DEAREST is a new project recorded by Anup Sastry, Lukas Guyader, and myself. New EP "Retrograde" now available on all streaming platforms!
MUSIC AND MERCH: linktr.ee/dearestband
Andy Cizek - Vocals
Anup Sastry - Drums
Lukas Guyader - Guitars, Bass
Mixed by Adam Nolly Getgood
Mastered by Kris Crummett
Artwork by Matt Kidby
LYRICS:
I’m running out of maneuvers
Something tells me I’m not ready
And do I still have a future
If I can’t let go of every
Past mistake that haunts me?
Strength is down to nothing
And now I don’t recognize the sunlight
I don’t know why I wake up anymore
I can’t decide if life’s worth fighting for
How long can I exist on borrowed time?
Outside the walls of worry, where I rot
The world around me changed, but I could not
How long can I exist on borrowed time?
Chasing the night to fill the dark days
Block out the light, cause I don’t want to wait
I never thought that I would end up like this
Caught up in all the chances I missed
Living my life never felt more dishonest
Don’t recognize myself today
(I don’t know why)
All of the world is alright
(I can’t decide)
If I should even try
I don’t know why I wake up anymore
I can’t decide if life’s worth fighting for
How long can I exist on borrowed time?
Outside the walls of worry, where I rot
The world around me changed, but I could not
How long can I exist on borrowed time?
All of the world feels wrong
And I can’t feel myself no more
They all seem fine
But it’s just not right in my eyes
I don’t know why I wake up anymore
I can’t decide if life’s worth fighting for
How long can I exist on borrowed time?
Outside the walls of worry, where I rot
The world around me changed, but I could not
How long can I exist on borrowed time?