This isn't a song you sing along to....this is a song you have on loop, laying in bed at 3 a.m. staring at the wall, completely empty...
@predictivetextisforaunts4 жыл бұрын
Shoto T o d o r o k i Hang a picture. The wall will no longer be completely empty. Voila.
@MariAvgialien4 жыл бұрын
I know. I’m so sorry! I’m here for you! We’re all in this together! Stay strong 🦋
@letha89734 жыл бұрын
😢
@ka1t0den1se4 жыл бұрын
me right now ):
@Sle3plessNights4 жыл бұрын
If only you could have a video on loop on mobile
@user-es1qd1ei6q4 жыл бұрын
depression is like having a mind that tries to die with a body that tries to survive.
@joshuajames1914 жыл бұрын
Yep and you feel alone
@mikeras30583 жыл бұрын
I heard that before and it's true
@pxilityfn17583 жыл бұрын
I read that
@Ice.muffin3 жыл бұрын
Wow...
@__SiD__3 жыл бұрын
lol
@drivingfruity3 жыл бұрын
*"I am not heartless, I just can’t feel nothing"* I relate to this line so much
@cloudyrayz3 жыл бұрын
You are so strong honey!! Hope you're doing good now! also,you can always talk about it!! I'll be here!
@PhoenixWerewolf2 жыл бұрын
i haven't cried for almost a year now i try to make myself cry, but it just doesn't work thats why that line also relates to me
@formulajuan6442 жыл бұрын
Me too. It gets scary sometimes when you can't and not able to feel anything even if you want to.
@chambersinternational73472 жыл бұрын
@@PhoenixWerewolf why do you try to cry? Can you talk to me?
@katsukibakugou429 Жыл бұрын
Same my family think I am pushing them away but deep down I want them to stay
@vidavida86923 жыл бұрын
I stopped crying. I stopped smiling. I stopped caring. And everyone got mad. So I started faking a smile. So I started pretending. So I started to make them happy. Guess they forgot I'm not.
@alexdaniel56413 жыл бұрын
If you need help go talk to your friends, family and people you trust, life can be great so dont waste it, and also dont worry everything is gonna be better after the pandemic ends so just wait, keep going foward because life is full of good experiences and memories that are gonna make you think it was all worth it, a lot of suicide survivors remember that they changed their mind mid-suicide and are glad to be alive, if necessary search for help in the internet, call the suicide hotline and if you can afford a therapist too because i worry about you "suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" almost everyone have a dark chapter in life you can pass through it. Dont be shy to call for help or else you are gonna hurt yourself more
@savagestorm81973 жыл бұрын
Sadly enough I really felt that…
@alexdaniel56413 жыл бұрын
@@savagestorm8197 if you need help go talk to your friends, family and people you trust, life can be great so do not waste it, and also do not worry everything is gonna be better after the pandemic ends just wait, keep going forward because life is full of good experiences and memories that are gonna make you think it was all worth it, a lot of people that tried to end their lives remember that they changed their mind and are glad to be alive, if necessary search for help in the internet if you can afford a therapist too because I worry about you "ending your life is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" also do not be shy to call for help
@savagestorm81973 жыл бұрын
@@alexdaniel5641 Thank you for caring. I’m alright though I just sometimes have those sad days as I’m sure everyone does. I don’t plan on ending my life I actually recovered from an attempt a couple months back that helped put things into a different perspective…I’m still trying to stay as positive as possible no matter how dark the days get I try to see the light
@Bedoo-nl7ub3 жыл бұрын
WHY DO I RELATE TO THIS
@raymarkorientegalang13004 жыл бұрын
I CAN BE SO HAPPY ONE MINUTE, THEN CRYING ALONE IN A CORNER THE NEXT.
@bakageyama90694 жыл бұрын
BIPOLARRRRR
@lisaroush87214 жыл бұрын
Yes go through is 43 years like this it hard at Time I know want like
@obviouslykei75374 жыл бұрын
Me lmao
@fujoshi84644 жыл бұрын
Relatable
@De.resita4 жыл бұрын
Same and what's more painful is the person you love take the initiative to call you "crazy" or "out of control" when you're just fighting your demons. Holding it all together so he doesn't know
@playwithkenito4 жыл бұрын
Why am I so sensitive. Everything hurts me
@playwithkenito4 жыл бұрын
Haylee o.O thank you 🥺
@mad_hatter78804 жыл бұрын
that can happen when you bottle all your feelings up it makes every emotion a lot stronger
@nourlasswed38704 жыл бұрын
If i find an answer i 'll absouloutly tell u
@ameliebeute63454 жыл бұрын
That's also me :(
@nicoleb45804 жыл бұрын
you're not too sensitive honey you've just been holding it in for too long where now it's too much and you have to let it out or you'll explode... never forget you're not alone
@15JordansHeart3 жыл бұрын
Me: Mom I wanna be an actress Mom: why? My mind: because I have been acting everyday of my life Me: because it seems fun
@yato_papxios3 жыл бұрын
I can relate so much. I feel you
@destinynall75643 жыл бұрын
bru yesss
@just_blue0013 жыл бұрын
I feel ya
@snitchzerboo3 жыл бұрын
my dream is to win an oscar for the best actor and get a star in The Walk Of Fame GOOD LUCK TO YOU AND ME
@dustinridge53273 жыл бұрын
ThAnk you who ever you are
@gm80553 жыл бұрын
The scariest thing is when nothing makes you want to stay, because when nothing Matters there's nothing stopping you from permanently leaving this earth.
@22-ix-glakshmijayakumar203 жыл бұрын
Leaving this world is not a solution for a bad challenging life we should learn to fight, fight and win and slowly heal there's nothing that stops uh frm loving urself . Someone somewhere is loving uh with all their heart and praying for you to get heal and be okay pls don't break their heart by giving up . Every thing is gonna be okay.💝
@rebeccadurand68323 жыл бұрын
I know the feeling
@charlieemery29973 жыл бұрын
If no one loves you love yourself. If no one cares care about yourself. I think you only get to live life once. live it. Be great because your already great.
@virginiapeach79 Жыл бұрын
@22-IX-G lakshmi jayakumar so what happens when you have fought your entire life for the people you love and once the fight is over they abandon you with nothing and nobody? I'll be doing them all a favor.
@virginiagwen6523 Жыл бұрын
Experienced this. Only thing I can say is: live for yourself. Live for YOURSELF. Not anyone else. Know that you deserve better. Even if you can't believe it, know that you deserve happiness, even if you can't remember what happiness is. At the end of the day, there is nothing to lose. We all die at the end, why not live just a little bit longer? Who knows, maybe things might get better? Take that hope and hold onto it like a lifeline. That's probably the only thing that keeps me going these days.
@bovriens91604 жыл бұрын
I don't know what's more depressing, the song or the comment section
@__LVart4 жыл бұрын
Reading this immediately made me laugh rn. Thanks, needed that fr
@crystalsanchez28914 жыл бұрын
Both😟
@pratibhabhati44374 жыл бұрын
my life is more depressing
@katiewilson82704 жыл бұрын
The comment sections response to this sad but entirely true and relatable song is what’s more sad.
@ross85344 жыл бұрын
Both tbh
@faithschlottfeld27794 жыл бұрын
"We are a generation that doesn't care" -We are a generation that cares to much-
@predictivetextisforaunts4 жыл бұрын
Faith Schlottfeld too*
@faithschlottfeld27794 жыл бұрын
@@predictivetextisforaunts oh noooo
@predictivetextisforaunts4 жыл бұрын
Faith Schlottfeld no*
@swaytagawd30614 жыл бұрын
@@predictivetextisforaunts shut the fuck up Nerd
@predictivetextisforaunts4 жыл бұрын
GotChills Good grammar costs nothing, so use it. It’ll stop “nerds” like me commenting on your comments.
@lyn90703 жыл бұрын
So...nobody notices how hard you try to hold back your tears everyday 🥀
@alexdaniel56413 жыл бұрын
If you need help go talk to your friends, family and people you trust, life can be great so dont waste it, and also dont worry everything is gonna be better after the pandemic ends so just wait, keep going foward because life is full of good experiences and memories that are gonna make you think it was all worth it, a lot of suicide survivors remember that they changed their mind mid-suicide and are glad to be alive, if necessary search for help in the internet, call the suicide hotline and if you can afford a therapist too because i worry about you "suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" almost everyone have a dark chapter in life you can pass through it...
@kooki21707 Жыл бұрын
@@alexdaniel5641 i literally have no one to talk to tho😒
@topolatte Жыл бұрын
@@kooki21707 wanna talk?
@shahhusainsaiyed5614 Жыл бұрын
@@kooki21707 you can talk to me
@vincenzodemora9274 Жыл бұрын
@@kooki21707 same
@nomeansno88583 жыл бұрын
If someone says that he/she is "HAPPY" this is what he/she means H-hiding all the pain A-acting okay P-pleading for help P-praying for happiness Y-yelling in silence And thats the way they could hide everything.....🙂
@predictivetextisforaunts3 жыл бұрын
Or they mean, they’re experiencing pleasure and contentment. The actual definition of happy.
@anawesomegamer44298 ай бұрын
just lie when someone says "you ok?" that's what I do. i just say im fine, when in reality, im breaking down to myself telling myself I'm a massive failure and I should just commit suicide already... im alone in a world of nice people. but I can't trust anyone because that's what ive been taught. the nicest people can hurt you the most. i shouldn't be here, I really should not be here right now.
@smokinagata4 жыл бұрын
I smile a lot but, there's this uncomfortable feeling in my chest and I just want to burst in tears all the time, I wish this feeling go away because it freaking hurts and it's breaking me and my mentaility every freaking single day.
@abbie48574 жыл бұрын
I can't think of a day when I don't feel the same as this x
@predictivetextisforaunts4 жыл бұрын
Sounds like bronchitis. Simple antibiotics will sort that out.
@kue69164 жыл бұрын
i can relate cuz i have that too...i feel like wanna cry everytime and my mentality goes unstable..i cant define what real or not...i feel like my life is nothing..but if u stay strong you will be better..just like me :) im getting better...face it dont hide from it
@tamekaromero84784 жыл бұрын
I felt this so much
@rebelhanran6684 жыл бұрын
I feel you... Everyday I had to pretend that I'm okay.. I'm so tired with this life..
@delia99954 жыл бұрын
Everytime i think that i am fine something makes me realize that i am feeling the same .
@arandompersoninthecomments25324 жыл бұрын
Same I thought I was getting better and guess what? I got really sick and now I'm back at where I was, but actually I think I wasn’t getting better, I just tricked my mind into believing I was getting better.
@KK-nz9eq4 жыл бұрын
same, so tired of this 😞
@haneenherwee90804 жыл бұрын
Yeah, you just think that's Everything is better and then and something Happens and you come back to The reality.... we are all feeling The same
@mistery90554 жыл бұрын
I feel you completely the meds dont even do nothing no more
@kael73574 жыл бұрын
damn
@dolmagurung66193 жыл бұрын
F.E.A.R Has 2 meanings:'Forget everything and run' or 'Face everything and rise'. The choice is yours💔
@rurunu26853 жыл бұрын
or: 'First Encounter Assault Recon' ...
@cnzie7103 жыл бұрын
What a wise man !
@predictivetextisforaunts3 жыл бұрын
Fear comes from the old English word fere, which meant peril and that was derived from a Proto-Germanic word feraz, that meant danger. It is not an acronym, stop spreading misinformation.
@abrahammsdla14343 жыл бұрын
Forget everything and rice 🤗
@Daniiel1173 жыл бұрын
Or the third meaning, "omg Alma is so cute, wait why is she runnin' to me on full speed with red eyes ahahaha help meee omgomg get lost bitch *shots fired shots fired*"
@CytoWanca7263 жыл бұрын
“ think about the people you’ll hurt “ Did they ever think for a second how much that would hurt me?
@veroz91513 жыл бұрын
Thats from isaac dunbar,right?
@tsu21553 жыл бұрын
It's such a selfish thing to say to someone who's struggling
@veroz91513 жыл бұрын
tsu bateva wahtttt...?!
@koguchipower48163 жыл бұрын
I don't think they care of the consequences it has on others, As long as there pain stops that's what's important. If you don't feel like them, then you will never understand
@veroz91513 жыл бұрын
KISUU USAGI what?
@norahzz43814 жыл бұрын
Does anyone just sometimes tell themselves “I will end it today” then sit there crying not having the balls to do it
@mad_hatter78804 жыл бұрын
saying it out loud usually helps me it just makes it seem a bit stupid but then in my thoughts it just seems so reasonable
@RyanSmith0094 жыл бұрын
Same. I would think a way to end up my life then break down to tears and then i feel numb af
@yhalou45264 жыл бұрын
Lot of times but failed😂
@zerotsusenpai99354 жыл бұрын
I actually did it last night i tried to suffocate myself by holding my mouth and nose close. I was near my death. the colors of the walls changed my hands want to stop but my mind continued and yet I failed. I told myself i will continue it at midnight when everyone is in deep sleep but I was the one who fell in deep sleep
@hamzakhalil45084 жыл бұрын
Dont do it bro pls ❤️
@RobynBobbin34 жыл бұрын
I couldn't stop crying. I was crying when I found this song in my recommended and continued to cry while listening to it. I've stopped now but all I feel is empty.
@zackzz21054 жыл бұрын
Lys. What is empty can always be refill. Don't depend on other people for your happiness and love. Depend on yourself and have self love. Remember you lost nothing this year or next year. What was meant to leave, left. What was meant to stay, stayed. Emotions aren't a tool but a feeling. You can't force yourself to be happy. You can fake it but it won't solve your mental or emotional feelings. What can solve that is yourself.
@danaidachtari94684 жыл бұрын
Its really fucked up, life's fucked up. Everyone expects you to act as a normal girl/boy or whatever when nothings normal. Ppl are dying every day and the only thing everyone cares about is nothiybut themselves. They don't care about us and they never will, that's why more and more ppl keep dying... no one told them or showed them that they care the right way. I'm sorry to see that you feel like that and I'm sorry that I'm not there to simply hug you.... stay strong and make sure you don't skip any meals, be careful always and please don't even think that you worth nothing... you worth everything... fighting
@sarcasticdominator17644 жыл бұрын
@@danaidachtari9468 someone needs to pin this
@randomcrap26754 жыл бұрын
*hugs*
@stellagutierrez88274 жыл бұрын
Am not okay
@ray16863 жыл бұрын
The feeling of loneliness kills me everytime . I really dont have anybody with whom I can share my feelings . I'm really fed up of those fake people calling themselves as my friends but they are really worst becoz they hide a lot behind their facade . They just use u for their purpose and then ignores u and despise you .And this is the reason why I dont trust anyone now and keep myself away from them 😓😓.
@Illnessss3 жыл бұрын
You are not alone on this i swear i feel.. I just can't help you..
@santiagomunoz88322 жыл бұрын
Same
@army-kc6oy3 жыл бұрын
When you smile but you are to sad When you laugh but you are crying When you say “I’m okay” when your not
@jayishotmama55523 жыл бұрын
i don't know how to comfort a person but hun you're strong , just be positive I'm sorry I don't know the situation you're facing but try to be happy for yourself and I just hope everything gonna be alright virtual hug💜
@alexdaniel56413 жыл бұрын
If you need help go talk to your friends, family and people you trust, life can be great so dont waste it, and also dont worry everything is gonna be better after the pandemic ends so just wait, keep going foward because life is full of good experiences and memories that are gonna make you think it was all worth it, a lot of suicide survivors remember that they changed their mind mid-suicide and are glad to be alive, if necessary search for help in the internet, call the suicide hotline and if you can afford a therapist too because i worry about you "suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" almost everyone have a dark chapter in life you can pass through it...
@predictivetextisforaunts3 жыл бұрын
Too* You’re*
@user-mw8er6dp6m4 жыл бұрын
-Are You tired? Yes. -Are you Hurt? Yes. -Are you thinking about ending it? Yes. -Its okay you can sleep now. *I'm gonna stop breathing now*
@deyvianz4 жыл бұрын
No :(
@finchmoment4 жыл бұрын
Are you okay?
@deyvianz4 жыл бұрын
a t l a s no.
@halleykirkpatrick42084 жыл бұрын
No
@deyvianz4 жыл бұрын
meh ಠ_ಠ tf
@trinityjoiner38304 жыл бұрын
I hope 2020 isn't like 2019 all i got from here is pain
@zackzz21054 жыл бұрын
Towards the end Half of 2018 and beginning half of 2019 got me into depression because of my first love 😶 but I'm doing better and gaining more love towards myself. Confident and self love is a key to happiness. What broke me is what made me mature and realize that the only person there for you is you.
@maiseevang1014 жыл бұрын
me too
@justinenavarro17854 жыл бұрын
Same
@larusagaming48114 жыл бұрын
Just Me now I feel what you feel I been created on so many times this year like 3 and I got into depression and I’m still I’m and I wish you good in your life but mine is almost over I’m only a stupid teenager goodbye and hope you feel better soon on like me 🙂🖤💔
@anxietysasuke62514 жыл бұрын
I thought the same thing in 2018 when new years rolled around. I spent my new years that year sobbing alone in my room and was met with even more pain.
@megans15983 жыл бұрын
To anyone reading this: I know, that it may seem that there is no way to escape the voices in your head, the hatred that you feel, the pain that buries you, and the walls that feel like they’re falling but everything is okay, everything will be okay. I know its hard to get up every day and get out of bed, but push yourself to the limit. No matter how hard yesterday way, wake up with a smile and realize how amazing you are and how great you are doing. You have a reason here, you are loved by many even tho it may not feel like it. You may think that you are alone but you have so many people that care for you, and would do anything to help you. You are so beautiful, worthy, amazing, etc. I hope you know that. You deserve to see the potential that you have and you deserve to see the reason why you are still here today. Keep pushing forward, start a new day with a smile because pain is only temporary. I love you, beautiful ❤️
@dhysamusa38783 жыл бұрын
U make me feel hom u have lovely heart 💕
@17.intaniaalvianiputri743 жыл бұрын
I needed this, thank you.
@jerrykarabilo19662 жыл бұрын
Thanks 🤧
@aishliiiin2 жыл бұрын
Hey jst thank u soo much!!! U have a beautiful heart!! Wanna hug you so bad now... May you have a great life buddy!
@midnigtfrostdreams2 жыл бұрын
Just what I needed to see today, thank you
@derpy_potato90623 жыл бұрын
It’s just great when one moment you’re enjoying life and the next it’s all fallen apart and you remember reality and the society we live in.
@melonnbread4 жыл бұрын
When you help other people with their problems, and your still waiting for somebody to help yours.
@OnlySVP4 жыл бұрын
Happening to me
@Joteerio3 жыл бұрын
It happens
@blurry11593 жыл бұрын
just crying about this ... its happening to me right now ... fuck it hurts
@gargimazumder98763 жыл бұрын
Happens
@charliemejos63403 жыл бұрын
Years of waiting yet there's no one willing to help
@benkoh86134 жыл бұрын
I don’t cry, I don’t look for help, I just don’t care anymore.
@latishapoorman59963 жыл бұрын
Felt
@Sass_with_Steph3 жыл бұрын
Hang in there
@boonkt19983 жыл бұрын
Same pinch
@candacetaylor77003 жыл бұрын
You are truly an amazing person and you have a heart of gold 💗😍
@worthless71713 жыл бұрын
Same
@monkypawzable2 жыл бұрын
I went through severe cancer treatment for Lymphoma seven years ago. Surgeries, intense chemo, radiation, and a bone marrow transplant.. Everyone was so worried and sympathetic. I was excited. Eager to leave via this gift given to me so I wouldn’t have to agonize over doing it myself. Never told anyone. Been in remission for 7 years and I’m struggling with the worst depression and drug problems I’ve ever had in my life. I’m definitely not okay.
@TK-uz4ts2 жыл бұрын
Please stay strong, on the other side of lifes mountains lie happiness and meaning, even if you may not believe it right now. The most important thing is that you believe life will be worth the pain and it will be true. I really recommend reaching out to anyone you trust. Consider seeing a therapist as well, they can be extremely helpful. If these options don't work for you I'd also highly recommend reading "Mans search for meaning" as well as "The power of now" as these two books saved my life when I was struggling. I wish you the best and I hope things get better for you
@Daniella_Wolfie3 жыл бұрын
Hearing this song early at 1AM in the morning hits different 🤧💔
@alexdaniel56413 жыл бұрын
If you need help go talk to your friends, family and people you trust, life can be great so dont waste it, and also dont worry everything is gonna be better after the pandemic ends so just wait, keep going foward because life is full of good experiences and memories that are gonna make you think it was all worth it, a lot of suicide survivors remember that they changed their mind mid-suicide and are glad to be alive, if necessary search for help in the internet, call the suicide hotline and if you can afford a therapist too because i worry about you "suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" almost everyone have a dark chapter in life you can pass through it
@sachimo73534 жыл бұрын
I joke to my friends saying I want to die, but I’m screaming for help
@predictivetextisforaunts4 жыл бұрын
Sachimo Uwu That’s hilarious. How do your friends not know that? Who jokes about suicide?
@katsaavedra62464 жыл бұрын
Do you need to talk my guy ? If so I can give you my @ and I would be happy to listen and help as much as possible
@iamacookie5384 жыл бұрын
Hey, hope your ok.
@afellowspriteenjoyer25144 жыл бұрын
Dude, I do the same thing you do. I joke to my friends every time I mess up saying I want to die. Eventually they just find it funny and ignore it. tbh I'm real sick of them not noticing but I guess it's partially my bad. Not dead yet and I have no plans to 😂
@weebnation11354 жыл бұрын
I do the same thing... they asked them why... I gave them a brief explanation. They said I'm not. I continued to joke, they told me to stop. I listened. I drop a joke here and there to see if they really care, but it brushes past them. Now I'm left alone with my thoughts. The only thing I can do is exist... I'm sorry, you had to read my short rant.
@kimgepes21454 жыл бұрын
Me: Why do I like sad songs more?? My Mind: Because they are the only one who understand you more.
@lovromihaljevic36204 жыл бұрын
excatly :(
@nanale61684 жыл бұрын
True tho
@humangaggaghahaj91494 жыл бұрын
Couldn't be more RiGht👉
@classyand_alilnasty3 жыл бұрын
100% correct
@SamsungSamsung-kl1xs3 жыл бұрын
😭
@lovelyarevalo78063 жыл бұрын
You can see the dread in my eyes Cause I'm struggling to survive And you think that I'm okay Cause I won't let you see my true face And you feel like there is no help Feel like I'm trapped in my own head I want to see my happy end Can you save me, from my own dread I'm not okay I am not heartless, I just can't feel nothing I may seem bit cold, like inside of a coffin You left me, no problem I've never been flawless And no, I'm not okay Hear the voices, see the demons Feel the coldness, seeking for treatment And you feel like there is no help Feel like I'm trapped in my own head I want to see my happy end Can you save me, from my own dread I'm not okay i'm not okay
@lendenjoygole42903 жыл бұрын
sending tight hugs ♡ we got this ✊
@hippiegoddess83723 жыл бұрын
Hugs sigh
@danicachei12224 жыл бұрын
*we are all just suicidal kids telling each other not to commit suicide*
@darkside53254 жыл бұрын
exactly!!
@naomiag59914 жыл бұрын
yea bro
@purfu92914 жыл бұрын
(yes we are)
@avahammond11384 жыл бұрын
Yes
@Joseph-jj7ph4 жыл бұрын
How orginal you must be proud of your self.
@maddsboo38464 жыл бұрын
Our generation: *we all are depressed kids with happy faces.*
@shyannedeslongchamps44234 жыл бұрын
Not just kids 😪
@wraith7464 жыл бұрын
💔💔
@vic43pl763 жыл бұрын
Yeah my smiley face is fake. I cant even smile properly :((
@lizzyj39733 жыл бұрын
[] * *fake* smiles * []
@minoumerousne18893 жыл бұрын
True and they think that the kids don’t feel the sadness at all
@Waldemar_la_Tendresse10 ай бұрын
This is one of the saddest and greatest songs ever written and performed. Thanks.
@allabrk95452 жыл бұрын
Everytime i get depressed i listen to this master peace .. its a really bless thank you ..
@TK-uz4ts2 жыл бұрын
If you are struggling please don't hesitate to reach out to those you trust or consider seeing a therapist. You are not alone in this. Life is worth the pain we go through so stay strong. I wish you all the best
@rondartmich60002 жыл бұрын
@@TK-uz4ts ❤️
@flowerwild68364 жыл бұрын
tell me im not the only one who feels so lonely in the quarantine but keeps pushing people away.
@predictivetextisforaunts4 жыл бұрын
Flower Wild You shouldn’t be touching anybody. That’s the point of quarantine.
@vibinruben23874 жыл бұрын
Flower Wild I agree with u, I do it to my own family sometimes
@MrSjonnie934 жыл бұрын
I feel that
@toxicemosavage67714 жыл бұрын
I feel your pain
@snehasaju5384 жыл бұрын
Yesssss, I m going through this and I know it's not okay.😶
@angelblue36804 жыл бұрын
It's sad that nobody can really see the pain and sadness in your eyes because you're so used to pretend that you're fine and you don't care about anything when it's the complete opposite.
@earlbunce76774 жыл бұрын
Don't pretend Life's Too Short be happy
@earlbunce76774 жыл бұрын
Don't end anything Life's too short you can be happy
@radhikaarora99494 жыл бұрын
When you’re positive and happy then you don’t care what all negativity other people are facing but when you are all in pain and sad,you feel the pain and try to hide it so other happy people don’t make fun....this is the situation of my life
@akhzc77582 жыл бұрын
I really didnt expect this....When scrolling through i found i am not alone....There are many ones like me who is suffering with depression...☺...Hope we all will fight together till our last breath...We will never end ....We will rise from the ends 💔
@ky0m1e3 жыл бұрын
Depression isnt wanting to die Its wanting the pain of living to stop
@odalismendoza87024 жыл бұрын
i feel like i was getting better but i was actually just getting worse..
@mad_hatter78804 жыл бұрын
i feel that
@alexiscarrasco74613 жыл бұрын
Or was it that you were actually getting better but was so scared that once you are actually happy something bad will happen so you basically made yourself depressed to be prepared for when smth bad happened bc you always got let down? If so then same
@tarrahfields34503 жыл бұрын
I agree with Alexis on this. You must not be afraid of getting better just to fall again. Each battle you have won made you a stronger person. Recovery isn’t linear, there will be times when you don’t succeed or when people put you down but you must do this for the young person who doubted themselves, who called themselves worthless and etc. You must be the person you needed when you were younger. You gotta fight for you. It’s ok, sometimes you will get better and you will fall again. It feels terrible, ngl, but feeling happiness and emotion again is the best victory, once you feel an ounce of happiness that becomes who you strive to be: the best version of yourself. It is possible to recover, it is possible to be happy, you deserve to be happy. You deserve it, bc you are worthy. Please, don’t be fearful of all the amazing things life has in stored for you, please don’t give up ❤️
@alexiscarrasco74613 жыл бұрын
@@tarrahfields3450 your are so sweet🥺
@lovemetilliammeagain44523 жыл бұрын
Girrrl I just want to try cry now
@harini27544 жыл бұрын
My biggest fear is that one day...my kids will be crying alone to themselves at night and i wont know about it :(
@eva_15673 жыл бұрын
I read this just as the chorus hit and I lost it
@sofacushion81533 жыл бұрын
Yea I’ve thought about this. I don’t have kids but I plan on having kids eventually and I’m currently the kid who’s crying alone at night and it breaks me to imagine..
@goodvibes34143 жыл бұрын
Make sure they don't and be there to listen 👂 not to tell them what they should feel and do ...
@nanaxueya31933 жыл бұрын
@@susus9746 my plan exactly
@army_birdy113 жыл бұрын
I feel bad for my parents because that's exactly what happened to them
@hannahhowe10193 жыл бұрын
Holy jeez I haven't listened to this in forever, to anyone that listens to this on a daily, you will make it out, it takes work, but you can do it if you try. And never try and commit, you will regret it as soon as it happens. I got luckier than others, dont be the next person to pass on the sadness to someone else.
@marian78523 жыл бұрын
Ramdom clicks are the best one😌
@PhillipHayes14 жыл бұрын
I cry all my pain out at night, so I can fake a smile all day.
@fallenangel14884 жыл бұрын
Hey if you need to talk to someone I can help you if you want. It's ok to cry but you need to tell loved ones what your feeling faking a smile only helps temporarily but it will cause more pain later it did with me and I only caused myself more pain and nearly passed.
@BrEluVsHiM3 жыл бұрын
I love you❤
@PhillipHayes13 жыл бұрын
@@BrEluVsHiM Aww! I love you to
@grsstp273 жыл бұрын
so relateable to me:(
@tasmerahbei40853 жыл бұрын
same too me..huhu i’m not mad i’m just in pain🥀
@blud_wolf17944 жыл бұрын
"How do you feel?" "I don't."
@ShiroUsagiArt3 жыл бұрын
Anhedonia
@musicjunkie1362 жыл бұрын
My only friend use too call me Deadfish at times, not sure why, but with what I'm going threw and this song I found just tripped me TF out. Had to send it too her. Great song!
@kailopez23303 жыл бұрын
A few months ago my depression was pretty bad. I found this song while I was waiting alone outside of my school for running practice. I remember pulling my hood up and just listening to this as tears silently streamed down my face. It hurt how much I connected to it. Those were one of my bad days and this song really hit hard. Stay strong everyone out there it can get better. 😘❤
@tedolison54313 жыл бұрын
if you need help go talk to your friends, family and people you trust, life can be great so do not waste it, and also do not worry of good experiences and memories that are gonna make you think it was all worth it, a lot of people who tried to end their lives remember that they changed their mind and are happy to be alive, if necessary search for help in the internet and if you can afford it call a therapist "ending your life is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" also do not be shy to call for help..
@Joe_mama_angie_daddy4 жыл бұрын
I'm not heartless. I'm just using my heart less. Cause Everytime I use it I only get hurt. I'm sick of being left down in the dirt. I'm not your first option, No, I am your last. You've captured my mind I'm locked up in the past. No I'm not heartless. I just don't show How much it hurts me Because I know You'll never understand me No matter what I do. So I may seen heartless, But it's because of you. - Briana Long.
@ellilaberry3 жыл бұрын
That could be me too. Feelt that.
@dantedangelo26333 жыл бұрын
Aye bro talk to me
@alexlove94634 жыл бұрын
If you are reading this, I know you are sad like me...so let’s just cry together listening this song.. (Writing it while I’m crying like a baby)
@ashleycopeland45904 жыл бұрын
Alex I know how you feel I'm a 14 years old girl and feelin the same right now
@an24714 жыл бұрын
😁
@jessbass83154 жыл бұрын
“I wanna see my own happy end” think I just found it x
@alexlove94634 жыл бұрын
Ashley Copeland ohhh I wish I could be there to tell you..(there will be days when you will find your happiness); just hope everyone will find their happy ending.. And I just cried yesterday for 3 hours and slept.. life has been hard for me, heart broken and all..
@alexlove94634 жыл бұрын
Jess Bass glad, you found your happy end!
@styliach16113 жыл бұрын
I lost my hope, the reason of live, my everything. I lost my grandpa 1 year ago and i became depressed. After that day i always have suicidal thoughts about ending it all. He was the person I could tell everything, all my problems and I could trust most. He was there for me when nobody was and do anything to make me happy and laugh. I never thought that one day i will lost him and when that day came i never smile that away again, he was the only one who make me smile like that no one can ever replace him he would be forever in my heart as the best person in the world. Dear grandpa, You don’t have any idea how much I missed you this whole year without you. I know you don’t want me to cry, you want me to be happy and continue my life but...how can I continue my life when my whole life is you, how can i move on when you are not by my side? I can’t you you’re always by my side when i was doing a big step for my life and now i am going to graduate without you who for me is the biggest step. I just wanted you know that i love you more than myself and I would try to be as happy as i can because this is what you want. Thank you for all those unforgettable moments we had. Goodbye for now...
@supravietuitoriblog5473 жыл бұрын
Hi! I don't want to bother you or something, but I want you to know that you're not alone in this. If you want to talk to someoane who understands, i'm here for you.
@predictivetextisforaunts2 жыл бұрын
Old people die, get over it.
@missmystery74222 жыл бұрын
Hey I hope you're still alive and doing well : )
@28MUSE2 жыл бұрын
OKAYYY!! This just got too relatable too fast🎶 Funny how we only need one line or 4 words, to relate to the whole song I'm a huge fan of making stuff relatable
@somgurung23394 жыл бұрын
heyyyy you. yes, you, beautiful person. stop scrolling for a moment. stop for a couple minutes. take a second and breathe. just breathe. everything it's going to be okay. maybe it doesn't seems right now but... i promise you it will. maybe you feel unwanted and useless like you are not worth anything. but that it's not true. you are fantastic and you worth SO much. you can go trought this tough time. if you feel like no one cares about you, you are damn wrong. there's always someone who cares about you, even i care about you, and i don't even know you. keep going and don't fall. you'll get trought it. i'm not saying that's it's going to be easy. and you won't cry late at night. but you are strong and you worth SO much. spread love. peace
@ng_goldfinger66794 жыл бұрын
Thanks 😊 U made my day
@paulinabarajas19674 жыл бұрын
Thank you this made me feel wqnted for a little bit
@MerlynPricillla4 жыл бұрын
❤️💯🥺
@jeyidin97934 жыл бұрын
thanks 🙂
@AJ-jk2ev4 жыл бұрын
@jadinacampbell50304 жыл бұрын
I don't tell anyone my problems bc no one cares. Do u ever just cry from the inside?
@neillaun89393 жыл бұрын
Vary true
@jadinacampbell50303 жыл бұрын
@SATAN 666 same..
@xxxsinnerxxx34953 жыл бұрын
Every fucking day man....sense I literally lost the ability to cry on the outside
@Joteerio3 жыл бұрын
Ikr
@predictivetextisforaunts3 жыл бұрын
Well the nasolacrimal sac is actually on the inside, so every time you cry it comes from inside. It’s why your nose runs when you cry.
@birgittahleilua76882 жыл бұрын
I felt every words of this song!
@yourstruly27452 жыл бұрын
Reading these comments ... makes me so sad yet comforted at the same time. We're all going through different things but this pain...this sickening horrible terrible pain ties us together...much love to you all that's going through it every day...its so hard to describe it to healthy minded individuals...there are no words to explain....but we know, don't we...our minds are our worst enemy.
@TK-uz4ts2 жыл бұрын
If you are struggling please don't hesitate to reach out to those you trust or consider seeing a therapist. You are not alone in this. Life is worth the pain we go through so stay strong. I wish you the best
@faithlopez34174 жыл бұрын
started 2020 the same way i started 2019.. depressed asf & wanting to end it all :(
@timturtles34 жыл бұрын
Hey I just want you to know things will get better yes we have tough times and we feel like there is no way out but I promise you things will get better yet it feels like there is no hope. I just hope you start getting better and life starts looking up for you💖💖
@predictivetextisforaunts4 жыл бұрын
And COVID-19. You know, a REAL problem the world is facing.
@earlbunce76774 жыл бұрын
Don't end anything it's not worth it
@g02bangalanjaninegracer.444 жыл бұрын
same shit everyday : (
@greekfreak0104 жыл бұрын
there are things for you to see and live for
@felixleeandskz9974 жыл бұрын
"I'm okay" "I'm fine" "I'm strong" "I'm undefeatable" "I'm loved" Actually... *"I'm not okay"* *"I'm numb"* *"I'm not strong"* *"I can defeat easily"* *"I'm not loved"* *"I'm a loner"* *"I'm looser"* *"I want to escape reality"* Don't mind me 🙃
@FishBoy-qm4uo3 жыл бұрын
Same
@emmahoward97783 жыл бұрын
Just remieber if you do happen to think adout jumping it has a domino effect please stay safe i know how it feels and im 10 just dont cut or jump you can make it through the harsh world
@summerchavvy88073 жыл бұрын
:(
@lalad03 жыл бұрын
🙃
@seungxminvr76963 жыл бұрын
Hi stay, don't be sad💜 I know it's hard, but remember what bang chan said to us? "Don't hurt yourself" remember that? We should listen to him💜I hope it's helps a little💜
@xieneck47923 жыл бұрын
yt really knows what my feeling is right now
@satane.m89973 жыл бұрын
My yt recommendation understand me so welll.,.
@franzi1144 жыл бұрын
Your skin ist not paper, don't cut it❤️ Your face is no mask, don't hide it ❤️ Your size is no book, don't judge it ❤️ Your life is no movie, don't end it ❤️ You're beautiful as you are 💕 . Edit: Let me go to hell, i know sorrow all too well...
@emiliemuffin36424 жыл бұрын
My skin is not paper. And life isn't a movie.. thank you
@natsudrugneel32994 жыл бұрын
Thank you! 💜
@JadeCouture4 жыл бұрын
i’ve never cringed so hard stop this is gross
@parissmith8154 жыл бұрын
Jade hahaga
@ehhwelp71294 жыл бұрын
Jade ahah yes finally somebody said it
@mialorraine274 жыл бұрын
i’m terrified of what i’m feeling. i don’t want to feel this way. my mind won’t let me rest, it’s constantly thinking. it’s exhausting. i want to end it all but i also want to see if i to will have a happy end, like the one i’ve always wanted. this confusion is killing me. i don’t even know myself. i’ve lost myself by trying to change myself for others. i don’t know what to think anymore. with all this thinking in my head, i feel like i’m wasting my life. i’m scared. this just feels like it’s getting worse. crying isn’t help either. maybe ending it will? Edit: Hello and thank you everyone for the support you have given me
@juneakola47043 жыл бұрын
Ending it is never the solution I feel u tho😩😔but I decided to wait n see what life has in store😣u know they say nothing in life is permanent so let's live like our happiness is one day ahead of us❤
@muntahalmamariilmamari70093 жыл бұрын
No its not the answer everything is gonna be okay yes it needs time but everything is gonna be okay u have to hold on babe and wait talk to me if u need any help pls but pls don’t think like that
@garbageboitm79603 жыл бұрын
Hey man. I know this shit sucks, and everything’s just really hard and confusing but shit can and will get better. It may not be tomorrow or a week from now or a month or year, but things have to get better even if marginally. This too will pass, it may fucking suck while this all happens, but it will leave. Just hold on man. When you reach a day when you’re happier you’re going to be glad you stayed.
@sarah.b30853 жыл бұрын
Don’t you fucking do it, i don’t even know you man but I’m proud of you for waking up this morning, okay? I’ll always be proud of you. Life sucks ass and you’re pushing through it. That’s something not a lot of people can do. You got this. But if you give up, if it gets too hard, I’m proud of you for trying.
@user-lf6bf2iz6o3 жыл бұрын
If you have any social media we can chat. Please don't do it.
@VERA45153 жыл бұрын
it's all about giving someone what you've once needed!
@brandonmccoy63802 жыл бұрын
If my life was a song, this would be it 🥀
@alexdaniel56412 жыл бұрын
if you need help go talk to your friends, family and people you trust, life can be great and will get even better after the pandemic ends so do not waste it and life have a lot of good experiences and memories that are gonna make you think it was all worth it, a lot of people who tried to end their lives remember that they changed their mind and are happy to be alive, if necessary search for help in the internet and if you can afford it call a therapist "ending your life is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" also do not be shy to call for help..
@brandonmccoy63802 жыл бұрын
@@alexdaniel5641 I'm currently in the process of working on myself. But thank you for the kind words 🙏
@verawatynuragista59004 жыл бұрын
Just feeling alone in this world even though there are many people who cared about me:") Edit: thank you sm guys for the comment.. somehow it makes me feels better than before☺
@predictivetextisforaunts4 жыл бұрын
Nadia Vera Loneliness is a vapid emotion. You can have a billion friends and still feel lonely. But you gotta get over it. Push on. Nobody wants to live their life in misery. You gotta get past it, before it eats you up and leaves you dead.
@verawatynuragista59004 жыл бұрын
@@predictivetextisforaunts ty so much:) i'll keep that in my mind:)
@angelineserna03294 жыл бұрын
Yea I feel you
@xekiduff63614 жыл бұрын
Those people who cared, we cant even tell them whats on our mind at times like this.
@verawatynuragista59004 жыл бұрын
Thanks for your warm words:))
@thedepressedbutterflyitsok71324 жыл бұрын
*me holds my tears every day at school, finely goes home tells my mom am depressed, My mom:come on don't be dramatic 🙇🙇😫😩
@jordynnmillican74914 жыл бұрын
Why don’t they listen I got on my knees begged my mom for help cause I’m not ok and she just ignore me and I begged her
@ninakaporr4 жыл бұрын
My mom told me that she wishes she has aborted me. Like wtf
@ShaDoW-yr5nf3 жыл бұрын
Don't tell bro, she is already depressed
@tarrahfields34503 жыл бұрын
Sometimes many people won’t believe our real mental ilnesses. It’s wrong that they say this but you must rectify your mental health on your own. It’s hard silently wining battles with yourself then relapsing back into despair but just know that it will get better, you just have to be there to experience it. You all are amazing, beautiful, intelligent and validated, you all have value and deserve the absolute best. We must accept some people won’t be there on our journey of saving ourselves. You got this 💕💕
@Akshay-hn2cj3 жыл бұрын
Well at one moment you will realize that you have to go through it alone
@rachelpatricia59063 жыл бұрын
I used to cried every single day but.. now it's even hard to cry
@alexdaniel56413 жыл бұрын
If you need help go talk to your friends, family and people you trust, life can be great so dont waste it, and also dont worry everything is gonna be better after the pandemic ends so just wait, keep going foward because life is full of good experiences and memories that are gonna make you think it was all worth it, a lot of suicide survivors remember that they changed their mind mid-suicide and are glad to be alive, if necessary search for help in the internet, call the suicide hotline and if you can afford a therapist too because i worry about you "suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" almost everyone have a dark chapter in life you can pass through it
@RaDragon982 жыл бұрын
I am only okay when I run away, from my mind, from the reality, from myself. And facing everything, what terrifies me, only makes me feel hopeless, restless and anxious. I don't know what to do. I am stuck trying to find a balance between not giving up and coping with it. It's so difficult, and sometimes it feels like nothing will ever get better. I hate everything. More than anything, myself. And whenever I take that step forward, I go 15 steps back. So frustrating.. so hopeless.. I am tired and exhausted every single day. Every single day...
@TK-uz4ts2 жыл бұрын
Please stay strong, on the other side of lifes mountains lie happiness and meaning, even if you may not believe it right now. The most important thing is that you believe life will be worth the pain and it will be true. I really recommend reaching out to family members and those thar you trust. Things like this are never easier to go through alone. Consider seeing a therapist as well, they can be extremely helpful. I wish you the best
@santiagomunoz88322 жыл бұрын
Same🙂
@TK-uz4ts2 жыл бұрын
@@santiagomunoz8832 Do you have anyone you can reach out to or the means to see a therapist?
@vedazanoni16984 жыл бұрын
As I'm reading through this comment section I'm realizing how so many people are going through things, thinking they will never be okay, thinking that I have no one and that no one cares, thinking they are alone in this harsh world.. well I feel this way too sometimes but please know that u are not alone that u have family and friends that love you and care about you you have a future I believe in every single one of you you will be okay♡ I promise you all matter so much please know you are all worth it💞
@ehe4494 жыл бұрын
You're nice... thanks
@vedazanoni16984 жыл бұрын
Milan uh you're welcome
@tanisha90694 жыл бұрын
this too much of a generalized statement. there people that so lonely they dont got any friends or family or pretty much anyone that cares for them
@predictivetextisforaunts4 жыл бұрын
vroom vroom bitch Those people are beyond help anyway. Fuck ‘em.
@clementrdg_4 жыл бұрын
I dont have really friends
@janiarianna68014 жыл бұрын
Broken people tries their best to make other people happy because they know the pain.
@herbertingal77783 жыл бұрын
Yea sure it is ..... I always try even tho i know myself I'm not the thing that I'm talking about... It's like giving advice but even my own self can't took it .... Wtf...
@ydkudhk90453 жыл бұрын
Someone who's called heartless isn't someone who has no feeling but because they feel every kind of emotion in one time, so they couldn't figure out what it is
@kaedenplayz3675 Жыл бұрын
I met dead fish one time and he was really cool, hope he still doing alright
@lexklaas77424 жыл бұрын
Whenever I'm not paying attention to my emotions I look how I feel and whenever this happens my friends tell me I look depressed which brings me back into my usual, smile and say something like "oh the song I'm listening too is really sad " or "nah I'm just tired" and I've even been so low that I've said "yeah I'm depressed and kinda wanna die but you know" with a joking voice then just laughed it off and everyone thinks I'm just joking.... But I'm not, I'm really in pain.
@leslielopez40604 жыл бұрын
dont pretend your fine. its alright to not be okay at times. its better to let it all out than hold all your emotions inside.
@arandompersoninthecomments25324 жыл бұрын
Same, but last week I broke down in front of them because it was just all too much and I couldn’t hold it in anymore and they wouldn’t believe that nothing was wrong, so I only told them a little bit, but they think they know everything now. Also I started to fake my smile again and prentend that I didn’t break down and hopefully they’ll forget about it too, because I feel like I’m not worth their time and I only wasted their time, so I feel really bad about it.
@lexklaas77424 жыл бұрын
@@arandompersoninthecomments2532 I can honestly say i get this and i've had to do this and even though i really want to say that you're worth it and your friends will try their hardest to help in anyway, i also kind of feel like you're like me and will just take this as "a random person in the comments section" who's saying trash in order to comfort you. But,although i'm being a hypocrite yes, I do also believe that you can sort anything out with a little help from those who care and you trust.
@predictivetextisforaunts4 жыл бұрын
Yeah, laughing it off with friends, but telling the truth to complete strangers you’ll probably never meet is a good way to get better. Don’t be an idiot. Talk to your friends, your family, real tangible people. There’s no shame in being depressed. In fact if you read the comment section, I think people think it’s a stylish fashionable thing. Apparently being depressed is the new black.
@idunno67114 жыл бұрын
@@predictivetextisforaunts telling someone you've never met before is actually one good way to let out all your thoughts and feelings. I do this whenever I feel depressed or feel like breaking down. I guess it's easier to tell a stranger but you really should let it all out to somehow ease your thoughts
@kianaart28814 жыл бұрын
Destroyed everything and everyone around me..
@zackzz21054 жыл бұрын
What was meant to leave, left. What was meant to stay, stayed. If everyone is gone and dead. What person in the end can make you happy? Exactly, no one but yourself. Don't think of it as a freak or a crazy person but think of it as self love. Feelings and emotions are hurt and played with but what happened is temporary. Sometimes it can last short or long that all depends on you.
@generalswife47744 жыл бұрын
me too. At least I'm not alone 😄
@predictivetextisforaunts4 жыл бұрын
Good for you
@kirenai.62314 жыл бұрын
Thats what I feels like
@wingsoffreedom82793 жыл бұрын
I listened to this song and it hit me hard, this song basically is my life.
@cloudyrayz3 жыл бұрын
Do u want to talk about it?! I know it's hard but just to let you know I'm here!! You're strong and loved ❤️ Sending you more love and strength. We can go through this together.
@maelstigan76462 жыл бұрын
The opening tune already made me emotional 😣Thank you for putting this out❤
@laurenmcgre_4 жыл бұрын
‘I’m struggling to stay alive’😞
@zackzz21054 жыл бұрын
Well you're strong if you are still alive. You fight through today no matter the bs and tomorrow you fight again. Even if your aren't, you're alive. Tell your story even if it's not history at least someone knows or remember you.
@predictivetextisforaunts4 жыл бұрын
In through your nose and out through the mouth. Simple breathing, it keeps me alive.
@kirenai.62314 жыл бұрын
Me too
@toszatesze37964 жыл бұрын
🌞❤️❤️❤️🌞
@bakageyama90694 жыл бұрын
Bro I'm surviving everyday not living
@copper52rv944 жыл бұрын
KZfaq got me on their recommendation again. Nice song!
@someonesoulmate78324 жыл бұрын
Hi my fellow ML player
@copper52rv944 жыл бұрын
@@someonesoulmate7832 hello, feel free to add me on ML haha. I'm not a good player tho, just playing ML for fun hahaha
@adelinew93124 жыл бұрын
@@copper52rv94 lmao same
@copper52rv944 жыл бұрын
@@adelinew9312 they're watching us
@adelinew93124 жыл бұрын
@@copper52rv94 oh i-
@CrazyOdlot2 жыл бұрын
This song help me a lot when i was nowhere, just wanna say thank you, thanks for everything. Hope everybody reading this is ok now :)
@Honesthealer452 жыл бұрын
This stays on repeat.
@TK-uz4ts2 жыл бұрын
Are you doing okay?
@blacktulip20064 жыл бұрын
Literally KZfaq recognized that I'm not okay. But my friends didn't... What's wrong with this world?!
@kennywennyboo3 жыл бұрын
Do u wanna talk abt it?
@Akshay-hn2cj3 жыл бұрын
So what do you want their pitiful eyes glaring at you like you are a big loser in front of the world
@donrainesoh3 жыл бұрын
Because people don’t care how we really feel. They want us to fit into how they feel. They don’t care if we are suicidal or feeling down, so long as we wear a smile to make them not feel uncomfortable.
@herbertingal77783 жыл бұрын
Yea same man .... Yt knows me better than my own family....
@scarletpetrucci90263 жыл бұрын
I ask myself the same question everyday
@niohoe50334 жыл бұрын
2019 is really the worst year. Amazon Forest got burned, a lot of kpop idols committed suicide and a lot got mentally stressed. I’m hoping 2020 isn’t worser than 2019.
@theliarsongmingi71794 жыл бұрын
Lone Shaggy preach
@predictivetextisforaunts4 жыл бұрын
I’m hoping your English doesn’t get “worser.”
@swaytagawd30614 жыл бұрын
@@predictivetextisforaunts k nerd
@majinmana85244 жыл бұрын
Lone Shaggy wtf.. weeb
@brodiebligh48284 жыл бұрын
2nd day, already is
@user-tx7my4vl5u Жыл бұрын
If your not okay, tell it because if you keep it inside it's not good for you, it's damaging. I'm sure there is someone who want to hear what you have to say, you're not alone, you're are all priceless
@cinderellaqeen29953 жыл бұрын
Tired of feeling sad every day For just one time plz God let me be happy for real 🙏🙃🙂
@alexdaniel56413 жыл бұрын
If you need help go talk to your friends, family and people you trust, life can be great so do not waste it, and also do not worry everything is gonna be better after the pandemic ends so just wait, keep going foward because life is full of good experiences and memories that are gonna make you think it was all worth it, a lot of people that tried to end their lives remember that they changed their mind and are glad to be alive, if necessary search for help in the internet if you can afford a therapist too because i worry about you "ending your life is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" almost everyone have a dark chapter in life you can pass through it by the way do not be shy to call for help
@assalasolla56294 жыл бұрын
I just hate how my soul is so fragile, every small thing can break me, life has never been unfair to me but I have been unfair to myself and I can't help but keep being like this, smh Idk what to do anymore, I'm completely lost and I hate who I am so very much, I tried so many times before to change, to feel better, to kill this feeling that's swallowing me slowly but I couldn't, sometimes I think about ending this whole thing but I'm way too afraid to face something as hard as death so I keep existing like a dead body.
@Kadmie4 жыл бұрын
That's exactly wat m feeling! Truely💯we r just existing not living!cause "living n existing has a completely different meaning"right?ik
@juneakola47043 жыл бұрын
I feel you Asalla😩
@danielled16943 жыл бұрын
I feel you.
@predictivetextisforaunts3 жыл бұрын
No such thing as a soul. What’s fragile is your mind, that’s even more worrying.
@hanaeandaloussi46692 жыл бұрын
After a year, I hope you're better.
@laurelinelahaut81894 жыл бұрын
i really want to hug the boy on the picture
@zapahs1reny Жыл бұрын
“And you feel like there is no help” - I relate to this line…
@xxyliiaa98553 жыл бұрын
I miss the times when I get called Ugly and not care a single thing about it. But now if someone tells me that It just hits me and started to feel insecure. I miss the times when I get called Fat and not care a single thing about it. But now if someone tells me that It hits me hard and now I wont eat a single thing and drink water THINKING its healthy...Its not. I miss the time where I have friends we play, we were happy, no arguements. Now every single of my friendships are toxic, I lost 11 of my friends I felt like im a worthless why am I not Enough??? I miss where I had good grades where I make my parents happy. I just failed all my classes because I cant focus, I want to study hard but everytime a memory that I dont want KEEPS popping up. I miss the time where I sleep early not caring anything what just happend. Now I sleep at 3 am, crying and overthinking I dont know why and just feels like a habit of mine... But then Bangtan, Kpop groups came in my life and THEY changed me, I smiled truly I Truly smiled I felt safe, I felt happy, but I get judged for liking them and think im weird. But i wont make that stop me liking them because they saved my life. Kpop idols get international hate, but we protect them because they were the people who saved us, they worked hard, and make someone smile.
@Bodylotion3903 жыл бұрын
For a depressed person.. physical pain is nothing infront of mental pain.. and that's why they hurt themselves... People going through all bads in lives.. listen.. your god has more power than your problems ❤️❤️
@predictivetextisforaunts3 жыл бұрын
God is all powerful. She created everything in the world. Like AIDS, famine, coronavirus, cancer, paedophiles, rapists, murderers and so much more, besides. God is truly powerful, she is my favourite storybook character.
@predictivetextisforaunts3 жыл бұрын
@Jodi Altheide Is that a song title? Why have you capitalised every word, you moron?
@atifabdul9613 жыл бұрын
@@predictivetextisforaunts hey hey if you don't believe in god it's ok it's your own belief and everybody cannot be like you some others will believe in god so please don't start a fight or talk shit or curse at others who's beliefs are not like you ok you believe in your own beliefs and they will believe in their own beliefs ok . Don't disrespect other's belief.
@predictivetextisforaunts3 жыл бұрын
@@atifabdul961 I haven’t. I had a go at the grammar. You can believe whatever made up bullshit you want, I’m not gonna judge your idiotic beliefs. But your grammar, I’ll tear that apart.
@nothererightnownowwiamhere48722 жыл бұрын
Speak the word sister or brother. God is powerful
@maddyvandenberg30604 жыл бұрын
you will be okay. stay strong guys. we’ll get through it together.
@Hannah-kb4xu4 жыл бұрын
maddy you too❤️
@trinityjoiner38304 жыл бұрын
Easier said then done
@Hannah-kb4xu4 жыл бұрын
sad vibes you need to stay strong and be positive, look for good things in every single thing you do. even the small things that make you happy they exist. you need joy, stay safe
@maddyvandenberg30604 жыл бұрын
sad vibes i never said it would be easy love, it’s gonna be really damn hard but you can fight through it. we all can. life’s tough, and that’s just how it’s gonna be for a while. but i promise it gets better.
@trinityjoiner38304 жыл бұрын
@@maddyvandenberg3060 it's not love its family getting yelled at your brother for no reason i think my mom doesn't even care
@bezubaan_kalakar92 жыл бұрын
Maturity is when you realise how the deep the lyrics is🖤
@Anonymous_Aries3 жыл бұрын
Parents : you are Disappointing child Teachers : You are Stupid Depression : Why are you still alive? Music : Shhh.. Come I'm here for you.
@thinktwice39553 жыл бұрын
Im here,
@muffins70474 жыл бұрын
when you give everything you need to others so they wont be hurt and eventually you break and call them out for always pushing your problems to the side and making it about them and they act like they're the victim...
@mrs.creepynightmare1314 жыл бұрын
That happens a lot to me I'm more focused on others never on myself but they come and go.
@yourstepsister20184 жыл бұрын
Exactly..give everything you have to them and you're there when they need you, but when YOU need them they're no where to be found, just out of your life like you never sacrificed anything and gave it
@bethnamakhonje16654 жыл бұрын
Life sucks
@karas40094 жыл бұрын
Same. I always try to be positive for my friends because i dont want to drag them in my problems. I have once opened up that im having personal problems but they brush it off. But its fine for me. I never remember to help myself first anyways.
@xsilentkidx6194 жыл бұрын
my mind is like a tree... it grows, and grows. growing beautiful green leaves on it...representing good memories... it was a full grown tree, the tree was stacked with leaves. but then a massive fire came. and burned the tree... still standing, but all the leaves are gone... as time passes by, each day the tree rots down. there is no more green, beautiful leaves anymore.. instead, on the bottom, a prickle sticks start too grow.. representing bad memories... it kept growing...and growing. Until there was no more room for it. Now the tree is finally gone. but, there is one last, green leaf. one, only one. you, smiling running around outside... But then it starts to rain. And the prickle sticks start to grow more, it can't fit in anymore.. but it forces itself to do so...it hurts..a lot, so you have to scream, and it stops. You screamed too loud. And the last beautiful, green leaf, blew away. Now you enter your mind, too see those prickly sticks. You're scared. and want to not see. As you close your eyes, you fee tugs and something sharp on you..you open your eyes to see that the prickly sticks are constricting around you, you try breaking free but can't...you're trapped...trapped in your own mind...where no one can hear you scream... The tree with the leaves are gone..now all you can think of is the bad memories sorrounding you... this is what i feel like..im a writer so i just thought about it...
@blue-rh4nv4 жыл бұрын
@Silent Kid hey, I just wanted to say that you write beautifully. I don’t understand how someone could put everything they feel into words so clearly. I feel you. I feel your words. Your thoughts. I understand. I’m right here with you. Screaming until darkness closes around me. Yet all anyone ever saw was a smile plastered on my face. A fake smile that I wear everyday. I feel so pathetic writing this. But i just wanted to say that, someone will hear us eventually...and if they don’t...we have to help ourselves. Yeah it sucks. Yes it feels Impossible, but it’s not. I’m fighting too. Hang in there, the leaves will grow again.
@xsilentkidx6194 жыл бұрын
@@blue-rh4nv thank you for understanding, we will get through this together
@blue-rh4nv4 жыл бұрын
@Silent Kid yes we will. 💕If your open to it could you possibly show me some other pieces of yours? you can say no. I just like your writing a lot.
@xsilentkidx6194 жыл бұрын
@@blue-rh4nv sure! i would be happy too do that for you!!
@xsilentkidx6194 жыл бұрын
@@blue-rh4nv i did this one a while ago, haha i feel like a bruise, i go blue, and i hurt i feel like a scar, because the thought of losing you will never go away i feel confused, because of how people look at me behind my back i feel like a puppet, because i'm being told what to do by the person who made me i feel like ghost, because it seems like no one see's me i feel like a vampire, because i sleep all day, and cry all night my body will live old, but my heart died young -Leah (me)
@eva_15673 жыл бұрын
It's now gotten to the point where I'm looking for hurt in other people. Not because I want then to feel like me but because I want to escape my own problems by helping others
@alexdaniel56413 жыл бұрын
If you need help go talk to your friends, family and people you trust, life can be great so dont waste it, and also dont worry everything is gonna be better after the pandemic ends so just wait, keep going foward because life is full of good experiences and memories that are gonna make you think it was all worth it, a lot of people that tried to end their lives remember that they changed their mind and are glad to be alive, if necessary search for help in the internet if you can afford a therapist too because i worry about you "ending it is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" almost everyone have a dark chapter in life you can pass through it.
@merachii20134 жыл бұрын
I’m not heartless, I just learnt how to use my heart less.
@predictivetextisforaunts4 жыл бұрын
• bishywishy • That’s bradycardia, a serious medical condition. You need a shot of adrenaline. Go to your local hospital. Or don’t be moron and use inane quotes that make no anatomical sense. Fuck your heart, start using your brain more.
@rayosangiela6924 жыл бұрын
"and you think that Im okay, cause I won't let you see my true face" That really hits me hard 💔
@sarahnabila94264 жыл бұрын
Angiela Rayos yess 💔
@predictivetextisforaunts4 жыл бұрын
Hit it back.
@mohammedalkhatib4182 жыл бұрын
Who ever is reading this never give up. You got a bright future ahead of you. Love your self, don’t let people bring you down. Have an amazing day:)
@YourLocalAp3 жыл бұрын
Guys treat your pillow with respect, they catch your tears when no one else will.