This isn't a song you sing along to....this is a song you have on loop, laying in bed at 3 a.m. staring at the wall, completely empty...

depression is like having a mind that tries to die with a body that tries to survive.

*"I am not heartless, I just can’t feel nothing"* I relate to this line so much

I stopped crying. I stopped smiling. I stopped caring. And everyone got mad. So I started faking a smile. So I started pretending. So I started to make them happy. Guess they forgot I'm not.

I CAN BE SO HAPPY ONE MINUTE, THEN CRYING ALONE IN A CORNER THE NEXT.

Why am I so sensitive. Everything hurts me

Me: Mom I wanna be an actress Mom: why? My mind: because I have been acting everyday of my life Me: because it seems fun

The scariest thing is when nothing makes you want to stay, because when nothing Matters there's nothing stopping you from permanently leaving this earth.

I don't know what's more depressing, the song or the comment section

"We are a generation that doesn't care" -We are a generation that cares to much-

So...nobody notices how hard you try to hold back your tears everyday 🥀

If someone says that he/she is "HAPPY" this is what he/she means H-hiding all the pain A-acting okay P-pleading for help P-praying for happiness Y-yelling in silence And thats the way they could hide everything.....🙂

I smile a lot but, there's this uncomfortable feeling in my chest and I just want to burst in tears all the time, I wish this feeling go away because it freaking hurts and it's breaking me and my mentaility every freaking single day.

Everytime i think that i am fine something makes me realize that i am feeling the same .

F.E.A.R Has 2 meanings:'Forget everything and run' or 'Face everything and rise'. The choice is yours💔

“ think about the people you’ll hurt “ Did they ever think for a second how much that would hurt me?

Does anyone just sometimes tell themselves “I will end it today” then sit there crying not having the balls to do it

I couldn't stop crying. I was crying when I found this song in my recommended and continued to cry while listening to it. I've stopped now but all I feel is empty.

The feeling of loneliness kills me everytime . I really dont have anybody with whom I can share my feelings . I'm really fed up of those fake people calling themselves as my friends but they are really worst becoz they hide a lot behind their facade . They just use u for their purpose and then ignores u and despise you .And this is the reason why I dont trust anyone now and keep myself away from them 😓😓.

When you smile but you are to sad When you laugh but you are crying When you say “I’m okay” when your not

-Are You tired? Yes. -Are you Hurt? Yes. -Are you thinking about ending it? Yes. -Its okay you can sleep now. *I'm gonna stop breathing now*

I hope 2020 isn't like 2019 all i got from here is pain

To anyone reading this: I know, that it may seem that there is no way to escape the voices in your head, the hatred that you feel, the pain that buries you, and the walls that feel like they’re falling but everything is okay, everything will be okay. I know its hard to get up every day and get out of bed, but push yourself to the limit. No matter how hard yesterday way, wake up with a smile and realize how amazing you are and how great you are doing. You have a reason here, you are loved by many even tho it may not feel like it. You may think that you are alone but you have so many people that care for you, and would do anything to help you. You are so beautiful, worthy, amazing, etc. I hope you know that. You deserve to see the potential that you have and you deserve to see the reason why you are still here today. Keep pushing forward, start a new day with a smile because pain is only temporary. I love you, beautiful ❤️

It’s just great when one moment you’re enjoying life and the next it’s all fallen apart and you remember reality and the society we live in.

When you help other people with their problems, and your still waiting for somebody to help yours.

I don’t cry, I don’t look for help, I just don’t care anymore.

I went through severe cancer treatment for Lymphoma seven years ago. Surgeries, intense chemo, radiation, and a bone marrow transplant.. Everyone was so worried and sympathetic. I was excited. Eager to leave via this gift given to me so I wouldn’t have to agonize over doing it myself. Never told anyone. Been in remission for 7 years and I’m struggling with the worst depression and drug problems I’ve ever had in my life. I’m definitely not okay.

Hearing this song early at 1AM in the morning hits different 🤧💔

I joke to my friends saying I want to die, but I’m screaming for help

Me: Why do I like sad songs more?? My Mind: Because they are the only one who understand you more.

You can see the dread in my eyes Cause I'm struggling to survive And you think that I'm okay Cause I won't let you see my true face And you feel like there is no help Feel like I'm trapped in my own head I want to see my happy end Can you save me, from my own dread I'm not okay I am not heartless, I just can't feel nothing I may seem bit cold, like inside of a coffin You left me, no problem I've never been flawless And no, I'm not okay Hear the voices, see the demons Feel the coldness, seeking for treatment And you feel like there is no help Feel like I'm trapped in my own head I want to see my happy end Can you save me, from my own dread I'm not okay i'm not okay

sending tight hugs ♡ we got this ✊

*we are all just suicidal kids telling each other not to commit suicide*

Our generation: *we all are depressed kids with happy faces.*

This is one of the saddest and greatest songs ever written and performed. Thanks.

Everytime i get depressed i listen to this master peace .. its a really bless thank you ..

tell me im not the only one who feels so lonely in the quarantine but keeps pushing people away.

It's sad that nobody can really see the pain and sadness in your eyes because you're so used to pretend that you're fine and you don't care about anything when it's the complete opposite.

I really didnt expect this....When scrolling through i found i am not alone....There are many ones like me who is suffering with depression...☺...Hope we all will fight together till our last breath...We will never end ....We will rise from the ends 💔

Depression isnt wanting to die Its wanting the pain of living to stop

i feel like i was getting better but i was actually just getting worse..

My biggest fear is that one day...my kids will be crying alone to themselves at night and i wont know about it :(

Holy jeez I haven't listened to this in forever, to anyone that listens to this on a daily, you will make it out, it takes work, but you can do it if you try. And never try and commit, you will regret it as soon as it happens. I got luckier than others, dont be the next person to pass on the sadness to someone else.

Ramdom clicks are the best one😌

I cry all my pain out at night, so I can fake a smile all day.

"How do you feel?" "I don't."

My only friend use too call me Deadfish at times, not sure why, but with what I'm going threw and this song I found just tripped me TF out. Had to send it too her. Great song!

A few months ago my depression was pretty bad. I found this song while I was waiting alone outside of my school for running practice. I remember pulling my hood up and just listening to this as tears silently streamed down my face. It hurt how much I connected to it. Those were one of my bad days and this song really hit hard. Stay strong everyone out there it can get better. 😘❤

I'm not heartless. I'm just using my heart less. Cause Everytime I use it I only get hurt. I'm sick of being left down in the dirt. I'm not your first option, No, I am your last. You've captured my mind I'm locked up in the past. No I'm not heartless. I just don't show How much it hurts me Because I know You'll never understand me No matter what I do. So I may seen heartless, But it's because of you. - Briana Long.

If you are reading this, I know you are sad like me...so let’s just cry together listening this song.. (Writing it while I’m crying like a baby)

I lost my hope, the reason of live, my everything. I lost my grandpa 1 year ago and i became depressed. After that day i always have suicidal thoughts about ending it all. He was the person I could tell everything, all my problems and I could trust most. He was there for me when nobody was and do anything to make me happy and laugh. I never thought that one day i will lost him and when that day came i never smile that away again, he was the only one who make me smile like that no one can ever replace him he would be forever in my heart as the best person in the world. Dear grandpa, You don’t have any idea how much I missed you this whole year without you. I know you don’t want me to cry, you want me to be happy and continue my life but...how can I continue my life when my whole life is you, how can i move on when you are not by my side? I can’t you you’re always by my side when i was doing a big step for my life and now i am going to graduate without you who for me is the biggest step. I just wanted you know that i love you more than myself and I would try to be as happy as i can because this is what you want. Thank you for all those unforgettable moments we had. Goodbye for now...

OKAYYY!! This just got too relatable too fast🎶 Funny how we only need one line or 4 words, to relate to the whole song I'm a huge fan of making stuff relatable

heyyyy you. yes, you, beautiful person. stop scrolling for a moment. stop for a couple minutes. take a second and breathe. just breathe. everything it's going to be okay. maybe it doesn't seems right now but... i promise you it will. maybe you feel unwanted and useless like you are not worth anything. but that it's not true. you are fantastic and you worth SO much. you can go trought this tough time. if you feel like no one cares about you, you are damn wrong. there's always someone who cares about you, even i care about you, and i don't even know you. keep going and don't fall. you'll get trought it. i'm not saying that's it's going to be easy. and you won't cry late at night. but you are strong and you worth SO much. spread love. peace

I don't tell anyone my problems bc no one cares. Do u ever just cry from the inside?

I felt every words of this song!

Reading these comments ... makes me so sad yet comforted at the same time. We're all going through different things but this pain...this sickening horrible terrible pain ties us together...much love to you all that's going through it every day...its so hard to describe it to healthy minded individuals...there are no words to explain....but we know, don't we...our minds are our worst enemy.

started 2020 the same way i started 2019.. depressed asf & wanting to end it all :(

"I'm okay" "I'm fine" "I'm strong" "I'm undefeatable" "I'm loved" Actually... *"I'm not okay"* *"I'm numb"* *"I'm not strong"* *"I can defeat easily"* *"I'm not loved"* *"I'm a loner"* *"I'm looser"* *"I want to escape reality"* Don't mind me 🙃

yt really knows what my feeling is right now

My yt recommendation understand me so welll.,.

Your skin ist not paper, don't cut it❤️ Your face is no mask, don't hide it ❤️ Your size is no book, don't judge it ❤️ Your life is no movie, don't end it ❤️ You're beautiful as you are 💕 . Edit: Let me go to hell, i know sorrow all too well...

i’m terrified of what i’m feeling. i don’t want to feel this way. my mind won’t let me rest, it’s constantly thinking. it’s exhausting. i want to end it all but i also want to see if i to will have a happy end, like the one i’ve always wanted. this confusion is killing me. i don’t even know myself. i’ve lost myself by trying to change myself for others. i don’t know what to think anymore. with all this thinking in my head, i feel like i’m wasting my life. i’m scared. this just feels like it’s getting worse. crying isn’t help either. maybe ending it will? Edit: Hello and thank you everyone for the support you have given me

it's all about giving someone what you've once needed!

If my life was a song, this would be it 🥀

Just feeling alone in this world even though there are many people who cared about me:") Edit: thank you sm guys for the comment.. somehow it makes me feels better than before☺

*me holds my tears every day at school, finely goes home tells my mom am depressed, My mom:come on don't be dramatic 🙇🙇😫😩

I used to cried every single day but.. now it's even hard to cry

I am only okay when I run away, from my mind, from the reality, from myself. And facing everything, what terrifies me, only makes me feel hopeless, restless and anxious. I don't know what to do. I am stuck trying to find a balance between not giving up and coping with it. It's so difficult, and sometimes it feels like nothing will ever get better. I hate everything. More than anything, myself. And whenever I take that step forward, I go 15 steps back. So frustrating.. so hopeless.. I am tired and exhausted every single day. Every single day...

As I'm reading through this comment section I'm realizing how so many people are going through things, thinking they will never be okay, thinking that I have no one and that no one cares, thinking they are alone in this harsh world.. well I feel this way too sometimes but please know that u are not alone that u have family and friends that love you and care about you you have a future I believe in every single one of you you will be okay♡ I promise you all matter so much please know you are all worth it💞

Broken people tries their best to make other people happy because they know the pain.

Someone who's called heartless isn't someone who has no feeling but because they feel every kind of emotion in one time, so they couldn't figure out what it is

I met dead fish one time and he was really cool, hope he still doing alright

Whenever I'm not paying attention to my emotions I look how I feel and whenever this happens my friends tell me I look depressed which brings me back into my usual, smile and say something like "oh the song I'm listening too is really sad " or "nah I'm just tired" and I've even been so low that I've said "yeah I'm depressed and kinda wanna die but you know" with a joking voice then just laughed it off and everyone thinks I'm just joking.... But I'm not, I'm really in pain.

Destroyed everything and everyone around me..

I listened to this song and it hit me hard, this song basically is my life.

The opening tune already made me emotional 😣Thank you for putting this out❤

‘I’m struggling to stay alive’😞

KZfaq got me on their recommendation again. Nice song!

This song help me a lot when i was nowhere, just wanna say thank you, thanks for everything. Hope everybody reading this is ok now :)

This stays on repeat.

Literally KZfaq recognized that I'm not okay. But my friends didn't... What's wrong with this world?!

2019 is really the worst year. Amazon Forest got burned, a lot of kpop idols committed suicide and a lot got mentally stressed. I’m hoping 2020 isn’t worser than 2019.

If your not okay, tell it because if you keep it inside it's not good for you, it's damaging. I'm sure there is someone who want to hear what you have to say, you're not alone, you're are all priceless

Tired of feeling sad every day For just one time plz God let me be happy for real 🙏🙃🙂

I just hate how my soul is so fragile, every small thing can break me, life has never been unfair to me but I have been unfair to myself and I can't help but keep being like this, smh Idk what to do anymore, I'm completely lost and I hate who I am so very much, I tried so many times before to change, to feel better, to kill this feeling that's swallowing me slowly but I couldn't, sometimes I think about ending this whole thing but I'm way too afraid to face something as hard as death so I keep existing like a dead body.

i really want to hug the boy on the picture

“And you feel like there is no help” - I relate to this line…

I miss the times when I get called Ugly and not care a single thing about it. But now if someone tells me that It just hits me and started to feel insecure. I miss the times when I get called Fat and not care a single thing about it. But now if someone tells me that It hits me hard and now I wont eat a single thing and drink water THINKING its healthy...Its not. I miss the time where I have friends we play, we were happy, no arguements. Now every single of my friendships are toxic, I lost 11 of my friends I felt like im a worthless why am I not Enough??? I miss where I had good grades where I make my parents happy. I just failed all my classes because I cant focus, I want to study hard but everytime a memory that I dont want KEEPS popping up. I miss the time where I sleep early not caring anything what just happend. Now I sleep at 3 am, crying and overthinking I dont know why and just feels like a habit of mine... But then Bangtan, Kpop groups came in my life and THEY changed me, I smiled truly I Truly smiled I felt safe, I felt happy, but I get judged for liking them and think im weird. But i wont make that stop me liking them because they saved my life. Kpop idols get international hate, but we protect them because they were the people who saved us, they worked hard, and make someone smile.

For a depressed person.. physical pain is nothing infront of mental pain.. and that's why they hurt themselves... People going through all bads in lives.. listen.. your god has more power than your problems ❤️❤️

you will be okay. stay strong guys. we’ll get through it together.

Maturity is when you realise how the deep the lyrics is🖤

Parents : you are Disappointing child Teachers : You are Stupid Depression : Why are you still alive? Music : Shhh.. Come I'm here for you.

when you give everything you need to others so they wont be hurt and eventually you break and call them out for always pushing your problems to the side and making it about them and they act like they're the victim...

my mind is like a tree... it grows, and grows. growing beautiful green leaves on it...representing good memories... it was a full grown tree, the tree was stacked with leaves. but then a massive fire came. and burned the tree... still standing, but all the leaves are gone... as time passes by, each day the tree rots down. there is no more green, beautiful leaves anymore.. instead, on the bottom, a prickle sticks start too grow.. representing bad memories... it kept growing...and growing. Until there was no more room for it. Now the tree is finally gone. but, there is one last, green leaf. one, only one. you, smiling running around outside... But then it starts to rain. And the prickle sticks start to grow more, it can't fit in anymore.. but it forces itself to do so...it hurts..a lot, so you have to scream, and it stops. You screamed too loud. And the last beautiful, green leaf, blew away. Now you enter your mind, too see those prickly sticks. You're scared. and want to not see. As you close your eyes, you fee tugs and something sharp on you..you open your eyes to see that the prickly sticks are constricting around you, you try breaking free but can't...you're trapped...trapped in your own mind...where no one can hear you scream... The tree with the leaves are gone..now all you can think of is the bad memories sorrounding you... this is what i feel like..im a writer so i just thought about it...

It's now gotten to the point where I'm looking for hurt in other people. Not because I want then to feel like me but because I want to escape my own problems by helping others

I’m not heartless, I just learnt how to use my heart less.

"and you think that Im okay, cause I won't let you see my true face" That really hits me hard 💔

Who ever is reading this never give up. You got a bright future ahead of you. Love your self, don’t let people bring you down. Have an amazing day:)

Guys treat your pillow with respect, they catch your tears when no one else will.