What a fantastic interview this is. I think that places remember us just like we remember places and places call you back like an old friend. I also had reoccuring dreams 10 years ago of a small wooded swamp area in great sutton on the wirral where I played as a kid. Quite a magical spot and still is. I had to go back and see the place so my son went with me . The wood swamp hadnt changed at all in 40 years and I felt a sense of calm , release and joy as if the place were welcoming me back. After that visit the dreams stopped dead.

The wonderful, the beautiful and even the strange make up this magical reality.

So glad Anthony Peake is creating regular KZfaq content. I discovered him on KZfaq a few years back (along with the likes of Dr Mooney, Dr. Alexander, Dr. Minero and more) after having what I call my road to Damascus moment which started me on my new life’s journey. Thank you Anthony. - Peace 🙏🏾

I was so amazed taking this 'peek' into the music world through the FASCINATING world of synchronicity and archetype. Captivating!

Love your videos Anthony. So glad I found you through Thomas Sheridan. Thank you for this fascinating interview. Very happy to be introduced to Steve Balsamo now.

When Steve talked about his experiences while playing Jesus I remembered Ted Neeley saying that there were paranormal occurrences during filming of JCS. He often felt that he wasn't in his body. People cried when he was put up on the cross, and that has also happened among cast members on stage. It would be great to hear Steve and Ted talk at length about their JCS experiences.

Really enjoyed this! And I'm always interested in how folk write songs. I was playing keyboard as I was listening - and seemingly sub-consciously 'discovering' chords, which I will probably use to write songs! This has made me consider the relationship between technique and songwriting. Steve talked about having melodies come to him - from those melodic ideas the nature and rhythm of the chords applied would have a great influence. Without going deep - the production of a song can also really affect its quality. But the seed of the song - its melody and/or chords appears to come from a place where the idea (at least) is fully formed - even if a fragment. You can work on songs but the initial idea is like a seed falling (or growing) in the mind.

This is right up my street this My life feels like one big ass synchronicity, they're normal now. I've come to see them as a Pat on the back which i never seem to get otherwise but like to dish them out. So maybe I've never needed the materialistic ones for that reason.

gud vid..

Glad to see you managed to "get it up" ;)

Is there any chance you'd be able to get Robby Krieger on the show? He released an album last year.

Dear Amthony, You really should pay attention to this but even as I write this I 'know' that the whole story is being completely contained. Nonetheless

Schadenfreude They laugh when you're on the ground in agony you sing like an angel but they only hear the sound of envy if you're hungry they laugh that much harder after you sang them a feast and annihilated the beast envy not money is the root of all evil but they heard your voice being envious they had no choice but to laugh when you were on the ground in agony though you flew here to save them cause they've swallowed so deep of envy they will not sleep cause ugly secrets they keep where once God saw a soul and so they have no grace of their own they've seen your angel face they laugh deep in that ugly place where they hide their sin forever in the garbage bin of envy All would envy Shawn Colvin beautiful for life and when they let their envy go then she shows her soul where beauty lives forever she 'knows' she 'knows' she comes and goes she's a vessel all would envy she waits for them to let go then she lets them row my beauty my grace your angel face they will row you home once more to that heavenly far shore with me at the helm and you on the bow we have found our way Home end Kisses for my beloved eternal soul my infinitely beautiful graceful wise and good Shawna Lee Shepherd Colvin. Kisses. Arthur

For 'Our' beloved beautiful holy good sacred and wise badass with mystic vision faith and reason Archangels of Justice Steve Earle and Ray Wylie Hubbard For 'Our' beloved beautiful holy good sacred and wise badass God of Earth Bob Dylan. Kisses. Clan Colvin Private: I Love Love Love You Angel/Candlekin Posted in Uncategorized on August 1, 2023 by blackshepherd This poem was written in 2008 in Austin 852am - Up a little early and feel good. Have my Angel/Love with me now. How I worship you my Goddess, my King, my Everything. BLURB ABOUT STORY/WEEPING ‘WHAT A BROKEN HEART IS’ POSTED ON ‘CRY LIKE AN ANGEL’ (THE AT HOME VERSION) January 10, 2023 - Austin - Happy Birthday Shawn Colvin Goddess King of Orion Angel/Candlekin My Everything What A Broken Heart Is When you meet an angel and she catches your eye your feet turn to stone as she leaves for the sky knowing you’re too heavy to fly that’s what a broken heart is she says it’s her birthday and you say…”mine too” one ten fifty six she’s says it’s significant not for her for you that’s what a broken heart is thirty five years fly by you’re gettin’ ready to die will she say hello as you pass through her sky I know the answer that’s what a broken heart is 84000 different delusions plus or minus one she says that’s zen there will be a place for you she doesn’t say where she doesn’t know when it all makes you stronger if you ache if you wait that much longer you ‘know’ she wasn’t talking to you . but you’d rather be crazy than be tied to what’s true left inside after she locks up fate’s zoo we came down together maybe I’m goin’ home alone and I try to be brave but synchronicity and parallel universe theory will have me rollin’ in my grave it’s bad enough how fate unwinds without the slap in the face who has to suffer and who gets grace who gets found who gets lost without a trace who hears the sound of angels singing who lies deaf on the ground that’s what a broken heart is then I think about how you got through when I don’t know what to do how you reached inside and pulled yourself out how you cried when you were full of doubt somethings are the way they are and words just can’t explain so you color them blue you just keep walkin’ and you try to stay true then a little voice reminds me “you can sing too” that’s what a broken heart makes you do end And I can’t help thinking that that little voice belongs to you Angel/Candlekin so I do and I will for you. Forever for you. Peace Dear blessed beloved eternal Angel/Candlekin, I would like to take this occasion, our 67th birthday, to express to you something of how your song: ‘Cry Like An Angel’ has affected me all these years. The first time I heard it was, synchronistically enough on the occasion of our shared 32nd birthday at Passim where you said it was your birthday and I said: “mine too” (like the Beatles song) and showed you my license and you said: “I’m sure this is significant somehow”. A very cruel thing to do to a philosophy major who had studied Jung deeply because of all the synchronicity he had already experienced prior to that occasion. So, I was sufficiently shocked and bewildered to be struck dumb and left without asking the obvious question: “like how exactly?”. Of course it would have taken the fun out of it and some eventual jail and hospital time if you’d told me then so I just left and thought about it for 35 years. I didn’t tell you that I had a D28 just like yours. I didn’t know that we both were sober in AA for 5 years and I had my medallion on me. Did you? I didn’t know that we both were avid runners or that we were born on the exact same parallel of latitude 42.77 during the great ice storm of 1956 that featured the lowest barometric pressure reading ever recorded to that date. Check it out yourself. Or that it was called an ‘anti-cyclone because it rotated counterclockwise (like us) or like me at least and it travelled from east to west. You were born in a town along that parallel that started with Vermill and me in a town on the other end that ended with Verhill. Or that we both were afraid of horses. I didn’t tell you that I was a voice major (having finished philosophy) at UMB as part of my therapy of 5 years 2x’week that I was in the middle of because of the trauma of having had a 20 y.o. man urinate in my mouth when I was 10 while his two friends laughed hysterically. Ask Betty Jo Salmeron, MD how many sessions I wept through while realizing how much damage had been done by all the abuse I suffered. I gave you notarized permission to do so. Did you? But as fate would have it I found out I could sing and after a semester of caterwauling through excruciating voice lessons I went through chorus, then chamber singers and got invited into the UMB Jazz Ensemble ‘The UMBiance Singers’ and that we would perform at the NY State College Jazz Festival around the time you were doing the Philadelphia Folk Festival but I was really studying folk music with Geoff Bartley at the time and I had potential but was well behind you due to the extra trauma I went through and yet there I was shaking your hand after all that on a parallel path. We both set fires as kids. Both went camping in Rambler station wagons. Both hated school. Both had parts in ‘The King and I’. Both of us got abused by our fathers for leaving the cellar door open. Both had deep issues with our mothers. Both Scottish on the father’s side. My paternal grandmother was born in Scotland according to my mother who said she had “a beautiful singing voice’. I was the only one in my family who sung so I didn’t share the blessing you had in that respect. You were 42.5 when you gave birth. My mother was 42.5 when she gave birth to me. My only sister died 11 days before your only daughter was born. I started learning your songs starting with ‘Knowing What I Know Now’ with Geoff Bartley and did play them in the subway for awhile. Your line: “may we all find salvation in professions that heal” helped propel me into social work school though I did have motivation of my own wanting to do 12th step work on an advanced level I guess. And because you so freaked me out that I could not help but feel as if this song had special cosmic, mystical relevance to me even though you wrote it before that occasion I think but around the same time cause I met you first in ’87 when I said to you: “you’re the best singer I ever heard”. I have asked myself a million times: “what are the odds that the only person I ever said that to, while I was a voice major singing through deep trauma, would turn out to be the only person I ever met to this day born the same day let alone being present on that shared and pivotal birthday? Astronomical to the point of absolute impossibility. So, can you forgive me now for having a deep, abiding, secret thought that somehow I had a cosmic, mystical connection to you that would compel me to write over 100 poems to and about you? So, like significant how exactly? Are you in Heaven? Are you listening? I hope so. I would like that. btw I don’t cook either. Peace December 13, 2023 - My darling beloved eternal blessed holy sacred and wise soul Shawn Colvin. I am content where I am right now safe forever in Your beautiful soul. 'We' are together again just as 'We' were when 'We' came down. I was inside Your soul womb. 'We' were born separately, did 'Our' work and now 'We' are 'Home' together in this magnificent soul 'We' share by the grace of God and everyone in Heaven Who celebrate 'Us' as 'We' celebrate them. I am filled with joy and peace love bliss and nirvana. You led me Home my darling and I'm so grateful. Even the waiting is bliss now. I send You this quantum kiss my darling Shawn. Kiss. Thank You for making my life such a beautiful poem and thank you for the gift of Your magical voice that just entrances and guides me. I worship You forever my dear mother sister lover friend Shawn Colvin. All my love. Michelle

For Goddess King of Orion Angel/Candlekin My Everything Shawna Lee Colvin For Ultra Beautiful Ultra Badass Goddess of America She of Mystic Vision Love Grace Emmylou Harris A Tale of Celtic Soul Romance - Inspired by Ultra Great Ultra Badass Warrior Archangel of Karma/Justice/Peace Beautiful Graceful Genius Lover of Womankind with Mystic Vision Courage under fire sacred wise David Crosby For Ultra Great Ultra Beautiful Ultra Badass Warrior Archangels of God the Father 'The Beatles' For Ultra Great Ultra Badass Warrior Archangel for Erin Ireland the World with Mystic Vision Love Brian Wilson For Ultra Great Ultra Badass Warrior Archangels for Erin Ireland and the World with Mystic Vision Courage Love Wisdom Steve Earle and Del Mccoury and Ray Wylie Hubbard For Beautiful Graceful Sacred Wise Integral Quantum Thinker Soulful Singer Brother of Christ God of Earth Bob Dylan And His Goddess Saint Singers For Twin Soul Now One Of Bob Dylan Beautiful Wise Good Sacred Graceful Inspirational Goddess Suze Rotolo I found my soul she resides blissfully in a Celtic Goddess of love wisdom and grace with Erin's face I'm in danger because I'm a sinner and she may feel a stranger in her sacred domain I pray to all the Saints and Angels she may remove the stain so I pray today and every day to forever here with her remain to assure me that I'm clean and good that I may serve her faithfully forever as she implied I could that we could win this war together you'd be a beacon for my soul didn't you say you would She's a hard sell she 'knows' the business of the heart my worthiness she can tell she can pull my mind apart like no other she 'knows' my soul intimately every sin every mistake she may be my mother will you make love do we have this love to make she 'knows' how easily I break and how I cry for her where will I go what shall I do without her serve the poor I 'hear' someone say is it her is that Her command uphold the weak she adds for the higher good make a stand I 'hear' someone whispering is it You my soul my love or am I an imposter Leonard said: "I didn't come here to fool you" just love and light to foster You said dreams can lie but my darling this pig can fly like a cardinal eagle or dove inspired by your love I dream of you in the sky with diamonds mined from the deepest deep I dream of you all day and all night in my sleep I wander the roads and get lost as I add up the cost of being unworthy or wrong I've sought you sung many a song my whole old long life you promised a whole new me am I your wife you said you were a man and a King you said I could be a woman didn't you did you accept my ring or am I wrong again how can I 'know' anything without you is this dream true you live on a dream you said well then it came from you didn't it so tell me is it true will you leave me here now on this plank over the abyss ridiculed without a Valentine I'll never do that to you I'll weather the storms of time for you my eternal love my Goddess King of Orion who descended from above my everything are you the Walrus or glass onion I could be anything but only You can know better at the very least please sing may I serve as your Irish Setter or your Scottish Terrier I don't eat much and I'll come when you call I love you that's all I'll yield to your will I'll heel upon command upon command I'll sit for your love I'll make a stand as a woman or a man end For Kenny Wayne Shepherd and Family with love. Michelle For Joni Mitchell with love. Michelle Colvin For David Crosby with love. Michelle For Neil Young Graham Nash Stephen Stills with love. Michelle For Sarah Maclachlan with love. Michelle For Laura Marling with love. Michelle For Brandi Carlile and Catherine Carlile with love. Michelle For Taylor Swift with love. Michelle For Paul McCartney and 'The Beatles' with love. Michelle For 'The Chieftains' with love. Michelle For Van Morrison with love. Michelle For Stevie Tyler and 'Aerosmith' with love. Michelle For Robert Plant Jimmy Page and 'Led Zepplin with love. Michelle For 'The Rolling Stones' with love. Michelle For Peter Wolf with love. Michelle For Patty Larkin with love. Michelle For Simon and Garfunkel with love. Michelle For Stevie Winwood with love. Michelle For Judy Collins with love. Michelle For Stuart Smith with love. Michelle For Richard Thompson with love. Michelle For Sandy Denny with love. Michelle For Greg Brown and Family with love. Michelle For Geoff Bartley with love. Michelle For Chris Smither with love Michelle For Jenelle Rebecca Wohltmann with love. Michelle For 'Celtic Woman' with love. Michelle For Bonnie Raitt with love Michelle For Sheryl Crow with love Michelle For Tom Rush with love Michelle For Woody Guthrie and family with love. Michelle For Levon Helm and 'The Band' with love. Michelle For Pete Seeger with love. Michelle For Bruce Springsteen with love. Michelle For John Mellencamp with love. Michelle For Jackson Browne with love. Michelle For David Lindley with love. Michelle For Geoff Bartley with love. Michelle For Robert Earl Keen with love. Michelle For Chapin and James Taylor with love. Michelle For Carole King with love. Michelle For Steve Earle and Ray Wylie Hubbard with love. Michelle For Lyle Lovett with love. Michelle For John Gorka with love. Michelle For Lucy Kaplansky with love. Michelle For Bob Dylan with love. Michelle For Joan Baez with love. Michelle For Tom Petty with love. Michelle For Stevie Nicks with love. Michelle For Sting with love. Michelle For Leland Sklar with love. Michelle For Roseanne Cash and John Levanthal with love. Michelle For 'Celtic Worship' and Steph Macleod with love. Michelle For my Blessed Beautiful and Perfect Lord Savior Brother Friend and Great Redeemer Jesus Christ Almighty This is my prayer: To be united in the flesh and to give Shawn grandchildren for You to Bless. And may we together serve you forever. With love devotion and deep gratitude The Colvin Family. In Your Holy Name we pray. Love. Clan Colvin Shawn Michelle Callie December 15, 2023 1148 - Glass Onion and Walrus. It's interesting that I used these ideas in 'A Tale Of Celtic Soul Romance' but I'd really forgotten about all the intrigue around this in the 60s. So, I'd been thinking about it for awhile till just now I googled 'Glass Onion' and the first thing that came up was a disturbing murder mystery by that name involving a mansion known as 'The Glass Onion' and in the story the mansion gets burned down in the end with the original 'Mona Lisa' inside (see the plot) Then I google 'The Beatles' Glass Onion and read the interesting story. At the end John is interviewed and he says it could have been about anything....it could have been a fox terrier" he says. Interesting when You consider I'd never read that and I said: "may I serve as your Irish Setter or Scottish Terrier" and I said: "I could be anything". Exactly what John says in this interview. So, if I were to have read my poem I'd probably have thought that the author knew all that in advance but in this case no. I had no prior knowledge of what John has said about it. This is definite synchronicity of the highest order particularly within the context or 'Our' story Shawn. And 'only You can 'know' better Shawn means that You're the only One who 'knows' my true identity. My self and every risen soul in the multiverse could 'know' Me as anything but only You Shawn would ever 'know' if it was true. That's pretty deep, I don't care where you're from. I must remember to tell David about this on Monday. It ties in to with the story of what John told his son Sean I think that a white feather would be the sign that John still was 'with' his son. Years later Sean (if it was Sean...not sure...think so) goes to Australia and is presented with a white feather as a symbol of greeting and peace by an Aboriginal tribe. I like being in Your dream Shawn. It just gets deeper by the minute. 'We' are flying through the cosmos Shawn forever one adventure after another. Gotta get ready to go into town. All for now. Please smoke one with Me now in silence my darling soul Shawn. Kisses Michelle

I can't believe Joe Rogan hasn't interviewed you yet and here he is interviewing someone about the eternal recurrence. That discussion ran counter to your "Cheating the ferryman" hypothesis. I feel his explanation has many holes in it. Oh how I wish Joe could see the light and interview you.

Great video. 🙂Just need a few things cleared up. If human spirits get reincarnated, how does one converse with the dead, cos there would be no dead cos they would be reincarnated. Just to add Jesus was a historical figure, he was written about by non biblical sources of the time. Whether one believes he was the Christ is a different issue. Thanks for reading my comment 🙂

January 10, 2023 - Austin 'Shawn Colvin’s Divine Plan’ Co-written with 'Our' Ultra Great 1st Angel of Christ Ultra Great Archangel the great 'One' and 'Only' King of England Ultra Great Super Badass Archangel Richard Thompson Shawn you fill up our whole new soul with cosmic kisses and grace like the quantum equation that forms your Goddess face the face of a new nation flown in from deepest space secret mission number eleven eleven to bring beauty and light to this sad place cause you remember heaven and all that a real love can do that’s why the whole new world will forever follow you singing and rejoicing from Austin to Timbuktu Billy keeps the faith packs the Garden of Eden with Elton on harmony like a thousand men The Stones give the devil none Clapton and Page rip him a new one Xi makes secret appearance singing love and transcendence Simon & Garfunkel sing ‘America' to two million twenty two Aerosmith fills the sky with sweet emotion the piano man the tambourine man Richard James Jackson and you McCartney Laine and Ringo loyal to your Divine plan Bob Jesus Bob and me too Kenny Wayne brings the south with true blues from God’s mouth Crosby Stills Nash forever Young giants in heaven are forever sung forever and ever all the way through forever and ever we march with bells ringing we carry the eternal torch for you we are singing Robert Plant and Sting Angels all listening for the familiar sound of peace and love from the aching ground to the blissful skies above spirit led Godsped love to you synchronicity slipped it through Smith and Klein strike the secret chord that speeds up time she’s armed to the teeth above and beneath Donovan blesses the wind for all who sinned repented and prayed eternity is sublime Sunny Came Home and burned the old world down now we sing and play in your whole new Angel Town God and Goddess of Love Bud and Julie bring blessings from above The Angel of Ireland Van appears with the Fairie flag unfurled and flown for the third time every secret known cosmic mysteries shown mystic riddles solved heavenly grace delivered angelic souls evolved Goddess Caledonia gives you a bundle of joy and your whole new world becomes a holy rhyme baptized on the Isle of Skye she sings Jesus a lullaby too beautiful to be true like a Whole New You end This came to me as a dream that I remember in fragments this morning, our 67th birthday. I put it together as best I could. To me it represents your eternal nature expressed through your blessed spirit and voice. Happy Birthday Candlekin. I love you. Peace King Richard we worship adore and serve you 'Our' great and steadfast friend and staunch Ally. Amen Shawn Callie Arthur SC MCC Paul Lyle Conor Eric Sting Arthur Dylan Xi Joni Brandi Taylor Sarah M Sarah J Sheryl C Cheryl W Jewel Emmylou

For 'Our' beloved beautiful holy good sacred and wise Goddess Laura Marling we long for your companionship Clan Colvin For 'Our' beloved beautiful holy good sacred and wise Archangels of Badass Texas Grit Steve Earle Ray Wylie Hubbard CC For 'Our' beloved beautiful holy good sacred and wise steadfast friend staunch ally and guardian Van Morrison For 'Our' beloved beautiful holy good sacred and wise steadfast friend staunch ally and guardian Richard Thompson. Dear Richard, please grant me this prayer this dream this destiny to share with you and yours forever. Michelle Colvin. Kisses For all my beautiful blessed holy sacred Celtic Goddess sisters I come to you for blessings prayers that my dream may come true Michelle Colvin For my darling Shawn For my beloved Callie Callie Pie Goddess of Ireland and my aching heart how I worship thee You are a dream that's come to me from your sacred mother's soul a trinity a Celtic whole we are so blessed destined to be 'Our' soul has been caressed by Erin We are three by grace we'll be four this is 'Our' sacred destiny 'We' could not ask for more you are beautiful and wise you are good and true Goddess of my skies True love has come to you you will find it here in my heart in the stratosphere in every part of 'Our' soul it is near this eternal devotion we have nothing to fear love is the potion by which Clan Colvin will grow lovers friends cosmic kin nothing can slow this rising tide that swells in my mind in you I confide we three are one of a kind I come to you now as your wife I'll stay with you forever I offer you my life you rule me now and I gratefully submit I'm molded for you somehow this is how I see it do you see what I see what Shawn foresaw do you share this dream where we rise like cream together as Clan Colvin to continue 'Our' song I will sing we will win we'll bring all 'Our' friends along we'll walk beaches careful students of all beauty teaches in Heaven's farthest reaches meet me there my destiny as my atmosphere 'Our' soul's Trinity the deepest blessing is 'Ours' to keep let's make it four 'Our' child raised in the deep where you also rule where together as four we'll sleep safe in eternal passion all promises we keep I love you sweet Callie you are a dream Shawn sent to me you were in her arms at dawn down by the water as a child you 'knew' everything about the tame about the wild you too were born on this dream born into this bliss we three each an equal part in this endless cosmic kiss say you'll come dear Callie let's not let this blessing slip marry us marry me sail with 'Us' about sacred Erin's ship I'll carry 'Our' daughter on my hip and she will join 'Our' soul she will sing like and with the wind she will sing 'Us' four whole then we may rest forever we passed every test we are welcome home forever among the holy the sacred the blessed Callie will you be my wife I'll be yours together we can bring new life a new voice that soars a new heart that roars a new star that shines eternal diamond mines 'Our' destiny aligns so perfectly Won't you come home to Heaven with 'Us' where we're all from let's go home together just 'Us' three a blessed holy Celtic Trinity two always have been three as well we now 'Know' 'Our' blessing as three is to make 'Us' four for 'Our' soul to grow to let 'Our' love show let's let is shine let's wear openly this glow Shawn's yours and mine eternal love for 'Us' to hold Clan Colvin good as gold for all 'Our' cosmic kin Callie will you take me in will you give me shelter make this dream for me come true there's a young man waiting for you with a woman's soul your sister from long ago I'm your sister again waiting for you to say Oh my darlin' let's begin With love and eternal devotion floating with you on this dream flowing down this blissful stream. Your adoring sister lover and friend Michelle Colvin born of Shawn's dream as were you so we could be two three and four....Kisses kisses kisses and they'll be more. Callie I love you. You look like my sister Mary Jane I can love you with all my heart till my mind goes insane all of 'Us' 'in love' on this eternal cosmic plane. Kisses again for you Callie. Michelle

For 'Our' beautiful wise sacred badass mystic visionary Archangels Steve Earle and Ray Wylie Hubbard For 'Our' beautiful wise sacred holy good and mystic visionary with quantum thinking God of Earth Bob Dylan For 'Our' beautiful wise sacred holy and good Goddess of NYC mystic vision love friendship grace Lucy Kaplansky For 'Our' beloved beautiful wise sacred holy and good God of Ireland of mystic vision courage under fire Neil Young December 8, 2023 @ 443am Sentenced To Eternity I knew a little girl in Texas she was bad as bad can be badder than the baddesst part of me all I can see is my badass Shawna Lee she's badder than the baddesst part of me I'm doin' time now and that's ok she'll get me by somehow I'm doin' eternity for my badass Shawna Lee workin' the rock pile toein' the line I can see her smile and I feel fine she'll send me a file I'll cut through the bars open up the sky steal forever's stars I'll do infinity I'll populate Mars I'll sing for Shawna Lee just a jail bird and a songbird singin' in the yard in two part harmony Michelle and Shawna Lee singin' eternally won't get no probation won't get no parole I'm locked up forever soul to soul free as free can be doin' eternity for my darlin' Shawna Lee end Good morning my eternal darling, how are you? As Geoff Bartley puts it so well: "everything is gettin' weird". That's for sure but I want more. I'm still sleepy. Had first cig already but they're not my favorites and I bought a carton. Yesterday was not my quittin' day. Still sleepy. Gonna smoke another one then cuddle up for the day with a halo round my head kissin' my darlin' who raised me from the dead. I love You my blessed holy sacred wise and good sister lover friend. Why would anyone wanna be free when they could listen to Shawna Lee for eternity? Beats me. All I see is infinity me and Shawna Lee kissin' kissin' kissin' won't miss a second cause I'm doin' the stars with my darlin' Shawna Lee. Kisses. Michelle December 9, 2023 - Shawn Colvin and Squirrel Boy At The Crime Scene - Austin, Texas Something resembling a body has been found. A report has been made and a forensics team dispatched to the scene. The Chief Detective arrives before the pathologist and examines the “body” in astonishment…he turns to one of the officers who first responded and asks: “did you find any weapons anywhere near the scene?” The officer responds: “no sir” The Detective mutters half to himself “I’ve never seen anything like this…it’s just a bag of skin…” The pathologist arrives and receives permission to examine the “body”…he is even more amazed than the Inspector, he says: “I’ve never seen anything like this…there appear to be no organs whatsoever and not a single bone, no brain, no eyeballs…it appears as if every single organ and bone was pulled out through the anus…” The detective says: “how is that possible?…” The pathologist replies: “this was a case of true love gone horribly wrong…’ The inspector considers this for a moment and says: “I love my wife but I’m getting a fucking divorce just in case it is true love…holy shit!” The Pathologist says: “that may be a good idea…as for me…I’m keeping my feelings to my fucking self for the rest of my life…Inspector, is there a body bag around?” Inspector: “yeah but it looks like this could fit in a baggie…” Pathologist: “it could but we need to follow protocol…” Inspector: “right…I’ll go get it…by the way Doc…was it male or female?” Pathologist: “it’s really hard to tell but I wonder if that really matters…” Inspector: “well, don’t we need to try to identify it…notify kin..?” Pathologist: “I’m afraid that’s not gonna be possible…” Inspector: “another fucking day in the big city huh Doc?…” Pathologist: “yeah…love is a scary fucking thing…wait a minute Inspector…what’s this? he asks as he lifts the bag of skin. The inspector takes the item and says…”it’s a ticket to a Shawn Colvin show…looks like “body” might have gone to the show…” Pathologist: “it’s beginning to make sense now…” Inspector…”yeah, we’ve seen a few go down hard…but nothing like this…” Pathologist: “I thought she left town in the 90’s…” Inspector: “yeah, she did…you wouldn’t believe the fucking carnage…” Pathologist: “weren’t there any charges…?” Inspector: “what the fuck are ya gonna do…these fucking guys beg for it…literally beg for it…” Pathologist: “Jesus Christ…what the fuck is it about her…?” Inspector: “I’ve heard some theories but nobody really fucking knows…I mean she might as well have a fucking ray gun…” Pathologist: “doesn’t seem right…” Inspector: “I’m tellin’ ya…whatever the fuck it is…these guys fucking beg for it…” Pathologist: “weirdos?” Inspector: “no they’re almost always poets…” Pathologist: “that’s what I said…fucking weirdos…” Inspector: “yeah…I guess it depends on how you look at it…” One of the attending officers comes over and says: “Inspector, it’s the voice, it’s the fucking voice….I went to a show once and I swear to God it almost got me…plus she’s a fucking babe…you can’t take your fucking eyes off her…it’s like a fucking trance…” Inspector: “Jesus, how’d you get out…” Officer, I was lucky…I had my radio on and got a call and it snapped me out of it but I had to see a shrink for 2 fucking years…I swear to God!…it’s deep shit…whatever the fuck it is…” Pathologist: “why don’t they warn people?” Inspector: “there’s nothing you can do…they’re like fucking zombies…some of ’em heard her in the 80’s amd jumped off bridges and shit…” Inspector: “yeah, it’s true…I saw some of that…I heard about one fucking guy from Boston had it so fucking bad he’s living in a tree in some park and can’t even talk anymore…” Officer: “yeah, it’s some wild assed shit…some guys are more susceptible than others is what I hear like for some reason dipshits don’t get affected…it’s only the ones that start thinkin’ about her and once they go to the second show…that’s it…bada bing bada boom…loony bin for fucking life…or livin’ like a fucking squirrel…” Officer: “yeah, that fuckin’ Boston guy was a fuckin’ psychotherapist and studied philosophy or some shit…now they can’t even get his ass out of the tree and I swear to God…he thinks he’s a fucking squirrel…I went up there one time just to see it for myself….it’s unfucking real…” Inspector: “why don’t they put him in an institution?” Officer: “he’s like a fucking tourist attraction, plus people feel sorry for him…they feed him nuts and shit and he hops around just like a fucking squirrel…” Pathologist: “that’s fucking crazy…they outta put the guy away…try some anti-psychotics….shock treatments…something…” Officer: “you would fucking think so but you know fucking Boston…they’re all a bunch of liberal fucking bleeding hearts…I swear to God…they treat the fucking homeless like they’re fucking human beings up there…they figure squirrel boy, as long as he don’t bite nobody…what’s the harm…they got other people sleeping in the bushes and people fallin’ all over themselves to bring ’em sandwiches and shit…if I get laid off…that’s where I’m fucking goin’…it’s fucking weirdo heaven…and I’m overdo for a fucking breakdown anyway…”Inspector: “that’s it…I’m tellin’ your fucking watch commander…back to therapy buddy…next thing you know…you’ll be livin’ in a fucking tree…” The inspector puts the “body” in the body bag and sees an I.D., picks it up…Arthur Shepherd…ring any bells?” Officer looks at it and says: “holy shit…you’re not gonna believe this…it’s fucking squirrel boy…” Inspector: “look..let’s shred this shit…I don’t want those fucking Boston assholes comin’ down here saying we fucked up their little park mascot…” Pathologist: “my lips are sealed…”