Em Beihold - Numb Little Bug

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Em Beihold

Em Beihold

2 жыл бұрын

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►Lyrics:
I don’t feel a single thing
Have the pills done too much
Haven’t caught up with my friends in weeks
And now we’re outta touch
I’ve been driving in LA
And the world it feels too big
Like a floating ball that’s bound to break
Snap my psyche like a twig
And I just wanna see
If you feel the same as me
Do you ever get a little bit tired of life
Like you’re not really happy but you don’t wanna die
Like you’re hanging by a thread but you gotta survive cuz u gotta survive
Like your body’s in the room but you’re not really there
Like you have empathy inside but you don’t really care
Like your fresh outta love but it’s been in the air
Am I past repair
A little bit tired of tryin’ to care when I don’t
A little bit tired of quick repairs to cope
A little bit tired of sinkin’
There’s water in my boat
I’m barely breathin’
Tryna stay afloat
So I got these
Quick repairs to cope
Guess I’m just broken and broke
The prescriptions on its way
With a name I can’t pronounce
And the dose I gotta take
Boy I wish that I could count
Cuz I just wanna see
If this could make me happy
Do you ever get a little bit tired of life
Like you’re not really happy but you don’t wanna die
Like you’re hanging by a thread but you gotta survive cuz ya gotta survive
Like your body’s in the room but you’re not really there
Like you have empathy inside but you don’t really care
Like your fresh outta love but it’s been in the air
Am I past repair
A little bit tired of tryin’ to care when I don’t
A little bit tired of quick repairs to cope
A little bit tired of sinking
there’s water in my boat
I’m barely breathin’
Tryna stay afloat
So I got these
Quick repairs to cope
Do you ever get a little bit tired of life
Like you’re not really happy but you don’t wanna die
Like a numb little bug that’s gotta survive
That’s gotta survive
#EmBeihold #NumbLittleBug
Music video by Em Beihold performing Numb Little Bug. © 2022 Republic Records, a division of UMG Recordings, Inc. (Moon Projects, LLC)

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@raely2791
@raely2791 Жыл бұрын
'Like you're not really happy but you don't wanna die' It's fascinating how one song can really make you say 'thank God it's not only me'.
@Twistedheart619
@Twistedheart619 Жыл бұрын
You’re not alone in your totally loved. I know exactly how you feel.❤
@_pandaisthebest_7250
@_pandaisthebest_7250 Жыл бұрын
​@@adil0028 It's more like empathy. It's good for someone to support you through a difficult time rather than being left alone to battle it for yourself.
@victoriaR587
@victoriaR587 Жыл бұрын
I know, I feel like that as well
@user-wu2de8xc6o
@user-wu2de8xc6o Жыл бұрын
I feel that too and totally relate.
@kyleypayne7432
@kyleypayne7432 Жыл бұрын
Is your moms name Brittany ?
@LucyHemmings
@LucyHemmings Жыл бұрын
It’s a comfortable feeling knowing how you feel was put into words. Because we all know how it’s sometimes hard to describe.
@scottbeenfound8377
@scottbeenfound8377 Жыл бұрын
amen to that
@doctheboat7075
@doctheboat7075 Жыл бұрын
Ye
@scottbeenfound8377
@scottbeenfound8377 Жыл бұрын
@Volleyball gurl I've listened to this song over and over and each time it makes me feel a little bit better knowing that I'm not alone in this struggle.
@Gucocdyrs
@Gucocdyrs Жыл бұрын
Yeah
@4thofjulyfamily
@4thofjulyfamily Жыл бұрын
*THIS.*
@SS_STUTOO
@SS_STUTOO Ай бұрын
俺の今を歌ってんのか?ってくらい歌詞の全てが自分に当てはまって、共感できて辛さと心地良さが同時に襲って来てる。これ聴いてもうちょい生きてみるよ。
@user-zz4kn8qz6j
@user-zz4kn8qz6j Ай бұрын
もうちょい、もうちょい、って生きてたらきっといつかいい方に転ぶよ そう願ってます
@childeofepickness
@childeofepickness 24 күн бұрын
🫂 we can get through this together
@user-oj4wv1sh5e
@user-oj4wv1sh5e 10 күн бұрын
same totaly can relate
@gabinafe2703
@gabinafe2703 9 күн бұрын
I came here to tell you that I love you, you have a HUGE value for me, a value that NO money can afford. Before I created the world, you were already a plan and a dream in my heart. You are never alone! We went through everything together. Whether it's good or bad, happy or sad. I am ALWAYS with you, even if you don't understand! You are very special to me. Before I chose you, I already knew all your sins, all your defects, all your limitations, but that didn't stop me from shedding my blood on that cross for you. Your mistakes and defects have not stopped me from loving you and NEVER go. I bought you with blood! Do you really think I would give up on you? You have no idea how much I love you! Your smile is beautiful, just like everything about you. You are important, just like everything you do. You are not what the enemy and people say about you, you are what I say about you. I know that things are not easy, but you cannot give up. I'm by your side going through it all with you. No pain is greater than you can bear. It may be difficult now, but your victory will come! I said and I will do! You don't have to be afraid. I am always working on your behalf, making everything work together for your good. Your successes don't add my love, and your mistakes don't diminish it. My love is immutable! Talk to me more, tell me everything, I love to hear your voice, I love to know the world through your eyes❤ When I don't have the strength to walk, I'll carry you in my lap! ❤ I will never give up on you. I love you more than myself. -Jesus @cartasdoproprioamor. .
@edwardelric290
@edwardelric290 7 күн бұрын
Bro u still survive?😅
@quitequeerquesadilla
@quitequeerquesadilla 2 жыл бұрын
I really appreciate how she emphasizes the actual _degree_ of numbness in the chorus-a little bit tired of life, but not exhausted. Not really happy, but not to the point that you want to die. A little bit tired of trying to care when I don't, quick repairs to cope, sinking when there's water in my boat. It's that part that feels the most relatable to me. Something is wrong and I know it is, but I'm still capable of functioning. It's not quite at the stage of being completely beyond repair yet. Just... mildly numb.
@carolinekolb5632
@carolinekolb5632 2 жыл бұрын
thanks you love you my love
@tkwandrew
@tkwandrew 2 жыл бұрын
I hope u ok
@emmasworld2007
@emmasworld2007 2 жыл бұрын
i love that
@hermione9030
@hermione9030 2 жыл бұрын
i know right!
@hppityhp4106
@hppityhp4106 2 жыл бұрын
Yeah, I agree Most songs go for complete rock bottom, or being at the top of the world, which can be relatable for some people, but this just kinda clicks
@masongodin767
@masongodin767 2 жыл бұрын
"like you have empathy inside but you don't really care" hits so hard
@TitaniumTronic
@TitaniumTronic Жыл бұрын
I'm the "I have empathy and care inside but pretend not to care"
@rip_320
@rip_320 Жыл бұрын
I’m the “I have empathy and care but can’t be bothered to care”.
@Nox312
@Nox312 Жыл бұрын
I’m the “Cant feel shit inside anymore, but has to pretend to care”
@alvinrogergonzalez8552
@alvinrogergonzalez8552 Жыл бұрын
I dont know what emphaty means
@masongodin767
@masongodin767 Жыл бұрын
@@alvinrogergonzalez8552 noun. the ability to understand and share the feelings of another.
@kylerkhoo1371
@kylerkhoo1371 4 ай бұрын
2024 anyone?
@Im_chicken-man
@Im_chicken-man 2 ай бұрын
나! me!
@dinito8647
@dinito8647 2 ай бұрын
Me
@Itz_Yuki-2014
@Itz_Yuki-2014 2 ай бұрын
Meee
@NOOB-ld3sy
@NOOB-ld3sy 2 ай бұрын
Yes
@Bakugou_notkachan2334
@Bakugou_notkachan2334 2 ай бұрын
Me!
@mattcoyle1620
@mattcoyle1620 Ай бұрын
What’s sad is that the artist is sad about how many people relate to many of these lyrics. Makes sense. This is a powerful song but not a happy one; not one you’d want people to relate to. All I can say is that I am glad this song exists, and people feel seen/heard, and I wish the best to everyone.
@laikristine2153
@laikristine2153 12 күн бұрын
agreed!
@sargunmehta5020
@sargunmehta5020 6 ай бұрын
This song beautifully captures the bittersweet experience of feeling emotionally detached yet yearning for connection. It's a haunting melody that resonates with anyone who's ever felt lost in their own emotions. The song's raw honesty invites us to acknowledge and embrace our vulnerabilities, creating a deeply relatable and moving musical experience.
@alexwolff9395
@alexwolff9395 4 ай бұрын
yea...... didnt think id randomly find a song to tear up heavily to because every line mirrored how i feel rn, lost.
@dhamgayesahil
@dhamgayesahil 4 ай бұрын
I was having trouble making out what I was feeling, thanks to you I now know, emotionally detached yet yearning for connection🤌
@hardtymz2517
@hardtymz2517 3 ай бұрын
this is the theme song for us introverts. literally!
@Love_light629
@Love_light629 3 ай бұрын
The first line you wrote is beautiful
@irisnub_9507
@irisnub_9507 2 жыл бұрын
"Do you ever get a little bit tired of life- Like your not really happy but you don't wanna die" Couldn't have said it better myself, so accurate. Quote of my year😍
@pho3nixsong926
@pho3nixsong926 2 жыл бұрын
Same, but here's to working towards a new quote!
@b30mberries
@b30mberries 2 жыл бұрын
Quackity pfp:D
@candyangel_OvO
@candyangel_OvO 2 жыл бұрын
Me too
@leakhenachhour7472
@leakhenachhour7472 2 жыл бұрын
Yessssssss just same same bro
@richardmorphine8686
@richardmorphine8686 2 жыл бұрын
this song sucks
@PhillipThompson82
@PhillipThompson82 2 жыл бұрын
This song is truly a masterpiece In describing the feeling of hopelessness. It isn’t just catchy, it’s impactful.
@Jamesroll5366
@Jamesroll5366 2 жыл бұрын
wtf this is not even that deep
@Krybabyyyy
@Krybabyyyy 2 жыл бұрын
@@Jamesroll5366 To some people it is, as for me it is very relatable.
@Sushisink
@Sushisink 2 жыл бұрын
@@Jamesroll5366 clearly your just super happy with yourself being rude. let other people can say what they want and this song is very relatable
@Jamesroll5366
@Jamesroll5366 2 жыл бұрын
@@Sushisink idgaf
@amberpamber1582
@amberpamber1582 2 жыл бұрын
I thought that it was so catchy!!! lol thats a good thing
@phinebarphiri2303
@phinebarphiri2303 Ай бұрын
It's cute how this song doesn't have any bad words or adult things it's just a happy sad song which you can vibe on and make you wanna dance and be free
@Myke_thehuman
@Myke_thehuman Ай бұрын
...I keep forgetting that children are on the Internet....
@John_Laurens
@John_Laurens 2 күн бұрын
@@Myke_thehumanSAMEEE
@thetruestarking20000
@thetruestarking20000 Ай бұрын
I honestly can’t remember a time in my life I didn’t deeply hate myself. I have OCD and moderate depression, and every single day is a day of profound fear, anger at myself, and despair at how empty my life has been and continues to be. Yet despite everything, I keep rolling along hoping one day I will have the strength to control my own fate and not feel this unbearable weight on my soul anymore. I can relate to this song in a way that I rarely can with other depression songs.
@jonathanwilliams365
@jonathanwilliams365 Ай бұрын
stay strong, we may be at the bottom but eventually we will grow to the top🔥
@yunaakabane7457
@yunaakabane7457 23 күн бұрын
dear I don't know about you beliefs or ... but let me tell you one simple truth . I know there being an afterlife or a god or other things sometimes may sound ridiculous but that's how it is. you should know that you will never loose anything and you're free so the only thing about life is that you have to grow up and survive from your own fears. that's it :)
@Benstoeglobber
@Benstoeglobber 7 ай бұрын
"But you gotta survive because you gotta survive" That line hit fr, it's exactly how I feel!
@MikaelaTufts
@MikaelaTufts 4 ай бұрын
Very much same. I know it’s been awhile since you said this, so I just wanted to check in on you. How are you doing now? It’s ok if things still suck. I’m proud of you for fighting.❤️🫂
@-TitanSpeakerman-
@-TitanSpeakerman- 3 ай бұрын
@@MikaelaTufts since ur checking n on sum1, it's only rite sum1 checks n on u, 2! ur on this song and got compassion for the op here, so u prolly seen some shit, 2! hope ur ok and wishing u the best!
@MikaelaTufts
@MikaelaTufts 3 ай бұрын
@@-TitanSpeakerman- Aww, thank you. That’s very kind of you. I appreciate it.❤️ Same to you. I’m here for you.❤️🫂
@StudyBestie-zr9pg
@StudyBestie-zr9pg 3 ай бұрын
@@-TitanSpeakerman- hey there 🌻 It's me , a random person on internet , Just wanted to say How are you ? 💫🤍 I really hope you are doing well 🍃✨ Sending hugs 🤗🌸
@-TitanSpeakerman-
@-TitanSpeakerman- 3 ай бұрын
@@StudyBestie-zr9pg been better, but making it! i'll b ok, tho. hope ur doing well, 2, and ty! *hugs*
@WendySchroederDenverCo
@WendySchroederDenverCo 2 жыл бұрын
I'm an old lady. I'm turning 65 next month. She described exactly what I'm feeling. I'm going to listen to this song a lot this year. I love it!
@adrestia1275
@adrestia1275 2 жыл бұрын
Hope it gets better💙
@chaoticrin
@chaoticrin 2 жыл бұрын
@@flamefirestarterr ?
@LovelySingsyt
@LovelySingsyt 2 жыл бұрын
@@flamefirestarterr rude ass
@Yt26378
@Yt26378 2 жыл бұрын
Periodddt
@dariarampelt1398
@dariarampelt1398 2 жыл бұрын
I hope things look up for you soon Wendy.
@Love_light629
@Love_light629 3 ай бұрын
This is THE most relatable songs of all times!
@ikittygirl
@ikittygirl 5 ай бұрын
I feel glad to know that this song (this video of it, at least) is a year old now. It means that more people can enjoy this song and feel comforted by the thought that there's someone else who knows their pain. It can get more awareness the longer it's around. Thank you, Em. ❤
@user-ht4wo1qh4v
@user-ht4wo1qh4v 5 ай бұрын
this song is literally my life questioning the point of life criticising the human race feeling unwanted but wanted at the same time people rushing to tell me i can talk about everything with em but then reassure me im talking nonsense or being selfish or overacting about not being wanted not wanting to tell anyone cos they may think im sucicidal when IM NOT. (figure out if im trying to be funny or not)
@justinbridgez
@justinbridgez 5 ай бұрын
i believe its a bit older as the version i used to listen to didnt have a music video but im glad people have found it. and enjoy it like me and every other numb lil bug does. as we all can be numb lil bug at times, regardless.
@nauikunart
@nauikunart Жыл бұрын
This lady deserves more recognition.
@THECOOLONES659
@THECOOLONES659 Жыл бұрын
I agree! Millions!
@dheisnaanaidupiragash
@dheisnaanaidupiragash 11 ай бұрын
I agree
@noellaseahxinenbeaconprisc1410
@noellaseahxinenbeaconprisc1410 10 ай бұрын
It’s ‘Em Beihold but I REALLY agree!!!
@maximosaucedo676
@maximosaucedo676 9 ай бұрын
Yes
@Whex_Whex
@Whex_Whex 9 ай бұрын
Her and jack stauber
@jasmineparra8876
@jasmineparra8876 2 жыл бұрын
Genuinely such a creative and beautiful artist- i am so glad i have found her songs, and this one has especially hit close to the heart. (:
@alexandriav3956
@alexandriav3956 2 жыл бұрын
Yes!! I’ve been listening to her music all morning.
@8088I
@8088I 2 жыл бұрын
"Julia Ioffe" is the "Em Beihold" of Putin's song, "The Numb Little 'KGB' Bug!" Haha! Riveting!! kzfaq.info/get/bejne/obl-opV3tbeogas.html
@kix9345
@kix9345 2 жыл бұрын
Same!
@vivekdhanade
@vivekdhanade 2 жыл бұрын
Same 😀
@laurengrace1930
@laurengrace1930 2 жыл бұрын
I love this song
@user-zs3jd5ig1w
@user-zs3jd5ig1w 2 ай бұрын
To people struggling right now I know things might be hard right now but i promise you now you will get through. Your family love and care about you even if it doesn't seem like it sometimes. Just remember your worth it and i believe in you💗
@MiPPO-MiC-
@MiPPO-MiC- 2 ай бұрын
❤❤
@HaileyVargas-hb5sj
@HaileyVargas-hb5sj Ай бұрын
May 2024 anybody?
@rruklasowicz395
@rruklasowicz395 20 күн бұрын
yup
@eleureinl6908
@eleureinl6908 19 күн бұрын
Yesssss
@_BLAZEEY
@_BLAZEEY 19 күн бұрын
Meee
@Maya-tv7kc
@Maya-tv7kc 18 күн бұрын
Yassss
@ff_1809
@ff_1809 18 күн бұрын
Meeee
@potatoes6038
@potatoes6038 Жыл бұрын
This song describes how I've been feeling this entire past year. I just feel life is going on, I don't interact with people anymore. I don't necessarily feel sad but it's more like I just exist to exist.
@howardlee4210
@howardlee4210 Жыл бұрын
Same I felt that way when I first moved into college last year. Like I didn't really belong anywhere just passing day by day, waiting for it to finish.
@xPearlz
@xPearlz Жыл бұрын
I feel you, I'll be there for you 💖
@Jamesroll5366
@Jamesroll5366 Жыл бұрын
This song is below average
@gabrael1989
@gabrael1989 Жыл бұрын
Sometimes i forget that i exist
@strawburrys4920
@strawburrys4920 Жыл бұрын
Same
@panashechapasuka7479
@panashechapasuka7479 2 жыл бұрын
Not only is the song vibey and addictive, the song has a message, the lyrics have meaning, she has created a masterpiece 🔥
@chloes5043
@chloes5043 2 жыл бұрын
Couldn't agree more !
@alicel9631
@alicel9631 2 жыл бұрын
She really has made a masterpiece 💖
@selvianaahmad8483
@selvianaahmad8483 2 жыл бұрын
Does the whole world feel the same way? Cuz I do. 🥺
@alicel9631
@alicel9631 2 жыл бұрын
@Mr Shaq Ty for sharing with this with me.
@Red_therian
@Red_therian 2 ай бұрын
It’s crazy how much this one song means
@collins0052
@collins0052 5 ай бұрын
It’s nice to hear someone else have the words you didn’t have for that feeling…Like I’ll just be standing with my friends and be “out of it” and when they ask whats wrong I just tell them “im out of it” and thats all I could really say😞 So Big thanks for making something that everyone can relate to🥰
@hsmomofmany9022
@hsmomofmany9022 2 жыл бұрын
"Do you ever get tired of life, but you don't want to die" That is EXACTLY how I feel almost every day. It's a great song. Really relatable. I suffer from depression, anxiety, Trust issues and multipole learning disorders. This song helped me get through lots of hard days.
@Jamesroll5366
@Jamesroll5366 2 жыл бұрын
tf is that suppose to mean
@victorias4112
@victorias4112 2 жыл бұрын
Omg me too, I almost broke down in tears when i heard this part
@prettynpink3092
@prettynpink3092 2 жыл бұрын
@@Jamesroll5366 shut up
@gsse6629
@gsse6629 2 жыл бұрын
I dont think i have depression i just am not happy i guess? Like not wanting to live but not wanting to die. Its interesting because i can be happy sometimes (1/7 days)
@Frost-tu3lv
@Frost-tu3lv 2 жыл бұрын
Bro same dude
@rcj416
@rcj416 2 жыл бұрын
Just love how she portrays a happy surrounding because most people that battle depression mask how they are feeling inside. Seeing happiness is not equal to being happy. Depression is really complex and to identify.
@llogan21
@llogan21 2 жыл бұрын
kzfaq.info/get/bejne/mrKEZ7KFyrXciIE.html
@flirtyflo6216
@flirtyflo6216 2 жыл бұрын
Twenty one pilots do that a lot. Upbeat instrumental but sad lyrics
@cashper917
@cashper917 2 жыл бұрын
Remember, depression is treatable.
@MiloMurphysLaw
@MiloMurphysLaw 2 жыл бұрын
@@cashper917 no it’s not
@nyx476
@nyx476 2 жыл бұрын
@@MiloMurphysLaw yes it is! With medication and therapy. It’s absolutely exhausting and sucks but it is manageable. I’ve been struggling for years and it doesn’t go away completely but is definitely able to be treated and managed!
@raneemhijazi1690
@raneemhijazi1690 6 ай бұрын
It’s been almost 2 years now since I first heard this song. I’ve had many ups and downs but the lyrics of this song have always reminded me that I’m not alone or estranged by the way I feel. Thank you for putting the chaos of emotions into words
@gabbav1019
@gabbav1019 5 ай бұрын
I heard this song the first time on the radio when I was driving home with my mom. It felt like everything paused for bit because I couldn't believe the lyrics. I the first part of the chorus "Do you ever get little bit tired of life, like you're not really happy but you don't wanna die" hit hard. There have been so many times where I've gotten so upset but I never wanna end it. And as time's gone on, I just keep relating more and more. Thanks Em, for letting me know that I'm not alone.
@Xavierpng
@Xavierpng 2 жыл бұрын
I found this on tiktok shortly before the whole song was released and I love every version of it. It really describes my depression and anxiety I am fighting right now.
@joyamorgomez6330
@joyamorgomez6330 2 жыл бұрын
Mine to
@justagalwhocomments
@justagalwhocomments 2 жыл бұрын
Didn’t know bots had depression!
@gergergergergerge7
@gergergergergerge7 2 жыл бұрын
y tf are u verified?!
@Niko0000
@Niko0000 2 жыл бұрын
@@justagalwhocomments is it a bit?
@terriblefrosting
@terriblefrosting 2 жыл бұрын
yar, now hold on to that exact feeling into your 50s. It gets WEIRD.
@BricBender
@BricBender Жыл бұрын
"Like your body’s in the room but you’re not really there Like you have empathy inside but you don’t really care" -These lines are are the ones that hit home.
@ninjasheeps3690
@ninjasheeps3690 Жыл бұрын
Feeling like a spectator watching your Autopilot make bad decisions
@cameron-jdennis8636
@cameron-jdennis8636 Жыл бұрын
Same
@theskepticalpangolininther3538
@theskepticalpangolininther3538 Жыл бұрын
fr
@Butterflyonlife
@Butterflyonlife Жыл бұрын
Honestly same 😮‍💨
@jadensus
@jadensus Жыл бұрын
same
@Therainlover258
@Therainlover258 8 күн бұрын
"Your body's in the room but you're not really there. You have empathy inside but you don't really care" -My life 24/7 365
@nmoney6655
@nmoney6655 4 ай бұрын
As someone who suffers with depression and anxiety and other mental illnesses I don’t have anything to fall back on now that I’m not in Drama Club anymore but this is naturally making me feel better
@purplecowsparkles
@purplecowsparkles 2 жыл бұрын
This song just hits a little too close to home. Luckily I've been better recently, but this song described perfectly how I felt only a couple years ago. Got a little teary eyed.
@tommy-bh6us
@tommy-bh6us 2 жыл бұрын
This is how I feel exactly…
@euniceenrera_mua
@euniceenrera_mua 2 жыл бұрын
How did you do it?
@laurengrippaldi7424
@laurengrippaldi7424 2 жыл бұрын
me too
@abajah2804
@abajah2804 2 жыл бұрын
🤗💝🤍
@abbyanyi2369
@abbyanyi2369 2 жыл бұрын
@@tommy-bh6us Same
@MilkTeaASMR
@MilkTeaASMR 2 жыл бұрын
I wish we had more songs that raised awareness for mental health struggles and were actually very good like this one. Loved this!
@Hobblet
@Hobblet 2 жыл бұрын
There’s a band called AJR that does exactly that :)
@MilkTeaASMR
@MilkTeaASMR 2 жыл бұрын
@@Hobblet ooh thank you for that juicy morsel, Max!
@Hobblet
@Hobblet 2 жыл бұрын
@@MilkTeaASMR yea u bet! They are one of my favorites bands ever!
@chelsealink9091
@chelsealink9091 2 жыл бұрын
@@Hobblet love AJR!
@trixie_likes_shipping
@trixie_likes_shipping 2 жыл бұрын
so true and its been difficult with anxiety and these songs really help☺️
@Ngcobo_twinz
@Ngcobo_twinz Ай бұрын
Who's here in May 2024?❤
@Twoja.Truskawa
@Twoja.Truskawa Ай бұрын
Me
@mrpandapr4880
@mrpandapr4880 Ай бұрын
;)
@lachlantaylor9454
@lachlantaylor9454 27 күн бұрын
Yes
@gabriellepetalsforthesoul7595
@gabriellepetalsforthesoul7595 27 күн бұрын
Me
@_BLAZEEY
@_BLAZEEY 25 күн бұрын
Me
@Imenchaca16
@Imenchaca16 6 ай бұрын
Em really gets over looked because of her pure genius creativity in her songs. She deserves more credit and recognition. Love her music
@joshuavarghese8228
@joshuavarghese8228 Жыл бұрын
She literally spoke my mind and I can't help but feel a little bit comfort that there are people who feel the same.
@yousefgebremichael2879
@yousefgebremichael2879 Жыл бұрын
Ikr
@tehr6809
@tehr6809 Жыл бұрын
your not alone 😗
@anchineliu5914
@anchineliu5914 Жыл бұрын
Exactly, it's so nice to hear it sung and related to
@monkeyboy6312
@monkeyboy6312 Жыл бұрын
i feel you
@adzukibean2190
@adzukibean2190 Жыл бұрын
I feel exactly like this. It’s hard to describe to my friends, so I made up a word for it. I call it feeling “crunchy”
@Blackpinksway
@Blackpinksway Жыл бұрын
Some songs actually show that we don't suffer alone
@teheaddict
@teheaddict Жыл бұрын
we dont.
@reddragon547
@reddragon547 Жыл бұрын
Yeah
@jasminesavard5974
@jasminesavard5974 Жыл бұрын
True
@narjadamjanovic304
@narjadamjanovic304 Жыл бұрын
Yes, there is so alot of people who suffer out there.😢
@vivigavrieli6598
@vivigavrieli6598 Жыл бұрын
Honestly tho
@johnnyatmosphere3460
@johnnyatmosphere3460 2 ай бұрын
Thanks Em Beihold for eloquently verbalizing the deep emotions I could never bring into words, I’m glad I’m not the only one that experiences this.
@ogosi-
@ogosi- Ай бұрын
It's illegal to create a song this relatable and close to heart (:
@dorothyhickerson1569
@dorothyhickerson1569 Жыл бұрын
This song so accurately describes how most people truly feel with depression. The problem is many hide it to well so others never see it. But people don’t really want to see it because it makes the uncomfortable and they just want everything to be “happy” for people so they don’t have to think about changing their lives to help that person feel better. Where are those true and committed people who are willing to put their lives on hold to help their “friends” get through the hard times (and I mean put in the hard time, work, dedication and support to go the entire journey of mental health struggles. I haven’t met many.
@SamsPizza598
@SamsPizza598 Жыл бұрын
same i have deep family issues and i just feel like ending it all
@noahlevreau3061
@noahlevreau3061 Жыл бұрын
Story of my life. hiding how depressed i was from myself until i couldn't take it anymore
@heha3525
@heha3525 Жыл бұрын
Luckily my friends are those people. I got lucky and I thank whoever is up there every day for it.
@heha3525
@heha3525 Жыл бұрын
@@SamsPizza598 it’s not worth it. People out there care about you. You might not know it but they exist. I felt like that too. I know how it feels to want to end it. I am forever happy I didn’t go through. I know it will get better. If I could I would give you a hug. If it feels like no one cares about you, just remember I do. It gets better.
@409Henry
@409Henry Жыл бұрын
Jesus love’s you and died for your sin’s repent God Bless
@TonesAndIVideos
@TonesAndIVideos 2 жыл бұрын
She's gonna be big. Just watch this be trending soon. 🙂
@daniel-tw1wl
@daniel-tw1wl 2 жыл бұрын
For sure ❤
@Necolll_
@Necolll_ 2 жыл бұрын
yeahhh✨
@alyannalovesemobands2543
@alyannalovesemobands2543 2 жыл бұрын
Yes
@aaliyahsims5144
@aaliyahsims5144 2 жыл бұрын
I agree
@aperson2056
@aperson2056 2 жыл бұрын
It already is
@KiaraPerumal-dp2sq
@KiaraPerumal-dp2sq Ай бұрын
Do you ever get a little bit tired of life But you're not really happy, but you dony want to die 😢 Hit soo hard
@bradleyskajatuttle2465
@bradleyskajatuttle2465 4 ай бұрын
Having just now heard this song it really hits when you realize how much you really have been just going with it while you can
@amandasmalley2236
@amandasmalley2236 2 жыл бұрын
When you can't describe life with depression and anxiety, this song does it! Especially when you are going through a major tough spell. Very thankful for this song
@Daemon1995_
@Daemon1995_ 2 жыл бұрын
lyrics are simply too relatable and the entire song just uplift you for some reason and thats pop music for ya
@laughbird
@laughbird 2 жыл бұрын
that’s me
@purpleperruche5433
@purpleperruche5433 2 жыл бұрын
Yessss
@treasuredwisp
@treasuredwisp Жыл бұрын
You should listen to her songs "nobody else" and "forgive yourself" they are awesome as well.
@whosib
@whosib 2 жыл бұрын
This is song is so vibey and accurate. It's depressing, anxiety giving, makes you happy, makes you giggle, makes you just say "Like your not happy, but u don't wanna die" And let me tell you I get tired of life quite often.
@lilmrsyoutube222
@lilmrsyoutube222 2 жыл бұрын
🔥🔥🔥New song “DIGI” featuring mike bambrick produced by Navi Skills kzfaq.info/get/bejne/icWAptJ1yqzSo2g.html Lockdown Productions!!!!!
@HxneyStarz
@HxneyStarz 2 жыл бұрын
Same-
@whosib
@whosib 2 жыл бұрын
@@HxneyStarz lol
@avamaxx5914
@avamaxx5914 2 жыл бұрын
?
@geraldineperatero5438
@geraldineperatero5438 2 жыл бұрын
Nice
@user-fb2ne7vo4u
@user-fb2ne7vo4u 2 ай бұрын
もうほんと大好きこの曲!今日辛いことあった時これ聞いて泣いてスッキリしてる!
@user-sd6wj1wn6d
@user-sd6wj1wn6d 2 ай бұрын
同志いた 和訳の歌詞を見てすごい共感して本家聞きにきました〜
@jmbeckwith
@jmbeckwith 4 ай бұрын
This song helped me explain how I feel to my husband and therapist. Thank you for putting it into words. Hugs to everyone who is also relating.
@hopewatson9432
@hopewatson9432 2 жыл бұрын
Love how this was created. It's like the colors are supposed to look happy, but it has a more pale tone. Like there's still color but not to the fullest extent of brightness.
@lyric4703
@lyric4703 2 жыл бұрын
pastel?
@superadam64
@superadam64 Жыл бұрын
I keep hearing this song on the radio, so I had to look it up and *really* listen to it. I am sitting here crying my eyes out. It’s hard to explain, but I’m thankful someone was able to put how I feel into words. And to such a catchy tune! I feel like…I’m *not* alone.
@monkeyboy6312
@monkeyboy6312 Жыл бұрын
too true
@sillychickennugget
@sillychickennugget Жыл бұрын
Let me guess is the radio station star 1013
@willgibbs6616
@willgibbs6616 Жыл бұрын
Same
@treasuredwisp
@treasuredwisp Жыл бұрын
You should listen to her songs "nobody else" and "forgive yourself" they are awesome as well
@unicornpupart
@unicornpupart Жыл бұрын
i love this song i don't cry to it but it just has a really good tune
@lunagranger302
@lunagranger302 Ай бұрын
It’s so incredible how this song perfectly captures how we feel each day
@Allidoisgame397
@Allidoisgame397 Ай бұрын
This is the new song I’m going to be blasting in the mornings. 🎶
@6hZCBpMy
@6hZCBpMy 2 жыл бұрын
There were two parts that I especially liked. I liked when she was dancing at the party while singing this song, because to me it represents that, while you can be struggling completely alone at home, you can also struggle WHILE you're with others or at an event that is fun, like dancing. The other part I especially liked was when she was singing with that other guy at the party -- that while challenges can have us feeling isolated, there are "others at the party," so to speak, that are going through similar things. That was solidarity.
@briannablasquez1650
@briannablasquez1650 2 жыл бұрын
Vdh
@Fantasy_lova
@Fantasy_lova 2 жыл бұрын
This was a great description. Thanks 👍🏾
@6hZCBpMy
@6hZCBpMy 2 жыл бұрын
@@Fantasy_lova Of course! :)
@6hZCBpMy
@6hZCBpMy 2 жыл бұрын
@@briannablasquez1650 What does that stand for? All I could find was Virginia Dept. of Health hahaha.
@mezb90
@mezb90 2 жыл бұрын
I kinda agree
@exteeriority4349
@exteeriority4349 Жыл бұрын
I'm a 29 year old male, and this song single handedly put EXACTLY how I feel, to the T, and how I've felt the past 2 years. I've been so unable to articulate emotions (always have - I don't really know what I feel) over the years, I legit cried throughout this entire song. It wasn't a "im not so happy and now I'm sad," but more of a RELIEF to have those emotions articulated....I don't even know how I could possibly thank this person in a way that she would ever know just how much it meant for this song to be made. Crazy world creates creative ppl, and I like where she's headed. And again..Thank you so much.
@2whitewizard
@2whitewizard Жыл бұрын
I am really happy that you were able to find relief and expression with this song Im a 33 year old male and just found it today and it made a big difference for me too
@hufflepufflez3293
@hufflepufflez3293 Жыл бұрын
@What_if_i_was_a_koala
@What_if_i_was_a_koala Жыл бұрын
I'm 11 and still its realatible
@exteeriority4349
@exteeriority4349 Жыл бұрын
@@What_if_i_was_a_koala that's what makes it the masterpiece it is!! I found it through my 7 year old daughters youtube history!
@brandondaniel6605
@brandondaniel6605 Жыл бұрын
you got this brother
@Zody_Drawings
@Zody_Drawings 2 ай бұрын
"like your not really happy but you dont wanna die" girl thats too relatable
@campionedi1764
@campionedi1764 2 ай бұрын
I love this song.
@HalfElvenTwins
@HalfElvenTwins Жыл бұрын
10 months ago this song was my life. But now, I am 6 months "clean". No more antidepressants, no more sinking. Finally happy.
@violetember1504
@violetember1504 Жыл бұрын
Congrats! I wish you good luck on future paths ^^
@Fussballprinzessin18
@Fussballprinzessin18 Жыл бұрын
Thats awesome!!! Love ya
@debbie5839
@debbie5839 Жыл бұрын
I’m so happy for you
@christianabel20
@christianabel20 Жыл бұрын
Yayyyyy🎉
@lianacordova2682
@lianacordova2682 Жыл бұрын
Awesome job. God bless you ❤️❤️❤️
@trumpeterjen
@trumpeterjen Жыл бұрын
On the one hand, it's nice not to feel alone. Lyrics like these are cathartic and refreshing, and I love that we have a song that speaks to us so clearly. But on the other hand...god, I just wish we could be happy. It sucks that *so many* people feel numb and tired and depressed like this. I hope things get better for all of us.
@michaelads8616
@michaelads8616 Жыл бұрын
Maan I feel u
@sirevelynderothschild3198
@sirevelynderothschild3198 Жыл бұрын
"refreshing" shes glorifying or at least normalizing drug use, typical of the music industry, preying on its consumers. if you're not suffering, you're not going to make it, these pills are the devil
@trumpeterjen
@trumpeterjen Жыл бұрын
@@sirevelynderothschild3198 ...the fuck? Antidepressants don't make you suffer. They help your brain produce the chemicals it needs to regulate your emotions properly. And I don't know how this got past you, but *she doesn't like taking them.*
@sirevelynderothschild3198
@sirevelynderothschild3198 Жыл бұрын
@@trumpeterjen they do make you suffer. antidepressants were debunked earlier this year. in addition, shes AT LEAST normalizing pill use. A sober mind, exercise, healthy food, abstaining, strong family connections, friends, and work keeps a healthy mind.
@trumpeterjen
@trumpeterjen Жыл бұрын
@@sirevelynderothschild3198 You cannot possibly be serious. "Debunked?" Wtf? Where's your source? Antidepressants work. I can attest to that myself. People take antidepressants. It IS normal. And she is not saying it's a good thing anyway. You can't fix a chemical imbalance with "positive attitude!" and "healthy habits!" Obviously you should aim for those, too, but if your brain isn't producing things like serotonin, you can still be miserable. Depression is an ILLNESS. Sometimes you need medicine for illnesses. Shocking, I know.
@AngelineFlores-gn9bg
@AngelineFlores-gn9bg 2 ай бұрын
Pls like to make me come back to this song😊
@paulzollo9710
@paulzollo9710 2 ай бұрын
so rare a new song emerges these days that I want to keep hearing over and over. This is great.
@xfer43
@xfer43 2 жыл бұрын
This really sings to me. The most uplifting song about depression I have ever heard. The lyrics and music…Perfect.
@sethkrueger9294
@sethkrueger9294 2 жыл бұрын
Hard Times by Paramore springs to mind as well. But they don't have to compete - each song does its own thing well.
@Lost_OZ13
@Lost_OZ13 2 жыл бұрын
Yeah it reminds me of songs like Fireflies
@xfer43
@xfer43 2 жыл бұрын
@@Lost_OZ13 yeah! I love that one too!
@RoRyWebley
@RoRyWebley 2 жыл бұрын
Queen of being a numb little bug 🐛 ❤️ love u friend… I’m so proud of you 😭 you’re such a star ⭐️
@ahmedstudios3680
@ahmedstudios3680 2 жыл бұрын
How can u be a queen of being a numb little bug?
@vivianphillips768
@vivianphillips768 2 жыл бұрын
MY FAV IS HERE AHHHHHHHHH ❤️❤️❤️❤️
@ravenisgone9893
@ravenisgone9893 2 жыл бұрын
you have great songs
@PanamaJones7
@PanamaJones7 Күн бұрын
Maaann “Don’t want to be alive but don’t want to die.” Is literally my life right now. My 16 year old is keeping me here.
@jonathanwilliams365
@jonathanwilliams365 16 сағат бұрын
my little brother is keeping me here
@earlwagner1482
@earlwagner1482 Ай бұрын
I'm glad someone could put all these feelings into words, it bought tears to my eyes, I wasn't expecting such an emotional response to these lyrics my goodness
@richardsgothardsons4116
@richardsgothardsons4116 2 жыл бұрын
Was diagnosed with depression recently. And for the longest time i had no clue how to explain how i was feeling. Like i was tired of everything. But not to the point where i wanted to die, even though it felt like a way out. I think this song has helped me expalin how i feel, and i think it does for many others too
@JimBobe
@JimBobe 2 жыл бұрын
Apathy! It’s perfectly normal to feel it
@g4bri3l.
@g4bri3l. 2 жыл бұрын
@@JimBobe the person literally just said "diagnosed with depression"
@imperfect_analysis
@imperfect_analysis 2 жыл бұрын
​@@g4bri3l. I mean, you gotta give it to him, most young people seem depressed it's almost becoming the norm. :/
@richardsgothardsons4116
@richardsgothardsons4116 2 жыл бұрын
@@imperfect_analysis trying my best to hold on though
@boogiebears2961
@boogiebears2961 2 жыл бұрын
you’re strong ♥️
@jaypennebaker9979
@jaypennebaker9979 5 ай бұрын
I don't know if this is intended but I love that she repeats the line "you gotta survive" placing emphasis on it, and that little bit of emphasis on it makes it mean so much more.
@YT_Z3ROX
@YT_Z3ROX 22 күн бұрын
Time has flied by so fast I remember when this came out like It was yesterday
@shayesweeney
@shayesweeney 2 жыл бұрын
This song makes me cry every time regardless of how happy it sounds, the lyrics get me choked up. This is exactly how I've felt but I haven't been able to explain it to anyone. Seeing these comments I can't believe how many people feel this way
@blessingamoni4587
@blessingamoni4587 2 жыл бұрын
It describes my metal state at this point in time accurately
@giulia1361
@giulia1361 2 жыл бұрын
Same. This song ironically makes me relive what my reality already is. I
@ahalll5364
@ahalll5364 2 жыл бұрын
OMG you just explained myself After reading ur comment i feel like a mirror-self wrote it.... somehow sooo many people feel the same as us 🤷 Covid has had a real impact on our mental wellbeing, me being a boy can't describe it to anyone simply because i dont have anyone that close who can understand me well and I know that. So, i simply accept the fact that no one would understand me ever, it hurts but works 😉🥲
@shayesweeney
@shayesweeney 2 жыл бұрын
@@ahalll5364 someone will understand you but you need to find that person. It is generally harder for males to express their emotions. Hang in there ☺
@108peterbilt
@108peterbilt 2 жыл бұрын
My best friend showed me this song and it literally describes how it is... I have to survive cause I guess I don't know how to give up! My journey is finding happiness but yet how can you find something like that when you don't know what it feels like. I don't feel much of anything every, besides all the wrong emotions like self-hate and anger... It's funny the best days so to say is when your numbed out completely. (Clinically depressed, generalized anxiety disorder, and apathy)
@Snow-ll7wi
@Snow-ll7wi 2 жыл бұрын
The quote “You have empathy but don’t really care” describes me so much! I was so surprised to have it be out into words.
@jurysilcantiga9997
@jurysilcantiga9997 2 жыл бұрын
Same
@ninili830
@ninili830 2 жыл бұрын
i know right🙂❤️
@juliahallthompson8638
@juliahallthompson8638 2 жыл бұрын
Lol
@thathomeschooledgirl_
@thathomeschooledgirl_ 2 жыл бұрын
Same
@StalkinU
@StalkinU 2 жыл бұрын
you and every other human ever
@user-eu4en3tl4y
@user-eu4en3tl4y 4 ай бұрын
上手く言えない日々感じている気持ちを代わりに言葉にしてくれた。少しだけ頑張ってみてもいいかもと思える最高の歌です
@Chloe-Dream25
@Chloe-Dream25 2 ай бұрын
I love this song so much
@scepterlit
@scepterlit 8 ай бұрын
If it wasn’t for songs like this, I would feel completely alone. It’s nice to know that people are always there for you. (Btw, this is your reminder that you aren’t alone) 🤜 💥 🤛
@steveb2616
@steveb2616 8 ай бұрын
Always need to remember that what people allow you to see isn’t the 100% truth. Everyone has issues and you aren’t alone in that.
@vasilisronal8092
@vasilisronal8092 7 ай бұрын
Maybe you are alone, maybe you do not need a depressive song to make you feel you belong somewhere. What if its ok being a bit alone or not fitting. What if the expectation of living otherwise is causing the problem? Do your thing and dont expect others to like you. Easier said than done though
@SleepyHollowKnight
@SleepyHollowKnight 7 ай бұрын
Same here…I was in shock when I first heard this
@S4DST4R_
@S4DST4R_ 7 ай бұрын
too bad I am alone.
@pejelagarto3826
@pejelagarto3826 6 ай бұрын
Gracias, aveces es bueno abrir los ojos y darnos cuenta que no somos los únicos con problemas emocionales y que siempre hay existe alguien para ayudarnos
@CastoCFC
@CastoCFC Жыл бұрын
Randomly heard this on the radio. I had to look it up and really listen. After several listens in a row and hard cries, I think I'm good. 36yr old, father of 2 & happily married but still struggle with mental issues. This song hits hard. I am the numb little bug.
@ricanbabiigurl
@ricanbabiigurl Жыл бұрын
My husband loves this song. Happily married too with 3 kids but life ain't easy. *hugs*
@donky3995
@donky3995 Жыл бұрын
@@ricanbabiigurl this song is amazing
@oldsal8648
@oldsal8648 Жыл бұрын
I’m married and five beautiful grandchildren. Then why do I feel like I do. Anyway, please take care of yourself
@thebluewolf2472
@thebluewolf2472 Жыл бұрын
@@oldsal8648 it's really common to feel this way, there is nothing wrong with you, life is just tough. You'll get your happiness back one day hun 💜
@simonthechipmunk5091
@simonthechipmunk5091 Жыл бұрын
your kids are lucky to be able to grow up around a dad that lets himself feel his feelings. hang in there man
@Jaganathan_M
@Jaganathan_M 3 ай бұрын
Love you so much for this gem of a song
@Ali-Oli09
@Ali-Oli09 5 ай бұрын
Haven't heard a more accurate song for a long while. Amazing job
@macy4651
@macy4651 2 жыл бұрын
Finally a song that I can relate too. As someone who suffers from a mental disorder, I’ve been in places that are so low, I thought I couldn’t find a ladder to climb out. Medicine after medicine, pills after pills… I just love this song so much ❤️ It helps remind me that I’m not the only one out there who feels like this so thank you Em!
@tanusam830
@tanusam830 2 жыл бұрын
More power to you💙💙
@astriddancer8549
@astriddancer8549 2 жыл бұрын
I can relate
@shabnammustafayeva
@shabnammustafayeva 2 жыл бұрын
You are not alone 🤗
@miles_ani
@miles_ani 2 жыл бұрын
I can with 100% certainty say that you're not alone in this ❤️
@gigixparadise
@gigixparadise 2 жыл бұрын
The lines, “I’m barely breathing trying to stay afloat,” “The world feels to big,” “Do you ever get a little bit tired of life like you’re not really happy but you don’t want to die,” “Like you have empathy inside but you don’t really care.” And “I’m a little bit tired of trying to care when I don’t.” These are the most relatable lines for me.
@MiloMurphysLaw
@MiloMurphysLaw 2 жыл бұрын
Literally me
@GabbieandJiji
@GabbieandJiji Жыл бұрын
Me too.
@starlight907
@starlight907 Жыл бұрын
"but you gotta survive, cause you gotta survive" is the line that gets me
@2whitewizard
@2whitewizard Жыл бұрын
Not really happy but don't want to die And hanging by a thread cause you gotta survive God those lines are so true Being able to have that feeling, that I still want to cling to the thin thread of hope is all that keeps me going somedays. That there is a shred of hope that exist. It doesn't make ya happy but we get through
@hannahlowe794
@hannahlowe794 Ай бұрын
This song is awesome.
@user-se4hx4wl1s
@user-se4hx4wl1s 3 ай бұрын
Amazing song! It's amazing that you really put all the hard feelings that no one can really name, into words! I wish i knew this song sooner. I had some tough times in the last 3 years, and last year it was just what i needed to hear. Thank you❤ You have an amazing voice, and you're doing an amazing job! Keep up:)
@KarstenBelt
@KarstenBelt 2 жыл бұрын
Em this is amazing! From the outfits to the sets, it all works so well. Brings the song alive. Proud of ya 😊
@hi.idek.5946
@hi.idek.5946 2 жыл бұрын
@@KarstenBelt I feel this song rn.
@janfkarel92
@janfkarel92 2 жыл бұрын
I thought Hannah Montana came back from the last just now
@okay050
@okay050 2 жыл бұрын
You are so right
@okay050
@okay050 2 жыл бұрын
@HAHAHAHA I liked one of his songs so thank you very much it’s hard for me to find music I like
@lilmrsyoutube222
@lilmrsyoutube222 2 жыл бұрын
🔥🔥🔥New song “DIGI” featuring mike bambrick produced by Navi Skills kzfaq.info/get/bejne/icWAptJ1yqzSo2g.html Lockdown Productions!!!!!
@Marcy1420
@Marcy1420 2 жыл бұрын
I randomly heard this song driving home. Never thought I would be in tears over such an upbeat song. I relate to this to my core. But I gotta survive for the people I love and that loves me.
@MatteBlacGuitar
@MatteBlacGuitar 2 жыл бұрын
I’m rooting for you
@clacks5605
@clacks5605 2 жыл бұрын
welcome to vocaloid lol, theres an entire subgenre of japanese music in vocaloid where they have upbeat tunes and dark messages. songs like self inflicted achromatic and ghost rule really helped me through tough times
@briankehew579
@briankehew579 4 ай бұрын
Depression - it's not when you're "sad" or "down" (it can be). But more often, it's a dull feeling of disinterest, grayness, and lack of interest in anything. It's devious and subtle - this song sounds like a Depression song.
@sofieblicher9308
@sofieblicher9308 3 ай бұрын
It's based on her depression. (dunno if she still have it) Nice spotted tho
@jackiep594
@jackiep594 2 ай бұрын
I love it the sluggish shift to ‘trying to care when I don’t’ and then moves into a driving urgency of ‘tired of sinking’ before fading back into the pleasant light melody - it’s a hard thing to capture feeling a little hopeless, a little despair, a little suicidal. I think it was very smart of her to have this song behind balloons, because a lot of people with depression feel this. Way more often than not. It’s not a wailing agony it’s more of nostalgia for how you used to feel or how other people seem to live. But life doesn’t stop you still have to shop, drive, attend events. And sometimes that makes the feeling worse and sometimes it makes you feel silly for being depressed. It’s obvious that she gets it and has felt it.
@coravaneyk5833
@coravaneyk5833 2 жыл бұрын
I don't have depression or anything, but lately I have been so stressed by school and haven't had time for very much fun/joy, so thank you for making this song!
@coravaneyk
@coravaneyk 2 жыл бұрын
@Katnexis i do thank youuu
@matthewchll4299
@matthewchll4299 2 жыл бұрын
i wish everyone feels better and im stressed and depressed (i think)
@1kchallengewithnovids439
@1kchallengewithnovids439 2 жыл бұрын
@@matthewchll4299 I'm depressed and stressed too
@SOMAairbagdesigns
@SOMAairbagdesigns 2 жыл бұрын
Yas
@emmaschmidt4774
@emmaschmidt4774 2 жыл бұрын
True love = the love of God! *God himself went to the cross for you out of love for you as a human being* Philippians 2:5-8
@ThatTransGuy247
@ThatTransGuy247 2 жыл бұрын
“Like you’re not really happy, but you don’t wanna die” That’s me 24/7! I thought I was just going insane, so it’s good to know others feel the same. It sucks :,)
@JordanK14
@JordanK14 2 жыл бұрын
Trust me, theres many who feel the same way
@Cantbeerased7893
@Cantbeerased7893 2 жыл бұрын
lol same
@justanormalfangirl2094
@justanormalfangirl2094 2 жыл бұрын
Trust me ur not insane
@sindemoissyo._.
@sindemoissyo._. 15 күн бұрын
いちばん辛い時期にこの曲を知って何度も救われてました 本当にありがとうございます☺️これからもずっと大好きです🥰
@user-oh2oq2vu4e
@user-oh2oq2vu4e 5 ай бұрын
I'm happy to discover this song. Thanks for making it :) It means a lot.
@Localcatgirl_
@Localcatgirl_ Жыл бұрын
This song used to be insanely relatable to me, but since 2023 started, I’ve been repairing. And I just want to say to everyone commenting that it connects to them, it will get better, even if you can’t see it. It may take days, months, years, or more, but there is hope. Even if just a tiny little bit. Please hold onto that. Life may suck now. And it sure as hell will for a while, but that doesn’t mean it’s gonna be forever, it’s going to be ok, just think about that instead of the hard parts Keep pushing on, I believe in you! ❤
@jonathanwilliams365
@jonathanwilliams365 Жыл бұрын
Thanks for the kind words
@AskAshe
@AskAshe Жыл бұрын
This autoplayed while everything from the past days hit me and it struck too close to home.
@BJ_me
@BJ_me Жыл бұрын
I put on this song to help me right now, but your word did more than the song ever could. Thank you 🥹
@Megan-1014
@Megan-1014 Жыл бұрын
You are so right 💯 I try to remember this when I'm feeling down. I'm glad you're feeling better 🙂
@T.Swizzle1989
@T.Swizzle1989 Жыл бұрын
Thanks you for these words, I’ve never really opened up properly about why I’m like this and even I don’t rly know. I guess it started when my grandad died and then my friend passed away shortly after. My mental health has been declining ever since and it feels like it’s beyond repair now. Sometimes I ask myself if I even want to be here, sh seems to be the only way to cope. It’s gotten to the point where people in my class are noticing and keep asking if I’m ok when in reality I wanna throw bricks at everyone. Idk if I ever will mend completely, mayb I won’t but I’m glad u are
@vic6196
@vic6196 2 жыл бұрын
Nothing better than finding a new artist who sounds like they're reading your journal! I've literally been ranting about "when do I get to stop coping with a messed up world and start living?" At thirty, it's really starting to get old and this song feels like a perfect vent for that frustration.
@capriceprocarione7775
@capriceprocarione7775 2 жыл бұрын
Same
@SUGAR_XYLER
@SUGAR_XYLER 2 жыл бұрын
Wait until you get older... It won't get better !
@lyde9272
@lyde9272 5 ай бұрын
Your videos add a lot to these. Thank you so much
@mjunebug7013
@mjunebug7013 4 ай бұрын
Love this song, just found it. Is it not sad how sad we all are, all the time. Obviously there is some things we miss, or should’nt do. But we will be alright. Even this will pass. You are beautiful and worthy. You are loved. ❤
@keeshamcquay9564
@keeshamcquay9564 2 жыл бұрын
Every. Single. Word. Resonates. Hang in there, everyone. Pills help but processing with a therapist, self-work between sessions, and learning about yourself are what make recovery possible. Give yourself some grace 🖤
@avamaxx5914
@avamaxx5914 2 жыл бұрын
why are people do this?
@filo4854
@filo4854 2 жыл бұрын
My problem is that I’m very self aware and know myself super well but I just can’t seem to get over panic disorder/make it better
@alva2277
@alva2277 2 жыл бұрын
@@filo4854 I was the same way. I wanted to deal with it myself, I wanted to handle it my way...but I reached a breaking point, and realized that my psyche couldn't overcome the chemical imbalance in my brain. Medication was the last thing I wanted, but when I hit rock bottom and swallowed my pride, asked for help, and was willing to receive it...even a little medication makes a huge difference. It isn't for everyone, but it saved my life. As does therapy...sometimes saying things out loud to someone other than yourself makes enough of a impact in your mind to help you move forward.
@claritytragedy940
@claritytragedy940 2 жыл бұрын
Thank you for this
@haventpickedanameyet2527
@haventpickedanameyet2527 2 жыл бұрын
Idk what I'd do without my meds tbh but at the same time I'm still so apathetic and mentally ill
@LadySinovera
@LadySinovera Жыл бұрын
I used to tell my psychiatrists this all the time. "I don't want to live anymore but I don't want to kill myself. I just want to stop living." I was never sure if they really got what I meant so this song kinda spoke to me in letting me know that other people get that feeling too.
@xPearlz
@xPearlz Жыл бұрын
I feel u, I hope you're better
@Person7503
@Person7503 Жыл бұрын
I don't think I've ever heard something like this that I actually relate to. Now I have.
@pretty-girly._.4k11
@pretty-girly._.4k11 Жыл бұрын
I feel you so much
@caitlinwilliams8893
@caitlinwilliams8893 Жыл бұрын
Sammmmme.
@xiaotenglim8146
@xiaotenglim8146 Жыл бұрын
I think it's passive death wish, im too...
@user-rj9zk5vw8k
@user-rj9zk5vw8k Ай бұрын
ほんとにいい曲だよね
@yoiboikm
@yoiboikm 9 күн бұрын
i still love this song SM
@jennyunderwood9663
@jennyunderwood9663 Жыл бұрын
I suffer severe depression. But I must say that this song helps in lifting my spirit. Thank you for putting some smiles in my heart.
@tonyhoward7004
@tonyhoward7004 Жыл бұрын
Yes music helps for sure ! But so do drugs, therapy and faith.
@PatoChu
@PatoChu Жыл бұрын
@@tonyhoward7004 are you encouraging drugs?
@SatanosFr
@SatanosFr Жыл бұрын
@@tonyhoward7004 please dont tell me that you were talking about faith in god. What is with the drugs tho?
@carrotcake3840
@carrotcake3840 Жыл бұрын
@@PatoChu Medication is sometimes called 'drugs'. If a doctor asks you, if you take anything or if you use drugs, they're probably just asking you, if you use any medication, not necessarily asking if you're a drug addict.
@PatoChu
@PatoChu Жыл бұрын
@@carrotcake3840 The joke You
@SuopIsTheWinner
@SuopIsTheWinner 2 жыл бұрын
I wish I had this song back in jr high and high school. (I'm 29 for reference and had "I'm Not Okay" by MCR) I hope that teenagers don't think they're the only ones feeling despair and sadness and numbness. Every generation at that age has those feelings, the reasons basically stay the same, but thankfully the younger generations have more technology and freedom and access and the ability to express it to everyone. WE HAVE ALL ALWAYS BEEN SAD, but not everyone had the means or the freedom to do so. So I'm glad songs like this exist so those of us who feel like this feel seen and not alone.
@TitaniumTronic
@TitaniumTronic Жыл бұрын
If your generation also felt it, then why the fuck are parents so blind about our problems today? Actually, they're often even the reason for it.
@tsavage4337
@tsavage4337 Жыл бұрын
Yea but to be fair a lot of issues these days can also be attributed to social media and how it can affect people’s perception of themselves
@CaptainHejah
@CaptainHejah Жыл бұрын
I'm 37 and we had Linkin Park. I feel like it's the same sentiments but presented less aggressively lol
@bigmike9128
@bigmike9128 Жыл бұрын
I am 36 same here
@93seronica
@93seronica Жыл бұрын
Hahaha I’m 28 and I used to listen to “I’m not Okay” all the time in middle school
@shinoinunobody3202
@shinoinunobody3202 2 ай бұрын
Yep thank you
@monkey.d.raijin4644
@monkey.d.raijin4644 Ай бұрын
This song goes so hard without even trying. I remember hearing this song on the saddest day of my life on the radio like life was telling me it be okay
@jeanetteadamo9039
@jeanetteadamo9039 Жыл бұрын
I have felt this way so many times in my past but now, at 67 i'm here to say that it does get better. Do something to shake your life up. Change job or careers. Leave whatever significant other who might be the cause. Move to a new place. I did all of it over a few years time. It worked. Life is good these days. I'm almost never a numb little bug.
@bdlbug6
@bdlbug6 Жыл бұрын
Seconding this. Took a big leap at 22, completely changed up my life and haven't gone back since. I'm 26 now, and probably the happiest I've ever been. There's still struggles of course, but these days things are consistently getting better, not worse.
@andreagranados4900
@andreagranados4900 Жыл бұрын
thank you
@yesseniamilan3867
@yesseniamilan3867 Жыл бұрын
Omg thank you! I was just telling myself this, make changes and shake my life up a bit!
@darljemvinales8474
@darljemvinales8474 Жыл бұрын
Thanks for this,.now im gonna push it through!
@firestar2164
@firestar2164 Жыл бұрын
Hi! I’m making this comment respectfully btw. It seems like you went through though tough times and EVENTAULLY got out of it. Let me just say (I know this from my friends) that this song was not a joke or just another song - it gets worse (Self harm triggers ahead) - so a few of my friends were or are s*icidal and one overdosed 13 TIMES. That’s just overdosing btw. Side note: all of these friends or part of the queer community. Point is: it gets worse than your experience and doing what you did doesn’t work for everyone. I kid you not: my friends and I including the one I mentioned earlier are all under the age of 18. We have limited decision making which makes it worse. This is why people get into drugs. This isn’t a it will get better thing. The pills she mentioned aren’t to be taken lightly. My mother also suffered from depression and still does a bit. They don’t help that much. Anyways, the best way to help yourself is to get help. OMG there are so many recourses online. So yeah thx
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