I love how everyone feels and gets different stories from this audio. Heartbreak,hurt, etc. this audio for me was/is about the abuse I was put threw. I won’t go into detail about what kind but I don’t want anyone to feel trapped in a relationship and hide the bad parts of it because you have learned to except it. ❤️

💔💔 Why can't we all be happy... We all had high hopes when we was kids but all we came out to be was this... 😭😭💔💔😭💔😭💔😭

I don't understand why everybody can't be nice. I got yelled at by my dad because they were lowering my self-esteem and telling me what I should and shouldn't do and what I have did wrong. They called me a disappointment multiple times so I'm sitting here in my bathroom so lonley trying not to cry because I don't want them to hear me.

h.o.p.e. hold on, pain ends. stay strong ❤️.

My name is Hope Do I have hope tho? Well No I'm depressed Got anxiety Has trust issues Everything is wrong with me I can't be happy again can't I?

i feel like my teen years r the worst, and it’s just getting started...

Ur voice is beautiful 🖤 In my school ppl bully me, ignore me and trow things at me, calling me names. I cuted but no one know about that. I relate to this so much. They don't care. Nobody care 💔

I was in a toxic realtionship and now he's gone and im in a better relationship but im scared to fix myself and try to be happy but i don't think i can anymore because im scared this relationship will hurt me the same way my ex bf did to me...💔😭

I know this audio is about a break up with toxic person the girl was in a relationship with but I really felt this because I had someone who claimed to be my bff and then they forgot and abandoned me, and that hurt so much I cried so much I even wanted to die at some points because I was so lonely and felt so worthless...I just don’t know.....

i was manipulated and emotionally abused for half a year last year, and this audio describes how i feel almost perfectly. this really touched me. i hope that you’re doing okay, and anyone else that relates heavily to this are doing okay.

I left my bsf. She came back. Went at me for an hour because I left. I left because she got distant and stopped messaging. I was done. She came back and guilt tripped me into being her "friend" again... I messaged first everytime... left on read.. she wasn't even trying and she's blaming me for leaving AGAIN.. she won't stay out of my life. Keeps finding ways to get ahold of me to turn it against me, I'm in a wonderful relationship 3 years!... I'm so happy but she just keeps fucking dragging me down and I want it to stop.. she doesn't understand what she did to me. She only see's her side. She doesn't understand... she keeps calling me toxic but I've got the proof she stopped... she gave up... she stopped trying... and that hurts the most because she won't see that she did wrong and she's hurting me and it hurts that she may never see that...

I feel the pain. It hurts a lot. Then i felt empty once again.

hey you! yeah you person in the comments sad... why? talk. let your feelings out. we are all here for a reason and that reason is because you are sad, and you need someone to talk to. talk to me, i’m here for you and nobody will judge you. smile sis! you are amazing and a peice of work. you are perfect, and beautiful the way you are. so sis if you crying over a boy (or girl) throw that trash away and move on! you got this sis and i’m here for you. :))

“It scared me” -by this touching video

I'm so sorry for you or anyone else that has to feel this. Last night I prayed for God to take that part away from me... the part of me that cares... that wants love. I feel this completely and I feel your pain. These words hit the hardest "so broken that I'm scared to try and fix myself" It's where I am now. Thank you for sharing... much love ❤

One day you will forget what missing him feels like. You'll wake up and realise hes not worth crying and getting upset over.youll realise that you deserve so much better than what you think. You will realise that he wasnt meant to be in your life in the long run only a part of it. You will accept it move on. You'll forget about what he was like.you will forget the pain. I promise

Kids and teens shouldn't have to be going through this but yet we still are. And that's what some parents dont understand, we can have depression too...

It happened to me. He played me!! I really don't know what to say! What he did to me I can never forget it. Never

00:47 okay... Wat scares me is that she literally read my story without even knowing it ..

Your voice 💔🙃shows the pain 🖤 And listening to your audio's 😌its kind of relief 🖤and can relate to it🖤

Ella this is powerful, it gives me chills listening / watching this video, you are a great poet.

H- having anxiety U- unlimited painful R- really kills us T- together with our hearts

I can’t not explain how much this is relatable to me.

I want to know who hurt her and what they were thinking

Ella, I know it hurts but believe it or not things gonna get better... I know you're waay too stronger than that I believe in you 🌹

It feels like.. Im on the verge of tears, Every second.. Of everyday, And no matter how much.. That i just wanna cry, I can't. Cause i feel like.. If i cry.. I'll never be able to stop..😔

To everyone who need this ♡ Please stay strong and you'll find the path you're meant to take. Don't hope for easy times but hope for being strong if the hard times come. If you feel your confidence fading, always remember that a really strong person never doubts himself/herself. Only your strength helps you to live stronger every single days. I know you gonna make it because you're strong. You're worthy ❤

Life is cruel and seeing this early on gave me some major coping skills to survive on my own path of enlightenment in my life, all areas of life are being filled with laughter and love created by me. Doesn't matter if anyone likes or doesn't. I am so okay with me that it doesn't matter what they think or say. Words are used by people who are not whole to shred the ones that are. Don't allow this crap to destroy you Life is a gift of presence to be filled with all your own special gifts within and out. Being whole within you first shows respect for you and yours. Go get them with your perseverance and commitment to you

*monsters* are real... Monsters are *humans* ... What a *cruel* world we live in...

i dont know why after watching this i see my self in this video 😔😞😟

This audio hits home for me. My ex bsf for almost 5 years was fake and toxic, she said she would change but she never changed. She lied to me, pointed out my insecurities, switched up on me when we where w other ppl, and didn’t even see how much pain she caused me. We’re ex bsfs now because she exposed me. She said she deleted the photos of me but she never did. That hurted me so fucking much because I would of never did that to her because I cared so fucking much about her even tho she didn’t even care about me. She said I changed and acted like I was better than everyone after I started smoking, but no I never fucking acted like that because I couldn’t even be myself around her without judging me, she would always say she would never leave me out but yet she still did. Now I have trust issues I feel like I can’t trust nobody anymore and prob depressed but I don’t know because I don’t talk abt my emotions to NO ONE and I bottle everything up. Im still hurt from the past I still wanna fucking talk to her about this shit but I feel like she just wouldn’t care because every fucking time we argued I would put a paragraph of how much I care abt her and how much she hurted me but all she would say is “k.” So I’m scared she wouldn’t even care still and just ignore it. We are friends again but we aren’t close we barely talk. I have a new bsf I can be myself around her but I still bottle up my emotions, I feel like she secretly judges me, i just don’t want to be hurt again. The only way I changed is now I don’t really show my care ness, I do if I get to over whelmed but now I think that if my current bsf gets upset I feel like it’s because of me, I feel like I’m not good enough. I also can’t really say anything sertant to her without her getting mad at me. I tell her multiple times, I’m sorry if I ever make you sad and stuff but I just don’t understand what I do wrong. We have the same humor/ personality but she just doesn’t rlly show her care ness to me I feel like.

I just saw this video and I’m crying so hard. I’ve been crying for days but that doesn’t really matter anymore. I just wanted to tell you that I find myself in this audio so much: toxic friendship, the guy that I loved broke me, lost... thanks for publishing it. It helps people

Background music: Hope (Prod. B e l a m i), in any case this video is really strong soo hope, hope for a better life 🖤🖤

non of bullshit never hurt me EVERYTHING hurt me everything is pain life is pain i am pain if i dont hurt myself i hurt people school hurt me everyday i was scared to be at school i was scared people hate me but there is nothing i can do about it they already hate me im afraid of toxic peoples even my family are toxic this audio really is talking about what im trying to say but i cant explain no one ever realise how much they hurt me no one feels bad about me when someone ask you to stop crying just say "its cause i cant explain how much hurt that i am going thru"

"Happiness is something you have to find ur self. You must let go of the freinds who make you sad or the worries and look at the sky and appreciate life. Live it, love it, and appreciate it"...

The words to this are so familiar to me. I hear it’s my fault all the time. This gives me the strength I need to move on. This relationship is hurting me making me cry when I want to be happy. I’ve saved this so if my courage is lacking I can listen to this and move forward. Thank you for sharing this.

This reminds me of my last relationship, it's was one of the worst relationships I have ever been in. They had guilt-tripped me, assumed things about me, and over and underrated me so many times. They hurt me so much I can't stand thinking of them. Cause then I'm just in a bad mood, and I hate being mad. It's one thing I hate about myself, that I have anger issues. and no matter how hard I try I lose it here and there. I'm trying to get there this obstacle in my life. But it hurts so much. I can't take it. I don't know what to do. I know they were in the wrong. And I'm just so mad, and upset at them for the things they have done to me. But I still feel as if it was all my fault. And that if I wasn't ready for them to think I was, "cheating on them" or "losing interest" I shouldn't have gotten in the relationship in the first place. right? If I'm not ready to be suffocated, by them to were I can't do anything with my life anymore. I shouldn't of said yes. Right? I'm sorry for ranting, but a way of comforting myself is writing.

This is what hell I'm going through... Almost exactly... Tears running down my face. Thank you.

You are a strong warrior of a woman to have survived the hurt you had been through. I'm a lyricist/singer and I couldn't put together in words the pain I felt when I went through the same. Thank you for sharing this video. Thank you for putting into words what I could not. Thank you for being the incredible woman that you are, Ella!

Pain never lasts.. Hold on.. Stay strong.. Happiness will come again.. 🙏💕

Awe look 9 people cried so much they accidentally pressed the dislike

I’m looking through the comments and seeing all these stories about your traumas. I hope your all doing better! For me when I hear this audio, I think of my parents. Don’t worry, they didn’t touch me or hurt me physically. But mentally is a different story..

hey whoever is reading this, ur amazing. we all have our sad times, but i know u can stay strong! you are loved even though ppl may not show it! i know they love you deep inside. ik it’s hard but it’ll get better i promise!.. there’s a lot of ppl that care about you ik they do. don’t kill urself. its not worth it. so much ppl are gonna miss you. you have a whole life ahead of you! stay strong loves!

This is amazing. Its relatable and it brings back everything in short, quick flashes of memories of things that I was forced to do, or put through or had to endure due to someone else. But its amazing. When you said "you left me broken" I remember saying that to my so called 'best friend', when he decided to finally tell me how he really felt about me. He laughed and said that he though I was an idiot. That im fat when I barely even have any fat at all due to starving myself. I'm past it but still. He told me that all those times that he turned me down, is because he would be embarrassed if people saw us hanging out. And he just laughed with his friends. Of course, what I've been through isn't serious. Because I'd rather forget about it and help others first.

I made my ex bestfriend feel like this, and I regret everything. I miss her so much, but I’m a toxic person, who doesn’t deserve her.

i relate to this on a different level omg

This resonates a lot. I was in an emotionally and mentally abusive “friendship” with basically a narcissist for about 7 years. We’ve had falling outs quite a few times over the years and I’ve done a lot for her yet she just never seemed to genuinely care about me. Not one bit. I’ve kept going back because it’s what I know even though it’s not good for me. But this time I got help and am trying to heal from this. It’s gonna be a long healing journey but it’s better than being blamed for every single thing and being gas-lit as well as all the other shit she put me through. I don’t want anyone’s pity but I just want people to know that not all abuse is physical or noticeable to the eye.

The fact that I am listening to this, means I am trying to feel something. Stay strong people. Spread the Love. ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️

I can't believe it.. finally soneone knows what is.. real sadness.. I watched this because my bff just... Left me alone.. she knows that i don't have friends.. i have just.. "friends"..

To my best friend of twelve years, who I stopped talking to a week ago.

Anyone that was hurt/ is hurt, I’m sorry, and I hope your wounds heal, I wish you the best, love you🤍

The more you deny your in pain the more pain you causing yourself.. And sometimes you just gotta telling someone about your pain but its so hard to tell someone how you feel. Even if you just write it on a piece of paper it helps but i dont do any because its so hard to do that stuff.

I love your voice ❤

This is my life my mother even hits me stay stronge

Thank you for putting into words what I have recently experienced with a man and with my close family. It broke me apart. I'm still healing.

This is really relatable, thank you for saying the words I couldn't say 😔

My aunt and uncle, hit me, that lied to my parents, they screamed ad me, if we were driving, and I was on my phone me uncle would say “DONT LOOK ON THE PHONE, LOOK OUT OF THE WINDOW” they hurt me Today I have trauma, I’m scared if someone just lift a finger, and I don’t look on my phone in a car anymore, and I like are on my phone all day, but in a car no....even if I’m with my parents I cannot look at my phone, I’m scared that someone would lie to me, they broke me... I’m trying to get better but it’s hurts so much😔

I got hurt by my best friend and everything was my fault as she said😢 I blame myself for everything. Now she bullies me. Honestly I need someone to just tell me everything will be fine😳

I've had someone who hurt me emotionally almost everyday..he would mess with my feelings, wouldn't care how I felt, knew I still loved him but tried to make me jealous, even if I fell apart..and, I knew if we were to date again, he'd flirt with someone else...I know most people have been through worse, but I just felt so empty about it. I've never been good with explaining how I felt in words. But, after listening to this, it helped me understand a bit of what I'm feeling. Thank you for making this audio, it really touched my heart. ^-^

Wow I love this, a lot of women like myself don’t know how to truly express this pain and feelings…. Thank you

I just broke up with the girl i loved the most, but I couldn't be with her because she hurt me. She's changed to a really bad person and I hate it, I'm wondering when will her old self come back..

i love you🥺💔💔😭

this hit so badly. it really explains how i’ve felt these past months. thank you for making this. i finally figured out how i feel. i hope you’re okay

to whoever is reading this, you may hear this all the time. im sorry if u do becuz ur still feeling that pain. but just know, you are going to be ok. its going to take some time, but u cant give up. its gonna be a long long time, but thats just life. thats how time works. Its scary, i know, im still there. but know u are not alone. millions of people as well as teenagers feel the exact same thing u do. and no one in this entire world goes through absolute happiness. everyone gets sad, anxious, scared, etc. as much as we all want to skip through time or end it all already, deep down we are all scared. afraid of how those who we truly will be affected. some people just dont understand why we shut people out, why we lie about how we are truly feeling inside, how broken we are, how lost we feel, how numb we get. i am 13 and should not be going through such pain. but its normal, and it scares me to know its normal for people my age and possibly lower could feel this way. just know there are people to talk to, there are people who can help. you shouldnt lock everyone out. dont make yourself feel trapped, find someone who can help you escape. find your key. and in the end, we may be depressed, but we are still some bad bitches🥺 So whoever is reading this, just know: i love you. Idc who you are, i love you. and i know you needed to hear that. so... i love you babes, and dont ever think otherwise😠💕

This explains everything I'm going through and I just can't

I love these videos, I would love to add the translation in Italian, if you enable the community's help to the videos

The pain is temporary but its really killing me now. THIS SO SAD.

I started listening to you today..I love the audios....they help me though my pain...my depression....it’s just helps me....it’s just amazing to see how my mother breaks me down into millions and millions of pieces....

She : I am broken Me: you need a screwdriver! Lol

Why some ppl dont understand what they have donee😭🥺

this is scarily accurate to my situation right now. i brought up some aspects of a relationship with my ex, ( sui baiting, possessiveness, stalking ) that weren’t okay, and they got upset with me. i told my friends about it because i needed help to see that it was.. i gave alternatives, but ultimately, they let me go. and then they go and say that this was my fault, to the point where i think it is. this hasn’t been my first rodeo with relationships like that, and now i’m too scared to let myself love again- whether it be myself, or someone else.

Sometimes it just really sucks, I’m supposed to be this perfect child; don’t cry, smile, be polite, ignore others. I got bullied for 3 years, it was the same routine everyday. I started writing about how I felt in a little book, I still have it. I hoped that if I just acted happy things would change, but they got worse and now I’m stuck in a life of lies and fake smiles.

I really dont know what to do.. I just feel unimportant.. I am useless... 😭😭

I can relate to this so much But instead of It a beeing a toxic love relationship It was a friend “Nothing happened” “Nothing is wrong” “It’s more your fault” Boolshit I did nothing She replaced me bullies me uses me like a piece of paper she can rip apart and tape together when she needs it. She left me broken. So broken that I can’t stop thinking about her and that I had to move schools Everyone in the class said I was being a crybaby And hated me for venting “Do you know what privacy means” Well yes But she doesnt know what being nice means I wanna scream I want to cry But I can’t scream my parents would come to my room and be worried I can’t cry bc i have no more tears to cry She left me broken ..

That happen to me :( it’s ok to cry it out because u deserve someone better :)

This hit deep.. I understand what you’re going through.. couple days ago I cried because he didn’t understand me. He just didn’t see what I was saying. I couldn’t understand why he could move on so quick and yet still have the nerve to lie to me.. it hurts me. How he could easily say “I love you” to another girl. It all hurts.

My name is isabel i have no hope but i need hope i have anxiety and trust issues im nothing but shit

0:40 to 1:25 👌

How perfectly it has written down.. Everything relate to me my situation my pain😢my heartbreak .. Why it happened i still wandered most of the time that its becomes so hard to stand up again like before.. Where did the story went wrong overall

reading through these comments.. i’ve realized how subtle my heartbreak is. actually though. i have no reason to be crying this much. but it still hurts you know? it still hurts a lot, well enough for me to stop hoping at least.

1:31 to 2:00 👌

I know that feeling 😭 the emptiness the fear the sadness Why can it end I’m. Smiling I’m fine I’m not IM GOING INSANE I’m fine I’m not I just wanna be happy 😭 If things get better why are they getting worse? Roses care red violets are blue love is dead and I will be to in a minute or two :) Why love me? Why not hate me? Why not kill me? Why not help me die :) -Emily

i feel this sm. stuff happened with an ex bff and every single this is so true. im legit crying. well i hope everyone is well

I was in a relationship of lies cheating abuse you name it I went through it.I can’t move on he’s destroyed my life no confidence no self respect anymore I don’t no me.He broke that good and proper.All the hurtful things still go round in my head.And I wish I could save someone else from going through this with him.

i want to show my ex best friend this

Goodmorning beautiful I am asking you if you can talk to me please I am so stress and depression and anxiety hitting me so hard everyday it's really bothering me 😭if you don't want it's ok I mean I know I hurt you with nasty words but I even told I take back everything I said and I said I am very very sorry I apologise I mean you know I always do.if you don't want I understand.just know that I love and care for you and two kids so much.just remember this when I first told you it that you and two kids are very very special in my heart forever and that no one can ever change or replace or remove you and two kids from my heart I promise and swear to that cause up till now and it's killing me slowly.did you forget that I was going through alot already I just never want it to tell you cause I know you were stressing to I mean did you forget that I'm still trying to get over my son death and then with problem with my guys all and family all turning on me cause I push them all away just for you remember that sweetheart I mean you really forgot that I'm not even over my son death and you left me in the dark and cold I mean I'm very very sorry I hope one day you will find it in your heart to forgive me cause I can't take anymore hurt and pain in me.just know I forgive you from my heart sweetheart and that I love and care for you and two kids so much I miss you so much sweetheart.if you won't talk to me so please takecare of yourself and two kids please and always besafe with everything you doing 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭💔💔💔💔💔💔💔🙏☝🏻😭😭

tysm for this, I hope you've gotten better

Hey person scrolling through the comments i know u don’t know me but just know what you are going through WILL end, u WILL get over this just... don’t give up, okay if ur going to ever promise me something it’s that u will NEVER give up bc giving up just gives ur pain to others... it’s sad but true. You are amazing and beautiful you are the only u.Dont get upset with urself and do something u will regret bc there is and will only be one of you so dont waste it 🥺❤️👍

RlP 💔😭

First one :") ilvy i talked to u in Instagram and u didnt replied

She hurt me so bad and this is what I needed just to hear others struggle as well I feel so alone and unwanted

This is amazing I’ve been really sad lately because of a break up And this hit me in the feels Thank you so much

My name is Samantha My name in the bible means "listener" and yet I have a hard time listening through all the voices in my head My names Greek meaning is "flower' flowers are beautiful. But do I feel beautiful? No... My name in Hebrew meaning is "Heard by god" But do I feel heard? No! Does anyone one listen to me? NO! Does anyone try to make me feel better? NO! Does anyone see past my flaws? ... No. At least not anymore...

Very very beautiful and loving poetry.wow this made me think about everything that went on with this very very beautiful sweet sexy hot loving I met.if this is to me really I mean I'm not blaming you with it all I only said words to you just know from deep down in my heart I am so sorry.remember I told you the day I hurt you is the day I end my life I don't deserve to be alive knowing I hurt you so please I pray and hope one day you will find it in your heart to forgive me and if you do thank you even if you don't thank you and I'm very very sorry.just know too I forgive you I promise and swear.so please be happy with the two kids and your husband and your new born baby congrats thank you but I understand everything no worries please takecare of yourself and two kids always and besafe with everything you doing please cause me it won't be long remember I only want it to talk were we both can put a closer to yand put it behind us.i love you and care for you and two kids so much 😭💔I miss you so much 😭😭😭😭💔💔💔

I met this boy. And I was young so I saw how cute and funny he was and fell......for him. He brought me confidence and a joy to live bc I suffer from depression anxiety disorder and I crave love bc I didn't have any for myself. I was doing good and then the rumors started coming in from his ex's and other people I didn't know who to believe so I didn't ask about it. He starts to hangout with his ex and he left me.....more broken then ever. I was so heartbroken I couldn't even walk. Then weeks past he starts to talk to me more. Then we get back together at that point I was so happy he was there bc he became a drug for me. Then he left me again and this time I was numb. I couldn't cry, I couldn't talk, I couldn't move. I was so sad bc I would think about his touch and I was just going crazy. His sister is my bsf now. So I went over to spend the night. He was there. He flirted and would hug me and it brought me back. He made me laugh. He cuddled me, he even kissed me. But he has a gf I found out and I didn't break.....I shatered. I acted like I was ok but I wasnt. And that was last week....I can't stop feeling numb. And yes sometimes I do cry but I can't believe he did it to me again.....I will try not to get back with him

Sadly I can relate. I hope you’re doing okay.. My mother left me when I was about 9 and I couldn’t tell how I felt and as I got older she stopped calling, and texting, and visiting. She walked out and found someone else to spend her time with. To give her love and cherished memories to them. It’s sad really. But , You shouldnt dwell to much on sadness. Even if, it’s scary.. and hard, and complicated to fix yourself you should try to get better because there are people who will treat you better. Who will love you. Who wont leave you.

Everyone here fighting there emotions & struggling with whatever there going through .. remember how beautiful and amazing you are ! How amazing your future is going to be ! How much you are loved ! We love you ! You are a unique soul in a crazy world !! Remember your place & fight this battle you got this beautiful!! We can fight this ! I promise you better days are coming and you will live laugh & love to the fullest 💗💗💗

I want to say this my dad My parents are divorced but I still feel hurt when I think about him. For 11 f***ing years he didn't want me, my siblings, and my mom so we left him. When I was 12 years old I got mad or sad when someone mentioned him or his name. Now I'm 13 and I still don't care for him, but my mom replaced him with someone who treats me like I'm his own daughter. I have a male friend who loves me and cares for me, but he isn't just a friend, he is my brother and I love him as one. He makes me feel special and for the 12 years that I've known him, he is a wonderful person a he knows what i have gone through because he went through it too I LOVE PEOPLE WHO HAVE AT LEAST ONE PERSON THAT IS ALWAYS THERE FOR THEM.💙

Best suitable voilmail to me, this is what i have been searching for :) thank you

Pain doesn't end....it gets stronger everyday...Even tho we look happy on the outside... we're dying on the inside.