I... I think I can say, with confidence, that I love you. I love your personality, your honesty, your willingness to show up as you are, your sense of humor, your generosity... You are the channel I turn to when I need company, when I'm not feeling my best. Thank you, thank you for sharing your beautiful art work... But also thank you for sharing your beautiful self.

What a beautiful gift of a video. I'm in my 40s and it was very comforting to me to listen to you, because we always need these reminders. And with social media making it seem like everyone else is doing great while perhaps we are not, sharing the authentic human experience, sharing encouragement to persist, sharing reminders that we all struggle, is so important. I was imagining my 20ish year old artist daughters and their peers watching this and thinking about how important this message could be for them. And yea I just wanted to thank you for making this video in just the way that you did. Your art is beautiful and inspiring, and I agree with your choice of editing style, it was easy and peaceful to watch and very well done. KZfaq and Instagram metrics are not an accurate reflection of whether a person is touching lives with their art. Neither is income. So many metrics can make it seem like you're in competition with every creator and ranked from successful to not. And there is something about that, that entirely misses what it is to be human and a creative. You really touched me today. I hope as an artist the idea of having deeply touched individuals that are exposed to something you created, brings you a sense of satisfaction that can't be measured in numbers. ❤️

I'm so proud of you and honored that you choose to share more facets of your Self and realities of the business. The honest picture you are painting here is one of the many reasons why we love and will always be with you, Tina. You truly are a wonder, because you are a human being that is open to the universe. I hope your heart finds joy in little unexpected things today, like your video did for me. This artwork is absolutely stunning and the real time process was super chill, too. It matches your soul.

I'm not a full time artist but i have been struggling with these feelings lately. Hearing you speak helped me feel so much better and less guilty and ashamed. Thank you for your openness and kindness, you've made my day.

I do that with movies and shows when I need to focus. It’s like you said, it gives stimulation already so you don’t need to seek it in more obstructive ways like doom scrolling. Especially when it’s something you’ve watched a million times and you don’t need to watch it to know what’s happening.

It’s so cathartic to hear another artist basically mirror my feelings when my creativity just feels like it got dropped on the floor and broken to bits. It can really cause a dent in your self image if you don’t FEEL like you’ve done something productive or like you’ve not improved after a long period of hard effort. The hardest part for me is knowing that others around me pick up on my negativity and it effects them as well, so there’s an added pressure to try and “force myself to enjoy it” so I don’t upset other people

I started to physically itch when you said start a sketch and don't finish it, I could never, my brain wouldn't let me rest 😅

*Me comparing my art and channel following to Tina.* *Tina* Don’t compare your art to others *Me* Oops Seriously though, it is comforting to hear that even successful artists, like yourself, feel like this sometimes; and that it’s normal and ok to feel that way, but also that just because you might feel like you’re not doing well as an artist, doesn’t mean you’re not. It’s just perspective. ✨🌙⭐

the theme is just in time for this stressful time of the year. Hope you will overcome these feelings and find inner peace, 'cause your works are really amazing

Thank you for keeping in mind how time lapse speed effects the viewer. I used to be super discouraged by videos going so fast and my own art taking so long and not coming out well on the first try. It’s especially confusing when it comes to paint because it takes time to dry. And it’s so annoying when people label a video a tutorial but it’s super time lapsed. I appreciate the way you film and edit because of your low speed time lapses and real time bits you include, plus when you show your mistakes and show your heat gun to make the paint dry faster ❤️❤️❤️

i am also a full-time artist while going to school for art so i completely understand how you feel about not being happy every time you draw and honestly, ive let that feeling get the best of me. this video truly has inspired me to continue doing my best and i want you to know that you will always have a subscriber/follower in me!!

Thank you for sharing some more of the realities of being a full-time artist. ❤ Especially with time-lapse, speed-draw videos! As an art teacher, I constantly have to remind my students not to compare their own process to those videos. They either rush and sacrifice their quality, or feel down that they can't create as fast as others. So thank you for being another voice for that message!

i remember seeing this piece on instagram and i was SHOOK 😱💖 so seeing it come together and hearing about the behind the scenes of how you were feeling and stuff felt even nicer because of that connection 🥺 gosh there's so many things i enjoy about this drawing, the way you used the paper, the white contrasting with everything, and i especially love the foliage in the back!!! That sort of fade from the dark shadows to the leaves peeking out is something i've wanted to try for so long! it really looks wonderful and i love how all the elements work together 🥰also video wise this is always a nice topic to hear people's opinions on, especially independent artists 🤧

I was very much experiencing feelings of artistic inadequacy today and honestly just decided to try the KZfaq search bar to get advice on how to cope. I’m so glad i came across this video you created. Thank you so much for thinking of posting this content, it truly made me feel less alone .

She is gorgeous! Something that I've missed seeing from you are the more fantasy paintings. Like Sol and Luna, or the female warrior. Something grand and magic like. But you should always paint and draw what and how you feel in the moment.

I love the way the white hair separates the different parts of the painting.

:o Welcome (back) to Tumblr! How exciting! This video is great, I love the mixed media and it's so nice to hear you talk about an important topic that affects all artists.

You are hands down one of my favorite Artists, so I'm going to make sure I keep engaging! Also need to get on your Patreon which I am absolutely doing this week! I just love you and your work! God Bless you always dolly XOXO ✨✨✨

TV show, movie, podcast you know already .... when I have a hard time falling asleep I do that (and guilty with some of your live stream rewatch) because it keeps my mind occupied enough to not wander around but same time I'm not glued to it that I'm dying to know what will happen or is happening ;) and so giving the sense of comfort as you mentioned too

Oh, Tina. There are so many things I want to say, like, how well timed this video is! Personally I've been trying to be more casual about making art and not beating myself up on days I don't make anything. I've actually been really enjoying posca markers and holbein acrylic gouache, neither of which I wouldn't have tried without you showing them off first! I work at an art supply store and namedrop you to whoever I think would enjoy your channel because it's always felt like sitting down with a friend. I think you have this great ability to be on a relatable level with people like we're just chilling at a studio discussing anime and other media. I'm happy to be a part of your community and being a cheerleader on the sidelines as you develop. I hope it helps to know how much you've impacted not just me, but everyone who sits down to watch 💜

I so needed this video right now 💕 thank you for being so honest and transparent! And such beautiful artwork 😍

I have a lot of issues concentrating because of my mental health issues, and this (along with other issues) really prevents me from tackling specific tasks. For some reason I convinced myself that the only valuable effort I can make towards my goal is by solely focusing on it without any form of 'distraction'. And while that is my ideal, I think I would be much more likely to make any progress at all if I just did it while watching something in the background. So hearing you say that is a method you use to get work done while suffering from artists block is really validating. Like there isn't anything wrong or invalid with working in that specific way, especially if you are struggling.

tina thank you for always being so open in sharing your struggles

I've come to realize over time that I share more struggles with other artists than I initially thought. Being in school and just starting to look into the business side of things, I feel like I'm so behind lol. I need to remind myself that drawing is fun in itself and not to take the process for granted just because I haven't "made it". Thank you for this video, Tina!

I love the non sped up videos because I often miss out on the subjects because i cannot watch them as often as as id like.

thank you so much it really is comforting to hear that not everyone is perfect including artists or people who make art as a job. for years I felt like I wasn't creative or a failure for not having maid artwork in years and I was beating myself up for taking a long break. but your words made me feel like its okay to take a break for yourself and to rest and that your not a failure your still an artist no matter what so these words were really what I needed to hear at this time.

I TOTALLY UNDERSTAND YOU!!!😅 that’s why I have ART has a HOBBY. And I work a normal job that I love ❤️. But let me tell you that YOU ARE AMAZING ARTIST!!!!!

I hope you keep pushing videos in your own time! I looked up to you and you emerged into my passion for art. I even showed my boyfriend your videos because he has lost his artistic touch. I would suggest that you tap into crafting if you're interested, it might boost your spirits and new viewers.

Your illustration turned out beautifully 🥰🌻🥰 . I'm glad you talked about the topic you did. I am also going through an art block phase and it soothed my soul to know that an artist I admire also goes through the same thing as I. . Thank you for all the tips you gave us in this video! . Have a wonderful day!! 🥰🌻🥰🌻🥰🌻🥰

I always have a difficult time creating blurred background but the beginning was a mini tutorial ! Lol Thank u! 😁

What a beautiful!

thank you so much , non of my friends know how to draw , and i find it difficult to talk a out these subjects they wont get it , your voice is relaxing like an old friend not someone who tries to sell us products 😂

This was such a helpful video, thank you so much! I love the artwork as well ❤

Thank you for opening up, we often feel alone through these moments when we question our art and value, and in those moments it's so important to know we're not alone. You are by no means an imposter, your art is amazing and brings many of us so much joy! I hope you're doing better, take care 🤗 P.S : I totally get putting on a movie you already know by heat while making art, I do that all the time too

really enjoyed the topic. and the piece turned out absolutely stunning. makes me wanna get back to watercolors ^_^

This painting turned out SO beautifully 😍

The best of the best Teacher Tina. So beautiful and so skillful sketch. The most creative and so clean colorings. Awesome. Love Teacher Tina

Tina, i just wanna express how much i appreciate you and everything you create I think everyone can relate to the feeling of looking at others and feeling so small or even kind of worthless just because there is always going to be someone better at the craft you love and dedicate yourself to But you are definitely the one artist i find myself running to whenever i feel down and when i really need some inspiration. You're like a warm hug on a cold day :) You inspire me everyday, even with the artpieces you say you weren't so proud of at the beginning and i truly consider you a role model

wonderful job with the face, love the colour😀

This topic is echoing to me, especially for the first half of this year

Love love love your videos ❤❤❤❤❤

loved this! thank u for being vulnerable and open with us

I discovered your channel with the Mulan video and I found this piece and I want to tell you it's beautiful! And the tips are Golden!! Thank you for this video

Loved this video…you’re art is soooo amazing and to hear that even you have doubts and insecurities like anyone else about your art makes me feel better…😀

Thank you for sharing how you've been feeling and for your honesty and sincerity! It's one of the many reasons why I follow you, enjoy watching your content and love supporting your channel/work! you are such a great example of how more people should just be in general. pursue their dreams and be honest while doing it while being kind and patient with yourself and sharing that love and the lessons learned! Thank you for being you!!!

This is such a beautiful piece of work. But I really loved the conversation topic, it’s something I struggle with. You gained a subscriber out of me!

I love the final result, but I also love how you used complimentary colors in the wet-on-wet background. I’d love to see you use more loose techniques like that in your portraits to create a sense of depth and to bring some abstract elements into your work! The paper you used for her outfit was a great choice!

I'm glad that i'm not the only one who put like a youtube video (video games gameplay or a talk like this !) Just to focus on my drawing- i have the feeling that my art turn better than without a media in the background. Love your art continue like this ! (I don't comment under videos so it's kinda cringe to me excuse me-)

I love your art, it's beautiful and I also love your honesty. Thank you ❤

This is so beautiful! She's going to look amazing next to my print of the December 2020 Patreon reward! I think that's when it was, the beautiful lady in front of poinsettias. Another great video, Tina! Thanks for being so open with us.

Your artwork is beautiful and I’m subbed. Thanks for the video. I know how you feel. Hardly anyone watches my videos

Beautiful work and an important topic. You aren't losing me as a sub any time soon.. or ever

This video has helped me a lot Iv been in that horrible stuck rut for ages and your art is so beautiful and advice is great 👍 thankyou I’m now a subscriber 🥰

Thank you for sharing your thoughts and feelings in this video, it does give comfort ❤

thank you for this video. ive been following you for a while now, since before you started full-time. i'm working on my own art business and have found a lot of comfort and encouragement from your work. i appreciate your transparency with art block and not feeling your best. ❤

I really appreciate the real-time footage too! much more relaxing, I was watching while sipping on some coffee :) A bonus is that it's informative about your process. I think she turned out so serene, and that negative painting turned out so cool!

This is so beautiful, I love how the background colours flow into each other, it seems like the red flowers really glow. This must be some of my favourite pieces of you. I'm sad to hear that your numbers decline, I wish you all the good things in the world and hope the comments under this video can uplift you a little bit

She’s gorgeous! I love your mixed media technique and negative painting. I hope your numbers do a better job of reflecting your absolutely stunning talent very soon. 🤩

Lovely video to watch, I’ve always enjoyed your commentary and watching your art process ❤ I’ve been noticing a decrease in view count for all KZfaqrs I watch, from art KZfaqrs to Pokémon KZfaqrs, and I think it’s important to remember that two years ago, we were all stuck in quarantine and had a looooot more free time on our hands to, for example, watch KZfaq videos. I hope your engagement increases (I for one will definitely keep watching!!)

I realllly appreciated your vulnerability around your numbers and followers. Can't wait to share your art with my friends! You really helped me during the pandemic and helped my art flourish! keep going (: (if it suits you)! I really enjoy your art. Also THANK YOU for the REAL TIME footage! I definitely feel like its more relaxing and realistic

What a great video! Love the art work, but also that you're honest about the struggles. I feel that a big challenge is the stretch between being an artist and being a content creator and running a business. It's a constant challenge to balance all those roles. Where my art is best when there's space and time for flow and play, the content and business part come with numbers, goals and deadlines. But on those occasions when all of these do come together, it's the best, right?

Thank you for this, I've been in a block for the past 3 years, where life just kicked me down. I feel I can't do art, but I want to. This video came in the exact moment that I needed it. So thank you

Hi tina! I don't know if you're gonna see this, but, your videos have not been showing on my home page on youtube, maybe the lower views are on that. Engagement in social media is something that somentimes floats between good and bad days, but always remember that you are an amazing artist, an actual WONDER if I'm being honest. I love your videos and artwork and hope that you know that this numbers don't define your quality as an artist and creator. Hope you're feeling better and sending good energies all the way from Brazil!

So beautiful painting dear friend ❤❤❤

I love this piece so much... your art style is so amazing and I am always in awe when it comes to your style of drawing and painting women So beautiful and magical 😍 You are a huge inspiration to me and you are actually the main reason why I dared starting to draw portraits ❤ I also draw and I ALWAYS have to have on a movie or a TV show when I´m drawing... it´s at the point where I simply cannot draw if I don´t have anything on in the background 😅 and yes... it´s always something I have watched several times before I´ve recently become deeply invested in K-pop (again I should say cause I have been deep in it several years ago) and now I´m plowing through all songs by SKZ, BTS and Ateez.. these three bands are my main focus right now when it comes to music 😄 As for solo artists I cannot get over Agust D and JHope.. so I guess BTS influenced me there as well😁 Sorry for a very long and maybe not so interesting comment.. I tend to ramble 😉 I wish you all the best Hugs from Finland🫂

Instagram has been a real struggle for all of us trying to get engagement for our work. It’s definitely not you!

You know it's going to be a good day when you hear "Hello friends I hope you've been well." Such great videos and artwork!

A lot of art KZfaqrs experienced a sudden drop of views this year. I wonder what they changed in the algorithm.

I love and appreciate that you are sharing your true feelings and being completely honest with us. This painting is beautiful and the mixed media aspect works so well 😊

Such a pretty painting! Love the color palette on this one. Do you find you struggle with the gansai paints lifting too much? You seem to be layering plenty, and I haven't noticed the paint getting patchy.

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thank you for your insights and suggestions on how to work through art block, l've been struggling with this a lot lately, l want to do art but then l am like l can't be bothered, it's very frustrating no idea why l feel this way, perhaps l need new things to stimulate my imagination hmm

Your art is soooo beautiful and you are a great inspiration to me ❤, hope everything gets better

What's the blue mat on your desk?

Very nice, be blessed,saved and all in Jesus shalom

Sometimes I wonder if making KZfaq videos is worth It. I spend hours making them and they get 100 views on a good day.