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A couple of days ago, I was at home and preparing for exams. I lay down on the sofa to rest for a while. And the moment I lay down, I forgot about everything. The sun was shining from the window, illuminating my room and warming me, from the slightly open window I could hear the distant laughter of children playing outside, and the fresh May air was blowing. I forgot that I have an exam in a month. I forgot that any problems exist in my life. It was the best 5 minutes of my life.

The internet with all the bad thing it brings, it also brings all of us together. Whoever reads this and feels like giving up, you're not alone. Come back here and we will be there for you

In reality, I am not who I say I am to others. Even now I’m writing this comment in English, because I’m afraid to say such things in my native language. I miss the people who left my life in the same way, I just want to be loved and love, without being afraid to do it. I hope that this world will never lose its colors, and that people will be kinder to each other. Good luck to everyone.

I wish time went by slower. I’m tired, I wish I could rest for a while and escape from reality.

Psychedelics are just an exceptional mental health breakthrough. It's quite fascinating how effective they are against depression and anxiety. Saved my life.

When I was young, I remember lying on the bridge and counting the number of planes, and I felt very lonely. And my life is also an extension of that time.

"failure is success in progress." never give up, be your own support, find your strength. you will make it.

Yall ever been in love in a dream. The feeling of wholeness and serenity. In reality it might not be perfect, but in that dream it was.

Close your eyes and Let's hug forever ... my friend 🫂

Знаете, подобные картинки ассоциируются у меня с ожиданием, я имею в виду с тем спокойным ожиданием, лишенным тревоги. В данном случае "ты" можешь ожидать вечера, дождя, своего друга, звонок от матери, чтобы она сказала тебе идти домой. И ты совершенно точно знаешь, что что-то из этого произойдет (зависит от того, чего ты ждёшь). И именно такой мотив ожидания меня завораживает. После того, как начнется дождь, или твой друг наконец явится, или мама позвонит, возможно, произойдет что-то ужасное, но это произойдет после, а сейчас ты ждёшь, просто сидишь и ждёшь.

It's weird how even when everything is as it should be that nothing really seems to fit right.

Does anyone else feel like life is to awesome and mystical to just end up working some mundane job? I know I probably sound entitled but it feels like there is something much cooler we should be fighting for rather than just to help grow some random company.

ماادري لكن رجعت بعقلي كل الذكريات الجنت من اتذكرهم اغمض عيوني واشتت تركيزي حتى انساهم

I dont know how to explain this feeling of nostalgia. I feel like i was a child again, enjoying the little things, being able to enjoy everything. I miss that, i want to give up. I want to die

Honestly, I don't really want to escape, I just want to know you, all of you, and I wish we could be together in one place, and just be happy forever.

I'm used to running from everything. I'm always feeling pathetic and miserable in front of people. Hating the way I look and how I talk, how I move and every single thing I do, I hate it with my heart. I always feel so low and behind every person. Half the time I'm not myself and when I am I also hate it. I feel like I'm lying all the time, being nice to people not because I am but because I want them to like me. I know nobody cares and I always try to repeat that but I care a lot, and I judge myself a lot. I wanna stop running and face this but i have no idea how to do it.

I'm listening to this from Cairo Egypt and it's 2:20 pm now, greetings to whoever will read this wherever they are in the world.

por mais que eu tente (e eu sempre estive tentando), não consigo escapar do limbo. o que antes afetava minha mente, se estendeu para todo o meu corpo, a apatia se tornou cansaço. os danos mentais refletem agora em meu estado físico, eu não lembro sequer quando passei a me sentir assim. eu não quero apenas descansar no mundo físico, talvez o que eu precise seja apagar o consciente, é um fardo ter conhecimento da minha própria existência.

if I was a 1990's video game character that escaped the game I would come hang out at this play ground. So peaceful

Everyone is lonely in different ways, but it feels the same

Wow, I didn't expect a mental health help line in the description. Thanks.

this picture is one of the most accurate depiction of liminal space or dream-like place

Я не могу принять этот мир. Просто не могу. Он слишком болезненный

this feels like being a kid, playing roblox with it storming and raining while watching educational videos, playing games with my cousin on the wii... I'd do anything to get those days back. 💔

Getting ads while you’re depressed is another type of hurt

Thing that led me here is just that I want to stop thinking completely. I want to forget the world and forget who I'm, especially this responsibility that is beyond my capacity but I'm forced to bear it. I don't want to think again about the reasons that made me suffer, and it is enough that I feel hurt whenever I get close. Among them, I did not even have a companion. I lost a lot to passers-by. Like those years that...I did things very carefully for them, I used to fill in the trivial blanks but my scars hurt more, my family wants to see my success and I watch them waiting for something from me, it hurts right? There's no way to tell them I'm empty completely and so tired that I'm tired even of what I love... I'm sorry I really tried to be perfect but I was alone.

спасибо, вы мне напомнили что вместо всех этих друзей и грязных тусовок на самом деле была всегда одна в комнате. Такие плейлисты не дают забыть и зациклится на настоящем. А что ты сейчас делаешь? кто ты? где ты?

I just break with my ex. I had break a 2 years marriage. In the same week i start a relationship with a co-worker that was friend of my ex. 3 weeks have past and this girl said that we better be just friends. I dont know how, but i like more my co-worker than my ex, that make me sick of myself. I just cant believe that I love my ex but dont want to be with her. And this girl that i barely know is consuming my mind. I did wrong with her. I deserve to be alone. Its just sad who I am. I feel like garbage. My ex did some shit also. I feel so lonely, so fuckin empty. I feel like I dont have a reason to exist. I am just a number in this small world. It is so small you know? It is small and somehow I am solo. For some reason I dont want to play video games or do the shit I liked to, back the day, I remember left my girl on bed to keep playing with my online friends. Now I lay in the bed and watch the reflexion of the turned off screen. Dont ask me why, I have smoked weed a lot, thing that I did only last year. Also I start working out myself, and everybody tells me that I am more happy since I break with my ex. Somehow I am. But that coworker became a obssesion. I dont love her. I know that. But I want her, I want her company. To be honest with myself I think that I just want someone to sleep with. Not having sex. Just someone to hug me and put the hand on my face and my hair. My ex loved me, almost pshyco love. And I break up. If its love that I want, she would be ennough right? So, what do I want? I just dont want to be alone. Its me who have abandon her. I feel bad for it. But its also me who feel alone. How tf? I do miss my ex. But I dont want to come back to that sick relation. I miss my co-worker, her love, her laugh, i miss her company. I work 11 hours per day.( I do 2 shifts) she only do one. I dont have time to go out, where do I meet people? theres a place for it? Do I have to do that tiktok shit and stop strangers on the street? Thats how we make friends? thank you for reading all this. Or not, fuck you, fuck the world, fuck the love and fuck me for feel this way

It is so comfortable and calmly here, I don't want to go away

I wrote this a while ago and want to share it. it is from my perspective and in no way the correct run down of what bipolar actually is and can feel like. It's only from my personal experience and opinion. My bipolar. "Emotions are irrelevant when manic. But essential when having an episode. The emotions clog your brain. Taking away thoughts. There is no more thinking before you act. It's now a matter of trying different actions until one feels right or sticks. The waves of polar opposite feeling can get annoying very quickly. Can get dangerously effective when feeling too much of anything. It's like holding your hand under hot water for so long that it starts to feel cold. The upbringing makes you feel powerful, strong, happy, like you can do anything, become a superhero. That's the hot water feeling, the adrenaline in your brain telling you, that you can beat this. But then it starts to feel cold. And the adrenaline wears off. You get tired when down, you feel sad, worthless, unmotivated, non existent, like you mean nothing. Like you're worth nothing. Nothing matters anymore. No one cares anymore. In fact, you may start to think no one cared in the first place. In the end, if it gets too bad without treatment. you, yourself. May stop caring about you as well. Once your brain gets to this point in thought. It's a lot harder to come back from it. And even if you are capable of making your way back and into a steady mind space. You’ll never forget what it's like to have been so low in life. To have hurt the people you cared about. To have hurt yourself, to be what you yourself feared of becoming at some point. And now that you're better, fear of becoming once again. It is a loop that never ends. It's something we all have to get used to. It's something you are. Not something you become. And once you realize this, the better it can be. Not become. Because nothing will get you nowhere. In life. And when your life ends." Written by: Sebastian Gardner

Quiero volver a mi pasado, todo era mas fácil, reunirme con mis amigos del colegio, hacer travesuras inocentes, jugar cosas tan inmaduras como decir quien te gusta, jugar futbol sin que nada importara. Quiero mi pasado de nuevo porque mi mamá no tenía cáncer, mi papá era mas joven, mi hermano aun conservaba mucha vida en sus ojos y cada vez lo veo mas similar a mi (no quiero que sea como yo, quiero que tenga mas vida y aproveche su juventud). Ahora no hay nada de ese pasado lejano, mi vida es lúgubre y a veces no veo futuro. No importan las notas cuando siquiera a alguien le importa, logros vacíos que solo se quedan en eso... Quiera tantas cosas pero hace mucho dejé de soñar. Espero poder salir de esto algún día...

I was always eager for what the future holds, always excited for new opportunities. However when i express that excitement around strangers and friends, i get discouraged and called out. Even when im not bothering anybody and just expressing out into the void of the Internet, someone just felt like they deserve to stomp on someone else for enjoying their experiences. In those times, i wonder why we all acknowledge that our world is suffering, but at the same time push others down for the sake of it? The fact that we arent the first to do it either, we just become more aware of this contradictice existence.

Thats the thing. Im loved. I dont feel like it though. I feel like a weight placed on my family's shoulders, like an 18 yr old loser, I feel like everything is uncertain. I feel like i just want to disappear. I feel alone, truly alone, i moved with them to help them fix their new house but in doing so i lost all my friends and graduated from HS. Now i work 3rd shifts at an old folks home. Saving all my money and I think i got my parents kicked off of their health insurance, because i actually got a job. Everything just sucks right now. I am severly contemplating just walking into the darkness away from my family, away from my job. Things have ought to get better when i leave.

When I see peaceful places that brings peace to my soul. I can't remember nothing but my bestie, my soulmate.

I've been trying unconscious to escape from everything since the past 10 years of my life. Still not sure about my path, but I'm pretty tired now having to face the consecuences of the work I have avoided on myself. Today I want to be better so I can be proud of myself before times goes in a blink of an eye. Future me counts on me, and that is the human I should love and care the most. I'm so sorry...

Words can not describe the arrant rapturous memories this picture and music brings back. I remember laying in the backseat of my father's car, my mum and dad in the passenger's seat, talking while songs are playing. I would lie down and count the sheer myriad of stars on gloomy nights, and admire the beauty of the sunset in evenings, accompanied by the calm soothing serenity and tranquility, thinking this world would never end, and how easy it is to live life. I remember how creative I used to be, my mind being so diverse at that point, my inquisitiveness used to skyrocket as I explored different monuments and places, whether alone with only my parents, or together in a family trip. Looking back at all that, I direly miss it. Now I feel I am just stuck and boxed in this mundane world, and for me that mellifluous tranquility has diminished into oblivion. The only emotion that I now find is of romance, envisioning myself in this picture with my female friend, nothing to care about, just me and her, the world having stopped for us, us exploring the world together without any noise, distractions or raucousness, knowing we are free of all responsibilities, and living the life we always wished to live as kids. I don't mean to keep blabbering, but romance is the only emotion that is alive in me today, and that is poignant considering the variety of flamboyant feelings I used to have back then as a child.

I know.... You and me and everyone have gone through a lot of bad and good things. I don’t know if it was more bad or good, but I trust you.. I trust myself. Reply to my comment. If you need someone to talk to, I will be here.Thank you for continuing and discovering the truth, my friend

I think I remember my childhood some, my words don't mean a thing, compared to all the words and comments here but, I too felt that, at a time things were a lot simpler to understand. The fun we all had as kids, some sense of extra freedom now gone forever. We grew up now, parents with kids that now kids won't ever experience what we did and how it was, it won't be the same and y'all all know it. Take your kids to the park, to the movies, get them off the video games and outside for that same bit of freedom we had.

No matter how much you try to run from your fear. It'll always be up there in the sky looming like dark clouds. If you can't run from it, then face it because there will always be an end to that storm.

It's realy hard for me to expres myself, how i feel right now, how bad are things going now, everything seems complicated. Everyday i'm fighting these demons inside me, it's like an infinite battle. I would realy wanna talk to somebody, anybody, just to lay it all out. Because i feel i can't take it any longer.

This is not real , it's just a dream , please , please , wake up ...

It's 4 am and suddenly I feel inspired. Now I'm writing my thoughts and feelings on paper and getting lost in them

You're down here because you feel catharsis, this song feels nostalgic and familiar, though you've never heard it before. The familiarity comes from the feeling that the music is putting deeply held personal feelings into the form of a song. You often feel isolated and alone, like these feelings are a neurosis only you have, but that isn't true. Someone made this music, someone felt the feelings and thought the same thoughts you once felt were a personal demon to you. The catharsis of knowing others sympathize with you has brought you to the comments. You were never alone, none of us were, we are just to frightened and deluded to see it. No matter what has happened to you or even what you have done in life I hold no judgement against you. I wish you peace and happieness. Listen to this music and share this collective experience. We are seperated by land and sea, I will never know your face, but I want you to know that I truly care for you. Welcome home friend, stay with me for just a brief moment in this song before we have to part again for good. I don't know you, but I know that you are there and I will not forget you and the shared melancholy that has brought us together. Thank you for exisiting, no matter who you are that reads this.

I started to date with very handsome boy who really likes me he is smart and cute, I knew that he isn't as good as I saw him, but I hoped his love can make him better and I thought that we cope with our psychological problems. But now it's the fourth day after my agreement and he have been ignoring me all this time. I feel so upset, dirty and used I'm so happy I can tell here about it, my friends think that I'm stupid (I think same) and say "don't worry, he is simple busy, u think to much"

In my dreams i'm always running from something. Again, again,again,again and again. And i think that i'm running from myself

Where do you find pictures like this? It makes me feel something I can’t explain

I woke up this morning with my arm numb and the left side of my pec muscles area of my chest feeling strange I really dont think it's much myself cause i have felt it before for a long time but it feels different now tho but it should be fine either way everyone and anyone that reads this if something happens to me in my sleep you're indeed more special than you think you are we are all one we shouldn't be fighting or hurting eachother we shouldn't be rude to each other we are all one and we should all treat eachother as one......one that we all love what if we are all the same being just split into multiple "people" please lets not hate eachother please that's all I ask before something happens to me but I know I wont get my wish because no one cares about me and eachother

I just want to escape it all! Escaping the routine, the exhausting work, the same faces and the same voices, the same paths, and even myself. Fighting to be well is difficult, the sea of ​​thoughts that floods the mind and takes the breath away... I'm simply fucking tired! Lost.

I don’t understand why it is at such moments that I feel something that I can’t understand and this feeling is very strange and incomprehensible... I’m stuck in this world...

This scenery is more captivating than the music itself.

У меня социопатия, обострилась она год назад, я перестал интересоваться людьми и меня стали раздражать люди. Но я до сих пор хочу найти человека, с которым можно будет провести хоть вечность в таком месте, как и здесь на картинке.

Great something is here. We live in same time, same world. Be with thankful.

so many people from all around the world with so many emotions down here. yet all of the emotions seem tinged with the same lens. you know sometimes i listen to 'lust for life' by lana del rey when i need hope. 'and the lust for life keeps us alive' really resonates with me. because when i lose my 'lust for life' that's when i feel the least alive. when i feel im on the brink of slipping away forever. i relate to so much of what you all are saying down here. theres a part of me that doesn't hope and dream like the rest of me. there's a part of me that feels like im watching the world go around like a movie im not a part of. and y'all make me feel okay about that. i don't need to be happy and hopeful and optimistic 100% of the time. i try to, and sometimes i need reminding me that i don't have to be. bless you all.

100 reasons to stay alive: 1. to make your parents proud 2. to conquer your fears 3. to see your family again 4. to see your favourite artist live 5. to listen to music again 6. to experience a new culture 7. to make new friends 8. to inspire 9. to have your own children 10. to adopt your own pet 11. to make yourself proud 12. to meet your idols 13. to laugh until you cry 14. to feel tears of happiness 15. to eat your favourite food 16. to see your siblings grow 17. to pass school 18. to get tattoo 19. to smile until your cheeks hurt 20. to meet your internet friends 21. to find someone who loves you like you deserve 22. to eat ice cream on a hot day 23. to drink hot chocolate on a cold day 24. to see untouched snow in the morning 25. to see a sunset that sets the sky on fire 26. to see stars light up the sky 27. to read a book that changes your life 28. to see the flowers in the spring 29. to see the leaves change from green to brown 30. to travel abroad 31. to learn a new language 32. to learn to draw 33. to tell others your story in the hopes of helping them 34. Puppy kisses. 35. Baby kisses (the open mouthed kind when they smack their lips on your cheek). 36. Swear words and the release you feel when you say them. 37. Trampolines. 38. Ice cream. 39. Stargazing. 40. Cloud watching. 41. Taking a shower and then sleeping in clean sheets. 42. Receiving thoughtful gifts. 43. “I saw this and thought of you." 44. The feeling you get when someone you love says, “I love you." 45. The relief you feel after crying. 46. Sunshine. 47. The feeling you get when someone is listening to you/giving you their full attention. 48. Your future wedding. 49. Your favorite candy bar. 50. New clothes. 51. Witty puns. 52. Really good bread. 53. Holding your child in your arms for the first time. 54. Completing a milestone (aka going to college, graduating college, getting married, getting your dream job.) 55. The kind of dreams where you wake up and can’t stop smiling. 56. The smell before and after it rains 57. The sound of rain against a rooftop. 58. The feeling you get when you’re dancing. 59. The person (or people) that mean the most to you. Stay alive for them. 60. Trying out new recipes. 61. The feeling you get when your favorite song comes on the radio. 62. The rush you get when you step onto a stage. 63. You have to share your voice and talents and knowledge with the world because they are so valuable. 64.Breakfast in bed. 65. Getting a middle seat in the movie theater. 66. Breakfast for dinner (because it’s so much better at night than in the morning). 67. Pray (if you are religious) 68. Forgiveness. 69. Water balloon fights. 70. New books by your favorite authors. 71. Fireflies. 72. Birthdays. 73. Realizing that someone loves you. 74. Spending the day with someone you 85. Being wrapped up in a warm bed. 86. Someone’s skin against yours. 87. Holding hands. 88. The kind of hugs when you can feel a weight being lifted off your shoulders. The kind of hug where your breath syncs with the other person’s, and you feel like the only two people in the world. 89. Singing off key with your best friends. 90. Road trips. 91. Spontaneous adventures. 92. The feeling of sand beneath your toes. 93. The feeling when the first ocean wave rolls up and envelops your toes and ankles and knees. 94. Thunderstorms. 95. Your first (or hundredth) trip to Disneyland. 96. The taste of your favorite food. 97. The child-like feeling you get on Christmas morning. 98. The day when everything finally goes your way. 99. Compliments and praise. 100. to look on this moment in 10 years time and realise you did it. Ps : Never forget you are a beatiful person Life is so beatiful so live, live like no one else exist, live for yourself, don't care of bad people, you are strong, i love you 🫶

Remember when we promised ourselves we'd break our chains, whatever it took? Now we are old and tired and the chains remain. The knowing that they held at our strongest, there is no chance of breaking them now. But the mind cannot be always chained. It can still wander here and there. So we wander, and wonder, there and yonder, until all passions glimmers dimmer fonder. There is only this.

I miss my old home let me wake up and go back...

In my mind i alway wish someone would help me. HELP ME PLEASE SOMEBODY HELPME, but i know deep in the back of my mind i could only help myself.

I put my headphones on to listen, as the holes come into my brain and the transmission, and we remember everything now because of this song. It's comfort. Thank you to whoever made this video. He suffers in his life more than us. Oh, everyone suffers. Just don't give up. I love you all. I encourage you.

احب هاذ النوع من الموسيقى الجميل

I cant believe i just been sitting at my desk and just staring at this video all the 3 hours, i dont even know what i was thinking of

الموسيقى كانها تبدا منذ ولادتك و تتغير مع تغير سنك و تغير عقليتك تدريجيًا 🫀🫀🫀لقد تذكرت طفولتي حتى الاشياء التي ظننت انني لقد نسيتها

Me he estado perdiendo últimamente y hace años que no escribo en este tipo de videos, sin embargo, espero salir de aquí y ser feliz C:

We waited...and the drop has finally come....

Purgatory. Momentary peace in the eye of the storm. Like standing on the precipice of the End. But it's only the Beginning. You'll have to enter Hell to see Heaven. And you've already been here too long. It's time to go, my friend. Wake up.

Hold on till the end, guys, go with the flow, even if stones are thrown at you. Hold on till the end, no matter what. Each of us faces obstacles and trials that may shake our convictions and divert us from our goals. But it is precisely in these moments that it is important to remember that true strength lies in our ability to overcome difficulties and keep moving forward, even when everything seems hopeless. These are the moments when our motivation and endurance are tested. Nevertheless, if we hold on and don't give up, we can overcome any obstacles in our way. Be persistent and believe in your abilities, because that's how we reach great heights and turn our dreams into reality.

i remember this place.

all these comments are at the bottom... the music on the video, guys, thank you, it really touched me, good luck to you ❤

Так интересно наблюдать что каждый кто пришёл к этому плэйлисту ощущает разные эмоции, и чувства. Удивительно что одна и та же музыка может разным людям давать испытывать на столько разные впечатления. А я просто любитель такой спокойной музыки, поэтому у меня она ничего особого не вызывает, просто умиротворение, лёгкость и радость. Особенно это всё я могу почувствовать когда буду гулять и слушать этот плэйлист.

Maybe you really want to get away from everything, the difficulties, the problems, this pain that seems like it will never go away. But I want to remind you: it's not the end yet. You are alive, so that means you have a purpose in this life. And if you believe, know that God will always be with you and help you, don't forget. and keep trying, because as long as there is life, there is hope.

I'm so fucking tired of my reality. Every day is the same, I'm so confused and lost.

Hey! Hum I never done that Before but... Im gonna leave a comment and to anybody who see and read this thanks. I've been throught hard Time during these last few months... As you Can see im from France and im actually in a 7 months trip. And honestly I never feel that lost its weird I see every day the most beatifull landscape and place of the World but I feel empty... I talk too noboody, my Friends and family are 10,000km far away and m'y girlfriend just broke up with me 2week ago... I scared of growing up and take responsibility I just want to enjoy one last summer as a kid... So yeah... I have Time there to think and I know I should'nt complain. And just enjoy the moment but I realise so many things here in midle of nowhere... Thanks stranger if you read this Lets talk I thinks I need it .

When i was younger, i use to go on weekends to a sport club in the limits of my city, it was so beautiful, it was beside the forest and the 80% of the area was covered with trees and nature, the wind was refreshing, the days were warm and comforting, and you could experience such calming solitude, i miss that days in there...

I feel deeply happy knowing that the kind of people who i look for as a friend exist and i can somehow see it in some of the comments in this video, I hope you guys accomplish what you TRULLY want to do with your lives. Love.

... И самый отстой, что проблемы всегда будут рядом с человечеством

Lately a lot of things have been happening at the same time, I feel lost and I don't want to do anything, and what suffocates me the most is knowing that most of everything that has happened is my fault. I know it's not a very mature way of dealing with it, but I always try to ignore everything, and when I go to sleep or think about it again I feel like shit, I think my problem is that I worry too much about everything, everything that happens I take personally, or something that people say, and I try but I can't control it, it's like it's already automatic, an example of this is that I can't deal with everything that's been happening, I think I should already know how to deal, even though everyone says I don't need to. Anyway, in the future I hope I'll be better and won't regret having said all this..

Existing in the past, present and the future. Most of all, realizing what the past, present and future could and should have been, but yet never was, is or will be. Nostalgia for a past that never was for you, and a longing for a future that never will be.

i swear these sad music compilation comments section are always the weirdest stuff

3:00PM me and thinking like how deep I have fallen into this unexplainable life, actually sometimes are hard to stay alive

what do you hope for in life? of a better tomorrow. no matter how rich or poor we are, no matter how young or old we are, no matter who we are, we all are hoping for a better tomorrow, for ourselves, for our loved ones, for the world we live in.

Im just tired. Tired of pretending. Tired of not being fully myself. Tired of not having the tools to express through my art. Tired of the monotous rotine . Tired of the expectatives of others... What about MY expectatives? What I want to do? I cant just simple do it cause i dont have the money, or the time, or the conditions. I want to find love for myself, want to make art, want to have a beautifull house with a garden. I want something more, i want some magic.

Lo admito si, si me afecto no tener amigos y que ni siquiera mis primos quisieran jugar conmigo por ser muy pequeña o muy grande y no no soy haci de solitaria o callada solo que no tengo confianza aún recuerdo cuando tenía 7 años mientras jugaba con mis peluches sola...

I’m in love with a girl who doesn’t love me back. But I’ve understood that true love isn’t about spending my life with this person, if I really love her, I cannot limit her. If she loves another man and she finds happiness in that guy, believe me: I will be happy. Thank you Beckz for every emotion you’ve made me feel in just half a year. I wish you could see what’s on my mind so you can understand the impact you had on me. Love u.

Why are you in my childhoods mind.. 😭 why does this feel so nostalgic

When I listen to this kind of music, I feel like I'm spreading everywhere.

It reminds me of the melancholic dreams I would have about people in my life that I had to give up for one reason or another, even sometimes when they did it to me instead. I remember having the self-awareness of what happened between me and my abusive ex (emotionally and SA) wondering why they were acting like it was every normal day but I was asking so many questions trying to understand why everything happened the way it did although in the end it wouldn't change what happened and i guess it's just something I have to live with.

That picture is absolutely haunting. ✌️

That image means my life. It's looks like such a lost and mysterious place to go to at 1 AM... I wish I could be there.

Мне 34 года. Когда мне 10, из за меня умерла девочка которую любил, и которя любила меня. Я никогда не говорил об этом ни с кем. Все знали что это я, но ни кто меня не обвинял (по крайней мере - в лицо), кроме ее старшей сестры. Если до этого события я был как все, после этого я начал замыкатся в себе. У меня ничего в жизне не удалось добиться, вообще ничего. Я впервые плакал о ней только год назад, когда вспомнил ее имя, я был под кайфом. Я заперся дома, перебрал массу книг, от мистики до психоанализа но дыра в душе так и осталась, мне 34 года

We're a band, RTW. A, he's taught me that it's possible to break out of your comfort zone and do things you might've never done before. A, she's taught me that it's okay to make mistakes but it's not okay to give up. J, well, she's helped me make some important decisions, and helped be a sort of guide that has supported me, along with A2. They tell me it's okay to be myself. J, she's taught me it's okay to be silly and to be yourself, similar to J and A2, but she has such a kind and caring demeanor to her that makes me want to be just like her. She's like the older sister I never had. M, he's taught me that being confident in what you want is crucial to being respected. We're RTW. Let's RULE THE WORLD!! To anyone who might read this, it's our lil secret

fell asleep to this and had the best sleep I've had in a while great job

been searching for this for days without knowing it

I dont even what to be dead anymore, I have tried so many times I feel like I dont have the energy to even try. I just want my life back and not have this scars, but I feel like that's just a me problem, and I'm just too weak and unmotivated to even try, that's why I feel like nothing is ever going to get better. I know its stupid.

Whoever did that art can see deep in my soul

Allem entkommen. Manchmal ist das alles was man braucht :) Und das hier ist ein gutes stück ums zu schaffen

Cry because the happiness isn't forever or celebrate that the sadness will pass, its your choice

this upload is incredible, easily one of the very best on youtube

1:54 personal ref.

He doesn’t kno that. But what we do kno is that i love you

This was a beautiful experience. Thank you