I was in a treatment place years ago trying to get that monkey off my back it's hard, but I met someone there and he said to me remember you only have to go through this once, for all you guys going through addiction from whatever your on remember if you are serious about getting that monkey 🐒 of your back it's not easy life is not easy, best of luck to all you guys going through your recovery, one day at a ⌚, YNWA 👍

Whenever you brake a bad habit it seems life throws every possible challenge at you . . .

Lost me mate today in Thailand big Michael Hunter a legend good to see you and judder and the living legend joe amazing to see him keep up the great work fella

Iv bn using dark for 25 years,but the last 6 years IV bn using rock and it's ruined everything,IV had enough,IV just spent 20£on dark and already feel deflated.its good to see someone who has moved forward

Fuck the podcasts bill I much prefer these regular words of wisdom and seeing the sights

Inspiring mate. Struggling myself. 4th day without smoke and 10 days without the white shit. Had to go and work in middle of nowhere away from my peers. My nightmares are horrific. Thanks for the advice.

Wise words Billy, from someone who's experienced it. A tough journey, but you did it. Well done, and keep up the good work ❤

I’ve been brought up, never to make excuses

Billy people listen i for one am your wise Words have Really helped bro 💯👌🏻🏴󠁧󠁢󠁷󠁬󠁳󠁿✌🏻

Thanks for that Bill , that has made me give my head a wobble , I’ve not used in months but had something happen yesterday and it’s been on my mind all night. Appreciated 👍

Everything is testing us Billy, stay strong, much love Brother ❤️ X

Billy with u my mum when I was a kid was given so many anti depressants I swore I'd never drink alcohol to her extent or ever go on medication I true to my word mate u never have but have been through, shit in care homes in the pool and Wales but I'm 59 yrs old mate I'm loving life xxnow ❤

The fear of staying the same becomes more unbearable than the fear of change. That’s when you know something has to give, and you choose better for yourself and those around you 👊🏼💪🏼

Sick of being sick is what made me realise enough was enough

Wise words Billy - thank you for sharing ❤

Start spreading the news, New York. I wanna be a part of it New York.😊 you are blessed Billy, and so are we did Judda get into the Beatles Billy ha ha 😂.

Nice one billy my uncle has been on the gear for years an then my mum started a lot later on in life an I seen how her life spiralled down hill makes me wonder do you think addiction could be genetic like some people are more prone to it respect for turning it around I know how difficult it is from what I’ve seen 👍🏻

Love listening to these real life experiences, the way you speak about them is so, i dont even know what the word is but i feel it

Great words and truth spoken from a man who’s walked the road 👏 that’s why I always tune in billy 🙏🏻

Keep going billy,I have not been on drugs,but on the drug cigarettes hard for me to stop ,couldn't imagine me on hard stuff and stopping especially as no will power to stop cigarette ,so congrats to you and all who do stop and those trying too, I am 67 ,bless you all x

Top of the morning billy hope you have a blessed weekend with your family.

To get clean and be depressed thats when you most likely pick up again, your life on drugs made you unhappy so you cherish everyday drug free and this life is all you've ever wanted and so your adjusting to it wont happen over night, your wise words will resonate with so many keep talking billl because you say in a way anyone street savvy or not understand, your so articulate love it your a natural story teller 💯👌

Wise words and keep doing what you’re doing pal 👍🙏

Im white knuckling at the mo, just holding on by my finger tips, and praying that the next dip ur not gonna come off, and repeating to myself ' just ride it girl, its gonna pass and when that dirty desire passes and ur still holding on, thats pure pleasure right there!! No drug gives me a better feeling than a NATURAL HIGH.... Your a beacon of light for a lot of us Billy and peoples love will ALWAYS be with u ❤

You give me inspiration Billy stay strong brother life is a struggle we all have our Demons and sharing them is good ❤

This really touched me ❤

Life’s a series of forks in the road Bill.

Inspiring words them, Bill because it's honest and comes from experience. One day at a time innit la. God bless mate. Carlo, L17.

Nice one, Billy. Keep spreading the word. Thank you.

Wise words from a clever man 👌

Thanks for the videos Billy,keep strong.

Alright there mate the road to recovery is a hard road but your living proof it can be done great words in your vid and also inspiring 👏 👍 have a good weekend billy and hope you're folks are all good takecare pal 👍

Thank you Bill you are a good man

Well said Billy lad, done well there not to slip in nick.

your right bill you just gotta get on with things,the pills keep you dumbed down

I'm in the grip of addiction right now it's horrible

Good words of wisdom Billy lad. Bottom line is only you can help you, you just need to make the decision and stick to it...I did!

not sure u see all the comments but find myself always checkin out ya uploads, i always well & truly hear u billy💯

Thanks Billy for sharing. Life at times is difficult. It tests the strongest of men and women. Being free from addiction is wonderful - A blessing, however life is still difficult at times. We all have 2 choices in what we do. 1, FEAR. A, We face everything and run or B, We face everything and recover!. There's a saying 'This to Shall Pass'. This is very true!. I try to keep my peace of mind, I have to do whatever that takes!. That may mean that I have to make difficult choices. I have to avoid certain negative influences. That may be people,places or things. Having peace of mind is priceless and should be fought for, and we need to do everything to keep it!. Anyway Billy, thanks for your vid. John. 🤔👍

Ty Billy you are a gentleman 💖🇬🇧✝️

Spice stopped me behaving like a criminal. Same as you. I did a sentence clean and the behaviour of those spice idiots made me stop getting in trouble. Beforehand i was a revolving door prisoner.

When the emotions start to come up sometimes very often its the first time we are confronted with these negative feelings. Having a supportive space and time to reflect helps gain self regulation. Observing the results of former inmates using spice had an impact on you, their vulnerablity resonated with your own vulnerablity . Your strong resolve and commitment to not use demonstrated your level self-awareness . You chose to take care of you ,writing to safe your life. You had a focus which then took you away from people, places and things.

Respect too you, how far you come

Ive been clean nearly 5year ,im rural,stage 3 c.o.p.d , id be lost without my N.A Fellowship, KTF

Mate ur message means alot to me as been there done it and hit shit or bust no proper true mates just users and abusers hanging on to u as long as you are dishing up but when I hit the bottom I fought back fucked everyone of and did it all on my own changed me friend circles but was always sketchy but I come through the other side and won against my demons with help of a very good woman who believes in me had two lads they r my life put all my energy into them and misses yes there is times I get tempted but look at me bin lids and they make it better and believe in there future not my sorry shitty past Billy Moore stay strong lad love what u do keep up the good work mate

Billy your good . Please dont give up mate

You won't realize how influential you really are Billy...top lad that talks sense x How is our Joe lad? X

Mornin Billy med for the day on day 13 after 35 years in a cloud loving life lad spot on pal .....💯🦾🦾

Thanks Billy, I'm trying , you are talking sense pal

Hi Billy I’m up the hill but stuck there,it’s needs outweigh wants in my life now,but all the noise and that in my mind,I feel I need to take my mind away from just day 2 day life,but I’m a hella better mate 🏴󠁧󠁢󠁳󠁣󠁴󠁿

I never took the spice either. Sometimes I feel like I really missed out and want to try it

Thank you.

The best Antidepressant (and i've taken a few in the past) is defiantly the gym (personal experience)

Good words he gave ya there bill lad, an al remember them myself. About the medication for mental stuff, I used to be on all kinds with the last one being sertraline along time ago. Anyway I just stopped them and apparently it’s dangerous but I did and may not of helped but ye a did and chose natural stuff and tha is cbd oils and also teas like camomile etc etc. Then I had the cbd bud and still to this day have it and haven’t been on medication tablets for along time. I use it to help me sleep aswell and other things, wanna add the oil again to have through out the day like a little top up. The bud isn’t addicting, well isn’t for me anyway and from my experience smoking weed (the thc strong stuff) back in the day with biff I think it was the biff mixed with it tha made me feel like oh I need weed or a smoke because I haven’t got them feelings of dying for a smoke since I just smoke the cbd bud now on its own without any biff. Like now I havent smoked cbd bud since a week today because I am currently on antibiotics for tooth pain and chose to not have any cbd bud or ale so I can let these antibiotics work to the fullest and to wait till my tooth’s taken out and then wait a little longer till it’s healed. But ye anyway it proves me point tha from my experiences it was mainly mixing with the biff tha mainly made me feel like i was dying for it, anyway will remember them words he said to ya, good words them. Ya don’t have to smoke cbd bud either, i also have it with a dry herb vaporiser.

Nice One Bill , Keep it Going ,,💯❤️👍

mate, if i could sue that industry i would have, to hell and back

Ok billy hope all's good keep going forward life's to short mate choose spuds not drugs

You can't choose if you suffer from mental health or not.

when...ya...know...ya..know.!!!...strong.....recovery......i...like...that......!!...its..inbread.....fighting...ur...addiction...

Twice I dipped my toe into Anti, d. A month in I was worse than when I Started so I stopped, and rode it through. Medication in moderation informed decisions less trolling Medical shit on Google. Sometimes it's not a bad as we think, but if you feed that beast we become hypochondriacs. Later Bill 🤠🐎☘️

7:40 stay well and free❤️🇬🇧💯 8:01

Life struggles maintain will strength effort etcfight on bill

Antidepressants don't work bill nor does anxiety medication including valium........ 2 many side effects, learn how to live clean learn how to breathe it's uncomfortable at times but in time you will get there naturally

That's a Quote by Theodore Roosevelt

What you said about Doctors simply isn't true, I was on the phone to them on Wednesday and the first thing she mentioned was getting me in touch with Talking Therapies Liverpool and then an optional course of SSRIs but talked about them in the short term and the long term fix being connection with others....

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Stay out the skip Billy

Coming off the blues is worse than coming off the gear 😢

William Burroughs book junkie 1950s book brilliant

Thanks for your pearls of wisdom my man 👍🏻 Listening to you helps me alot mate.

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What the drug thats freezing people up and they stand or bend ? , is it spice still or has fentanyl finally got here

Yes billy u know a lad called nick wise from anglesey bro

Just bought your book of eBay

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I’ve lost my character but I’ll fight

Sorry Billy you a nice man pan am iteaus jumbo jets

Billy that spice is a disgusting drug I'm an al ase I've tried every drug that's what we do nine years ago I move back down south it's a lovely summers night on the beach somebody says do you wanna joint I ask what is it he says legal high so I think it's weed mate how anyone does that shit in jail the only drug that shoved my head up my arse was that shit and there's no drug I haven't tried horrible shit We're lucky we don't need meds but a lot of people do and I get that not every one has are type of luck be lucky bro

Life means you probably been Caine

It was me

Here he is. Fully trained and qualified clinical psychiatrist today.

🤣 killed it with the plate full roasties ahaha

Hat of to ya lad staying strong I smoked weed heavy for 25 years stopped last January 2023 when I think back don't no how I was able hold a job up an that I was on tha cali doing 90 quid a day absolute joke 👍

Bill a was sick of living a life of crap and the jail and met my misses and never looked bk