This song is kinda funny.

i love how the monotone delivery of the chorus sounds like an actual prayer that Irreverent girl's memorized through what was probably an infinite amount of sessions and begging

"What did an 8 year old have to ask forgiveness for?" as a line hits different. I absolute love the lyrics, and ey! My girl Anri!

First, the song is really good. The first scene that the comic JtHM appears in is showing the "A survey from Hell" Scene, and starting with the part were the man asks Johnny about his house number being 777. I don't know if it was intentional but the comic being in this song about religion is something else. Aside from that, it is quite a great song!

I just noticed in 0:43 , someone was singing "If I could I surely would, stand on the rock where Moses stood. If I could I surely would, stand on the rock where Moses stood."

"If jesus loves me now, why do I feel so upset?" that line hit home.

i like the contrast in the video between the manga and the religious text, specifically because of the fact that manga is read in the opposite direction to english books. i doubt this detail was intentional (since it's just an inherent property of manga) but because the pages are being turned "backwards" it creates a cool visual metaphor for how predatory religious groups will view art/free thinking/foreign ideas as "backwards"/sinful. aside from the page turning thing, the contrast illustrates the conflict of a child who wants to consume the medias they enjoy while also trying to abide by their community's expectations- often being forced to consume art in secret (if at all) - beautifully. side note- the fact that the song has a (somewhat?) optimistic ending made me really happy. the "let the screen fade to black / i am never looking back" bit communicates irreverent girl finding closure in her new life after escaping in such a sweet way, i'm so glad you included not just the despair of her trauma but the hope of recovery and new beginnings. great work as always :)))

"I wanna be frustrated, but i know they're victims too." having parents with lots of generational trauma be like- ( not but fr that lyric hit me like a fucking bus, i absolutely love your music and it always provides me a safe space)

I don't (think) I have any religious trauma- but this still fits a lot of what I feel. I still would consider myself to be a relatively religious person, but the people definitely ruin it. I'll "worship" how I want. I am not a villain for wearing guy's clothes, being a guy, liking other guys. It's not a bad thing that I refer to "the trinity" and talk to them in different ways, in a friendly way instead of oh mmm yes prim and proper; that's fkn weird. Don't vilify my friends and I for normal things. If we aren't supposed to be this way, then why did God create us like that?? Literally shut up Susan

fuck bro this sounds SO good...love the vocals, distortion, and percussion especially...as someone whose struggled with religious trauma the lyrics are Wow. hit hard, but also just really well written. not to mention the visuals bang!!!!

Honestly it was really fun pausing to see the secret messages in the last part! Here's all i got : "SAVE YOURSELF x4 PLEASE SAVE" "Be your own god, you are free"

This is literally the Mormon experience 🦐

I just gravitate towards this kind of music not out of trauma or anything, but because (bear with me here) i'm interested in hearing the stories of others. I know it's selfish, but i want a way for my own characters to actually make sense and not be offensive to others with similar experiences as my characters. Thank you for this beautiful song Weevil, i will now go to Wattpad and write some garbage fanfiction lol

I like how when she’s kinda talking down to religion book is comics/manga and when she’s talking about what a assume to be her perspective when she was going to church the book is about god and stuff like that. I just think it’s a neat detail :]

I wish i could write lyrics like you, your lyricism is so clever and catchy my goodness

I feel like every part that wasn't the girl praying sounded like a whisper, like when one said "what did an 8 year old have to ask for forgiveness for" or things that challenged religion, yet the praying is louder and open. I don't know if this is intended but if it is it's a good touch!

ik that this song is more likely about Mormonism specifically, but I grew up Catholic w/ a lot of messed up stuff being told to me and the lyrics of this really expressed the feeling i got sitting in church questioning everything but at the same time feeling so guilty for even questioning anything. you really put into words those emotions that i had no idea how to express. thank you for making this

While I wouldn't say that I have religious trauma or anything, I still relate to this song a lot. I was (and still am) pretty sick. There's nothing I can do about it. It's just something I'll have to live with. Anyway, I was raised very religiously, so I would pray every night that I would get better. I remember it being really stressful. Like what did I do wrong? Surely there's a reason for all this! It sucked. Also, on a somewhat unrelated note, I remember being sick in the church's bathroom on more than one occasion, so 1:42 hits especially close to home. Even if that wasn't the intended interpretation lol

I love the religious conflict. Really hits home with me personally and a lot of other I know unfortunately TwT

Well I didn't think I truly had religious trauma, until I listened to this a couple times and got very shaky and uncomfortable, so that's cool, but please don't worry, I'm fine, and I read the warnings myself and ignored it so that's my bad. Usually I'm good with religious topics, but I think the accuracy of Mormon religion you caught in this was a little closer to comfort than what I usually see, and I loved this actually! My reaction aside, this was so well done, and I read another comment where you said something about how you wondered if anyone would catch the similarities to Mormon religion, and I definitely did, the line about reactions 'to men carrying trays' I think is what made me realize. Sorry if this is all over the place, my brain is all over the place rn lol, I've just never happened to see specific media that was so close to the specific trauma of the Mormon church, and its kinda nice to see that others may have had experiences that are Mormons, because wooo they are....mmmm....my 'close' family and I are all Ex-Mormons for a couple years now for context. I'm aware its vague for others from other religions to hopefully find comfort, and I think it does really well on that front too. This was the first content I've ever seen from you, and really thank you for making something like this, I hope to see other great gems like this as a new subscriber. I hope whoever reads this has a good day/night wherever you are❤

"sleepness sunday morning" is so cool cuz sunday is supposed to be the day of rest and yet christianity-trauma made this person unable to rest during that day :D

"I Pledge Allegiance to the Swag" I really love the Screen Caps in the start of the Songs, I always miss it the first time around but it's such a fun touch! :D I love this song! Hope you Have a Nice Day Everyone! :D

I already have a hunch that this will be my favorite song for a few MONTHSSSS!,! 🦇

Even at work I was spamming tha live chat LOL but this was so freaking awesome. I'm always hyping u up but they aren't empty words. My birth family was nevah super religious but one of my foster fams was. Super cringe. Not religion, but tha way they used it. And then literally just being gay and out during school.... Eek. Anyways, This song takes me to alot of places and reminds me of alot of things, but speaking outside of my mind. Every aspect of it is rlly noice. Cutie patootie art seriously, kILLER LYRICS, a surprise outro section that fit all too well. Absolutely stunning weevil :) thank you for releasing it on this day.

im prbly gonna listen to this very often on saturdays & sundays (if not everyday) to cope bc this hits hard fr

"i wanna be frustrated but i know they're victims too."

i really like this song im exited for the rest of the cast

I APPRECIATE ALL YOUR HARD WORK AND SONG I LEGIT HAVE THIS STUCK IN MY HEAD ON LOOP. IM NOT COMPLAINING ABOUT IT BECAUSE ITS AMAZING

I’m rewatching this because i found this series a while back and i wanted to listen and OH MY GOODNESS THIS IS SO GOOD ESP WITH HEADPHONES ON

I'm not a religious person, but this is exactly how I feel about religion. Specifically Christianity.

BABE WAKE UP NEW SONG JUST DROPPED THIS IS SO AMAZING!! I LOVE THE VOCALS AND INSTRUMENTALS THE SYMBOLISM IS AMAZING IN THIS AAAAAAA I LOVE UR MUSIC MAN KEEP IT UP

I really love and resonate with this song. I was raised Catholic and still believe in and love God, but I definitely felt like this for a long time, and still struggle a lot. As a gay trans man it's been really hard to come to terms with that while also being told I'm sinful for things I can't control. Even if that isn't the way the song was originally intended, I think it's interesting to see how people with similar religious trauma can end up having such different perspectives on life. Amazing job with this!

this song is full of so many banger lines, goodness

GOD I LOVE THIS. I’m so hyped for the full album you have no idea-love your work so much, it’s so awesome

the lyrics of this rlly hit home like… man idk they rlly speak to me . i hope u put this on spotify soon bc its too good 😭😭

Damn this hit me in the religious trauma, great song as always

Aww dw girl you're not stupid! Children's brains are wired to essentially be suggesting to whatever adults say. (suggestion being where one's thoughts are altered- controlled. It is partial to hypnosis, where hypnosis is defined by suggestion and trance state)

i adore this project so much,,,,, cant wait to hear more from it!!!

Just in case if you dont know what irreverent means: Irreverent - showing a lack of respect for things or people that are taken seriously.

this is AMAZINGGG the lyrics and distortion work so well together

Great work; you don't often see Vocaloid PVs with actively filmed segments!

1:18 oh wait! i actually own that hatsune miku manga! how crazy is that?

God this is just so good EDIT: Its only been like 40 min and im already obsessed with this song oh my, this album is just going amazing so far

Love how this sounds

Your songs are such a bop , you’re so underrated

Thanks. This really makes me feel understood

I found this channel pretty recently and I'm really glad I did!! I'm absolutely in love with song and disposable girl!! I can't wait for the next song from this album :]

I really, REALLY hope i dont get flamed here since i finally found somewhere i feel safe saying this..but my experience with islam has been exactly like this. Raised to hate who i was and all those who were like me. I wish more people would criticize it the way they do to christianity..

a sleepless sunday morning is nothing new to me theres something about that day that makes my body weak the itchy tights and dresses the walls that made you burn the pain is necessary for a godless child to learn when i was eight they bathed me their water made me pure what did an eight year old have to ask for forgiveness for the painting made by man the depicted divine if my life is spent in worship then is it really mine how stupid could someone be to believe them how stupid would you have to be to believe them i was that stupid i am the one you demonize i was the one who suffered and still stupid in your eyes heavenly father please alter this body its impure and sinful i dont want it on me my skin is burning up temptation is too much can't seem to keep my legs together make me blessed make me better a sleeples saturday night is nothing new to me because somewhere in my brain i know the next day's coming a pavlovian response to men carrying trays the deafening silence as all the kids pretend to pray they said the man in the sky who's always watching me with whiter clothes and paler skin than you have ever seen a man that i have never met and maybe never will they say that i must beg and weep for his forgiveness still they put me in their tank of water it was wonderful one of of the fish that Jesus fed them still inside the bowl i cried inside the bathroom my white dress got all wet if Jesus loves me now then why do i feel so upset heavenly father please alter this body its impure and sinful i dont want it on me my skin is burning up, temptation is too much can't seem to keep my story straight the god i love's a man i hate a building of worship with cameras for safety a god that will love me will also berate me even if you don't want to get to know him we're gonna make sure that you get to know him even if you don't want to get to know him we're gonna make sure that you get to know him heavenly father please alter this body its impure and sinful i don't want it on me my skin is burning up expectation is too much you've broken my heart into pieces maybe i no longer need it heavenly father please alter this body its impure and sinful i dont want it on me my skin is burning up temptation is too much can't seem to keep my legs together make me blessed make me better heavenly father please alter this body its impure and sinful i dont want it on me my skin is burning up temptation is too much can't seem to keep my legs together make me blessed make me better heavenly father please alter this bo d y its impure and sinful i dont want it on me my skin is burning up temptation is temptation is too much can't seem to keep my legs together make me blessed make me better i still get letters from them i don't know what to do i wanna fustrated but i know they're victims too that part of my life is gone let the screen fade to black "and so it came to pass" that i am never looking back

this is awesome, my favourite of this album so far

to behonest i thighth thiswas abt likelirerally wanting tostopexisitng and turnging to god bc all the stress ofeverything is crumbl8ng down onto the persosn and boombm.. but I justsrealized its abt skthelse soyaha lovelysong ^_^ alsoo sorry formry poor grammar im tiried

This is pure art !!!!!

I can't stop listening to this and can't wait for more stuff like this:-))

I absolutely love this song✨

the god i loves a man i hate

i love this song sm

dude.... this slaps, and the lyricism in amazing!!! love it

Can't wait to hear this one! Love your music Edit: THIS WAS SO GOOD!

I just found ur music n I’ve been rlly loving it !! Rlly excited !!

this is AWESOME great job !!!!

Time to listen to this multiple times everyday :)

I felt all the emotions. Man. anyways, Really great song!

“if jesus loves me now then why do i feel so upset” is giving “if he loves me, why do i feel so all alone”

Excellent song

i’ve never felt more heard.

holy SHIT, i am so in love with everything in this

song rlly dug deep 4 me..ty

i only just stumbled upon this series and i'm absolutely loving it, the vocals sound amazing and the song is very well-written :)

I love the cover

I can’t express to you how much i love this song this is my favourite song, is it going to be on spotify? i have this on repeat all the time and i listen to it before i sleep, the whole vibe is just perfect, the drawing of the girl the lyrics, this deserves so much more attention

Every song is a banger ❤️❤️❤️

ive been blasting this song for like 2 weeks

this is amazing

i am so excited i love your musuc s9 much

Still such a huge fan of your work and wonderingn when some of these newer songs will be available on bandcamp and/or spotify!!

rad beats and really cool lyrics!

Excited Edit: oh, oh no. I just found out what "Irreverent" means. I feel like I'm about to feel called out again...damn it

Do you pledge allegiance to the swag?

this is excellent i love this!!

This is such a cool song! Love from sweden🇸🇪❤️

Fire🔥🔥🔥

I CANT WAIT!!

i like this song good job this is great

I wouldn’t say I have religious trauma but I can rlly relate to this song, I remember being 10 and praying every night to god to give me another chance after I started realizing that I might be gay lmfao. even now I find myself feeling guilty over my sexuality, not fun :/

Wow… hace mucho que no me siento tan identificada con una canción

Ahhhh! This is amazing!!

OH MY GOD COULD YOU PUT THIS ON SPOTIFY???

I mean it when I say I need this song in my day by day life- (I don’t have any religious trauma, I just in general really like the song)

Banger as always 😌

Underrated

I relate to this :(

Well Written song.

Do you think you can make a song about judgment trauma? The fear of people being watched and constantly judged by every move from verbal abuse at a young age?

YOOOOOOOOOOO JUST NOTICED THE PREMIERE im so excited !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

this is so cool!!!

ok but this song is so good that it sounds like a real person sung this-

you did a really great job encapsulating religious trauma and the effects it has on people into a song, i actually had to pause a few times because the attention to detail was a bit too relatable and offputting for me HAHAHA but nonetheless its a great song and i can’t wait to see the other 7 characters!!! you are very talented

this song really hits home tbh (i mean,,, all of the album girls atm songs are really relatable to me tbh), i do have a question, what are the sampled songs?, but GOD this is such a good song

PLEASEEE WHY ISNT THIS ON SPOTIFY IT TOTALLY SHOULD BE

the lyrics are sooooo good