CynicalDuchess Жыл бұрын
Thank you so much!!
@dafnasalem9200
@dafnasalem9200 Жыл бұрын
OMG, congrats on the billboard and on the new job! ❤ I was hearing about the "rejection therapy", I Iwant to dare and try it because I know it helps to gain confidence.
@CynicalDuchess
@CynicalDuchess Жыл бұрын
thank you!! I defiantly believe in rejection therapy. doing something over and over eventually makes you stronger at it
@jimmyrivera1837
@jimmyrivera1837 Жыл бұрын
i love your stuff. keep going
@CynicalDuchess
@CynicalDuchess Жыл бұрын
Will do!!
@veve7349
@veve7349 Жыл бұрын
You're doing great! You've got this!!
@CynicalDuchess
@CynicalDuchess Жыл бұрын
I do got this
@daisyrosario3438
@daisyrosario3438 Жыл бұрын
Don't give up! You're doing good!😊
@CynicalDuchess
@CynicalDuchess Жыл бұрын
Not giving up!! 😊
@andrearuiz9387
@andrearuiz9387 Жыл бұрын
I loved this video. Be patient with yourself. Everything happens when it should and how it should. You'll get there. Enjoy the journey. כל הכבוד
@CynicalDuchess
@CynicalDuchess Жыл бұрын
True, when it should and how it should
@andrearuiz9387
@andrearuiz9387 Жыл бұрын
@@CynicalDuchess "I'm not afraid of storms, for I'm learning to sail my ship." -Louisa May Alcott
@gemmababe
@gemmababe Жыл бұрын
Proud of you!
@CynicalDuchess
@CynicalDuchess Жыл бұрын
☺️☺️
@CC-oe1zu
@CC-oe1zu Жыл бұрын
Batsheva, I am SO damn proud of you.
@CynicalDuchess
@CynicalDuchess Жыл бұрын
Taco ☺️
@rubenc.5648
@rubenc.5648 Жыл бұрын
I've been laid off 3 times in the past 4 years. Best advice is EVERY job is temporary and make the best of your career. Update your resume every 6 months and also enjoy the journey of life
@b.miller2799
@b.miller2799 Жыл бұрын
Same here but I’m not at all upset about it . Thank goodness , excited to watch this vid❤
@CynicalDuchess
@CynicalDuchess Жыл бұрын
sometimes we need a good break to explore!!
@b.miller2799
@b.miller2799 Жыл бұрын
@@CynicalDuchess yes I’m going to end up with a remote job too eventually !
@hpyrkh3
@hpyrkh3 Жыл бұрын
MORE VIDEOS!!!
@CynicalDuchess
@CynicalDuchess Жыл бұрын
YES SIR
@CORVAIRWILD
@CORVAIRWILD Жыл бұрын
1st view from Wisconsin Dells vacation
@CynicalDuchess
@CynicalDuchess Жыл бұрын
enjoy
@madamem2140
@madamem2140 Жыл бұрын
Lana del ray level cinematography
@CynicalDuchess
@CynicalDuchess Жыл бұрын
That is a huge compliment, thank you 🤩
@ginger770613
@ginger770613 Жыл бұрын
The plant must be named rainbow jasmine the second
@CynicalDuchess
@CynicalDuchess Жыл бұрын
OH MY GOD, YOURE RIGHT
@CORVAIRWILD
@CORVAIRWILD Жыл бұрын
Dont put your hair on the floor... landlord speaking lmao
@shaistaali9802
@shaistaali9802 Жыл бұрын
U like Moya . I think if you moved to Paris u would have so much success with many brands
@CynicalDuchess
@CynicalDuchess Жыл бұрын
Moving to Paris would be so much fun!! Unfortunately I don’t have an EU passport like Moya does, that’s how she can live in Paris ;)
@shaistaali9802
@shaistaali9802 Жыл бұрын
@CynicalDuchess oh yes cause she's Irish
@shaistaali9802
@shaistaali9802 Жыл бұрын
@@CynicalDuchess I know ur going to be very big its just a matter of time
@Dragondw11
@Dragondw11 9 ай бұрын
4:07 Isabel
@CynicalDuchess
@CynicalDuchess 9 ай бұрын
solid name.
@VisibleToAllUsersOnYoutub
@VisibleToAllUsersOnYoutub Жыл бұрын
Aaahahaha
@jennifertommo6746
@jennifertommo6746 Жыл бұрын
8:48 So Jewish to do that! (asking a question back instead of answering an answer)..
@CynicalDuchess
@CynicalDuchess Жыл бұрын
😂
@michael_howling
@michael_howling 9 ай бұрын
The idea that in life and cant try without there being repercussions is all in your head, you apply for harvard, you get turned down and you now have a good idea that you arent at the level to be accepted into harvard yet. You didnt die, you didnt get hit, or distorted in any way. Rather, if you choose to not try, your health and fatigue will slowly destroy your youth and your life for years to come, until you either put an end to it, or are crushed by it inevitably. It's far easier to, work part time and try to make youtube happen, maybe even move if you have to, send out a million applications and a million room requests, do it while you have the time to. Because the brick wall that we all have to meet sooner or later is coming, when our health starts to fail, unless we can get to a stable enough point before 30ish. Everyone has potential for an idea, we're in an era where you get paid to be creative especially us, because we're americans, the healthiest and free'st so we have the most nuance brains. But nobody will listen to common sense, if you have a weak body, you wont have the strength to stand up in the morning on hard days. Nobody works out, nobody tries, everyone is afraid of judgment or failure. But death is way worse than blurting the wrong answer out in-front of a group of people, even a million people. Death is the end. A mistake/attempt can be overwritten the following millisecond as long as theres no obvious risk of injury.
@aleksandracywka1720
@aleksandracywka1720 Жыл бұрын
I'm not sure if I'd go to work for vogue even if they'd literally contact me and offer like a milion a year... well, maybe for an asian one, if I could stay anonymous... 🤔. you so don't seem to me to fit to 4 ex. vogue that it'd be difficult to subscribe... but, well, good luck in the subject.
@CynicalDuchess
@CynicalDuchess Жыл бұрын
I don’t want to work for Vogue, my dream job is KZfaq. But it’s a good exercise to apply to hard to get into places to work on your pitching and resume skills!
@ariela_
@ariela_ 9 ай бұрын
This video was very entertaining but I am genuinely confused. How are you unemployed if you have a good amount of views and you were featured on a billboard…. If you’re getting paid from social media, even if it’s not consistent or much that doesn’t make you unemployed
@CynicalDuchess
@CynicalDuchess 9 ай бұрын
Because views does not payment make :)
@Shylockcharm
@Shylockcharm Жыл бұрын
salads are bad for you. thats why you have stomach ache
@angeliee
@angeliee Жыл бұрын
this was absolutely brilliant 🥹
@CynicalDuchess
@CynicalDuchess Жыл бұрын
Taco Angelie ☺️☺️
@1982382
@1982382 Жыл бұрын
Your very creative and very cute! Thanks for making a video with my brother.
@CynicalDuchess
@CynicalDuchess Жыл бұрын
Your brother is also very creative and very cute!
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