This is exactly the reason why I cant ever believe in any kind of "god" or "protector". With all the injustice in this world, all the evil people being perfectly fine and at the same time the most kind and good hearted people have to deal with the most pain. If there actually was a god who CARED about the people, it wouldnt be like this.

I understand that your angry & upset, with pain & suffering in this world & it really does suck. But the context is because of sin at the BEGINNING of mankind, came into the world through the first man Adams disobedience/rebellion against the LORD G0D. In the garden east of Eden God gave Adam trees to eat from & to his wife Eve, who was created FROM Adam being younger than Adam. He was the one who knew better & had more knowledge & understanding than she did. You see, satan knew Eve was younger & naive to things. So he knew he could approach her & deceive her telling her they won't die, if they eat from the tree, that GOD told them NOT to eat from( they could eat the fruit from every other tree planted there, for them, but that one tree of the knowledge of good & evil, they were not to eat the fruit, if they did they would die( which meant eternally & physically) Satan( taking on the form of a serpent, lied & said they wouldn't die, but would be like God, knowing good & evil, GOD is more than just this. Eve ate & encouraged her husband Adam to. But Adam wasn't decieved like Eve, but he disobeyed God & ate from the tree. Yes, their eyes of understanding EVIL & good, were opened, but because of their sin, it bought death into their bodies. They would DIE both spiritually( separated from God) & physically (death, sickness, disease would enter their bodies) From my understanding Death didn't exist until Adams sin. Before this they were able to eat from the tree of life & live forever. Sin & death came into mankind's flesh through Adam Sickness, death & suffering. They were given free will by GOD, but also Eve was decieved( the result was sin) & Adam disobeyed GOD. ONLY way for man to be REDEEMED & SAVED from sin & death, ultimately was GOD, coming into the world in the flesh( sinless) through the man Jesus Christ & Him paying the price for our sin debt. For the wages of sin is DEATH. But through the sacrificial Love of God, Jesus willingly laid down His life & took death from us & gave us his life, salvation & eternal life. Through HIS sinless blood, shed for us, we have forgiveness of sins. Now the relationship has been restored between man & GOD the father, Jesus Is that mediator. We are all Still to die physically( because death is in the flesh), but we NOW can have, forgiveness & ETERNAL LIFE promised by GOD through Jesus Christ. And the sting of death was broken, because it ISN'T permanent death, only of the flesh. We have Victory over sin through the blood of Jesus. If we want this, all we do is believe & trust in Jesus Christ, we confess with our mouth & believe with our heart the Jesus came in the flesh & died for our sins &, rose again on the third day. He went to prepare a place for us in His Father's house, He's seated at the right hand of the father in Heaven.. If we confess our sins to God, he is faithful & just to forgive our sins & cleanse us from ALL Unrighteousness. Yes Jenny died & that was awful way to suffer & die. But only her flesh died & she's NO longer having to live in this world of suffering & pain. She's FREE of it. She knows no pain or suffering anymore. She's In paradise, WAITING for her family, to join her. And we who believe, will be resurrected to life with them, in our new glorified bodies, like Jesus has. It WON'T be corrupted by sin. WE WILL BE FREE & WHOLE.. Sorry this was long, i just wanted to give you context. God didn't create sin, but made a way out, through Christ. You are loved, this is the TRUTH.

Bunch of jerks. I am livid. I am a retired RN and cancer x2 survivor. This did not need to happen.

I agree it’s inhumane to let someone suffer like that !

Totally agree with you,it’s barbaric in this day and age.😢

Amen! I agree 💯 and just commented on it. There is no excuse! It kills me she was in pain for no reason whatsoever. She needs a patient advocate to help her and Kyle. I’m a two time breast cancer survivor and have learned you have to advocate for yourself but sometimes you’re too exhausted and overwhelmed. A patient advocate could really help. Her video broke me down and I cried for her. 💔 So unnecessary.

I agree! 👍

Have to agree. They shouldve had her well medicated to the point she didn't care. To put her thru all that pain. I think the hospital is wonderful but when someone's terminal they're suffering enough.

Exactly the hospital wrong for that

A lot of hospitals are absolutely terrible with pain meds these days due to restrictions. Most medical professionals, especially doctors, don't even know what pain is. That being said their hands are also tied.

This!!!! Everyone here needs to see this!!!! I hope she and her loved ones see THIS!!!!! Its scary to know this is going on- how do they not know she is documenting everything and he perhaps just opened a door he could regret- thats my honest opinion here! Shame on this doctor!

Yes I too am a nurse and a patient and a mother who has seen these types of things happen more often than they should, here in Australia.

Questions for the nurses if she had spoken up and demanded the I V pain meds could they have refused her the procedure on the ground of her demands? Just wondering

@@braxlucky5718 reschedule if that is what needed to be done- it was ordered as an emergency, if someone comes in that had been in a car accident and needed fluid extracted- they either came with Iv pain meds that was placed on scene or during transport or was placed when they arrived in the ER.

@@braxlucky5718 they can’t deny her the procedure. If anything they may have had to delay the procedure in order to get the meds. Perhaps even postpone for a different day. Sounds like her reaction was very unusual and took the pulmonologist by surprise. He doesn’t sound like a bad doctor at all.

I feel Jenny was used as a guinea pig experiment during her clinical trials and there was absolutely NO NEED for the full brain & spine radiation! The Dr's helped kill her faster! I am MAD!

​@@kristietaylor7954yeah, you clearly don't know about LMD

​@@kristietaylor7954I feel that too, all conventional cancer treatment seems to do is cause pain and suffering before death

@@V3ganBr33IM 😡IN 😡PAIN 😡 they force cancer patients to be in pain, and we have to suffer until death

AMEN & AMEN👏🏻

It makes you wonder why they even develop these pain killing meds. if they refuse to use them. They often say they CAN'T when in reality they CAN they just won't. Or they come with the nonsense about opiate meds. being addictive. When you have stage 4 cancer pain, possible dependence has to be the last of your worries. It's heartbreaking and completely unesessary.

I agree k pain management is essential for a patient, you never deny a patient pain management, I’m literall chocked, I understand they don’t want to subscribe opioids unnecessarily but she has stage 4 cancer ! What’s the reason for pain medication if no one is allowed to use them , ridiculous, cancer pain is exactly why opioids exist , cuz they are so effective dealing with pain,

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We must always bow to and trust the will of God regardless of whether or not things go our way. This is why our prayers MUST always end with "Thy will be done." Indeed, nothing is impossible for God; however, our will and ways are not His🙏

Amen 🙏 🙏

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Keep the faith! Your a true Warrior!

They don't care. How many are they k! L.ling by their ba.j

❤ Jeg blir så trist når du må gå gjennom den grusomme behandlingen uten smerte lindring !!!!!!Det går ikke ann å utsette pasientene med de smertene , det er vel nok smerter som du har hele tiden . Du er så sterk og flink , jeg ber for at det skal gå bra med deg og din canser diagnose love you for your opening in your canser , love you and your loving family ❤

I have lost all faith in the medical professionalm

I am a former RN and I am concerned that the pulmonologist didn't follow the plan of care and didn't have IV pain meds at the ready. When you see your regular doctor, have your chart flagged, that states that you MUST receive analgesic for any and all procedures. Im not happy that he didn't provide that care to you. ♡♡♡♡

She said she was in worst pain the time before this. This is crazy!

As a nurse I 100% agree. Hospitals are just plain cruel now!!

Nurse as well and this is repulsive! Sometimes I'm so embarrassed to be called a nurse at the hsp I work for..this makes NO SENSE!!

I can’t agree more. Effective medications exist to control pain. Doctors are super stingy about using them, even in appropriate situations, because of abuse and addiction concerns. My mom was prescribed only 3-4 days of pain meds after open heart surgery. I had to act a plum fool to get her more pain meds for at least a full week. They’d just sawed her chest open!

@@ocky88Wow! I can’t believe doctor’s would do such a horrible inhumane thing. They used to keep you in the hospital for a week or more after heart surgery, now they throw you out as quick as possible and don’t give you pain meds? What? That’s insane and it ticks me off! This opiate crisis has gotten ridiculous! People in chronic pain aren’t addicts! I’ve been on meds for 15 years and I never take or seek more than the doctor gives me. The one’s OD’ing are the one’s using street drugs and not pain patients. Maybe they should stop letting illegals in with Fentanyl? Just a thought!!!🥴🤷🏻‍♀️ As a pain nurse, I have to ask you, do you think that they are stingy with actual pain patients, on the meds, because they are trying to push people into taking the newer drugs that are much more expensive, like Suboxone? I have been pushed by my pain doctor to try it, but I need long acting meds. I’ve seen videos of patients that take it and say that it is so much more addictive than the cheaper ones, and extremely hard to try to get off of, so I’ve stayed away from it and others like it. But, I hate that pain patients suffer because of this stupid fake crisis. Druggies will always find a way to get their next hit, but us patient’s rely on the doctor. I think they are pushing or forcing people to find a dealer, or commit suicide, by not helping them. It makes me very angry😡🤬

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Yes, you need to advocate for yourself.

I’m so upset that U were that kinda of pain. Had to go thru that when u weren’t suppose to , and he’s asking you “what happened “ as of why are u back, 🤷🏻‍♀️ cause u did not give me pain med like u were suppose to. Ugh

@@dsemich Yes, but also the doctors need to better communicate with each other. She shouldn't have to ALWAYS be fighting like this; it's unnecessary. The doctor should have had the notes and should have followed them.

Yes, soo agree!!

@@heatherbukowski2102 yes! 😩

well said..

I agree!

She wasn’t in any pain during her procedure she said. Pain meds during her procedure would have not done anything to help the pain she was feeling afterwards. It took the ER 6 hour to get her pain to a manageable level which I’m sure was with heavy duty IV pain meds.

@@Jessie_Hope I disagree. Pain meds during the procedure would've headed off the pain afterwards, or at lease made it more bearable. Regardless, her wishes and the promise she'd been given by her team about getting them was ignored, for whatever reason. That is unacceptable.

​@@Jessie_Hope it would because it takes a while to wear of, I have had multiple surgeries on my feet and a wisdom tooth extraction which was done under local kept me pain free for a few hours afterwards

They’re way too nice

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Loosing the license? Lol

Yeah, the health dept in Australia is the same. It's bcos these young people who are poly drug users, sadly have overdosed & found to have opiates & Benzo's in their system. They've usually had alcohol & pot & anything else they can & not just that day, they've likely binged for days til their bodies gave up. So due to cases like that health depts are coming down on what they deem to be overprescibing & it's managed to affect even terminal patients. Why are govt depts so black & white? What about grey?, like terminal patients, they should be exempt from this sometimes cruel policy.

Amen. 🙏🏼💗✨

Amen

Yes. Stage 4 cancer it’s disgusting. Hand over the damn fentanyl doc

@@mynameismyname17 it’s so fucked up the world we live in now. Those doctors took an oath! Yet a man walks in wanting to become a female they’re all for it! This is what leads people to seek out the guy on the street corner. I know I would if it meant going through what you are! At the very least, have you thought about possibly Xanax? Arguably worse than opiates, but will provide relief.

Where do you live? It doesn't make sense ,the treatment your getting!

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I was an End of Life RN too. There is absolutely not reason for you to be in so much pain. Please communicate how you are feeling to your team. This should not have happened to you.

Oncology RN here. Completely!! Agree. You need more pain meds. Ask for a consult to their Pain Management team!! That will put the right people in your loop.

No excuse to deny you rx. You are a strong soul. KYLE is an angel

Jemny i would have brought my pain meds with so you can take them NOW. They should Have given you pain medication with that procedure. Im sure if it was one of their family they would have gotten it. Sorry but not sorry for saying this...Ugh!

I remember my mother in laws laryngeal cancer battle, they actually were removing her ocycontin so she didn't get addicted and she wasn't getting better, she had less than a year so what difference would it make if she got addicted?

I am a retired nurse, and I get so frustrated with the medical system. The first time, I had real hope when hospice became a reality. There have been other improvements, especially in surgery. But pain medication is moving backward.

And then you'd be arrested for assault. How would that help the situation?

*THIS* I feel the same way, maybe she should of rescheduled until the pain meds issues were addressed

Jenny and Kyle, What that pulmonologist didn't do for you to keep you from having this horrible pain is something that needs to be addressed with your care team. Someone dropped the ball. That pulmonologist, with his line of questioning, " What happened? Why are you in pain. He could have had a lot more empathy. He should have called your care team when your care you were supposed to get, didn't match up with what he was going to do. when you told him you were supposed to be getting IV pain meds and he said, " no, we're not doing that. " That's why you need Kyle with you. I know you don't like making waves but this pulmonologist failed you and that angers me. This should not have happened like this. You're over the worst of it. Rest, take your meds for pain on time and don't let the pain get to the point that it's intractable. It's been tough but you are tough. Praying for you, Kyle Little Miss Winny and that sweet young man Ellis. Just rest and regain your strength and equilibrium. You got this and GOD has all of you. ❤

I really despise when doctors traumatize patients. It’s so unnecessary. WTF!

@@queenbuzybee4074 the doctor didnt knowingly hurt her like that. If every procedure caused the patient that much pain they would not do them awake or with out pain management. Every person is different and every doctor should know this already. That said nothing in the video gave information to assume anything was done on purpose to traumatize her. I understand feeling for her. How can a normal person not? Wanting to lay blame on someone or thing is okay too but this is all cancers fault.

Yeah it almost seemed like that doc gaslight her afterwards too

Same

Me too l miss her too l had the privilege of finding her channel amd texting and things like that before she past l miss her ❤❤❤hope Winnie and Ellis okay ❤❤❤❤

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Yes

May God heal both of you

Praying for you too!

Dear Helen ..praying for you too... hugs

Crackers and ginger ale 🫶🏻

Helene, is one laying down when they do the procedure? Did you have pain meds at any time? TIA ❤️🇨🇦

She's a liar. She decided not to take pain medication cause it was faster.

​@@MegglesEST1983 how do you know that?

@@MegglesEST1983Oh, come on! Be a little more caring. She didn’t think it was going to be so bad and it sounds like they were rushing her. Doctor’s have a way of making you think that they no what they’re doing, but they are just practicing on you. Next time I hope she will remember this, chastise the doctor and get whatever relief is possible. We’re both just viewing her life through videos, which isn’t the best way, so have some mercy. Remember that the mercy you give, is the mercy you’ll receive!

Wpw thats an absolute diagrace

I'm so scared of this I've had a horrific procedure that I was supposed to be put out and he lied they physically held me down for it , I've had the same procedure 7 time and was out for the other six thank you for yr honesty I will fight for my self after that and your engagement is everything thankyou ❤❤

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That's what they do in the UK when you book in for an epidural for childbirth. They're really cheerful at the time of booking it on your records, but come the day they say not yet, you're not ready yet. Then when the pain is unbearable they say oops, too late, might as well give birth naturally now.

In the US it’s so anti-pain medication it’s ridiculous. I had an Endometrial biopsy a week and a half ago and no pain meds are offered or given. It’s excruciating pain during and afterwards. It’s so frustrating. 😢

Yep. I would have collected my shit and said we’re not doing this today then either. Bye. Poor, poor planning on that docs part. You’re just too kind.

She should 100% take this back to her team. It's not right that this was denied when they told her she would get pain meds.

What ticks me off the most is that same sadist Dr went to her in the ER and asked, "WHAT HAPPENED? I DRAINED THE FLUID TO HELP YOUR PAIN"! As if he never heard her say she was supposed to get IV sedation before the procedure. Until he goes through that with no pain relief, he should judge a patient he just met and caused to have this pain!

@@lisagrafton2529 exactly,i agree totally with you.

@@lisagrafton2529 agree

That they drained about 3/4 of a liter of fluid blows my mind. No wonder she was hurting.

Well said!

I m so agree with you, it's so upsetting they still didn't found a cure for this terrible disease.

@@HL-qv3yd Sometimes I get so upset by people suffering from this disease I actually start to think that cancer is a conspiracy! Too many people are getting rich off of cancer! I wonder if they know the cure but are too greedy to share it! Call me weird!

​​​@@Dranma51 no I agree with you, care has gone, whether it was ever there.Who knows, I doubt it.Not letting Kyle support her is so cruel, one follower has even suggested she should get counselling so she can support Kyle as Nd the children. Looking what she is going through makes me weep.

Thank you Kyle for being so supportive and loving to your beautiful wife.

​@@Dranma51 You are described exactly my thoughts, I think exactly same as you lots of time, it's sounds like a big business, they found out how to go space, found vaccine for covid in a short time because of their economy, it feels like they don't wanna found a cure, it's a big money earning, it makes me angry so many people loosing their life precious life's suffering.

I agree. Jenny please never worry about hurting a dr's feelings because you need to ask for pain medicine. Managing your level of pain is paramount. Dr's won't know unless you speak up. I don't like feeling like I'm causing waves or inconveniencing someone, but keeping your pain low is so important. That doctor wasn't thinking. If he had seen what happened with your last one then he would have understood more why you were supposed to get the meds before so you wouldn't have this level of pain again. 😭😭😭😭

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You're so right about the opioid situation. My mum was in an incredible amount of pain following this procedure and went into hospice care and passed away 6 days later. We asked for pain meds for her and they said "we can only give paracetamol as they are addictive". Addictive... Does it matter if you need them irrespective of how long or little you have left. It makes me so sad. Xx

I am so so sorry about your son.

I wish you would wait to film this the next day. Trying to talk seems stressful and painful.

I feel just like everyone else who’s watched this… sending you prayers and love! 🥺🙏🏼❤️

Agreed.

I agree, just to see how Their family works! So Kind to each other! (I ‘d say hold each other and cry, God gave us that Gift when we need it!)🙏🕊

To nieprawda że dobrzy umierają młodo ! Wszyscy umierają ! Młodzi starzy dzieci ! To ty jesteś niedobrym człowiekiem bo żyjesz ! ??? A tylko dobrzy ludzie umierają???Ty jesteś chory na głowę 🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃Co dziennie na świecie umierają miliony ludzi !!! Nie tylko młodzi ! To diabeł mówi przez ciebie👹

I think, with as much tragedy as this is, and all the pain that was put on her and her family, a number of things from this effect a lot of people for good- if one gets my meaning.

@@andygossard4293 very true. 🤍

I'm an endoscopy RN and our department does thoracenteses. We give IV Fentanyl and Versed. I feel so bad seeing her in so much unnecessary pain.

so sorry darling

You are Soo brave. Love and light

I agree..So unnecessary to make her suffer like that..

I agree 💯 as a RN!!!

@@cerorchid I am an RN for 30 years as well

I am so sorry for your pain Jenny and I couldn’t help but cry with you and for you! Please, don’t be shy about insisting on IV meds for procedures. That is just cruel that you were not given pain meds during this procedure!! Do not worry about anyone’s feelings!! You know your own body!! Sending love and prayers to you!!❤

Absolutely! Just refuse until they looked at the notes from your treatment team. This is not optional.

Jenny needs to learn how to FIRMLY advocate for herself . Even she admits she is a people pleaser. You absolutely need a patient advocate and should talk to one at City of Hope because they should know how poorly the physician tended to your pain.

I know I thought the same thing. It’s so sad that she went through all the pain and still passed it’s awful .

I have no one because he died.

She was WAY too nice. I would've threatened to sue and given him the death stare. If nothing worked I'd tell him I was Jewish and ask him how good his malpractice insurance was. Also with the death stare.

I do hope you’re doing okay!❤❤❤✌🏻🕊️

Prayers

Either get pain mèds or don't do it

With a 20 year history of chronic pain, I don’t think it’s ever possible to alleviate all pain, especially nerve pain, which is very hard to control, at least in my case. But, that doesn’t mean they shouldn’t try! It’s inhumane; they’d treat your dog better🤬😡

Doctors are allocated a set amount of painkillers they can prescribe before the doctor looses their prescription license and the patient is restricted or cutoff. this is current DEA policy. they are also responsible for production cuts ensuring shortages. So NO doctors cannot prescribe amounts necessary to control pain only enough to take the edge off. As for fentanyl they caught a guy in town with 95lbs of it .What else can you do when the DEA cuts you off from legal painkillers

Omg I'm so sorry for your suffering. How awful you have been through so much. Sending you my prayers 🙏 ❤️

I’m so sorry for all you’ve went and continue to go through ❤️‍🩹 Sending hugs and spoons your way xx

Sending you love and light❤❤❤ so sorry you are going through this!! Prayers and hugs for you. Sorry.

My friend, I so feel ya. ☹️ chronic pain- sometimes they call us Warriors- - but I never feel like a warrior. I feel like a sufferer. I have fibromyalgia, osteoarthritis and controls, etc. etc. I’ve had two hip replacements and a revision and my knees are totally gone and I’ve needed them replaced five years but I don’t honestly feel like I’m up to that rehab because I am not very well. I think we knowing as much as we do about the struggle we have getting pain meds, that it takes us off even more seeing Jenny in this much pain when she didn’t have to be. It just sickened me. Yeah I’ve been called a drug seeker … all the things. That was back in 2008 after my 2007 hip replacement that went bad. The doctor didn’t believe that my hip hurt me because the “x-ray is perfect”. Then I got the “you’re just here seeking drugs” line. Ugh. It sure looks like you’ve been through the mill, and then again. I’m so sorry 😞 Take care of yourself, as best you can. (((hugs))) nan❤️❤️✌🏻

I feel bad ‘liking’ your post but I’m sending you lots of love. I am retired now but after over 40 yrs as a nurse I’ve seen so many things like this and have had so many arguments with Drs over issues like this. It’s not what should happen. I’ve also been a cancer patient and been on the end of long waits, over dosing of epidural drugs and over loading of fluids. I believe I’m only still here because of my training and another patient telling me in my semi conscious state that I was blowing up like a balloon= I stopped the drip and but the emergency button! Even after one team stopped the fluids and got me on diuretics another team did a ward round and tried to restart the drip 🙄. As much as we are all so appreciative of our healthcare, too many things go wrong for many.

WHAT????? Did you see her last lung draining procedure????? I can’t, just can’t!!!! My brother was in MISERABLE pain untilI I had to scream like a lunatic to get his pain under control…and guess what, it worked.

@@pjl92668 I’m so sorry your brother had that experience. I’m glad he had you to advocate for him! I absolutely hate seeing people in pain.

Unfortunately this happens to a lot of cancer and chronic disease patients all the time.

Hi ,,, pancake day4866 ,,, I was diagnosed 2019 ,, with MDS ,, I have a cancer Dr & her assistant ( Dr ) she told me it is probable ,, she was just gonna watch it ,, I have anemia bad ,, always has but goes away ,, well the other Dr came in said yes it’s MDS give me paper on it ,, told me to research it ,, we’ll need to say I’m having all kinds of problems ,, do you have any ideas ,, I could ask when I go back in January ,,, thanks

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❤Such kind words for Jenny, thank you!

That’s sweet keep praying so will I breakthrough coming !

Sorry but God doesn’t exist, this cancer will kill her. Save your nonsense prayers.

Prayers