Hi Jenny, I am a retired respiratory therapist. The oxygen is not a sign you are failing. The doctor ordered it to allow you to not expend so much energy to breathe which will allow your heart to not work so hard as well. Don’t hesitate to use it when you are short of breath (SOB). You will be able to concentrate on your family not trying to breathe. Embrace all the tools at your disposal. They don’t define you, they enable you!

She went through Hell and back, and now she's gone 😢 This is a cruel disease. I'm glad she made these videos because now newly diagnosed patients can make decisions with more information

Her kids will have all these videos to see how hard she fought, how brave she was And how much she loved them. Rest in peace sweetheart.

Although I never "met" Jenny, I wanted to see her, hear her voice and watch her interaction with her amazing husband. I just cannot believe she's gone.

Every video: "I almost didn't do chemo cute.. but then I pushed myself." So inspiring how she stayed in a positive headspace the best she could and she stayed her goofy self throughout her whole battle. She shouldn't have had to but she fought so hard. In her words, she finally beat cancer. Sometimes, things in this life make no sense and this is one of them. I'm so sorry Jenny was taken from your beautiful family. Rest in peace to a brave, strong woman.

Jenny I can’t believe you are gone. 😢 You were so brave sharing your journey and the most upbeat person I have ever known. A true angel 😇

I’m a pancreatic survivor, coming up on 11 years this December. Please keep the faith and Jesus will get you through this! People always asked me how I was so positive and I would say I have faith that I will be healed. My cancer had spread to the liver which made my prognosis worse. But here I am. Y’all will get through this!!

Kyle is a true prince. Jenny is truly worthy.

I'm really impressed by Kyle's attention to details and information of what you're going through. It's so important to have a partner that knows everything of what's going on and attentive when you yourself are so overwhelmed. You have a great partner, Jen.

I understand why you feel like you are living from scan to scan. I felt that way to earlier in my stage 4 cancer journey. I never planned anything beyond the next scan. But I’ve come to realize that you and I are LIVING between scans - key word LIVING!! Keep strong. 💜✝️🙏✝️💜

Hi Jenny, I too was denied chemo once during my treatments because of my counts and it is truly a gut wrenching feeling. This was in 2010 and I am still here. Yes, I am still under an oncologist care taking my daily medication and visiting him every three months. Keep up the good fight and have faith. May God bless you both.

Nothing wrong with being emotional. I love the way you two talk it out. You are a special and have a special husband❤️❤️🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻

Having lived with anxiety all my life, it absolutely affects the heart rate big time… you know your body better than anyone… prayers to you 🙏🏻

You are fighting cancer. You have a life that’s wonderful and think about it as you will fit it into your schedule. My mom passed in 1990 from lung cancer and they have come so far in treatment. I believe you are giving so much hope to others. You look so healthy and 😊. Glad your anniversary was a good one. I love seeing your husband light up when he is around you. I think the doctors are being super super aggressive with all this. Let them carry this weight, that’s what they do.

Ouch this was emotional to watch today. But I'm so glad that she filmed all these videos for her loved ones. She is such a beautiful human 💕

I'm so sorry for everything you're going through. Cancer *sucks!* I'm so glad you have such a supportive partner in Kyle. I'm living with bone marrow cancer and can't have a transplant because I have too much organ damage already. I'm going through my cancer while single. And I hate it. I wish that they'd find a cure for *all* cancers. You're super strong, even if you don't feel it. Huge positive vibes from 🇨🇦!

God Bless you Jenny and Family !!! I Pray Cancer will leave your Body and Never Return !!!!

I can so relate to Jenny’s frustration with always having to deal with the cancer “hiccups” and constant appointments and scans and on and on and on. It’s so hard! It’s exhausting to be in and out of appointments all day every day. I really wish her outcome could have been different. Nobody deserves to have cancer!

That woman went through alot. Kyle your wife is in no more pain , difficult for you I know not having her anymore.

Jenny, you look gorgeous in this vlog. I can’t believe how much energy you seem to have considering what you went through during the day. The oxygen will help boost you at home…take the boost as a “happy” boost. I’m impressed with your medical team, it seems they are not leaving anything uncovered, you are very lucky. You are an exceptional human being.

It's hard to watch Jenny cry. I can't imagine the stress she's under. ❤️🙏❤️🙏

Dear Jenny, I happened on your channel a couple of weeks ago. You, Kyle, Ellis and Winnie are Super-Heroes! I love you for the love you all share and for your positivity as you meet these most difficult challenges! My love to each of you and many prayers rising for you throughout the day!!

I had tachycardia after an outpatient surgery that wouldn’t stop. My heart rate was 180. I started taking medication that brought it down to the 70’s and I have been on it ever since, that was over 30 years ago.Sending you prayers from South Carolina, you are strong and you’ve got this ❣️❤️🙏

Oh my Jenny, what a day you had. So happy that Kyle is with you to keep track of it all. I’m so proud of you. You are such a strong woman and will beat this! I’m praying for your strength in this continued fight. God Bless Y’all!😘🙏🏻🦋

Jen and Kyle have been following you for a while but never commented before. Please don’t worry about the oxygen it doesn’t mean you’re going downhill! It broke my heart when you said you felt like you were living scan to scan. You are LIVING! I can’t imagine what that feels like though. You’re surrounded by love, so much love. Beautiful family 💖

What a wonderful human being your husband is! I didn't know such people exist. I am so sorry for what you are going through but you are blessed to have him around. I am 60 years old and never met anyone as good. I am either very unlucky or you just found unique angel!

She was soooooo beautiful and he is such an amazing husband. I hope he is doing GREAT NOW, bc that what she would've wanted

So many are praying for you Jenny❣️ Honestly, it sounds like the doctors are quite happy with everything at this point.

Aw Jenny, I wish I could be there to give you a big hug. So sorry you are going through this nightmare. God bless you sweetheart. 🙏💙🙏💙🙏💙🙏🙏🙏

Love the dress in the beginning- so cute!!! Sorry about the shingles which delayed your chemo treatment. You have such an awesome supportive husband. Your kids are darling. You are very blessed. Hang in there. I don’t have cancer but am following your journey so I know what to expect if I ever do. Take care 💕

Beautiful young family , you deserve all the luck in the world , u are so good together ! Thinking of u and sending love and good wishes always 💕🍃🦋🍃🇬🇧

Oh Jenny can’t believe you have been gone for 4 months RIP you fought so hard 🙏❤

Dearest Jenny: I am so proud of you and the grace you are showing in your journey. You are in my prayers.

Jenny,Kyle,I've only seen a few of your videos and my heart goes out to both of you.Cancer is a scary thing to go through.I was lucky.My oncologist called mine "garden variety." It was still scary.I now have lung nodules, too.My pulmonologist said they are quite common in the city where I live and grew up.The two of you (and your children) are adorable.I've added you to my morning and evening prayers.Remember,with so many new treatments people are no longer dying from cancer,but rather living with cancer.I wish you all the best on your journey to wellness. ❤

Jenny, you’re one of the strongest women I know of. You fought so hard and so bravely! Cancer is the devil 😢 seen too many amazing people suffer horribly because of it. I’m so sorry, Jenny. You didn’t deserve this. I hope you’re resting peacefully. 💜💜

The team were put in a situation that they obliged to treat because if they didn’t you could complain. You were having a really bad day in what is a very tricky time. Being on drugs is not the end of the world, take them and get stronger. You have a good team at home to help you.

Jenny, as you have learned sometimes in this journey it feels like 2 steps forward 3 steps back but you WILL GET THERE. Visualize yourself finishing treatments, picking new kitchen cabinets(anything you’re looking forward too), Christmas and you being in exceptional health! This is scary stuff but I was on Oxygen once! And now I’m not!! Brave beautiful girl- you rock! Continued Prayers ♥️♥️♥️

Lets all pray this beautiful mommy and anyone else struggling with this awful disease is healed. God works miracles every single day. Never forget that!!!! 🙏 💘

Jenny; so sorry you guys had a trying day. This is another stupid bump in the road. You’re still on your way to a better place. And you’re not going downhill!

I pray one day your family and you Jenny look back on these videos and say “wow, look what mommy made it through 💪🏼.” I’m often thinking of you. You’re incredible and I wish I could help you fight this, girl. ❤️ && I know it is so much easier said than done but feed your mind nourishing food for thought… your mind is so powerful!!

You have every right to feel the way you do.. I’ve battled it twice and it is scary. It’s a bumpy road but you are on the right path. You look great and are amazing!

I'm sorry you're going through this. I have chronic disability and a medical condition that I could drop dead from any day. Honestly early on what helped me was accepting i"m already dead and I'm living on borrowed time. It really does help change your perspective on not being anxious about hearing bad information from your doctors. I also realize itcan be pessimistic but think of it this way. if you already have the worst outcome sorted out emotionally, and mentally, that frees up mental and emotional space to enjoy the small things in life. Prior I was worrying "Well if I don't move my legs every 30 mins I could get another DVT and it could travel and i could drop dead or become disabled and then want to die due to disability" or "OMG my period is coming i'm going to hemorrhage on the blood thinners again, no one is listening to me this is happening to me, what happens if my heart just stops and I die in my sleep." So what I mean by accepting you're already dead is killing off that part of you that fears death, accept that you will die, but don't seek out the times when it could happen, just let those float away into the mist and don't focus on them. Live like you have died, you were brought back, you have X amount of days to enjoy life in this meat bag again. That sort of thing. Because all that energy on fear of death will ruin your good days and make your bad days worse. It's also a great way to deal with PTSD. I once said to someone who couldn't understand how pessimism helps "Well, if you already accepted, and prepared yourself for the worst outcome when anythign better happens you have all that more energy to enjoy the positivity! I've already processed the worst, I'm done and over with it. Now I can enjoy the positive things life has to offer." I know some people are very neutral and they don't experience either extreme. I'd rather go through the whole spectrum, just in my own way XD from worst to best. LOL Try it, let me know how it works out for you. Really meditate with it. Death doesn't need to be scary. You'll be reborn again, learn new lessons. It'll be fine.

Oh jenny, this video just popped up & i decided to watch it. You handled your illness in such a positive manner. You & Kyle did positivity together!! And so many people absolutely love you!! ❤️ your children are proud of you & will grow up knowing that if life gives you lemons, always make lemonade...Mommy did!

Rezo por ti desde España y por tu familia, sé que lo superarás es dura la prueba de vida que estás pasando. Un abrazo fuerte y energía desde aquí. 💪

Jenny, I've been chronically ill since childhood; have genetic EDS, numerous overlapping autoimmune illnesses under that umbrella. There have been many close calls, including a stroke in my 20s, heart attack in my 40s. Guess what, I look 100 percent healthy, am as active as possible, and am now 66. Are the struggles and battles still with me, yes. However, instead of "Why me," it's "Ok, another hurdle to jump." So it is for you. More serious than mine, but hurdles none the less. You can do this, and must. I too am "stuck" on a number of meds, but as we both know, they're a necessary evil. I only asked God to please let me live until my child turned 18 and could be independent...that child is now 45! God bless you! You're not dying, you're maintaining. Prepare for the terrible teens, 'cause you'll be there!🙏🥰🤗

😢😢😢🙏🙏🙏RIP dear soul xx

Only ever a thought away jenny ....😢❤

As a stage 4 survivor you got this your not alone

It breaks my heart to see you upset Jenny I’m praying for you! You guys are such an encouragement to your viewers. I love how you Look for the positive. And Jenny you are kicking cancers butt. 💪 I’m Praying for continued strength on this journey. Love to you all God bless from Elinor 🏴󠁧󠁢󠁷󠁬󠁳󠁿 x x x

Oh Jenny - I’ve been following you for a short time and haven’t commented before but just wanted to say you’re doing amazing, so brave. So glad you’ve got the love of your wonderful husband and family. Sending hugs from the UK 🇬🇧 💕

Stay as positive as you and Kyle can and I know that is easier said than done!! You look great and The City of Hope seems to be the best and has the best team of doctors taking care of you! Know that you and your family are in our thoughts and prayers!!

Hi Jenny, you are having a bad day. What a lovely husband. What a lovely family. You can have negative moments. So have a great big cry and hug your family. And then you can look at all the positives. I called it the cancer train. Sometimes the stations you stop at really suck. And you dont get to get off the train. But wow you have a caboose full of lovely people on the journey with you. Sending you all the hope and faith and love of an ovarian cancer survivor.

Your courage is inspiring! Prayers going up!

Jenny, you are so brave and I pray for healing for you. I love seeing how you both can talk about everything. God has his arms around you and your family ❤

Jenny went through such a lot, i'm so sorry she didn't live longer in full remission. God Love & Bless this family

So much to take in. Just exhausting for you both. With a wonderful husband and a wonderful medical team and your beautiful inner strength, I truly believe that all will be well.

You are so brave! Those are tears of strength! I admire you both. You got this ❤️❤️❤️

Shingles can be very painful. Your such a trooper hun. I just love all of your family…🙏🥰❤️💕

Happy anniversary. Its awesome to see this. You two are awesome together. I can't imagine how many people don't have someone with them through their experience. You two are blessed.

I'm so sorry that you have to go through this! Giving you oxygen was most likely a standard procedere because your levels dropped below a certain number, not because they think it's going downhill now.

You two are just so sweet! You are a warrior Jen. I'm praying for you daily. 🦋😊

Hi Jenny! Im sorry this visit didn't go as planned and you are dealing with so much right now. I hope the shingles and heart issues clear up soon so you get back to the regularly scheduled chemo. Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers!

2 years/7 months. You fought so hard sweet girl, we love and miss you. Still watching and Kyle is doing beautifully with Ellis and Winnie. You would be so proud❤

Hi Jenny! You are amazing! You always have a positive attitude and it is okay to get bummed and cry when all these things are being thrown at you. Kyle is so wonderful and is there with you every step of the way. You and your family are such a delight. Thank you for sharing your journey with us. I will continue to pray for you and your family.

You got this guy's. We are praying for you. Being positive does make a huge difference when it comes to cancer. I saw it first hand with my mom. As soon as she lost her positivity she didn't do as well. Hugs , and prayers 🙏 ❤️

Hi, Jenny, You have a great team behind you and it’s good that they are so thorough. Your husband is wonderful in being so supportive and keeping you positive.Happy Anniversary and many blessings. God’s always with you. I’m keeping you in my prayers, Jenny. You got this!🦋🌼🌺🌸🌹🌷

Jenny, thank you so much for sharing your beautiful family and your journey with us. You are such a precious young lady! I will be praying for your complete healing!

It is good to cry, they are the windshield wipers of the soul. Drain your nervous system through the tears, make your tears loyal friends. Then step into your already gifted way of being at counting your blessings. You are a miracle

I love you both, even though I don’t know you. I’ve been following along for about a month and it hurts my heart to know you’re going through this.

You guys are so positive, and make me feel good too! I see progress, not spreading to your lymph nodes, and the tumor has shrunk! That's definitely a positive!! Keeping spirits high! Yesss!

I’m so sorry you’re going through this. So much love and many prayers 💕💕💕💜💖💖💖

God bless you both! I will keep you all in my prayers!! Stay strong Jenny you got this!!

Hang in there! You know, I’ve had white coat all my life, then a few years ago I had a really traumatic health experience and now every time I go to the doctor my heart rate and blood pressure skyrockets to insane numbers. I have to monitor it at home and show them the home numbers for them to actually believe me that it’s actually anxiety causing the massive jumps. Doctors tend to underestimate what anxiety can actually do to the body.

Sending healing thoughts to you, Jenny, from Toronto Canada. You're brave to be sharing your story and journey with us. As a mental health nurse for 30+ years, I can attest to the fact that anxiety can raise BP and heart rate a fair bit. I'm saying that in isolation and without any expertise in cancer or cardiac care. Lots of us are cheering you on!!!

Prayers to both of you. I love it that you are so upbeat!

I’m sorry your going thru this! U r a strong and beautiful woman! I thankful for all the good reports! Keep kicking cancers butt! I’m praying for u and ur family 🌷❤️🙏🏻

You two are so lucky to have each other. Stay strong and give kisses to Ellis and Winnie!.

I pray for your recovery ❤️‍🩹 your so strong and brave for sharing your story

You are a total rockstar Jenny! You got this! Day by day, minute by minute you will slay cancer. May God bless you

I am keeping you in prayer. I too know the struggles of cancer and it is scary but as you keep a positive approach to it remember Jesus is with you always and He is your greatest healer.

I know this was a really hard day for you... some bumps but many positives... which is wonderful!! My husband had cancer when he was 26 .. he is now 62 !! So many ups & downs but with the help of his medical teams ,family & friends he beat it twice and has been doing great for many years !!! I do need to tell you that you looked extra pretty today .. loved you're outfit !! Please take care and with many prayers for you and your family I'll see you in the next one !! 🙏🙏🙏

Continued prayers your way! You are so motivational. Your are a blessing to so many. You are gonna be a light to follow when you are telling your story many years for now! Praying for a quick recovery!

Jenny, God bless you, Kyle, and your family. Prayers are being sent 🙏

Hi! You are a beautiful warrior. The cancer journey can be a brutal trip up and down on the emotional roller coaster. I'm so sorry you are on this journey. You have a brave warrior beside you as well. Together you make a strong force against the enemy. You are doing a wonderful job raising your children. Hang in there and please know you are in my prayers daily. Much love to you

My cancer journey has been such a physical and mostly emotional roller coaster. What you are feeling is so normal. You have great support there, you can do it because you have to. Stop worrying about the things you cannot change and concentrate on the positive. I know, easy to say, not so easy to do, I struggle every day. Love you, never give up!

Sending you and your family lots of love and light.

You got this young lady, we’re still praying for your full healing. Stay positive, much love and many blessings to you and your beautiful family💕

Kyle is an absolute lite in your life. He has been sent to you from above. What an amazing husband!

Jenny. You are the bravest person I have ever been blessed to see. You are a warrior and you help so many. The fact that you tell your story. The whole truth on your journey and help so many despite your fears speaks volumes to the many fellow cancer survivors. It's a long scary fight, but you keep fighting!! You have no idea what a blessing your videos are for so many. 🫂 thank you so muxh for all that you do. God bless you.

Jenny and Kyle, your love for one another is absolutely beautiful. You are both so courageous and positive, you're an example of love and strength. My prayers are with you. May God bless your sweet, lovely family.

What a beautiful person lots of hugs xx

Hi, I'm so sorry you are going through this. You both are so very precious. I'm praying for you and I hope some day you will have that beautiful, peaceful farm to raise your precious children. Your whole family is loved and being held up in prayer by so many of us that have never met you but love you regardless. You are both so strong and clearly support each other.

Whatever you do just fight. You got this girl! You are strong and have been through so much and like the respiratory therapist use everything at your disposal and enjoy family time and stay positive. You got this!

If positivity mattered in curing cancer, this woman would be alive. 😢 She was incredibly brave and seemed so healthy and likely to beat it. 💝 If there were a kind, loving god, no way her kids would be growing up without a mom. Kids need their parents, especially parents who really want them, like this woman.

Jenny, you and Kyle make me smile. You both display such love for each other on these City of Hope days and you warm my heart. I can only hope that you feel the love I am sending in this note. You are an amazing woman, wife, mother, daughter (in-law), sister (in-law), friend and show such compassion for others. I have the faith that God will continue to lift you up!❤️

Bless you my thoughts are with you, i wish you strength in your battle against this hideous disease. love to you and your family. Andy n Pat. Scotland.

Thanks for continuing to share your experiences with us. Praying for for you!

The heart issue could definitely be anxiety! I've struggled with tachychardia and skipped beats due to generalized anxiety almost my whole life. So anxiety can definitely make your heart do funky things. I even went to a heart doctor and he didn't even suggest anxiety. It wasn't until I was much older and my naturopath helped me arrive at that conclusion. I've found a lot of doctor's don't study much about mental health and the effect they can have on the heart. So it's a bit frustrating when this gets dismissed. I love that the person commented on the over / under. I saw that comment and also seems like you have waaaaaay more positive test results than negative happening lately. Nevertheless, I bet it's overwhelming. That's right! Cry it out!! It's healthy and cathartic.

So graceful! Being with the ones you love is such good medicine. Sending all the positive and healing vibes your way! 💪🧡

Youvare a true warrior Jenny ,and Kyle is such a kind ,wonderful husband. You have had such a hard day but as always you handled everything with grace and courage. A day at a time,you will get through this! Thank you for inspiring everyone who is going through something difficult . Your video encourages me to be patient in my own trials. Praying for you and sending much love from Texas! You are TRULY amazing !🧡💙