Hey there! I'm back and making videos regularly again! I had some pretty big changes in my life and I want to pick this up again. Thank you for sticking around, hanging out, listening to my silly little songs, and all that jazz. I really appreciate it. Be safe, I'll see you soon.

Hey Nate, current high school senior here. Watching this made me realize how much I wanna do. It’s kind of scary, knowing that I could fail, but I just want to do it anyways. Thank you for being here, and I hope you’ll keep doing great. 💜

Oh my god it’s finally out, the history of Nate !

As a kid dealing with my own existential dread, then you’re such an inspiration. I hope you succeed, but even if you don’t then you’ll still be a big inspiration for me because you tried, not only to be better for other people, but also for yourself, and I really hope I get there at some point.

Crazy how I watch you since 8th or 9th grade and now im at Sophomore Year at college, thank you for everything Nate! nice scooter cameo lmfao

Nate I am so happy to see you back! you're genuinely one of the most insightful, intelligent and thoughtful KZfaqrs I have ever watched. so excited for the future ❤

It's weirdly refreshing to hear I'm not the only 23-going-on-24 year old that's only now getting their life together

Hey, just as a 23 year old who just moved from Nampa, ID to Tucson, AZ back in October of last year after having never left the Pacific Northwest before, I juat wanna say that part of your story resonated with me. Best of luck man, moving so far away is a terrifying situation.

I first discovered your channel through the freshman year survival guide video, back when I was still in middle school. I've kept this channel in the back of my mind, and now I'm a senior in high school. Right now, I'm inundated with worries about my future and whether or not I should persue my dream of music and commit to it. This video is exactly what I needed right now.

I always dealt with existential dread when I was a kid and even throughout middle school. I could never explain my thoughts or feelings to my fam. So I always kept it in or just smoke constanly. I made a lot of mistakes during that time just because I couldn’t articulate or express my feelings. I’m still struggling with that a lil bit but I’ve been watching ur vids since I was in middle school and I just wanna say thanks for sharing ur story with us. Im only 18 now and I’ve been stressing lately about what to do. I feel u whenever u said u just did nothing all day;I’m stuck in that atm. But now I need to get myself together again. Ur story is relatable to me

Watching this video did something to me, a few months ago (and currently) I was at the lowest point of my life. I was suicidal and a bunch of other things. I'm not even joking just a few hours ago I was thinking to myself about how none of my goals were ever going to happen. I then saw this. This video gave me back the motivation to live life the best I can. If I don't make the most of the time I have I am going to regret it. There are so many things I wanted to accomplish in my life that I had just completely given up on (also Racoon Tour made me want to start my own band one day).

Remember watching your videos in freshman year, now im graduated. Nice to have you back

As a 17 yr old that's about to leave my entire life behind and move to another continent o my own it's really nice seeing someone like u also taking that risk and leaving. The Dentoweaver has been part of my life since it came out and I know that whatever is waiting for me at the other side, I'll always be able to plug in my headphones and just listen. Best of lucks nate ;)

Hi Nate, you probably don’t remember, but you commented on a video I made about you about a year ago, and it really inspired me to keep making stuff on KZfaq. I just wanted to say thank you. You and your music have made more of an impact on my life than you will probably ever realize. I’m super hyped to see whatever you do next:]

also i just finished the video, how inspiring, i just turned 20 and i’m having some of the exact same fears and dread that you have had, used to be a christian, faith and beliefs changed around the same time to the same as yours, honestly we have a lot in common, and i just want to say your story is genuinely inspiring to me and i hope it will be to many others. we’re all people, we make mistakes, we think we’re on top of the world and it all crumbles around us, but we can always get back up we can always recover. i have so much more to say and more thoughts but genuinely thank you for making this video and sharing your story, hope to be seeing more from you and hearing more music soon! :)

Nate, you've not only changed my world view but shaped my music taste into what it is today. Proud to see you back and I can't wait to see what you've got in store for us again. Grandpa smiled, said, "Glad you're back up and running". Thanks for coming back for us Nate, we'll always wait for you.

These are always so inspiring, to see others high and lows.

the fastest i’ve made an album was 20 days and that was solo in a daw so you recording a whole album in 5 days is incredible

Damn, this shit hit the feels fs. I’m in my last year of high school rn and I’m terrified. Gonna take your advice to heart and try to follow my dreams. The future is way scarier than I could’ve imagined as a six year old.

This video was really moving, man. I'm currently in high school and feel like I've already messed up my life a lot. I don't have any real friends at my very small 'bad kids' school, I've never had a real job, I've only had terrible relationships, I can't drive and have no desire to learn how to, and I feel like I'll never amount to anything at this point. Like I've already missed my chance to be something great. Your story was really touching and something I can relate to. It's giving me a better way to think of things. Thanks for sharing it, really.

Been keeping up with you for almost 6 years now and seeing things like Raccoon Tour and your return to KZfaq becoming a reality is genuinely really heartwarming. I know we’re strangers on the internet but we’re all very proud of you, Nate ❤

Crazy, you were inspired by Frank Iero and now I'm sitting here starting a band because you inspired me. I'm so excited to see where you go :)

I don't know how but I got recommended this video 15 seconds after upload and I'm glad I did, love draw my life videos

I’m so happy you’re back! I’m a senior in high school and have been watching your vids since grade 7! Your videos have such a great impact on myself and so many others. Good luck in Jersey! 😊

So hype to see you back. I remember watching your videos years ago and joining your amino server and talking to you. Crazy how long it’s been, looking forward to more content!

What a rollercoaster of emotions! Gonna have to watch this over again to catch all the little word bubbles and jokes. Glad you're back doing this again and am stoked for whatever you have planned in the future. Now that you live in New Jersey, you're only about 3 hours away from where I live and that means it probably won't be long until Racoon Tour plays a show in Maryland. Hopefully that doesn't sound weird. Just really excited and happy for you! :)

finished the video and wow, that's inspiring. your story is really touching how you're following your dreams! I'm still in high school and honestly I have no idea what I want to do later in life and its a little scary how fast im going to be on my own in a few years. watching your video really is making me think what makes me happy and what I would want to do. Your videos really make me relfect about things a lot, most youtubers never really make me do that. Great vid! Can't wait to see what's ahead for you, wishing the best of luck :)

youve been one of my favorite youtubers for years now and have really helped me through highschool, I'm so happy you're channel is coming back and you are doing well!!

I remember finding ur account when u were still under 100k and I was in middle school, I am so proud of ur growth and cant wait for more content

Awesome to see you back man!!

I love your content!!! Helped me a lot during my life! Awesome to see your bringin back the channel!

Keep going man. It's genuinely inspiring to see what you've been able to do so far.

love how insightful this vid is and the good advice within it wishing you the best for the future

This is an amazing video, I love how far you've come Nate! I am hugely into my writing myself and one day hope to be published. Keep going with Racoon Tour, you giuuys are going to do great things!

really excited to see you doing what you love dude also the 'draw your life' was such a fun trend so glad to see yours

Absolutely incredible video Nate, glad you’re back.

Hey man I wish you all the best in your future endeavors including with Raccoon Tour. I relate very much to being a young adult and not really knowing what to do with my life and having endless existential dread. I’m figuring it out but music is very much an important part of my life as well as writing and filmmaking. So who knows maybe I can get into that eventually! Can’t wait to see more from Raccoon Tour and from this channel!

Thank you for making this video! I've been watching you ever since I found that freshman year video (I was looking up videos because I was going into freshman year). Your band recommendations videos helped me find my favorite band, PUP. It was so exciting when your album finally released, I heard Sofarinrunning and Sorry Sarah and got annoyed when I realized those were the only two songs you had out at the time. The album release concert was amazing and I was so excited to finally get to see one of my favorite creators in person. It's inspiring to see someone from my same small town create something as amazing as this channel and the dentonweaver. Thanks to you I ended up getting a ukulele and now I'm trying to write my own songs with it. Thank you for the inspiration and motivation.

It's so good to see another video from you again! Your band recommendation vids were so influential for me and helped me find songs that got me through some of my lowest points these past few years. Just wanted to say thank you for that. Best wishes and good luck!

The passion you have for your work and dreams is very inspiring. Love your stuff

This is probably my comfort channel It’s just so genuine and open. Thank you for introducing me to Heccra btw!

This has been one of my favorite videos you’ve posted so far. It’s enjoyable and fun, but also heartfelt. Thank you for everything you have done. I send you the best of wishes.

I loved watching this video! Real full circle moment, I discovered your channel going into high school and now I’m about to leave for college next week, can’t wait to see all that you make in the future!

I have watched your content since I was in middle school, and I got into the music you played and listened to and enjoyed it. Now years later I'm in college and still watching your fantastic content!

So glad you’re back man! I found this channel around 2020 and your videos always make my day! You guys, raccoon tour, have inspired me to try and pick up my bass guitar again and keep my head up!

this video means so much to me already. theres a lot of parallels in our stories and i think this might just be the kick in the pants i needed to stop wasting my time mindlessly consuming media and actually work towards my dreams and creative projects i've been following you since 2017, so to hear you talk more in depth about things i saw glimpses of through socials or your videos is incredibly surreal ps i truly believe Raccoon Tour will make it big. i was so happy to see yall on tour and am so looking forward to Camp Cosmic

im so glad your back Nate. I love your videos and your music. raccoon tour is literally my favourite band. your videos have kept me going so many times. I started high school this year and the advice from your freshman year survival guide video has helped so much.

Seeing how eventful some people's lives are makes me realize how bland my life has been Great video Nate tho!

This video was really inspiring! Life can be really terrifying sometimes, but it seems to me like you're really trying to live your life to the fullest. When we find ourselves at a low point in our lives, we often forget that it's possible to bring ourselves back up, but you've proved to me that it's indeed possible.

Ive been watching your youtube channel from the second it came out and have been excited about every upload. youre one of the only youtubers I have Ever consistently followed. your videos have given me great perspective on lots of things that wouldve probably taken me a lot longer to learn otherwise. thank U for everything! Love ya! Best wishes!

Nate im so happy to have found your channel. Im just starting my freshman year and you give me the confidence to be the weird athiest music making girl that i wanna be. You voice so many of my exact same thoughts and make me feel less lonely. NateIsLovely to me, and I can't wait to see more of your journey in this oddly limited limitless life. :D

Nate, this was awesome! i wish you the best of luck out in NJ and on your band. I discovered your videos in 6th grade (it was the freshman year survival guide) and now i'm in my freshman year! Your videos inspired me to go out and do things for once, instead of just being in my room. I've discovered so much stuff (external and internal) from you and i just hope you do ok

This gives me a lot of inspiration! I'm in high school, and I've been realizing who I am as a person and have gotten better at accepting myself, and seeing your journey is incredible! :)

Glad you're back Nate, i discovered you during 2020 and love you're videos. Raccoon tour also inspired me to start a band

Just got around to watching this video, I'm super glad you decided to share these parts of your life with us! (Also sick Steam Deck man, more people should have it as a console!)

Straight to the favorite videos playlist, thank you nate I hope you pursue your music and revive the channel

dude nate ur story is the most interesting to me as i related so much to u. u inspire me as a musician and a music listener. ur life seems awesome even with the downs and breakdowns. hope u can figure things out. everything will be alright.

You’ve come so far man, so glad I’ve stayed following all this time 🤙🏼rock on

your videos showed me so many new bands that i have found to adore, saw the frights live this summer and im so thankful to you for introducing me to an amazing band. your videos are never a skip for me. plz we share a name so thats even better

Your videos and music always inspire me to better my life. I'm a quiet and passive kind of person and it blows my mind how someone can do so much. Good luck with your channel and i hope your move goes super well

I remember finding your My Chem video years ago and it rekindled my flame for them and just made want to do music even more than ever. I'm happy you are doing well and are taking the steps to do what you love my man. ❤❤❤

absolutely loved this video. so excited to see you coming back to youtube. crazy ive been watching you since i was 13/14. im 19 now. youve always been one of my favorite youtubers since i found your channel :) i hope one day youll tour in california because ill be there!

I've been a fan since I was in middle school, now I just started college in another state and I'm feeling the same way as you about all these changes in my life. I'm lonely, I'm scared, I miss home, and I genuinely was considering moving back home earlier today, but I think this video convinced me to give it a shot. Thank you for everything, Nate!! I'll be repping my Raccoon Tour shirt tomorrow :)

Been following for years, love everything about raccoon tour, and can truly see it blowing up. Good luck Nate.

I hope this video gets the attention it deserves! It’s super inspiring hearing how someone is in a place that you wish to be in, even though I wouldn’t say it’s the greatest place but the fact you’re doing what you love and are passionate about is really motivating. I love that you and PJ are still best friends and I want to believe someday when I have a partner we will be best friends because it’s the most important thing in a relationship! A year ago me and my boyfriend of three years broke up and for a couple of months we tried staying friends because we were best friends before dating, but having feelings for someone while knowing it’s not gonna work is super hard so we just stopped talking.. I hate that I didn’t only lose my boyfriend but I lost my best friend. I actually believe people can still stay friends if the base of their relationship is concentrated on friendship but it’s hard.. I finished the army a month ago and I really hope life will get better, I started saving money to go on my own “tour” in Europe to see all of my favorite artists next summer and I started selling my art (while I don’t really make money, I do something I love that maybe one day will be an actual career) I’m also considering going to university next year and studying art/filmmaking, I truly believe we need to do something we love and live our life for the fullest because we only have one life and i rather not having money and doing something I truly enjoy then living in constant fear of dying and that thinking about how nothing matters and being suicidal with a 9 to 5 job (because I was at a really bad place 4 years ago in high school and I don’t want to feel like that ever again) because it is actually a waste of time living this way, of course it is not easy at all but you can do it, I really believe everyone can do whatever they want and love and it’s the most important thing you can do with your life, not living in the biggest house and having the best clothes but being happy with whatever you do and wherever your life take you Hope everyone is having a great day/week/month/year and I hope we can all achieve happiness.❤

This was soo inspiring for me. As someone also going through issues with mortality and not knowing my purpose, this really gave me the urge to just try to live more. I'm only 20! I have so much good things right now that i don't want to go to waste! Thank you so much for sharing your story, Nate.

So excited to see the places you"ll go, keep it up man!

This video was awesome! What a crazy life you’ve had, and we can’t wait to see more! Welcome back! :D

This is probably one of the most important videos I’ve watched, I’m also so glad racoon tour isn’t quitting the farewell tour was a see ya later to your home state WOOO

I find myself in a similar situation wanting to move away and not feeling like I'm getting anywhere etc. Really good to hear someone else talk about it around the same age and has definitely given me some motivation. Wish you all the best Nate!

started watching ur content right before I started high school and had just moved to coeur d’alene idaho, now going to school Milwaukee Wisconsin for a degree in psych and thinking about transferring. Your videos have always been a huge help to me and it’s amazing to see how you’ve grown just as much as ur audience throughout the years. thank you for what you’ve done and continue to do, wishing only the best for you

Hey Nate, I’m in the same state as you! I’ve been watching your content on and off for a while now, and I’m honestly so proud of you for choosing to go out and live your life! I wish you the best of luck in your band and life in general :D

hey man, i havent checked on your channel in a while but ive been watching for years (6!) and im super glad to see this. this is incredibly vulnerable and im happy to see the train running again. please release senior survival guide by the end of this upcoming summer. ill be going into senior year.

I love your stuff man. I am only 16 and I relate to your life story so much. Just keep doing you and hope the future treats you well!❤

I've been watching you for a few years now (Porbably 3 years? I've really forgotten, but it's been a while) And I've always thought you were a really cool youtuber with some neat stuff. I'm really excited to see where you go from here, and personally, I don't care how long into the future your next video comes out, but when it does, I'll watch it!! Maybe I'll even see you in new jersey at some point in the future.

Nate this was a brilliant video, so insightful and so thoughtful, im so excited for the future, for this channel and raccoon tour

so happy to see you back Nate

I love that all your videos have a playlist sometimes im too lazy to get into a discography so playlists are fun.

I just moved across America this August too! I'm roughly 500 miles from you now and was only about 200 miles from ya a year ago, which is amazing considering that I moved over 1,500 miles. Coincidences aside, I'm wishing you the best. May your channel take off again, your music fly off the charts, and may your groceries all make it inside without receiving a single parking ticket.

I just finished watching this on another 3 am night & I wanna say, this is really moving :) both in a 'you've lived a pretty interesting life' & 'why don't I do similar for my life?' sorta way. Like I feel your struggles from navigating school life, the meaning of death, & most recently: 'wow it really worries me that the last 20 years of my life dont really have much for a stable financial career *&* i barely have any money to call my own!' But at the same time, the resolve in your tone to make it work moves me, & long story short; I want to start taking my channel/dreams more seriously too, thanks again Nate

ahhh, i love you. great video, and good to see you this far out of your comfort zone❤

genuinely emotional seeing you back, what a cool dude. Hope you’re doing well and excited for October Nate ™️ content this year 🎃

Hey Nate! This is crazy I’m barely watching this but y’all know how senior year is! Anyways just wanted to say it’s been so so dope seeing how far you’ve come! I’ll never forget the first time watching your videos and the birth of Raccoon Tour! Can’t wait to see y’all come to California! (hopefully)

so glad you're back

i related to this video on a lot of levels, lots of differences, but just know that you’re the coolest person i’ve beard’s story so far. people who take chances are the same ones that change the world. i’m just a 16yo kid doing their best to survive high school rn but this is super inspiring.

As a fellow new Jersey-ite, welcome! I'll DEFINITELY be coming to your shows, wherever they may be now 😁

There was a time recently where I stopped wanting to do things bc I stopped seeing the point. I told myself that school was just work and that the only thing that it would lead me to was more work and that it didn't matter what I did (work or no work), I'd never be happy bc I'd never met an adult who was. This video isn't the reason I stopped feeling that way, but it helps me remain hopeful about life and what's coming. The fact that you don't sugarcoat or breeze through the bad times helps too. Also, the wanting to sleep for three months was very relatable lol. Definitely subscribing

Been here since I was 12, and ngl It was SOOO worth it still being interested in you after all this time. This video is just gGUAHAHHA thx dawg

Man Nate, I wish you luck! Looks like a cozy place you got. Have fun doing what you love! This video just inspired me to literally do the two things you like to do, art and music... My two biggest passions. I'll be, well hope to be, in Kuna's talent show with a friend and his band. Now... to just get there. Thanks for this video, this is what I needed. :D (We still watch Princesses Bride at Kuna Naz haha.)

This is so inspiring in so many ways. Thank you

And he’s back! Incredible video, thanks for using my video towards the end, really appreciate it. Can’t wait to see what you do next.

hey nate, ive been a long time watcher for 4-5 years so when i was like 9-10 and now im a 15 year old sophomore in high school. there were so many things i could relate in this video to atheism, catholicism, starting a band, finding alternative music but the one i could relate to the most was about death. i know its a scary thing but its something as us humans all go through, i find beautiful in a way knowing that there will/was only one of me and that ive impacted peoples live for the better or worse. it's something ive came hard to accept but its just something we can't escape. either way i love your videos and music it also so great no matter what for of media i consume by you it has always made me smile. youre doing great and i would LOVE to see raccoon tour live i know you guys came to omaha but i was sick that day hopefully there's a 2nd chance.

I wish you all the best! You got this ❤❤❤

Yay! Welcome back to KZfaq ^^ good luck with doing what makes you happy

I’ve graduated highschool now, but I loved watching the survival guides, and it was so cool to find out there’s actually a KZfaqr from my state

This was so inspirational, thank you for sharing your story!

When you brought up the inspiration for “sofarinrunning” it finally got my lazy ass to check out your music, and it was fucking incredible. So glad to call myself a fan of this channel and a fan of your band, and once you start putting out more content, I will be thrilled to stick by and see what awesome shit transpires

Loved the video Nathan, i'm currently doing a computer science course, and I was feeling miserable for not following my dream of becoming a writer. Just know that you're an enormous source of inspiration, and I'll try putting my writing as my number one priority. Huge thanks

i’m just a stupid little high schooler who has no idea what to do with my life and no idea what i’m actually interested in but y’know what, this video was inspiring so thank you. keep making videos,, glad you’re back!

dude it's great to see you every now and then in my notifications,