My shadow is filled with lust and as I work to not avoid it but understand it I find that it’s causes aren’t so much a lust for flesh but a longing for love. I wish everyone well in exploring the darkness and hope they can start to see in it. Control your desires or be controlled by them.

I also struggle very much with drugs. Been clean off heroin for 2 years this month. ❤ I’m so grateful for this information because it’s VITAL to my sobriety. So grateful Metaphysics is coming out of the shadows. It’s saving my life. 💚💚💚

I’m have a big ego stemming from insecurity. Have been too nice my whole life leading to anger and occasionally violence. Trying to figure it all out. As always, great video!

I'm in recovery for almost 4 years now! I'm 51 & been struggling since 18yrs old. I finally learned to love & accept myself. Grateful for every moment 🙏🧘🏻‍♀️❤️‍🔥🧠💫🫀 ❤🌏✌️

I look forward to when the library of the sakya monastery gets decoded. Their library goes back 5,000 years and it would be nice to hear about some of the teachings.

My shadow side is Perfectionist which I have struggled with since my childhood. As a child, if I did not perform well in school academics or be the best of the best, my father would reject me and become verbally and physically abusive. I often would feel that if I fail I would have let everyone down and torment myself badly. This is the main root of other shadow tendencies to feed this perfectism like people-pleasing and making excuses for not chasing my dreams to avoid failure. Often felt like I don't have what it takes to be successful or when I do achieve something I feel a sense of impostor syndrome.

My shadow is low self esteem, confidence, self love, etc. and not feeling like I fit in anywhere or belong. I wish everyone good luck with this and hope we can all raise our vibrations ✌⭐

Just being present is a struggle, always analyzing and mapping out projections of potentia

Bro, thank you for making this. I reflected this morning while driving to work. My fears and insecurities came mostly from childhood. Where I was bullied emotionally and physically by my own father and others in school. I had nobody to turn to and responded to fear with anger. Luckily i started lifting and martial arts as a less destructive (imo) outlet for it. Now I after getting punched and kicked in training, physical pain is not too bad but I still withdraw into my shell (am a Cancer too) emotionally and distance myself from those that I perceive might hurt me or take me for granted. Besides being abusive, my father also discredited or belittled everything I did so that I felt like I was never good enough. Going as far as saying how I will "be poor and eat shit as an artist". I am now approaching my 40's and feel lost at times. I still toil away physically to be not so vulnerable and weak, while blocking out close relationships and being unmotivated with my creative projects. I look at other guys my age who are husbands and fathers and wonder what the hell is wrong with me. As I walk into work, I realized that I am strong, and I am capable (both relative of course), and most of all, I am appreciated by the people that matter. Had to fight back tears as I clocked in bro, didn't want to look like an emotional weirdo. Thanks again!

That really helps to hear that you dont have to get rid of your shadow self but more so embrace it to work on yourself . I have had a lot of horrible things that happened to me as a child that i would never ever wish on anyone. It has caused mental health issues that i am working on improving. Im currently homeless and looking for work but its a struggle as i dont have any job experience. Some days i just dont know anymore but i just gotta keep going and working at it Thank you for you wise words. it helps

“Fear is the cheapest room in the house. I would like to see you living in better conditions.” ~Hafiz came back to leave this one here, for me this is the distilled essence of your intention behind this video.

My biggest challenge in life is finding the good within others…: a lone wolf is what I tell myself but maybe it’s just fear of disappointment I avoid.

This is hands down the best KZfaq channel I’ve found. You are amazing at explaining all these esoteric, gnostic, mystical, etc. ideas and truths in a way people can understand. I’ve been trying to get into this for years but for a long time I was discouraged because of how hard some of the books are to understand. Through watching your videos, I’m able to go back thru these books I didn’t understand and finally be able to truly understand. Thank you for what you do

I'm glad to share I am an addict as well, have had multiple drug use in the past and cannabis is the major one. Now trying to quit also tobacco. It's all about the journey to return to your power, which is important to also be weak. It is okay to be weak! And it's okay to be whatever the fuck you are right now. God bless you all ❤

I feel at peace for awhile when I’m listening to your videos.

Remember everything is God even drugs and alcohol. Moderation is key. Find balance. I struggle with it as well

I lost my father (I never lived with him, my mom raised me) when I was 11, and I lost my mom when I was 18. I was left rather alone and had to grow up fast and learn a lot on my own. Im 27 now and have been learning so much about hermetic principles, subconscious and consciousness, and God these past two years after “mystical” and unexplainable experiences which have been present throughout my life, but in particular over the past couple years. I’ve struggled with substance abuse, sex addiction, anxiety, anger and a lot of neediness from my partners. I can see where much of these dark parts of me stem from, some obvious and some not so obvious. This knowledge and of course this channel are a real blessing. Teachings from Neville Goddard have shown me a real control or force of power that I did not know was there. Thank you for this channel

Soo good ! My friend Kay sent this to me, i just returned from my Sunday morning market walk, aware of how disappointed i am with humanity, laughing at myself in a compassionate way, partially disappointed in myself for being disappointed in the specie i am a part of. Have been hiding in the forest which was of great value but I am aware its not a long time solution.. Now clearly on the way of accepting the asshole within and embracing that sucker, puts a lighter shine on the game of my life. By the way, i write this not necessarily for you to read but more for me to grasp where i am at. Non the less by saying this i am aware that you are me and i am you...

I'm struggling atm to stay silent on lots of things if I tell everyone what I'm doing I feel like I'm over inflating my ego and acting from an anxious mind the more I don't say anything the better I am to myself meditations is helping me slow down and be more present Loving the channel brother keep up the good work

Love your videos 🧡💛 learning to say to your own anxiety "ah fear, my old friend, you've come back again to be loved on." has helped much in the ways of forming the twilight ✨️

hey there, i think i begun my spiritual journey after my first heartbreak. im 23 and this girl changed everything for me. showed me true love, selflessness, honesty and all that good stuff. it wasn't until i lost her and went through all the pain that i did that i found spirituality and what i think was the reason i met her and that was to make me the man i am proud to be today and keep working on everyday. your videos helped my find an outlet for my energy and immense love, she showed me that love like this is powerful in all the beautiful ways it can be shared and passed onto others and yourself.

"Holy shit,I didn't think I was capable of that" this is the first hint at your shadow and wut lies within. To ignore it is dangerous,extremely dangerous. Until it is recognized and explored, the moments that surprise you by acts you've committed will continue to haunt you. There is also the anima/animus, which is the feminine qualities of man and the masculine qualities of women,obviously having an effect on the persona/ ego structure. I do give caution tho, the labyrinth of the self and the darkness within is NOT to be taken lightly. One can lose themselves and not in a good way. Fear of the unknown leads to demonizing something for survival/Ego reasons. This is really base consciousness operating at its finest. Anger is a fantastic tool and for anyone I recommend a book called "anger,the misunderstood emotion". Knowing thy self is to kno another and to understand that one only exists because of the other. Batman and Joker are a wonderful analogy of this. Bringing the subconscious to the forefront is to recognize behaviour and thought patterns and then following them to the root....bring a flashlite. I love you💜

This one hit home for me. 7 years no alcohol 👍🏻 for me. Work in progress on my other shadows but going great 🙌🏻 your content is helping huge. Loving this stuff . Started buying and read books I see on your book shelf 🫶🏼

I need to accept my anger at others in order to understand that their prospective of me is a reflection of myself.

Dude your amazing. Thank you for sharing your light. I too struggle with substances but have been sober now for almost a year . Love that you put that in there. Your channel has brought a lot of perspective in my life . Thank you .

I loved your content before, but this just put me over the moon. I still struggle with boundaries, but I'm working through my shadow, and my lower vibratory moments are less. You are amazing ❤ Thank you for all you do ❤

Hello there!! I'm a big fan of your channel and I like your POV on these esoteric concepts. I have also struggled with substance abuse and alcoholism for over half my life, I'm 36 and I am in recovery. It's been a long and very hard road and I know I still have a long way to go mentally and physically. Thanks for another great video!!

Very happy to be here within this community you've created! Ive ignored my shadow for too long. Found out I had thyroid cancer in 2020 and it woke me up, I've been terrified of life, living, for as long as I can remember. Tried a small dose of mushrooms for the first time and I kept seeing my shadow out of the corner of my eye, she's waiting for me to really acknowledge her. Super excited to see that you post your meditation techniques, I've needed guidance there, gonna give them a try!!

Ooh the Shadow, my favourite topic and one I'm heavily involved I will be staying up for this one P.s perhaps Joey you should also think about releasing your wonderful music on a cd so as everyone can enjoy them ❤

Thank you for being here! Thanks for sharing your time with us! I’m planning to translate some of your work to German language… because a simple sentence can change lives ❤

I struggle with addiction, too. I try to fast for a week once a year to repair my body, but I feel so at peace in my routine that it's getting harder to do. I could use a boost in vibes to get over this hump. I wish I had the money to just take a week off and do a dark cave retreat. I think a lot of us need some deep unplugging like that. Reboot the operating system.

I just watched an interview with former Marine sniper AJ Pasciuti, and he reminded me of the ‘Tapestry’ concept of why life, having such chaos and why any god would allow bad shit to happen 😊to good people, said that a Rabbi told him that when you look at the back of a tapestry (life and it’s chaos) all you see is a messy criss cross of string and knots. But after we have fulfilled our purpose in this life, we will see the front of the tapestry and fully understand WHY bad shit happens to us (not that I condone any bad happening to anyone). This concept is a proof that we can use to help us know that life after death is the world we come from and the tapestry, while still being weaved I guess, is hung in heaven for all to see with an understanding of life’s purpose. Nature reflects the structure of heaven.

You are so right about construction, I am also into it for 10 years now and wanting to do my own thing at this point. Enlightenment is incompatible with employment. Once you become enlightened you will become unexploitable.

Who the hell am I and what is my purpose ? Love your programs you present. Opening my eyes to what is out there and broadening my mind. Going through a divorce after 40 + years is my dark night of the soul.. I feel i am starting to awaken from the autopilot path I had been on for decades. Love you man and thanks again...

🇯🇲I spent the last 16 years of my life completely under the persona of I can "win my way back to being right" through 1) religion; the mask of credited minister/pastor. 2)through the mask of provision; (married with kid) 3) The mask of fear/"integrity" But that dark night of the soul... Did wonders. Be blessed y'all. Light love Adonai

Thanks, man! You remind me of something my teacher once said "Everybody you know is in your head"

Bro!!!!! I wish I could describe how much you've helped with your service! Especially this new vid and your vulnerability! My gratitude is truly ineffable

Hey man, I’m in the construction industry as well as being sober. A carpenter for many years then a commercial diver, now in project management. I’m also a huge fan of jungian psych having read quite a bit in the arena. We both obviously know how much of a role he played in the creation of the fellowship. We should exchange contact info even if just emails. It’s rare I hear someone that is so in-line with my own persona.

"To serve others, it's to serve yourself." I too, struggle with addiction, and I really enjoy the philosophical tidbits from Carl Jung you so elegantly articulate in these videos. I've learned a lot about Carl Jung in both school and in the 12 step programs such as AA and NA.

Just watched the Shadow of the soul and totally what I’m experiencing right now. Moved out of the city to a trailer that has nothing. Just fixing it up. Got my sewer in by myself and it gave me such a step up in this dark night I’m experiencing. Now I get my water in. Thank you for your help help bro I appreciate you very much and so does my subconscious!

I struggle with almost every aspect of my life, I took on the invisible child without needs persona to cope with an alcoholic physicaly and mentally abusive and dad. I never learned how to set healthy boundaries or emotional regulation or anything other than survival, obviously i turned to drugs very young and have tried getting clean a bunch of times even lasted a few years once but I'm could not figure out what it was That would make me relapse and not even realizing it was happening before I would be full blown using. I have been trying to give myself therapy in preparation for the next attempt scheduled for 2 weeks from now. This channel has been helping me see the nature of how we are and that there is so much more to life . Also Tim Fletcher has a 60 part series on understanding and healing from trauma that has been crucial in my journey of survival and thought someone else could find as much value in his presentations as me. Thanks for all the in depth videos on very complex topics but explained in a way that I can comprehend. Feeling hopeful for a change.

I worry about shit that i have no control over, i don't trust myself when i know i should. i feel that beast of fear has a grip on me that i'm working on making friends with with all my might. i have let go of so many terrible ways of living and habits this last year, and i feel closer than ever to becoming whole. I must integrate my fear and find an outlet for my animal instinct in a healthy way. i have been meditating on a way have a healthy ritual to let this part of myself out regularly that is does not cause harm to my fellow man, if anyone has found a shadow ritual that works for them i would be gracious for your sharing. It's so nice to not feel alone, knowing you are all here watching these videos and walking the path is a beautiful thing.

I can relate sooooo f***ing much with the whole ''Im tough as the other guys, im not a nerd, im a badass'' vibe you described. I felt like that was what people expected of me and sh*t. Only when i reached a certain age &/or maturity have i been able to accept some of the thing that truly make me happy like Arts, Literature, Philosophy, Theology, Science, etc..................................... I just realised, continuing watching the rest of the video, that its pretty dope that you take time to bring that subject up, sharing personal experiences & preaching that its okay to enjoy intellectual things, etc.. Once again my man, thank you for the great quality content.

Heroin addict here sober since november when i joined the methadone program.. but this is just a symptom of the inner darkness i struggle with... A lot of rage and deep cynicism even though on the other hand im a positive and joyful leaning person. Struggles with my gender, the shame i was presented with for being femake as a kid never quite left me. I always rooted for the villain as a kid because i understood them and seem to have a tendency for self destruction which is why i love people like janis joplin and deeply empathize with her.m theres more much more but ay least this channel fulfills my desire for secret knowledge to some degree.. ny curiosity will never be satiated but thank god for channels like this!!!

it's a humbling experience for us all to be in this body on this planet trying to figure out what the hell is going on with us and the world... this channel is beautiful gift for a community that longs for the truth. I love that you combine the esoteric, materialistic and psychological aspects as they are connected like ice, water and steam. Personally I have struggled all my life with a deep sense of inferiority and self sabotage complex to get back at the people I have believed had done me wrong. A whole life was spent on building something precious to then throwing it away in a flash. After years of personal work and having opened up to anything to end the suffering I can say the suffering was worth every bit of it as it has shown me a world of immense beauty I was blind to before. The treasures, your channel included, the beauty and peace I have found were worth every desperate hour and every wound. thank you !!!

Man I love this channel! Hoping you're all having a great one on this crazy ass journey to wherever it is we are going!

Another very insightful presentation. Astrologically, it is Scorpio season, the perfect time for this type of deep introspection. Yeah, I think the 'trick' is love everything about yourself. Also, I think sometimes the term 'shadow' is misleading. The 'dark side' of myself was, or is, simply a means of protecting myself....not the healthiest necessarily. It has nurtured me, now it is time for me to nurture it by loving and embracing it. - Exactly, villains/comrades. Love your visuals also. Again, I will have to listen to this a dozen times. Thanks a million.

It’s crazy that there’s so much information to dive in on variety of topics that always brings you back to the same thing. It being ourselves and the reflection and projection of the outer. Within and without.

Thank you for being so rich and articulate. I feel like no words are wasted on what you have to say.

I stumbled upon your channel in my seemingly endless search for metaphysical answers to questions I don’t have. The way you create your videos seems to always have me laughing at your humor & the way you don’t take these big matters so seriously & at the same time I have my mind blown and so many piqued interests and questions by the knowledge bombs you drop. I really appreciate all the work you put into your videos, the knowledge you put out there which is somehow what I didn’t know I needed or wanted to hear. The way you explain them. And the way you make it relatable to everyone. Thank you for all you do. And thank you for feeding my insatiable appetite for this knowledge. I can’t wait until the next one drops 🖤

This is a very powerful topic that is going be very eye-opening to a lot of people, including myself. I am here for it as always.

I was just watching one of your don't run from your shadow video on KZfaq. you mentioned u struggled with substance abuse. I'm in recovery as well I had a horrible run with drugs and that side of me I embrace to the fullest and get a lot of my strengths today from it. iv been listening to your videos for only a week now. all of the hard work you do for the information you provide is very impressive and Im grateful for your passion for other humans I appreciate every video I have watch. thank you

I struggle with depression and a lot of times at my worst moments I feel guilty for being like this and feeling like im not “strong enough” to be normal and not depressed, but I’m slowly but surely beginning to accept and embrace that part of myself and learn that life has its ebbs and flows and I give credit to myself for still being here and not giving up

Confusion, pain, & consequences are the price of admittance... 20+ yrs sober took me yrs to see I was still living in self will... there is alway a deeper understanding to obtain... to thy own self be true, know thyself, admit my faults to the creator and my fellows. We are all the same... brothers

You articulate this Pandora’s box of knowledge very well. Thank you for your insight🙏🏼

What a time to be alive. So glad to find this art.

✅ Letting go of judgement is a current focus. ✅ I want to be aware of judgement when it happens and attempt to understand.✅

I tiptoe around the idea of real shadow work for fear of, well Everything! :/ My enormous ego caused me to think I was going through an ego death or becoming enlightened a couple of years ago only to be smacked in the face by this fantastic Channel. I’m so grateful to have found it! Thank you.

The easy way to control alcohol by Allen Carr saved my life everybody with alcohol problems need to read this book. Have a great day everyone.

Joey, look beyond the material substances when you look within, your true source to your addiction is there. Best of luck.

I am a Priestess and an energy field bodywork practitioner - my beliefs and rituals, the ways of being which WORK FOR MY BODY-MIND, are easily perceived as the archetype of “witch” I woke up on November 1st in shocking awareness that I have been blocking channels of guidance because of MY PERCEPTION of myself as a witch… and ALL of the RISKS historically with having others recognize what I do, how I do, as witchcraft. My cognitive dissonance is dissolving … Everything I have ever asked to become, the calling I am receiving, the best use of my brief time here as a product of nurture & nature, is coming to pass. Do I SUFFER? I will only suffer if I stay attached to all of the FEARFUL paradigms I integrated in my youth. I thought I was afraid of what others might think about me. No. I have to make peace with the judgment I have about the archetype of witch. I am molting… shedding dead layers, growing. It was magical and unsurprising to see this video NOW -- And SO appreciated! Thank you for profound resonance, support for authentic growth.

That quote about anxiety from Alan Watts is so spot on. I’ve always said “anxiety is simply conspiracy theories about yourself.” Having a healthy amount of fear can be beneficial to living beings. Fear is what keeps us alive in many cases. Like when I visited the Grand Canyon - I had a healthy fear of falling off the edge, which ultimately kept me from going too close and taking a wrong step. But the trick is using the fear that dwells within you as a positive force, rather than a paralyzing one. It takes practice, and not letting healthy fear stoke unnecessary anxiety is what I work on every day. Has anyone ever experienced adversity, and said to themselves “Wow, I am SO glad that I was so anxious and stressed about that!” after the fact? I don’t think so. I just had brain surgery in June to remove a benign brain tumor. I’m all healed up now and everything went well. I attribute my successful recovery to having a positive and stress-free mindset more than anything else. I had fear, but at the same time I didn’t- I knew that as long as I believed in myself that I would get thru it, I would. Fantastic video as usual dude. I learned SO much about myself thru my journey dealing with that tumor, and am a firm believer that pain and suffering can help your spirit grow more than anything else. From dirt grows flowers- from darkness comes light…😉👍 (By the way I’m an addict too. My addicted self just won’t seem to go away no matter what I do. So I look for ways to manage its presence rather than try to eradicate it.)

You rock! Another synchronicity going on, as I was talking to a friend last night about this topics. I guess that I had insight from the future because I was definitely going to watch this episode. To anyone reading this, I highly recommend the non-dual teachings of John Wheeler - Awakening to the Natural State

Great Video/Lecture. *My shadow is filled with fear, laziness, rejection, acceptance, and RSD (Rejection Sensitivity Dysphoria) *I would overcompensate by trying to make everyone happy, and ignoring myself. *Once I Recognized my trauma and went to a therapist, I was able to work on my mental health, ADHD, OCD. The medication, and taking with professionals has helped me and my relationships immensely.

Thanks, love the video man. I’m in recovery as well, just got 4 months and am on a journey of my own spiritual enlightenment. Your channel is amazing and love the content you make! Thanks so much, appreciate you and your work!

We're here for an important reason, to love and help one another. This channel does that, it creates an environment for us to grow spiritualy and helps heal our wounds. Thank you for all you do brother 💪. I fear an apocalypse, I live in fear of also not finding true love in my life. I live in fear of not being successful and taking back my liberty. I live in fear of loosing my health. I fear not trascending enough and wasting my time here in this life which I love. I will continue to work on improving myself and I just want to say your videos help me so thank you again

my shadow is the need for approval, it almost literally makes me feel pain when I do something wrong and hurt or upset others, but I'm already working on it, it's not good for me to sabotage myself so much, everyone makes mistakes and the comfort I try to give others It's not always reciprocal, so fuck it, I need to focus on myself now, at least to improve myself until I learn how to balance it

You Sir, are a gift to mankind. Imagine having someone like you as a president. Whenever I do I smile and shake my head because that won't ever be allowed to happen. That would break the game 😼.

I struggle with anger and violence.... As if I were born in the wrong times because causing pain brings me so much pleasure. I have learned to suppress my desire for pain in my life due to laws and boundaries. I wish people more understood that some of us were born for war, pain is pleasure, and what most consider fear others consider the best known drug to mankind! You can literally taste it in the air... When I feel what I believe is fear I feel a switch happen and I feel a rush of exitement and a calling from somewhere deep that tells me its time to destroy anything and everything human, including myself... The only true reason I control my addiction to rage is my greater hatred of prison and the absence of my two Cane Corso pups... If not for them I would definetly spend my remaining natural life in the S.H.U. Your channel has helped me in ways I cannot explain and I just wanted to share what I am sure you already know. Not all of us want to be saviors and saints...Some of us are here to keep the balance, heaven wouldn't be sound so great if not for those of us giving free tours of hell...

Brooooo that lowkey guitar/bass riff smackssssssss😮‍💨

Really love that you brought up embracing feminine energy as a man. More men need to feel safe enough to embrace their feminine side as gender is just a construct and we are all made up of both masculine and feminine traits ❤ I love seeing people who are living their divine truth.

I absolutely agree. The sacrifice must be the self. All systems tend towards chaos, but new systems can emerge from the chaos, if you allow the chaos to die.

Thanks man. Your videos encourage me to face my shadow and walk side by side with it so I can feel the inner light when I succeed in what I must. Thank you, I hope this comment helps you see that what you do helps others! Knowledge is power but it can defo be a tough balance when the cup runs full, so thanks for the boost to better myself!

I AM In Appreciation of your Journey and that of the other Librarians. Its been over a year since I set alcohol down on a daily basis as self medication. Started to ALLOW others to Return All the Universal Love I spread like a Glitter Queen. The Absolute worst things that I could imagine 💔 almost avyear ago now they ALL happened. And there I was Alone in the Cruelestway possible. Yet Free and Breathing even able to feel Wonder as the sun rose. Sometimes The Princess when in Mortal Danger and I was. Cuts her own Hair Off makes a Ladder and Rescues Her Own Damm Self. I jumped and regrew Phoenix wings . I weep from Happiness and the Grief of not knowing what it felt like. Grief is a Portal. It doesn't have to swamp our boat.

I struggle with loving myself and doing what I need to do to lose weight. Not my only shadow side but one of my biggest. Bless us all

I’m a crack cocaine, heroin and alcohol addict…… Thanks for your lovely words. I watch every new video. God bless.

I've had my struggles with drugs as well as the sex addictions that was boosted by drug use. I've been clean for a few years now. I'm working a VERY well paying job now, which seemed liked a total pipe dream a handful of years ago. I'm happy, my health is slowly getting better. I'm blessed.

The misery I feel is …… ☹️ but I don’t take it out on people really and I totally agree, i don’t ignore the pain . Im just in my head a lot . These videos help though , same with reading and guitar . It’s a journey nonetheless

Thank you for what you do no matter what it is because you do what you have to do.

Dig the tune at the end. And you know the things you speak of have a lot of resonance for me. Thanks.

A small part of my shadow is that as a chainsmoker I hypocritically talk about the importance of the Earth in the ecosystem and how we need to live is one with it instead of hurting her.... but I'm constantly giving more and more pollution of poison as I exhale the cigarette smoke

Tyvm, as you've promised, may the force be with you! We are the same but with different shapes, same pieces of the one soul.

I have a very typical 'female' shadow side, which women rarely admit to themselves (and our personality might seem complete opposite of how we really feel on the inside) and it's Cinderella complex: fear of independance and irrational belief, that some day, someone's gonna save us 🙈 Great video as always!

okay i strongly advocate and endorse your statement about ignorance and bliss. again louder for the cheap seats.

This is so incredibly honest and heartfelt, thank you!

Glad I caught this one on my phone , many super quality screenshots of broad/abstract ideas distilled to hav on deck for the homies whenever context calls lol

Thank you for your materials. The/your journey undertaken is in resonance with the healing of the Divine Masculine. ♂️🙏

I'm so glad I stumbled on your channel. I'm in what I belive (bc of ur vids) to be the 4th stage of the dark night and I just want to say thank you. I walked into recovery a few years ago and I'm not as stuck on toxic thoughts as I once was. This journey is insane but love is. Haha.

your rubber band analogy is the best way i have heard finding balance described. thank you

Very addictive personality here. Working on it daily! Love your work brother!

CONFIRMATIONS!!! Nailed it!! 🖤🙌🏼 Thank you! 😉

Struggled with alcoholism. 5 years sober as of March 1 this year. Best way to deal with the darkness in others is to deal with your own first.

We are our own biggest critic. We pull ourselves apart and pick out our faults and weaknesses. If we do it to ourselves, then of course we do it to everyone else. Because they are expressions of ourselves!!! They are the other US's. We pick apart what we don't like in society and this reflects, things we don't like about ourselves.

Two days ago I found your channel since then I only watch it I deleted all my social media I only have youtube 😂 This channel is very informative thank you 🎉 best channel I'm so happy I found you blessings for you and your family

You are not alone brother ❤ keep spreading the truth

Man you know I'm trying to face mine for sure. Still struggling in shadow. But I'm going to whoop it here soon.

I've made so many life changing, ruining mistakes that i couldn't even begin to explain in fear of boring people yet once again, but I do appreciate the chance to redeem the person I think to be the true loving me!

It was through 25 years of addiction I hated myself, l, destroyed myself, accepted myself, healed myself. 2 1/2 years in recovery now, I no longer hate the road that brought me here. Jail and prison proved to be the lotus I was reborn through. A practicing Buddhist with INTENSE thirst for truth by any name. It HAD TO be that way. It COULDN'T have happened any other way. Now, there's Peace, there's Hope, and there's Purpose. I work in the recovery field, helping others who are still struggling. Telling my story gives others hope and keeps me sober. I don't have to hide anything anymore.

Brother. Can't wait to watch this one again w my girl. Very insightful and just so genuine. You're doing great things. I'm proud of you mayne 💪

Thank you for your service - all helps navigating this place 🙏💜🔥💜🙏