Let it be known your vibes are already immaculate on account of you having excellent taste 🥰 thank you sm for letting me read for you and for spending time with meme!💗 Intro: 0:00 Reading Breakdown: 0:22 Pile Selection: 2:45 Pile 1 (I'm Seriously at My Limit): 4:55 Pile 2 (Commit Tax Fraud*): 1:00:55 *In minecraft Pile 3 (It Takes a Little Treat): 2:00:57 Candle of the Month: The Empress (USE CODE ESO10 FOR 10% OFF) www.etsy.com/listing/1683860018/esotarot-the-empress-reiki-charged-rose?ref=shop_review www.angelicmagic888.com/product/esotarot-the-empress-candle/494?cp=true&sa=false&sbp=false&q=false&category_id=3

I hope there are more 'pick a memes' because it was the easiest choice ever and it's one of the readings that resonated the most

My confidence tells me that I always pass the vibe check 😂😤

Sorry guys it seems Madison accidentally posted my personal reading here 😅 Seriously tho this one hit different 😭❤

Pile 1 😭 I needed this. Ugh. Thank you for validating all of these feelings. I’m so freakin tired 🫂

OMG I chose my pile…. And then the meme showed up. I haven’t laughed that hard in a long time. Thanks Spirit, thanks Eso, I needed that 😂

Pile 2 “You’re doing great sweetie” made me emotional thank you 🥺🖤 this totally resonated. I’m on an intense journey of radical acceptance and surrender. I’m learning how to quiet my conscience and hand the reigns over to spirit and my subconscious

pile 1 even the beginning helped me loosen up a lot 😂 just you struggling with the pile was literally my energy im sorry but it cheered me up cause i have been feeling pretty all over the place & exhausted. i have been questioning my own strength & not having much direction a lot lately so that makes a lot of sense. i knew i wasn’t making it past the vibe check right now but this reading brought me a lot of clarity. i could use more of an outlet and i want to get back into being mindful through my writing. i have been trying to communication more and let my truth set me free. thank you for this reading , it’s lifted some weight off my shoulders!! 💕💕

Pile 3 here. So so so on the nose. Your energy is so healing in a way that never fails to make my heart happy. Thank you for doing what you do and being you

Not feeling so well atm, I picked 2 & 3. Been struggling with my mental health for years, not improving much. The worst part is I'm in constant "survival mode", literally can't move on some days, watching tarot hoping to hear something definite about the future. I'm in denial that maybe my dreams aren't coming true and I should move on. I refuse to make new ones - more like, I can't. Maybe my karma from other lives is so bad I'm not meant to see them come true.

I really needed this after having my 2 year job review and got a somewhat metaphorical gut punch. Seeing Pile 2's vibe is matching my life right now and it was well needed.

Pile 1 here. Thank you so much for this reading Eso. I’ve been in a break but haven’t been able to truly relax, and my fears and worries (and guilt for this break) has been there in the back of my mind, refusing to leave me alone. Your reading and your vehement encouragement really helps, and means a lot. Thank you again.

✨pile 2 & i’m honestly surprised we got as far into the reading as we did without the shrek reference popping up, as soon as onions/layers got mentioned i was like ‘i know it’s coming’ 😂 your readings mean so much to me, it’s like getting a warm hug from a faraway best friend. being ND, i’ve been told my whole life i do things the ‘wrong’ way. it’s led to a LOT of self worth issues i’ve been working hard to overcome. i’ve been working on my own (tiny) tarot channel and it can be hard to believe it’s worth it when you’re not getting that external validation - so much self doubt. but i keep reminding myself that even just one year ago, i wouldn’t have ever even dreamed of putting myself out there.. so progress is happening, even when it feels insignificant. lack of validation aside, what matters most to me is helping just one person, so i’m trying to keep it moving and do my thing anyway! ik you won’t get chance to read all the messages and i can’t even begin to tell you just how much of it resonated so i’ll just end it here by saying thank you so much, you’re forever one of my biggest inspos ❤xoxo

Girl. You deserve some kind of "Oscar" for your incredible "Gift of Gab". ...where did you learn to TALK the way and as FAST as you do??? Amazing

Pile 3... My therapist has been trying to get me to see this for years. I know I'll still push back on accepting it because even listening to this, I hear the negative self-talk. I'm working on it.

You’re readings hit every single time. I’m nearly always brought to tears. Your wisdom is so high and potent. Thank you for channeling the messages that guide me through my life ❤

Pile 1 - Thank you so much for your reading, I did feel really seen! Its comforting to know that I’m not the only one 😄 There are moments where I really considered just giving up entirely and I did have other moments where I reached the, “what’s the point of anything?” In spite of wanting so many things to change (even though my life is relatively stable). I also find that I don’t allow myself to fully enjoy joyful moments because of how much I avoid my own shame. Thanks Eso!!

It's actually insane how every time I pick a reading you mention Shrek in one way or another. Idk if it's brought up in other piles, but the Shrek franchise is my all time fav❤😭😭😭and almost everything resonates💚💚thank you sm for this (pile 2)

Once I saw memes and vibe check I knew the pile I’d pick would have a shrek reference 😂

Pile 1. No! You weren't mocking 😂 This was an AMAZING reading! You are so kind, caring and compassionate and so very sweet! So accurate for me it was like a personal reading ❤ I'm actually just coming out of this cycle so it was so beautifully affirming for me. Thank you so much - I love your soul, very special 💖🙏💖

Okay so listening to pile 1 I wasn't sure if it resonated then went into a huge cry as soon as you suggested it. I feel so much better already. It's time to reach out to someone for help and stop pretending everything is fine ♥

Damn, I was so obsessed with Barney as a child 💜💚 so you’re for sure passing the vibe check by having my guy in the pile selection 😎 Barney is THE vibe. At this point in my life, if you ain’t bringing Barney vibes, I don’t want it. Baby Bop, BJ and Riff vibes are also welcome 🫴🏼

Pile 1. Thanks for telling me I’m not an fuck up. I felt like I fucked up my life. Been going through a quarter life crisis, broke up, lost a musician I love for 10+ years…

Pile 2--I liked the video for your sense of humor. lol

I watched you shuffle the cards intensely 😂 mostly because I'm fascinated by the technique but it's funny you intuited that some might be fussy about the quality of the shuffle immediately after

You are one of the most gifted talented beautiful souls on this planet! Thankyou for for being here on earth! You’re amazing and thankyou for being you! 🙏🏼

I needed this. The fact that you said having thoughts of "I am a fuck up" is what I have been having as well as thoughts of suicide. My son is what is keeping me here. It's okay to not be okay and ask for help.I am not in a bad spot, just dealing with all these thoughts, trauma, and generational trauma. I'm pile 1.❤

😢😢 oh no.. not the 4th grade teacher traumatizing mini Eso.. "I'm trying" this made me giggle 😂😂 analysis paralysis hit me hard

I love itt. Today is my birthday and I passed the vibe check 😁🎉

pile 1 here. i already have an extensive history with mental health issues but this year has been something else entirely. never would i have expected to spiral as quickly as i did this year and it really brought me in a constant panic, fight or flight mode that was really not giving me any room to breathe, and i've grown incredibly harsh on myself. i needed this reading. i didn't cry, but i did crack up a smile multiple times, knowing that i need to listen and remember. usually i'm not too fond of esotericism, but your videos continue to be a surprisingly helpful guilty pleasure of mine. take care c:

P3 is just what I needed to hear, beautiful reading, thank you ESO ✨

omg my queen Eso back with another reading!!! sending you my love and hope you are doing well! pile 2 :)

your nails are so pretty, Eso 🦋😍 thank you for such a fun, creative, and meaningful reading!

I always listen to tarot readings in the background while I do my day to day tasks and the way I kept widening my eyes with every sentence being said lol. Never had a reading resonate this much. Thank you for your energy and the lovely reading

pile 3, you're always right on time 😭thank you so much as always eso!

It's always so satisfying seeing you shuffle the cards, haha.

pile 1 is so accurate for me 😭😭 i just graduated and havent been successful getting a full time job. my friend offered me to join her company, but because theyre in retrenchment season, theyre only willing to hire me as an intern since i wouldnt be considered as part of their headcount. i feel rly unstable bc idk if this internship is gonna help me w my jobsearch or if im just wasting time ugh

Medison, i can't express in words how grateful i am to listen to your words. These are like a not so little reward after working very hard to keep being positive about life. It's so easy to fall in the pitfalls of negativity and i get to remind myself that I'm capable every time. I'm so glad you exist to say these. I really needed to hear it. You're doing an excellent job of being one of the kindest soul out there. By the way, I'm an infp too. Love you.

Pile 3 here. That was very accurate and healing. It made me emotional. I love your readings! You have such a soothing energy and always make me feel better. Thank you for this. ❤

Thank you so much Eso

Such a cool and funny idea. I love it. Also, I realized that so far no other reader has this detailed explanation (with cute notes!) about what exactly will be asked during the reading.

"The Universe is matching my steeze" is the coolest thing I ever heard.

Yay! Thank you for another upload!! Pile 3 :) I am being called to purchase your empress candle, too! Thank you for your gift of community and wisdom!

Oh gosh, I love your creative readings. Thank you Eso! Love your work!

Eso I asked the universe to show me a purple dinosaur as a sign… the next day you post a reading with a barney meme 😂 I love it

Some days I need to feel better so I just listen to your readings. Thank you for posting!🌻 And pile 1 and possibly 3.

I appreciate your genuineness so much 🥺 it's so easy to think that I'm the only one who does all the undesirable things. And your readings always resonate so much.

girllllll the rings!!! i love them and i love you and your readings too!

Pile2: Thank you so much Eso💟

Pile 3. Thank you so much for those loving and kind words🙏❤️ I really needed to hear this today! You are the most loving and generous person!🙏🥰❤️🙏

This video was really helpful. Thanks for sharing.

Thank you for saying things that i feel like I needed to hear the most 🥺🖤

pile 3, thank you so much eso :) 💗

lol!!! I’m pile 1 and 2 and you are hilarious! This is my first time here and it’s a great intro. It’s weird that you were like “you didn’t shuffle the cards enough” because right before that I said out loud “woah, she is a great shuffler!” I was actually impressed. It’s so funny how 90% of my readings have the nine of swords and I have PTSD, anxiety, and chronic sleep disorder from a Congenital brain disorder. From having undiagnosed disabilities and chronic health problems. I grew up feeling so overly independent “I have to do it on my own” and “I need to protect loved ones from my struggles and pain” even though I had a great support network in my family. I’ve always had to work really hard at everything which is why I overthink. I think the last few weeks I’ve been feeling more like “in my life” and not beating myself up. I definitely numb myself and escape, but yeah, it is a coping thing. I try to manage it and I’m trying to learn to ask people for whatever I’m comfortable with them providing, to help. This is all excellent advice. I just lost my cat who I had for 18 years and I’ve been sick all year and higher ups at work are hateful to me because of prejudice. And my disabilities are Getting harder and I fell on my face without being able to catch myself the other week. It was really scary in a way I wasn’t ready for. I’ve been injured many times but I’ve never had flashbacks about just falling. I hurt my face badly and I blacked out so I didn’t catch myself. It’s scary that it’s probably going to be more likely to happen as my conditions go downhill. I’ve been trying everything I can therapy wise, and when I look back I see a lot of progress, but I also see that that I do need to accept that, like, this is my reality. And I’ve had to say goodbye to being able to do simple physical things that I could do before. It’s definitely a grieving process. I think it definitely is like, it’s a process to be accepting of yourself when grieving things like “I probably won’t be able to ever have sex again”. It’s okay if I can’t just snap my fingers and be accepting entirely. I may never be at peace with it because it’s tied in with trauma around my PTSD and the physical damage and the trauma from a neglectful and damaging experience with the health care system. I guess I accept, hey, I’m still going through this, and this is hard on a lot of levels, and I’m not there yet with acceptance but that’s okay” I am really learning boundaries because of neurodivergence and intergenerational trauma. I was never taught boundaries and I didn’t see my parents having boundaries. So learning it now is a whole thing. Again, it’s okay to not have it all figured out and know I’m working on it. Overthinking is not as helpful as feeling the feelings, recognizing the feelings, and saying “hey, that’s valid. I feel mad. And that’s okay. I’m gonna listen to some riot grrrl music and yell along.” I’ve actually been trying to learn to relax, because I can’t do it like- let myself chill, it’s always what I haven’t done, what I need to do next, what I did wrong, etc.” and also my muscles can’t do it literally. Post traumatic growth and the good side is: I get to redefine my intimacy, I get to learn boundaries and how to live now and ask for help. I get to try to learn what relaxation is for me. Getting curious about these things is in the end, what I default to. Okay, so it’s this way. I’m a Phoenix style and I always just persevere and rise from the ashes, always with the help of those around me who are so special. Part of my disabilities is that (again you’re totally right) I have anemia, chronically very high inflammation, and PCOS- high androgens and low estrogen. I’m finally just now figuring out treatment for these things, so it may get better as I find what treatment works for balancing hormones, including stress hormones. Every step I take is making a difference. It’s just hard to see it when you want no pain, a better immune system, better sleep, less chronic pain from my fibromyalgia, I want what u do to immediately fix, and while it may, it won’t be instantaneous, and though it isn’t fixed, things are making a difference. As my dad says “no one can take what you learned away from you”. Lol! Thanks for being proud. I actually did give myself a hug lol!! I’m proud of you just based on this reading alone. And o 100% subscribed after the first card flipped. It’s like my mom said when I told her I had a congenital brain disorder my whole life, at 36z she said “ohhhhhh…. So then you’re doing so amazing!! You have a job, you have an apartment, you’re doing so good!” She was always proud of me anyway, but none of us understood why I was different, why I struggled. Wolfinite!!! I love dogs and I’ve wanted to try to get a service dog but it seems so hard to get there. I’ve had dreams with very vivid dogs for the last week. I’m very dog like lol, so I feel like an emotional support and seizure service dog may help in so many ways.

Before watching: Pile 1 is exactly how I’ve been feeling, But pile 2 is just hilarious!! You can be depressed & have a sense of humor!

pile 3,, you nailed this one to the point i was wide eyed

pile 2 is crazyyyy -loved barney as a kid -deck color scheme looks like my fave albums and future ep soon -been cutting off exes and shittynfriends lately -repairing my relationship with creating videos and withdrawing from places that drain me too much -hanging out with my friends and taking care of myself better again -dating someone new for almost 3 months now and she’s amazing we’re great together -healing from pas relationships and friendships and shitty family trauma -post graduation anxiety and depression and aspiring musician and so many other things -feel a bit lost, anxious and paralyzed at times but ive been finding joy in so many things and being consistent at the gym, rediscovering whimsy, and being open to fucking up and still showing up to create -reminding myself who i am, reminding myself its okay to start over, artistically, love wise etc :”)

Been watching your videos for over 2 years now. It’s actually scary how on point you are sometimes…this resonated so deeply that I felt like I was sitting across from you while you read my diary lol. Pile 2 btw. Completely f*cking accurate. I won’t get too into it, but this summer I’ve been experiencing growth and healing that I never thought I would. I finally believe in myself, my worth, and my vision for my life. Yay or whatever!!!! Much love to you eso

I appreciate your readings. You provide great positive reinforcement, and wise advice. Your perspectives and guidance are very useful and grounding. Thank you for sharing.

Pile 1. Whenever I'm down and need a little headsup and encouragement, I always come to your reading. You're the best Eso 🥺 You're reallyyyy the best at encouraging others thru ur readings

Eso, I was reluctantly watching because I want to make sure these messages are for me, but I laughed *SO HARD* when you said "match your steez." I had to pause 'coz that was DEFINITELY for me. I've had healers connect with me/my guides before and they communicated the messages a similar way, adding "I don't usually talk like this when I channel ???" LOL. Thank you. You have been such a clear, guiding light during this time of my life.

I love you thank you for blessing us with another video ❤❤❤

Omg you're so funny 😭😭😭 Chose pile 1 and it's like you were slowly getting affected by my vibe more n more. Like when im rly out of my mind i cant talk normally lmaoooo Overall your reading was amazing and straightforward, i loved it!!! Thank you so much youre amazing ❤❤

pile 1 made me cry. going through a rough hurricane season rn and lost power for going on two days now but it feels like a million years since it’s during the summer heat. thank you Eso. 10/10 as usual.

ESO tarot ❤ Always on point! Thank you, pile one resonates & the gentle way ESO relays hard truths, I am Grateful.

Thank you ❤ Pile 1 - I’m going through a very tough time now with my youngest daughter not living at home anymore due to mental issues. My therapist says I should cry to let out the stress and hurt and your words made me cry. 🙏🏼💗

I always have a hard time picking between your memes, i end up just watching the whole video everytime 😂

Pile 3. Man. I needed that.

thank you so much eso, been watching you for 3 years ! hope you’re doing well 🤍 pile 3

Thanks for another awesome reading. You make me laugh out loud so many times in your readings. They always resonate and reach me on some level. You rock. Keep being you, because you're awesome xoxo

Really needed to hear this! Thank you so much Madison ❤ (group 2)

Thank you for this - it was so helpful! Pile 1 ❤️‍🩹

Pile 3 Weeeell, I love how you say “that’s all I have” at the end of the video like, girl. I started the video when you uploaded it first and have had to pace myself intuitively so I can process all all that was being given to me. I cannot begin to describe. Thank you Madison/ ESO/ my friend, thank GOD you exist

Wow! Pile 3...thank you! Loved the reading and trusted my instinct for this pile. It was ON POINT. You have such a beautiful way of delivering your intuitive or channeled messages. Giving myself grace and moving forward. TY 💕💥

Eso is always so deadass behind her tomfoolery & I love it, it inspires me

Pile one is exactly how I feel and Eso you were the tool and a resource for me because a lot of what you said was true and what I was going through

Pile 3! Appreciate you so very much,, Eso. This message was so so needed. Sending you all the care best stare energy

I chose pile 3. I wrote a poem about not wanting to be a human and rather being a concept, minutes before I found this reading and let me tell you, you said literal sentences that were in my poem. That's how I know you receive knowledge from a source that is available for all of us. I am so so greatful for you and you have a beautiful ability to channel these heavy things in a grounded way. You gave me lot to think about ❤

1:50:20 I AM SO HAPPY TO HAVE HAD THIS CONVERSATION WITH YOU🥰

I am in LOVE with your nails!!!

Pile 2 thank you Eso ❤🎉

Pile 2 🙌 Great reading, never knew that i needed to hear this 😢 I’m in a very tough time of doubting myself/ my path rn. Nothing is making sense, and things have been all over the places. It’s good to have someone reminding me to trust my unique path, despite all the unsolicited advices from people around me 😢

Pile 2 - I'm the 300th comment (with all the 3s, which in fact i have been seeing everywhere the past few days), my moon is in sagittarius, and the whole reading every second felt like a personal reading on my situation. So much so that it feels likes my spirit angel gave me a ted talk cause i was feeling a bit low. But this gave me amazing clarity over a lot of aspects. Thank you so muchh Eso

Pile 3: It's been a while since I've watched any pick a card readings and I forgot just how spot on some of these are. I'm crying lol... Thank you very much for the sweet and loving messages ❤ I am indeed in the process of giving myself the grace and love I give to others ❤

This reading is spot on!!!

You're hilarious. My reading is so serious but i cant help laughing 😂

I've never felt so seen until I found your readings and i am crying! Pile 3 here

Pile 2… Damn, you’re amazing 🙌🏽✨ P.S. that meme literally made me LOL in Walmart shopping 🤣💜💚

Pile 3 ❤thank you @EsoTarot you are my favorite and always make me feel understood and your jokes are my kinda jokes and that always makes me so happy and giggly. Have a wonderful day/night 😊

I love your channel Eso ❤❤ you have guided me so much in my life. You are my true mentor in my healing and spiritual journey. Truly grateful for you ✨

You are excellent and so compassionate, thank you😊🎉❤

Pile 2. Shrek analogy is so true!! Dare to be different. Thank you Eso ✨

I’m so glad to have found your channel years ago. These aren’t just pick a card readings, this is free therapy. Thanks, Madison!

Pile 3 here, thank you so so much, I 1000% needed to hear this today!! People keep trying to tame the beast with treats that the beast never liked or is allergic to, and it’s about time I take that energy back and reject those treats :) 💗❤️‍🔥💖

I chose pile 3. I needed this message so much, you have no idea. I cut off someone that kept hurting me because she didn't want to heal and I suddenly started to doubt myself. You're right, I wouldn't judge you. Thank you so much, Eso ❤

I picked all three piles 😭 so worth it, you’re a godsend Eso! Sending love 💕

I wasn't sure it was my pile until I heard "cold brew and lemonade" that's one of my favorite treats. ❤

This is so hard!!! I love all of them D;

Pile 2 - babeee love it thank you!

ESO, you make a great sponsor! 🤣 I'm in AA and didn't want to call mine, so listened to you instead, and pile one is so me right now!