hey guys long time no see. I know my channel hasn't been active for a very long time now and for those that want an explanation. I guess I can talk about here in this video. I was working at a jail on the Red Lake reservation as a control officer (I'm an enrolled tribal member) and I was working that job for almost a year. I had this song fallout 3 rap done for a while now but iv hit a lot of bumps in the road. I had to drive 2 hours out of my 8 hour work schedule and so I just didn't have anytime or motivation after a long days work to work on anything. I was just trying hard just to stay on schedule. I worked for long to try to buy all the necessary equipment to take my music live. to be honest I got a lot of equipment but now its just collecting dust on the side. I must of dropped like 5-7 grand on the performance equipment alone.
but iv been going through a lot of shit as of recent. I shared a car with my father to get to and from work. and one day I got ready in my regular routine to go to work and my father never came back with the car. then soon I found later that my father committed suicide in the woods.
iv been dealing with a lot of depression lately and iv developed a chemical dependency to alcohol and THC. Iv been trying to shake this depression that iv been going through and hopefully I can move forward from here and stop doing drugs and drinking and get more music done........hopefully.
well anyways. I'm not giving up on this dream and I'm going to keep on grinding at it. hope you like the track