THIS SONG IS ASS

Maybe this was unintentional, but I find it very significant that ‘Disposable Girl’ is the first one in the series. In the context of the series, she’s not “disposable’ at all-actually, it’s the exact opposite. It provides the groundwork for which all the other songs come from. Although she feels useless, she is the first one to be heard, the first one to be seen, the first one to be sympathized with. I find some comfort in that. It makes me think that not all hope is lost-not just for Disposable Girl, but for all the characters.

the guitar part being sampled in the beginning, and throughout the song is Patricia, by The Pillows.

If this song had existed when I was 14, it would’ve meant everything to me. Glad to find it in a better place in my life. Please keep making art.

hearing this made me remember how in 3 grade i read my best friend atm diary (they gave it to me to read), and on one of the pages they wrote "god i hope /my name/ will switch schools i hate them so much theyre so annoying, everything would be so much better" the funniest thing? they then years later they swore they didnt had a diary, tho there were other things that i knew only bc i read their diary

if you listen closely you can hear smack a bitch by rico nasty, it's near the end and i think it's a nice touch

Genuinely impressed you’ve got the chops to be a good lyricist. The kinda stuff we needed in pop used for the past decade. Keep it up I wanna see more!

man i dont think ive ever heard a song actually articulate this kinda thing. its unhealthy af and honestly makes you feel worse but its there and. i think its lame that no one talks about it cuz even if its ugly its there! the song is also a banger and the character design is too so! thank you this rocks,

"i know itz not a healthy way to feel, but to be mistreated would atleast mean im real" OUURUEUHGEHGGHGHGHHG THAT HIT TOO CLOSE TK HOME 😰😰😰😰😰😰

god the : " i want to be such a pretty girl, that everybody loves me, but i cant shake the feeling that everybody is above me", "all the pretty girls make me not wanna be me", "so what is it my face or my body?", "i swear i only try my best but i always get treated like I'm different from the rest", " d-i-s-p-o-s-a-b-l-e that's all ill ever be", " if you were in my place you would hate yourself too" , "what to do when the world feels like its agenst you" really hits hard

If you are wondering what is sampled at around 3:03 , the audio with miku sin ging I'm pretty sure it is Strobe light by PowaPowa-P. Song can be found here kzfaq.info/get/bejne/bdl7ppp6s8epn3U.html and the music sampled is in the chorus!

Weevildoing who told you it was ok to reach into my brain, take shit out and turn them into songs

i almost never make comments but this song really resonated with me. ive never seen someone put this feeling into words before. as a survivor of repeated situations of abuse this really helped me realize why i always come back to those situations. im not exaggerating to say this one song goes a long way in helping me understand myself. thank you so mucch

as a system with DID these songs really show how one individual can have different forms of trauma, and personally I love the idea of each song bringing light to different issues.

holy shit. holy FUCKING shit. this song makes me fucking insane in the best fucking way possible. ive been sitting here listening to it for at LEAST two hours on repeat because i love it so much. you, feraljayce and caligi create the most intricate characters and im absolutely obsessed and intrigued to see where you three take your creative endeavors because you literally are all so so talented. (i am looking SO hard at the tptm carrd.) i don't think ive related to a song more in my life, and like. lord thats so depressing but its TRUE i literally appreciate this so much. almost always being unnoticable, but weird enough for people to still make comments that imply that you're not desired... it always got in my head, and definitely led to some Issues ! i'm working on healing. thank you so much for continously creating music that sticks with people. im so excited to see what's next in store

Ohhh my godddd oh my god oh my god it's been put into words ohhh my god looping this song is the only thing that keeps my 1 AM crying sessions cathartic instead of just sad I am in lovee

Never seen anything that puts into words how i feel as perfectly as this song 😭

idk what it is with really depressing songs going hard but I love it edit: I just noticed that the distorted sample in the outro is from rico nasty and smth about that just adds to my listening experience

I don't know what, but _something_ about this song and music video feels *so fucking nostalgic.* I can't pinpoint it, but every part of this feels like something I've seen before, when I was really young. The rainbow background? The uncanny human-ish vocals? The muted unusual-ish instrumental? The school-grader font choices? The almost clipart esque art? The school project esque editing (No hate, it was probably for the vibe lol)? I don't know, but I love it

I missed the one year anniversary of this absolute fucking ass obliterating banger made by the one and only Weevildoing so we’re celebrating today with a fun little Hatsune Miku themed party just for my favorite album girl, Disposable Girl🛐

OHHH everytime i listen to this i realize something new that adds more layers to the song, like powapowap's strobe light being at the end

This is such a bop omg, I've been searching for this type of music and finally found an artist that makes exactly what I'm looking for

coming back to this banger after about a year and i can confirm i am not okay

This song genuinely plays in my head every time I go in public/am around anyone else and I think there might be something wrong with me. It hits way too hard and is way too relatable.

i love the strobe light sample, this whole song is so good

IM SO SAD I WAS HAVING A BREAKDOWN WHEN THIS PREMIERED SO I MISSED IT!!! i love this (i can feel the gender dysphoria dripping from the lyrics and i love it, idk if im reading that wrong tho) AND GOD the way you can feel it's feeling of isolation in this song, i dig it!! i CANT wait until more songs of this project get released * dances wildly* :D

this song just feels so.. im not sure how to explain it but its really well made and it stands out to the people who are out there feeling like absolute shit, and if youre one of these people, were all here to talk to you. ^^

STROBE LIGHT SAMPLE THATS SO COOL!!!!!

God you really hit a nail with your music

IS THAT STROBE LIGHT AT THE END? omg omg i already loved this song but realising that it has a sample of another of my favourite songs has made me love it sososo much more

lyrics❤ Messages never read by you, never being acknowledged, but it's nothing new I'm the- Saddest actor standing in the background Over sized hoodie walking with my head down Sh-tty hair 'cause I didn't get to sleep I just wanna be alive but I feel like such a creep Wanna be Such a pretty girl that everybody loves me, but I can't shake the feeling that everyone's above me I know it's not a healthy way to feel But to be mistreated would at least mean I'm real When they look up your skirt When they look you up and down That at least means you're someone that they wanna be around (Uh-Oh) D-I-S-P-O-S-A-B-L-E That's all I'll ever be D-I-S-P-O-S-A-B-L-E That's me That's me That's me All the pretty girls make it look so easy All the pretty girls make me not wanna be me So what is it, my face or my body? What is it that makes you people never want me Swear to god, all I've done is my best But I always get treated like I'm different from the rest I get pushed, I get pulled, 'till there's nothing left at all And the people who do it make me feel like it's my fault I know it's not a healthy way to feel But to be mistreated would at least mean I'm real They don't look up my skirt They just laugh at what I do You complain about the stares But I'd kill to be you (Uh-Oh) D-I-S-P-O-S-A-B-L-E That's all I'll ever be D-I-S-P-O-S-A-B-L-E That's me That's me That's I feel so unclean I feel the evil in me I try so hard to be good, to be someone worth seeing But all the names I get called, the way they treat me; Don't try to lie to me and tell me I'm not ugly. I WANNA HATE THEM I REALLY F-CKING DO BUT IF YOU WERE IN MY PLACE YOU WOULD HATE YOURSELF TOO WHAT TO DO WHEN THE WORLD FEELS LIKE ITS ONLY BEEN AGAINST ME WHEN EVERYBODY THAT I'VE LOVED HAS ONLY UP AND LEFT ME I know it's not a healthy way to feel But to be mistreated would at least mean I'm real When they look up your skirt When they look you up and down That at least means you're someone that they wanna be around (Uh-Oh) I know it's not a healthy way to feel But to be mistreated would at least mean I'm real They don't look up my skirt They just laugh at what I do You complain about the stares But I'd kill to be you (Uh-Oh) D-I-S-P-O-S-A-B-L-E That's all I'll ever be D-I-S-P-O-S-A-B-L-E That's me That's me That's me D-I-S-P-O-S-A-B-L-E That's all I'll ever be D-I-S-P-O-S-A-B-L-E That's me That's me That's me

i love this song so much i’m going to chart it on a rhythm game

Easily one of my favorite songs period. I love love love the drum breaks. This is a piece of your history you should be very proud of. I can't wait for the rest of this project 😭

no one’s talking about the “when I see you in the street, bet your ass is done!” audio at 3:02 and imo it’s honesty a cool little easter egg that for some reason fits with “disposable girl”.(I’m just going to refer to her as “disposable girl” her name is unknown)

1:58 chords sounded a bit like Strobe Last and I got a sickening sense of nostalgia :( this song is amazing

this song Hits home so hard that it hitted me in the most emotional way ever. Love it!

A POWAPOWAP SAMPLE? what a lovely day

God okay, i relate too much to this song. Thank you so much for making this song, it's really great. you just made so many people feel noticed.

This song has recently grown on me, now I'm jamming out to this on repeat!!

Looks really nice, can't wait to listen to it PD: I love the idea of the characters for all the album songs and the page to see their info, that is so cool!

THIS IS AWESOME!!! im so hyped for this series 🤟

Song: insecurity pain Background: lalalalalalla taking a nice stroll

This goes hard!!!! Omg I love this

omg rico nasty sample

this is the first song that really resonated with me, in like. years. thank you.

is that a bit of Strobe Last by powapowa-p at the end? god the use of samples and effects in this song is crazy, I love this project

the strobe light sample hits so hard

this is such a lovely song. i love the arrangement. for some reason it's so comforting. i don't relate to it or anything, but the way it's composed and how the vocals are tuned make it sound so. comforting. like i'm listening to someone expressing an emotion i feel and not in a judging way. thank you for making this

THIS ABSOLUTELY SLAPS AND FOR WHAT??? im not even halfway through and i am in love with this song omfg

I absolutely love the entire idea of this Personified PTSD And the name of it is awesome! I think I'll find myself in one of these, thank you for making this

god this song is so fucking real...im fat and have been my whole life and ive never once felt desirable, let alone pretty. i was the person who got asked out as a joke, and was told many times i was ugly and overall unattractive. it truly did make me feel like i was just disposable, that i could never be pretty, never attractive to anyone else. everyone at school got valentines even after it stopped being a requirement to get everyone a valentine, but i didn't. once elementary school ended, i never got any valentines or candy grams or anything like that, and to conventionally attractive people or even just to skinny people it seems like nothing, like i'm just being sensitive, but after years and years of my unattractiveness being hammered into my psyche its kind of hard to fucking ignore. the worst part is that i know if i WASN'T fat I'd be considered pretty, or at least cute, but because of a condition it's difficult for me to lose any significant weight, and I'm also just fucking depressed. anyways sorry for traumadumping this song just rly resonates with me.

Hey, I just found your channel today and after binging all your tracks I gotta say you make some really good music!

I like how parts of this song are also applicable to dealing with gender dysphoria. This song can also be oddly comforting at times knowing that these experiences can be universal despite the nature of it Very good song :3

OMG WATCHING THIS RN SOUNDS AND LOOKS SO GOOD WOW!!

UNDERRATED ASF😍😍‼

THIS WENT SO HARD OMG

curse this song i listened to it for 2 hours and 50 mins so its my top song on yt wrap

After watching flcl the guitar sample at the start drives me nuts. Awesome.

IVE BEEN PLAYING THIS ON LOOP FOR THE ENTIRE WEEK ITS SO CRIMINALLY UNDERTATED

honestly sad i didnt find this song a lot sooner, i prob wouldve been nicer to myself haha. oh well its here now and i appreciate it so much, checking out ur whole channel now ,

WOW IM SO BLOWN AWAY BY YOUR MUSIC… you get it and the style of the songs is perfect, it gives the emotion. I feel like it’s just my trauma and mental issues put into songs lol. Only vocaloid producers like you and ghost and such can do this I swear

this song is amazing!!!! 💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖(3 months later and im still listening to it i love it)

Writing the lyrics here so I can learn the song better! Hope I can cover it one day :) Messages never read by you Never being acknowledged, but it's nothing new I'm the- saddest actor standing in the background Oversized hoodie, walking by with my head down Shitty hair 'cause I didn't get to sleep I just wanna be alive but I feel like such a creep Wanna be such a pretty girl that everybody loves me, but I can't shake the feeling that everyone's above me I know it's not a healthy way to feel But to be mistreated would at least mean I'm real When they look up your skirt When they look you up and down That at least means you're someone that they wanna be around (Uh-oh) D-I-S-P-O-S-A-B-L-E That's all I'll ever be D-I-S-P-O-S-A-B-L-E That's me That's me That's me. All the pretty girls make it look so easy All the pretty girls make me not wanna be me So what is it, my face or my body? What is it that makes you people never want me Swear to God, all I've done is my best But I always get treated like I'm different from the rest I get pushed, I get pulled, 'til there's nothing left at all And the people who do it make me feel like it's my fault I know it's not a healthy way to feel But to be mistreated would at least mean I'm real They don't look up my skirt They just laugh at what I do You complain about the stares but I'd kill to be you (Uh-oh) D-I-S-P-O-S-A-B-L-E That's all I'll ever be D-I-S-P-O-S-A-B-L-E That's me That's me That's- I feel so unclean I feel the evil in me I try so hard to be good, To be someone worth seeing But all the names I get called, The way they treat me; Don't try to lie to me and tell me I'm not ugly I WANNA HATE THEM I REALLY FUCKING DO BUT IF YOU WERE IN MY PLACE, YOU WOULD HATE YOURSELF TOO WHAT TO DO WHEN THE WORLD FEELS LIKE ITS ONLY BEEN AGAINST ME, WHEN EVERYBODY THAT I'VE LOVED HAS ONLY UP AND LEFT ME I know it's not a healthy way to feel But to be mistreated would at least mean I'm real When they look up your skirt When they look you up and down That at least means you're someone that they wanna be around (Uh-) I know it's not a healthy way to feel But to be mistreated would at least mean I'm real They don't look up my skirt They just laugh at what I do You complain about the stares but I'd kill to be you (Uh-oh) D-I-S-P-O-S-A-B-L-E That's all I'll ever be D-I-S-P-O-S-A-B-L-E That's me That's me That's me.., D-I-S-P-O-S-A-B-L-E That's all I'll ever be D-I-S-P-O-S-A-B-L-E That's me That's me That's

I want this on spotify soooo badddd dawg

damn. word for word thanks for the song weevildoing, its really good and well written

LETS GOOOOOOOOOOOOO THAT WAS A GREAT PREMIERE IM SO GLAD I WAS ON TIME

I listen to this multiple times every day, so excited for this album

WO THIS IS AMAZING GREAT WORK !!!

you are so talented... i love it

I have been writing while listening to this song and I LOVE IT TOO MUCH IT'S SO GOOD!!!!!! Hope you have a nice day! everyone! :D

i really like the vocals on this :) you go girl!!!!

sounds amazing!!

This sounds amazing!! ✨✨

Such an amazing song!

god i feel this song in my blood i adore it

YAYAYAYAYA LETS GO NEW WEEVILDOIN MUSIC !!

LOVED WATCHING THE PREMIER Awesome JOB TUNING

ANOTHER BANGER!!!!

ahhhh!!!!!!!! i’m so excited i can’t wait!!!

YO IM SO EXCITED FOR THIS WHAT

I ABSOLUTELY LOVE UR MUSICCC

this is so good and satisfying for me 💜 💜 💜 💜 💜 💜 💜

AMAZINGGGG

lord!! you remember me of sewerslvt and alsooo WHAT A GOOD SONG I LOVE THIS!!

So exciteddd

OHYMGOD IT SOUNDS SO COOL?!?!?!?!?

You sampled Strobe Light! That's so cool :-))) (Someone else noticed before I did 🗿) The song is an absolute banger by the way

I RELATE TO THIS SO MUCH

THIS IS SO GOOD???

I LOVE THIS

YO IM LATE BUT THIS IS SO SO SO GOOD WHAT. THE CHORUS IS SUPER CATCHY TOO AND I JUST AAAAAAAAA

I LOVEE THIS SONG !!!!!!

MERECES MÁS RECONOCIMIENTO

hello !! will this ever be put onto spotify?? :0 i love the song and rly wanna put it into my playlist

Love love love this song sm, in fact I'm def gonna put a cover of it on my channel in a bit! One thing of note tho is that the SVP is missing part of the final verse, it starts off with "I wanna hate them" rather than "I feel so unclean". Just wanted to make u aware!

this and splitter girl r so relatable, i have a short temper and get incredibly violent when angry. and i still wonder why ppl dislike me.

still the best song to ever

Such a banger hits harder than my moms sandal

OHHH im so excited!!!! dances

Hey! Weevil