Spotify- open.spotify.com/album/1KUcvJYrKhaubCNV2TXCBS?si=Rgcusa48QNaHU_hYxMZZ7w iTunes- (coming soon) Lyrics: 3 years old when you left and went to go to jail Only time I seen you dad was a through a call or through a cell You got out when I was 12 so really only time Could tell But you went back up on them drugs I was a kid going through hell I remember My mama dropped us off up at yo house And I was scared, didn’t say a fucking word up on the couch Up in my head, so happy cause all my friends had a dad And when she picked me up I went outside and was crying so bad But she ain’t see it From a younging I suppressed all my emotions Cause they couldn’t see me weak or see me open And all the shit i was hopin Cause my mama always said that I was Chosen I was glued up on yo hip when I was little but I don’t remember that shit I remember you not showing up I was a little girl I needed you when I was growing up But I then got older you hit me up when I was blowing up Had asked me for some money cussed you out and started closing up Cause all my fucking life dad I just really wanted you there No really dad I just wanted you there And yea I know that you cared It’s just the drugs and I know it ain’t fair Know that you love me and I know that you swear That you wish shit was different But it’s too late Because I just got the call and they said You in critical condition as you lay up in that bed And I can’t even comprehend like all the thoughts up in my head Because I swore the died that not a tear that I would shed for you.. But dad I promise that I care for you But dad I promise that I cared for you I really wish that I was there for you But I was scared You hit me up a week ago and you had said that you love me And you so sorry that you put the drugs and shit all above me Said I forgive you and you said you’re always gonna think of me But I just wish I felt this love before the fame and the money I got the news that you not doing good as soon as I woke And I was laughing with my family nonchalant making jokes And Acting like I’m not hurt When there’s pain in my chest The thought of losing you dad and the fucking shame of regret Is gonna eat me alive So all the fucking days that I live I want you to know that I forgive And I know you would’ve been dad cause If it wasnt for the drugs My mama always told me I was loved As you transition I just hope you feel peace I know you’re tired So I hope you feel peace Dad, Wish I could go back 30 years and take the needle To ones who let you try it id beat they ass on all them people drugs are evil Im sorry dad for not picking when you called I’m sorry dad for putting up a wall But dad just know that I was scared And I want you to know that I always cared Rest peacefully I love you IG: DomoWilsonMusic

This hit home bad. Although my dad didn’t do drugs. He wasn’t in my life and sometimes I pretend I don’t care.. but I care so bad. It hurts growing up without a father no matter what people say it’s so needed. And life is too short fr so I pray and hope you heal from that pain because it hits harder when that person was your father but wasn’t in your life 🙏🏾

I’m literally in a puddle of tears 😭 this is so vulnerable and heart felt. I just know he would love this Domo and was very proud of you. The human experience is hard and understanding each other is harder. Glad you shared this with us 💕💓

I feel so sorry for you Domo I hear the pain in your voice 😭🙏🏽 everything will get better soon I bet he is so proud of you. you became this amazing person this amazing mother and you are incredible and I always want you to remember that ❤️

You can hear the pain in your voice. Much love Domo.

So sorry you went through this! I couldn't help but cry at the end. This was so deep, Domo.

Sending my condolences and prayers. Love you Domo. RIP to your dad.

This hit home so bad 😭❤ lost my dad at 14. Prayers for you beautiful girl. A heartache i wish no one knew. You are something so special domo.

I feel this deeply. So sorry for your loss! Thanks for sharing

I know this feeling all too well. Grieving is hard. The regrets and wishing, hoping things were different. We just gotta take things one day at a time. Sending my condolences to you and your family 🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾

Domo , You're story and music definitely has resonated with me . My Deepest Condolences for your loss of your dad. I lost my bio dad when I was six , too. Yet a great step dad came along and he was the best step dad ever , I lost him a month ago to cancer. Although I Am still Greatful. God Bless You Domo . ❤🌟🙌

This couldn’t have came out at a better time. I hadn’t seen my dad since I was in 5th grade. He reached out to me when I was 22 years old. He was in bad health. He had been fighting a long battle with diabetes and kidney failure. He lost his leg and didn’t know how much longer he’d be here. He reached out to me several times over a course of months but I just couldn’t bring myself to do it. I seen him one time and talked to him a few times but that was it. I got the call that he was going on hospice care at home. I was urged to go say my final goodbyes because I would regret it if I didn’t. As I was on my way there, I got the phone call that he took his final breath. 2/23/21. I didn’t get to say goodbye. Tomorrow makes one year and I can’t express to you how much guilt and regret I live with. I want you to know that YOU ARE NOT ALONE!!!! Much love, Domo. 💛

Ohh Domo I'm so so sorry.. The best healing is you have forgiving in your heart. He's in a better place, now you just need to be in one as well. You and Dominic look so much like him... Wow... sending you so much love, my condolences to you and your family sweetheart . May he wake in the arms of God and put the devil to rest, may he be at peace & rest.

I’m sorry for your lost I just talked to my dad after hearing your song the emotions going thru me I cried I pray for you domo he is always with you now in spirit My prayers are with you I love you Domo 🙏🏽❤️💯

I had dad like this too...this opened those memories those scars that even after 20 years is raw...love you baby girl!

This song hit different. Lyrics on another level. Proud of you domo.

I’m in tears I can relate so much.... haven’t seen my dad in 10 years and he’s far off on these drugs... he never met his grandson and continues to make false promises I love this so much domo. Thank you for opening up for us who can relate

Domo this was beautiful. I’m sure he’s beyond proud of you

Girl this really hit hard . I felt your pain through that song . I am so proud of you for opening your heart and letting us hear this song . R.I.p.

I feel for your loss😢, again my condolences and I pray🙏🏾 for strength to get you through these tough times. I'm here for you!!! Love you always!

Hearing this for the second time and I’m so sorry for your loss n I’m sorry that you had to go through this but I know he’s smiling down on you and he’s so happy God heard your cry baby girl you are such a strong women I pray you continue to find peace n strength through it all

I'm here in tears....I felt your pain....I'm glad you're releasing your pain though music so it could help someone else.

Domo you are so talented and even when you are hurting your music hit even harder. I love how you let your true feelings out in your music...RIP to your Dad💔🩹🙏🏽 I have listened to this 5 times...stay strong I believe your dad really understood WHY. PRAYING FOR YOU 💯

Domo im sorry for your loss...this song really got me feeling some type of way as i can relate n the tears are streaming down my face as the rain pours on my car outside.I felt your pain n again my deepest sympathy n condolences

Damn this really broke me, because I'm living it. You have my prayers on your journey towards healing and acceptance

You have a special angel watching over you now. He will always protect you now. 🙏🏾💙🕊️

This is pure raw emotion…..my heart goes out to you Domo. 🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾❤️❤️❤️❤️💔😭

That was deep, my sincerest condolences to you. I lost my dad almost 9 years ago, and it still hurts. With time, you will learn to deal with his passing, but forgiving him will help to heal you. Blessing to you🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾

Domo I pray that your heart can heal. That the forgiveness you are giving may help to mend the broken parts of your heart. My condolences to you and your family 💜

This song really hit! I'm so sorry for your loss Domo!! Sending hugs your way 💕 may your Dad Rest Peacefully 🙏💌😇🕊️🕯️

I’m so sorry domo we’re all here for you this definitely hits home I can relate so much just not my dad other family members chills threw my body the whole time this some deep shit and I’m sorry you had to go threw this😩😭❤️

What a beautiful song. My God, u can hear the pain in your voice. He loves you Domo and he knows u love him❤❤❤❤

DOMO OMG I JUST WATCHED DOMONIC'S BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION SMILING SO HAPPY OF HOW MUCH HIS GROWN, TO LITERALLY BALLING. THIS BROUGHT BACK A LOT OF CHILDHOOD MEMORIES. LOVE THR FACT THAT YOU ARE SO TRANSPARENT. DOMO KEEP YOUR HEAD UP HIGH AND CONTINUE LIVE LIFE AND BE THE BEST MOM YOU CAN BE. 🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾

This really hit home, I felt this. My dad ain’t even gone he’s alive but he’s pretty much been absent all my life, he put me through a lot of abuse as a kid and now he tries to call here and there but I can’t find myself to answer his calls….am I wrong for that? Domo no matter what he was always proud of you. Keep shining bright.

I’m sorry for your loss stay strong Domo ❤️! I love you 💕

I have not experienced this but I couldn’t help but cry because I felt your pain through your words & the way you delivered it. Love you Domo ❤️ my condolences beautiful 🙏🏾 may your dad Rest Peacefully

Omg this really hit home for me 😢 We love you Domo wish We could hug you right now just know we here for you may your dad Rest In Peace ❤️🙏🏾🕊🕊🕊🕊

I’m so sorry for your lost 😞 Domo I can’t imagine that pain you must be feeling keep your head up baby girl & live for him remember he always here with you spiritually❤️

I almost lost my dad to drugs so this hit home for me. I'm so sorry 😞 you got this keep your head up your a beautiful soul and when you ever feel down look to your beautiful amazing son cause I know for a fact the he can put a smile on your face

Damn Domo this touched me right here praying for you and your family GOD BLESS

Wow this song was so full of power I really felt ever word I'm so sorry Domo I know exactly how you feel just know he's now your angel and watching over you Wick and I know he's beyond proud of you.

Damn I felt that. You have grown so much Domo and I truly appreciate your vulnerability and the voice you give for those who can't speak up. Love you Domo and condolences 🙏🏾 ❤

Omg, Domo. I’m so sorry you’re going through this. And I’m so sorry for what you went through growing up. This was extremely raw and real. You’re right, drugs ARE evil! Addiction is evil! And good for you for forgiving him. Just give your Mom the biggest, longest hug and thank her for raising the strong, independent, kind, loyal, beautiful woman that you are. Damn it, Domo… I done cried my lashes off!! My thoughts and prayers are with you girl. 💕

Danggg... This song man.... My dad doesn't do drugs, but he wasn't really there for me/ present in my life, and the line where she said, "cause my mama always said that I was chosen, I was glued to yo hip when I was little but I don't remember that shit. I remember you not showing up, I was a little girl I needed you when I was growing up." EVERYONE would tell me how much my dad loved me and how close we used to be when I was younger but I only remember him not being there, me always reaching out to him seeking validation for doing things other than the thing my brothers did, which was sports.The last time I remember him actually reaching out to me( which was very far and few in between) was to ask for my address so he could send papers in the mail to stop paying child support.. I have severe anxiety/abandonment issues because of his absence and the emotional turmoil he put me through, and always thought that once he passed I would finally be free from his hold on me, but now listening to this song... It definitely hit hard...

This hit so hard, i lost my dad when i was 22 after years of fighting and addiction he got diabetes and it ended up killing him, i still remember the last words i said to him, and i'll forever regret them.

You can here that deep pain, and I know it so well. Thank you for sharing that part of you ur life with us. Ppl think when kids parents pass while their grown it’s better, but it’s not it hurts really bad.

This hit me my dad doesn't do drugs but he acts like I don't exist and lied to me so many times. Bruh I just wonder sometimes when that day come would I even miss him. This song put things in a different light to me. Thank you Domo.

I’m SO sorry, Domo 😔❤️ there’s nothing in this world that can lessen your pain except time. I know our words can’t fix anything at all, but from someone who has looked up to you since they were 12 years old and currently 22, I want you to know that I hope the right words and the right arms envelope you and make you feel pure love. He learned so much in this life and will do right by you in the next lifetime ❤️❤️ WE LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND WISH WE COULD LESSEN YOUR PAIN.

Damn this song really got me…..I lost my dad 01-2-22 right after New Years to cancer. When I was 16 when he left the only thought I had in my mind is that I hated him… I hated him for leaving when I needed him the most, and then at 18 when he passed away the only thing I thought abt is how the last thing I said to him is “I never wanna see you again” started feeling like it’s my fault that I couldn’t prevent it. Yes I know there is no way in hell I can control the course of cancer but I can’t help but to feel this way . And this song just hits me and have me thinking bout all of that, but through all of that I love him, he’s half of who I am. Only thing I think abt is the good memories. Good job Domo on this song you really did u one. Very impactful and inspirational.

Domo this is an amazing song in so many ways! You are UNBELIEVABLY strong and have been through so much in life. A lot of people would've given up, but you took your pain and used it to motivate you to do great things. You are such an inspiration. Thank you for sharing your vulnerability, it is not an easy task. God Bless You Domo. Much respect and love.

i couldnt hold back my tears...rip domo dad...im so sorry u went throught this domo we love u

I know the feelings..we love u and praying for you. I just lost my little sister in October from Fentanyl someone gave her. She received from drugs. She left her 17 daughter 16 son 22 son with a baby on the way. I never got to talk to my sister before she died.. I still cry about it. I'll keep u prayed up🥰🙏

Wow..... talk about raw emotions. Love you DOMO and so so sorry for your loss 🙏🏽

Crying real 😭 tears for u Domo🌹 This was amazingly put together. Thanks again for sharing such a heart felt song!!! Sorry again for ur lost🌹 I know ur pops would be 🥲 proud.

I just started getting to know my bio dad. I hated him my entire life, but im learning that I only hated him because I so desperately wanted to feel like he loved me. Forgiveness is so hard. Anger is truly the devils weapon. Thank you for always being transparent with us Domo. You have no idea how much your vulnerability is helping people.

This song made me cry... Praying for peace for you Domo. ❤

Domo... girl!!!! I literally felt this! I know exactly how you feel... I was that same little girl craving for my dad and the drugs keeping him from being my father....later in life we were able to have a relationship and death separated us again! That pain in this song is my pain as well... I really appreciate you sharing your story!

As I sit here n listen to your song I was going through flashback of my childhood I went through similar experiences my condolences to u domo 🙏 🙏🙏🙏

This was so deep & hit real hard! I could feel it & the song is amazing! Sending prayers & hugs as well!

We love u! Our hearts break for you. Feels crazy crying for someone you don't actually know. Yet here I sit in tears. Keep your head up Domo. Sending all the love.

My condolences to you and your family. I too know this pain. My heart goes out to you and everyone else going through it. It will take time.

Domo, it makes me so sad that you did not have the relationship with your dad that you deserved. I pray that God will bless you and your family with all that you stand in need of during your time of sadness. My deepest condolences to you.

If any one ever thought you fell off ... You're back!! That was DOPE AF!!! My condolences on your dad's passing. The way you expressed your feelings was raw and EVERYTHING!! Stay up love!! ❤🙏💯💪

Yow Domo has come so far. I felt every single emotion through her voice. 😢

My condolences you you and your family. I could hear the pain and sorrow you felt making that song. Made me cry cause I’m May will be two years I lost my dad. He was in a nursing facility for 9 years and I hardly saw him. I regret not spending more time with him even though he was an alcoholic all my life and not really there for us. I regret not seeing him more. Hugs you you and your family during this difficult time. I will pray for peace for you and I know your dad would be proud of you. Your a strong women. Hugs to you

I'm so sorry for your loss Domo when I listen to the song it hit a place in my heart where I just started crying my eyes out I switched the word dad to Mom and it hits a place in me because I went through this kind of stuff with my mom

❤❤❤❤❤ Beautifully composed and written Domo. We all know you express your emotions in your songs because we can always feel it.

This hit so close to home and I'm in a puddle of tears.i wanna say thank you domo for making this song and bc of you made this song I decided to call my older brother.he was always like a dad to me so when he left me,I put up a wall and never returned any of his calls until now.i called him and he told me his biggest regret was leaving me.i love him and I love you.i hope you get over this pain like I did.i give me so much hope and inspire me to keep living my life to the fullest.im sorry for ur lost,I know how it feels to lose someone.my grandparents died a month apart.

Hits hard cause I have to deal with this with my mom💔 Praying for everyone going through the same🙏🏽

I’m so sorry for your loss praying 🙏🏾 for your strength and that you find peace. This hit home for me although my father didn’t do drugs my father was and still is in and out off my life and I wish things were different. It’s crazy how literally a few days ago I was talking to my uncle about not holding grudges because life is too short and you only get one mom/dad so cherish them now while they’re still here TAKE ADVANTAGE NOW

I don't know how it feels to lose a parent like this but listen to the words of this song I can relate on so many levels with you. I feel your pain and sadness. I wish you nothing but the best and hope peace finds your heart. I can't say the hurt of losing someone goes away over time because it doesn't. The memories of that person will cut you deep. Pray ask God for healing and strength. Love you Domo you not alone

The pain in your voice made me bawl😭 I’m so sorry domo… But just know he’s happy and healthy now looking over you and he’s so proud and he hears everything you’ve been saying and praying. It will never go away but it will get a lil easier I promise 🥺🤞🏼💗💗

💕🥺🥺keep your head up baby girl . Same here 💔sis 🥺I loved him no matter how he wasn’t there for us until am 18 and going trough shit . That is so cute 😭🥺💔baby girl !

Love ur music because it's all real..real emotions real experience things you been through in life and it hits home for a lot of people everyone can relate to a lot of your songs...love you girl keep your head up

This is so beautiful. I know you love him. But you doing this. Proud of you. Praying for you all

Omg this so close to home… My dad was not on drugs but he let other women take him from our home… and he’s gone now too… So I feel where u coming from… this song had me in tears thinkn of my dad… I send u my deepest condolences to ur family as well… 🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽💜💜💜

This hit deep, can feel every word your speaking on I losted my dad July of last year and have regrets still of how I wish we grew closer and how I wish I did things different before he left ❤️

I usually don't do this but I've been following you for a while now and I always respected what you've done as a black woman and as a black woman myself this hit hard for me my dad ain't on drugs but he as not there in my life either and even been in communication with him since my mom is past it's always been hard and we're still doing that awkward stage so this hit hard is put tears in my eyes you are amazing human being thank you for sharing something so personal much love

Wooh Lord that was deep & heavy😢!! Domo know he forgives you, as you have him...I hope God makes his transition easy & he’s resting peacefully💙🙌🏾 know that this you have no control over, forgive yourself! We can’t turn back the hands of time so, No regrets just use this & bestie as a LESSON what’s for you is for you‼️Prayers up 💙🙌🏾

So sorry Domo. It’s very hard to loose a parent. I now your pain your dad knows you cared and you were scared. He loves you no matter what. Hang in there girl.

This made me cry. My dad was an alcoholic my whole life. He passed away in March 2016 from pulmonary embolism. Blood clots that went to his lungs and heart. My dad was in my life and I'm grateful for that but it was hard to deal with. He was mean and violent when he drank. I forgave my dad a long time ok. I love my dad with all my heart. RIP dad

Domo didn't hold back and it shows love you domo

This literally had me in tears… my condolences to you and the entire family. I felt this…

Praying for you, girl! This song hit home. It took me years to learn that we got to put that pain into something, outside of our body's. Sending you peace and love!! 💜

I have never left a comment before but If I have never ever felt any other song that I have listened to…..I felt this to my core!! I’m sorry for your loss.

My deepest condolences to you and your family on the loss of your dad. 🙏🏽❤️

Yo, that’s so deep Domo, so sorry for your loss. Prayers for you and the family

This hit home for me …honestly I don’t think as kids we don’t know wat addiction is I remember all the times I would go with my mom to leave him at jail and all I wanted was to be the little girl he wanted and loved and was proud of that didn’t happen …

Love this love ya domo keep your head up

I am so sorry for your loss. Your music really got me through a tough time and I am so sorry you went through this. This was so deep and I could understand how sad you are. Just always know how talented you are and I hope you get through this.

I felt this in my soul. I lost my dad 4yrs ago due to his drinking. Left when I was three. And came back around when I was in middle school. Then in high school is when he wanted to start bonding again. Last moment we had together was him getting to feel his first grandchild kick. The next day he was gone. I have a lot of regrets. And not being able to be there is one of them. ❤️‍🩹

Sorry about what you’re goin through…i know the feeling of growin up just like this he was on drugs and in and out of jail and now he still doesn’t deal with me even though he promised me he was gonna try but the last time he got outta jail he started playin family with his new wife and I’m still here ALONE but now he’s having complications from having covid and his kidneys are failing and I’m fighting a lot of internal battles right now cause idk how to feel but hearing this and watching your blogs really have helped me ALOT so thanks for being so open with your fans(fan-maily) cause you really do help a lot of ppl!!! Still sending my love and prayers your way❤️🙏🏽 @domo Wilson

this one hits different it hits home and cant hold the tears back everytime i hear it. sorry for your loss my condolences to your family

The tears I just shed! 🥺😥😢 sending my condolences and positive vibes to you and your family

This is such a strong and beautifully written song with such raw emotions… i fully understand and feel you on your pain in this song, i lost my mom on thanksgiving 2017 due to fentanyl OD.. i hate drugs and drinking so fucking much.. i am so sorry your father could not of cleaned up before his demise, my sweetest.. 💜😔💜

This was very powerful! I'm so sorry for your loss Domo. You and your family will be in my prayers love. 🙏🏿🙏🏿🕊️

Beautiful song. I'm so sorry for the loss of your dad. Much ♥️

This song right here has me in some serious tears. Blessings to you 🙏🏾

Wow... My father is currently fighting for his life. I never really had him in my life. This song definitely brings comfort

I cried through all of it.. I'm sorry domo🥺💔