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@EllaDubrin4 жыл бұрын
I love how everyone feels and gets different stories from this audio. Heartbreak,hurt, etc. this audio for me was/is about the abuse I was put threw. I won’t go into detail about what kind but I don’t want anyone to feel trapped in a relationship and hide the bad parts of it because you have learned to except it. ❤️
@unsozialtv92954 жыл бұрын
PLZ DON'T TELL ME THAT THIS IS REAL?! plz... life gets better... I don't want to lose you, even though i only know you trough your videos.... plz..
@EllaDubrin4 жыл бұрын
Gacha Melody I’m okay now :) life always has ups and downs. This video is real as well as all my others! Yet it doesn’t mean I will always feel those ways I was at that moment.
@alexias21334 жыл бұрын
I know how you feel but I wasn’t in a relationship
@desireehernandez64004 жыл бұрын
Ella Dubrin My ex guy friend that I've known for 8 years and he stopped caring about me 😞😞
@-meadwvalley-3884 жыл бұрын
I’m so sorry that happened to you! I hope you’re doing better, if you ever wanna talk, I’m open to talk anytime!
@Lol-vy7ph4 жыл бұрын
💔💔 Why can't we all be happy... We all had high hopes when we was kids but all we came out to be was this... 😭😭💔💔😭💔😭💔😭
@lizzydelmanico93804 жыл бұрын
I’m 11 and cant stop crying
@ratzjuice4 жыл бұрын
@@lizzydelmanico9380 same here....
@tehaniaguilar35064 жыл бұрын
Gd job
@ciarajaneramirez66714 жыл бұрын
What is happy i had never felt how to be happy ever since someone broke my heart tear it to pieces and i didnt even know how to smile
@smileysolar39404 жыл бұрын
The world can really screw up a person
@oofies3374 жыл бұрын
I don't understand why everybody can't be nice. I got yelled at by my dad because they were lowering my self-esteem and telling me what I should and shouldn't do and what I have did wrong. They called me a disappointment multiple times so I'm sitting here in my bathroom so lonley trying not to cry because I don't want them to hear me.
@aizaha95974 жыл бұрын
I know that feeling is it jyst me or do they just say your a drama queen even though you didn't ask them for help.
@ananyaa.x4 жыл бұрын
I go through the same thing💔
@miracledreamer66224 жыл бұрын
You will get through it...the only way to stop this hurting is focus on ur dreams.....and the pain will transform into reward
@ShotoTodoroki-xm3ut4 жыл бұрын
It was the same except it was my mother
@albertslilrat50144 жыл бұрын
My mum hits me I'm bullyed 24/7 my dog died my sister died what's the point it's called h o p e Stay stronge
@Courtney0044 жыл бұрын
h.o.p.e. hold on, pain ends. stay strong ❤️.
@Keade1014 жыл бұрын
Okay
@hannarutledge60334 жыл бұрын
Does it really? I mean yeah you can say that. But does it? The pain will end I know. I hear that every day. But does it? Tell me it does tell me that the pain is going away soon. Nope you can’t because it hurts and you say it but I don’t believe it.
@notknown904 жыл бұрын
I m sorry but its a lie 😞
@Isabella-ij8eg4 жыл бұрын
I've been hurting for 11years, and I can't stay strong anymore
@imi28334 жыл бұрын
Hope is a dangerous thing...
@Keade1014 жыл бұрын
My name is Hope Do I have hope tho? Well No I'm depressed Got anxiety Has trust issues Everything is wrong with me I can't be happy again can't I?
@hc72104 жыл бұрын
My name is Hope. Although I might be hopeless right now with a myriad of issues, I know that I'm gonna be okay one day. I know that I'm not alone and I know that there is always someone on this big world that will listen to me cry
@Keade1014 жыл бұрын
@@hc7210 true
@cheerup72044 жыл бұрын
Be strong. ı am here. if you want to talk ı am here and ı am gonna be . I might be cant understand you but ı feel your pain please talk to me if your not okay right now
@abigailwilson24294 жыл бұрын
it's ok a lot of people go through it your not alone and you are beautiful in your own way everyone is, remember there is only one you and there will only ever be one you you are amazing and don't give up anything for everyone else stay strong.
@the.shadow8974 жыл бұрын
Ok?..
@user-nd4gm5nt4g4 жыл бұрын
i feel like my teen years r the worst, and it’s just getting started...
@diaryofrenisha4 жыл бұрын
dont the feeling is horrible and I believed it would be worse and it did . The point is we believe that bad things will happen and then they do . Please dont believe this and see the positive . I came out of depression and its the best to love myself . love you so much . never give up
@user-nd4gm5nt4g4 жыл бұрын
Deep Thoughts thank you, i’m trying my best
@classytv1234 жыл бұрын
It’s get started because some thing good is gone happen to you I promise! Keep going it’s okay people hurt you cause they needed you ! THEY NEEDED YOUUUU
@ManpreetKaur-jc6ti4 жыл бұрын
I'm 14 and Teen is just started and I can't even express how depressed I feel...... Depression about family .... Depression about my relationship ... I know I'm jussstt 14 but bruh this is killing me now 🖤 I just wanna take a break from all this I want a person who can listen to me, my problems ... I am not telling you my problems just I am giving some hope to myself by writing these feelings coz everything is off the head 🖤🙂
@mabesssa78603 жыл бұрын
I’m 22 and the best advice NO ONE ever really talks about is this: Learn your likes and dislikes. Learn WHY you like it and learn as much about it as you can. Because those likes and dislikes...make you YOU. Embrace them!!! And OWN them. No one will ever make you feel bad about yourself if you do that...and you know why?... because in the process of learning more about it. You’ll meet people with the same interests. You’ll be surrounded with comfort. And if you decide you want something else...well it’s simple. Learn as much about it and you’ll meet the right people. Those people are who matter and trust me...it’s the same with love. If you don’t know who you are and what already makes you happy...how are you supposed to make the other person happy? You should already be happy and knowledge full of who YOU are! What makes you YOU. And when you get with someone...guess what? You’ll be sharing your happiness with them and you’ll be so happy to learn about there’s too. Don’t let anyone confuse you with their likes and dislikes. And you won’t. Ever. Why? Because you’ll already know who you are inside and you’ll simply grab your happiness and move on to the next event or person in your life ! During your teen years you should begin to build the foundation of WHO YOU ARE. And from there it’s only going to get better ! I know this was a lot but hope it helped
@shadowofthedarkness73214 жыл бұрын
Ur voice is beautiful 🖤 In my school ppl bully me, ignore me and trow things at me, calling me names. I cuted but no one know about that. I relate to this so much. They don't care. Nobody care 💔
@stalker93954 жыл бұрын
I care❤...ive been through so much hell in 2019 I was suicidal i hated life I had no one and this audio hit so close to home im so much better now these past 5 months have been amazing and had so many good memories please dont leave us things will get better and god (or whatever you believe in) will deal with all the pain and bad people. be with us,and just keep breathing and one day you'll be so happy your not gone I hope u have a awesome 2020❤☺ love a girl named olivia
@alicekyra43304 жыл бұрын
I know how you feel its hard sometimes but its just another reason to try harder soon enough all that weight on your shoulders will disappear, it just takes time ❤
@shadow_subliminals50084 жыл бұрын
Ik how it feels I have gone through this bull shut for almost all my childhood.
@cheerup72044 жыл бұрын
İf you need to talk someone ı am here be strong
@ch6rista4 жыл бұрын
I know exactly how you feel, everything that you just listed happens to me, but if you need someone I'm here, I try to help other though no one tries to help me. But I'm here ❤ I hope you feel better 🥺🦋
@The_Crazy_Fox4 жыл бұрын
I was in a toxic realtionship and now he's gone and im in a better relationship but im scared to fix myself and try to be happy but i don't think i can anymore because im scared this relationship will hurt me the same way my ex bf did to me...💔😭
@sophielees4 жыл бұрын
Omg girl I feel this. I understand this. I was in a relationship for almost 16 months and he was so toxic. Now I have been with my current bf for nearly 4 months and I'm so scared of actually being truely fine again because I'm scared its gonna go to shit again, like hes so amazing and he is probably the first male in my life to actually treat me right and actually be there for me. But I'm so scared its gonna go to shit. I overthink, I get anxious about it, like it's horrible how much your past can reflect and have a part in your present and future with people who come into your life. I'm so scared that I'm too fucked up and I'll ruin it. Or that hes gonna leave me because of the past and how I have been treated by other males before.
@ukiyoooh4 жыл бұрын
I’m in the exact same boat.. it’s like you want to be happy and you want to enjoy the new and better person in your life and all the experiences that’ll come with them.. but because your past love broke you so much, you just don’t want to open yourself up to the idea of being happy again in fear that it’ll end as it did before.. if you’re like me you feel like you don’t deserve to be happy. That even though it wasn’t my fault, I can’t help but think what happened with us was my fault and that’s why I feel like I don’t deserve to be happy.
@susansnowthacker72964 жыл бұрын
@@sophielees I know how y'all feel my ex boyfriend cheated and lied to me and when he finely admitted to cheating on me. That POS blamed me. And I didn't do anything but I got blamed and it took me along time to start dateing again then this guy wants to ghost me and just txt every couple mths well I told him don't txt back .but now I'm seeing someone I dated in highschool 30 yrs ago and you Damn right I'm scared but being scared only hold's you back from finding someone who isn't like your ex and holds you back from being happy but if this don't work out with this guy I'm gonna stay single little longer
@kekeletsohlapho50984 жыл бұрын
I can relate with all the scars the previous one has left now you struggle to build your self and love again whole heartedly
@laf_e_taffy4 жыл бұрын
I know this audio is about a break up with toxic person the girl was in a relationship with but I really felt this because I had someone who claimed to be my bff and then they forgot and abandoned me, and that hurt so much I cried so much I even wanted to die at some points because I was so lonely and felt so worthless...I just don’t know.....
@hariniobla4224 жыл бұрын
I relate to you so much. Although I say she's not worth my company, i keep wanting my friendship back. I empathize with you so much.
@emmy99303 жыл бұрын
i was manipulated and emotionally abused for half a year last year, and this audio describes how i feel almost perfectly. this really touched me. i hope that you’re doing okay, and anyone else that relates heavily to this are doing okay.
@AccaliaLife4 жыл бұрын
I left my bsf. She came back. Went at me for an hour because I left. I left because she got distant and stopped messaging. I was done. She came back and guilt tripped me into being her "friend" again... I messaged first everytime... left on read.. she wasn't even trying and she's blaming me for leaving AGAIN.. she won't stay out of my life. Keeps finding ways to get ahold of me to turn it against me, I'm in a wonderful relationship 3 years!... I'm so happy but she just keeps fucking dragging me down and I want it to stop.. she doesn't understand what she did to me. She only see's her side. She doesn't understand... she keeps calling me toxic but I've got the proof she stopped... she gave up... she stopped trying... and that hurts the most because she won't see that she did wrong and she's hurting me and it hurts that she may never see that...
@teganholbrook78944 жыл бұрын
If shes still being toxic block her or tell her the truth on how u feel
@AccaliaLife4 жыл бұрын
@@teganholbrook7894 we ended up calling each other after her friends and bf harrassed me for an entire day. Agreed to not be friends but since we've known each other for over a year we decided to leave our dms open to each other incase of emergencies or anything
@teganholbrook78944 жыл бұрын
@@AccaliaLife that's good then atleast u sorted it
@ally50603 жыл бұрын
This is exactly what my friend did to me she begged me not to walk out of her life but she wasn’t really a part of it anymore because she was spreading rumors about me and never texting or calling unless I did first, she told me that she would do something really bad if I stopped being her friend so multiple times she guilt tripped me into being her friend again, so now she is gone for good and I’m just over here like 💔
@kingsofmoons3 жыл бұрын
Eyy same man
@yumilovesmusic4 жыл бұрын
I feel the pain. It hurts a lot. Then i felt empty once again.
@haileymiller13394 жыл бұрын
hey you! yeah you person in the comments sad... why? talk. let your feelings out. we are all here for a reason and that reason is because you are sad, and you need someone to talk to. talk to me, i’m here for you and nobody will judge you. smile sis! you are amazing and a peice of work. you are perfect, and beautiful the way you are. so sis if you crying over a boy (or girl) throw that trash away and move on! you got this sis and i’m here for you. :))
@haileymiller13394 жыл бұрын
SHAYLA CREASON yay! thank you!
@sarahlynn79264 жыл бұрын
Awww, thanks 😊
@cristina-margaretatanase60504 жыл бұрын
Thanks you 🙄😪
@aprilnecaise8504 жыл бұрын
I am crying because I am lonely no one understands me I understand myself and it pains me that I do
@sherriburr9644 жыл бұрын
I was hurt for 15- yrs, he was skitzo frenic, bipolar. Mind game after mind game. Physical, mental, verbal abuse daily. Lies upon lies. I just don't want it again.
@ellieplayzlikethisgurl50834 жыл бұрын
“It scared me” -by this touching video
@adwilkersonjr11244 жыл бұрын
I'm so sorry for you or anyone else that has to feel this. Last night I prayed for God to take that part away from me... the part of me that cares... that wants love. I feel this completely and I feel your pain. These words hit the hardest "so broken that I'm scared to try and fix myself" It's where I am now. Thank you for sharing... much love ❤
@diormoonlight69874 жыл бұрын
One day you will forget what missing him feels like. You'll wake up and realise hes not worth crying and getting upset over.youll realise that you deserve so much better than what you think. You will realise that he wasnt meant to be in your life in the long run only a part of it. You will accept it move on. You'll forget about what he was like.you will forget the pain. I promise
@lazerlight-vk8vi4 жыл бұрын
Kids and teens shouldn't have to be going through this but yet we still are. And that's what some parents dont understand, we can have depression too...
@elainemorrison96743 жыл бұрын
I’m going thru this and I’m not a teen and it’s not my parents. I just hope that no one finds out about narcisstic people after they get in a relationship. They are as described believe me I know just wish I had known before moving in with them.
@herlove26624 жыл бұрын
It happened to me. He played me!! I really don't know what to say! What he did to me I can never forget it. Never
@justcallmenate51833 жыл бұрын
Stay strong okay? I know exactly what it feels. She played me. I will never forget it either. But you know what life goes on we have to keep moving. As much as she destroyed me. I’m scared of everything now... but listen there’s people (me) who want to be there for you. I know it’s hard we’ll get through this okay?
@ev3rosee4224 жыл бұрын
00:47 okay... Wat scares me is that she literally read my story without even knowing it ..
@silblylvuh20634 жыл бұрын
Your voice 💔🙃shows the pain 🖤 And listening to your audio's 😌its kind of relief 🖤and can relate to it🖤
@yomstarr3 жыл бұрын
Ella this is powerful, it gives me chills listening / watching this video, you are a great poet.
@abbydean70864 жыл бұрын
H- having anxiety U- unlimited painful R- really kills us T- together with our hearts
@souppasta3964 жыл бұрын
I can’t not explain how much this is relatable to me.
@emiliafager434 жыл бұрын
I want to know who hurt her and what they were thinking
@cherylbentley2473 жыл бұрын
Narsasistic
@sasageyosasageyo19254 жыл бұрын
Ella, I know it hurts but believe it or not things gonna get better... I know you're waay too stronger than that I believe in you 🌹
@idk_what_im_doing_tbh86044 жыл бұрын
It feels like.. Im on the verge of tears, Every second.. Of everyday, And no matter how much.. That i just wanna cry, I can't. Cause i feel like.. If i cry.. I'll never be able to stop..😔
@syasyanaimullahbintiahmads18894 жыл бұрын
To everyone who need this ♡ Please stay strong and you'll find the path you're meant to take. Don't hope for easy times but hope for being strong if the hard times come. If you feel your confidence fading, always remember that a really strong person never doubts himself/herself. Only your strength helps you to live stronger every single days. I know you gonna make it because you're strong. You're worthy ❤
@virginiasouth37044 жыл бұрын
Life is cruel and seeing this early on gave me some major coping skills to survive on my own path of enlightenment in my life, all areas of life are being filled with laughter and love created by me. Doesn't matter if anyone likes or doesn't. I am so okay with me that it doesn't matter what they think or say. Words are used by people who are not whole to shred the ones that are. Don't allow this crap to destroy you Life is a gift of presence to be filled with all your own special gifts within and out. Being whole within you first shows respect for you and yours. Go get them with your perseverance and commitment to you
@itsbritneybitch84264 жыл бұрын
*monsters* are real... Monsters are *humans* ... What a *cruel* world we live in...
@harini_93 жыл бұрын
Yea..........
@amberadem93183 жыл бұрын
DoNt ScArE ThE KiDs
@adityaarohi63834 жыл бұрын
i dont know why after watching this i see my self in this video 😔😞😟
@maddiexxx8784 жыл бұрын
This audio hits home for me. My ex bsf for almost 5 years was fake and toxic, she said she would change but she never changed. She lied to me, pointed out my insecurities, switched up on me when we where w other ppl, and didn’t even see how much pain she caused me. We’re ex bsfs now because she exposed me. She said she deleted the photos of me but she never did. That hurted me so fucking much because I would of never did that to her because I cared so fucking much about her even tho she didn’t even care about me. She said I changed and acted like I was better than everyone after I started smoking, but no I never fucking acted like that because I couldn’t even be myself around her without judging me, she would always say she would never leave me out but yet she still did. Now I have trust issues I feel like I can’t trust nobody anymore and prob depressed but I don’t know because I don’t talk abt my emotions to NO ONE and I bottle everything up. Im still hurt from the past I still wanna fucking talk to her about this shit but I feel like she just wouldn’t care because every fucking time we argued I would put a paragraph of how much I care abt her and how much she hurted me but all she would say is “k.” So I’m scared she wouldn’t even care still and just ignore it. We are friends again but we aren’t close we barely talk. I have a new bsf I can be myself around her but I still bottle up my emotions, I feel like she secretly judges me, i just don’t want to be hurt again. The only way I changed is now I don’t really show my care ness, I do if I get to over whelmed but now I think that if my current bsf gets upset I feel like it’s because of me, I feel like I’m not good enough. I also can’t really say anything sertant to her without her getting mad at me. I tell her multiple times, I’m sorry if I ever make you sad and stuff but I just don’t understand what I do wrong. We have the same humor/ personality but she just doesn’t rlly show her care ness to me I feel like.
@mariachiararusso42544 жыл бұрын
I just saw this video and I’m crying so hard. I’ve been crying for days but that doesn’t really matter anymore. I just wanted to tell you that I find myself in this audio so much: toxic friendship, the guy that I loved broke me, lost... thanks for publishing it. It helps people
@belamimusic4 жыл бұрын
Background music: Hope (Prod. B e l a m i), in any case this video is really strong soo hope, hope for a better life 🖤🖤
@Keade1014 жыл бұрын
Okay
@alancec59743 жыл бұрын
non of bullshit never hurt me EVERYTHING hurt me everything is pain life is pain i am pain if i dont hurt myself i hurt people school hurt me everyday i was scared to be at school i was scared people hate me but there is nothing i can do about it they already hate me im afraid of toxic peoples even my family are toxic this audio really is talking about what im trying to say but i cant explain no one ever realise how much they hurt me no one feels bad about me when someone ask you to stop crying just say "its cause i cant explain how much hurt that i am going thru"
@alancec59743 жыл бұрын
say something im giving up on you and im feeling so small...
@Bloodeays3 жыл бұрын
"Happiness is something you have to find ur self. You must let go of the freinds who make you sad or the worries and look at the sky and appreciate life. Live it, love it, and appreciate it"...
@elainemorrison96743 жыл бұрын
The words to this are so familiar to me. I hear it’s my fault all the time. This gives me the strength I need to move on. This relationship is hurting me making me cry when I want to be happy. I’ve saved this so if my courage is lacking I can listen to this and move forward. Thank you for sharing this.
@nevertheless1274 жыл бұрын
This reminds me of my last relationship, it's was one of the worst relationships I have ever been in. They had guilt-tripped me, assumed things about me, and over and underrated me so many times. They hurt me so much I can't stand thinking of them. Cause then I'm just in a bad mood, and I hate being mad. It's one thing I hate about myself, that I have anger issues. and no matter how hard I try I lose it here and there. I'm trying to get there this obstacle in my life. But it hurts so much. I can't take it. I don't know what to do. I know they were in the wrong. And I'm just so mad, and upset at them for the things they have done to me. But I still feel as if it was all my fault. And that if I wasn't ready for them to think I was, "cheating on them" or "losing interest" I shouldn't have gotten in the relationship in the first place. right? If I'm not ready to be suffocated, by them to were I can't do anything with my life anymore. I shouldn't of said yes. Right? I'm sorry for ranting, but a way of comforting myself is writing.
@Monfukin.tannan4 жыл бұрын
This is what hell I'm going through... Almost exactly... Tears running down my face. Thank you.
@Joplinvoice3 жыл бұрын
You are a strong warrior of a woman to have survived the hurt you had been through. I'm a lyricist/singer and I couldn't put together in words the pain I felt when I went through the same. Thank you for sharing this video. Thank you for putting into words what I could not. Thank you for being the incredible woman that you are, Ella!
@elizabethtaylor44193 жыл бұрын
Pain never lasts.. Hold on.. Stay strong.. Happiness will come again.. 🙏💕
@dum.dum.80834 жыл бұрын
Awe look 9 people cried so much they accidentally pressed the dislike
@lex.074 жыл бұрын
now it is 37
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@-meadwvalley-3884 жыл бұрын
I’m looking through the comments and seeing all these stories about your traumas. I hope your all doing better! For me when I hear this audio, I think of my parents. Don’t worry, they didn’t touch me or hurt me physically. But mentally is a different story..
@masonpham33713 жыл бұрын
hey whoever is reading this, ur amazing. we all have our sad times, but i know u can stay strong! you are loved even though ppl may not show it! i know they love you deep inside. ik it’s hard but it’ll get better i promise!.. there’s a lot of ppl that care about you ik they do. don’t kill urself. its not worth it. so much ppl are gonna miss you. you have a whole life ahead of you! stay strong loves!
This is amazing. Its relatable and it brings back everything in short, quick flashes of memories of things that I was forced to do, or put through or had to endure due to someone else. But its amazing. When you said "you left me broken" I remember saying that to my so called 'best friend', when he decided to finally tell me how he really felt about me. He laughed and said that he though I was an idiot. That im fat when I barely even have any fat at all due to starving myself. I'm past it but still. He told me that all those times that he turned me down, is because he would be embarrassed if people saw us hanging out. And he just laughed with his friends. Of course, what I've been through isn't serious. Because I'd rather forget about it and help others first.
@yh3i1yn4 жыл бұрын
I made my ex bestfriend feel like this, and I regret everything. I miss her so much, but I’m a toxic person, who doesn’t deserve her.
@Slaytered4 жыл бұрын
i relate to this on a different level omg
@fairycringemother9643 жыл бұрын
This resonates a lot. I was in an emotionally and mentally abusive “friendship” with basically a narcissist for about 7 years. We’ve had falling outs quite a few times over the years and I’ve done a lot for her yet she just never seemed to genuinely care about me. Not one bit. I’ve kept going back because it’s what I know even though it’s not good for me. But this time I got help and am trying to heal from this. It’s gonna be a long healing journey but it’s better than being blamed for every single thing and being gas-lit as well as all the other shit she put me through. I don’t want anyone’s pity but I just want people to know that not all abuse is physical or noticeable to the eye.
@jamieannealvarez16954 жыл бұрын
The fact that I am listening to this, means I am trying to feel something. Stay strong people. Spread the Love. ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️
@artziee_4 жыл бұрын
I can't believe it.. finally soneone knows what is.. real sadness.. I watched this because my bff just... Left me alone.. she knows that i don't have friends.. i have just.. "friends"..
@mendezipad7544 жыл бұрын
ItzEltsu same she new me for since I was born and she left me for a guy! I feel so hurt how she lef me that fast😔
@peaches6934 жыл бұрын
To my best friend of twelve years, who I stopped talking to a week ago.
@raiyav4 жыл бұрын
Peaches • same here but 4 years friendship, and ended 2 months ago. 💛 stay strong.
@alisha52074 жыл бұрын
Same here She hates me. I love her. She Was my best friend. And I miss her. And I dont know how to get trought this. But thats okay. She's happy. That's All that i ever wanted. Nobody needs me but she's an Angel. And Everybody needs an Angel in his life. 💔
@virginiasouth37044 жыл бұрын
As my breath goes ugh!
@_Yahoo_3 жыл бұрын
Same- S-she hurt me and then replaced me...
@ezolooooool80703 жыл бұрын
Same here but 9 years of a friendship. Left me last year (for another girl.) and I’m still hurting.
@evalynnh10283 жыл бұрын
Anyone that was hurt/ is hurt, I’m sorry, and I hope your wounds heal, I wish you the best, love you🤍
@tsukkigorawr63653 жыл бұрын
The more you deny your in pain the more pain you causing yourself.. And sometimes you just gotta telling someone about your pain but its so hard to tell someone how you feel. Even if you just write it on a piece of paper it helps but i dont do any because its so hard to do that stuff.
@vindaandifa48304 жыл бұрын
I love your voice ❤
@albertslilrat50144 жыл бұрын
This is my life my mother even hits me stay stronge
@sandra89913 жыл бұрын
Thank you for putting into words what I have recently experienced with a man and with my close family. It broke me apart. I'm still healing.
@didination71753 жыл бұрын
This is really relatable, thank you for saying the words I couldn't say 😔
@seungxminvr76964 жыл бұрын
My aunt and uncle, hit me, that lied to my parents, they screamed ad me, if we were driving, and I was on my phone me uncle would say “DONT LOOK ON THE PHONE, LOOK OUT OF THE WINDOW” they hurt me Today I have trauma, I’m scared if someone just lift a finger, and I don’t look on my phone in a car anymore, and I like are on my phone all day, but in a car no....even if I’m with my parents I cannot look at my phone, I’m scared that someone would lie to me, they broke me... I’m trying to get better but it’s hurts so much😔
@mmeinyanaramatlapeng58214 жыл бұрын
I got hurt by my best friend and everything was my fault as she said😢 I blame myself for everything. Now she bullies me. Honestly I need someone to just tell me everything will be fine😳
@joannagracepereji10224 жыл бұрын
You can always to talk to me.......I don't know how much I can help bt talking to people helps...stay strong things will get better
@Odd_nonetheless4 жыл бұрын
I've had someone who hurt me emotionally almost everyday..he would mess with my feelings, wouldn't care how I felt, knew I still loved him but tried to make me jealous, even if I fell apart..and, I knew if we were to date again, he'd flirt with someone else...I know most people have been through worse, but I just felt so empty about it. I've never been good with explaining how I felt in words. But, after listening to this, it helped me understand a bit of what I'm feeling. Thank you for making this audio, it really touched my heart. ^-^
@carmendiamondprincessanduj86303 жыл бұрын
Wow I love this, a lot of women like myself don’t know how to truly express this pain and feelings…. Thank you
@luvvqzx3 жыл бұрын
I just broke up with the girl i loved the most, but I couldn't be with her because she hurt me. She's changed to a really bad person and I hate it, I'm wondering when will her old self come back..
@anaa455maria4 жыл бұрын
i love you🥺💔💔😭
@cesca18824 жыл бұрын
this hit so badly. it really explains how i’ve felt these past months. thank you for making this. i finally figured out how i feel. i hope you’re okay
@4lezandra4 жыл бұрын
to whoever is reading this, you may hear this all the time. im sorry if u do becuz ur still feeling that pain. but just know, you are going to be ok. its going to take some time, but u cant give up. its gonna be a long long time, but thats just life. thats how time works. Its scary, i know, im still there. but know u are not alone. millions of people as well as teenagers feel the exact same thing u do. and no one in this entire world goes through absolute happiness. everyone gets sad, anxious, scared, etc. as much as we all want to skip through time or end it all already, deep down we are all scared. afraid of how those who we truly will be affected. some people just dont understand why we shut people out, why we lie about how we are truly feeling inside, how broken we are, how lost we feel, how numb we get. i am 13 and should not be going through such pain. but its normal, and it scares me to know its normal for people my age and possibly lower could feel this way. just know there are people to talk to, there are people who can help. you shouldnt lock everyone out. dont make yourself feel trapped, find someone who can help you escape. find your key. and in the end, we may be depressed, but we are still some bad bitches🥺 So whoever is reading this, just know: i love you. Idc who you are, i love you. and i know you needed to hear that. so... i love you babes, and dont ever think otherwise😠💕
@billrodgers88564 жыл бұрын
This explains everything I'm going through and I just can't
@jeffk32194 жыл бұрын
I love these videos, I would love to add the translation in Italian, if you enable the community's help to the videos
@tunyajorambang26053 жыл бұрын
The pain is temporary but its really killing me now. THIS SO SAD.
@Alehasinsomnia4 жыл бұрын
I started listening to you today..I love the audios....they help me though my pain...my depression....it’s just helps me....it’s just amazing to see how my mother breaks me down into millions and millions of pieces....
@JonathanSteadman20034 жыл бұрын
She : I am broken Me: you need a screwdriver! Lol
@klaudiagjini8304 жыл бұрын
Why some ppl dont understand what they have donee😭🥺
@westley6983 жыл бұрын
this is scarily accurate to my situation right now. i brought up some aspects of a relationship with my ex, ( sui baiting, possessiveness, stalking ) that weren’t okay, and they got upset with me. i told my friends about it because i needed help to see that it was.. i gave alternatives, but ultimately, they let me go. and then they go and say that this was my fault, to the point where i think it is. this hasn’t been my first rodeo with relationships like that, and now i’m too scared to let myself love again- whether it be myself, or someone else.
@jessicaguyett75364 жыл бұрын
Sometimes it just really sucks, I’m supposed to be this perfect child; don’t cry, smile, be polite, ignore others. I got bullied for 3 years, it was the same routine everyday. I started writing about how I felt in a little book, I still have it. I hoped that if I just acted happy things would change, but they got worse and now I’m stuck in a life of lies and fake smiles.
@gribe793 жыл бұрын
Love yourself .. they are monsters
@eulahgo11844 жыл бұрын
I really dont know what to do.. I just feel unimportant.. I am useless... 😭😭
@zeehond12343 жыл бұрын
I can relate to this so much But instead of It a beeing a toxic love relationship It was a friend “Nothing happened” “Nothing is wrong” “It’s more your fault” Boolshit I did nothing She replaced me bullies me uses me like a piece of paper she can rip apart and tape together when she needs it. She left me broken. So broken that I can’t stop thinking about her and that I had to move schools Everyone in the class said I was being a crybaby And hated me for venting “Do you know what privacy means” Well yes But she doesnt know what being nice means I wanna scream I want to cry But I can’t scream my parents would come to my room and be worried I can’t cry bc i have no more tears to cry She left me broken ..
@noimeeestabillo22594 жыл бұрын
That happen to me :( it’s ok to cry it out because u deserve someone better :)
@lindathoj4 жыл бұрын
This hit deep.. I understand what you’re going through.. couple days ago I cried because he didn’t understand me. He just didn’t see what I was saying. I couldn’t understand why he could move on so quick and yet still have the nerve to lie to me.. it hurts me. How he could easily say “I love you” to another girl. It all hurts.
@charocrespo4 жыл бұрын
My name is isabel i have no hope but i need hope i have anxiety and trust issues im nothing but shit
@paigewyatt49744 ай бұрын
Call a therapist and take some meds and call it a day! You need to love yourself before you can ever love anyone. Put your big girl panties on and love yourself and you will never get hurt! I mean really!!
@jules88054 жыл бұрын
0:40 to 1:25 👌
@puiiassam78142 жыл бұрын
How perfectly it has written down.. Everything relate to me my situation my pain😢my heartbreak .. Why it happened i still wandered most of the time that its becomes so hard to stand up again like before.. Where did the story went wrong overall
@p1nkflam1ng04 жыл бұрын
reading through these comments.. i’ve realized how subtle my heartbreak is. actually though. i have no reason to be crying this much. but it still hurts you know? it still hurts a lot, well enough for me to stop hoping at least.
@jules88054 жыл бұрын
1:31 to 2:00 👌
@s1ck.and.tw1st3d3 жыл бұрын
I know that feeling 😭 the emptiness the fear the sadness Why can it end I’m. Smiling I’m fine I’m not IM GOING INSANE I’m fine I’m not I just wanna be happy 😭 If things get better why are they getting worse? Roses care red violets are blue love is dead and I will be to in a minute or two :) Why love me? Why not hate me? Why not kill me? Why not help me die :) -Emily
@miamartinez91644 жыл бұрын
i feel this sm. stuff happened with an ex bff and every single this is so true. im legit crying. well i hope everyone is well
@jerryluvisi91224 жыл бұрын
Hello
@Brokensoul19744 жыл бұрын
I was in a relationship of lies cheating abuse you name it I went through it.I can’t move on he’s destroyed my life no confidence no self respect anymore I don’t no me.He broke that good and proper.All the hurtful things still go round in my head.And I wish I could save someone else from going through this with him.
@arelygarcia60624 жыл бұрын
It sucks being in a toxic relationship like that. They mess up your mentality. But i want you to know that you are beautiful. Whatever he told you, is all a lie. You are a beautiful soul who should be able to love herself. I know how much you get traumitize yourself and just think and think of all the abuse. But it will pass, there woll be a beautiful soul who comes and loves you for you. Loves you with your past. And will show you what real love is. It's hard but i know you can get through this😕💜
@Brokensoul19744 жыл бұрын
kpop is my lifeu thankyou for your really lovely comment.I can’t remember the last time anyone was nice to me like this.
@Joyswrld.4 жыл бұрын
i want to show my ex best friend this
@rtanayan99004 жыл бұрын
Goodmorning beautiful I am asking you if you can talk to me please I am so stress and depression and anxiety hitting me so hard everyday it's really bothering me 😭if you don't want it's ok I mean I know I hurt you with nasty words but I even told I take back everything I said and I said I am very very sorry I apologise I mean you know I always do.if you don't want I understand.just know that I love and care for you and two kids so much.just remember this when I first told you it that you and two kids are very very special in my heart forever and that no one can ever change or replace or remove you and two kids from my heart I promise and swear to that cause up till now and it's killing me slowly.did you forget that I was going through alot already I just never want it to tell you cause I know you were stressing to I mean did you forget that I'm still trying to get over my son death and then with problem with my guys all and family all turning on me cause I push them all away just for you remember that sweetheart I mean you really forgot that I'm not even over my son death and you left me in the dark and cold I mean I'm very very sorry I hope one day you will find it in your heart to forgive me cause I can't take anymore hurt and pain in me.just know I forgive you from my heart sweetheart and that I love and care for you and two kids so much I miss you so much sweetheart.if you won't talk to me so please takecare of yourself and two kids please and always besafe with everything you doing 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭💔💔💔💔💔💔💔🙏☝🏻😭😭
@chaarless393 жыл бұрын
tysm for this, I hope you've gotten better
@katienewbon6954 жыл бұрын
Hey person scrolling through the comments i know u don’t know me but just know what you are going through WILL end, u WILL get over this just... don’t give up, okay if ur going to ever promise me something it’s that u will NEVER give up bc giving up just gives ur pain to others... it’s sad but true. You are amazing and beautiful you are the only u.Dont get upset with urself and do something u will regret bc there is and will only be one of you so dont waste it 🥺❤️👍
@alejandroespinoza32842 жыл бұрын
RlP 💔😭
@selmabcpdchoz50434 жыл бұрын
First one :") ilvy i talked to u in Instagram and u didnt replied
@Keade1014 жыл бұрын
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@Keade1014 жыл бұрын
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@heinrichhelm4884 жыл бұрын
She hurt me so bad and this is what I needed just to hear others struggle as well I feel so alone and unwanted
@venkolessle98803 жыл бұрын
This is amazing I’ve been really sad lately because of a break up And this hit me in the feels Thank you so much
@BootyyShaker90004 жыл бұрын
My name is Samantha My name in the bible means "listener" and yet I have a hard time listening through all the voices in my head My names Greek meaning is "flower' flowers are beautiful. But do I feel beautiful? No... My name in Hebrew meaning is "Heard by god" But do I feel heard? No! Does anyone one listen to me? NO! Does anyone try to make me feel better? NO! Does anyone see past my flaws? ... No. At least not anymore...
@rtanayan99004 жыл бұрын
Very very beautiful and loving poetry.wow this made me think about everything that went on with this very very beautiful sweet sexy hot loving I met.if this is to me really I mean I'm not blaming you with it all I only said words to you just know from deep down in my heart I am so sorry.remember I told you the day I hurt you is the day I end my life I don't deserve to be alive knowing I hurt you so please I pray and hope one day you will find it in your heart to forgive me and if you do thank you even if you don't thank you and I'm very very sorry.just know too I forgive you I promise and swear.so please be happy with the two kids and your husband and your new born baby congrats thank you but I understand everything no worries please takecare of yourself and two kids always and besafe with everything you doing please cause me it won't be long remember I only want it to talk were we both can put a closer to yand put it behind us.i love you and care for you and two kids so much 😭💔I miss you so much 😭😭😭😭💔💔💔
@aloramariekiser23254 жыл бұрын
I met this boy. And I was young so I saw how cute and funny he was and fell......for him. He brought me confidence and a joy to live bc I suffer from depression anxiety disorder and I crave love bc I didn't have any for myself. I was doing good and then the rumors started coming in from his ex's and other people I didn't know who to believe so I didn't ask about it. He starts to hangout with his ex and he left me.....more broken then ever. I was so heartbroken I couldn't even walk. Then weeks past he starts to talk to me more. Then we get back together at that point I was so happy he was there bc he became a drug for me. Then he left me again and this time I was numb. I couldn't cry, I couldn't talk, I couldn't move. I was so sad bc I would think about his touch and I was just going crazy. His sister is my bsf now. So I went over to spend the night. He was there. He flirted and would hug me and it brought me back. He made me laugh. He cuddled me, he even kissed me. But he has a gf I found out and I didn't break.....I shatered. I acted like I was ok but I wasnt. And that was last week....I can't stop feeling numb. And yes sometimes I do cry but I can't believe he did it to me again.....I will try not to get back with him
@lattexoxo-v7w3 жыл бұрын
Sadly I can relate. I hope you’re doing okay.. My mother left me when I was about 9 and I couldn’t tell how I felt and as I got older she stopped calling, and texting, and visiting. She walked out and found someone else to spend her time with. To give her love and cherished memories to them. It’s sad really. But , You shouldnt dwell to much on sadness. Even if, it’s scary.. and hard, and complicated to fix yourself you should try to get better because there are people who will treat you better. Who will love you. Who wont leave you.
Everyone here fighting there emotions & struggling with whatever there going through .. remember how beautiful and amazing you are ! How amazing your future is going to be ! How much you are loved ! We love you ! You are a unique soul in a crazy world !! Remember your place & fight this battle you got this beautiful!! We can fight this ! I promise you better days are coming and you will live laugh & love to the fullest 💗💗💗
I want to say this my dad My parents are divorced but I still feel hurt when I think about him. For 11 f***ing years he didn't want me, my siblings, and my mom so we left him. When I was 12 years old I got mad or sad when someone mentioned him or his name. Now I'm 13 and I still don't care for him, but my mom replaced him with someone who treats me like I'm his own daughter. I have a male friend who loves me and cares for me, but he isn't just a friend, he is my brother and I love him as one. He makes me feel special and for the 12 years that I've known him, he is a wonderful person a he knows what i have gone through because he went through it too I LOVE PEOPLE WHO HAVE AT LEAST ONE PERSON THAT IS ALWAYS THERE FOR THEM.💙
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